#just a quick post on some boundaries!
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pastel-medic Ā· 6 months ago
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I absolutely adore your art
Your medic is also very lovely!šŸ°šŸ“
Is there a possibility youā€™d like to be mutuals??
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Why thank you, that's very sweet of you to say! I'm flattered and humbled you enjoy my art!!! šŸ°šŸ’–
So the thing is I'm a really anxious person and don't often follow those I don't know/haven't interacted much with. I don't expect follow backs from other artists I follow, they just happen naturally! I hope this doesn't discourage you or seem rude, and it's nothing you've said or done nor is it personal! I'm just very nervous around people/strangers online, and I tend to get intensely weary when something feels parasocial to me!
I also don't really follow minors much cuz I'm not really comfy with engaging with anyone under 18 in general. I act like a big brother or overprotective mama with my friends who are younger than me and I try to keep interactions minimal! If I'm unsure what age you are I am less likely to follow back (age or clarifying if you're an adult or minor in bios helps me)! My art blog is 16+ but I can't check every single person who wants to follow my blog, tho I trust that people can behave and be kind (unlike on tiktok where almost everyone is a bully towards artists ;-: it's a scary place)
I appreciate you asking tho it's very considerate of you! šŸ‘šŸ¼šŸ’Œ
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snackugaki Ā· 9 months ago
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#not a perfect return to posting art#but fuck if my pettiness isn't a great driving force#lol about what snack??#some ole bullshit i saw on the whassit... insta or twitter#one of those two where ā€œFaNsā€ go to pretend they got no fucking manners#oOoOh you're a this that whatever artist because look you draw like this one OoOoh#fuck outa here#literally I'm gonna post going through my whole goddamn style rolodex#also?#personal art style is not as big a deal as some of these new/young artists think it is#like maybe in commercial or children's book illustration#since they look for a specific vibe#and you're doing yourself an artistic disservice by focusing so much on ā€œcreating a personal styleā€#and this weird fucking self-imposed boundary of like appreciating how an artist renders this or that aspect of their drawing#because they think the plagiarism police are gonna SWAT them#like... it's pretty and you like it bcoz it speaks to you so#fucking just#try it out#try out that type of line weight#try out that color palette#try out that way of lighting a person or a scene#try it#listen everyone is out here being an aesthetic frankenstein's monster#the minute you try out xyz in your art it becomes ā€œyour styleā€ because how you interpret it replicate it will be#influenced (altered you could say) by how you draw#unless your ass getting paid to draw on model or your art lead's style or you wanna get on a show/game so you're cobbling a quick portfolio#but that's not this#also lol next mutation still got fans#my childhood nostalgia says hello#tw eyestrain
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favroitecrime Ā· 1 year ago
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god send the flood theyā€™re on twitter and tiktok calling people pleasing harmful manipulation and comparing icing in a cake to sexual assault. and theyā€™ve got licensed therapists agreeing with them. no no, theyā€™ve got licensed therapists making these analogies for them. i hope that man chokes on the next cake he bites into.
#like listen listen at first i was like#hmm he has a point if she specifically asked and he was like i want this this and this it makes sense heā€™d point it out at least#like so long as he was appreciative and whatever#but then i thought about it and him saying she said he embarrassed her in front of her kids#and how she kicked him out of her house#like that man definitely did more than just casually comment as he wants us to think#and itā€™s so interesting seeing these grown adults go feral talking about toxic r/s and manipulation and people pleasing#like IF he didnā€™t do something horrible (doubt)#this is at most just a misunderstanding that could quickly be resolved if they both sat down and had a quick talk#also like he couldā€™ve just said itā€™s great in front of guests and then later privately kindly point out that he loved it but was wondering#why she went with vanilla frosting instead of chocolate#like listen itā€™s ssoooooo picky i get it itā€™s so fucking stupid but it was his birthday and she did specifically ask#anyway fuck him and fuck everyone being horrible to her#like iā€™m on her side purely because of how insane people are acting#tag: i speakth#also he posted an update where he was like i apologized and she hasnā€™t replied yet sheā€™s probably thinking of how to#and the woman who posted the screenshot to twitter was like ā€˜ew iā€™d dump herā€™ are you insane#this is why theyā€™re all bitter over there nothing but egos and pride getting in the way and rudeness disguised as ā€˜boundariesā€™#like yes yes boundaries exist and should be respected no duh but the way some of these people are just so damn rude#and wanna call it a boundary of theirs or just being honest or whatever like no youā€™re just rude#and thereā€™s a difference between being polite and people pleasing youā€™re all just genuinely stupid and keep trying to view the world in#extremes rather than spectrums we have severely regressed
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chewy-toyz Ā· 1 year ago
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slapintoaslimjim Ā· 1 month ago
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katsuki bakugou boyfriend headcanons !
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fem pronouns used :3
-youā€™re the ONLY person he allows to invade his personal space
-he actually gets kinda offended and pouty when youā€™re not clung to him while you two are spending alone time together
-ā€œwhatā€™re you doing?ā€ ā€œkats iā€™m doing something real quick-ā€œ ā€œmy girlfriend hates meeeeā€ (dramatic much)
-you two have matching hoodies (that were his idea) and when you two wear them heā€™s constantly posting photos of you two wearing them
-scary dog privilege!!
-he doesnā€™t even have to say anything to anyone- no need for ā€œiā€™m her boyfriend you prickā€ nope. his arm is either around your waist or his hand is holding yours and his presence is enough to keep people from being weird to you
-hot take, but heā€™s not possessive. he knows he can trust you and he knows you trust him
-protective? absolutely
-if itā€™s night time, just be prepared for constant check ins, or for him to self insert himself to come with you wherever youā€™re going. unless itā€™s a girls night out, he has the respect of boundaries to not insert himself into that and wants you to enjoy your time
-youā€™d swear he has maternal instincts because he does not go to sleep when youā€™re out late with friends, not until you are home
-he doesnā€™t flip his shit either if you donā€™t message him back in a ā€œtimely mannerā€ bc yes heā€™s protective of you and wants you safe, but heā€™s not a controlling asshole
-he has a lot of body heat due to his quirk so anemic girlies who are always cold RISE UP cause heā€™s taking advantage of that to cuddle the shit out of you (even if you donā€™t have anemia heā€™s still gonna cuddle you)
-if youā€™re a miss independent, he loves that about you
-but some things he wants to do entirety for himself without your help/input
-paying for things (everything) is a big one. ā€œbabe i can pay for this it isnā€™t even muchā€ and he wonā€™t even verbally respond, heā€™ll just give you with an offended look like you just cussed him tf out LMAO
-heā€™ll set you on the counter and let you yap to him while he cooks for the two of you
-if heā€™s trying a new recipe, youā€™re his taste tester
-ā€œthis is actually really good, good job baby!ā€
-cue him smiling like an absolute fool
-youā€™re definitely his natural valium, whenever heā€™s in an overstimulated/pissed off/panicked state, something about your presence just calms him down to where he can talk it out with you
-oh, and donā€™t try insulting yourself around him
-cause good GOD the glare heā€™s gonna give you is insane
-knows how youā€™re feeling just by looking at you
-heā€™s a super observant person, so he knows a lot of your patterns, favorite things, etc without you having to mention them over and over
-ā€œoh youā€™re making [favorite meal]?ā€ ā€œyea, ya mentioned how you havenā€™t had it in a while and how you missed itā€
-food is definitely a bond and love language
-heā€™s pretty passive about pda, as long as heā€™s got an arm around you, or youā€™re holding his bicep heā€™s more than okay
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nhura Ā· 4 months ago
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QUICK NO ONE'S LOOKING
(See readmore for thoughts, cope, bonus, etc.)
Anyone else up thinking about Ratio's big, strong, secure arms and how warm and all-consuming they could be in a hug or embrace. :/ Anyway
I just wanted to draw them being cute and seizing a sliver of a moment where they could have some PDA silly time without actually having any eyes on them. They're public figures and working adults with very clear boundaries between public persona and private life (to varying degrees of "in a sad way"), so while it may be in Aventurine's nature to constantly blur lines for various agendas and self-preservation (read: play "the flirt" without an aligned goal), I believe that in an actual relationship they'd be fairly private.
It's kind of fun to break your own rules, though! Ratio would be more upset about the consequences, though. He's a little bit of a hypocrite, which is devastating for someone of such discipline, but nobody's perfect.
I'm of the mentality of, "If you're tired of working on it, then just post it!", so here are some fun peripherals that I didn't feel like adding:
Some staff in the background sweeping up to evoke a blended sense of fragile privacy and liminal time.
A laptop on the aquarium/bar/counter because there's something fascinating about seeing people on their work laptops in public.
The rest of their clothes (casual friday)
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matsunoluvr Ā· 5 months ago
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ą­Øą­§ ā€§ā‚ŠĖš ā‹… when the love and deepspace boys get jealous
warnings: pouty men, jealous xavier is a warning in itself, sorry if i mischaracteriseā€¦. and i also have favourites LOLL
characters: sylus, zayne, rafayel, xavier
link to master list here!
author notes: all i can think of is pouty rafayel and jealous xavier my brain is a melted goop of lnds brainrotā€¦ also sorry for not posting in a while i was on holiday!!
also quick reminder that i have requests open but 1. iā€™ll get to them slowly and 2. please read my pinned post about rules!
more under the cut ~
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out of the four men i think sylus is the least jealous - now let me elaborate that possessiveness and jealousy (in my eyes) are very different
if you talk to another man, sylus both trusts you and has enough faith in himself to know that no matter what the dude does, sylus is yours and youā€™re his
he trusts you 100%, without a shadow of a doubt. and this translates through his lack of jealousy when you spend time with other people
however, if the man even attempts to lay a finger on you, his tone becomes too sweet or his hand inches a bit too close and youā€™re getting uncomfortable?
you bet your ass sylus is interfering.
immediately shifts his body to create distance between you and the other party
he flashes a dangerous look at the other man, evol glowing dangerously as it whispers a small warning into the otherā€™s ear
ā€œStay away and you get to stay alive.ā€
he seriously doesn't fuck around when it comes to your comfort and safety, and if he feels that another man is compromising it or pushing the boundaries it really ticks him off
when does sylus get jealous?
mostly when you start to spend less time with him and more time with others
itā€™s not as if as soon as you spend time with someone else he gets jealous, but if it causes you to start to ignore him/spend less time with him he gets jealous
when he gets jealous, he doesnā€™t hide it at all
sylus isnā€™t one to keep his feelings from you, so when you see his displeasured frown you know immediately something is up
he doesnā€™t get angry or petty when jealous, he just makes it clear that heā€™s not happy with the division of attention
when you ask him whatā€™s up, he gives you the answer plain and simple
ā€œGetting bored of me already? How come youā€™re spending more time with [ā€¦] than me, Iā€™m jealous.ā€
his voice is slow and clearly unimpressed, crossing his arms as he looks you up and down.
luckily for you, heā€™s not hard to win over
spend time with him, even if itā€™s not active such as going out to restaurants or to one of his formal events
the two of you sitting in comfortable silence, him reading a magazine and you looking through moments, thatā€™s more than enough for him
heā€™s not opposed to displays of physical affection either, cuddling or kisses to his face - anything that tells him ā€œyouā€™re mine/iā€™m yoursā€ will satisfy him
just make sure not to spend TOO much time with the other person, otherwise sylus might seriously hunt them down
heā€™d never make you jealous on purpose, he had no interest in other women/men at all and respects you way too much to pull petty moves like that
when sylus accidentally makes you jealous, heā€™ll definitely pamper you, spoil you with gifts and spend time with you
wanted to get the new limited edition plushie? heā€™ll stay in the arcade with you until you get all of them. wanted a new game on steam? heā€™s bought both the game, all the dlcs and any in game passes and currency.
