#l:5 ~ 10 min

[thriceapodfic]

Fandom: The Sandman | Pairing: Calliope/Dream of the Endless/Hob Gadling | Rating: G | Length: 0:05:05 | Summary: They have a ritual, now. Hob knows, always knows ahead of time, when Dream will have need of it. It isn’t clear how he knows—the world news, listening carefully to the things Dream says, some extra sense of things that warns of turbulence in the mind of the Lord of Dreams, but he knows. There is magic in the knowing, and Dream does not wish to dispel it. 

Dream comes to his lovers for comfort when the world weighs too heavy. They hold him up.

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readers: @thriceandonce, @kd-heart, @robinfai, podfic-lover

cover artist: @kd-heart

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[deus-ex-mona]

my five surviving braincells when something remotely good happens:

[redrose10]

Yoongi x Female Reader. Soulmate AU

Summary: There’s no one on this planet you hate more than your coworker/secret crush Min Yoongi. He’s an arrogant, rude, womanizer who gets under your skin every single shift and you can’t wait for your day to be over so you can get away from him. Unfortunately when Jimin, your caseworker from The Ministry of Adoration, shows up offering you both a raspberry jam filled cookie, things take a surprising turn for the worst and you can no longer get away.

Warnings: Swearing, hints of smut (nothing graphic or really detailed), a little angst, Yoongi gets around, small hint to homophobia, mentions a guy not taking no for an answer, almost sexual assault. Might get updated later

Tag list: @kam9404 @yoongisducky @farfromsugafanfic @welcometomyworld13 @viankiss @ktownshizzle @bear8585

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Chapter 5- Tacos and Tangerine Juice

Word Count: 3,208

After Jimin had sent over the location you and Yoongi were sitting in his car staring up at the tall skyscraper trying to work up the courage to go in.

“Do you think we can ask for more time? Like 10 seconds?”, you questioned.

Yoongi chuckled next to you, “I really don’t think that’s how this works. And I would need more than 10 seconds to properly kiss you anyways.”

You felt your heart thump extra hard in your chest at his words. He continued, “Let’s just go in there and see what they say.” You nodded exiting the car after him.

The lobby was extravagant with marble pillars and very expensive looking artwork on the wall. An ornate chandelier hung from the ceiling and just underneath sat the receptionist. She greeted you both with a smile,”Hello, how can I help you today?”

“Um I’m not really sure. We’re supposed to meet a Jimin Park here?”, Yoongi responded.

“Oh Jimin! Of course! Take the hallway behind me all the way to the end. Then make a left and take the elevator up to the 77th floor.”, she cheerily replied.

Yoongi grabbed your hand and started pulling you down the hall. The elevator slowly started ascending towards the top with your heart beating a little harder with each floor.

The doors opened and you were immediately greeted by a smiling Jimin.

“Hello you two. Ready for this?”

Almost instinctively you ran up to him grabbing onnto his arm and pulling him closer, “Please Jimin, we only need few more seconds. We were just about to kiss right before the time ran out.”

“I know and I’m sorry Y/N. That’s not up to me. You’ll have to talk to the judge about that one.”

You tried to blink away the tears that were already forming as you followed after him with Yoongi close behind.

Jimin walked up to a woman sitting behind a desk handing her a folder of papers, “Park Jimin representing Min Yoongi and L/N Y/N.”

The woman smiled, “Of course. Head to room 707. The judge is already waiting.”

He smiled before motioning for you both to follow.

“Ahh there he is. Jimin, how are you doing? It’s been a while.”, the judge greeted.

“Oh same old same old. How’s the wife?.”

They exchanged pleasantries back and for a little and you hoped you could one day be even half as charismatic as Jimin.

“So I’m guessing this is Yoongi and Y/N you have with you for case number 143?”

He nodded.

The judge continued, “Perfect. Let’s get this started as it shouldn’t take too long.”

The judge continued to flip through the folder that Jimin gave to the secretary earlier. He mumbled a word here or there as he read through everything, but the room was silent other wise. You snuck a glance at Yoongi who had his eye focused on the judge looking completely calm minus the subtle pulling of the hem of his shirt that you knew meant he was nervous.

The judge suddenly cleared his throat, “Well I think I’ve gotten everything I needed from Jimin’s report. Y/N or Yoongi, would either of you like to make a final statement?”

Yoongi quickly shook his head leaving it up to you to step in.

“You’re hon-, Sir, I mean Judge.”

He chuckled, “Mr. Kim is fine.”

You nodded, “Mr. Kim. Yoongi and I were just about to kiss right before time ran out. We realized how much we do love each other after we cleared the air on some things. We just need like 5 more seconds and we can kiss and then everyone can go about their day and this whole mess will be over with.”

The judge quickly put his hand up to stop you and you felt like you were going to cry.

“I understand that may have been the case, but the fact is that time ran out. If I awarded more time to you two then I’d have to do that for everyone. Why did it take so long for you two to realize your love for each other?”

Yoongi shrugged next to making you want to strangle him because once again it was on you, “I-I don’t know Mr. Kim. But I do know that we do love each other and can make this work. If given another chance that is.”

The judge motioned for Jimin to come forward which he quickly did. They whispered back and forth for a little before Jimin returned giving you a sad look.

The judge signed a few papers before reading out his decision, “Okay in the decision of Case 143 featuring Min Yoongi and L/N Y/N I have decided that Yoongi will move to the broken souls department and Y/N will be released.”

“What? Why?”, Yoongi finally spoke after all this time.

“Well based on Jimin’s report and what I have seen so far Y/N appears to be the only one in this partnership willing to put forth the effort into making this work. Therefor I feel that she deserves another chance at finding a new soul mate.”

Yoongi went to protest, but you cut him off, “So what does this all mean exactly.”

The judge continued, “Well Y/N, you will have a brief meeting with Jae in our soul cleanse department. He will help cleanse your soul of any trace of Yoongi which will also reset your memeory. You will have no recollection that any of this happened. Then you will return home and go back to normal while we work behind the scenes to find you a new soulmate. The bond won’t be as strong as the one you had with Yoongi, but it is better than the alternatives.”

Your mouth dropped open as the judge turned his attention to Yoongi, “And as for Yoongi, normally you would get sent down to the broken souls department, but I don’t think you are completely a lost cause just yet. You will also go through a soul cleanse to wipe away any trace of Y/N. Then you will go through an intensive three month course to learn how to properly bond with a soulmate after which we will slowly acclimate you back into society.”

All you could think about was how your memory was going to be wiped clean and you’d never remember Yoongi or anything that the two of you shared. You studied his face hoping that somehow maybe you could remember it you ever saw him again.

“Excuse me, but no fucking way.”, Yoongi shouted next to you breaking you out of your trance.

“Yoongi shut up!”, Jimin hissed.

“No I can’t be stuck here for three months. I have to go to LA to meet with a record label in a couple days. I can’t miss that. That could ruin my whole life.”, he angrily spat.

