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me: every time my back pain flares up i feel like an 80 year old woman

80 year old woman: every time my back pain flares up i feel like a 22yo transsexual on the internet

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(ID in alt)

commission for @inverted-dagger >:)

commission me?

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we finally meet again

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Fuck it. Unhinged smash or pass. Spin the wheel.

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I love using "by the way" as a segue into topics that are completely unrelated to the matters at hand. it isn't remotely by the way, quite a ways out of the way in fact. a little adventure

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Brown eyes are so iconic and beautiful

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I hate checking out a piece of media your mutuals love dearly and just being unmoved. Unimpressed. Like I’m getting a bad grade in mutual a thing that is normal to fear and possible to achieve

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sometimes a theme recurs in your work without your permission. and sometimes it reaches a threshold where you're like. well now i think this is saying something about me against my will. don't know what though

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I wish at the part in Death Note where L and Light have their tennis match and the teacher wants them to join the tennis team that he successfully convinced them and the whole story just abruptly pivoted to a sports manga

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fucking relatable master yupa

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Thinking About Fictional Character while you have music on is such a risky activity. there’s no way EVERY song on this album is literally about Fictional Character. and yet……..

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Obsessed with these two women who saw a Pokémon battle going on and did not give one single fuck

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Metal Sonic looking at Omega like: You're malfunctioning. (You chose.) You're delusional. (You chose.) You broke every rule. (You chose.) You debase yourself amongst inferior organics. (You chose.) You lost your purpose. (You chose.) There is no point to your continued existence. (You chose.) You broke every rule. (You chose.) You will suffer the consequences of your own actions. You will be destroyed. You will not get a choice. (I never did.)

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A character foil thing between Metal and Omega for me is that Metal refuses to feel its emotions while Omega feels his too strongly. But the result is that they're both so out of touch that these emotions control them.

Metal is incredibly OCD-like (and I do say that with the fullest connotation of that mental illness, as someone who has that mental illness: I fully mean to imply that Metal has a robot version of OCD here) in keeping its thoughts and actions in line with its values. It is constantly self-analyzing. It's very in-tune with the operations of its processor to the point that it would be able to trace the inception of an idea to the exact point in its memory banks. The only problem is that it uses this ability to insist that any emotion it has is illogical. . . which means that it doesn't understand its emotions and how they impact its behavior at all.

Whereas Omega, though running on essentially the same hardware, is damn near oblivious to his own thought processes. He's impulsive as hell and leans into what he feels/sees as the only correct option. He never analyzes why he might be feeling the way he does; he just goes guns blazing if someone sets him off. He'll be able to name you, with relative accuracy, the emotion he is experiencing, but he'll never do anything with this information other than stew in it.

But the unifying point between these two is that they're both so full of rage. They're just on polar opposite ends of the spectrum about how they deal with it.

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"metal isn't capable of experiencing real emotions"

sure he is, he just has to unlock them first (and then he feels them Too Intensely)

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Metal Sonic always looks stiff. There is no way for it to "relax". The angles of its body were not designed to sit on couches or lay down. Blankets cause system overheats; fabric gets caught on the sharp edges of its plating. Releasing its joints from tension delays response time in an emergency. It cannot afford such a loss of control.

It cannot.