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Oh shit-
It’s been almost a week 😭
Anyways hi yall
Guess who is having multiple identity crises!
1. Name:
Called myself Knife Bat in a server as a joke for Halloween, and when people actually called me it
Euphoria
So thats going on
2. I’m questioning if I’m a system or not, and I’m honestly losing the battle
Yeah the more I research, and try out terms
The more I realize that I am probably a system
(Guess my Ex was right 😭)
Anyhow
Hope yall are doing good
Want to hear about an Undertale au?
#name change#identity crisis#multiple identity crises#questioning system#systems#plural system#traumagenic system#sysblr#system stuff#guess my ex was right about me being a system#lol#Undertale au#undertale aus#utau#utau au#HidingVerse#I’m probably a system#I just need to figure out the disorder I have#life is hard#and I’ve mistake my kins as alters probably#welp#life is like a hurricane#also I got hit by one#I was out of power for 5 days#and was home alone for 3 out of those 5 days :D#:) life is great#not really#alterhuman#I’m probably a very heavy alterhuman system#also a very heavy fictive system
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Georgie: You know, I always wondered, why did I split? It doesn’t make any sense. Why me?
Our out of sys younger brother: It’s actually mathematically impossible to give more than 100 percent.
Our out of sys mother: I have to focus more on your brother, he’s special and he’s smart, he’s gonna do great things. You understand, he just needs more of my attention. You can take care of yourself.
Our out of sys father: Hey kid, can you go get me another beer? If you do it, I’ll let you have a sip.
Me: That’s why.
Georgie: Yeah I see it now.
#my brother in Christ we had the exact same upbringing#the only difference is you’re southern and I’m northern. otherwise we are the same person#the mathematical impossibility thing was literally a scene out of young Sheldon#it was at football practice in like 2019#(yes I played football)#I was just standing there#minding my business#listening to the head coach of the program#and then I hear a tiny nine year old voice say that shit#and I’m like I know EXACTLY who that is#I know that’s my nerd ass brother#the only reason it wouldn’t be a scene from young Sheldon is because Sheldon would never play football#I’ve had to fight people because of my Sheldon ass brother#he can take care of himself now#he’s 15#but when he was little? I had to defend his annoying ass#also my mom is very religious#but I already talked about my dad’s alcohol thing I don’t need to drag my religious trauma into it lmao#did system#plural#plurality#actually plural#system things#actually did#plural system#dissociative system#fictive#fictives#fictive heavy system#alcohol mention
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Does anyone else get this or is it just us?
-Dorothea
#actually plural#did osdd#did system#dissociative identity disorder#penthouse system#fictive heavy system#osdd did#to be fair he also loves kids#very looks scary but is actually a softie vibes
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Mmmm- love getting fake claimed and having someone imply our dissociative disorder is Fancy Roleplay, just because I happened to re-surface as a Sleep Token alter when I came out of dormancy... 😑
It's not like the system leaving Sleep Token Twitter was so traumatic to us and one of our closest friends that it caused me to split off or anything-
#they also directly dragged Ghost and we have a Papa IV fictive#i unfollowed them just bc we dont need that nitpicky energy in our life#actually plural#did osdd#plurality#vessel talk#(im also very honest about the hardships we deal with bc of all this)#(the system hasn't dragged itself out of literal psychosis through sheer willpower alone multiple times just for you to imply that kthx)#(and Host was in heavy denial about me for at least a month as well- I'm still surprised how readily they accepted Sleep)#system stuff
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hi again been a bit... uhhh why'd I wanna make this again? oh right talking about random shit. I do wanna get back into some things I left off with some friends of mine, but due to being me and it being a very hard existence things didnt go as planned and I kinda dropped it and lost interest.... which really sucks cause I have so many ideas for where I wanted to take my story ( working on a kirby au of sorts havent sorted out through the entire thing cause my brain doesnt wanna work with me :/ ) that I wanted to actually bring into existence instead of it all just being in my head or a rough draft. maybe I can push myself into gaining interest again by actually working on it again. what I had orginally thought up is no longer what I wanna go with so new things are hard to come up with. off topic from that I have so many fucking games I need to get back to and the game list keeps getting bigger and bigger its gonna drown me at some point :( whyyyyy do I keep doing this to myself.... doom I'm dooming myself this is what I'm doing. and cause I'm me I'm def gonna be forgetting that I made this post in the first place! dont you love being this mess of a person? isnt this FUN?!
