#james fleamont potter's ships are just too...

[sachsoup]

james is so good old fashioned lover boy and either reggie, lily, or Sirius would be killer queen like...

[drowninkystar]

Jegulus haters need to read between the lines and see all the trans autistic dudes hiding in the shadows drooling over James Potter

(Plus the ones who want Lily to themselves)

[ellecdc]

A Man With a Plan (prologue)

prologue // p1 // p2 // p3 // p4 // p5 // p6 // p7 // p8

Remus Lupin x whimsical!reader - Hogwarts Era (no Voldemort) - Soulmate AU

A/N: Hello! I've been stuck in my head about the idea of a whimsical reader (think Luna Lovegood) after reading the many sweet writings of other writers on Tumblr (specifically @ moonstruckme)! I totally ship a character like this with Remus because I feel like Remus has a tendency to overthink and get stuck in his own head and a character like this would be a breath of fresh air for him and balance him really well. Please note: whimsical does not = stupid! Rather, quite smart but people find her odd and reduce this to lack of intelligence. This is my little prologue, a sort of soulmate-esque AU - what do we think? Do we like this idea? Would we read it???

CW: swearing (cuz it's Remus 'Werewolf McSwearWolf' Lupin's POV, duh)

If there was one thing people ought to know about Remus John Lupin, it was that Remus was a planner. At any given point, it would be safe to assume that Remus had a plan.

As would be typical of Remus Lupin’s luck, however, most of his plans got fucked to shit.

Example A:

As a child, Remus planned to grow up to be a wizard like his da, or a nurse like his mum. That plan was fucked to bits just before his 5th birthday when Fenrir Greyback damned him to a life of lycanthropy and a side serving of prejudice. 

Example B:

Remus Lupin planned to never be accepted to Hogwarts on account of his previously stated damnation. That plan also went sideways when an owl dropped a letter into his porridge on the morning of his 11th birthday, containing an acceptance letter to Hogwarts. Remus’ da told Remus it was likely a mistake and they would rescind the offer once they learnt of his lycanthropy. Once again, plans were nullified when headmaster Dumbledore himself showed up on the doorstep of the Lupin Cottage after not receiving a response from them.

Example C:

Once he confirmed his acceptance to Hogwarts, Remus Lupin planned to be completely invisible throughout his time at school. This meant: no embarrassing himself, no bringing attention to himself, and absolutely, under no circumstances, would he make friends.

Of course, as should have been expected, this plan was fucked upside down and backwards seven ways to Sunday when the likes of James Fleamont Potter and Sirius Orion Black set their sights upon him.

Though Remus Lupin did have a plan, he was still just a boy. He’d been homeschooled his entire life due to being unable to explain his absences to muggle teachers as well as his scars/injuries from every full moon, and the village kids were quite fearful of the scarred boy. All this to say; he’d never had friends before.

So, sue him for relishing in the interest these boys seemed to have in him.

No matter: Remus could handle this. “How?” You may be wondering. By a plan, of course! 

Remus Lupin would allow these two (and Peter who went about befriending the boy in a much gentler way, so let’s make it three) friends, and planned to ensure that they never learned of his lycanthropy. He’d only just made friends; he wasn’t about to lose them. 

Of course, Sirius being the nosey fucker he is, James being the doting mother hen he is, and Peter being far too perceptive for anyone’s good – that plan was fucked to shit as well.

Remus, then, planned then to never let anyone else ever learn his secret again.

That plan was once again fucked by none other than Sirius Black and his unfortunate ‘prank’ on Severus Snape that could have cost Remus and Severus both of their lives, or at the very least, their lives as they knew it.

Remus Lupin then planned to never forgive Sirius Black for that horrible, thoughtless prank. 

Remus was admittedly not all that sad to say that this particular plan was shot too, though he ensured Sirius suffered at least a little during the process of his forgiveness. 

