#jfc i did it friends
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one of my silly emf headcanon is that he can switch between forms: this void blob and an actual seeable person. void blob is just him pure black and the latter is him but a shade lighter!!
he usually is just void blob because, yk, why wouldn't you be am I right?? but also it annoys him because no one can see that fire fits he wears and yea,, that's the reason why the 2nd form exist! for him to show off his clothes
closeups under the cut :3
I love him<3333333
he's such a brat to me. especially in their first meeting. cocky ass man gets punted by local noob. what happens next will shock you.... (they kissed)
#parkour civilization#pkciv#parkciv#park civ#emf#emf pkciv#emf parkciv#parkciv emf#evbo#evbo pkciv#parkciv evbo#evbo's master friend#another silly hc is that emf is still a prideful bitch and can't take losses#his ego did NOT die down#especially when he became the champion#bro god has favorites and it's not us#emf and evbo do parkour battles to train emf and he's been learning to do more 360s#and evbo sometimes asks emf to do bis 2nd form to see him better:3#he wants to see his champion!!#preach#mavbo#<- almost forgot the most important tag jfc#mavbo.... but only the last part</3#I love emf#I LOVE EMF!!!!!!#chiefcrossaintdeanbanana'sart
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unmedicated adhd will have you scrolling through the same posts on your dash for the third time, asking yourself How Do I Leave the House, hoping the answer somehow appears in the posts
#guys. how do you leave the house xdddd asking for a friend#what am i waiting for. why am i still here writing this fucking post instead of just getting up. and going#i need to get some groceries 😭#god this sounds so stupid I WISH I WAS JOKING#i love a brain that works.#btw i did 5/7 tasks#so success!!#now im hungry but GUESS WHAT.#ughhhh#niki.rambles#okay. heres the deal. i post this and IMMEDIATELY get up.#i need this on the record because otherwise we'll just pretend i didnt say that#okay lets go#this is therapy. self therapy or whatever#oh my god i need to shut up#IM JUST FULLY LAUGHING AT THIS POINT WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME JKGJKJKHJ#hovering over the post button overthinking like hmm shouldnt i add something. do i have more to say maybe i have more to say. maybe i shoul#ramble some more. maybe theres more thoughts- GIRL JUST STOP. STOP AND GO JFC#great glimpse into my stream of consciousness#executive dysfunction at its finest#i need to launch myself into the sun
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tracing over memes is good and fun actually
#rain code#master detective archives#mdarc#the zilch knife cat was literally the FIRST FANART I DID OF RAIN CODE#as my friend was playing through chapter 0 lol#that was back in august jfc#halara one is new#But yeah anyway tracing over memes is unironically a great way to practice cartooning 10/10 would recommend
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rocket red design page, can you tell i like him
#my art#dc comics#rocket red#dmitri pushkin#only AFTER FINISHING THIS did i see i gave him the wrong number#comics really kills me sometimes jfc#anyways he’s friend shaped and he’s best friends with buddy and guy and he has a mortar cannon on his right arm :)#double barreled because they just ‘have to make sure’
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“jensen and jared aren’t friends anymore” this, “jensen and jared’s friendship is pr” that.
get fucked.
#seriously get a life#they’re friends get over it#when did I get so protective over them jfc#happy anniversary <3#j2#jensen ackles#jared padalecki#genevieve padalecki#supernatural#padackles
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i want desperately for you guys to know that this is how swanatello was born. he was designed and drawn in a span of approximately 30 minutes at work and made originally with the only intention being "pun." thanks @actuallynobutwhynot for getting me to make him lmao i gotta draw him and your sona together sometime.