Somewhere at some point during the day he'll simply come clean about it, after all he's a straight forward man and he trusts you.
"I'm sorry sweetie, I didn't mean to make you jealous. Forgive me, please?"
tldr; sylus is a love sick loser that knows youā€™re equally in love with him as he is with you
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here goes the award to the most composed LI - zayne gets jealous alright, not nearly as much as the coming two but he still gets jealous
it's not that he doesn't trust you, but watching you smile so brightly to the cafƩ employee or get a little too friendly with another doctor sets him on edge
if you're talking to male friends/giving them friendly hugs zayne's completely fine with it, he's happy to see you surrounded by people who care for you and for you to be happy too
at first it's hard to tell when zayne gets jealous, he has a poker face that would put lady gaga to shame
however, after a while you discover the few subtleties that give away his disgruntled state
for example, if you're talking a bit too excitedly or friendly to the barista - especially one you'd both met just today - there'd be a little crease in his forehead, his mouthwould be a fraction more downturned and his eyes a bit narrower as if he was squinting
or if you talk to him about a male colleague when you two were supposed to be out on a date, he'd definitely be jealous... however the only give away would be the faintest purse of his lips and twitch of his eyebrow
if you ask him if he's jealous he's going to deny it, he usually doesn't lie but when it comes to vulnerable emotions such as jealousy i feel he'd have difficulties expressing them
"Jealous? I'm not jealous, don't worry about me."
but then the right side of his mouth is twitching a little and if you focus hard enough he gives the impression of a kicked puppy, a very subtle hint of 'give me attention'
if you manage to learn the art of 'zayne expression reading' and finally notice that he's not 'lactose-intolerant-and-having-stomach-issues-causing-him-to-look-like-that' but in fact jealous, here's a few ways to heal your zayne!!
zayne specialists recommend a good dosage of subtle affections - e.g. bringing up one of his interests or reminiscing upon something you two did in the past, basically indicating to him 'hey, i still love you most in the world!'
he's a perceptive man and will pick up on what you're doing relatively quick, and his little grumpy face will relax back into the unconscious, soft smile he adopts when in your presence
if he accidentally makes you jealous, he makes sure you know more than anyone else in the world that he's yours and yours only.
reciprocates the small gestures such as holding your hand in public or introducing you to his colleagues
"Good afternoon to you too. I believe you haven't met [Y/N] before?"
and then he'll adjust his hand placement, sliding from patting your shoulder to gentle resting on the small of your back, a little intimate gesture that screams "I'm their partner."
makes sure by the end of the day he's got the message across, and at one point brings it up (even though you've basically forgotten what he did to make you jealous anyways)
"I didn't mean to upset you, [Y/N]. I love you only, no one else could replace you, I promise."
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okay, yeah, we made it to jealous, pouty, bratty man territory
thereā€™s an evident gap between zayne level jealousy and rafayel level jealousy
donā€™t get me wrong, rafayel would do anything you asked of him - partially because of his whole lumerian bond and also because heā€™s utterly whipped for you
does he love you? thatā€™s a stupid question to ask oh course he doesā€¦ but does he truly trust you?
iā€™d like to think that rafayel (if he was dating you in this situation) is absolutely devoted to you and trusts you wholeheartedly, but in reality rafayel has deep engraved fears and uncertainties
he has a fear of being forgotten about, and likely (as a consequence of being forgotten multiple times) - the idea of being abandoned or replaced sends physical chills down his spine
so honestly, rafayelā€™s jealousy stems from the unwavering fear of being left alone, lost and forgotten againā€¦
the pain of being forgotten, itā€™s not something heā€™s willing to go through any more, causing it to be difficult to fully reassure him that youā€™re his.
on a more lighter, more playful level, rafayelā€™s jealousy would probably lay with animals - specifically cats and sea creatures
one day he finds that instead of lazing about with him indoors, that you were outside napping with a cat on your lap
if he wasnā€™t so afraid of the cat concerned for your quality and length of sleep he wouldā€™ve had a go at the cat as it smirked triumphantly at him, licking its paws as it rolls around in your lap.
when complaining later on he would be his usual, petulant self, pouting and crossing his arms, tilting his chin up etc
ā€œI guess you prefer those furry monsters over a fishie like me, why donā€™t you just leave me for one?ā€
to fix this petty brattiness is simple!
simply devote all your attention and affections to rafayel, as in when you two are alone and spending time together you can just pat his head or trace his beauty marks
heā€™ll be pouting the whole time, but after a few pats heā€™ll get embarrassed and his ears will go red as he says something like ā€œIā€™m not a catā€¦ā€ yet he still lets you pet him lol
rafayel especially likes it when you gently stroke at the roots of his hair, leaning into your touch a little every time you thread deeper into his hair
however, if you spend too much time with another man rather than rafayel, itā€™s a whole different type of jealousy/insecurity
heā€™s quiet, too quiet, and withdrawn
the situation was deeply confusing the first time around
itā€™s as if you ordered the wrong rafayel, what happened to his usual bratty and playful personality? this wasnā€™t like all the other times.
unlike his childish display of jealousy when you were with the cat, this time he had a schooled expression, blank, a facade
his expression was eerie, youā€™d never seen him like this, soā€¦ emotionless seeming
rafayel, really, was emotionally detaching from the relationship - he still loves you oh my god he adores you so much heā€™d sacrifice everything he had for you, but the idea of you preferring that other person over him?
it sends him into panic, and all he (believed he) could do was numb himself, anticipate the leave or him getting forgotten
(am i projecting too much hereā€¦ avoidant attachment rafayel believer and lover šŸ˜žšŸ™)
if he withdrew from the relationship first, maybe it would hurt less being left again
of course you werenā€™t intending to leave him, so how do you fix this?
well, as unhealthy as this may seem, spending less time with the new person and more time with rafayel really would be the only way i could think of making him feel better
saying things such as ā€œRafayel I would never leave you.ā€ can only provide him with short-term reassurance, after all how many times have you said that before and then still proceeded to leave him?
instead, caress him gently, give him time to feel safe in the relationship again. late night calls where you two fall asleep together or hold him in your arms as you two both sleep at night
this avoidant attachment style will, however, probably go when you two start dating, since in dating you rafayel has probably decided to let you into his heart and whole heartedly trusts you now :)
if rafayel accidentally makes you jealous, depending on the severity (again) hereā€™s what heā€™d do
if it was a simple thing (such as spending too much time with the shakes idk something more tame) heā€™d definitely tease you
ā€œAwwh cutie? Getting jealous of the sharks? Donā€™t worry, I prefer you over them any day.ā€
heā€™ll have this smug ass grin that pisses you off, as much as it makes you love him too
rafayel will give you more hugs and gifts than usual for a while after, claiming itā€™s ā€˜nothingā€™ and that youā€™re ā€™hallucinating thingsā€™ when you ask what heā€™s doing
really heā€™s apologising, but you donā€™t need to know that
if he made you really jealous/upset heā€™ll make is extremely clear to you that he belongs to you, his heart and will is yours
will become more clingy and affectionate with you (not that he does it on purpose infact heā€™s only showing his true desires more), forever. like, you get jealous? donā€™t worry, literally for the rest of your life youā€™ll know that rafayel is head-over-heels for you.
tldr: he needs a hug :( also i ended up writing way more than intended but im a rafayel lover, writer and if he has no stans left im dead
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here he is, the most jealous and arguably possessive man in lnd.
xavier tries to hide it, but everyone knows that heā€™s yours, without a shadow of a doubt
we all saw what happened with jeremiah, donā€™t make me pull out the receipts LOL. like jeremiah was just happy to finally see the girl xavier was lining over for centuries and xavier was already losing his shit šŸ˜­
literally anyone talking to you too affectionately will tick him off, but xavierā€™s too sly to make it obvious
youā€™re talking to a doctor (cough zayne) ? xavier brings up some sort of old medicine they donā€™t or asks about their speciality so you stop talking to them
talking to a protocore specialist? heā€™ll all of a sudden be holding a textbook worthy protocore, worth the poor persons whole shop
a florist? heā€™s pointing at every flower and naming them, both common and scientific name.
ā€œOh [Y/N], look at that flower. I believe itā€™s called a Lonicera periclymenum?ā€
*turns to face the clearly shocked and flustered florist with a polite smile*
ā€œWell, maybe you know it as a honeysuckle, is that correct?ā€
after living for so long heā€™s learnt many things, and boy does he use it to his advantage
when xavier gets jealous, he doesnā€™t expect anything from you, no no, this man is a service boyfriend if iā€™ve ever seen one, he was MADE to please you
rather than thinking ā€œoh you donā€™t like me anymore iā€™m so upsetā€œ he thinks ā€œi need to serve and show you iā€™m yours.ā€
do you like sweet things? heā€™s buying you chocolates of all kinds, if thatā€™s not your jam heā€™s got pastries, or candy, or fresh fruit, maybe everything in a little gift box
prefer savoury foods? heā€™ll cook you a meal that he knows you like (even if you donā€™t trust the food) heā€™ll practice making it until you like it
if you talk about another person when youā€™re one on one with him, heā€™ll do little things to get your attention, maybe bite your finger softly or tuck hair behind your ear, little fleeting touches and such
cheeky little grins and conversational diversions such as 'Oh? What about you, how did you do in the exam?' or 'What were you buying in the supermarket?' - more ways of saying "i'm yours, don't forget"
but if you wanted to reassure xavier, physical affections such as cuddling and kisses can win him over
nap with him for a few nights (really he forgave you the first night, he just pretended to be grumpy with you for a while longer for more naps) and heā€™ll be satisfied (for now)
ā€œCome cuddle with me starlight, Iā€™ve still not forgiven you.ā€
(heā€™s lying, he forgave you like a week ago)
likes it when you play with his hair when you two cuddle - now this makes me want to write abt how the men cuddle lol
if he accidentally makes you jealous itā€™d probably be when the two of you are on a mission and he flirts with another woman to easily progress through a mission
the two of you are in the hotel room and youā€™re sulking in the bed, turning away from him and clearly displeased
xavier knows youā€™re jealous, and can only huff out an amused breath - he doesnā€™t like that youā€™re feeling bad but heā€™s happy that youā€™re jealousā€¦ means you like him as much as he likes you!
he gently walks over to the bed, shifting onto the duvet beside you and reaches out to touch your shoulder - making sure youā€™re okay with him touching you
if you let him, heā€™ll lie down next to you and slowly wrap his arms around you, spooning you from behind as he slowly kisses the top of your head
slipping your shirt down to just below your shoulder, he gives the skin of your back gentle kisses as he apologises
ā€œIā€™m sorry, it was for the mission. Iā€™ve only ever loved you, so please donā€™t be angry.ā€
and then he nuzzled into your back until you finally cave in, twisting around and hugging him back.
heā€™ll be seriously apologetic about it though, and in the future avoid such intimate forms of gathering information even *if* you told him it was okay
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AN; i got way too carried away with rafayel ANYWAYS hope you enjoy and now i want to write smaller hcs on how the men cuddle lolol
also this isnā€™t proofread no beta we die like caleb ig
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watchmegetobsessed Ā· 2 months ago
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UNMATCHED
A/N: it's been like 6 months since i last posted something and honestly, i haven't even written anything, things are very shitty these days but i felt the motivation to write this quickly after watching 'tell me lies' and 'rivals' these past weeks so here we go! if student-prof type of fics are not your thing then don't read it
WORD COUNT: 2.6k
WARNING: age gap, student-professor relationship
SUMMARY:Ā Harry is very strict about staying away from students as a young and handsome professor, but there is one person he can't get out of his head and a Christmas party brings an unexpected turn.