So, as he sat at the Gryffindor table in the Great Hall in September of his 7th year listening to his friend’s wax poetic about their different love interests or conquests that they had made over the summer (i.e., James’ love for Lily, Sirius’ many hook-ups, and Peter’s enthusiastic support of them both), Remus made yet another plan.

Remus John Lupin planned to never, ever, fall in love. 

Moony, it would seem, had other plans. 

Continue to the first chapter here.

[wafflinglumos]

Listen, listen I love Plus Size Lily Evans, glorious headcanon absolutely, however, SOME of you are making her plus size just for the sake of making her insecure, which is odd guys, plus size Lily is like one of my favorite headcanons too, but making her plus size JUST for the sake of making the whole “Lily fell first she just thought James was messing with her” thing work?? Odd, veeery odd

Lily Evans means the world to me and I honestly in my personal opinion hate the “she fell first, he fell harder” trope with jily, let her not like him, let Lily wait till James Potter changes into someone different from the annoying boy that was mean to her best friend, into someone who was kind, let years of James PINING (not harassing her PINING because also the headcanon that he harassed her on the daily is NOT cute) go by before Lily finally agrees to go on a date with him. Let Lily be her own character damn it >:(

Don’t even get me started on making her plus sized just for her PARTNERS to be upset with her body?? That’s just?? Literally all of the ships with Lily, would not care that she’s plus size, you can name any of them and I will back up my point and be right, not even SNAPE would (controversial take I know) care about that, also to add I am not a snily shipper I just can’t imagine young Snape caring all that much about Lily’s weight, still cannot stand older Snape though, I am not a snily shipper at ALLLL. Also, are you telling me you think that JAMES FLEAMONT POTTER wouldn’t WORSHIP the ground Lily walked on?? That’s insane, that man was the most whipped a man could be

Also, name me any other ship with Lily and I assure you they would absolutely also worship the ground she walked on even if she was plus size. James? Already covered. Pandora? Ab-so-lutely head over heels. Dorcas? Idiotic question.

Lily Evans is just THAT girl, let her embrace her body PLEEEEAAASEEE

Anyways, stan plus size Lily Evans for clear skin

[lee-isnotcool]

Another fic review...

Fic: Just lovers (like we were supposed to be) https://archiveofourown.org/works/38344720

Author: bizzarestars

Length: 320k words (mid-length fic)

Ships: jegulus, wolfstar

Summary: jegulus 'fake' dating in a no-voldy AU (they are in love)

Review: im sure all yall have read this by now but i just loved this fic so i wanted to rant. URRRRGH JAMES FLEAMONT POTTER I LOVE YOU TO PIECES BUT YOU ARE SO STUPID SOMETIMES- seriously he's so oblivious it kills me. reg is a little shit obviously, and sirius is almost as oblivious to remus's feelings as james is to reg's. they're my pookies. anyway, this is a classic (for good reason) and should 100% be read. go read if u havent i know i waited too long

[thetorturedpoetsfest]

Welcome to Day 3 of The Tortured Poets Fest!

Click the links listed below to check out all of the content our lovely Tortured Poets have created for all of us today! (and go to our bio to access the rest of the AO3 Collection)

✍️ i love you(r skirt), it’s ruining my life by microdamage

Ship(s): Regulus Black/James Potter

Rating: E

Summary:

This is not how James expected his Friday night would go.

He thought for sure he would end up in someone’s bed. It’s the whole reason he wore his best outfit—an arguably too-tight, crimson-colored shirt with a V neckline and snug jeans—and made sure his curls were soft but bouncy (don’t you want to run your fingers through them?), and spritzed his best cologne on all of his heat points.

James was prepared to get a little sweaty and a lot fucked in someone else’s bed.

And in the universe’s defense, he is in a bed.

It’s just…not the one he’d planned on ending up in.

Or, James and Regulus meet in a bar, agree to a one night stand—and absolutely nothing goes as planned.