#astralsys.tx#fronting astral: k#check dni /srs#the answer is no#I hate this so much#every time I think about how my life is goddamn awful I'm just fucking thinking about all the fakers ik in my life#if they fucking saw me and lived this life they would kts#clearly dont understand how this disorder works LOL#you all just think its “mpd” and all fun and dandy dontcha#even the personal fakers ik dont understand how this disorder works either I just wanted to fucking scream at them#and tell them their “case” is not real and they're being fictitious that this is imitative d.i.d. you're doing this on purpose#no you are not a minor discovered “d.i.d. system” who is “fictive heavy” with an obsurd number of “alters / headmates” actually stfu die#I just wanna slap them with sources of researchers of actual fakers and show them make them look in the fucking mirror#THIS IS YOU DO YOU NOT SEE YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR ARE YOU NOT LOOKING AT YOURSELF CLEARLY?!#even if I did that they STILL wouldnt back down and claim to my fucking face that they “suffer” from “d.i.d.”#yeah sure you fucking do with your 73pk+ which most of them are “introject fictives” from either your “HF / SPIN” or new media#and you act like youre rp'ing as them whenever they're brought up in convo and self dx'es with “osdd-1b” 1st and said you've done “research#clearly not good research if you didnt figure out that “osdd1b / osdd1a” are “community terms” and not actual dx'es also claimed self dx'ed#asd adhd anxiety depression & ofc “d.i.d.”. the other 2 are even worse all 3 of them “discovered they were systems” when they were minors#12pk rn but that number kept changing said 51 now 39 30 -> 42 -> 13 -> 12 yeah no way this is fucking real are you fucking kidding me?#all of them but ONE was a non “introject alter” yeah get fucking real buddy not even in active med help and your “member” count went down?#fuck off and then the last one's number keeps rising and rising this is like the worst one thats actually just screaming fake to my face#wow omfg 100pk now it was not like that a couple days ago you have got to be actually kidding me are you seeing yourself like actually rn#and ofc all of them are “introjects” from fucking somewhere and from very recent media too cause ofc it is cant even pretend right can you?#I cant with these fucking people man do you really think you can bullshit me like this to my fucking face with this shit do you honestly#think ANYONE ACTUALLY BELIEVES YOU#ALL THREE OF YOU ARE THE WORST PEOPLE YOU ARE ALL FUCKING DEAD TO ME#ok thats enough ranting out of me I'm just fucking sick of you people#get off the fucking internet#| ✨💫
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watching playthroughs of source is always a bit of a gamble bc 97% of the time I'm chilling and 3% of the time I get smacked in the side of the head with a trigger
#koi talks#we have a problem (collectively as a system I think)#where we think our triggers are very silly and not a big enough deal to be triggers#but like.. wtf else would they be?#they stress us the hell out. depending on the thing we get emotional flashbacks and shit#such is the life of a fictive heavy system I suppose#personally#(and I Know you shouldn't share your triggers online but like.. there's not really any way for people to intentionally trigger me)#it feels More silly bc it's like.. sounds/music. and a hyper-specific colour.#how ridiculous is that?#anyway#been watching a playthrough of source#the people we've been watching are doing it in ~30 minute chunks?? so there's like 101 parts and they're near the end of chapter 5#also they really like me so far lol (we are on part 14)#I always feel like.. so flattered(?) when people like my canon self#source watching saga
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Things that would get me fakeclaimed
- suspected high alter count (most are fragments)
- covert diagnosis
- high ACEs score (because apparently more trauma makes it less likely you’ll have DID)
- comorbid conditions
- only switching when triggered (even though they screamed for years that’s the only time you can switch)
- alters from when I was a teenager (i was still being actively traumatized until last september)
- fictives (even though we aren’t fictive heavy)
- smoking weed
- dissociating to some degree almost constantly
- can’t communicate well with alters
- takes system responsibility
- diagnosed as a minor (17)
- doesn’t tell random people, but also tends not to mask
- alternative
- several alters are just the body at different ages
- abuser introjects
- organized abuse survivor
- intersex
- has a job
- physically disabled (and part of it is from the abuse i endured)
- talks about it online
- is queer + a mogai coiner
- studying psychology in college
- has an “aesthetic” simply plural (i literally just cant stand it if there’s no strict formatting)
- very rarely uses pluralkit
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all about introjects!
INTRODUCTION & DISCLAIMER: This post has been on the back burner for months, but was inspired by recent incorrect information spreading regarding introjects (i.e. 9/10 introjects are factives of abusers) This will be a long post so strap in! Each subtopic will be divided into sections for easy viewing.
Section 1: Clarification On What "Introjects" Are.
When I talk about introjects I am talking about 3 specific types of introjects:
Standard Introjects These are the most common type of introject. Most fictive/factives fit into this category as a Standard Introject simply introject few or many personality traits/quirks from something pre-existing.
Concept Introjects These are introjects that are founded on a concept. For us they usually happen when gaining an introject that we are unfamiliar of the source - so the traits that are introjected are assumptions we made.
Grounded Introjects These are introjects that aren't really introjects at all. They have their own unique personality traits and qualities but have their identity tied to a pre-existing character in order to be grounded to reality.
There are some gray areas and some parts that will not fit into these categories, and that's okay. There are some parts who will present as a Standard Introject but refuse to identify with the label of "Introjects". It's important to remember that if a part wants to identify as an introject that decision is ultimately up to them and them only.
Section 2: Introject Rarity/Prevalence Outside DID
Introjects aren't rare. Many people like to act like introjects are a super rare phenomenon and therefore all introject heavy systems must be lying or faking - but that's not the case. Simply put? Introjects are drawing their identity from a pre-existing source.
It's not limited to DID either! Sometimes people want to base their identity off a character they like (have you ever seen the people who spend thousands on surgeries to look like a celebrity?) and there's nothing wrong with that. Other disorders that present with identity issues also have introjection such as autism and BPD. It's just not that much of a big deal! It can happen and there's nothing wrong with it when it happens.
If you're interested in learning more: here's a Wikipedia article about (non DID specific) introjection!
Section 3: Types of Introject Sources
When looking at the discussion of introjects online there are two types of statements I see often - "Most introjects are of abusers" & "Most introjects should be from childhood/of childhood media"
I've extensively looked online and I cannot find any verifiable statistics regarding the prevalence of the types of introject sources, so I'm going to go off a purely anecdotal and logical lens.
For us personally? Of all our introjects approximately 5% are of past abusers. It's important to note that even if you know a system you will not know whether they have introjects of abusers! Most of our parts who are introjects from abusers feel incredibly ashamed by it and have distanced themselves from their source. It's very difficult for them to have their identity tied to such horrible people and it's a secret they prefer to keep. I don't really understand that view that the most common introject are of abusers, there may be a need to introject for protection/dealing with trauma but abusers are not going to have "admirable traits" and at a certain point there isn't going to be a need for the brain to introject more of them.
Childhood introjects! Now this is something I like to talk about! Oddly enough, many of our introjects from childhood have showed up later in our recovery process as they held trauma we were not able to handle at the start of our recovery. It makes sense logically that if you are heavily prone to introjection in adulthood, you probably were heavily prone to introjection in childhood and visa versa! And that's the part that most people don't understand, they will argue that most introjects should be from childhood and neglect the fact that it makes sense logically that someone who had many introjects as a child will also have many introjects as an adult.
