#journal vent

[akadoxalis]

Dear artist's who create majestic art with your hands... Please take care of your precious hands and wrists. From someone who bear the consequences that can't hold regular pen/pencil without it dancing like making tiktok filter videos.

[isthistheendforus]

sent him a paragraph ab how I feel and bro said "I'm tired gn I'll reply tmr"

@yes-i-exist-shutup @theloonatic updating y'all

[neurodivergenttales]

Nobody talks about how hard it is to face people again after you've had an episode in front of them

Once they've seen you do full-force into self-destruct, they always look at you with a sense of wariness and like you're not the person they thought you were

The shame makes me want to rip my skin off

[kitti-luvs]

[hel7l7]

if I keep going like this I'll lose everything

[rottenpigg]

if i looked like her i wouldn't want to km$ every day.

[barely-on-fiiire]

Smh I just purged so why am I not at least 10 lbs lighter 😒

[ghettomealspo]

I love finding 🦴sp0 in ootd pics like

[sorasorakodoku]

The realization of not having anyone to talk to or confide in, is like the best bitter sweet moment. You won!! You didn't let anyone in. No one can betray you, no one can use you. No one can lie to you. But also, no can like you, no can care about you. No one can get close you....is it worth it?

[shhtickerbook]

there’s something so bittersweet about being an age regressor in a toy store. Going down aisles and carefully tracing the packaging of all these different playsets and dolls. All of the things I never got to play with as a child.

Yearning so terribly to pull open these colourful boxes and play to your heart’s content. Choosing my favourite little figure and walking them from room to plastic room. Mind fizzing with ideas and games.

But instead i stand apprehensively, are people staring at me? Do they think it’s weird that I’m here? I put the box down, even when a kindly worker approaches and asks if I need any help finding what I need today.

“Oh sorry no it’s not for me, it’s for my baby sibling.”

Every time.

[elaichitea24]

restriction is so boring. like, all you do is think abt food and not eat it.

[neurodivergenttales]

BPD is watching yourself burn your own life to the ground over and over again

[kitti-luvs]

from @savemerina

[hel7l7]

I'm trying to be kinder to myself

[tea-tuesday]

06/18/2024

haven't journaled in a while and i was feeling a little burnt out/sick of desks so i decided to sit in a chair and journal on my laptop case/on my lap instead of at a table. please enjoy this very soothing green plant in natural sunlight🪴💚 i really took delight in resting my eyes on it hehe...

[ghettomealspo]