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meamiki · 2 months ago

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mira !!! :]

#isat #in stars and time #isat mirabelle #isat spoilers #<- due to act 3 optional content !#the img might be being chewed due to weird canvas size oops ah well #one of these miras is not like the other #one of these miras doesnt belong ASFASFSDAFA #a majority of these are based on things mentioned / that happen in the house cuz i thought itd be fun to draw :D #so like the wilting plant is from gardening room dialogue #the poster with ppl holding hands and sparkly eyes is (i think??) from some SAPSAPSAAP dialogue in one of the first rooms #i tried looking around ISAT to see if it's also in there too but couldnt find it so uh correct me if im wrong if thats NOT an exclusive LOL #side note the 2 in the poster are some old nuz ocs isatified ASDFASFA #funnily enough tho they are from 2 different games if they actually ever met they would hate each others guts i think. hmm...#however both are also the most qualified to help with promotional stuff so theres that ASDFAFA #mira looking at her bonding proposals is sorta on the tin but #the fact that she has like right next to her while she sleeps in her dresser makes me :(#cuz to me it potrays how much theyve been weighing over her cuz of how close shes been keeping them with her vs putting them on a bookshelf #or something idk if that makes sense i dont have proper words atm #but uhhh moving on chalkboard is from one of the optional events #which i think is! important!!! i dont think ive seen many ppl talk about it but!! yeah!#however i too do not have words on it atm but!!! yeah!!!! moving on for now!#the 'mira' that is really just the change god is ofc from the change god event :]#aaand ofc the iconic finish from mira towards the king #and then some misc miras with swords for funsies tbh ASFAFA #but yeah! i like mira a lot actually but as with many things i do not currently have many words to properly articulate *why*#all i know in my heart of hearts is that she is near and dear and special to me personally #one day. one day i will be able to gather my thoughts in a cohesive manner but that day. is not today!#anyway tag talk over :]

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casualavocados · 1 month ago

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You said you would always look at me.

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 9

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #uservid #pdribs #userrain #userjjessi #userspicy #*cajedit #*gif #im fine i say (im a puddle on the floor) sometimes u gotta gif something already giffed to color it your way...& for all the little details #the deep relaxed breath chen yi takes in the first gif Before he recgonizes ai di...yet is still soaking up the sight of him...#vs the third gif where chen yi pulls back just the tiniest increment to get a better glimpse like...wait...ai di.#and the fourth where his eyes flick over ai di's face like... oh. *ai di.* EVERY MINUTE SHIFT IN HIS GAZE MEANS SOOOO MUCH #and ai di too the way he cant meet chen yi's eyes & the tear falling like theres something so poignant abt chen yi having this realization #and ai di not seeing it. but he's still stroking chen yi's arm? the heartbreak in that. the love in that. & then ofc chen yi reaching up #to meet ai di where he is before bringing him back down to him....his eyes opening a fraction when he feels another tear. checking in...#telling him its okay with his kisses. chen yi's hand sliding around ai di's chest to the back of his neck instead. ai di's fingers brushing #chen yi's neck as his tear slides down chen yi's face...how we dont SEE their hands clasp but we see the way they move to make it happen.#we watch as it becomes more and more mutual.... and finally the thing that makes me the most insane:#ai di's tear sliding down chen yi's nose & back to his own face in the last gif. i cant even. talk about that. just... GOD.

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dustykneed · 10 months ago

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Doctor...

either very traumatic or very homosexual! take your pick (or is it something else?? they're all yours, lmk in the tags ;))

#star trek #star trek tos #tos #star trek fanart #spones #spones fanart #bones x spock #leonard mccoy #bones mccoy #spock #s'chn t'gai spock #mirror mirror #all our yesterdays #theres a crane fly in my room... i wish i enjoyed bugs but unfortunately im a wimp #but the internet says crane flies are harmless so it can stay (for now)#i dont like spring !!! Why is it so wet. and why do bugs like my room so much #i hate hate hate when the huge bush mosquitoes terrorize me in my sleep #like i have physically gotten out of bed to sleep on the sofa in the living room just to avoid the godawful buzzing #i have coursework due tmr. Also a difficult quiz. but that wont stop me on my spones grind<33333 #social battery low as ever but tysm for hanging around yall #appreciate yall sm!!! Also DOOT IF U SEE THIS ILYSM >:33333333 ur the bestest #i Can paint (this is somewhat of a lie bc can i really.... hmmm the paint gods are fickle but i am a faithful acolyte) i swear #i just uhhhhh. Notes app is very dear to me #dust medibang paints