Section 4: Hyperfixations & Introjects
This is one of the possibly most misunderstood part of introjects. You cannot have introjects from a hyperfixation ALONE - due to the fact that all splits are going to be negatively induced. But if you are experiencing stress and trauma while you have a hyperfixation? Of course it's possible.
Let me break it down for you and explain how a hyperfixation takes over your brain. You find this new thing (show, game, etc) and it's something you really enjoy. So for the next two weeks every waking moment you spend interacting with the hyperfixation. You go to sleep thinking about your hyperfixation, you wake up excited to interact with your hyperfixation. You disengage completely with the outside world and escape into this hyperfixation. It controls every aspect of your life and you just have to comply with the hyperfixation in order to get your happy brain chemicals.
So... Why is it such a strange concept to gain an introject during that time? It's in your brain 24/7 for an extended period of time, why would it be odd for the hyperfixation to influence your split?
Thank you for reading if you made it this far!!! I've been meaning to make this post for SOO long!! I hope you learnt something and if you didn't, I hope my words resonated with you! 🩷
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Hello! We’re the Apartment of Trolls. We are a fictive heavy system with multiple other terms LOL. The body is disabled, queer, mixed, neurodivergent, fictionkin/otherkin and physically alterhuman! It is also sensitive to bright images.
We identify as a guy, and collectively use the pronouns He/him and It/Its. Separate pronouns are written in our pronouns.cc!
We have Audhd, we are mentally and physically unstable, mentally ill/unwell, have very rare hallucinations, and just a lot of stuff in general. We possibly have OLD (obsessive love disorder), NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder), BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder), possibly psychotic and a possible polyfragmented system, but our system terms are in our pronouns cc!! i am EXTREMELY messed up and obsessive, soooo yeah
Despite me having several F/Os, i am eternally bound to my boyfriend/soon to be husband, Qi rong <3 we’re both soulbonded, and I wouldn’t ever replace my sweet lil cannibal man
Our asks are open for anything! A friendly convo, a userbox/divider/moodboard/stimboard asks, or anything else! We will delete any form of hate, though, even if it’s not towards us.
[ although if you want to send an ask for kin/headmate stuff, we prefer if you sent an ask to @ink-casket, our account for that stuff! ]
We do not have a DNI! Only thing that makes us uncomfortable are willogenic systems (past reasons) and Sheith shippers* (ALSO past reasons), but they will not be blocked and they are welcome onto this account! :)
*Sheith shippers won’t be blocked, but understand we may be a little uncomfortable with interactions (Dms n stuff like that) from them !! Only reason i feel uncomfortable is because literally I see myself as keith and shiro is like a straight brother to me, and past shit LOL. All ships that ARENT underage/adult or some weird shit is welcome here :)
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Our special interests include:
[ * or bold equals we are a huge fan of this, slanted means we are kind of disconnected from it]
Homestuck*
Voltron*
Dandy’s world*
Collecting pencils**
Kandi making
Story writing*
Queer media
Researching disorders/disabilities
Numbers*
AU’s
Science/Biology
The outsiders
Heavens Official Blessing*
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Qi rong framed images by @/zroxshy
Qi rong graphics by @/cellarmaiden

#introduction#intro post#pinned intro#introductory post#blog intro#plural#pluralpunk#plural system#plurality#plural community#pluralgang#tw flashing lights#tw flickering#tw flashing colors#Spotify
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I love you systems.
I love you systems with other disorders along with their DID/OSDD.
I love you systems who are physically disabled
I love you systems who need to use mobility aids. (We use one too! We use a cane!)
I love you systems who feel like they’re “weird” or “odd”.
I love you systems who are fictive heavy!
I love you systems who are brainmade heavy!
I love you systems who are factive heavy!
I love you systems who have a low split tolerance.
I love you systems who have a high split tolerance.
I love you systems who switch a lot!
I love you systems who don’t switch a lot!
I love you systems with communication issues.
I love you systems with frontstuck hosts! (I’m also front stuck at the moment myself lol)
I love you systems who mask all the time.
I love you systems who don’t mask all of the time.
I love you systems who don’t mind being a system!
I love you systems who hate being a system!
I love you systems who age regress!
I love you systems who are still in bad home situations! (My heart goes out to you guys I hope you get to leave soon.)
I love you systems who are out on their own!
I love you systems with inconsistent amnesia barriers.
I love you systems who use humor to cope!
I love you systems who panic over “small” things.
I love you systems.
Remember that no matter what you are real and very valid<3 you’re beautiful and unique just as you are.
-Alex Mason
#c did system#did system#endos dni#osddid#survivorsunited#endos fuck off#fictive heavy system#system positivity#positive vibes#reassurance#system reassurance#positivity#traumagenic
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Non autistic people will sometimes act like they know more about the disorder than autistic people. And it makes me wanna rip my hair out. We always see alltistic people say “it’s okay I’m very opening.” Then when you actually do something linked to your autism, it’s annoying and childish. I also think this is a huge issue in the system community, and directly links to the ableism around fictive heavy systems.
I ran into this discord user, who literally told us not to use tone tags because “I’m not autistic so don’t use tonetags around me. It’s offensive to be that you think I can’t read your tone.” ??? What does that even mean??? “Hey can you not make your text screenreader friendly, I don’t use a screen reader, so it’s offensive to me.” Wouldn’t fly? Why does it fly with another disability?
We were once banned from a syscord server for “not socializing well.” Because we were extra upset our uncle fucking died which they knew about. But they literally called us the R slur and banned us out of the blue because we “didn’t vent right.” And Didn’t “socialize right.” And the mod who did that was 30. So this is not a younger generation thing only.
We are fictive heavy, and have been fake claimed because of it. We had someone explain how “oh you don’t actually have that many alters.” And tried to explain to us how “oh sometimes you just Introject traits from a character but that’s not an alter.” I know what a fucking alter is, I have the disorder. I do not need you fake claiming my alters because YOU think we can’t be fictive heavy.