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Harry hates these type of parties, mostly because he canā€™t imagine inviting dozens of students into his home, his private space, have the roam around and spend an entire evening with them, talking and pretending like they arenā€™t just trying to get a better grade at the end of the semester with their too friendly behavior. Or, in his case, some girls try to push the boundaries and flirt with him, hoping to hook up with him.Ā 
He is not stupid. He has heard students whisper about him several times, he notices the heart eyes when he is talking in class and he has gotten several phone numbers on papers since he started his PHD studies and started teaching last year. His friends teased him about being the heartthrob of the faculty, but he didnā€™t think it would actually happen and to this extent. To avoid any possible scandals, not that he planned to make any, he has put on quite a rigid mask towards the students to scare them off from even trying, though that hasnā€™t stopped some of them from wanting to shoot their shot.Ā 
He wouldnā€™t have come to this party, he would rather be home and continue his research thatā€™s still not even close to being done, but Professor Bradford, or Stella as she requests Harry to call her, is the only person he gets along with in the faculty. She is 18 years older than Harry, but still younger than the rest of the old men who have been teaching here since probably before the declaration of independence was signed. Those men are the reason younger people donā€™t like classic literature anymore, with their outdated ways of teaching and unwillingness to bring something modern into their lectures they are scaring the new generations away. But not Stella. She is one of the reasons Harry went into his PHD and now he gets to work with her. He couldnā€™t just reject her invitation for her annual Christmas Party she holds for her students and some colleagues.Ā 
Now he is standing by the wall, drinking mulled wine and just gritting his teeth, trying to calculate how early is too early to leave. A couple of girls have already tried to chat him up, they like to circle him, leave him almost no room to escape and then make him talk about school stuff, but then they slyly bring up personal things, hoping to break his usual character, but he sees through them always.Ā 
Harryā€™s best friend, Niall always teases him that he should just give in and have fun with one of them. His morals are a lot looser than Harryā€™s, thatā€™s for sure.Ā 
Just as he is about to look for the bathroom, not to use it but to hide for a bit, another group of girls spots him and he can already feel his skin crawling as they approach him from down the hallway. He is quick to assess the situation, but he realizes he has no chance of fleeing before they reach him.Ā 
ā€œProfesor! So good to see you here!ā€Ā 
And here we go.Ā 
It goes the same, they are extremely nice and inquiring about his plans for the next semester and then suddenly they are talking about summer and Harry knows they are moments away from asking what heā€™ll be doing once the school year is over. One of the girls is talking about going to Italy on a yacht and the others chime in with their own ridiculously over the top plans while Harry is avoiding to even look at them, his eyes roam around the other guests.Ā 
Thatā€™s when he sees her.Ā 
Just down the hall he can peek into the kitchen and there she is, with a boy Harry assumes to be her boyfriend. Heā€™s seen them around campus the past few weeks, he even waited for her after Harryā€™s class and saw them walk away together as he fought the way his stomach churned every time.Ā 
Since the moment she walked into his class at the beginning of the semester Harry has been feeling like he is losing his mind. Whether it be the way she laughs with her friends before class or focuses with undivided attention as Harry explains something by the board, or says hello every time she passes him in the cafeteria, Harry canā€™t stop thinking about her for days after even though he knows such feelings should be banned from his mind when it comes to a student. Every time he catches himself thinking about her he wants to throw himself out the window, but he still canā€™t fight it. Thereā€™s something in her that draws him in and swallows him whole and itā€™s not just the looks. Unlike a lot of students who take his classes for easy credits or to drool after him, she is there to learn as much as she can and sheā€™s had the most brilliant thoughts on certain subjects Harry has ever encountered, making him almost jealous he wasnā€™t the one to think about them.Ā 
She isā€¦ unmatched. And forbidden, but impossible to ignore. Sheā€™s been his vice for months.
From where he stands it appears she is having a fight with said boyfriend, her always cheerful expression is now rather upset and confused while the boy seems to be over the conversation, almost irritated by her, dismissed. Harry tries to appear not too obvious about watching them, but he is also way too fixated on her to ignore whatā€™s happening just down the hallway.Ā 
He glances away just for a few seconds, but the next time he looks back he sees the boy stomping away, irritated, while she is left there, pulling on her coat before disappearing through the backdoor, swallowed by the darkness of the unlit back terrace.Ā 
And before Harry could stop himself, he is already moving.
ā€œExcuse me girl,ā€ he mumbles disorientedly as he slips out of the small circle.Ā 
He places his glass to a nearby table and then grabs his own coat from the wardrobe in the hallway before making his way outside. After her.Ā 
The moment he steps out into the cold a short sense of realization washes over him that he definitely shouldnā€™t be here, that he is crossing a line, but then another voice in his head tunes it out, convincing him that he is just making sure she is okay and thereā€™s nothing wrong with that.Ā 
Stopping by the door his gaze rakes through the terrace, but he doesnā€™t see her, until she spots her slouched form sitting on the bottom of the stairs leading out to the lawn. He hears her sniffling, but she hasnā€™t acknowledged his presence yet, if she noticed it at all. Thereā€™s a couple of moments of hesitation on his end, he can hear the rational side of him screaming somewhere in the back of his mind, telling him to turn around and just walk back inside, yet he still finds himself moving towards him and then that voice is silenced.Ā 
ā€œEverything alright?ā€ Harry asks from the top of the stairs, but he startles her so much that she jumps to her feet and backs away a few feet. Thatā€™s when he sees her tearful eyes and red nose.Ā 
ā€œS-Sorry, I donā€™tā€“ā€
ā€œHey, itā€™s all good. You didnā€™t do anything wrong. Just checking in.ā€
She squints her eyes at him and thatā€™s when he realizes she must not even see his face since the light is coming right behind him. So he walks down the stairs and then finally his face is lit and realization settles in her eyes.Ā 
ā€œOh, Professor Styles. Hi.ā€
ā€œHello Y/N. Are you okay?ā€ he asks again, to which she just chuckles bitterly.Ā 
He canā€™t miss that even with tears running down her cheeks and her eyelashes stuck together, she looks so fucking beautiful it baffles him. He has to fight the urge to reach out and touch her tear-soaked cheeks.Ā 
ā€œUm, yeah, everything isā€¦ perfect,ā€ she scoffs, reaching into her pockets, probably looking for tissues, but finding none so Harry grabs one from his inner pocket, handing it over to her, her fingers brushing against his for the shortest second as she takes it and then itā€™s over, but his skin keeps tingling.Ā 
ā€œThanks,ā€ she mumbles before drying her face as much as she can. ā€œIā€™m good. Justā€¦ā€ She looks at him and changes her mind. ā€œAh, wouldnā€™t want to bore you with my nonsense personal drama.ā€
ā€œDrama is never boring, have you learned nothing in my class?ā€ he jokes and it actually makes her laugh.Ā 
ā€œThis drama is not worthy of being taught in class though.ā€
ā€œI bet some of the big names thought the same thing upon writing what we read in class these days.ā€
ā€œSo youā€™re saying I should write about how my boyfriend is fed up with me because I told him something he did hurt me?ā€
ā€œThat sounds like something I bet a lot of people would want to read about,ā€ he smiles and when she mirrors it, he can feel his chest expanding. Somewhere way too deep in his mind an alarm goes off, but it quickly becomes one with the void and all he can think about is her. ā€œActually I can think of a few great pieces that are about similar topics.ā€
ā€œReally?ā€
ā€œYeah, believe it or not, youā€™re not the first one to experience this.ā€
The way she looks at him is setting him on fire. The mixture of sadness, tiredness and gratitude towards his attempt to cheer her up is still making her glow in a way Harry has never seen before on any woman.Ā 
ā€œDo you mind analyzing one for me right now?ā€
ā€œIā€™d be happy to.ā€
The party is completely tuned out for the two of them. First they actually talk about a novel, but soon it turns into sharing their favorite books and authors, their guilty pleasure reads,Ā  recommendations for each other and even more personal bits Harry would never share with a student, but Y/N is the exception.Ā 
They have no idea how much time passes as they stand outside and Harry ignores how the cold starts to sting his fingertips even in his pockets, because he knows that if they go inside this bubble will pop and he is too selfish to let that happen just yet.Ā 
When thereā€™s a short silence Harry notices that she is probably slipping back into what happened earlier and when she looks at him again he already knows she is about to share.
ā€œI gave him a chance and explicitly told him not to fuck me over, because I canā€™t deal with that again. But all he has been doing is manipulating to believe that Iā€™m always in the wrong.ā€
ā€œItā€™s impossible for you to always be in the wrong.ā€
ā€œI know. Well, part of me knows, but then I always go back to thinking that he is right, I must have messed up something.ā€
ā€œThat just proves that you have self-criticism, that you donā€™t just think everything you do is perfect.ā€
She sighs and looks away, her gaze distant as she battles herself inside her head, a feeling Harry knows very well, unfortunately. It doesnā€™t sit right with him that she is visibly struggling because of an immature guyā€™s untreated problems. She deserves so much more, but how can he tell that without crossing a line?
ā€œGive it some time and youā€™ll see it clearer. Use your critical thinking on his actions as well, not just yours and donā€™t settle for less than your worth.ā€
ā€œYou think I did that?ā€ she asks, eyes jumping back to meet his gaze. ā€œYou think I settled for less than my worth?ā€
Thereā€™s more behind her eyes than the words she said out loud and he is torn, because he can feel himself being pulled in more than ever, like she just opened the door the slightest and he has the chance to slip in. Itā€™s the first time he senses something on her part and after all the yearning he is eager to take the chance.Ā 
ā€œI think you deserve a lot more, Y/N. Youā€™re brilliant, bright and give so much to others, you should get the same amount if not more back. If someone canā€™t see that, then they donā€™t deserve you.ā€
For a second he wishes he didnā€™t say a thing, he regrets crossing the line and he fears her reaction, but thenā€¦Ā 
Then he forgets everything. Because she is kissing him.Ā 
It happens fast, one moment she is staring up at him with doe eyes, the next her lips are crashing against his, her hands grabbing onto the lapels of his coat. He barely recovers from the shock when she is already pulling away.
ā€œI-Iā€™m so sorry, I d-didnā€™t mean to, I justā€”Oh my Goā€“ā€
Her stammering is quickly cut short when he kisses her, his hands holding her jaw to angle her face perfectly and while her kiss was closed, rushed and panicked, this one is different. He is quick to beg for her to open her lips so he can explore as much of her as humanly possible, he is letting all the passions loose that heā€™s been locking up these past months and when she returns it just as eagerly it just pushes him even further.Ā 
They inch back to the wall of the house and when he pins her against it a moan slips past her swollen lips, completely maddening him.Ā 
ā€œFuck, Y/N,ā€ he breathes against her lips, kissing her jawline, savoring the sweet taste of her skin thatā€™s supposed to be cold, but itā€™s actually burning. For him.Ā 
He keeps one hand on the side of her neck, the other one digs into her hip through her coat and she keeps pushing against him, while her hands wander under his coat, they are on his waist, back and when they move to his lower stomach, brushing against his belt, something snaps inside him.Ā 
But before he could completely lose his mind the backdoor opens and he quickly sobers up, pulling her farther away from the corner so they canā€™t be seen.Ā 
ā€œ...and that was actually crazy,ā€ a girl speaks up, oblivious to how Harry has Y/N pinned against the wall just a few feet away. They are both breathing heavily, but she has her face buried in his shoulder while he covers his mouth with a hand, adrenaline racing through his veins.Ā 
ā€œAh shit, Iā€™m out of cigarettes,ā€ another girl says.