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daz4i · 2 years ago

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assuming fyodor is 20-something (likely somewhere between 22 and 28) wouldn’t this episode imply he’s been on this “kill all ability users” ride since he was like. 12

#he doesn't look or sound any younger tho i think?#so there's a few options here #1 he's immortal/ageless. would be funny. would explain the god complex. would be very out of left field tho #2 he's older than i assume. not sure how to feel abt that tbh #3 animation error/not paying much attention to continuity on the anime's side. which is far it's just a small detail after all #4 i'm stupid and he does look like a teenager. if he's 28 currently then he'd be around 16ish in this ep wouldn't he?#and 16 y/o can look old in anime sometimes. i didn't realize kenji is 14 for awhile for example. so who knows #what's your favorite option out of these dear followers and people who happen to run into this post? 🧐#bsd spoilers

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medicinemane · 9 days ago

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There's honestly... just so many people, just so so so so so many people in this world where I'm like... aren't you people tired of this fucking... you know, I was going to call them clowns but that's really disrespectful to clowns, these people could never get their face on an egg...

Anyway, aren't you tired of this childish jackass? Don't you just want to ignore them and never have to hear about them again? If we just ignored them they legitimately would go away... don't you want that?

And this applies to... just ungodly amounts of people, from jake paul to even elon musk (just... don't touch his shit, he'll run out of money eventually with how bad he is with it), to just... name an annoying famous person and you'll name someone I've literally forgotten right now that I could never have to hear about again if people would just ignore them (unless they committed crimes, investigators are welcome to pay attention while gathering a case)

Yet the answer's always "no, we're paying so much attention to them!" and I'm just like... why? Why would you watch jake paul box? I heard about that and was like "he's still doing that shit?", and yet I guess it made a lot of money yet again and it's just like... ignore him

These people could go away, and yet

#to be blunt this is also very very very much about trump #the best part of all if he'd lost is how I'd never have had to see or hear about his loser ass again #and you people couldn't even manage that (collective you; not you personally... unless you're Pennsylvanian basically)#like he's insufferable... unless you're a die hard fan of him you know he's just stupid and annoying #why would you want to hear a washed up reality star for four more fucking years?#we could ignore these people hard enough to make them go away #and yet I'll be stuck having to hear him say shit about Hannibal or whatever for four more years cause you couldn't do that #I'm so sick of it; I honestly am #jake paul could have been ignored into obscurity like a decade ago; and yet he's able to launch a scam with mr beast #like dear god... can't you people find something better to do than watch these people? ...like watch paint dry?#it's not just people; it's every live action disney remake; it's... it's just all of it... fucking ai #can't you people fucking ignore it? can't you just kinda boo when it shows up and then forget about it?#I get someone like elon is a toddler that needs an eye kept on him to make sure he's not breaking shit but like...#we could just not buy his cars... which... like... doesn't seem like a hard ask given how badly they're manufactured #again... weirdos on tumblr; I'm doubting you're to blame for most of this #but just like... could we just for the love of god let the stupid shit die out you losers?#I'm not even... I'm not even joking here; this isn't like a goof; this is a prescription #nfts die if literally everyone ignores them; live action remakes die if no one watches them; elon goes bankrupt if no one buys from him #(also gets really sad because he's a massive attention seeker; and that's pretty funny so bonus)#why do I still have to hear about jake paul other than like... 'he's been arrested for fraud' or something reasonable?#could have been done with him years ago... like maybe if you kept around one or two bad habits but... like the lootboxes couldn't go?#tune in; turn on; drop out... this part here; I'm asking you to do the drop out part #drop out of society and stop playing their bullshit games #pay attention; be engaged with the world and your community as best you can; and just stop... stop giving this shit oxygen #but again... if this isn't hitting the void it's probably hitting the choir... you're not an oaf on twitter sucking this stuff up #but fuck me... worry over tariffs and other shit aside; concrete quantifiable worries I can lay out I might add #for the people who act like it's just sky is falling mentality; nah... I can expressly say what and why I worry about come january #but all that aside... you couldn't have voted against him just... just to never hear his annoying ass again?#not saying harris would have been good or bad or anything else... I'm saying she would have been a fuck of a lot less annoying #and like... you gave elon a win too... the two most annoying people on the planet and ya couldn't just... not