I have also been fake claimed because we have fictives who have traits we head cannon them with in head space. And been told they don’t really “count as alters.”
The ableism around autism in this community is fucking staggering. I hate being talked down to like a child because we have autism. And that’s not even counting the ableism against our physical disabilities too. But that’s another rant for another day.
-Estella + Xiao
#endos dni#endos fuck off#endos do not interact#endos not for you#anti endo#did system#did osdd#did community#autistic system#did alter#did ableism#pluralpunk
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This person is faking D.I.D, and more. and its time we actually talk about it. ( As someone with DIAGNOSED D.I.D. )
CW ; faking disorders, lying, swearing, antiship debates, harassment, mentions of serial killers (as example), mentions of abuse and trauma (unspecified),
DISCLAIMER ; I am aware this will cause a lot of attention if seen by a lot of people in the D.I.D community. a lot of fakers tend to have similar "aspects" to syunkiss, so I expect hate. as well as a lot of syunkiss fans who will run to their defence (for some reason) this is to spread awareness. This entire post is based on SCIENTIFIC FACTS and my OWN EVIDENCE. i am medically diagnosed and have been for 7 years now.
OTHER BLOGS OF NOTE ; @/idonoiyo @/duckduckgoose-exe @/rab1darachn1d (also faking)
syunkiss is a popular blog, being seen in many areas of the bungou stray dogs fandom. and for some reason, barely anybody seems to actually acknowledge the fact they've been faking D.I.D, or OSDD. whatever they "claim" to have. this is proof of them and their lies.
i don't know how this hasn't been brought up before. it is so obvious that they are faking it and yet everybody seems to nod and agree. the same goes for their circle of friends, by seeing how they have acted for a while. they would be faking too.
I am speaking as an actual system. I have a right to speak about this subject. it is bad for our community and it leaves a bad impression. they do not know the struggles we have to face. let's get into it.
AMNESIA
something common among people with types of D.I.D (using it as an umbrella label) is huge amounts of amnesia. most people are not aware that they may be switching or even know who they are.
it is almost physically impossible that you would know to sign off with a emoji every time you have switched alters. much less switch entire blogs, or even know who is speaking.
your alters are not you, some of them would not even remember you had a tumblr account to stay active on. let alone to add an emoji or any types of sign off in general. a lot of the time me and my alters dont even know where we are, let alone able to go on tumblr and answer asks constantly.
an example of this (not to villanise the concept of people with D.I.D) is that many serial killers have some type of D.I.D, some of them are not aware of the people they might have killed at all. because they have amnesia. this is how it works.
USERBOX
I had managed to save the userbox before they had deleted it.

this is just... what? that is now how fictives or any types of alter are formed. fictives/introjects/factives are valid, we have one in our system. however this is not how they are formed at all. D.I.D is caused by trauma, it is not something that can cause you to split into another alter by daydreaming.
D.I.D is developed (begins developing) at a very young age as a result of intense amounts of trauma, both physical and mental. (it is not from something as small as your parents grounding you or hitting you once. it has to be intense amounts of trauma.) and signs only typically show when you are in adulthood.
there is cases of it showing in younger people, but the trauma is usually extremely worse, and the chance of this happening is very low. there would have to be life threatening levels of abuse at the ages of 5 to 10. and still the youngest it can be confirmed is at 17. this is a scientific fact.
this userbox shows ignorance. if you are going to fake a disorder, do some research at least. or talk to people who actually have the disorder. it was so confidently said im in shock nobody picked up on it.
FICTIVES
this one is going to get me a lot of hate. I know that. however it has to be said.
they claim to be a fictive heavy system, but the chances of fictives being present in systems at all is a very unlikely chance. they usually form after some connection with trauma towards that franchise, related or indirectly related.
having so many fictives from bungou stray dogs is extremely unlikely. it is difficult to house 3 normal alters in one body, but this person is claiming to have so many and all of them are from bungou stray dogs somehow. this is a very obvious sign they are lying. this does not happen. it is even more unlikely they will have every single period of a single character as fictives too.
if they just wanted to roleplay they can. but faking D.I.D for this is damaging to my community.
I am mentioning littles here so I do not have to make a new category for it. it typically develop from dissociation caused by prolonged early childhood trauma. having a fictive who also happens to be a little is so unlikely. if it is age regression, then okay. but syunkiss described it as a little alter.
HEADSPACES
this is a little difficult to explain. but I will do my best.
headspaces do not exist. there is something similar, but that is just your subconscious. you cannot have your alters interact in your headspace like it is a minecraft world.
switching alters works like a timeskip, this is because of the memory gaps and amnesia. this is not fully targeted at syunkiss, but mostly at their friends.
you cannot see what is happening in the "headspace", that is just not possible. switching alters is like sleeping in minecraft, you just wake up whenever you switch back with no memory of what happened between the dates.
HARASSMENT
this is a short section, but it needs to be addressed. syunkiss claims to not go out and harass proshippers or people he disagrees with, and he just "blocks them"

that is their pinned post. that is what it says about them being an anti.

that is them going out of their way to harass somebody else in their inbox.
no, syunkiss it wasn't them who even sent the asks. it was one of my friends who also encouraged me to speak up and make this post. you are contradicting yourself.
I am not a proshipper, I am quite anti. but that does not make it okay.
tdlr ; syunkiss is lying about D.I.D, not even doing research before doing it and he is going against his own word and harassing people.
thank you for reading. my askbox is open if anyone wants any extra questions. i may add to this in the future if more shows up.