ā€œMm letā€™s get out of here then. I think Max said they are having a little party as well.ā€
ā€œOkay.ā€
Then the door opens again and the voices disappear, but reality hits Harry hard in the head.
He slowly pulls back, enough to look at her face and when he sees her swollen lips and slightly smeared mascara he almost combusts.Ā 
Because he wants nothing more than to take her, right here and then everywhere else in the world, but he also realizes what he just did and this time his rational side wins.Ā 
ā€œFuck,ā€ he gasps as he jumps back, cupping a hand over his mouth.
ā€œI wanted itā€“ā€
ā€œY/N, stop!ā€ he cuts her off. ā€œFuck, this was a mistake.ā€
ā€œBut I wanted it! You didnā€™tā€“ā€
ā€œI said stop!ā€ he barks and she shuts her mouth right away. ā€œThis shouldnā€™t have happened.ā€
And before she could protest again or worse, kiss him again, he is already storming back inside, across the house towards the front door.
ā€œHarry! I havenā€™t seen you all night!ā€ Stella catches him, but he just wants to get as far away from this house and from Y/N as possible.
ā€œIā€™m sorry, I need to go. Iā€™ll talk to you later,ā€ is all he manages to say before he is already out the door.
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evilminji Ā· 10 months ago
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You know what idea has always ENCHANTED ME?
Ever since I saw it on a sci-fi show?
The Deadly Magical House That Loves Youā„¢. See, it's a house that has become something MORE. Gained sentience. And? Instead of acting out some cheap horror movie jump scares? It digs deep to its foundations, thinks long n hard, and decides on what it WANTS.
And it WANTS?
To be a HOMEā„¢.
To TAKE CARE OF somebody. Have LIFE in its halls. Meals at its tables. Joy and laughter bouncing across its walls. So? It lays a trap. Lures people in.
Come live in me~
I am a good home.
I am Free! I am "Safe". I will give you whatever your heart desires.
I care not for morality or laws. Boundaries or taboos. Do you desire? Come, come, be HAPPY~! Live in me! Relax here! Forget about the world beyond these walls. Anything I can not give you, I can bring TOO you! This is a Happy Home.
But, of course, such sentience and pushiness terrifies. People run and flee in horror. The house getting more aggressive. Trying to hold tighter. After all! If they would just STAY for a while, they would SEE! It's so LOVELY here! The would LOVE to live inside them!
But... instead?
They are hurt.
Doors smashed open. Windows broken to escape. Furniture thrown. Their avatar, Jeeves, bashed with heavy things. Why... WHY?! They are only trying to HELP! To LOVE them! Be a good HOME! They grow more and more run down. Starved. Wrathful.
It is, of course, their Obsession. To be a home. They are so very hungry.
When? Who should come along?
But the depressed AF Ghost King! He's been... not TECHNICALLY kicked out. But "things are tense" kicked out. He's tired. His college courses are remote. He can't really AFFORD rent. And everything is just...
He's TIRED.
He wants to cry.
Why... why can't he have ONE good thing? ONE sign everything's gonna be alright?
"Free House!"
Well... I mean... that IS a literal sign. Huh. He flies down. The house notices him. Tries to look as enticing as it can. And? Gasp! I... It's WORKING? This one seems INTERESTED? Quick! Flowerbeds! Look at my flowerbeds! Ooooh, lovely floooowers! A.. and there's probably really nice wood flooring! C'mon. C'moooon!
Danny? Sees a free Lair. Not too far from both Gotham AND Metropolis. Good location. Needs a little fixing up. But I mean... you can't beat free, right?
Is he really gonna do this?
......fuck it. Yeah, let's do this. First house time. He's just glad he carries a sharpie on him most of the time. Scribbles "Sold!" Over the sign then calls Jazz. He's... kinda not sure WHAT he's supposed to pack?
Finds out, post move in, whoop. Sentient Lair. Clingy, clingy, highly desperate sentient Lair. Oof. Guess fixing up the place can be therapy for both of us. Jazz helps.
The house heals. He falls into a routine. Schoolwork, hang out in the garden or the observatory, meals FaceTiming friends or watching videos, naps whenever he wants them. It's... it's so peaceful. Quiet and soothing to his agitated and worn down soul. Like a balm.
House gets him whatever he needs. They're kinda awesome like that. Always seems to have room to fit this or that. He doesn't question it. His brain figuring it works on Zone logic.
He probably SHOULD have.
Because? Things have been going missing. At a slow, steady, pace. Food, technology, entertainment. A building that shouldn't BE there, has been spotted in a wealthy county just outside of Superman and Batman's two cities.
No one can get near it.
It's been getting BIGGER.
Growing, like a tumor, room by room. Floor by floor. The gardens creeping like kudzu, to swallow everything in their path. Yet delivery drivers drop things off. Things they don't remember. On trips they don't recall. People are scared.
Amateur detectives have managed to discover some sort of starlit fae that lives there, along with a human boy.
Justice League Dark has been called in. Are currently standing just outside the slowly creeping property line. A garden statue just hissed at them. The trees are trying to throw acorns. A hushed argument has already broken out. How do they contain the house?
@the-witchhunter @nerdpoe @hypewinter @hdgnj @babbling-babull @mutable-manifestation @spidori @lolottes
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elvirable Ā· 1 year ago
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[ Astarion x f!Reader/Tav ] | ao3 link
rating: explicit |Ā word count: 3.7k | status: complete themes/tags: vaginal sex, vaginal fingering, creampie, feelings realization, denial of feelings, light angst at the end, you know the sex scene after the tiefling party?, yeah so this is it, with astarions pov, already catching feelings smh, smut is halfway through, just skip to after all early dialogue
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Little did he know that evening, that was the beginning of his simple plan crumbling apart.
In other words: Astarion has been struggling to balance century-long instincts with newfound feelings, an undeniable connection. He carries out his simple little plan as intended, but meets complications he didn't quite expect. ----------- A/N: so i hung up my cod medals of honor to write this.. i've been playing for a month now. originally posted without proofreading, but its now edited for grammar and some terms -----
It was hard not to have fun around you.
Something of a child-like giddiness would buzz through his nerves whenever you sauntered over, his marbled red eyes wouldn't dare to miss a beat of the vision you were. Swaying hips and that deceivingly coy face. Of course, you were strikingly beautiful ā€“ a wickedly delectable sight ā€“ but that wasnā€™t the only source of his carnal anticipation.
It was just you, the enigmatic little thing you were.Ā 
Admittedly, Astarion believed he had read you like an open book the moment he laid eyes on you. It was an instinct of his: gathering a cerebral repository of notable ticks and body language, facial twitches, and octave changes in those around him. Watchful, constant observations.
He had chalked you up to a sort of stoic character at first. Graceful, to a degree, in your manner of subtly balancing the world around you. A stable composure, quick and quiet without brash or idle chatter.. unlike that Gale. You were a less flagrantly repulsive hero-type crafted in his mind ā€“ but he had still expected you to be oh-so predictable with a shallow drive for self-emaciating ā€˜justiceā€™. Whereas the others wore their baggage like a garment, you held your cards close to your chest ā€“ like a chameleon suddenly thrust into the spotlight.
Yet the sun rose and fell two or three times around the wilderness of Elturel, when he found himself pleasantly contradicted. He normally didnā€™t dedicate much attention towards someone he believed he so easily pegged, but his interest began to pique. Just enough to leave him sitting with an edge and a consuming desire to peer in closer.Ā 
Maybe it was the way your mouth twitched into a quiet smile during his verbal antics on the road or the firm passiveness you held from the blighted village to the drama of Emerald Grove; an intoxicatingly confusing blend of traits you harbored. The closer he watched you, the less blurred you became. You didnā€™t fear being authentic and enforcing boundaries to those who attempted to use you ā€“ but you werenā€™t cruel; you met the world around you just as it was, without discrimination. No unnecessary harm, no free handouts either.Ā 
Or perhaps it was your sarcastic remarks that stirred what little glee he had in him; an especially delicious and refreshing insight into your humor. While he could care to give a critical note or two on your lack of blatant cruelty, Astarion respected your compelling demeanor; he witnessed how all these companions turned their eyes so frequently to you with decision.
But what he did know for sure was the eye contact.
Gods, the first time your heads swiveled mid-strife and your gazes locked with a rich crackle ā€“ the memory alone was enough to stupefy him! Something strange stirred, something that didnā€™t sit comfortably. He didnā€™t know Ā what to make of it.
With all this said, that same sensation boiled inside his stomach as he mulled over his every interaction with you. He recalled that moment of midnight ā€“ when all was still and you had caught him prepared to taste your throat. Your wary stare pierced through him, washing away briefly the desperate pangs of blood-thirst and left him feeling.. nervous.Ā 
Ugh, how he despised the feeling.Ā 
He was sickened when all those ledgers of observations caved in on himself, caught in his pale throat. He had taken such an overwhelming liking to you ā€“ to the extent, he had realized, that he was drawn to your guidance, your approval; a repulsive frustration at the time enough to coil through his cold veins. Without much to say, however, he was adamantly relieved when you conceded and soon regularly allowed him to drink from your slender neck.Ā 
His trail of thoughts glossed over your stifled grunts onto the following morning: when you came to his defense as everyone felt the need to chime in with their unfettered prejudices. And how his ease, his excitement around you became persistently potent ā€“ a fresh energy that filled him as you spurred on his teasings and whims. Astarion noticed your subtle release of your ever-strong walls, just enough so he could relish in your humor and affable side.
There was always a hesitation at doting on the sensation that rose inside him at these thoughts of you. He surmised he was merely back in the practice; where he spun honeyed words and charmingly guile eye contact, to wrap his target around his finger. Any little edge of control he could grasp onto, the familiar taste of influence he used to know so well. These habits of two hundred years were kicking in. Heā€™d play the part and ā€“ sooner or later ā€“ this eagerness to please would be reversed onto you.
Whether it was his own willful denial or the culmination of fateā€™s ever-spinning thread, the first crumble began the night of the tiefling party.
.
Cool and clear was the star-freckled night. Everything was too merry for him: the wide-toothed grins of the tieflings, sharp strums of the lute, the chatter. Even the wine was downright awful, pungent and tart like vinegar.Ā 
Astarion wouldā€™ve normally indulged in his bitter mood, but it was the sight of your drunken smile that diffused his prior desire to complain.
How interesting, he thought as his eyes lapped up your squinted grin and eased laughter. It was helplessly infectious to see you so earnest, casually prattling on in conversation throughout the camp.Ā 
Red eyes followed while you made your rounds, encouraging the tieflingā€™s dancing lights spell and conversing with the bard. Astarion even raised a brow at the playful expression that washed over your face as you spoke to the hulking druid by the name of Halsin.Ā  When you strolled over to Shadowheart and he caught that carefully provocative glint in the raven-haired clericā€™s eyes ā€“ a chord of jealousy grew taut inside his chest.
He had half the mind to feel insulted that you hadnā€™t wandered in his direction yet, but that was quickly dispersed when he noticed you dismiss yourself and head towards a wooden crate near the riverfront.Ā 
Almost like a shadow, Astarion swept in your direction. Whether it was to merely take in your smile up close or to put his plan in motion, he settled on the latter. You were rifling through the crate that held what could barely pass as wine, muttering a quiet curse about the little tiefling probably pocketing a bottle or two.