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magnoliamyrrh · 1 year ago

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#i need to stop doomscrolling its four in the morning im so exhausted i technically have school shit i needed to finish and i have to get up #to go to class in a few hours too #it helps nothing either. its horrible to look and its horrible to look away and they both do absolutely nothing past a point just like w th #other endless amount of absolutely horrible things going on in the world rn #theres no new information now either. just the fallout and seeing what comes next #this and no other horrible thing going on in the world is abt us and how it affects us emotionally obviously like that's just specs of dust #on the thing itself #but. yeah. i. i dont think the human mind copes well w going from locally based ape empathy to exposure to every horrible thing everywhere #....... russia has bombed more apartments and civilian buildings too :( ppl caught under the rubble and dead #just. dear god.. i just keep thinking that. i just keep saying that to myself. dear god #dear god oh lord of duamne ya allah yarabbi whatever variation its most of what goes through my mind on loop #while my mind runs through so much of it. palestina and all the videos of dead and murdered and the children the videos from last week of #that tourist girl in israel the war in ukraina whats happening in kosovo armenia the uyghurs and china all the conflict in india and #pakistan the state of afghanistan yamen civilians being tortured by gangs in south america torture in general and the prisons around the #world and the slavery and the torture and the killing and the starvation and the pain and the million other things going on i don't even #know about and the fucking climate jesus christ the climate change???#and my mind just doesnt stop. it goes through so much shit it maps out this horrible web of pain and pain and pain throughout the entire #world ;;_;;#i uh. i desperately need to take more time in my life and for years on end ive needed to tske more time in my life to think #of the good things happening in ths world too. small things big things anything just anything good anything getting better anything thats #working any proof of humanity in this species #i just. .#.#i go through the full range of human emotion from rage to numbness and dissociation to bitterness to shock to nothing shocks me to endless #sorrow to disgust and i end up at the end #feeling like the same kid who wants to cry and ask why can't we just be nicer to each other please. as if its that simple. j wish it was.#god. i wish

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jikigo · 7 months ago

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you ever just see a post and just

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#Worst emoji combo ever but it’s gon be such big depression hours down here so scroll if you want im on the brink of throwing up #don’t you just bloody love it how over the past 3 years you’ve only seen people the large total of…. 4 times!!! An average of seeing someon #outside of school 1.3 times per year!! What a bloody fantastic way to spend your teenage years!#Don’t you also just love it when people talk right to you about how they all went out together over the weekend and like did some stupid #shit like your average high schooler would do and you’re just like “oh. I went to my 1 and a half hour long dance class and got ignored the #entire time and when you did try to talk they just spoke over you” oh my fucking god I hate that place so much even the teacher fucking #ignores me once we were going in a circle and she was asking everyone what they got for Christmas and I was in the middle of the circle so #thought hey maybe someone will actually acknowledge my existence but she fucking ignored me and went to next person like why the fuck #And now I’m debating staying in that shithole bc I was invited to a gc for that class and I stupidly thought that someone might want me #There. I wasn’t even invited I secretly scanned the qr code to join over someone else’s shoulder #everyone else there is the best of bloody friends and I’m just there talking to one friend who I don’t even think is my friend #“Hey man I’m really fucking sad rn can I talk to you” “womp womp have you heard stupid fact no.3848594 about my ocs while I ignore you when #you talk about anything else about me” oh my god shut up literally no one else sane would see someone like that their closest friend rn #At least someone wants to talk to me #Like what is it that makes people not want to see my please just tell me I’ll change I’m amazing at changing my personality to fit others #promise me on that I’ve done it my entire life #Even just messaging me more than once every year and I’d consider you my best friend this is how bad I’m getting #What is so bloody bad about me that no one else likes I don’t care how badly you fucking word it just something #It shouldn’t be normal to wish death on people you call your mates bc you heard about them all going out together without you #Oh dear did the gc’s without me in it there’s one for every friend group I’ve ever been in why isn’t there one for the main group I’m in rn #Idfc anymore just tell me what I’m doing wrong I keep asking people if they want to go out or how far away they live from some place #And it’s always met with ignoring me talking over me or immediately changing the subject #Please if you’re someone I know irl what the fuck am I doing fucking wrong I can’t fucking do this anymore be as mean as you like #Why the fuck does no one ever want to be around me why do I hear so much about stuff others are doing together but never me #It shouldn’t be normal to prefer being in a toxic relationship than what I’m in rn #I fucking hate everything

