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i need to steal charles rowlandās gender like i need air to breathe. not even joking. i need it so bad.
#charles rowland#payneland#he went on my gender envy list from the moment i saw him#kin at first sight <3#like i canāt even tell you i need to BE him#he is my gender like#fuck#as a genderqueer genderfuck#(genderqueer genderfuck being my actual identity)#i need that#itās fuckers like him that made me have my gender crisis in the first place#like why canāt i be a girl but also be a pretty queer alternative/punk/emo twink boy with dark hair & pins & genderfucky features#and then i was like oh i guess i can#this luke patterson is actually who made me really be like āhello there is something not quite cis about you maāamā#(ignore the āthisā idk how she got there)#dan howell as well#and now iām actually losing my mind of charles rowland like i want to rip apart my pillow with my teeth#but everyone dangender like that didnāt make me actually think i might need to update how i identify lmaoooo#jatp you will forever be in my heart#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dbd#yeet my deet#yeet my deebd#dbd4ratch#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#pp42??
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How to become a Jay STAN from a Jay HATER:
1: Zone out for an hour and realize how much of a fucking jay kin you are and cry about it
2: Go through the 5 stages of grief
3: Cry about it more
#yippeeee#idk if any other jay kinnies are like this#i really disliked jay for a while (thought he was really annoying)#then one day i realized i am literally him and had a small crisis#jay walker#ninjago#jay ninjago#jay lego ninjago#jay kin#kin stuff#fon blabs
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Genuinely donāt know what I identify as anymore.
I say Iām transmasc and I do prefer He/they pronouns and Iād definitely prefer to be born male if I was given the option. But on the other hand I also feel like I donāt tick certain boxes when it comes to being trans masculine? Itās hard to explain really. I do want a flat chest but would I really want a penis? I donāt think so. Also, thinking about being extremely hairy (like a moustache or hand hair/feet hair) makes me extremely uncomfortable. And on top of that I donāt think Iād wanna transition medically (apart from maybe top surgery or breast reduction at least) so no testosterone or bottom surgery.
My ideal body would just be a totally flat chest with preferably no nipples and no genitalia, just a small hole to pee out of kinda like a doll.
I also really struggle to see myself as human in general so identifying my gender has been such a struggle. It seems like anytime I think I have it figured out it only lasts a few months at most till the doubt and identity crisis hit again.
Maybe Iām just somewhere on the nonbinary/a gender spectrum? I canāt even tell anymore.
Xenogenders/neopronouns have been a thing Iāve been wanting to experiment with online to see if that would help with the ānot feeling humanā thing.
Life would me so much easier if I was a cat or a small floating orb of light lol
#non binary#agender#trans struggles#transgender#transmasc#transmasculine#xenogender#neopronouns#neoprns#catgender#gender nonconforming#trans#gender crisis#gender is bullshit#gender identity#gender dysphoria#otherkin#character kin
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Okay final first class in chain dress, I'll maybe do Zack if I have the time but behold angeal.The only one out of the three I'm down bad for to be honest
#ffvii#ff7#final fantasy vii#final fantasy 7#angeal hewley#crisis core#crisis core ff7#crisis core ffvii#digital art#fanart#chain dress#meme art#DISCLAIMER I FIND ANGEAL HOT BUT I NEED TO EXPLAIN I#KIN SEPHIROTH I AIN'T GONNA FIND HIM HOT HE'S ME FR#Genesis I just headcanon as aro ace I can't be down bad for him
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IĀ NEEDĀ ADVICEĀ PLEASEĀ READĀ IFĀ YOURĀ FICTIONKINĀ š°im starting to think i may be a faputa fictionkin. but it feels strange to me- like, it dosent feel likeĀ my other fictionkin types. in very very bad at explaining my otherkin experiences in words... it feels more like how i connect to my theriotypes which is a lot different? also, all of my fictionkintypes are from the same source so it feels oddly foriegn. i also know that i hyperfixate on this character a LOT, and idk if its justĀ my neurodivergence. but i feel like i get shifts as her?Ā not in the way i do my other kins, though perhaps it is because she is more animalistic..? and i get phantom limbs but i have a moth theriotype so i thought it was for that but it could also have to do with her 4 arms. i just look at her and think: "thats me, that should be me, why isnt that me?" and im just so confused. my fictionkintypes also all feel like different people if that makes sense? not in a plural way, i dont have nor do i think i have anything of the sort- i know i am one being and have no gaps in memory or anything, but at times it feels like im just a different person. my thought process and actions and feelings about things or people or even likes or dislikes changes depending on who im shifted twards atm and it just feels like different brains. like i only even feel my therianthropy as sunny or omori never basil. but faputa is different she just feels like a part of me thats there all the time. im so confused i really need advice someone please comment or dm me im gonna explode š