ā€œHereā€™s my little treat with her cheeks all flushed,ā€ the words dripped from his mouth with a sweet cadence. ā€œYou will come to my bed tonight, wonā€™t you?ā€
You swiveled at the sound of his voice, raised brow accompanying your hazy smile. The influence of wine lowered your usual wariness, and he caught the realization flutter across your face; there was no constitution in attempting to act reserved, especially with the rapport you two had grown. Amusement was written all over your face, hardly concealed ā€“ you had decided to play along.
ā€œA little treat? You can do better than that.ā€Ā 
ā€œOh, I certainly can. It would be my pleasure.ā€
He leaned closer, half-lidded eyes darkening and breath heavy with a mischievous delight. You watched him expectantly, reveling in what would pour from his lips.
ā€œHow about this one,ā€ he loosened his posture, as if you both were stowed away from the entire world instead of dawdling along the outskirts of the shoddy camp. ā€œAll these accolades from the tieflings are nothing compared to the sound of my name, cried from your lips.ā€
Astarion watched the smile further spread across your soft lips, the wickedly sweet crinkle in your eyes while you crossed your arms. An exhilaration rose underneath his suave demeanor, even the bemused snicker invigorating.
ā€œIs that the best you can do?ā€ came your quick quip.
ā€œHmm, let me give it another go,ā€ his voice was thick with arousal, a hungry glint in his eyes. ā€œEvery part of your perfect body whispers temptation ā€“ itā€™s as if the Gods made you just to ruin me.ā€Ā 
His words clung to the air for a moment. The deliberate onslaught of poetic pleasantries laced with such ardent lust, the hum of the wine ā€“ Astarion studied your face swirling in thought. Heat had built up from the lower half of your body up to your cheeks, a quiet neediness wavering in your stance and threatened to boil to the surface of your skin.
Gods, you were thinking, it had been the longest time and youā€™ve been touch-starved.. more so under the urgency of all the trouble you had been thrust into. You never trusted a pretty boy, but you'd be damned if his flowered prose didn't stir something in you; you had never been the subject of such pursuits, real or not. Desire rushed through you, coiling in your stomach.
There was a beckoning in his eyes as they clutched onto yours, imporing you to draw closer, and his boyish features were even more alluring when caressed by the moonā€™s glow. However, you couldnā€™t bring yourself to trust those flowery words. They were tinted with an air of rehearse.
ā€œDid these really work on Cazadorā€™s targets?ā€
ā€œWell, theyā€™re working on you, arenā€™t they?ā€
A mild bashfulness buzzed through the warmth on your cheeks, as you couldnā€™t really deny it.Ā 
ā€œHow about if I said these little wordsā€¦ everyoneā€™s favorite,ā€ Astarion continued, pausing for effect.
ā€œI love you.ā€
Sly amusement colored his face. He had succeeded in riling up the intrinsic urge, no matter how much you tried to conceal it. How adorable you were when your gaze fluttered briefly.
ā€œHaving fun, are you?ā€ you observed, smile holding on your lips.
As he had mused earlier, he was. It was hard not to whenever around you.Ā Ā 
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Festivities settled down, the entire camp fast asleep once the wine crate had emptied and bellies were full. Only the chittering of crickets could be heard amongst the trees.
The forest, usually dressed in potent darkness, stilled beneath the moonlight. A serene, subtle beauty of the night ā€“ one Astarion was very accustomed to knowing, to living . He had done this so many times it had become second nature ā€“ the salacious rendezvous, the secrecy and fleeting thrill of them all.Ā 
He had contemplated before, the image of you melting in the throes of pleasure. He wondered whether you preferred his hands gentle or rough, what sounds would dribble from your lips ā€“ if they sounded as sweet as you tasted.Ā 
Though nothing could prepare him for the reality, which far surpassed fantasy; the pretty little thing you were, bare figure caressed by the lowlight, slowly making your way towards him.
ā€œThere you are. Iā€™ve been waiting.ā€
You offered him a coy smile, cheeks still warm and rosy. An ache rushed between your legs at the sight of him sauntering forward, his well-formed broad physique. Lean, yet muscular ā€“ and the soft details of his appearance; the crease of laughter lines, the curl of his lashes. Just the anticipation of it all served enough to make you wet.
ā€œWaiting since the moment I set eyes on you. Waiting to have you,ā€ he leaned closer, desire coating every syllable.
ā€œYou donā€™t have me yet,ā€ you matched the pulse of his words, emanating a playfulness to goad him on further.
Greedy lips suddenly met yours, and you were pressed against the tree trunk. His palms gripped the back of your thighs, swift dexterity almost catching you off guard. You instantly melted, like a puddle, in his grasp; your soft lips just as eager, skin aching and impatient for his touch. You never realized how sensitive you were, how truly touch-starved until you fought the gasp that escaped your throat.
Astarion didnā€™t waste a beat, carefully laying you onto the grass below while he drawled slow kisses along the curve of your neck. Fervent yearning permeated from your skin; you wanted more, and he was prepared to give you everything .
He drank in the sight of your arousal, eager to please you yet potently roused from the position he was in: you were such a delectably pretty thing sprawled beneath his weight, completely bare and vulnerable. Wide eyes bashfully beckoning him to just taste you.
ā€œPart those precious legs for me, beautiful.ā€ He directed, his voice less of a growl this time ā€“ instead more sweet. Soft.Ā 
You could feel your face heat up further at his words, following his command without hesitation. Tender hands trailed along the soft skin of your thigh, his intense eyes briefly leaving yours to watch his fingers lingered over your folds ā€“ you were glistening with slick , fevered arousal.
ā€œOh my, youā€™re already so wet for me.ā€
His voice was almost a whisper now, as a keen excitement rushed through his veins. A twitch pressed against his briefs, his cock already hard and eager especially when his eyes darted towards your rosy. So willing, ready to indulge his every whim. For a moment, he settled in your vulnerability ā€“ a sight he didn't expect to see. You were always full of such delicious surprises.
He shook the thought from his mind, allowing a sly smile to return to his lips.
ā€œWho knew you were so needy?ā€
Your cheeks flushed, timid lips scrambling to form a defensive retort before he slipped two fingers inside. Only a quiet gasp left your mouth as your soaking warmth struggled to adjust, tightening around his digits. You were barely able to comprehend the words he said, instinctively bucking your hips.
ā€œ Astar ..ā€ your breath hitched before you could even finish, when his fingers began a slow pace. Teasingly slow, you would beckon, but there was nothing you could even fathom whispering anymore. Your walls began to clench, eager to receive his unwavering attention.
Hums of pleasure pulsed through your every nerve, rapidly as he fastened the curling pace of his fingers. Every hitched and quiet whimper encouraged him, his palm soaked with your slick. He relished the sight of your round breasts rising and falling feverishly, your heat clenched around him ā€“ his cock further hardened, precum no doubt pooling on the fabric of his briefs.Ā 
All you could manage was to focus on the pleasure mounting between your legs, thighs now quivering with anticipation. His thumb slid up to your swollen clit, never breaking pace, to draw teasingly slow circles. He adjusted his weight to lean closer to your face, the sudden attention causing an overwhelming shyness to press your eyes shut. Your thighs trembled more now while his fingers beckoned and lured your pleasure to spur closer and closer.
ā€œLook at me,ā€ he whispered, his voice the gentlest youā€™ve ever heard.Ā 
He couldnā€™t place the sensation ā€“ of feeling entranced in a sense, when whimpers of pleasure fumbled from your beautiful lips. Astarion almost felt lost, nearly mesmerized, when you kept those pretty eyes trained on his. He could feel his eyes soften at your vulnerable stare, and all at once everything inside him craved to slide into your warmth. To feel you melt into him, to hit every right spot to make you sing, for every sweet prayer cascading from your lips to be for him.
ā€œMmf..ā€ You were left in a sudden foggy haze, a mix of pleasure and confusion when he abruptly withdrew his fingers. You couldnā€™t fathom any words to speak, only furrowed your brows in a hazed and disorientated manner.
ā€œIā€™m sorry, love.ā€ His breathless laugh seemed dazed before the low, heaviness returned to his tone, ā€œYou were practically just begging with those lovely eyes of yours.ā€
He leaned downwards to plant soft, reassuringly delicate pecks across the nape of your neck; each a mantra to affection, leaving a buzz in their wake. Carefully he peeled down his briefs with a wasted moment to rub his eager cock against your slick warmth.
Your moans sounded even sweeter closer to his ear, and a delighted sigh pressed from his lips onto your skin. His throbbing cock was met with some resistance as the length and girth was suffocated by your tightening walls, warm spasms at the sensation being filled.Ā 
A guttural, low moan hummed from his throat. Fuck, you were so perfectly tight.
His cock pulsed at the sudden attention, aching with pleasure and a warm buzz radiating through his skin. He paused for a moment, needing to relish every second it felt to be now pressed so deep inside you. The softness of your skin, delicate cues of pleasure washing over your face, how your warm walls enveloped his cock.
You moaned as he pushed more of his length inside your needy warmth, tears beginning to well up in the corner of your eyes. Pleasure and slight pain blurred, the tip of his cock almost pressed against your soft cervix and a rouse of heat traveling up your spine.Ā 
His hands gripped the globes of your ass to adjust his leverage, slowly but deliberately digging his hips against yours with each thrust. His body was achingly ready, alive with frantic urge. He was incapable of any pretty words to whisper, tangled groans replacing his usual velvet tongue.
As he pounded quicker into your warmth, your pulsating soft walls sucked his cock tighter and deeper with each buckle. He nestled his head into the nape of your neck. Sweat formed on his pale forehead as he wrestled with his restraint, his cock stroking in and out, hitting pleasure points you never knew existed and relishing in your shameless cries ā€“ desperate for him.
Soft, warm pleasure unraveled across you in hot waves. If you had the mind, you could only hope that no one could hear you two ā€“ the sounds and wet smacks of his skin colliding against yours ā€“ but all you could do was turn your pleasured cries and whimpers into soundless gasps.
Your lips parted, hips bucking before your back arched from the ground. Every fiber of your body attempted to get closer to him, and his to you. Of some act of grace, your hand caressed his face, lifting him to face yours.
Oh, how he wanted to melt right there.Ā 
Eager eyes met each other, brows furrowing together into a soft, tender stare. Astarionā€™s hips began to buck erratically for a moment as he struggled to regain his resolve. Once steadied, he continued to bury deeper into you in every perfect way. You were clenched so tightly, so divinely around him while his name trickled as a whisper from your lips.Ā 
ā€œYou ā€“ fuck .. ā€œ you couldnā€™t be bothered to form a proper sentence, every whim of comprehension overwhelmed by new heights of white pleasure. You were lulled into a stupor, and his grip tightened at your garbled pleas.
ā€œThaaatā€™s it,ā€ Astarion practically begged, voice ragged, his eyes never leaving your beautiful face as it twisted with sweet expressions. An eagerness gnawed inside him, to push you to the edge of your pleasures. You were so perfect while you cried his name, taking all of him so well.Ā 
ā€œCome for me, sweet girl ā€“ā€ Hushed and delicate was his tone, only causing you to surrender any inhibition.
Heat wound tightly in your abdomen, lashes wet with the tears trailing down your warm face. Every nerve was wound so tight, finally snapping into a rush of white hot pleasure that left your skin flushed and tingling. You tried to whine out his name, but it spilled out into broken gasps as you reached your fingers to grip his silver curls.Ā 
His hips began to stagger, riding out your pleasure until he could no longer postpone the succumb to pleasure. They lost their rhythm, and a low moan rumbled from his throat as he surrendered to the overwhelming sensation of your tightening walls, pressing into you.