🕯 Locked Longings by galaxo

Ship(s): Sirius Black/Fleamont Potter

Rating: M

Summary:

The thing is, Sirius always had a thing about saviours. It’s how he became infatuated with James in the first place; it’s why he tried so hard to be one for his brother and ended up resenting himself more than he’d ever admit for failing at it. He’s just got a thing about saviours.

So really, he should’ve seen this coming.

Or, the one where Sirius pines a bit too hard on his best friend's hot dad. Inspired by the song Guilty As Sin.

🗝 Peter by astraetcervus (video edit)

Ship(s): Regulus Black/James Potter

Summary:

Regulus promised he’d come back with James. He promised to come find him. And so James waited, and waited, and waited…until he didn’t.

📜 Runaway Bride (and other mysterious phenomena) by eurhythmix

Ship(s): Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy

Rating: M

Summary:

You get a lot of funny folk in the Hog’s Head Inn. It’s part of the charm. Or at the very least, the intrigue. Even so, it’s a shock when the doorbell rings and a figure clad in white gown and matching white veil traipses forlornly into the bar on what should be an ordinary Thursday afternoon in Draco Malfoy’s extraordinarily ordinary life.

🖌 the prophecy by L0TUSEATER

Ship(s): Regulus Black & Narcissa Black Malfoy

Rating: Gen

Summary:

The cards are never wrong.

Ever since Regulus was a little boy he knew one thing, that he was destined for destruction. He was six years old when Riddle had him at the first reading. Seven when he drew his first card.

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Be sure to check our page for Day 4’s reveals! Until then, Tortured Poets <3

🩶 Your mods,

@wolfpadx @multiimoments @heartsoncover @lemonlans @mercurial-witch @steveahoi damagecontrol & shewritesmaybe

[theunknownpoetssociety]

thoughts while listening to hmhas

this is mostly assigning marauder things/ships/people to the songs btw

warning: this contains spoilers for all of the songs so if you want that it's below the cut ;)

SKINNY: "fell in love for the first time, with a friend it's a good sign" okay wolfstar also "twenty-one took a lifetime time, people say I look happy, just because I got skinny" plus size Lily Evans??

favorite line, "twenty-one took a lifetime time, people say I look happy, just because i got skinny"

LUNCH: love this one so much!! it's giving Marlene and flirty her self ;) and as a general song i love this one, it's more upbeat than billie's past songs and i love that.

favorite line, the whole beginning because i can't even pick just one lmao

CHIHRO: (translation: month) this song is just so much fun to vibe and listen to, and that's just amazing lol

favorite line, "I was waitin', in the garden, contemplatin', beg your pardon, but there's a part of me that recognizes you, do you feel it too?"

BIRDS OF A FEATHER: this one is so rosekiller-coded to me. like the you die i die vibe? that's so them! "it might be long but baby I, don't wanna say goodbye" like brooo.

favorite line, "I love you, don't act so surprised"

WILDFLOWER: i've never read ATYD but based on posts i've seen this is a very Grant singing about Remus and Sirius, " 'cause she (Sirius) couldn't be, more different than me, happy and free in leather" like like do you see the vision? and when the prank and Grant and Remus become closer? idk but i think it's cute/sad.

favorite line "but every time you touch me, I just wonder how she felt, Valentines Day, crying in the hotel, I know you didn't mean to hurt me so I kept it to myself""

THE GREATEST: if this song isn't James Fleamont Potter, I don't know what is!! "I'm trying my best to keep you satisfied, let you get your rest, while I stayed up all night, and you don't wanna know how alone I've been" like wtaf?!? "all my love and patience, unappreciated," dudee

favorite line, "you said your heart was jaded, you couldn't even break it, I shouldn't have to say it, you could've been the greatest"

L'AMOUR DE MA VIE: (translation: Love Of My Life) this one is so good! like not much more to say lmao, but i absolutely love the change-up like with the autotune(i think that's what that was, not positive though) i was not expecting that lol. though i do think it might be like a sad/bitter mary or regulus watching jily from the sides. made myself sad with that idea :( lol

favorite line, "but I need to confess I told you a lie, when I said you, you were the love of my life"