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✶≫ ❝ [ We are an adult, we are bodily 18 ] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [You may adress us as relatively anything you wish, but we prefer: Hound, or Mutt. Mutuals and friends may call me Pup or anything else of their choosing <3 ] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ We are Proship, Comship, & Darkship! We are Prokink, & Propara but Anticontact! ] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ We are a Fictive heavy, Traumagenic + Stressgenic DID system of 100+ alters! This is our Pronouns.cc for our main system and our subsystems are also linked within our prns.cc so feel free to check those out if interested on getting to know us <3 ] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ I have now have a strawpage!!! ] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ I have a discord, however I ask that only close moots or friends ask for it. If you're someone I've just met or someone random asking for my discord and I don't know you, I will not be handing that out freely.] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ UTMV proship server link!! ] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ We are disabled and have Depression, Autism, Psychosis, PTSD, DID, OLD, BPD, NPD, ADHD, Anxiety, Alexithymia, AVPD, and MaDD(Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder). Were also a sociopath but uh we don't bring that up shhhh-] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ We are a Satanist / Atheist ! And a proud member of The Satanic Temple! ] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ Our special interest is UTMV / Undertale!! We've been in the fandom for 9 years now!!! ] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ I speak English as my main language, but I can also speak German and Spanish!] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ We are proud furries and nonhuman shapeshifting entities. We are also polymorph/polykin therians, in which we are Vulturekin, Dragonkin, Crocodilekin, Succubiskin, BiblicalAngelkin, Faunkin, (+more kins) our other theriotypes are Coyote, Dog/Canid cladotherian, Cat/Feline cladotherian, Spotted Hyena, Cottonmouth snake, Avian Siren, Rüppell's Vulture, Griffin, etc ] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ We are IRL + Fictionkin! Our biggest fictionkins/IRLs are Alfred Alfer, ENA dream BBQ, Pest, Shadow Milk Cookie, Infected, and most specifically Ink Sans and Bluudude!!] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ We petre sometimes, oftentimes we are a Dog, Cat, Vulture, or Hyena ] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ We are Bi Poly Fictorose Aro/Ace-spike] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ Please do not attempt to court us. I have a partner and im in a QPR.] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [We are trans F->M who still comfortably identifies as a Persagirl ButchBoy and also as Agender, Xenogender!] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ We have a skelesona! We will draw ourselves as it often and will link its ref once it has been fully set up! We also have a Sparkledogsona in which is basically the mascot of this whole blog, however we most likely won't draw ourselves as it unless for silly little emotes (simply too much work to constantly draw with all those sparkles tbf). However, we do have a main fursona we will draw ourselves as, in which we will link the finished ref once ready! ] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ We are very friendly!!! Please talk to us!!!! We love making new friends and talking to people so genuinely please do not be afraid to talk to us, we dont bite that hard <:3 (yes that means u can even DM us were totally fine with that! Or if u want just staying on anon in our inbox is 1000% okay too <:) ) ] ❞
✶≫ ❝ [ Ask box for general chatting is always open, be as silly as you want there's no limit to how silly you can be here!!! My art requests are always open as well! It might take me a bit to do them as I take awhile to get motivated for art, but I will get to them eventually!!! ] ❞
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➻❥ Some of our other hyperfixations! : Forsaken, ENA dream BBQ, Garn 47, Camp Camp, One Wheat Mark, Pumpkin Panic, Objectified, BTTWNS, Blocktales, Let Him Go. The Roblixa: Untill Dawn, Kaleidoscope, Cookie Run Kingdom, Epic: The Musical, Regretavator, Hellsing Ultimate Abridged, Qsmp, Fpe, Class of 09, TBHK, Trigun, Highcard, Pressure, Phighting!, Jim's Computer, Presentable Liberty, GASA4, Cult Of The Lamb, Alfred's Playhouse, Fe, Dungeon Meshi, TBHK, FnF, CoS, ROTTMNT, DHMIS, FPE, Indigo Park, The D!ckheads, Souris, Ramshackle, PinePoint, Bojack Horsemen, LMK, Wendell & Wild, Tuca & Birdie, Dandys World, Shelter, Welcome Home, The Last Guardian, Owls Of Ga'Hoole, Deltarune, Catching Up, HH & HB, Lackadaisy, etc!!
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➻��� Some of our fav Bands/Artists! : Mindless Self Indulgence, Suicidal Rap Orgy, MC BUSHPIG , Sodikken, Lemon Demon, Femtanyl, Rio Romeo, Alex G, Pompey, Will Wood/Will Wood and the Tapeworms, Fish in a birdcage, Tally Hall, Tv girl, Salv the Dog, MAILPUP, Mother Mother, Jack Stauber, Bogio, Jazmin Bean, The Dresden Dolls, That Handsome Devil, Odetari, Penelope Scott, Cave Town, BoyWithUke, Baby Bugs, Ryan Mack, Epic: The Musical, Etc!!
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➻❥ Some of our fav songs! : Fuck The Supreme Court, You're my stump, Redmageddon, Ghost Boys, I Am a Poseur, Get In The Water, Wouldn't you like, God Games, I'm So Sorry, WEBKINZLID NYA NYA DANCE, CyberDance, LOVESICK CANNIBAL!, Amygdala's Rag Doll, Hole Dwelling, Rockstar, Nosedive, P3t, HARDER DADDY, Plus Boy, Femboy, Seriously?, I/Me/Myself, Charlie's Inferno, Your Graduation, Choke It Out!, PUPPYPLAY!, Hypersexuality and Dilfs, Obsessive Cumpulsive Disorder, Wet, I Deserve To Bleed, I'm so crazy for youuu </3, GOOD LOYAL THOTS, NARCISSISTIC PERSONALITY DISORDER, GMFU, My Alcoholic Friends, Butch 4 Butch, Fish In A Birdcage, Stalkers Tango, Stupid MF, Spy?, Dogmatica, Shut Me Up, Lights Out, THIS HURTS, Get It Up, Devil Town, This Is Home, Etc!!!