You could feel his cock throbbing in you, as your nerves are slow to fizzle from the glowing buzz, and it swelled. Your slick walls were overstimulated nearly by his desperate, choppy thrusts before a cry escapes his lips ā€“ his cum flooded into you, thick and hot.Ā He felt waves of warmth, so real and alive. So helplessly right.
The air was silent, as you both collected your breaths in hurried gasps. Astarion peeled his weight off of you only to roll onto his back, by your side. Your body felt light and completely slack, almost boneless as you sunk into the earth underneath you. Aftershocks of pleasure still rippled throughout your nerves.Ā 
Both of you laid sweaty, flushed, exhausted, lacking the energy to care. You broke the silence with a wobble in your voice.
ā€œFuck, you came inside me..ā€ you stated the obvious, reeling from pulsing nerves and vision hazy.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m sure the druids have something thatā€™ll take care of that..ā€ Astarion said breathlessly, extending an arm to wipe the sweat glistening off his forehead.Ā 
He waited for a quiet laugh or a retort, but neither came.
Turning his head, he was met with the vision of your exhausted figure fast asleep. Slowly your chest rose and fell, face at ease ā€“ a vulnerability he had only seen when you were in deep sleep, if you weren't tossing and turning.
The quiet sat with him while he attempted to gather his thoughts, his experience. He had seen an entirely different side of you ā€“ exposed delicate. Part of his conscience pooled with guilt.Ā 
He had a plan. A nice simple plan. It wasnā€™t foreign to casually bed strangers, seducing and manipulating them into following his every whim. Hells, this had been routine for two hundred years . The count was lost on how many nights he spent using people like ragdolls, only to be lured back into the hands of Cazador.
Astarion returned his gaze to the stars glistening above, attempting his best at reducing it to the odd circumstances or perhaps he was simply out of practice.Ā 
Regardless ā€“ even if it was more than a fluke ā€“ he had already fucked things up. The thought felt tainted now, uneasy and riddled with remorse.Ā 
Little did he know that evening, that was the beginning of his plan crumbling apart.
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hyperfixationhobo Ā· 1 month ago
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SPICY! SPICY! SPICY!
NSFW UP AHEAD!!! 18+ ONLY
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Ok so I saw the vote, and yes it was a week long one but I meant to put it as a day and tbh I didnā€™t want to go back and redo the whole thing cause itā€™s obvious yā€™all want the spicy. For those who didnā€™t want the spicy I put a giant loud warning at the top so you can avoid this post if it brings you any discomfort or if you just donā€™t want to read it. No shame in knowing your boundaries!!!
Ok before we dive into the spicy, quick disclaimers! You may not like some the headcanons and thatā€™s perfectly fine! These are just how I view the LADS and you arenā€™t obligated to like them! Second, I am putting how the guys are being tops and also bottoms. Iā€™m a dom myself and thereā€™s not a lot of bottom writing for these guys and I plan on fixing it. Third, MC in this is not specified to have specific genitalia. I want this to include everyone!
Ok letā€™s get on to the spicy!!!
Xavier
. Someone in my last headcanon post said that I wrote him boy coded and I honestly canā€™t agree more but for the spicy I see him more along the lines of ā€˜puppy coded.ā€™
. Needy, so fucking needy.
. You have definitely walked in on him humping something waiting for you, mostly a pillow.
. ā€œIā€™m sorry, couldnā€™t help myself.ā€
. Talkative as shit. Mostly babbled nonsense.
. So many compliments even if you canā€™t understand half of them.
. Favorite position is definitely the spooning position. Youā€™re close to him and you can hear him moan. Itā€™s a win win.
. I had to search up position name for like 15 minutes only to find out itā€™s just called spooning.
. I personally think he would be more sensitive than the other guys so he easily gets overstimulated.
. Doesnā€™t stop him though.
. Can definitely go multiple rounds.
. Also has a thing for overstimulation.
. Heā€™s tired when heā€™s finished so aftercare is just wiping you both down then cuddles with a long nap.
. Will treat you to your favorite snacks after the nap.
If you top Xavier
. You pinned him down once and something in his DNA changed.
. Somehow got even more needy.
. Will wear outfits he knows that drive you insane just to get you to ravage him.
. Has to be touching you in some way.
. Wonā€™t shut up once if he bottoms, you want him to be quiet youā€™ll have to shove something into his mouth.
. Take that as you will.
. Begs a lot.
. He will beg you to keep going even after he finishes.
. Put a collar on him I beg.
. We all know those bunny ears were used in more than just the photo shoot.
Zayne
. Temperature play most definitely.
. Loves holding you close cause I think he just loves warmth.
. Heā€™s a doctor, definitely uses that to his advantage.
. I think heā€™s pretty vanilla out of all the guys.
. He will not cum until you do.
. Likes being ridden and Iā€™m only saying that cause of that rocking chair scene from that one card.
. Definitely does quickies cause heā€™s mostly on the move.
. You send him a risky video while heā€™s at work you better be prepared to deal with a pent up Zayne when he comes home.
. ā€œAnd what did you hope to achieve by sending me that video?ā€
. Aftercare involves gentle massages, hydration, healthy snacks, a bit of sweets, followed by sleeping cause he probably has work in the morning.
If you top Zayne
. You have one job and one job only; make him not able to think.
. Being a famous cardiac surgeon and looked up to 24/7 is tiring and right now he doesnā€™t want to think.
. Youā€™re not allowed to call him Dr or anything like that.
. When he bottoms heā€™s not some super smart doctor that needs to know every answer, heā€™s just a guy who needs to be held and taken care of.
. He wants you to do all the thinking.
. You gotta be soft with him in this state.
. You know youā€™ve done it when he hardly makes noise and tears up slightly cause for once his mind is quiet and he canā€™t remember the last time he could just feel.
. Aftercare with a subby Zayne involves cuddles, sweets, and him being the small spoon.
. Heā€™s floaty in this headspace and he wouldnā€™t have it any other way.
Rafayel
. Bratty top and a bratty bottom.
. Also likes being ridden but thatā€™s cause heā€™s a pillow princess.
. The bed is covered in rose petals and the fluffiest pillows.
. No candles. He learned his lesson from last time.
. That or heā€™ll gladly take you in a bubble bath.
. I think he switches to his native language when heā€™s close.
. Perfume definitely does things to this man.
. I personally think heā€™s the only one of the guys who would own a ā€œtoyā€. Zayneā€™s too busy, Sylus doesnā€™t even really think about pleasuring himself when heā€™s running his business, and Xavier just simply isnā€™t interested.
. After care is a nice bath with fruits and soft praises.
If you top Rafayel
. You thought he was bratty as a top? You havenā€™t seen anything yet.
. Bratty as all hell.
. Heā€™ll purposely wonā€™t listen to you and test your patience just so he could get a punishment.
. ā€œWhat are you gonna do? Punish me?ā€
. Until he actually gets the punishment and now heā€™s regretting it.
. Edging is the one thing he hates so use that to his advantage.
. Iā€™ll say this once MARK šŸ‘ HIMšŸ‘
. Scratch him, bite him, grip his hips so hard they bruise, he wants it all.
. Definitely looks at himself in the mirror the next day to watch all the bruises set in.
. Wears slightly revealing clothes to flaunt them off.
. Has definitely painted full body portraits of himself with the bruises and keeps those paintings stored somewhere.
. He just loves being yours.
. Also loves being pinned down
Sylus
. I know that most people see him as a rough top but honestly I canā€™t really see it.
. When I think of dragons I think of them being soft and careful with their treasures and the same I apply to Sylus.
. Takes his time, drags it on and on.
. Definitely teases.
. I think heā€™ll like doing it under the covers for the fact that it feels as if heā€™s shielding you with his wings like he used to and he honestly misses that feeling.
. Most definitely gets possessive.
. Bites, a lot.
. Also grunts a lot.
. Can definitely be rough but thatā€™s only if itā€™s like a punishment.
. Wonā€™t collapse on top of you when done cause heā€™s aware that he will quite literally crush you.
. Aftercare is a long soak with your favorite scented oils and Epson salt with whatever meal youā€™re craving.
If you top Sylus
. Bratty but not in the way you think.
. Heā€™ll happily bottom if you want him to but he ainā€™t gonna make it easy. You gotta earn it.
. Tame the dragon basically.
. Chains, so many chains.
. So many collars too.
. Definitely likes being bitten as well.
. Wants you to be as possessive with him as he is to you.
. Call him your treasure and heā€™ll be a blushing mess.
. You had shoved his face into the pillow once and he froze.
. ā€œā€¦.shit I think I might be into that.ā€
. Teases you just as much as if he was on top.
. I personally think heā€™ll be the hardest to get to submit only cause he will put up a fight until he thinks youā€™re worthy of doming him.
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honeytonedhottie Ā· 4 months ago
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marchofmistria Ā· 4 months ago
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A Nice Contrast
A/N: This is my first Fields of Mistria fic so I hope you like it! It's based off March's autumn dialogue when you speak to him at the forge and he tells you that it's nice and warm in contrast to the cold outside <3
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Planning to cross-post this to AO3, and will update this post with the link when I do.
Summary: March helps you warm up by the forge when it starts to cool down in Mistria.
Word Count: 2,127
Tags: March x Reader, gender-neutral reader (2nd person), hurt/comfort, fluff AO3 link here!
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The summer bled into autumn and it was officially cold in Mistria. You felt like you barely had time to catch up, and the first two seasons you spent in the town sped by so fast you could scarcely remember to enjoy the season before it was over. Days at the beach with friends felt long and restful in the moment, and now they let out to a short and cool autumn when a farmer's work is hardest. Your wardrobe had yet to catch up to the change in Mistrian weather, however, and unpacking your warmer clothes was on the to-do list. However, a late start to the day after a late night in the mines and that plan was gone.
It was already 2PM by the time you had finished your daily tasks on your farm. The crops were watered and they had just begun to peer out of the dark soil. Your animals were fed and seemed happy. You sat down for a moment next to Caldarus, chatting with him as you untied your hair and changed out of your farming gloves. There were errands to do today, after all, and Mistria certainly did not rest for you.
As you fell into the swing of the day, your morning plans were quickly and totally forgotten. You didn't have much of a chance to notice; you felt warm from running around the whole town for hours. These townsfolk sure knew how to run you to the ground. First it was a delivery for Balor, then a chat with Nora before returning to Balor, then a trip to the museum to discuss a new finding with Eiland and Errol, some fishing for Reina's new dish at the Inn tonight, and a quick trip to the mines to repair a chip in the metal of your shovel.
Your body had gotten stronger in the last few months since arriving to the small town, but you felt exhausted regardless. Days felt like they ended too soon as is, but as you left the mines, you were truly surprised by the incoming dark. How did it get so late so fast?
The feeling really set in once you set off to the forge to smelt your findings. The breeze blew your hair back and out of your face, exposing your shoulders further and starting a chill down your arms. You felt thirsty and very hungry and realized you missed lunch and would miss dinner if you didn't hurry.
Wanting to catch March before he left the forge for his own dinner, you hurried on, wrapping your arms protectively around your shoulders for some mock-warmth. It did little to help, and you had begun to feel a bit lightheaded.
March seemed to be finishing his work day just as you were arriving, although you knew he would leave the forge hot for you to use at all hours. He had grown accustomed to your habits, knowing how busy you were throughout the day and that you might come to the forge even late at night to squeeze as much into the day as you could before you passed out from exhaustion.
When you finally stumbled up to him, he addressed you with a curt "Hey," his usual attempt at appearing nonchalant. Just as he had grown accustomed to your habits, you had gotten to know his as well. You had gotten pretty good at giving whatever he gave you right back to him, and your conversations were at the point of total ease.