#swanatello#and look at us now jfc#i didnt even intend for him to have any kind of a story i just sort of#made it up recently#as i did shitty doodles of him while talking about risesonas with friends#thanks also @ beanarry for making me want a donniesona in the first place#and @ sep council for bringing up risesonas and getting me to dust him off#and thanks @ bean again for getting me to post him lol i wasnt expecting anyone to??? care abt him#like to be fair its not like hes BLOWING UP or whatever but i have never gotta so much attention in my askbox before#and he has literally existed on tumblr for#like#four days#and i have gotten SO many asks and fanart and shit abt him and i am just blown away and also absolutely TICKLED#thanks gang#i am glad you like him#..... <3#i like him too#i like telling his story#and im really happy that i have kind of been tricked into just?#doing really shitty low effort doodles and being ok with that being what i post?#it is very freeing#anyway thanks <3#i will get to all the asks eventually#some of them im hanging onto#because answering them involves dropping MAD lore and sort of slingshotting the story forward and i dont wanna like#reveal everything right away ig?#so patience plz <3#i will get to everything i can eventually
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having to dish out hundreds of dollars just for car insurance, registration, and personal property taxes this month. like sorry everyone your christmas present is going to be the warmth of my love <3
#rambles.#/j i will still try to get some little things for my fam and my friend but. goddamn#like of COURSE all of it is happening this month because that's when i got my car last year#because my old one..... tried to kill me 😃#and now that i have a car that isn't older than some of my mutuals i have new fees as well#my registration did not used to cost this much!!!!!!!!#like what do you MEAN i have to pay for that????#jfc. as if it's not enough to have the actual car payment every month. and pay to get it fixed when it fucks up
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#delete later#hi I need to scream into the void again#that ask couldn’t have come at a worse time jfc#I am. tired man#socialization is hard#burnout is kicking my ass#I can’t connect with people#at this point I just want to waddle around to different friend groups and ask to be adopted /srs#but I would feel guilty if I did so I just don’t#but I really want to#would anyone even want to drag me into their group#;-;#between the month I’ve had and the day today has been#and that ask I’m just#*lays on the floor*#I want to stop existing thanks#I’m sad and lonely and no matter how hard I try to fix that nothing works#I’m so close to just giving up man#2024 has been pure shit so far#and I hate it
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drew some silly little fem soukokus! they are on a double date in a flower park <3
i love them theyre so silly
#fun fact did you know they all have signature flowers? i looked up dresses for their respective flowers hence the outfits#dazai in a dress with yellow roses // chuuya in a dress with red camellias#atsushi in a dress with lilies of the valley // akutagawa in a dress with daffodils#the colors look so ass on my laptop omfg i am going to cry#dazai just like me fr looking at chuuya like that i would do anything for her i am on my knees for her#shinsoukoku were added as an afterthought but whatever they are happy and cute together and thats what matters#god i fucking love chuuya esp fem chuuya like move over dazai my turn#i hope i was able to draw dazai looking at chuuya lovestruck well enough#my friend said she looks like the roblox woman face so :P#shin soukoku#soukoku#bungo stray dogs#bsd fanart#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#nakajima atsushi#akutagawa ryuunosuke#jfc aku why is your name so long this is why dazai doesnt love you /j#MonarchArt#osamu dazai#chuuya nakahara#atsushi nakajima#ryuunosuke akutagawa#skk#sskk#fem soukoku#fem shin soukoku#fem skk#fem sskk
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holiday cards are such an exercise in trusting my instincts. idk why i always second guess and end up choosing the worse option and have to restart
#papercraft.exe#probs bc im opening commissions to friends + family and i want them to Look Good for photos but jfc girl (<- me) what are you doing#why did i think green would word on beige.
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once again I pull duplicates in the same pull....
#reverse 1999#🌌#tooth fairy. shamane. 37 (did it bc my friends said to. One pull.)#feels like im using up all my luck this early TToTT#anyways we're in 1913 now? literally perfect for my fanfic jfc.#now i have to actually write it...
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ena5 ending scene....... oughhhhh the way that you can see ena gently cupping mizuki's limp hand between two of hers, the way that (if you zoom in) you can see that after ena tells her that n25's waiting for her her grip changes to hold onto Ena's hand back....