#fictionkin#otherkin#alterhuman#fictionkin help#otherkin help#theriantropy#sunny is having a kin crisis
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adeleine <33 she invades my brain with her stupid artist whims and human angst so. her <3
#tbh this isnt the most changed design i have. but she is fun to draw#guys what if i made her a little bit cantonese#she has that ethnically ambiguous swag that i kin#tbh. earth by the time she comes around would probably be very mixed so. its not far off#were gonna take over the world#ANYWAYS#go read my one (1) cringy adeleine fic#she is my favorite actually i love her sm#little girl swag!!! may nothing bad ever happen to her#actually no give her an existential crisis#kirby series#adeleine kirby#veves ultra cool art
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I hate being a chameleonic creature. I can lose my sense of identity so quickly and not even by choice.
I saw a picture of vaporean (a pokemon) and almost started spiraling thinking I might be one due to the similar appearance (I'm a dragon but I'm blue, wingless, have 4 legs and similar tail shape as well as fins - which are things vaporean has). after grounding myself I am pretty sure I am not that creature, but even being completely sure I still doubt myself due to channeling its vibe and energy unwillingly.
but the creature wouldn't need to be similar to me. like I can really just channel different people and creatures' personality, energy, body language, etc. my favorite to do is Sardonyx from steven universe, or at least she's my hyperfixation. but when I fixate too much I really lose myself. it feels imprisoning sometimes. I get an identity crisis for like a day or even a week, and I just want it to go away...
#dragonkin#identity crisis#chameleonic#therian#therianthropy#therian coining#otherkin#otherkinity#otherkin community#the human mind is literally a prison#nonhuman#alterhuman#transspecies#pokemon kin
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sorry i like this freak so much
#metalocalypse#dethklok#seth metalocalypse#dont tag as kin/id/me#serj's doodles#yes the lyrics are from my ordinary life<3 it was either that or pretty fly for a white guy okay#also having an art style crisis yk how it is
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Tears in my eyes and a forced smile on my face as I try to ignore the crippling agony I get cursed with monthly
(Keeping it together cuz I genuinely don't have the energy to lose it)
(No I am not a werewolf)
#remus lupin#š¤#me#and all pussy bleeders#i cant even stand up to get drugs cuz i don't know if I'll make it back into my bed#cant go to sleep cuz the pain is crazy#i say that like i sleep anyway#or like i dont go through the same thing every month#literally just watching marauders edits on tiktok#scrolling though my saved#marauders era#periods#ugh#soneone get me a james potter#i just wanna be lovedššš#i never loved anyone more than i love unhinged cr reg defending james#also cr james and sirius and remus#and also any fic of james and sirius being unhealthily codependent#idk if my bestfriend is still my best friend and im lowkey losing it#i cant tell if im going crazy or if shes genuinely a bitch#like i love her but damn has girl been pissing me off lately#but sometimes i get in a i hate everyone mood#and i love her sm but idk if i can trust her#and i just love pandoraššš#also rosekiller is everything to me#also james and remus friendship is my life#also im still in sm pain#also im having an existential crisis#idk who i kin rn#its been going on for a while now
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be honest, do you see me as a cat? if not, what do you see me as? iām having a bit if an identity crisis
#please help im having an identity crisis#otherkin#therian#alterhuman#cat therian#catkin#nonhuman#therianthropy#onyx rambling#dogkin#bugkin#fish kin#alterhumanity#alterbeing#canine#cat kin#cat theriotype
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something something normal bringing brad back to life to be with his father but inadvertently causing him more existential dread and despair than he could imagine something something the doodler reaching out to love the people of earth but accidentally driving them mad beyond understanding. is this anything.