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badgirlcoven-official · 1 year ago

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This is absolutely not a diss on anyone who did like the Collector's ending there's merits to it and interpretations that make it more reasonable but sometimes idk it's such a let down when you're watching a show about found family, acceptance, healing from abuse, etc and you get attached to this character only to never see them get more than a gentle dismissal.

I have to wonder what kids who are more like the Collector than the other kids in the show or who have similar behaviors because of neglect feel about that ending. Maybe for some of them the idea of leaving everyone behind to be in their own space would be freeing and exciting but it does come with the implication that the Collector didn't deserve to have a real family.

That's what stings about it I think, I know that wasn't the intention but his resolution really kinda was like "ok now take this and go away" in the end he was too out of touch, too powerful, too weird, too messed up, and no one especially wanted him enough for the writers to justify him staying.

#the collector toh #collector toh #also this isn't like an auuugh the show is bad after all kinda thing #like I don't think this is hashtag traumatizing kids or anything #but I just have to wonder what I would have felt about it when I was still just like the collector and I was that kid who couldn't get #anyone to stick around and who was always too much for everybody #I always felt like it was the moral thing to do to withdraw myself and to exist less to be easier on other people #I wonder if the collector doing that would have reinforced the idea #or maybe it really would be freeing it's not like they hated him or wanted him to leave #but idk it just makes me so sad I want to scoop the Collector up and tell him to stay instead of pushing everyone away to be on his own #This kid deserves so much more love than they got and it hurts a little bit #it's one of the few things from the epilogue that I will always hardcore retcon out bc like #dear god the thought makes me miserable personally #the last thing he needs is to be alone and have more time to think

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 2 years ago

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HII??

THANK YOU FOR THE FOLLOW IT MADE MY DAY

GYJHJHFV i'm so glad i could make your day omg!!! your words are so sweet i can't believe it i'm just!!! :'Dc <333333

#ask #YOU'RE WELCOME #although it really shouldn't surprise you that much!!#i remember all the ppl who frequently reblog/support my works so sometimes i just wanna show them my appreciation yknow??#and i DEFINITELY can relate to just happily following someone for a while and getting a follow back one day out of the blue like!!!!!#i just start spinning around like i just won the lottery hhh xD can't imagine anyone doing it because of me tho HHHH #i'm sssssO happy you like my art that much dear god that's so sweet of you to say :'D thanks again for passing by<3333

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mios-axe · 1 year ago

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sorry raven overture design appreciation post. look at this guy

#the mask is at once pretty simple and dear god why. theres like a jaw separation for it????? coin over one of the eyes?#your vision cannot be good in that thing. i get the thematics but as the number one fan of not having a visible face. i have concerns.#his masterghost is just a cone. why is it just a cone.#you're telling me the guy who has been around since the crusades. the actual. real world crusades. and all he has for a ghost is the CONE #did they just? not get around to modeling one for him? is it a placeholder that never got updated?????#overture is one of the games ever made i love it so much.#oh yeah. this is one of the other pallets for him if the colors look a bit weird that's why.

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wibble-wobbegong · 2 years ago

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one more day. One more day of testing and having to do thing and then i can sit down and think and write for 12 days straight. One more day. Only one more day.