“And loosing your true soulmate forever doesn’t ruin your life?”, the judge questioned with a raised eyebrow.

“No, I mean yes, I guess, I don’t know! I just know that I need to be in LA. Can I come back in a few weeks and finish up this bullshit then?”

The judge shook his head, “No I’m sorry. I’m already breaking normal protocol by giving you a second chance. I can’t do any more.”

Yoongi appeared to want to argue back. You thought he’d storm off or even worse storm the judges table and punch him. But instead he looked to you and you saw the tears falling down his cheeks.

You thoughts about everything he sacrificed for his music. You thought about how hard he worked. You thought about how talented he was and how much potential he had. You took one more look at him watching as he stared at the floor trying to steady his breathing, his shirt showing the remains of his fallen tears.

“Alright well that is that. Jimin will get all of your paperwork together and go over it with both of you.”

You knew you couldn’t let Yoongi loose his opportunity. Maybe you could switch with him. Take his place. Sure you’d miss your niece being born in a month and you wouldn’t be able to check up on your father for a while. You’d also miss the start of the new semester at college. But hearing Yoongi’s sniffles next to you made up your mind before you could even think more about it.

“Wait!”, you shouted stepping forward. The judged turned to look at you and you took that as a sign to continue, “Let me take his place. Please. I’ll do anything. He needs to get to LA and I don’t want him to miss that opportunity.”

“Y/N what are you doing?”, Yoongi whispered next to you. He reached for you to get your attention, but was stopped by Jimin.

“Well you don’t need the kind of assistance that Yoongi does”, the judge said before turning his lips up into a smirk and continuing, “Buuuuuut I do like a good bargain and we do need a new secretary in the broken souls department. I‘ll make you a deal. If you stay here and take that position then I’ll release Yoongi.”

Jimin pulled closer to him, “Y/N, that’s a permanent position. You’ll be stuck here for ever. They’ll wipe your soul and your memory completely clean of everything you’ve ever known up until this point. Not just the Yoongi stuff. You’ll life will never be the same.”

You looked over at Yoongi who was staring at you with wide eyes. Leftover tears still glistening on his round cheeks.

You nodded, “That’s fine. I don’t want Yoongi to loose his big chance.”

Jimin stared on dumbfounded as you walked a little closer to the judge, “Okay I agree. I’ll take the position as long as Yoongi gets to leave today.”

The judge nodded as he handed over some papers, “Very well. Jimin take Yoongi for his soul cleanse and I’ll have Y/N brought down to her new location.”

Jimin nodded before motioning for Yoongi to follow him. He was hesitant as he looked between you and Jimin.

You hadn’t noticed that the judge had pressed a button calling for two guards to retrieve you. The men held onto your arms and started pulling you towards a set of double doors.

Just before you walked through them you looked back to see Yoongi staring at you somehow crying even harder than before as Jimin tried to console him.

The men pulled you through the door down a hallway and sat you in a brightly lit room that reminded you of your doctors office.

“Come on, the sooner we get you cleaned up the sooner you can be off to LA.”, Jimin smiled heading towards the door. Yoongi felt like he couldn’t move his feet.

“Come on mister big shot rapper.”, he tried again, but Yoongi remained still.

“She doesn’t deserve this. I was just too much of a coward again to stand up for her. I’d give up everything to just stay as her soulmate. It’s all my fault we’re here to begin with.”

Jimin put an arm around Yoongi’s shoulder before gently guiding him over to a window.

“Do you see that taco truck? I’m thinking about getting lunch from there. What do you think?”, Jimin asked pointing towards the truck. Yoongi looked at him confused and a little angry because why is he being asked about tacos right now when his life is falling apart.

“That one. Do you see it? I think it sounds good.”, Jimin said again while pointing and slyly holding up a sheet of paper in his hands. That’s how Yoongi saw the note, “Y/N moved to room 713 for debriefing and paperwork.”

He looked at Jimin with wide eyes and Jimin smiled before leaning over and whispering, “Go through those same double doors. Make a left and go all the way to the end of the hall and then make a right. It’s the third door on the left. Tell her how you really feel. You can thank me later…with tacos.”

Yoongi looked at him in shock as Jimin gave him a nonchalant shoulder shrug. With a sudden burst of energy Yoongi sprinted off following the directions as Jimin looked back giving the judge a smile who was hiding in the corner, “I knew he’d come around.”

When Yoongi finally reached room 713 he slammed the door open making you jump up out of the chair.

“Yoongi what the hell?”, you screamed.

“I’m sor-, I’m so sorr-fuck I need to work on my cardio.”, he said out of breath.

“I’m sorry Y/N. I love you so much and I can’t let you do this to yourself. I wasted so much time already because I couldn’t just tell you how I felt and I’m not going to be a coward again. You don’t deserve this.”

“Yoongi you need to get to LA. This is your big chance. This could be the best thing that ever happened to you.”, you said backing away.

But Yoongi shook his head and grabbed your arm to stop you, “I already have the best thing that ever happened to me.”

Gently he pulled you closer before kissing you so passionately you felt like the world was spinning around you. Grabbing the back of his neck you deepened the kiss and by the time the two of you separated you were both equally out of breath.

“So what happens now?”, you questioned.

“I’m not sure, but I do know that I have to go buy some tacos for Jimin.”, he chuckled.

Before you could ask for clarification a very grumpy looking elderly woman walked through the door, “Alright you two lovebirds. I’ve been told by the judge to release you both. Here are your papers. Now go on and get out of here.”

You looked at Yoongi who just shrugged before taking the papers and leading you back down the hallway his hand never leaving yours.

The rain outside was oddly refreshing, so much so that as everyone else hurried to get to their destinations the the two of you took your time walking to a taco truck down the block since Yoongi suddenly had a major craving for tacos.

You both stood near the street as you waited for your order to be ready. Yoongi behind you with his arms wrapped around you slightly swaying back and forth.

“I love you Y/N.”, he whispered in your ear.

Smiling you turned to return the gesture when a car drove by splashing gallons of water all over soaking you both from head to toe.

When you opened your eyes you weren’t standing on the curb with Yoongi’s arms around you any more. Instead you were laying on your back staring up at the ceiling of the cafe, a concerned Mina and Namjoon looking down at you. Mina holding a now empty cup that you assumed held the water which had splashed you. “See! I told you it wasn’t just a dumb thing they did in movies”., she exclaimed giving Namjoon side eye, who then put his hands up in defense.

“Uhgh what happened?”, you asked trying to sit up but feeling like the room was spinning.

“You passed out.”, Mina said from above you.

“Fuck…it was all a dream then?”, you whispered.