(it's hard to see but you can tell Mizuki's hand changed enough for it to be noticeable that she's now holding Ena's hand, a smaller but still very important way that she's showing vulnerability, past just her crying)
the way that when mizuki finally admits to everything (before the transition to the ena card) and ena speaks again, her tone already sounds so much lighter and a little softer, idk how to describe it but it really sounds like she's trying to lead her to walk forward and reassure her that it'll be alright, relieved, maybe
it also fucks me up how ena actually still let mizuki have autonomy in this situation. after she says her piece about her own feelings she tells mizuki that, if she really wants to, if it really upsets her, then she can run, it's up to her, she won't force her to do anything she doesn't want to do, say anything she doesn't want to say, or confront anything she doesn't want to confront. and when mizuki asks if it's really okay for them to be friends ena doesn't answer for her, she tells mizuki that she'll have to decide that for herself. again, it's up to her, she won't just put the words in her mouth for her. like i think that's so important. idk why but i feel like that's such an important little detail, just the fact that ena wants to convey so strongly that she cares but she doesn't want to force anything on mizuki that she doesn't want, not trying to push her too strongly, trying not to make her feel completely cornered, despite the situation, hngh
also the line after ena says that, when she says that she's had enough of mizuki running away. aughhhhhh idk something something the time to make a decision is now, no more wavering, no more indecisiveness, but also something something confronting one of mizuki's core means of coping (running away). while most of their confrontation was about the root cause of why mizuki's running, that doesn't confront the issues that are caused by mizuki thinking that running away will make things alright, or at least "good enough". when mizuki runs away it's for herself ([insert rant from like a year ago about how mizuki is selfish-but-put-in-less-antagonizing-terms]), she thinks it'll make things okay enough because it makes her feel Okay Enough and while she knows that it will make others worried (she did know that her friends were probably worried from her being gone), she doesn't get a straightforward confrontation about how worried/frustrated someone might be by getting left in the dark by her until Ena says it in that line. That's why I think that specific line is what caused Mizuki to fully break down, yeah, obviously telling Mizuki that they need to decide whether it's okay for them to be friends is what the whole confrontation was leading up to, but I think that acknowledgement of Mizuki's longest running and arguably worst coping mechanism (running, cutting things off) and how it affects more than just her is what finally did it for her. okay that started off as just a "holy shit ena and hurt/comfort" rant and turned into something else but point is damn that shit was Crazy /pos
#jfc me when i rewatch the same 1 minute sequence for like the 3049583490543th and final time of the day and Finally my brain spits smth out#ohhhh my fucking god that part before ena finding mizuki#where mizuki was debating on whether or not to go to school because of the possibility that she might see her friends there#she doesn't want a trace of herself for them to find anywhere if she can help it. she's trapped but only because she's doing it to herself#by telling herself that she can't let them see her. that she can't leave even a crumb of a trace for them to find her by even if they wante#omfg that reminds me when ena finally found mizuki and mizuki had that shocked “oh shit i fucked up” expression#i literally put my hands on my head and went like “girllllll you fucked up why did you even go outsideeee you FOOL”#damn bro this ena5 water is Crazy what are they putting in this shit#aughhhhhhhhhhhhh#ennnna5................................#that shit was craaaaaaaaaaazyyyyyyyyyyyy#back to incoherence at least i had my one (1) second of clarity
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Does anyone else see red when a dude (usually cishet) says "oh I won't fight girls" as if it's some moral high horse when it's really just misogyny and the implication that anyone with an estrogen based endocrine system is inherently weaker... like if you wanna say "i won't fight someone unless it's fair" that's a perfectly good moral to have, but don't fucking bring biological essentialism into it.