THE DINER: this song is so goddamn good (yes i know i've said that for almost every other song, they're all just so good!!) this song is honestly giving the Slytherin Skittles, like the rhythm, vibe, the whole thing except for the end which i kinda see as possessive rosekiller "I saw you in the car with someone else and couldn't sleep, if somethin' happens to him, you can bet that it was me" and i honestly love that for them lol. also if you dial the number at the end of the song you can get a text? (based on a google search/reddit) i haven't gotten it yet but i'll probably update if/when i do

favorite line, "the cops around the corner stopped me when I tried to leave, they told me I was crazy and they knocked me off my feet, they came in through the kitchen lookin' for something discrete"

BITTERSUITE: honestly regulus when he first crushes on james? " 'cause I can't fall in love with you, no matter how bad I want to" and "it's so romanticized, if this is how I die, that's alright" also love the ending, it's really trippy and cool :)

favorite line, "we can be discrete, but I've been overseas, and I've been havin' dreams, l'amour de ma vie"

Blue: all these songs are so amazing i can't get over ittt!!! "you were born reaching for your mother's hands, victim of your father's plans to rule the world, too afraid to step outside, paranoid and petrified of what you've heard, but they could say the same 'bout me" that and "and I could say the same 'bout you, born blameless, grew up famous" is just so Black-family. like Narcissa, Andromeda, Bellatrix, Sirius, and Regulus, this song is about them honestly.

favorite line, "I try to live in black and white, but I'm so blue, I'd like to mean it when I say I'm over you"

[seriouslysam8]

Sam, sometimes I get so traumatized by searching simple requests on AO3 and getting the weirdest shits.

Like… I was searching for a „Harry Potter& James Sirius Potter“ fanfic with some „Fluff, Angst and comfort“ and the first thing that showed up was an explicit Fiction with Harry doing the devils tango with James S. (Without any of the tags that I put on the search bar????) Than I changed it with „Albus Severus Potter&James Sirius Potter, Brothers, Fluff, Family“ and… again… incest🫠

And it went on and on… James Fleamont Potter/Harry Potter, Lily Lu/Harry Potter, Sirius Black/Harry Potter, Harrys Parents/Harry,… Dumbledore/Harry (I just searched for Albus and Harry. Some fix it. I don’t even know what I wrote wrong)

Only cursed Ships🫠 Is it maybe a bug?🫠

I am not long on AO3, read all my fav fics on ff.net by reddit recs and started reading AO3 much later.

Do you know how to block such weird and disgusting shits on AO3? And on Tumblr too?

Tumblr recommended me so many Wolfstarbucks (Poly James/Sirius/Remus) and so many Jegulily (James/Lily/Regulus) fanart and it doesn’t matter how many times I blocked it, it still recommends me that🫠

Help?🫠

I am just 20🫠

I FEEL you but I am the worst person to ask this question because I am old. I legit exclude a bunch of tags and STILL can’t find anything I want to read because it’s weird shit. So I don’t go looking for fics anymore.

I really rely on recs from trusted Hinny authors or readers.

A good place is to go on the tumblrs of the authors you know you like and see what they recommend. Changes are, you’re gonna like what they read because it’s probably similar to what they’d write.

Another great place is the Ginny’s Lovers Discord. It’s a discord dedicated to Hinny lovers. They are so friendly over there. There’s a thread? (see I’m fucking old) where it updates whenever selected authors post. So sometimes you get things you don’t want to read or from different fandoms because the author used to write Hinny, but I have put a lot of stuff on my TBR from there. But I’m weird because I can’t read a bunch of WIPs at a time because I forget what’s happening so most times I just wait until a story is finished to read. I only keep one WIP at a time (that updates fairly consistently) but I constantly check the fanfiction updates tab there so I can see what stories are still posting and not. You can also ask for recs on different CHANNELS (is that what they’re called?? See how fucking incompetent I am??) with something specific and those amazing people always come through. While I’m not very active on there because social anxiety, they’re all super nice and helpful and may help you find stuff you want to read.