“Here babe drink this. It’ll help bring your sugar back up. I keep telling you not to skip meals, but you just won’t listen to me.”, a very familiar deep voice spoke. In a flash Yoongi was kneeling down next to you with a concerned look as he handed you a glass of the new tangerine juice the cafe was promoting as part of a new smoothie lineup. As you sipped on the drink you looked him over. “Your hair is mint green?”, you stated in awe. He chuckled, “Uh yeah you helped me dye it two weeks ago. Maybe we should call for help. You might’ve hit your head.”, he said reaching for his phone.

“No no I’m fine. What happened though?”, you questioned m.

“I came here to tell you the good news and then you just passed out. I think you let your blood sugar get too low again.”

You tried to get up, but Yoongi quickly told you to lay back down and rest some more which you happily obliged.

“I’m sorry, but what was your good news again?”, you asked taking another sip of juice.

Shyly he scratched at the back of his neck before flashing you his signature smile, “Well uh I just got a call from LA. I did it babe. I got the record deal.”

Like a rush of fresh air everything came back to you. From Yoongi starting work at the cafe and spilling coffee all over you causing you both to get off on the wrong foot to you having to cancel last minute on your first date and him showing up to the hospital with coffees for you and your mom while he waited with you anyways to him asking you to be his girlfriend on Christmas Eve while driving around looking at the lights and then the two of you moving in together and then Yoongi heading to LA two weeks ago to meet with a major record label.

“Oh my God! Congratulations. I’m so proud of you!”, you exclaimed wrapping your arms around his neck.

“Thank you Y/N.”, he smiled while helping you to your feet.

You felt an immediate sense of embarrassment thanks to the line of customers that were staring at you after your little incident.

“Oh boy, it’s going to be real awkward finishing up this shift.”, you chuckled.

“Uhh I think maybe you should go home. Go

Celebrate or something. We’ve got this.”, Namjoon said coming up behind you, “We’ve had enough excitement around here for one day.”

He didn’t have to tell you twice as you quickly went to hang up your apron and grabbed your bag from the back.

After clocking out you went to round the corner to go meet Yoongi who was waiting for you.

Mina greeted the next customer when you heard a very distinct familiar voice order, “Yes, I’ll have a large iced mocha please.”

Your head turned to side instantly as your mouth dropped open. Jimin, the same man from your dream and still dressed impeccably, was standing at the register ordering his usual drink.

“Come on Y/N. I really think we need to have you looked at. You’re starting to worry me.”, Yoongi said grabbing your hand and pulling you along with him after he’d been repeatedly calling your name. He looked at Jimin and gave a friendly nod, but as more of an acknowledgment and not that he actually knew him.

“Yeah, maybe we should make a stop at the hospital.”, you agreed after realizing that maybe you did hit your head really hard.

As you walked towards the door you took one final look back at Jimin. He looked back at you and winked before turning back to Mina with a smirk, “Oh and let me have one of those new cookies too. A Raspberry Romance, that sounds delightful.”

[chu-diaries]

140 days of productivity: day 105/140

📸: coziest day ever

My therapist told me it would be good if I took a day off from work during the week, so I want to make Wednesdays my study and free time day, like I used to do in the past. It was great to have a break since I've been working so much. I woke up early and did yoga and meditation first thing in the morning. Without any distractions, it was easy to keep my house clean, and I was able to vacuum and clean my house before 9 am.

I did a very focused study session before lunch and then read a little under my tree in my backyard. It's really really hot, but it's going to rain on Friday, which makes me happy. After lunch I played Stardew Valley on my new laptop and did more study sessions while watching Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone. I had a 3h class today, so it was really good to study during the day because I didn't feel lost in class.

🥀: day 18/27

💧: 2 L

🧠: meditation (25 min)

🧘🏻‍♀️: yoga practice (10 min)

🏃🏻‍♀️: 🚫

🕯️: 🚫

📿: studied destructive emotions by Daniel goleman (5 h)

🇰🇷: 🚫

📺: harry potter and the philosopher’s stone

📚: the diagnosis and other stories by jostein gaarder

🎮: stardew valley

🎧: 🚫

🛑: 🚫

💊: vitamins and supplements taken

[sufrimientilia]

Research Log #P5-00436

FACILITY: [REDACTED] DATE: [REDACTED] CASE: #E2756895 ATTENDING: [REDACTED] UNIT: WARD 92 OBJECTIVE: Behavioral Compliance Induction

TIME: [09:45:00]

SUBJECT #1138-B7 was brought to the operating theater, prepped and draped in the usual fashion. Intravenous access was established using a 20-gauge catheter inserted into the left antecubital vein. Electrodes were placed on the scalp for continuous EEG monitoring. Additional sensors were attached to record heart rate, respiratory rate, and galvanic skin response (GSR).

Subject presents as a 25 year old male, physically healthy, baseline vitals recorded WNL. Subject exhibited signs of anxiety and resistance, which were managed by the use of sedatives (2 mg Midazolam IV).

[09:53:11]: Subject questioned to establish baseline cognitive and physiological parameters. Orientation, recall, and basic comprehension intact.

[10:00:00]: Infusion of proprietary psychotropic agent PCA-35 initiated at a rate of 5 mL/min.

[10:03:48]: Subject displays signs of restlessness. Cortical activation indicated by increased uptake on EEG. Subject gives responses to verbal stimuli and reports a sensation of lightheadedness.

[10:04:25]: Subject complains of stinging sensation and bittersweet taste. Noted slight tremor in extremities and increased heart rate. GSR indicates heightened anxiety.

[10:05:13]: Subject questioned to establish cognitive and physiological parameters. Noted delayed responses. Subject struggles to follow simple instructions, becomes distracted, provides incoherent explanations of surroundings, misinterprets questions.

[10:09:32]: Subject begins to exhibit signs of altered perception, including auditory hallucinations and delirium. EEG shows increased theta wave activity. Physical agitation observed; restraints effective in maintaining Subject's position. Subject too agitated for cognitive and physiological testing.

[10:14:45]: Administration of compound #GS-P5R initiated at 12 L/min via inhalation mask to reduce anxiety and stabilize neural response. Infusion of PCA-35 increased to 7.5 mL/min.

[10:19:48]: Subject's responses to verbal and physical stimuli decrease significantly. Continued monitoring shows stable vitals but increased physical rigidity. Administered 1 mg Lorazepam IV to reduce muscle tension.

[10:24:22]: Subject’s speech becomes slurred and incoherent. Noted disorientation to stimuli, increased muscle laxity. Decrease in heart rate and blood pressure.

[10:33:14]: Subject enters a semi-catatonic state. Eyes remain open but unresponsive to visual stimuli. Pupils equal but dilated. EEG shows dominant delta wave activity.

[10:42:28]: Subject displays signs of decreased neural responsiveness. Decreased pupillary reaction, continued slow rolling movement of the eyes, jerky movement of the whole body (hypnic jerks). Persistent drooling noted.

[10:45:04]: Infusion of PCA-13 reduced to 1 mL/min. Administration of compound #GS-P5R reduced to 2 L/min via nasal cannula.