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➻❥ Some Fandoms were in! : Undertale, UTMV, Forsaken, Garn 47, Camp Camp, Happy Tree Friends, ENA / Ena Dream BBQ, One Wheat Mark, Pumpkin Panic, Phighting!, Blocktales, BTTWNS, Let Him Go., The Roblixa: Untill Dawn, Kaleidoscope, Jim's Computer, Presentable Liberty, Epic : The Musical, Deltarune, Objectified, QSMP, WoF, WC, FPE, Indigo Park, Bojack Horsemen, Tuca & Birdie, Fpe, Dandys World, Class of 09, TBHK, Trigun, FnF, DHMIS, Horrid Henry, Alfred's Playhouse, Lackadaisy, Tmnt/Rottmnt, COTL, TSATWON, TOH, Sweet Tooth, Ramshackle, Pinepoint, Dungeon Meshi, Demon Slayer, BBU, MD, TADAC, Owls Of Ga'Hoole, Welcome Home, Poppy Playtime, Hellsing, Bee & Puppycat, Wednesday, Wendell & Wild, HH & HB, Pokémon, Monkey Wrench, LMK, BSD, Sarah & Duck. FNAF, Animaniacs, Invader Zim, etc!!!!
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‣ Please do not refer to us as humans in any sort of way. We physically and mentally identify as Bluudude / Ink Sans and a canid/vulture.
‣ Do not call us a women. Only we are comfortable with calling ourselves those things we will block you if you do this.
‣ Please do not EVER send us any sort of harassment, if you do not like our content block and move on. Harassing us will solve nothing and will not create any solution to your problem with us, and in fact will make us giggle with flattery at the fact you're wasting time on us.
‣ DO NOT send us any sort of gore and sexual images, gifs, or videos. If you do these things you will be blocked and reported on sight.
‣ Please be patient with us, we struggle to understand/feel emotions and we have extremely low empathy, it is not our fault for being this way. We also apologize if we ever say or do anything that can be offensive or makes you upset, we have a very hard time picking up on if we have hurt someone or done something we shouldn't have.
‣ We struggle with being very obsessive, clingy, and jealous over the people we are extremely close to, were sorry if this is irritating in anyway but this isn't something we can just stop.
‣ We have Disassociative Amnesia, we often will forget things as soon as it has been told to us. Please be patient with us in this topic, and please provide us with reminders if we are in a conversation and we forget something.
‣ please use tone tags when talking to us, we are tone deaf half of the time and will start to p a n i c if we take something the wrong way or misread something.
‣ do fucking not send us any Errorberry, Error X Swap or Swap X Error content. We fucking hate that ship with a burning passion and WILL block you if you try to talk to us about it or send us content about it.
‣ do fucking not talk to us about object shows or spooky month. If you do as well as send us that type of content we WILL block you. Object shows and spooky month are a massive trigger for us due to a horrible person ruining both of those fandoms for us. Only sort of object show we accept to be sent or spoken to about is Objectified, TFMI, and Hfjone. Other than those three do not try to speak to us about other object shows and what not.
‣ Keith Kogane (voltron) kins are a hard fucking dni. Trust me, I love Voltron, I rlly do, and I wish I could enjoy the fandom as much as I want to, but my ex ruined it for me. So please kindly leave me alone. This also goes for TGCF fans too (technically ur a thin ice dni) im sorry it genuinely seems like a cool fandom and i love Qi rong (he's so silly) but just as the voltron thing, my ex ruined it for me so please just never mention it to me.
‣ Just because our system is almost completely made from fictives doesn't mean you have the right to treat us any differently. We are still living separate beings in our own rights and we will not stand for any sort of discrimination against us. This also goes for sources, we are not all our sources and some of us are even quite uncomfortable/distressed with mentions of source or being compared to source. Just because we may be from that source, doesn't mean we are exactly like it, and we are CERTAINLY not a roleplay opportunity just because of it.
‣ Please do not personally speak to us about topics of Rape, SA/CSA, Grooming, Animal Mutilation/Murder, Underaged Substance Taking, Drinking, Smoking, Waterboarding, Dehumanizing, Neglect, Starvation, Forced consumption of animal food, Self Harm, Mental and Physical Abuse, Parental abuse, Parental Incest, Overdose, Plushophilla, Religious abuse, etc. These are very triggering topics to us because these are the things we had to go through as a child. Fictional topics of these things are 100% fine as we cope that way, but reality wise do not bring these up.
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Quick tag rundown as we close this off ^^
#Hound Barks -> yapping and just random posts by me that aren't reblogs or art
#Hounds art -> kinda self explanatory but yeah its art
#Hounds reblog -> also pretty self explanatory its just reblogs
#Hounds Tail Wag Moments -> inbox/interaction through inbox
#Hound 'n the pack! -> Friend interactions!
#An Alter Barks -> the tag that will be used by our alters/headmates for whatever they post/reblog/say/etc ^^
#Wah continued reblog -> a reblog that ended up becoming continued, most likely from talking to someone through that reblog. Block this tag if you don't wanna see these lmao
#Hounds buried bones -> a vent tag / a tag for posts that are made when im distressed atm
















(Our intro is very inspired by other blog intro layouts, if it looks similar to a blog you may be familiar with thats why. Bc it most likely could be our intro inspo!)
#proshippers please interact#proship#proshipper safe#comship please interact#proship safe#comship#anti anti#profic#intro post#pinned intro#blog intro#introductory post#introduction#self proship#proship safe space#selfship proship#proship selfship#op is a darkshipper#op is a comshipper#op is a proshipper#darkship please interact#proship system#proship artist#proship blog#proshippers interact#antis do not interact#proship please interact#intro pin#ex anti#coughh sorry some things had to be changed in the intro bc of being recognized due to it
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📖The Dark Novella System🌙
hiyaa :D i’m Francis, the host of the Dark Novella system!
here’s some things you should know about me and my system :3
⭐️ We are a monoconscious, mixed origin, dawnium system!
⭐️ We are fictive heavy, with most of our fictives originating from some kind of horror media
⭐️ We form new members a lot and swap quite easy
⭐️ @fictives-and-assorted-fools is our plural blog
⭐️ The body/host (me!) is 16 years old, Trisgender Notgirl, and uses She/They pronouns and feminine terms. I am proudly Irish and suffer from ADHD, BPD, Depression, Selective Mutism and possibly more :’)!!