Other than that, ask your favorite authors on tumblr what their favorite stories are or what they’re currently reading.

Make friends in the fandom and read what they read. @funbunnypotter26 is an AVID reader of all things Hinny and Jily. She’s my sister from another mister. She knows exactly what I like and don’t like and she sends me recs ALL THE TIME. Everyone needs a friend like her because she just knows how to find the gems. What is your secret?!?!?

But those are my suggestions. I hope that helps!

[xslytherclawx-writes]

chaya this is too much power I can just send you a string of things I am already 100% aware of your opinion on like 💛💙🖤🏳️‍🌈

You're straight up choosing violence.

💛: What is a popular ship you just can't get behind, and why? In any canon-adjacent setting: Jegulus. James is straight, also he viscerally hates all Slytherins (says straight off he'd leave Hogwarts if he were sorted there, proceeds to spend the next 7 years fighting with Slytherins), and as someone who has a perfect gorgeous charming older sibling who everyone prefers even to this day... sorry, even taking the "James is straight" and "house rivalry not a joke during a major war" out of the equation, Regulus would fucking hate James on principle of being Sirius's friend, let alone "like a brother" - particularly after Sirius ran away to live with James instead. This isn't to touch on the "Regulus joined a pureblood supremacist death cult at 16 and had a war crimes collage in his room" thing that Marauderstok likes to just pretend never happened. Regulus might've gotten over his younger sibling complex esp re: James in a good 10-20 years like I have with my sister (I even tell her fiancé that she and her best friend are like sisters!), if he hadn't. you know. died at 18. but James is still straight. also Dramione, in basically any setting lmfao. He signed up literally to murder people like her, and while I can see her forgiving him as he improves as a person, like... the reason drarry works is the mutual obsession. Dramione is two people doing the don draper "i don't think about you at all" as Draco fixates on Harry and Hermione fixates on school. Despite the giant essay for jegulus and the tiny paragraph for dramione, if i had to pick one i dislike more, it's dramione 100%. jegulus i mostly just do not understand at all because it's so opposed to my understanding of the characters. dramione has that and also the ick factor. and also all the self-inserts. let hermione be a bossy pushy know it all!!! let draco be a sad pathetic weasel!!! Drarry I like, though, and Harmony was my first HP ship and while I'm not an active shipper anymore, I have been known to enjoy it. Wolfstar is fine. I think that's all the HP juggernauts.

💙: Which character is not as hot as everyone else seems to think? Regulus Black. canonically described as "rather less handsome than Sirius had been". Biassed character saying "Regulus is hotter than Sirius" is fine, but the whole fandom seems to not understand what "rather less handsome" means in British (hint: "not handsome")

🖤: Which character is not as morally good as everyone else seems to think? Regulus Black. also Barty Crouch Jr holy fucking shit???? guys Barty is completely morally bankrupt and straight up evil he enjoys traumatizing and torturing people. he transfigures a child into an animal and then jerks him around in public just because he can. also James and Sirius and Remus too, though they're at least like, politically in the right.

🏳️‍🌈: Which character who is commonly headcanoned as queer doesn't seem queer to you? James Fleamont Potter. Kinsey 0. come on.

[writingformymentalhealth]

One shot James Potter

Mafia!James x reader

Arranged marriage au

Part 1/? (Let me know if you want a part two)

You aren’t sad as you buried your husband after all he only hit you and forced himself upon you in the nine months of marriage you shared but only one week later you are engaged to James Potter and you are adamant to protect yourself this time around.

Tw: mention of violence (mafia), social status, arranged marriage, death of husband, past abuse, rape, 

Part 2

You didn’t cry at the funeral of your husband and if you would have cried it would have been happy tears. The monster that abused you for nine months was finally gone.

