#leave my money alone

[ghostkittysstuff]

wtf

i feel like I need to share this conversation my friends seem to be having

I give you @fry-the-earthling, @thetwistedartist0426, and @cara-the-yiga-footsoldier, everyone.

(applaud now)

[cashmoneyyysstuff]

you are . . NOT !!

katsuki watches the maury show with you

you’re watching the maury show on your computer when katsuki marches into your room without a word and flops down next to you on your bed.

“ hello to you, too.” you snort. his words are muffled by your sheets but you’re about 90% sure he told you to shut up, you ignore it.

he lays face down on your bed for a while not saying anything and you know he’s had a long day and wants to be close to you without actually talking. you don’t mind, you’ll give him his space until he reaches out himself.

and he does after a little bit, turning his head around to face you as he looks from you to your computer screen, eyes focusing on the woman screaming that the man she cheated on her husband with was 100% not the father of her baby, mixed with the cheers of the audience.

he looks at you and raises a brow “ what’s happenin ?”

“ lady cheated on her husband with his brother.” you respond.

“ his brother ?” he repeats. his eyebrows furrow and you know he’s hooked. if there’s one thing katsuki loves but will never admit he does, it’s trash tv.

you nod, grinning somewhat evilly “his brother. now they’re trying to find out which one’s the father.”

he hums, scooting himself closer to you so he can see the screen too. he flips himself around so his neck isn’t craned at that awkward angle anymore and settles himself down right next to you. hook, line and sinker.

he wraps his arm around your shoulder and shoves his head in your neck, breathing you in. you both don’t say anything. “do you want me to play it from the beginning for you ?” he shakes his head in your neck. you reach your hand up to scratch at his scalp and you smile when he sighs. he holds you a little tighter, pressing feather light kisses into your neck.

katsuki’s never been good at expressing himself with any other emotion that isn’t anger. it makes him feel stupid and weak and soft. he’s had a long fucking day and he doesn’t wanna talk about it, simply wanting to indulge in you but he can’t tell you that, can’t find the words to, so he tries to find other ways to tell you and he hopes you understand and you do.

katsuki’s thankful for you because sometimes he wants to talk, wants to open up about what’s bothering him but sometimes he doesn’t. he doesn’t and you don’t pry when you know he doesn’t and he’s so thankful for you. he presses kisses on your skin and soft bites at your flesh to convey just how thankful he is, how grateful he is for having you. he hopes every warm press of his lips against your skin can convey how much he loves you loving him. and it does, because you turn your head and kiss the side of his head so sweetly and he knows you’re it for him.

he’ll tell you all of this one day, he promises. he’ll tell you all the thoughts swimming around in his head one day, but he hopes this’ll do for now. and unknowingly to him, it absolutely does.

he pulls his head out of your neck and kisses you hard on the cheek one, two, three times and you giggle. you feel him smile into your cheek when he kisses you a fourth time.

“fuck’re they screamin’ about ?” he says and you turn to look back at the screen. the woman is yelling at her husband’s brother vehemently denying the possibility of him being her baby’s father. you feel a little bad for laughing. “ she says he’s not the dad” you answer.

he clicks his tongue “ why the fuck is she on the show then.” he says, turning his attention back to your computer but his grip on you stays secure. you press yourself a little closer to him.

you’re still smiling lightly when you look back at your screen, simply shrugging. “ she said something about her having more sex with her husband than with him.” you answer and he snorts.

“ ten bucks neither one of them’s the father.”

[inkskinned]

im gonna start a fight; and, at the same time, i need you to take this in the most good-faith way possible, but:

videos that involve body-checking and intentionally (and uncritically) show a mealplan of an unhealthy number of calories are just a revamped version of pro-ana food diaries.

and yeah, i know there's arguments. i address some of them under the cut. but at the end of the day, we're just coming back to romanticizing mental illness; we've just found a better platform for it.

this is already something we've done. we knew it was wrong and tried to stop it. and tbh. it just wasn't enough.

there are people who argue "well, what if you have an eating disorder, you can't help it if you don't eat!" except that as someone with an ED; we are not infants. we know what we're doing. part of having an ED is that you are like, maybe too self-aware. even if we can't help our own food choices, we don't need to fucking romanticize the disorder - something we've been warning you about since 2013. there are hours of setup, filming, and editing that go into these videos. they do not happen to fall into place randomly. there is a reason they are pieced together to be beautiful, bright, inspiring.

there's this woman who pretty much only posts daily plans under a normal amount of calories, and everyone defends her saying but it's better than nothing! and i'm like. except she opens those with images of her showing off her body and provides no context in the video or caption that suggests that she believes what she's doing is unhealthy. she has hundreds of thousands of followers on a platform designed for young kids and teens. i refuse to believe that by accident her content just happens to be cheery advice on "healthy" versions of starving.