⭐️ My best friends rn are Alldyn, Cody, Finn, Felix, Ray and Calypso! love you guys <3
⭐️ I go by many names but my main ones aree Francis, Chris, Meg and Nancy, or if you’re a close friend of mine, Frankie :3
⭐️ Fictionkin to Nancy Thompson (A Nightmare on Elm Street), Chris Redfield (resident evil) and Meg Thomas (dead by daylight) <3
⭐️ I am Fictionhearted/Soulbound to Offenderman and Freddy Krueger :p if you don’t like that then get smited ig
⭐️ Alterhuman :3 i identify WITH, not as, Computer Viruses, Angels, Robots and Dolls. i identify as a zombie and a ghost.
⭐️ My favourite colours are pink and green !!! :3
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Online family :-
Felix, Alldyn 💫 Siblings
Tiresias, Polites, Elias, Simon 💫 Big brothers
Rayner, Simon, Hezekiah 💫 Grandpas
Vanilla, Robert 💫 Dads
Callum, Lico 💫 Little brothers
Percy 💫 My sweet cheese, my good time boy
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DNI LIST!
please stay away if you are:
🌟 Terfs, radfems/radqueers, homophobes and transphobes etc
🌟 Anti furry, anti endo, anti otherkin etc
🌟 If you’re gonna hate on my “problematic” alters, begone!
🌟 People who attack paraphiliacs. i believe that is a mental illness and if they manage it appropriately, they shouldn’t be shamed
🌟 On that note, paraphiliacs who act on it. you’re just fuckin gross
🌟 Cop supporters, trump supporters, israel supporters and all that. fuck you.
🌟 Anyone trying to start syscourse. i do not wanna do that.
🌟 People who will put me in The Hole. CALLUM. /j
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Things i like!! :3
💫 Creepypasta!!! i grew up on it and it’s so special to me. especially the Slender brothers :3
💫 Slenderverse too!! EMH and APC/TAG are the best.
💫 Mouthwashing !!!
💫 Indie horror in general. fnaf, batim, ddlc, bbieal, all that stuff :3
💫 Arcane >:D
💫 The Amazing Digital Circus, Don’t Hug Me I’m Scared, and Candle Cove <3
💫 A NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET <33333 also Psycho, Halloween, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Conjuring, and all horror movies really :3
💫 Rastamouse and Tawog :p
💫 History!!!!! especially World War 1. it’s my pookie.
💫 Cherry Bombs, Salutes, Consumer fireworks
💫 Dolls and Puppets! very awesome :3
💫 My ocs! Danni especially <3 and Buddy he’s my bestie trust
💫 Lia <3
💫 My fps <333333333
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Other blogs of ours
✨ @m4sk (Angel’s personal blog!)
✨ @ask-offy (Fen’s personal blog!)
✨ @responsible-intern (an ask and rp blog for Grey Zare, an oc from Mouthwashing)
✨ Ask for: Manny’s blog, DBD and Arcane rp blogs, ANOES rp blog, any others
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Here’s some positivity for fictive-heavy systems!
While some people might insist that a system having lots of fictives means they’re faking or invalid in some way, this is absolutely not the case! In fact, fictive-heavy systems have always been and will always be special, valued, and integral members of the plural community. So this post is for every system with lots of fictive members!
Is your system made up entirely of fictives? That’s perfectly fine, and your system is valid and lovely just the way it is! It’s okay to have only fictives in your system, and your system is still a precious and important part of the plural community!
Do the fictives in your system hold important roles, regularly help take care of your system, do things like handle chores, work, or school, and play a big role in your system’s functioning overall? That’s amazing! And we’re so happy to hear the fictives in your system are so able and willing to help out - their efforts are recognized and so very appreciated!
Whether your system’s fictives love their sources and are very connected to them, don’t want anything to do with their sources and are separating from them, feel indifferent to their sources, or anything else, remember there’s no wrong way to think or feel about your source! As long as your system’s fictives are staying safe and happy, it’s okay for them to identify as they wish! It’s not “cringe” to be a fictive and also be fictionkin, to have your source as your special interest/hyperfixation, or to want to engage in your source actively!
It’s okay if your system’s fictives are often lost and confused, if they struggle to determine exomemories from real memories, or feel disconnected from themselves because they’re in the real world and not their source! It’s okay if your system’s fictives don’t have any exomemories, or feel like they firmly belong in the real world without sharing any connections to their source! There’s no wrong way to be a headmate or a fictive, and their experiences are real, valid, and important just the way they are!
We hope all you fictive-heavy systems can find peace, joy, belonging, and self-acceptance today and every day! Know that you are so special and important, and you are a cherished part of the plural community just the way you are! We hope you can continue to make the most of life and find pleasure in the mundane and camaraderie with the rest of your headmates! Remember we care about you, we’re rooting for you, and we’re wishing you the very best in all that you do! Thanks so much for reading, and take care!
#multiplicity#plurality#pluralgang#actuallyplural#system positivity#plural positivity#plural pride#system pride#introjects#fictives#fictive heavy system
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on the topic of "sysmeds* have gotten louder recently" i just want to ramble and give my optimist perspective on it really because i dont think its the full story. (*and if you have a problem with me using that term, stick around and youll see why i use it.)
for context i formed as a fictive alter in about mid to late 2016. we were going through a lot of rapid splits and shutdowns at this time. many of the people who split would get forcibly dormant just days later, including me, and im lucky that i got out of it because i know a lot of those alters back then didnt. normally i wouldnt call all of us alters, but this was a very trauma-heavy time and we were going through heavily fragmented periods with dissociation and amnesia. we couldnt accept that we were plural.
anyway, point is that we were in plural spaces around then, and i took over as the host in december of that year as i broke up with my shitty in-system persecutor boyfriend (thats a story for a different day.)