[10:50:34]: Subject engaged with repetitive commands in accordance to Behavioral Compliance Protocols. Verbal cues, electronic conditioning, and multi-sensory stimuli reinforcement prove ineffective. Subject remains largely non-reactive.

[10:57:55]: Subject’s eyes remain unfocused with significant drooping. Attempts to direct gaze result in brief eye opening, followed by rapid drooping. Subject mumbles incoherently.

[10:58:06]: Speculum applied to maintain eyelid retraction for continuous observation and responsiveness testing. Subject demonstrates minimal resistance; remains in stuporous state. Droplets of propriety psychotic #3A administered to each eye. Immediate increase in pupil dilation and noticeable twitching observed.

[11:00:17]: Visual stimulus presented. Subject's eyes remain fixed and extremely dilated. Noted tremors in hands, erratic breathing patterns, increase in heart rate. Subject occasionally mumbles with extreme delay in response latency to verbal and physical testing.

[11:05:23]: Subject engaged with repetitive commands in accordance to Behavioral Compliance Protocols. Verbal cues, electronic conditioning, and multi-sensory stimuli reinforcement prove insignificant. Subject displays significant cognitive impairment, involuntary reflexes, significant drooling, and uncoordinated movements.

[11:10:19]: Increased auditory and visual stimuli introduced to enhance command comprehension of Behavioral Compliance Protocols. Subject displays signs of severe neural suppression. EEG findings variable and nonspecific, low voltage and slow irregular activity nonreactive to sensory stimuli.

[11:15:52]: Subject engaged with high-intensity visual stimuli (rapid flashing) and continuous auditory commands. Subject shows brief eye fixation on visual stimulus, with occasional facial twitching. Overall response is characterized by slow, inconsistent movements and frequent confusion. Subject’s attempts to respond are sporadic, sluggish, and incoherent.

[11:20:14]: Administered low-frequency auditory tones and ambient lighting. Subject displays intermittent eye tracking and reflexive vocalizations. Eyes lubricated to prevent irritation; speculum remains in place. Despite the high level of impairment, occasional partial compliance with commands noted.

[11:30:31]: Subject provided with 500 mL saline IV to maintain hydration. Subject engaged with repetitive commands in accordance to Compliance Protocols. Verbal cues, electronic conditioning, and multi-sensory stimuli reinforcement prove moderately effective as demonstrated by increased uptake seen on EEG. Noted severe motor function impairment, persistent drooling, disorientation.

[11:37:48]: Visual and auditory stimuli calibrated to induce deep trance state in preparation for Hypnotic Compliance Protocols. Subject's head and neck stabilized to ensure alignment with visual stimuli. Monitored vital signs remain stable but indicate persistent sedation effects. Subject remains largely unresponsive, exhibiting only involuntary reflexes and intense eye fixation on visual stimulus.

[12:00:00]: End of Behavioral Compliance Induction log. Subject's transition to hypnotic phase officially logged and observed.

TRANSFER OF CARE: [REDACTED]

[memoriesndew]

day 11/90 || 13/09/2024 || dews weight loss lock in ♬ 

🎧 now playing : love like you - steven universe, rebecca sugar

🎀 currently : 📺 watching ; life lessons with uramichi oniisan - s1 ep.10

reflection:

✿ today was a really long day but short at the same time, today I mainly cleaned like my space, wardrobe and all that. then I caught up with today's workout and I finally completed tuesday's workouts. I have to wake up early tomorrow to workout I'm super excited

achievements:

cleaned my space thoroughly

caught up with workouts

planned language learning for next week

today's workout :

20 MIN STANDING AB & WALKING CARDIO WORKOUT

ABS, CORE & FAT BURN l At Home Pilates Challenge l Hourglass Body / Slow & Quiet

10 MIN STANDING FULL BODY CARDIO WORKOUT l FUN & EFFECTIVE l Weight Loss Faster l -3 Kg In 14 Days

10 MIN FULL BODY WORKOUT/ A K-POP IDOL BODY SHAPE

STANDING SLIM BODY WORKOUT l Back, Arms, & Shoulder Sculpt (Beginner Friendly) l Kazuha Inspiration

plus this stretch

meals :

brunch

╰・nothing was cleaning

snacks

╰・salted pretzels again

dinner

╰・amala and egusi with little protein

habit tracking:

maintain calorie deficit of 1,048/1200 hit 10k steps 7+ hrs of sleep 2l of water 30mins+ of movement journal progress movement cycle [3/3] eat between 12 pm and 8 pm = 5/8

💌notes: today was definitely better than yesterday. yay

﹥*:ꔫ:*+ﾟ

photo credits: pinterest and tumblr

[someprettyname]

✨GF FC INDIGO AWARDS 2024 PT 3✨

part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7 | part 8 | part 9 | part 10 | part 11 | part 12 | part 13 | winner's list | after party

Some points to note before you move to the event visualizer : 

🟣 My anchoring style is highly energetic and bubbly so you can imagine me doing a lot of hand gestures, changing pitch and tones of my voice, moving around on the stage a lot, etc. Hehe.  

🟣 The theatre/event venue has been engineered by the best engineers of the world, with the most modern technology. The petals of the lotus can close or open to hide or reveal the night sky. It can also change its colours. For tonight, it's indigo!  

🟣 The "OUTFIT CHECK" were clicked in different places (according to where the member was spotted first) hence the different background. 

🟣 I didn't want to write too dialogues on yall's behalf but I can't really bother you with every small detail, so I hope whatever dialogues I've made up are not too out of character! 

🟣Ignore the contradiction of same blue locker entering the scene multiple times, pretend there are a few copies of each member 🥰👍🏻

🟣 Ignore the outfit mismatch in the edits (any edit after the outfit checks please, our editing skills only go so far 🙏🏻 ) 

🟣 I highly suggest that you listen to songs as you keep finding them being embedded in links for added feels and extra hype! 🔥

🟣 The performances where multiple songs have been used is supposed to be a mashup. You can imagine the mashup to be as you please! The songs I've bunched together are for the sole purpose of creating a particular vibe, so as long as to they are fulfilled it's all good! 😌🤝🏻

🟣 The posts are scheduled at a gap of 3-4 hours each, this event is going to be spread throughout 2 or more days. Feel free to go feral in the comments/reblogs/community my mates. 🔥 

🟣 I hope you enjoy this! Tagging all the attendees here : 

@glue-thief  @getosugurusbangs @bueris @soleilonthesun @galaxynajma

@sid3buns @mariyumemi @pinkinsect @refrigeratedboombursts @satosuguhastakenovermylife 

@10renz0 @simp-simp-no-mi @boinin @sharkissm @milkteansugar 

@thebestsetter @merlucide @jujutsustraycats @kurona-theshark @nskiyuriz

@asarajaa @writingonthewalls1832 @hooudie212back @sadao-tsuki @milaisreading 

@8-xnny @licoririce @rinitoshisgirl @luvingshidou  @duckydee-0

@kuro-min @gojoracle @marcsnuffy @filecurropt0 @riririnnnn 

@wroophruh @sanaexus @melodiclune

.·:*¨༺ ༻¨*:·.  .·:*¨༺ ༻¨*:·.