He left scars of course, mental and physical, but now you could at least take a breath before you were shipped off to the next monster that would make your life hell.

“Did you listen to me?” Your mother interrupted your thought process.

“Sorry, what did you say?”She sighed, pity swirling in her eyes as she brought you the news ” I said your next engagement is already set, for next week actually.”

You pressed your lips together; you knew there was no point in arguing, your father made the decisions in this family and he didn’t want the opinion from anyone else on his decisions.

“Who?”

“James Potter.”

You heard of the potter family; they were rich, richer than the Lestrange family you were married into previously. Probably why your father chose them, you thought bitterly.

Sometimes you wondered how it was to live a normal life with a normal caring father, a father who cared if the husband he chose would force himself upon you or hit you. But that were the cards you were given, so you had to play with them.

This time around you would be more careful more guarded, yes maybe you couldn’t do anything against the rape or physical abuse but last time hurt so bad because you allowed yourself to hope, you tried to make the marriage work, you even allowed yourself to fall in love with that idiot but this time around you swore yourself to be cold and guarded.

The week flew by and the day of the engagement party came fast; you didn’t bother to talk to James who was talking to his friends, chatting lightheartedly as if he didn’t have a care in the world. His eyes searched over the grand ballroom from time to time, probably looking for you, but you were well hidden on one of the balconies overlooking the room. You loved the safety of it, you could see everything, but nobody could see you. You felt a certain bitterness seeing your future husband laughing so carefree, knowing that as a woman in the mafia you could never allow yourself to be so trusting and carefree - not again at least. Perhaps in another life you could have found James Potter attractive, but you didn’t even allow yourself to think that your walls already far too high.

Your thoughts were interrupted by the clearing of a throat behind you. You swirled around just to see eye to eye with no other than James Fleamont Potter.

“Hey, your Father told me you would be up here.” He said, his voice soft and sweet like cotton candy.

You nodded internally, cursing your father for telling this boy your location.

James fidgeted a little obviously uncomfortable with your cold demeanor, yet you couldn’t bring yourself to care, this was just the next monster you would be chained to for life and you weren’t stupid Rabastan Lestrange had also been all smiles till you closed the door to your wedding sweet and you wouldn’t let another boy fool you.

“I just thought we could get to know each other a little seeing as the wedding is in just ten days.”

“Why? It’s just another contract. You don’t need to know each other to sign a contract.”

James winced at your harsh tone. “Well, usually you don’t share a bed with your contract partner.” You just shrugged, training your eyes back at the ballroom scene downstairs.

“C’mon just one dance, the people expect it anyway.”You pressed your lips together, the thought of being so close to someone so much stronger than you still made you feel sick, you had hoped you had at least ten days before you had to deal with this tosser but you knew he was right - the people expected you to act like a couple.

James lead you to the dance floor taking your hand into his softly almost as if he was scared you could break, you were thankful that he didn’t come closer than necessary and his hands stayed where they were supposed to be even though you knew as soon as you signed the marriage papers and legally became his property things would change dramatically.

James was an excellent dancer, you had to admit, twirling you around the room expertly. “Listen, I know it’s only been a week since your husband died and you probably need time to heal from your loss and-“

You interrupted him, “I’m glad that he is gone, the only thing I am sad about is that they didn’t shoot him earlier.”

James’ movements stiffened, and you were sure you heard him mumble something like “charming” under his breath, but you couldn’t care less what he thought about you. After the dance you dropped a courtesy just how you learned it years ago before turning on your heel and disappearing in the crowd.

After dancing with you, the first thing James did was find his best friend Sirius Black, hoping to make sense of the whole scenario.

He found Sirius at the bar - as expected, talking to a pretty girl - also as expected. 

“I saw you with your wife, you should consider yourself lucky. She is much too pretty for you.” He joked lightheartedly, but James only grimaced.