for any other symptom of mental illness, we would be incredibly enraged by this kind of placid acceptance of a "tips and tricks" fast-start guide. imagine if people posted pink & pretty videos saying "best places to cut yourself" as if it was a fucking storytime. we, as a society, are so fucking fatphobic that we would rather accept blatantly harmful displays of self harm than admit that we are obsessed with a hyper-thin body type.

i am not suggesting someone never talks about their disorder. i talk about mine. actually, it's a plot point in my book.

here's the difference: i recognize it's a fucking mental illness. i am very careful to never mention a specific weight, eating pattern, or calorie plan. i always make sure to position it as something that ruined my fucking life. i do not put cheery music in the background and hearts and sparkles over my worst moments. i do not film it in bright light. i do not start each passage with an image of a thin body followed by "here's how to look like her."

eating disorders should not be framed as aspirational. and the problem is that society worships the "after" image, so long as you don't get too sick. there is a reason so many people who quit being "influencers" will later admit - i wasn't eating well that whole time; an obsession with food was completely destroying my life.

we let any uncredited, uncertified person write the most backwards, fucked up shit about how to get the body you desire! because the underlying, secret belief is: well, at least they're thin! and the real thing that fucking gets me each time - they make fucking money off of it. their irresponsibility and societal harm literally pays off for them.

"why do you care so much." "don't like it don't look." "so what if people experiment with new ways of thinking of food?"

thank you for asking. we're about to get extremely personal. it's because when i was 18 i discovered "thinspiration"/"thinspo." and it absolutely influenced, shaped, and codified my pre-existing eating disorder. i went from having some troubling habits and traits to being incredibly unwell within what felt like a matter of days. there were actual pages designed to train me on how to have an ED correctly. it was all so suddenly easy. i was sick; and the nature of the illness meant - i wanted to be sicker.

it takes an average of 7 years for a person to fully recover. i know this personally - even now, 10 years from the worst of it, i still fucking struggle. i am so much happier now and i eat what i want and i literally don't think about food at all (19 year old me would shudder) and yet - i still fucking know the calories of plain toast with butter.

an eating disorder is one of the deadliest types of mental illness. over 1 in 4 people with an ED will attempt suicide.

and i'm sorry. i just do not see the exchange rate of "high rate of engagement" versus "the value of a human life."

[they-call-me-youngermoney]

nasty basement dweller bachelor stops harassing man with wife and kids and dips his toes in the local dating pool

[daigah]

SICK AND TWISTEDDD

[seemingly-random-rants]

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My main account, @i-drop-art-in-your-asks, has been receiving MULTIPLE ASKS requesting donations for assistance with the Palestinians... Well I have a response:

i am flat broke (meaning i have $0⁰⁰ (€0⁰⁰)(¥0⁰⁰) (¢⁰⁰)... that's called "NOTHING," ever heard of it? yeah I'm lucky if I get a fucking moth to fly out of my wallet... so please: if you're looking for donations or just free money, DNI, bc I have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING for you)

again, to the genuine people who NEED the money: I'm sorry I really wish I could help... I'd link something but I don't even know what funds are or aren't legit as I'm not fully in the know about the situation... (if I had the attention span/patience for humanity's bullshidd I'd be better at keeping in touch with the world) but all I'm hearing is crap. I'm autistic. I don't understand the fucking point of war! all I can think of when I hear "war" is a bunch of dumb assholes killing each other and everyone around them because they're upset that someone stole their last fucking piece of toilet paper or something else incredibly retarded, like: "your ancestors kicked our ancestors off this land we want it back!" 🙄 C'mon guys you've had HUNDREDS OF YEARS to do that and you're JUST NOW trying?? You're not even accustomed to those lands anymore!! Are you ready to have to relearn the lay of the land? Bc it's not what it was when "Great-Great-Great-Grunckle Funk" got the boot...

[hosam-hamdan90]

[l3irdl3rain]

I’m sure I’ve told you guys before about my coworker at my part time warehouse job that hates Duncan but I had to work with her again tonight and she was on her bullshit regarding him again.

I would like to clarify, this doesn’t upset me. I mean it does in the sense of “I can’t stand her and she’s a bitch” but also it’s fine. She can think what she wants to think. What matters is that I know Duncan is happy and I love him.

BUT ALL THAT TO SAY! It is so funny to me that she is a grown woman and this is who she has beef with. He’s just a little fella. Girl you are so dumb to be beefing with a cat.