*camera cuts to Soleil* 

Soleil : Oh we have a big group here! Hello ladies and gentlemen! You are shining tonight! 

Yukimiya : Good evening! 

Sharkissm & milkteansugar : HELLO!!!!! :D

Otoya : Sup! 

Kurona-theshark : Loving the vibe in here~  *looking around, impressed and fascinated* 

Gagamaru : R E A L L Y. 

Sadao-tsuki : SOLEIL! YOUR GOWN IS LOVELY! 

Writingsonthewall1832 : Really! 🥹

Soleil : jksjjsjsjsj THANK YOU SO MUCH! All the credits to the designers 🫶🏻

Nskiyuriz : Definitely! They were so nice too! ^_^ 

Gagamaru : T H A T  I S  T R U E. 

Soleil : Well, just so you all know, you are currently standing in the spicy blue corner. (*snaps finger and lightings turn blue again*) 

Gagamaru : O H. : 0 

Otoya : damn. Feels like we are under arrest or something.  

Soleil : Something like that~ 

Nskiyuriz : *half traumatised*

Yukimiya : SORRY? 😃

Soleil : ( :3 ) 

Soleil : hehe I just happened to have a few questions the public wants to know the answer to....and things can get ✨spicy✨

Kurona-theshark : Scandalous. I like that. 

Otoya : 😈

Soleil : The ones I have question for is @/milkteansugar and @/sharkissm. The first one for @/milkteansugar

Milkteansugar : Alright! :D

Soleil : Rumors has it that Noel was eyeing you before you got together with Jinpachi. Are they true? What's your relationship like with @/dontbetricked after that? 

(*INSERT Ego Jinpachi glare face*) 

Milkteansugar: Ah, i believed those little rumors had died down after Ego and i made things official, but i suppose people still talk. Though it is true that Noel Noa and i have known each other since before i met Ego, i don’t believe he has been ‘eyeing’ me in any romantic manner. He was sweet to me and very courteous and considerate at all times, but i believe that was it— he viewed me as a good friend. Though, when Ego found out i was acquainted with Noel, he became rather cranky and upset— insisting i ‘make it up to him’. Despite this, Ego has a lot of respect for Noel and his view on soccer.

Snuffy : I'd expect nothing less of Noa. Beyond everything, he's a good human. 😌

Sae : *would rather not talk about this*

Gagamaru : A N D  A  G O O D  C O A C H  T O O.

EGO : 🙄

Otoya : should I be taking tips from him ego? 

Sharkissm : hush omg (*tugs at him scoldingly*)

Soleil : That's sweet! Next one is for OKI!! 

Sharkissm : *straightens up suddenly, chuckle nervously* Yeah. Go ahead. 

Soleil : Otoya has changed after he started dating you. He's not a playboy anymore. How did you do it? What were the reaction of his teammates? Do you still allow him to go to the boys night out? 

Sharkissm: Well, I don't really know how I did it, but I have my theories 😼

Otoya : *would rather not be here*

Sharkissm : i think that he fell for me bcs I was being more than difficult for him to play (I was always saying no to him 😭) and that bcs of that he tried his best to make me fall for him and as more as we spend time together, he started realizing that HE was in love with me and not the opposite (poor boy didn't know that me being nice to men is reserved just for the ones i like 😭). Btw his teammates were SHOCKED, they discovered it bcs one day i was going to visit him and it was valentines day, so I was bringing him chocolates and a teddy bear holding a heart saying "I love you" (yes, I am very cliché) and everyone ignored me, i think they thought that I was just one of eita's hookups, UNTIL, he himself said that I am his girlfriend 😭😭 they were SO SCHOCKED (if I were them, I would be shocked too 💀). AND YES!! OF COURSE I LET HIM GO OUT WITH DA BOYZZ!!! I know he won't do anything!! (Btw he always sends me photos when he goes out to satiate me even though I say he doesn't need to🥺) 

Otoya : okay oki enough TMI for today. 

Sae : *judging hard rn*

Soleil : Aww! That's cute! 🤭 Thank you for your time ladies and gentlemen! You can proceed this way! 

💥OUTFIT CHECKS 💥

[ L -> R

Top : sadao-tsuki, writingsonthewall1832

Middle : sharkissm , nskiyuriz

Bottom : milkteansugar, kurona-theshark ]

.·:*¨༺ ༻¨*:·.  .·:*¨༺ ༻¨*:·.

*Camera cuts to nami* 

Nami : (*directed at the camera*) looks like we've stumbled upon some stars here (͡⁠°⁠‿⁠ ͡⁠°⁠)

(*Camera flashes at luvingshidou and rinitoshisgirl girl walking to the scene hand in hand and laughing together & duckydee-0, Charles, gojoracle and shidou in a sub group looking like they're upto no good at all....while the others (Rin) judge silently*)

(*Camera cuts to Nami*) 

Nami : IZZY RIZZY HIIIIII!! 😃 HELLO! HELLO! HELLO! WELCOME EVERYONE! It's so nice to see y'all here!! (*Izzy, nami and rinitoshisgirl hug each other*) 

Shidou : HOLY CRAP THIS LOTUS THING IS SO COOL I WILL QUITE LIKE IT WHEN IT EXPLODES 🤑🔥😈

Nami : 😃.....😅....☺️.....🌝

Nami : Well, I'm sure you will 😈👍🏻

Wroophruh : Good evening! You look pretty! 

Nami : Omg you look prettier!! 🥹 And you too!! 

Filecorrupt0 : Hehe! Thanks <3 

Nami : WE ALL LOOK SO GOOD! I'M GLAD THE DESIGNS TURNED OUT WELL 🤩

Duckydee-0 : I personally, love my tuxedo 🔥🔥

Charles : perfectly contrarion and badass 😌

Shidou : LOOK AT MY WIFEEEEE 🤑🔥😈💯🗣️

Luvingshidou : (*flips hair*) LOOK AT MY POOKIE!!!! 🤩

(*Shidou was about to get all hyped up and flex but ends up pouting when he realises Izzy wasn't talking about him*) 

Rinitoshisgirl : OH NY GOD I KNOWEWWW😎 LOOK AT MY POOKIE 😍

(*the camera turns to rin*) 

Rin : ..........