#sitting here going wild #i need to make that proper post about mike representing hope so people get it #like im so fucking serious that is his role in the show #he is the hope. he is the leader he’s the light at the end of the tunnel he pushes people up the ladder #he looks to his left and to his right and he sees the beauty in the people around him #i HAVE to talk about it i cannot keep mildly including it in small posts #he IS the hope I DONT CARE !!!! I don’t care.#also desperately need to talk about the stuff with victor and lonnie’s guns #i really need to finish that overkill lyrical analysis explaining mike’s trance #i have the goal of hopefully having a full draft of the religious imagery analysis done by the end of break but maybe if i work fast…#there’s so much and ive been seeing more people talk about it and sometimes I am like YES and sometimes i am like oh dear god no #also it’s just something i need to get out of my head #im having a hard time getting all the pieces to fit #bc i don’t think it’s a 1:1 parallel type thing #i think multiple characters are multiple things

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naggingatlas · 2 years ago

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i looove putting spark over songs about like heroes and saving the world (tom cardy's 'level clear', uncle outrage's 'saved the world' <- nice voice hc for him!. and 'my superhero movie'.) when he like. Did. Not : ) funney.

#sprksplrs #gaia talked about spark wanting to be desired yesterday and while i think he's too much of a Lone Wolf... for those kinds of wants to #even surface. at least in my interpretation of him. its hilarious to think abt him getting. just a tad insecure abt fark's status as #a real like. superhero basically. just for a second in the far back of his head. oh i want to be as cool as him. im not good enough #tho again in my characterization he only wants to do that to be able to love himself. i first got this thought when ruminating on #oh god. what kinda games he n fark like to play respectively? and said 'if he ever does pick up hardmode or a challenge level #he will only do that to one up himself and himself only.' he only proves stuff to himself. he only cares about himself.#and the things that do the most mental damage to him are all scenarios in which his self is attacked.#in which his agency is taken his independence. losing a job to someone something that copies him and does it better than him #something that even copies a really dear object to him thats been with him throughout the years - his jester hat #an attack on individuality. and then being merged into the sim. idk. the yaoi moments when he does work together w fark become even more #potent. this way? and. it contrasts really well with how selfless (at some point in his life very literally) fark is. and how confident in #his self. he turns out to be in the end. as micah said 'how he moves with so much more fluidity in his organic body #the body he created himself because he's no longer afraid of it being fake'. citing that as the bible but yea kinda.#i think spark grew up quite ostracized maybe even self-ostracized and really needs a distinction between himself and everyone else #to be better than everyone else. there is some personality disorder shit happening under that piss yellow scalp.#and he fucking loses it when the events around him hammer in that the facade he builds for mostly again himself is. yknow. untrue. fake.#idk thoughts. i love exploring the antisocial aspect in fictional personas with how shipshipship focused fandoms and 'analysis'#in them is it's not something i see all that much. seems like only people whove experienced it ever bring up that topic.#is it so uncomfortable for others? who knows. ramble over

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jojotier · 2 years ago

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Nothing in post-canon is Impressive ergodic-wise and it's such a shame bc in the early days hussie knew how to break things creatively but now with rapid internet development it's pretty hard to write true mind breaking cybertext w/o it being done before (or downright corny) and 00s 4chan user andrew obviously lost the handle on Hip & Cool things but there are writers in hs2/epiloges team who presumably are Hip & Cool but they are burned out beyond belief and we still have boring ass text which changes colors sometimes

It can be especially hard to break things creatively when you're burnt out, so it's understandable :( though it does make me wonder, because from what I've seen with ergodic things on the web, a lot of the really successful ones don't necessarily lean too much into the internet culture of cybertext. i play a lot of text-based adventures on itch.io and sometimes there's minimal visuals or audio but it's Primarily Text, and there's always a sense of progression about it

like I don't think it necessarily needs to be "mind-breaking" so much as it needs to serve the atmosphere of the piece and tie into the themes of the work. like an adventure like my father's long, long legs isn't necessarily reinventing the wheel, but it's progression- from the text that forces you to go downwards, the fact that after a certain point the screen goes dark and your cursor becomes a flashlight, the utter silence being broken by the distant sounds of digging- serves to create an oppressive atmosphere that builds suspense and dread that stays with you even after it's over.

I don't wanna make it seem like I'm asking for hs2 to do something super wildly original, that no one's ever seen before ever- nothing is ever really truly original, every story's been told, etc- just that whatever it does do, it continues the themes from the original comic and uses its medium to its advantage. which it... doesn't seem to be doing much of, beyond color changing text.