“Yeah, she is beautiful but I think she may be a psychopath.” James grumbled, downing a shot.

Sirius laughed his barking laughter, “Already trouble in Paradies?”

James sighed, “I don’t know everyone always told me she was one of the most kindhearted women in the order and she just told me she was sad her husband didn’t get shot in the head earlier. I know the loss of a loved one but-“

“James,” Sirius suddenly had a grim expression, “didn’t you know Rabastan Lestrange?”

“No, did you?”

“His brother is betrothed to my cousin” Sirius said slowly and James furrowed his brows, never having seen his best friend like that, “Rabastan was an interesting man.”

“What do you mean?”

“I heard him talking about woman James, I heard him talking about his wife and if any of the rumors are true, it’s amazing she didn’t put a bullet through his head herself.”

James swallowed thickly. He was in for one hell of a ride.

-

The next days went by fast for you, you were used to not being able to decide anything for your wedding so it didn’t come as a big surprise. Like a doll you were tossed around measurements were being taken, wedding arrangements were decided - without you of course even the underwear you were going to wear was picked out for you and just like that it was your wedding day and you were cramped up in the backseat of the limousine next to your younger sister who held your hand in silent support. You didn’t talk, merely nodded as your father went over the importance of pleasuring James at his wedding night, as you were sure you would cry if you opened your mouth.

You almost tripped on the way to the altar your vision blurry from unshed tears and your heels too high for your liking. You were sure your father was glaring at you but you couldn’t do anything except get the ceremony over with as graceful as you could.

The priest seemed to take ages talking about the eternal bound of Love and stuff.

You both said your I do’s, and the priest officiated your marriage telling James he could kiss you. You felt frozen into place, unable to move and breathe as James easily lifted the veil, looking in your teary eyes. His expression seemed to soften immediately upon your sight as he cupped your cheek, pressing a tender kiss on your trembling lips. His embrace was soft and warm and you felt yourself relaxing a little into the kiss.

James pulled back and smiled at you, pushing up his glasses with his index finger.

The evening went by in a blur and the next thing you knew was you standing in an expensive hotel suite just in your undergarments while James was just in his boxers. In a different world you would have admired his athletic build, his soft looking skin and messy curls but today you could only think of the fear, the brutality in which he would probably claim you and you had to focus on holding your tears back. 

Like a marionette, you made your way to him on the bed crawling closer to him, but just as you were about to touch him he stopped your hand, taking it in his much bigger hand instead rubbing soothing circles on your shoulder.

“We don’t have to do that.”

You scoffed, tears threatening to spill down your cheeks, “Men only get aggressive if they don’t get what they want you repeated Rabastan’s words he said oh so often before hurting you.

James eyes widened at this statement and without a second thought he dropped your hand to put on a grey sweatpants while throwing an oversized shirt of his towards you. You flinched slightly as he made a throwing motion in your direction and James’ heart ached for you.

“Put this on,” James said voice soft yet demanding and you obliqued.

James situated himself next to you cross legged, looking at you with an unreadable expression. “Did Rabastan tell you he got aggressive because of that?”

Your eyes darted downwards, looking at your fingers that were playing with the hem of his shirt. You nodded, not sure what he was up to. Was that some sick power play because you mentioned something your ex said?

“Did he” James paused, fiddling with his fingers nervously, “Did he force himself upon you?”

“That’s not illegal n our world is it?” You asked dryly.

“That’s not what I asked.”

“Of course he did, James, that’s how our world works.” 

You looked at him again and he looked at least two shades paler from your sudden revelation, his eyes wide like a deer caught in the headlight.

“I didn’t think people actually still did that stuff.” He murmured, looking at your delicate figure. To him you looked so small and innocent, like something he needed to protect, and he couldn’t phantom how someone could take advantage of that.

“Can I hug you?” James asked, seeing silent tears rolling down your cheeks, and you nodded, feeling unbelievably tired all of a sudden.