so its 2017 and im 12, turning 13 soon, both inner and outer. we are a rapidly growing system of 13, no 20, no 41-- and then soon its back down to about 30, where it will stay for the next 8 years. but in the mean time, me and my new partner, jam, are learning to pilot a flesh-mech on the fly and letting ourselves be cringy tweenagers. we take over the tumblr blogs (most of which are anti-cgl blogs, which is very ironic considering some of our members now do that) and we start journalling. more importantly, in late 2017 i make my own blog and i start chatting. im basically the only person fronting about 70% of the time and im a huge yapper so it starts to take off.
i post art. i wont say what specifically i do or what fandom its for but the gist is that i run a requests blog. (im sure, if you were in a very specific sect of fandom around then, you could probably guess who i am and what blog i ran, but i doubt that will happen here. if it does, keep it to yourself.)
and i get really popular. im talkin hundreds, at one point thousands of followers. i wake up every day to a dozen asks and i fulfill them and i talk about my day with the people in my askbox. i tell them about my disability, about my boyfriends (later, husbands), and i tell them about my plurality. sometimes i get into the weeds of discourse, but i try not to. mind you, im about 13 or 14 and im the staunchest pro-queer, pro-endo, pro-tucute tween you would have ever met. still not quite all there on the pro-kink or pro-ship fronts, but that didnt cause me any issues at that point, and i wouldnt figure it out for another two or so years. anyway, people are usually nice to me and i am nice, if not a bit impassioned, back.
most of the people i speak to on this blog are singlets. but being that this particular fandom is mostly made of younger people like me (at this point anyway) many of them are curious about plurality or plural themselves. funny enough, while i remember discussing a lot of my plurality and explaining what it meant, i dont recall a whole lot of people arguing over it. no one ever sent me anon hate saying that i didnt exist and that didosddsdosod was the only way to be plural. i DO recall getting dogpiled on numerous occasions because this was during the height of ace discourse, mogai drama, and right at the rise of the whole "bi-lesbians-dont-exist" thing, so most of my controversy covered those.
but on several occasions i explained to singlets what a system was, and what it meant that i was "married" to my headmates, and i met so many people who said they were also plural, and i even helped a few realize they were plural. i truly look at that with a sense of pride and joy because how many people get to say they helped someone realize an important aspect of themself/ves? how many people are out there living their life as single when theyre actually more than one? how many didnt know that word existed until a stranger happily explained it to them, before realizing that word applied to them? its one thing to be gay and know youre gay, its another to go your entire life without realizing that being gay is an option until one day it dawns on you and the next youre out and proud. being plural is like that. its world-altering. most dont realize its an option until theyre told.
its not necessarily that system spaces didnt have their problems. from singlets, there was more curiosity. system spaces were still very much divided, but for the most part sysmeds stuck to their corner and mostly only argued when argued with. that word, mind you, did not exist at the time, we just called em "anti endos". i dont remember when or how that term was coined, but theres a good reason we call them that now, and its because they would say the same shit to me that transmeds would. regardless, i dont doubt that there were probably issues of them going out of their way to harass people, but i cant recall any and it never happened to us, so make of that what you will.
in those times, i experienced more transphobia, homophobia, and aphobia than i did anything else. when i did see sysmeds, it was in their own little bubble. i think the broader world didnt care so much about plurality and didnt know that sysmedicalism was a thing that could happen until maybe a couple of years ago now, and back then, it was treated purely with curiosity and intrigue instead of hate.
but "system spaces" have always had an anti-endo side, and i know this because i was one.
i havent said as much up until now, but in those early days of journaling, it was maybe for a year or so that we were anti-endo. couldnt tell you what changed really, but i think it was just a growing exhaustion of hearing about how terrible and awful and cruel and disgusting those evil, evil endos were. a lot of sysmeds like to proclaim their 'one true real genuine method' of being plural is the only one, and since the start we were never going to fit into that mold-- we were and are fictive heavy, in-system relationships, able to change forms in headspace, no dissociative amnesia, very little memory loss and practically no multi-consciousness, the works. but it was there and it wasnt very pretty. i am grateful i didnt internalize too much of it, didnt spread it very much, and we got out when we did because it was toxic enough back then and its worse now.
i should say that i dont think necessarily there is a rise in sysmedicalism similar to, say, the trend of label policing (a la bi lesbians) or ace discourse at its peak. while that does happen with minority labels when theyre suddenly thrust into the spotlight of the week, plurality has not had that moment yet (thank god, knock on wood it never does) and so far the only way this has happened is with a few isolated incidents that i know of, maybe im wrong. but i think its moreso that the plural community has grown to crazy heights with the rise of more people discovering it and understanding themselves, and naturally there would be a proportional rise in sysmedicalism too. the only main difference maybe is now that we have bigger platforms like tiktok and twitter, and we have prominent plural resources like pluralkit and simply plural, and with the rise in political unrest-- all of those things contribute to this rise in sysmedicalism. they have more visibility and a loud voice despite being the minority, and so they get their fifteen seconds of fame.
i guess i get it. theyre angry. theyre upset that the world is injust. they think theyre allowed-- encouraged, even, or that its their right-- to come into a community that has been building itself for the past several decades on inclusion and resource-sharing and cause a commotion. they have a disorder, they have trauma, they DESERVE to be listened to and they dont want to see their very debilitating disorder being mocked like this, or whatever it is they say. unfortunately they are the terfs of this community, and i can say that because ive been dealing with those too for the past decade also.
what im trying to get across is this: plurals have existed forever. this community has existed for decades at this point, maybe centuries. with every progressive movement there will be a counter-movement, and this one is no exception, they just happen to be particularly loud right now. as we grow in numbers, so does our visibility, and so does theirs. the plural community is fine. it continue to be fine. there is nothing happening right now to us that hasnt already happened a billion times before, and there is no sysmedicalist piece of shit on this planet that can destroy us. theyve been trying for as long as weve existed and they never succeed. keep going, keep telling people about us, keep existing and keep doing your best. be louder than them.
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