Rin : (*is questioning life choices but secretly flustered*) 

Nami : ANYWAYS!!!!!!!! 🥰🥰

Nami : haha 😀

Nami : Back to buisness folks, let's not get distracted. I don't think your lot needs this to be interesting....(*shidou and charles are seen  trynna jump to get in the camera and do wierd poses untill their respective partners pull them back. Thank you. Thank God. Thank luvingshidou and duckydee-0.*) 

Nami : .....yeah interesting. But since we are here, let me INTRODUCE YOUUUU TOO THE...(*clicks fingers and lightings turn blue*).... ✨SPICY BLUE CORNER✨

Shidou : (*looks around in fascination*) HOOOLLYY CRAAAPPPP 🤩

Charles : 😲😈

Gojoracle : 🤭🤭

Nami : 😌😌

Nami : Behold ladies and gentlemen, for things get interesting here 😎

Everyone : 👀

Nami : Here, with me, I have a few questions for @/luvingshidou and @/rinitoshisgirl that the public wants answer to. Are you ready guys? 😈

(*They both exchange glances*) 

Luvingshidou & rinitoshisgirl : WE ARE 💪🏻😎🔥

Nami : Alright! The first one's for IZZY! 

Shidou : AYY 🤑

Nami : What do you have to say about the 7 Olympic medals that you and shidou have won together for acrobatics? 

Luvingshidou : YES YESSSS WE PLAN ON WINNING THIS YEAR TOO 🫶🫶🫶 yk couldn't done it with out him, we're a duo ofc ‹𝟹 

Shidou : HELL YEAH BABE IT'S A PIECE OF CAKE 👽🤏🏻💥💨👻🤑🫀🤙🏻

Nami : (*chuckles*) GF FC IS GLAD TO HAVE YOU! ^_^ 

Nami : moving on! The next one's for @/rinitoshisgirl 😈

Rinitoshisgirl : (*chuckles nervously*) What's with that face? 

Nami : Rumor has it that you often have secret meetings with Kaiser. Is this true?

Rin : D: 

Rin : 😠🙄😒

Rinitoshisgirl : YOOO WHO- hahaha *SWEATING* who told you this information? but if i said yes? if we had to be completely honest: yes.😇 (I'M FUCKED HELP)

have a nice day pooks!! bye!!

Nami : 🌝🌝 (*feeling like a homewrecker in disguise ~*) 

(*She runs away without sparing a glance at now fuming Rin. Luvingshidou, duckydee-0 and their partners follow her.*) 

Nami : (*waving at the others as they start moving too*) Thank you for your time guys! 😅😃

Gojoracle : Yeah, thanks for having us... this was rather.... Interesting. 😏

Karasu : 😏😏😏

Nami : Have a nice evening everyone! 

Filecorrupt0 : you too ^_^ 

REO : you too! :D 

Chigiri : you too! :D

wroophruh : YOU TOO!! :D

(*And just like that the last bunch of attendees move on to the main hall too.*) 

Nami : (*turns to the camera*) That's it for now ladies and gentlemen! I'll meet you shortly at the main celebration hall! Till then, KEEP.🗣️🔥 THE🗣️🔥 HYPE.🗣️🔥 UP.🗣️🔥

💥OUTFIT CHECK💥

[ L -> R

Top : luvingshidou, rinitoshisgirl

Middle : filecorrupt0, duckydee-0

Bottom : gojoracle, wroophruh ]

Bonus :

[ @/melodiclune - @/someprettyname's plus one ]

.·:*¨༺ ༻¨*:·.  .·:*¨༺ ༻¨*:·.

Tune in for the first performance of the evening in the next part...

[ organiser : @/someprettyname

script writing credits : @/someprettyname

proofread by : @/melodiclune

editing credits : @/soleilonthesun ]

[lvndryyhoe]

ethan landry nsfw alphabet ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

A = aftercare (what they're like after sex)

cuddles you, cleans you up and often runs a bath for you, yet he also loves when you take care of him

B = body part (their favourite body part of theirs and also yours)

his fav body part of himself is deffo his arms, chest and abs basically anything he works out; for urs he loves everything but especially ass bc i just have that feeling yk

C = cum (anything to do w cum)

i feel like he loves cumming on u and loves when u swallow but would beg to cum inside

D = dirty secret (wow so cheeky)

probably into knife play but would never tell you and has definitely thought of just bringing it out mid sex

E = experience (do they know what they're doing?)

we all know that he's the biggest virgin and ur deffo his first but he learns pretty quickly and after he does...he fucks iykyk

F = favourite position (hah)

cowgirl and reverse cowgirl but his fav is missionary bc he likes to look at you

G = goofy (how serious are they)

takes it serious if thats what you want and only laughs when you laugh because he doesn't want to make u feel insecure

H = hair (grooming habits)

not gonna lie he's probably not that well groomed but will improve once u get intimate and if you ask him to

I = intimacy (in the moment romantic or rough/dirty)

it rlly depends on what you want that day but usually he's pretty soft and doesn't want to hurt you (unless he's ghostface)

J = jack off (do they masturbate and how often)

before u: yes, masturbated often but after you: yes, not as often because u guys have sex often so

K = kink (kinks what they like possibly unusual)

again, knife play but other than that probably some mild ones like praising and a little degrading (he finds it hot)

L = location (where they like to get it on)

your bed because he's surrounded by you at all times, couch, a bathroom at a party and maybe library IF he's feeling risky

M = motivation (things that makes them tick/turn ons)

mostly you, i imagine him getting really turned on by revealing clothing especially with bimbo!reader

N = no (turnoffs or absolutely won’t do)

anything piss related

O = oral (receiving or giving and how skilled they are)

likes to give and see you squirm but wont deny a blowjob. he's probably a bit sloppy at first but learns what you like after a few sessions

P = pace (how fast they are and how long they last in bed)

generally pretty slow paced and vanilla but can get rough and often will speed up from time to time, lasts a pretty long while and will not get tired before you

Q = quickie (do they prefer fast and hard)

nopeeee, he likes to be with you for a while in the moment as he sees it as a really intimate thing

R = risk (do they like to try new things)

he likes to experiment with anything

S = stamina (how many times they can go and how long each round lasts)

2-4 rounds prob about 5-10 mins each round, depends on how he's feeling, might last longer sometimes

T = toys (do they use sex toys on themselves or lovers)

not on himself, but loves to buy some for you and uses them on u

U = unfair (how do they tease or do they enjoy suspense themselves)

likes to deny orgasms/edging or tease you in public

V = volume (are they loud, what sounds, and do they talk)

WHINING, MOANING, WHIMPERING EVEN... jk but he probably lets out little breaths and whimpers, talks dirty when he's a dom and praises you when a sub

W = wild card (random)

jerks off to pics you send of him

X = x-ray (what’s in them pants)

he's a little bigger than average but has a vein or two for sure

Y = yearning (sexdrive level)

high sex drive bc i said so

Z = zzzz (do they sleep after if so how quickly after)

sleeps after he knows ur asleep

[usafphantom2]

radar cross-section. Tap photos to enlarge ☝️

Linda Sheffield

SR-71 epoxy asbestos composite areas

Data from Lockheed SR-71 Blackbird[199]

General characteristics

Crew: 2; Pilot and reconnaissance systems officer (RSO)

