#rai rambles

[rainyraisin]

I was not expecting this to go as well as it did

First time drawing him I WILL KEEP ON PRACTICING‼️‼️‼️🗣️🗣️💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️

[prime-pulse]

CRAWLS MY WAY OUT OF COLLEGE HELL

hello everyone. i took a summer semester. can't say i recommend it. however ive also started a rewatch of ninjago and i feel revitilized in my hatred of tommy and in a blur i have lined + colored a page or two. i will try to be back soon.....

[raideo]

I CAUGHT A SHINY BARBOACH OH MY GOD!!!! My favorite pokemon 💖😭

Its just me and my son against the world ✨

[lightwing-s]

Hey guys!

So, this week I’m back to uni, meaning, posting will slow down a lot from now on. I’m gonna do my best to keep updating Baby Steps weekly, but it might become a bit difficult for me to do it. We’ll see.

Hope you understand, and I’m wishing every student a great semester, a lot of learning and a lot of fun. 💜

With love,

Rai 💜

[mitsukuri]

do you ever look at your fave and then short circuit

[tmnt-reticent]

The pink aesthetic of this blog was meant to be a joke like “haha look at all this cute imagery oh btw this is about religious trauma and emotional abuse and how it tore a family apart” but I think I accidentally managed to trick people with the blog’s look into thinking that it was a cute au so now I’m just terrified for anyone who thinks Ret is cute to see some of the art Ive drawn for it or that like other people have drawn for it or maybe even read the fic WHAJDBWKHD. Bc yall know what the fic is like you’ve read it you’ve read Pathetic you know what’s up. It’s not even that angsty yet btw there is uh. There is stuff coming. Y’all aren’t ready S1 is the most chill season by far.

But yeah just thought I’d yap about that for a bit bc it’s so interesting to me about how much the look and feel of a blog like this can actually do. Its kinda giving like Omori or DDLC where it looks super cute and then it’s like “oh nvm this is fucked up actually”

I’m gonna keep what it looks like for now bc 1. I think it’s cute 2. I think it’s funny and 3. I’m too busy with art fight rn to draw a new banner but maybe one day I’ll make it fit Ret more idk maybe when the story gets more serious.

[maharlika]

what i wanted to do today: write the next chapter of halstarion model AU, write more space AU, draw some cazstar or cazstarvel

what i did instead: drew cuntboy astarion all afternoon 😔

[schumaquinho]

wait wdymmm dec cheats😟😟

well, apparently he does.

i read about it first on twitter after a girl commented a tweet about how he defended his gf against the criticism she had been receiving recently. she said it was funny that people were praising him for being “the only decent footballer” for not having an insta model girlfriend and keeping her since they were young and being faithful when he was caught out with other girls around the time when she was pregnant.

don’t quote me on the last part because i’m not sure she was pregnant at the time, but i did find pics of him and other girls while he was in vegas with other footballer. in them he’s not doing anything per se, but you can’t deny it looks incriminating lol

like, don’t tell me those pics don’t look compromising on his part. at least if i found my boyfriend this close to another girl dressed like that and in fucking vegas of all places i’d be fuming, pulling out my hair from my scalp and rolling on the floor with anger (and i’d certainly break up with him, too. i’m too insecure to keep a relationship going after that).

here are the pics i mentioned, found on the sun (i know they’re not the best source but anyway)

so yeah. if he cheated or not can be… debatable. but certainly it does not look favorable to him. but hey, it’s not my relationship, idk them, and we can’t be 100% sure he did anything. like, he could be just talking to them, although i highly doubt it. aaaaand jack grealish was with him in vegas, too, and we know jack shits on his gf like crazy too. i wouldn’t doubt his cheating energy got around to decs.

footballers will always be footballers, i guess.

[raideoarts]

Gonna have to make up tonight's drawing tomorrow I had a massive breakdown tonight and managed to pull myself together just enough to make food. Im prioritizing self care- or trying to anyways, and getting to bed earlier tonight 😞🫡

[raichana-artblog]

*sighs*

So a family member tested positive... I have been sick for a few days... i'm testing negative but assuming it's positive becasue like... if it walks like a duck.

going to take it easy and hunker down for a little. luckily my cold isn't bad at all... i have a cough and no voice... maybe a little tiredness? I did get my booster at the start of the month so maybe thats helping me out?

*sighs* all this to say may be quiet for a little bit... going to marathon bookworm and/or natsume yuujinchou

[rainyraisin]

This is the most real thing I've ever read

[prime-pulse]

hiii. so i start college tomorrow! but i also have a 6hr gap between my classes on tuesdays and thursdays. im hoping during that time i can get back into drawing for SLG, and hopefully DPL. DPL is in dire need of my attention but I really want to get SLG's arc moving forward again considering I wanted to finish it 2 years ago HAHA either way, look out for SLG content soon, even if it's just memes :)

[raideo]

OF COURSE I WAS ON THE DAMN TOILET DURING THE EARTHQUAKE

[lightwing-s]

I'm gonna be honest with you guys in here, because I like to think our "relationship" is built in trust mostly from me as a writer. I'm having a hard time finishing this chapter, and idk why. I have it mapped out and all the ideas are in my head, but when I look at my opened document, many many words already written on it, I just can really finish it.

I'm feeling really bad about it because I've delayed it for longer than I usually do. I'm gonna try my best to finish it today. See you, hopefully, soon.

[mitsukuri]

nihosou seems like such a funny dynamic bc they both divorced the same guy

[tmnt-reticent]

The recent ask reminded me of this so Ret Main 6 identities let's go!!!!

Leo: Het Transfem!!! (Thinks she's gay for a while before realising nope she's actually trans!)

Raph: Het grayromantic

Mikey: Bi!!! (U can tell just by looking at him)

Donnie: Repulsed aroace transmasc

April: Lesbian

Casey: Also aroace transmasc (cupioromantic, haven't decided on his ace identity yet)