Anyways he’s mad in this video because I stopped him from trying to eat Gertrude’s breakfast and gave him a bath.

[amelikos]

The new opening showing Lucius and Gibeon traveling together (and finally confirming that they were companions since I had a hunch that was the case) means I can go on about my old people drama, but I also think their single shot in the opening is interesting and tells a lot.

Gibeon being the only one to carry a backpack (which is so cute??), while Lucius and the mysterious woman do not. I get the feeling that Gibeon may have been the "rational" one in the group who actually planned stuff and made sure to carry to everything they needed. There appears to be something that looks like a piece of paper on the left side of his backpack too. Maybe that is a map, so he would have been the one making sure that they follow the right directions and that they don't get lost.. Maybe he helped Lucius write his memoirs too. Diana found Lucius's memoirs which seemed to document his journeys, so I wonder if his friends helped him write them.

I also wonder if Gibeon was the one who managed the group's funds too (similarly to what Mollie does for the RVT). I wonder if Lucius met the Six Heroes while he was still traveling with Gibeon, or if it was before they met. It's funny to imagine Lucius showing up with all these Pokemon he found on the way (injured, or something else), and Gibeon being unsure if they should bring them all with them given their potential limited funds... but Lucius's persuasive power (his radiant smile which Gibeon is weak for) makes him relent and accept, etc.

[massiveladycat]

i think we should care more about how the parents of gen alpha are giving them technology addiction to the point they throw tantrums when its taken away than how annoying skibidi toilet is

[elvishdemigod]

What I'm looking for when going into the goth tag

What I actually get

[nathaniacolver]

"but isn't arcane based off of leagu-" SHH. listen closely. i'm speaking from experience.

i am a league of legends survivor ('12-'15) and an arcane enthusiast (current). trust me on this.

(this is the meme to show all your friends who only know one or the other)

(except maybe not the ones who ACTIVELY play league........yeah........uh, maybe just leave them be until they snap out of it)

[otrtbs]

you do realize that someone not saying they don't support palestine while being vocal about their support for israel is still problematic right…?

okay. now what?

[jjmaybankssurfergf]

ok, so bitch wants to bring up Madison fucking Bailey and Rudy pankow (which she ain’t gonna bring his ass up again or I’ll tag it to #rudypankow) and how I hate Madison and not rudy and his gf. I don’t like his gf, I don’t like Bailey. Rudy has never said anything mean or negative about anyone Ever. He’s never fat shamed, he’s never been homophobic, never been sexiest or any of that shit. Bailey on the other hand, I actually just went on fucking twitter and Reddit; she has made fat shaming posts and post about her being biracial and not black enough. I really can’t say much about the biracial because I’m white, and I don’t want to come off racist, but the comments about fat people is gross. There is no need for that really. Elaine has done shit racist shit too which is disgusting also, therefore I don’t like either of them. I have never ONCE HEARD RUDY MAKE A RACIST OR COMMENT ABOUT FAT PEOPLE. I never see Madison Bailey or her gf get hate. 3 reasons why 1. She’s a woman 2. She’s LGBTQ 3. She’s biracial

y’all can say what you want call me racist or homophobic and shit but what makes it worse is Rudy is straight and he’s never once said anything mean or negative on social media yet here is a woman who’s gay and has made negative statements and comments about people. She has also made transphobic comments too yet she’s LGBTQ? Wtf how do you not see how awful that is. Yet you want to blame a white straight male, who does broadway and who’s also very quiet on social media? Yeah that makes total sense, like he’s such an awful person?

Pretty sure he left OBX they won’t tell us the truth because the directors like to silence actors and use them in the Hollywood industry (because that’s how Hollywood is and that’s the truth) they did the same to drew when he wanted to do queer and he’s just now coming out about it. But anyways if he did leave it was because Madison Bailey was a bully to him behind set. I believe that, because so many people have came on anonymously saying she bullied him and other people who worked on the set. She acted like she was such a big star and acted entitled. I don’t blame him for leaving because that was what girls do in school and we all know how that feels, if you don’t you were either the bully of the follower of the bully going along with what they say.

it really pisses me off she wanted to make a personal attack towards me and really dig through my shit and posts just to say it was all Rudy’s fault. Like you thought you ate with that? No you just pissed off a fandom. You are obviously not apart of the fandom so don’t act like you know what happened you have no context on the fandom whatsoever?

Stay the fuck out unless you really know something (which it’s clear you don’t) go back to watching your fucking goddamn game of thrones or fucking house of dragon. You are obviously not welcome here now 😁

[unspuncreature]

o|–< well ok

[lesbiansanemi]

Currently trying not to vomit over the fact that I essentially just lost almost a thousand dollars brb