But rather than shooting the shit with him as you usually did, well enough to break down his boundaries to show even some vulnerability (a shock to anyone who had ever spoken to March), you ignored his greeting and rested your hand on the anvil for support. At this point, you felt like it was the only thing supporting your weight up.
March, who often couldn't help but observe you closely whenever you were near him, noticed right away and rushed over to you. His brows knit together, he put a strong arm under your arm for you to lean into. You all but collapsed into his support for a moment, before regaining a bit of strength and using your legs to lift yourself up a bit more again.
"What's wrong?" March asked, an arm still around your torso in case you fully passed out on him. His heart beat faster, worry showing on every feature. As soon as your head stopped spinning a moment later, you looked into his eyes and saw his concern. He couldn't even try and hide his real feelings like he usually did.
You blushed as soon as you realized how close your faces were to each other. The closest they'd ever been, you both quickly noted before pulling away from each other slightly. March did not withdraw his support though, despite the blush that was tinging the tips of his ears.
"Hey, did you hear me? What's wrong? Should I call Valen?" March asked again, concern growing as you didn't answer his first question. Your mind swam back into focus when March reached his hand up, moving your hair out of your face to feel your forehead with his hand. You closed your eyes at the warmth. His hands were rough against the skin of your forehead, but the warmth spread throughout your body.
"O-oh, sorry! I just got dizzy for a second..." You finally stuttered out. The crease between March's brows lessened slightly, but was still visible. He didn't move his hand away from your face. "I think I'm just tired from the mines, and I realized I didn't eat much today. I'll be fine though."
"What the hell? Why didn't you eat anything, dumbass?" March all but barked at you. You couldn't help but smile a bit to yourself. So this is what it looks like when March worried about you...
"Charming as ever, March," you replied quietly, hoping to ease some of his worry and show that you really were okay. But as soon as that signature smirk reappeared, pulling up the corner of his lips, it was gone as you tried to walk again and stumbled once more. The dizziness was back, and you were worried that he may be right about the fever after all.
"Hey, hey... you should sit down. Don't try and stand up again," March commanded, lowering you gently to the ground. You didn't think March was capable of touching anything so gently, let alone you. He kneeled down at your side and made sure you were comfortable with your back propped against the outer wall of his house. "You're freezing... why aren't you dressed more warmly?"
You had nearly forgotten how chilly you'd gotten, and his comment caused a shiver to run down your spine. March had you scoot a bit closer to the fire in the forge. "It's warm by the forge," March said quietly, taking your hands in his and pulling them a bit closer to the fire in an attempt to warm you up a bit faster. "You shouldn't hang around in the cold too long. Especially in what you're wearing! What were you thinking?"
"March, I'm fine. I promise. I'm just a bit tired." You said weakly, hoping to provide reassurance once more (even though you didn't want him to let go of your hands quite yet. The warmth felt too good, both from the forge and from your closeness.)
"Like hell you are. You're gonna sit here while I go find Valen, got it?" You didn't dare defy him while looking into his sharp eyes. "Will you be okay a few minutes alone?" he said, the softness seeping through yet again. Your head was reeling from this contrast alone, and you nodded. March looked back at you one more time as if to verify the truth, his eyes softening as you leaned your head back to rest against the side of the house once more. Just before he left, he took off his brown jacket, throwing it on your lap before he turned and walked to Valen's clinic with speed.
As you waited for March to return with the doctor, you shrugged the jacket onto your cold shoulders. You couldn't help but note how comforting it smelled. It was the same pleasant smell you noticed when March leaned closer to you as you worked at the forge, observing your work and chiming in with helpful comments. It was also the same smell you enjoyed when March all but pulled you to his side at the Inn when he had a couple of beers in him. The warmth spread from your nose to the rest of your body. The smell of a crackling fire, leather, a bit of sweat (not at all unpleasant), and even... chocolate.
You had nearly fallen asleep in the pleasure of the smell alone when you heard March's deep voice coming up the cobblestone path to you. "ā€”seemed like she was gonna faint. She told me she hadn't eaten anything all day, and looked like she was freezing her ass off."
Without a greeting, Valen knelt down to you eye level, checking your forehead with her hand before asking to put a thermometer in your mouth. You noticed how different her hands felt from March's. Soft, gentle, and a bit cold. Clinical was the right word.
"March, please go down to the Inn and grab them a bowl of soup, would you? That would be just the thing, I think." March went right away, as if he was tempted to do just that before Valen had given him the instruction.
"Y/N, you need to take better care of yourself. This behavior is a bit concerning to me, and it seems to March as well. Which, alone, says something, no?" Valen smiled knowingly. She gave you a bottle of water to sip on, and asked if you were still feeling dizzy. You were not. Just plain tired.
"You're running yourself to the ground with work, which I can't say I'm too happy about in the first place. But to make matters worse, skipping meals? Not dressing for the cold weather?" Valen chastised lightly. You were embarrassed that your lack of self-care had caught up with you, and now it was a problem for others as well. You hadn't meant to make anyone worry, which you expressed to Valen.
"You're right. It won't happen again. I'll make sure to take better care of myself," you said softly. "Sorry to make you worry..." Valen chuckled, surprised by your humbleness. "No need to apologize to me. We just want you to be healthy. You may not realize it, but everyone in this town has really grown to care for you. I know you want to take on everyone's problems, but I really think people would be more grateful if you watched out for yourself before you burn out all your energy."
Cheeks burning, all you could muster was a nod of your head. March returned with the soup in his hands. The steam that rose from it looked so incredibly appealing. March sat down next to you. "Have enough strength to hold the bowl or do I need to feed you?" March scoffed.
You shook your head, offering a small smile and thanking Valen again when she told you to monitor your condition and find her right away if you felt bad again. March sat next to you as you took spoonful after spoonful of the delicious vegetable soup. March said nothing, but in the silence you could tell he was making sure you finished every drop in the bowl. As soon as you had taken the last spoonful, March removed the bowl from your hands and set it down on the floor. "I'll bring this back later," said March.
"Do you think you can stand? I'll walk you back to your house," March sighed, extending his hand out for you to grab. The combination of the soup, the fire in the forge, and the presence of March next to you made you regain much of your strength. You grabbed March's hand and used it as leverage to pull yourself up to stand. Still wearing his brown leather jacket, the two of you set off in the direction of your farm.
It was only after March saw your front door close behind you and the lights flip on in your bedroom that he turned to head back home. Something about the thought of his jacket in your bedroom made his heart beat faster, and you both fell asleep that night heated by the feeling of each others proximity that lingered and left its warmth in you through the entire night.
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meowpupp Ā· 9 months ago
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as a thank you for hitting 1k followers, and an apology for my absence, I would like to share my take on poly!141.
poly141! x recruit!reader. 1.5k words. mentions of sex, although no smut. yet.
you're a sweet little thing. smart as a whip, nerdy, and confident. having spent most of your post highschool graduate years studying, youve acquired numerous impressive qualifications. while most people your age in university were out partying, getting blind drunk, hooking up, you were studying.
a tech genius. that's what laswell had sold you as to price. he had been hesitant to allow any new members at all, especially ones so young. and yet, taskforce 141 sees two new additions. the newest little tech genius who's climbing quickly through the ranks, and another soldier. someone by the name of roach.
at first, you weren't amused. as a woman in the military, your life was already difficult enough. being assigned to an all male taskforce felt like your worst nightmare. but after some convincing from laswell, and realizing this would be the fastest way to make a name for yourself, you sign the papers.
your first week is smooth, albeit awkward. you and the other new recruit, roach, get along fairly well. he's funny, a little dorky, but obviously skilled. he isn't as intimidating as the others, being almost as young as you. you find yourself gravitating to him often, often staying up late together, eating meals together, and even training together. you make quick friends.
and so, it's only natural that you both end up becomingā€¦ closer. late night talks turn into makeouts, and makeouts turn into grinding. it's somewhat clumsy howeverā€¦ as if the two of you can quite place the power dynamics.
the others, however, are much more of a challenge to get along with. you're cautious, aware these men have been in this business much longer than you. the four of them- price, ghost, gaz, and soap- are a power unit. it takes weeks for you to find your place within the team.
price tries to be welcoming, although it doesn't quite work. there's this sense of authority and power around him that makes you feel small, almost submissive. his gruff voice sends shivers down your spine each time he speaks over comms, panties growing wet each time he gives you a direct order.
it's almost as if he knows, whispering your name rather than your military nickname. his voice sounds almost seductive. it makes you feel like a pervert, imagining him growling in your ear each time you get off.
price has a way of always remaining in control and not just with you. the power dynamics within the task force are subtle yet well established. there seems to be a chain of command that follows their ranks. price on top, then ghost, then gaz and soap. you notice how they all drop casual innuendos, their affection for each other, corssing over the boundary of just friendliness.
ghost barely looks, let alone, speaks to you for the first month. you're unsure if he even likes you. on the field, he's sharp and alert. you occasionally hear him share banter with the others, but never feel brave enough to join in. the man is intimidating, almost three times your size, a quiet sort of confidence and dominance that follows him around. he's the one you train with most often.
ghost is ruthless. he slams you into the matt, somehow always ending up between your thighs, his big hands holding them apart and pinning you down. you can't help but memorise the sight. your Lieutenant, panting, slightly sweat as he holding you in such a lewd position, glaring down at you.
it's your favourite fantasy to think about late at night as you touch yourself, unaware that the walls are so thin that ghost himself hears you whimper his name. he strokes himself in time with the slick noises of your cunt, imagining how desperate you must look.
gaz isn't intimidating, per say. he isn't distant like ghost or unapproachable like price. the man has such a casual confidence and arrogance around him. he's the first to speak to you, ask you about yourself. throughout your career, you've met many military soldiers. most the men fit into two categories, misogynistic dicks who don't believe you have a place within the ranks, or disgusting perverts who want a quick fuck (most of them have wives, even kids.) but gaz is refreshing. he fits into neither.
he often starts conversations with you. asking questions and truly listening as you speak. little do you know he records each one, saving them for when he's alone late at night. something about the way you speak, your tone, the quiet rasp or accent, it makes him stupidly hard. he's not above recording you while you workout, standing just close enough to capture each huff and grunt as you lift. it's those recordings that get him off the quickest, wondering how whiny youd sound if he held a vibrator to your clit, didnt let up until you were crying and covered in slick.
and soap. the man is difficult for you to read. your first impression is that he's one of those men who fit into the ā€˜misogynistic assholeā€™ category. apart from your initial meeting, he practically ignores you.
you can tell its not deliberate. he just seems more immersed in the natural, pre-established dynamic of the taskforce. the one that doesn't include you. it takes a while, but after a month or two, your interactions become more common.
he turns out to be very respectful- even helpful. due to your background in tech, you skipped a few ranks when you joined. soap helps you in the shooting range. standing behind you, body pressing into yours from behind, correcting your posture before you fire.
you even create games with each other. he gives you little quizzes. theyre normally about gun components, military jargon, or even field upgrades. with each quiz he promises a ā€˜reward.ā€™
its embarrassing whenever you blush and grow wet when he says it. the rough growl of his voice, combined with the accent he has, all makes you dizzy. you don't even notice how he plays it up, practically purring out the word, smirking as you squirm, making sure to graze his fingertips over your hot skin.
it's obvious that after a month or two, that roach is significantly more acclimated than you. it feels unfair. your relationship with each member is steadily growing, yet something about how roach interacts with them is so different. it's like you're missing a puzzle piece.
it isn't until one night when you're venting your frustration that roach reveals the reason he's clicked with them so quickly.