Length: 107 ft 5 in (32.74 m)

Wingspan: 55 ft 7 in (16.94 m)

Height: 18 ft 6 in (5.64 m)

Wheel track: 16 ft 8 in (5 m)

Wheelbase: 37 ft 10 in (12 m)

Wing area: 1,800 sq ft (170 m2)

Aspect ratio: 1.7

Empty weight: 67,500 lb (30,617 kg)

Gross weight: 152,000 lb (68,946 kg)

Max takeoff weight: 172,000 lb (78,018 kg)

Fuel capacity: 12,219.2 US gal (10,174.6 imp gal; 46,255 L) in 6 tank groups (9 tanks)

Powerplant: 2 × Pratt & Whitney J58 (JT11D-20J or JT11D-20K) afterburning turbojets, 25,000 lbf (110 kN) thrust each

JT11D-20J 32,500 lbf (144.57 kN) wet (fixed inlet guidevanes)

JT11D-20K 34,000 lbf (151.24 kN) wet (2-position inlet guidevanes)

Performance

Maximum speed: 1,910 kn (2,200 mph, 3,540 km/h) at 80,000 ft (24,000 m)

Maximum speed: Mach 3.3[N 8]

Ferry range: 2,824 nmi (3,250 mi, 5,230 km)

Service ceiling: 85,000 ft (26,000 m)

Rate of climb: 11,820 ft/min (60.0 m/s)

Wing loading: 84 lb/sq ft (410 kg/m2)

Thrust/weight: 0.44

@Habubrats71 via X

[womaninwinter]

1. The last podcast you listened to? with reasons.

so I listen to “10 Minutes With Jesus” every morning on my way to mass, which as the name suggests is 10 min meditation on the gospel of the day. For my Christian girlies who are pressed for time, I recommend.

2. What was the last fanfic you read? What did you like about it?

The last fic I actually looked at was pretty meh so I’m not sharing it 😂 however, the last good fic I read was Impenetrable Barriers by the incomparable @insidethekaleidoscope

3. Your favorite discord server?

Not in any servers any more (was taking too much time), but I do love all my group chats with various unhinged and beautiful women. Cannot choose between them.

4. Open pinterest and show the first thing it recommends you

very appropriately, it’s a gorgeous piece of L&Co fanart by amfia29 on instagram

5. If you’re comfortable, show me something from your notes app!

I only use the notes app for practicalities, like this ramen recipe by my sister (bestest girl @yavemiel ilu)

6. Show us who you last gave a like to on Tumblr! And why?

Lmao my last one was also @lilaccatholic. Daily madwoman to madwoman communication indeed (it was a post requesting Anthony Lockwood playlist recs so naturally I’m supporting that)

7. Show us a picture that's in your gallery that you are proud off/like/are comfortable sharing.

what I would really most like to share with you all is a pic of my niece, the most gorgeous little girl in existence. However I do not want to post her previous lil angel face on the internet so you guys are just going to have to imagine that and make do with this pic of my apple drawer:

it’s a drawer. Full of apples. You don’t have one of these?

8. Final question, what was the last YouTube video you watched?

The actual last one is one that would reveal too much about me hahahaha. Second most recent was Gravity Falls S2 E5 (whichever one of you posts about this non-stop, congrats, you got me)

No pressure tagging @polithicc @insidethekaleidoscope and @hiddenvioletsgrow

[fumesandechoes]

The wheel of time is among my favorite book series' and it is unfair that my favorite series is now also one of IMO the best ways to create a respectful adaptation.

Adaptations of novels to television, movies, video games or basically any visual medium)l, improve the identity of their source text in many ways. We should judge them first and foremost NOT by their ability to bring the text to a different medium, but by whether they show parts of the world, characters, and themes we didn't get within the book. There is actually a LOT of room in this space and creators who do NOT use it are often doing their art and their source text a disservice.

TV adaptations are more like music videos than they are like fan art. Wheel of Time the TV show has so far done an incredible job doing that.

Here's a few examples of things we never got before the show.

1: The detailed emotional experience of a warder after the death of the Aes Sedai, until his own death.

2: Anyone talking about a warder after they have died like they're a human being (so fitting it was Lan too)

3: The direct consequences for many questionable actions for certain characters including Moraine, Rand, and Lanfear.

4: Mat unshackles himself from captivity.

5: Thom singing the laments of the past.

6: One of our own heroes becoming a hero of the horn.

7: A version of Perrin's arc with the white cloaks being formally established with some goddam stability.

8: Ishamael's philosophy seeping into the collective culture of the dark friends.

9: Lanfear and Ishamael having any amount of direct interaction.

10: Moraine reconnecting with any of the Damodreds.

11: Displays of material and hierarchical culture for tons of groups but especially the Aiel, The Tower, and The White Cloaks.

12: Rand works through his feelings about his own impending madness by getting to know some men going through mental trauma.

13: Nyneve gets to meet some of the people Lan considers family.

14: Complex takes on characters like Mat, Nyneave, and Moraine's family lives.

15: More involvement from secondary characters like Min, Verrin, Tomas, Allana, and Loial.

[coolvieilledentelle]

Recette de l' Agneau de Pâques

Pommes de terre primeurs et petits légumes

Artichauts, petits pois, oignons nouveaux, pommes de terre..le plein de légumes primeurs dans l'assiette.

Pour 6 personnes 1,800 kg de gigot d’agneau 1 tranche de ventrêche découennée (facultative ) 1 tête d'ail 2 branches de romarin 20 cl d’huile d’olive 1 bouquet garni 2 clous de girofle 1 petit morceau d’écorce de cannelle 1 kg de petits pois écossés 12 oignons nouveaux avec une partie de la tige verte 6 fonds de petits artichauts violets tournés et citronnés 1,200 kg de petites pommes de terre ‘Bea’ épluchée Picada : 30 g d’amandes effilées 1 tranche de pain 4 gousses d’ail 1 cuill. �� soupe d’huile d’olive 1 cuill. à café de persil 5 cl de vin blanc moelleux Sel Poivre blanc

Saler et poivrer généreusement le gigot d'agneau. Disposer dans un plat allant au four avec la tête d'ail coupée en deux, le romarin, arroser d'un filet d'huile d'olive. Laisser cuire 2h30 environ à 190°C en ajoutant un peu d'eau ou de bouillon durant la cuisson. Arroser régulièrement. Tailler la ventrêche en lardons. Les mettre avec l’huile dans une cocotte et faire colorer. Réserver. Faire revenir les oignons dans un peu d'huile puis ajouter les artichauts et les petits pois dans la même cocotte. Ajouter la ventrêche (optionnel). Mouiller avec 10 cl d’eau, ajouter bouquet garni, épices, et porter à ébullition. Couvrir et laisser cuire 20 min à petit feu. Ajouter alors les pommes de terre, et laisser mijoter jusqu’à ce qu'elles soient cuites. Préparer la picada : Mettre le pain frit à l’huile avec l’ail haché dans un bol, ajouter les amandes légèrement grillées et les autres ingrédients. Piler et malaxer jusqu’à obtenir une pâte bien lisse. Lier avec le jus de cuisson, vérifier l’assaisonnement, mettre sur le feu jusqu’à frémissement. Servir bien chaud avec l'agneau. Astuces : préparer cette recette avec les légumes primeurs de votre choix, oignons nouveaux, carottes.

