#vent stuff

[arlene-needs-a-break]

i hate how you ruined a perfectly good song, the ocean, late night talks, certain nicknames, names, etc.

you make me feel miserable. i cant bear the thought of you without getting physically sick to my stomach and extremely angry and homicidal.

fuck you.

[an-albino-pinetree]

Cw for animal death

I lost Lucky today. He seemed fine minutes ago, so I don’t know what happened, and I probably never will. I knew this was a possibility, I’d never done this before, but for him to have come so far, for me to get hopeful, and then to have him die is devastating

He was just a feeder mouse, who wasn’t even supposed to live this long, but for a while there, I really thought I could pull this off.

[kittzuxp]

Oh wow I get why dad does it now. This is great (minus the bitter taste)

[ko2vo]

this world is not my home

[cinnamons1999]

SH THEMES & BRIGHT COLORS WARNING

[porcelainguro]

I remember one of my classmates sat next to me for a short period of time this year and would draw stars on my arms during class it was so fucking sweet I miss it

First time he did it I thought I was going to cry

[fruity-legos]

Projecting my headaches to Nova cuz I can't suffer alone

[randommothxd]

Vent art

(Tw/cw:bright colors,small mention of su1c1d3)

I actually wasn't planning on posting this but it turned out better than expected so i decided to anyways

I'm actually kinda proud of this

This is what my vent art normally looks like btw (for comparison)

Speadpaint:

57 minutes

Please read this👇

And if you're wondering (which you aren't but I wanna make this clear) I'm fine now,I was just having a "episode" (I hate calling meltdowns and such,"episodes" because it makes me feel like it's just a small sad momment that everyone goes through and I'm not special so I should get over my sadness) and so I made vent art and I'm just decided to post it for fun and because I'm proud of it.please don't worry about me,I wanna make that clear.i know my mental health is extremely bad but don't worry about me.im fine/srs! And I know everyone says that but I'm fine because I made vent art.its one of my (healthy) coping mechanisms,getting my emotions on paper. Especially if it's in a cute manner (as shown here) so that it's not as obvious that it's vent art.i will always tell you if it's vent art so that you're not confused and think it's just a random art piece or vice versa and you think a normal artwork is vent art. Never happened before, just getting that clear.but i digress,I'm ok.i hate seeing people worry about me.im happy if you care about me (I'd be shocked if someone actually cares about me tbh/srs/gen) but Don't worry.if I post vent art,it could be I'm growing confidence to speak about mental health aka,me healing! Eh,Sorry for the long rant btw :3

[butchbarneygumble]

I feel bad for having negative feelings on stuff lately. Can't tell what's uncalled for and what's Dutch bluntness and what's my hormones being fucked. I don't know man. Sorry for not being into everything.

[bookworm-min]

vent.

I'm disgusting.

I'm disgusting.

I'm disgusting.

I'm disgusting.

I'm disgusting.

I'm disgusting.

I'm disgusting.

I'm disgusting.

I'm horrible.

I'm horrible.

I'm horrible.

I'm horrible.

I'm horrible.

I'm horrible.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I don't deserve anything good. I messed everything up. I'm so sorry. I don't deserve my boyfriend and friends. I should die. I'm sorry I'm sorry please forgive me you can hurt me you can do whatever. I'm so fucking sorry. Hurt me, please. Hurt me and betray me. I deserve it. I'm begging you.

[a-dorin]

i blame tik tok for this new wave of entitled readers.

[an-albino-pinetree]

Warnings: SH mention, self harm discussed, old scratches

If you believe you’d be uncomfortable or find this triggering, don’t read it! It’s not important information.

Also I don’t want you guys reading this, and sending messages or worrying, by the way. This was meant to be positive, I’m completely fine, and when I’m not doing great, I’ve got a fantastic support system. 💚

There’s this shard of a broken plastic clothes hanger, on my bedroom floor, that I’d never picked up and tossed away.

I’ve scratched at myself with sharp objects many times. When I’m stuck in an apathetic rut, unfortunately my brain tends to search for sensation, and that sensation is usually pain.

As I was laying there in bed, looking at it, I took a teal marker off my desk and drew a really stupid Jax on my hand. Right over where I’d most commonly hurt myself.

This afternoon, I got out of bed, I talked to a friend, had some food, and checked on my pets.

I wasn’t feeling any better. But tonight, as I was washing my hands, I saw that Jax that I drew, and it made me realize, that I didn’t ever wind up picking up that clothes hanger shard all day. In the dumbest way possible, I’d successfully distracted myself from that moment of compulsive urge.

So thanks, stupid. 💚

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[kittzuxp]

I suddenly relate to “Venus, planet of love, was destroyed by global warming” and i don’t want to explain further

[ko2vo]

Sketchbook doodle dump!

I've been trying to draw for about 45 minutes daily - not always happening BUT these are some of the pages I like. Part practice, art therapy, and just having a small creative outlet

[blumin-onion]

Daily Doodle Day 284

<- Day 283 | All Days | Day 285 ->

Very small vent doodle today that I was compelled to draw while journaling, like I had to stop journaling because this image hit me so intensely

[arlene-needs-a-break]

i do things so that maybe someone will ask if im okay, yet they never do.