#homestuck^2 #homestuck meta #and i do feel bad for the writers #because they had an impossible legacy to live up to in the first place #and it'd be one thing if hs2 were purely good or purely bad but really it's just kinda #mediocre #its got a lot of good ideas kicking around in there but the execution lacks #and i feel like people are much angrier about that than if it were all bad #even though dear god. it seems so bad at points

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oflgtfol · 2 years ago

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are you for fucking real. okay so back in spring 2020 i didnt have friends on campus yet but i met this guy in my physics 1 lecture who i started talking with and i was like oh wow yay maybe we can be friends and i really wanted a friend on campus bc i was a lonely freshman but then he started getting weird. like really clingy. i was like my good dude ive only known you for 2 weeks why are you talking about going to get dinner off campus at a restaurant together. i was all around kinda weirded out and he was like always wanting to hang out like i need private time and he was constantly texting me and then getting MAD when i took a day or two to respond and then he started criticizing my personality for it, like oh you know youre going to lose everyone you love if you keep doing that, and i was like. well my closest friends who i love very dearly recognize that im really bad at texting and theyre fine with it so i mean.... but he was just so weird and he was kinda pushy about getting me to drive him around which made me uncomfortable being alone with him in my car but he was so pushy about it etc etc just a bunch of weird shit so i quickly came to dread having to be around him despite how eager i was to have a friend

so then . covid happened. and i used it as an opportunity to ghost him LMFAO i never talked to him since

BUT NOW. GUESS WHAT. on linkedin on the side of my profile it says "people also viewed" AND IT LISTS THIS FUCKING GUY. WHAT ARE THE ODDS.

#oh and on the last day of school before we went online for covid #he walked with me to the bus. wanted me to drive him home #which i was like. uhmmmm. no. i used covid as an excuse #but really i just dont want this man in my car period leave me tf alone !!!!#and i think he did want to be in my car so we could be alone #because he begrudgingly handed me a WHOLE ASS CARD!!! there outside the bus stop #which im assuming he wanted me to read it in the car alone with him #it was just SO WERID LIKE I HAVE KNOWN YOU FOR ONE (1) MONTH !!!#LIKE SIX WEEKS!!!#forgot what the card said i still have it but i really do not want to re read it.#he wrote something about like missing me during lockdown or something #just all around . so much. like dear god #brot posts

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noxtivagus · 2 years ago

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rambling. again. oops.

#🌙.rambles #randomly. thinking of ebenholz n arknights rn. I REALLY SHLD FINISH READING OR WATCHING IT SOMEWHERE FUCK #ständchen is. one of my most favorite songs pls the uh. oh no i'm just basing this off memory i'm not sure how to classify it but #yk ständchen from schubert ^^ late classical/romantic era around there ? n then w arknights oh my god #i love orchestral stuff so much n then the progressive rock melts my heart n the lyrics too n the vocals !!!! it's all so perfect to me #moving on from that though #there's just. so much i want to experience. it sucks #so it just feels like i don't really belong anywhere. i know there r stuff i'm more inclined too but like #it just gets especially lonely when i think of it i think #i don't know how to put it n i'm not thinking through my words rn i'll stop in a bit but it's just #lonely. thinking too much of.. so much i guess. but i'll be fine #didn't realize it was nearly 10 pm #but no i really don't want to think of all those stuff rn so yeah bye i'll fix my posts rlly soon #i have no obligation too but it just makes me hdlkfajsdflkd w how unorganized it is 😭😭#random edit bcs i just rmbered something i meant to say earlier but forgot #i want to go to orchestras so badly. esp yk hdkfajsdlfka video game music.. so dear to me

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magnoliamyrrh · 1 year ago

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also uhh this is the last horrible thing im gonna talk abt here for a bit bc i need a break from spiral of humanities inhumanity but

seeing videos of out in the open slave markets is really....... . . . .... something

#these young women were literally in chains :“((( as men were walking around #lifting up their veils to see which one theyd buy #and this aint the only video ive seen today of out in the open literal slave markets. like not underground shit just. there #dear god #fucking hell #i want to dig myself in a hole and never come out #ive known of cruelty and horror since i was too young and i care too much about it and its happening bloody fucking everywhere on the globe #all the time #plenty of good things too but........ .#..........#so much horrid shit #i wish i was a small and dumb and cute animal being held in a lap who never knew any of this ever

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