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#normal oak#the fact that normal TRIES but it always blows up in his face#tries to help tony. leads to the events that get him killed.#throws the pick to link. pick gets destroyed.#tries to bring brad back. ruins his life.#tries to talk to hermie. gives him an existential crisis.#im being pulled slowly back into normal being doodler kin#i was convinced it was just scary but normal and scary are like two sides of the same coin
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Never have I felt more existential dread than being a bat therian and seeing a dead bat that was killed by my family's outdoor cat.
#bat therian#bat theriotype#bat kin#vampire bat#bats#bat#therian#therianthrope#therian things#outdoor cats#cat#cats of tumblr#existential crisis#therian rambles#therian thoughts#therian tag#therian tumblr#therian posting#therian stuff#therian community#therian culture#therian vent#therian moment#feline#felines#my family#killed#existential dread#!!!
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Sometimes you can dress like Crowley but deep down your aziraphale coded through and through. Or maybe you can dress like aziraphale but deep down your Crowley coded. Or maybe you can dress like both and are either or.
#very much aziraphale coded#good omens#aziraphale#crowley#aziraphale x crowley#crowley x aziraphale#good omens season 2#good omens season 3#good omens 2#existential crisis#i kin him
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Maegor is sharra and visenyas black magic bastard because uhhhh reasons
i think maegor was visenyaās home cooking but every single member of the arryn line in perpetuity are vhagarās stepchildren. but they forgot about this over the years and thatās why they sent aemond to storms end and not the eyrie during the war
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Fucking. Captain Underpants.
I'm gonna rip my hair out istg, if I'm Captain Fucking Underpants I'm gonna do some unfathomable things-
Worst part? Kin feels are coming from those "what if Krupp found a way to communicate w/ CU" fics!
I already kinfirmed Dog Man, I don't NEED another superhero kin! I don't NEED another extisential crisis! I'm already going through, like, 50!
#someone sedate me#please#questioning captain underpants kin#dav pilkey-verse kin#dog man kin#fictionkin#multikin#cukin?#dogmankin#dav pilkey#fictkin#kin#kinblog#kin stuff#tw existential dread#tw existential crisis#tw captain underpants /silly
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Oh shit-
Itās been almost a week š
Anyways hi yall
Guess who is having multiple identity crises!
1. Name:
Called myself Knife Bat in a server as a joke for Halloween, and when people actually called me it
Euphoria
So thats going on
2. Iām questioning if Iām a system or not, and Iām honestly losing the battle
Yeah the more I research, and try out terms
The more I realize that I am probably a system
(Guess my Ex was right š)
Anyhow
Hope yall are doing good
Want to hear about an Undertale au?
#name change#identity crisis#multiple identity crises#questioning system#systems#plural system#traumagenic system#sysblr#system stuff#guess my ex was right about me being a system#lol#Undertale au#undertale aus#utau#utau au#HidingVerse#Iām probably a system#I just need to figure out the disorder I have#life is hard#and Iāve mistake my kins as alters probably#welp#life is like a hurricane#also I got hit by one#I was out of power for 5 days#and was home alone for 3 out of those 5 days :D#:) life is great#not really#alterhuman#Iām probably a very heavy alterhuman system#also a very heavy fictive system
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