[augustrelapse]

TIPS

@na:

- if you it do it while someone’s watching, never eat alone

- try fasting al least 5 days a month

- GUM (no sugar)

- cider vinegar can make u less hungry or at least give u nausea so u don’t want to eat

- drink at least 10 glasses of water a day

- drink black coffee if you are hungry

- buy smaller clothes to motivate yourself

- watch thinspo while eating or look at yourself in the mirror

- baggy clothes outside, and tight when you are alone so you can see your body

- you can ask to eat in your room, keep a plastic bag hidden, live the food there and throw it away outside at night (always say it was very good)

- try becoming vegetarian or vegan, it’s an excuse for not eating at some moments and will make you lose weight

m!@:

- drink water in between each bite

- you must chew everything at least 30 times

- chocolate tastes horrible when coming back from you

- remember you can only p*rg3 80% of what you it and only for the next 30 minutes

- try not using l@xat!ves, they don’t affect how you affect calories and the weight you’ll lose is from water and fecal matter, you should only use them after a large meal you didn’t p*rg3 so you lose that weight instead

both:

- if you can, buy a smart scale, it gives you more control

- set rules for yourself (for example not eating anything red, or not eating after 6pm)

- it takes 20 min for the brain to realise its full, take it slow

- denser food feels like more

- eat only what is in your plate and don’t put more food then

- protein/healthy bars tend to have a lot of calories, it’s better eating other foods that feel like more and have less or the same amount, it will make you feel fuller

- make a list of bad foods

- always have a list of safe foods for emergencies

- higher calorie items are better early

- write down everything you eat (separately, for example - lettuce- olive oil- lemon- salt)

or take photos, you’ll realise how much it is

- peppermint tea

- don’t keep your big clothes

- don’t eat it if you don’t know it’s nutritional values

- you can tell people you are allergic to certain foods

[david-tennant-addict]

yo yo yo could I request a Medic alphabet

OMG OMG OMG YES. I’m going to guess you want nsfw so here ya go!

Medic NSFW Alphabet

————-MINORS DNI————-

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

He’s sweet and caring. He cleans up so you guys don’t sleep in a mess

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

He likes his accent because of how intimating and insane it sounds. And he likes your voice as well. He likes how you use it against him

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

He sometimes likes to cum in but sometimes not. It depends on his mood

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He doesn’t keep his kinks a secret from you

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

He’s a doctor of course he knows how sex works

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

He likes missionary or fucking you against a wall

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He’s serious unless you crack a good joke during it

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He’s groomed. He just doesn’t like how it feels when he’s overgrown

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

If he’s not like a horny dog he’s very intimate

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

He doesn’t really unless he really needs to and is alone

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Bdsm, knife play obviously, semi public, the list goes on

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

The medic bay, his bedroom, a closet, anywhere works if he’s horny enough

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Touching him a certain way. Only his partner(s) get to touch him as well

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Nothing with bodily fluids other than cum

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He’s good at giving but he doesn’t mind receiving. I mean who doesn’t? 😏

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

He’s usually very fast but if he’s super horny than FAST AS FUCK

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Not a big fan but he needs to then he will

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He will take risks. That’s all I have to say

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He can go for a good 3 rounds and about 5 mins each depending on horniness level

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He has a bunch and would love to use them

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He can be unfair if he’s punishing you

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He’s loud af. Grunting, whining, whimpering,moaning. Everything

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He likes when you guys do roleplay where he’s the doctor and your either the patient or nurse

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He’s a good 7 inch and not too thick

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

About a 6/10

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

About 8 mins after you guys clean up

———————————————

I hope you liked it!

[chu-diaries]

100 days of mental healthcare: day 97/100

I slept badly and woke up before dawn. It had been a long time since I woke up in the dark like this. The air was very humid and cold and I smelled a nostalgic scent in the breeze that reminded me of when I used to walk to school as a child. Although I was sleepy, I didn't go back to sleep. I spent some time on Pinterest researching some references to create the photos I'm going to take of my scented candles.

I worked hard today and my eyes hurt from all that screen time. I know I should’ve done my daily outdoor run but it was cold and rainy and I just felt too lazy to leave my house. I also know I ate poorly today. My husband went out to shop groceries after lunch and he bought me this delicious doughnut, which ruined my appetite for the rest of the evening (but boy was it yummy 🤤).

Overall it wasn’t the best day for my mental health but I was so so productive. Should I start a productive challenge when this one ends? I’m not really into it but I want to start something workblr related (and if I’m lucky I’ll be able to do studyblr stuff once again since I miss keeping up with my studies).

💥: day 16/29

💧: 1 L

🏋🏻‍♀️: 🚫

🏃🏻‍♀️: 6325 steps

📝: journaling (10 min)

📖: attended an amazing (and really long) discussion circle at night on Yoruba festivals (6 h)

🇰🇷: I basically sang kpop out loud all day while working and payed attention to all those 시 that I always heard as “she” 🤪

🎧: what a life (live at the exploration) - exo-sc

📺: rhythmic gymnastics at the Olympic Games

📚: 🚫

🛑: 5 days pick-free

💊: took all my vitamins

[doulayogimama]

Wow major first world problems vibes but fucking h e l l

I forgot to take my antacid last night. I woke up at 3a feeling incredibly terrible. I took the antacid, then I viciously tore open a Tums bottle and popped one. Stood at the sink trying not to barf for like 30 mins. Went back to bed, propped myself up for 1 hour while I read. Went back to sleep around 5:30a.

Sky wakes up at 8:30a, as soon as I open my eyes I know... this is not good. I don't remember how many times I got sick between 8:30 and 10:30 but it was 4-5, pretty sure. I couldn't keep down any food or water for a while but thank G-d I was able to eat a rice cake + PB and then some apple.

At 10:45a I get a knock on my door: maintenance is here to replace all of the cabinets in our apartment. They sent us an email on Friday with like zero details and when I saw the dolly of cabinets stacked up I was like... "how long will this take???" to which they replied "two hours" and when I asked to reschedule because I was sick they were like... yeah, that is really not something we can do.

So these dudes are in my apartment for 1.5 hours now. I haven't been able to make smoothies or coffee. I can barely get water from my fridge without this awkward dance of dudes and fucking cabinets.

I'm so livid right now. I mopped yesterday and now I have to mop again today because my OCD will not be able to live with having these guys in their gross work boots all over my house.

OK, angry pregnant lady rant over.