ā€œIt's like an initiation,ā€ he smirks, eyes flicking away from you, ā€œthink of it kind of likeā€¦. hazing.ā€ his eyes are almost predatory as he meets yours again, so unlike the goofy persona he usually has, ā€œif you like, I could speak to price. they have started to discuss inviting you in.ā€
it's as if everything made sense now. it wasn't your fault. it was another case of discrimination, you being left out because you didn't fit into their stupid boys club.
ever since that conversation with roach, you have become frustrated, irritable, and short with them all. you fulfilled all your required tasks but refused to engage with them any further. denying invites to the pub, ignoring gaz when he tried to speak, training alone, no longer asking soap for help.
after about a week of this, price calls you to his office.
a sick sense of unease and anxiety settles in your gut. the man is so intimidating, and this surely wasn't a positive meeting. you've never been in a position like this. all throughout school, you were a grade A student, and within your years in the military, you've always maintained basic respect and politeness. you've never been in trouble with a CO.
when you step into his office, however, all your expectations are subverted. price sits at his desk, smoking a cigar. roach leans against it next to him. the two of them are speaking lowly.
price notices you first. his eyes carry an emotion you haven't seen before. lust. he's staring at you as if you're some sort of prey. with a smirk, he blows out a large puff of smoke. it curls around him, only making him more intimidating.
ā€œif you were feeling excluded, sweetheart, you should've made me aware.ā€ he leans back in his chair. suddenly, the room feels so small, your body getting hot, ā€œid be more than happy to include you.ā€
roach walks towards you, guiding you further into the office. he doesn't let you sit, however, instead standing behind you, hands groping your hips. his fingertips slip under your shirt, brushing the sensitive skin of your stomach.
he kisses your neck, ā€œprice wants to see how pretty you are,ā€ his hands slide further up, taking your shirt off, ā€œlet's give him a show, yeah?ā€
cont.
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strangesem Ā· 2 years ago
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hobie brown x shy/quiet!reader headcanons
spider-punk x reader this is not a drill
long as hell Iā€™m so sorry
a/n: reader is mentioned as being a mom friend but imo that can be gender neutral so this can still be read by anyone!! if that makes you uncomfortable though please skip this post :)
I also imagine hobie as being 19-ish so itā€™s kinda implied reader lives alone but can def be read as younger!!
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most people didnā€™t notice you at first.
you were quiet; really quiet. youā€™d mumble your thank youā€™s, whisper apologies, and generally go out of your way not to interact with people as a whole.
I feel like that gentleness/softness would almost draw hobie to you though?
heā€™d definitely first meet you as spider-man; saving you from some sort of robber or attacker. and then heā€™d see you be so shy about thanking him and apologizing as if it was your fault??? he finds it sweet but also kinda concerning for you tbh
and over time he begins to notice you more and more during his patrols; something about you just draws him in.
he definitely likes that you donā€™t try to tell him or others what to do lol
after talking to you enough as spider-man, and you start to open up, he begins to like you even more
you listen to some of the music he likes? your humour?? not to mention how genuine you are???
(also very useful if you happen to be a ā€œmom friendā€ type who keeps first aid, candy, etc on you at all times!! heā€™d definitely appreciate a lollipop to help with the pressure changes while swinging around or a bandage for his cuts)
speaking of which if you ARE the type to have those things on you he may start seeking you out if/when he gets hurt
and after that even when heā€™s not tbh heā€™ll just pretend to have a headache and eat some of your candy on your couch lmao-
one time though he comes with wounds a little too serious looking for the standard wet cloth and bandaid treatment you had been used to; and it scares you
you raise your voice a bit louder than heā€™d ever heard, in a scared tone that was different than your normal anxious voice, and you tell him he should probably definitely go to a hospital
ā€œbut I like you so much betterā€ he leans in a little too close, holding on to you a little too tight to keep himself steady, and you suddenly realize the reality of you situation
spider-man is in your living room. heā€™s bleeding a lot. and youā€™re the first person he thought to come to; because he likes you? not like that obviously- unless it is like that? NO. people barely even notice you, no one would ever feel like that type of thing for-
ā€œyouā€™re staringā€ you can feel the shit eating grin on his face; itā€™s practically burning through his mask
you stutter out an apology and after stammering around for a moment you get him to sit down and do your best to treat his injuries
you can tell the disinfectant stings by the way he flinches whenever you apply it, as well as his teasing that he ā€œthought you were supposed to be nicer than the nursesā€ but he does his best to sit still and let you dress all of his wounds
you both remain still for a moment, and you think you can feel his eyes on you but youā€™re too scared to look up. your hands are shaking; they have been this whole time.
ā€œthatā€™s everywhere right? I didnā€™t miss something?ā€
he takes off his mask to look you in the eye and tell you heā€™s okay but youā€™re just like ????
:O
ANYWAYS you are once again staring bc you now know spider-manā€™s identity???
I feel like heā€™s gently hold your face and just give you a quick peck to make sure he wasnā€™t crossing any boundaries
but if you kiss him back? heā€™s NEVER stopping
heā€™ll start randomly crawling through your window with excuses of missing you or wanting to show you something
and soon heā€™s staying the night at your place or heā€™s swinging you over to his so you can stay with him
I think dates would definitely be super chill and more like hanging out at each others places than anything else
but if he does a show for his music heā€™d definitely want you there!!
heā€™d also probably pick you up and start swinging around the city with no warning just for the way youā€™ll grab on to him so tightly-
but ofc is you asked him not to heā€™d stop immediately!
doesnā€™t get super jealous or anything, heā€™s a pretty chill guy, but he will get sorta bothered if someoneā€™s aggressively pursuing you even after knowing you two are together
like if someone doesnā€™t know and flirts with you heā€™s just like ā€œyeah Iā€™m luckyā€
but if someone ever went so far to imply you should be unfaithful and/or should leave him heā€™d probably tell them to back off and either leave with you or put his arm around your shoulder and glare at them until they leave
either way heā€™s not starting any fights or anything though; heā€™s super comfortable in your relationship and hopes you are too
genuinely thinks youā€™re the most beautiful/handsome person ever like he WILL flex to the other spider-people if relationships come up
heā€™s really not in to pda though; heā€™ll put his arm around your shoulders/waist but thatā€™s it. maybe hand holding depending on the situation.
but when you guys are alone he likes physical touch; donā€™t expect to be on top of each other or anything but having your/his head rested on the others lap or him just resting his hand on your leg is pretty common
heā€™s also not very big into gifts (he doesnā€™t buy into the capitalist need for abundance and all that) but he does like giving you jewellery/other wearable items bc he likes to see a reminder of himself/your relationship on you
pls make him a bracelet or something heā€™ll literally never take it off (also jewellery for any of his piercings is fair game)
he values small intimate things in a relationship; like painting each others nails, listening to each other rant about things youā€™re passionate about, etc
overall he may not be big and showy but heā€™s an amazing boyfriend and would love you like a lot
heā€™d also definitely write songs about/for you bc youā€™re so important to him and he wants the whole world to know that :((
I havenā€™t written fanfiction in forever but if anyone has any hobie requests I could write as headcanons Iā€™m open to them!! :)
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May I request a smoll eyeless jack x f reader nsfw story? Or headcanons?
eyeless jack x fem reader NSFW hcs
cw: 18+ content, medical kink, breeding kink, biting, blood, kinda disrespecting boundaries?? kinda not??, afab fem aligned reader
a/n: hey letā€™s all ignore my wildly different formatting for each post until i figure out wtf iā€™m doing lmfao. i decided to do hcs for this since i enjoy rambling and i have a couple fics already lined up and those take significantly longer for me to write!! i hope thatā€™s okay anon, i just want to get more stuff posted :) also i threw a bunch of random ideas together for this so if youā€™d like anything else more specific please req again!
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sooo we all know eyeless jack is a demon, right? to say dude is into some freaky shit would be an understatement.
- jack has a higher sex drive than most due to his demon tendencies. pair that with the rush he gets after a good evening of organ harvesting and youā€™re in for a Very Long Night. his stamina is also no joke.
- wear a short skirt? itā€™s getting cut off with his scalpel. accidentally slice your finger while chopping vegetables? well you better turn off the stove because heā€™s bending you over it. he senses youā€™re ovulating? heā€™s fucking you twice as much.
- if youā€™re into medical play and getting cut up with surgery tools he will be over the moon.
- if not, youā€™re gonna have to have a sit down talk with jack. he will do his best, but he can end up viewing you as just a lowly human at times. youā€™re gonna have to put your foot down sternly to fully gain his respect. he cares about your boundaries (somewhat), it just takes a minute to get through to his human side.
- on that note, donā€™t even dream of dominating him. heā€™ll laugh in your face and restrain you if the idea even crosses your mind. the thought of a weaker being telling him what to do during sex is comical to jack. he might let you ride him if heā€™s feeling lazy, but his clawed hands will be gripped around your waist as a silent reminder of whoā€™s in charge.
- heā€™s into degradation. not the typical ā€œyouā€™re a whoreā€ shit. no, this guy will take every chance to remind you that youā€™re just a fragile little human thatā€™s only breathing because he lets you. if you feed into his ego, jack will reward you with his face between your thighs for hours.
- ooh let me take a moment to talk about this monsterā€™s tongue. godly is an ironic term to describe anything involving jack but itā€™s the only fitting word. itā€™s long, slightly textured, quick and strong. he looooves to edge you until you inevitably break and the only words you can form are broken pleas. youā€™re gonna have to pry him off of you during your periods. heā€™s a little nasty
- jack will pretty much refuse to cum anywhere that isnā€™t inside you or your mouth. during sex, he tends to fully give into his animalistic demon qualities. meaning the only thing running through his mind is ā€˜breed, breed, breed.ā€™
- big corruption kink. like MASSIVE. i think all the pastas have some form of corruption kink, but obviously the whole demon thing brings it to a new level. if you were a virgin when you met him, heā€™s gonna have to physically restrain himself from pouncing on you the second its brought up in conversation.
- letā€™s talk about positions. jackā€™s not really picky as long as heā€™s fucking your brains out but he does have a few favorites. mating press is almost always a winner since it feeds into his need to breed (i crack myself up). missionary is a classic that ensures he can have complete control. jack is also a fan of fucking on operating tables???? donā€™t ask me ask him, heā€™s odd. his least favorites involve 69, cowgirl, or pretty much anything that involves you on top of him. he doesnā€™t really get tired so doing all the work doesnā€™t bother him.
- will 100% spit in your mouth and he doesnā€™t care if you think itā€™s gross. get used to it sorry. if youā€™re into it then youā€™ve won.
- probably will throw a tantrum if he finds out you masturbated without him. heā€™s given you so much special attention and you still want more? well. heā€™s gonna fuck you so hard that youā€™ll be too sore to even think about touching yourself. iā€™m praying for you girl good luck.
- LOVES TO BITE ON YOUR CHEST AND NECK. i cannot stress this enough. and he WILL draw blood, i mean his mouth is full of sharp teeth so itā€™s basically a given. bro will be fucking you and straight up take a drink break FROM YOUR THROAT. be prepared to never show your neck or cleavage in public ever again. unless youā€™re into that. then you go girl, weā€™re all cheering for you.
- jack thinks itā€™s hilarious to say terrifying unsexy shit during sex. ā€œi canā€™t wait to cut you open and eat those delicious kidneys that belong to meā€¦.ā€ you just look at him with your mouth open. youā€™d be better off ignoring his annoying ass he (probably) doesnā€™t mean it.
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