#not surprisingly this same friend who said this is also the one who misgenders me the most#like he tries but holy shit#holy. shit.#we were joking about which friend would beat who in a fight and i was like “yeah (this person) would totally beat me”#and he was like “i mean in theory but i don't hit women... i mean i don't hit anyone born female”#making your misogyny and biological essentialism inclusive of identity DOESNT MAKE IT ANY BETTER#i am seeing red#we sorta fought abt it this morning and he texted me now pissed that i “challenged that moral” like geez#im not challenging the moral of not fighting someone if they cant fight back#im challenging the fact that youre bringing biological essentialism into it#the punchline of this all is that he HAS TWO MOMS#they did NOT raise him like this#he's so sweet and sensitive and nice about everything else but jfc
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#god I hate being loney jfc#like I wanna make friends here I really do but also I have horrid time blindness and ADHD and generally suck at normal conversations#idk ive spent a lot of time making friends through vcs where its so much easier to tell tone and whether or not a joke lands so text is hard#and the other way I tend to make friends is through roleplay or working on projects but with the dsmp thats difficult at best#like yeah I have an rp blog but thats only attracted people who aren't on the 'dream' side of things so its just#GAH IM SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED AND I WANNA TALK WITH PEOPLE I WANT TO CHAT BUT IM ALSO SO SCARED THAT ILL FUCK UP BY MAKING A JOKE OR SOMETHIN#and I know theres people I could get back to about things but its been months and idk how to even approach that or reach out#i know im in a hole of my own making but also I don't know if I can just get myself out of this without help#its all stupid and my anxiety makes it so much worse#I just wanna do things and chat and stuff with people in this community but im so scared to do so simultaneously#yeah yeah do it scared but I don't want to do it scared if the anxiety of “did I go to far/say the wrong thing” is gonna eat at me#vent stuff#to be deleted eventually
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You guys don't understand I cannot watch s4 of lmk because if I have to sit through the story acting like Macaque is all fine and dandy and redeemed while it and the fandom actively demonizes wukong i will fucking lose it.
#text#you cannot convince me s4 is better than s3 when s4 just HAS MACAQUE THERE and BEING A GOOD GUY with NO CONSEQUENCES to hurting MK#but Wukong gets yelled at and hated by the characters and fandom for doing FAR LESS HARM#like YOU CANNOT CONVINCE ME THAT IS GOOD WRITING LMAO#You cant convince me they are building up Macaque's redemption when he's just fucking hanging out#and MK is acting all nice and like he's a fucking friend like theres no distrust or anger towards what macaque put him through#but yeah he and eveyrone else can still be pissed at Wukong who had better intentions than macaque ever did#FUCK i hate how this fandom and show treat macaque as some anti-hero when he doesn't deserve that title!!!! AT ALL!!!!#MANS DID NOTHING#HE DIDNT EVEN DO THE BARE MINIMUM!!!! JFC!!!!
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#yeah man.. had a few hours of back and forth argument with my friend..idk really if i want to call her that now#but it was an eye opening mess.. it all started with her sending me dreadwolf trailer and i said it's all promises talk#and literally it went downhill from there she claimed that it's been announced like a year ago i said it's been in development for years#it then went to a fandom talk and how she thinks people in fandoms are pathetic and etc bullshit#how being a fan of something is not normal#and being invested in fiction and vgs and fandoms is something ppl with little responsibility do..#man i can't even write out all the stuff she said i genuinely felt so bad after this argument#i don't think i ever want to speak to her again#people having fun in her understanding is pathetic childish and a sign of a person not having enough responsibilities in life??#jfc i never realized just how truly toxic she is...#i mean deep down i did i just didn't want to admit to myself.. her general attitude to people being fans of something is just sickening#i'm determined to not write to her at all unless she reaches out which i doubt#she just shitted on everything despite me trying to expain how fiction can even literally save people#i tried expaining to her why some people are telling other ppl to not buy dreadwolf and pirate instead#i said about the fucked over emplyees of bioware and what she said was#it's a cruel world but idgaf it's business cry me a river - something along these lines#she literally has zero empathy i understand it now#the way she only selectively cares about wars going on in world#i said if people can boycott companies that support wars why cant they also support people who suffer from companies#she said and i qoute 'to compare war to people being fired wow that's something'#i was not comparing i just tried to find empathy in her to no avail#anyways.. i am so dissapointed in her and in myself that i didn't see this sooner#tbd
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