Carefully he pulled you into his lab cradling you softly, “If he wouldn’t be death already I would send a Bullet through his head for what he did to you.” James murmured pressing a soft kiss onto your head.

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Masterlist

Part 2

[slutdreams]

Being jegulus daughter and loki's girlfriend

pairings: loki x plus!size!reader

WARNINGS: mentions of sex, kissing(?).

A/N: hey! guys so I was so exited for this ff and sorry for the spelling mistakes Voldemort didn't happen so everybody's alive and euphmia and fleamont too frigga is alive too Your birth is of 2000 as familly I mean all of them merlin is with dorcas and lily with mary sam is wolfstars son. I am thinking of making this a oneshot series so you can send any request you have on this idea.

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about my blogs

• Being the youngest in both the families

• Pa : james dad : regules

• Harry loves you so much and will be so overprotective over you.

• Like always have the that don't touch my sister or ill avada Kadavra your ass.

• Lily, Marlene, Dorcas, alice and mary being the cool aunts.

• Always going out with them or with molly and euphemia.

• Fleament and euphemia loving you so much.

• Coming out as bisexual.

• Everyone calling you princess because you being the youngest.

• Remus and Sirius being your godparents.

• Joining Sirius in bitching about Walburga.

• No actually bitching with all the black sibbling including your father regules.

• having anger issues like regules.

• him teaching how to handle it.

• Going to library with Remus.

• Going to Shopping with Sam.

• Supporting harry and draco when they came out as gay.

• Shipping them together.

• being the wingmen like inviting them together on a dinner and not showing up.

• throwing a party at potter manor when they finally get together.

• having playful relationship with snape.

• Being a Slytherin.

• Your family being proud of that.

• Being proffesers favorite Slytherin.

• Going on dinners with the black sisters, sirius, regulus, draco and Sam.

• helping euphemia, James and Remus baking.

• Going on dinners with mia, molly and minnie.

• Completing your studies at Hogwarts with O's In 2010.

• Your parents suggesting you to be arour like the rest of your family.

• You telling them of your dream of becoming a fashion designer

• They will support you.

• So you decided to move to NYC to study in NYU.

• But the problem is you have powers.

• Not just being a witch but a godess too.

• Your familly found yout when powers just blasted from shouting at harry about annoying you.

• Everyone bieng Shooked When the red and white beams shot out of you.

• Taking you to Dumbeldore instantly.

• Dumbeldore explaining that this is the reason for your black and white hair blue and red eyes.

•You learning how to control your powers with all of them.

• helping harry with his pranks your powers making them much easier.

• finding out your the godess of witchcraft, dark and pure, morning and night and the godess of gods your are also called the maker and the destroyer.

•So the worst thing you could imagine happend.

• Tony stark found out you have powers.

• Thank god it was only him or else it would have been a problem.

• It was a good sunday morning making your breakfast in your appartement you ranted when your doorbell rang opening the door you saw tony stark.

• He offered for for you to join the team.

• You asked your family first.

• When they said yes you too said yes.

• Because why not.

•You are getting to be a super hero.

• So you start training with natasha and wanda.

• Getting better with fighting.

• Deciding demidevil as your name.

• Meeting Newyork loki when he attaked.

• Your family was so dang worried because this would be your first mission.

• Stopping James and sirius from coming there.

• Visiting them after all the shit.

• Getting pamperd.

• Becoming a secsessfull fashion desiner.

• Eventualy getting into buissness and doing your masters in buissness and opening a company named royals your brand becoming famous.

• One day you were in towers Kitchen yourself breakfast when you felt a presence behind you, you turned around to deal Loki standing there.

"What are you doing here." You asked.

" Well I was starving "Loki answered

"You want chicken sandwich" you asked

"sure sweetheart" You smiled at him.

• After that you always hung out with loki.

• Suggesting him some book’s you know he would like.

• Him being curious about wizarding world

•you telling him about diagon alley about the blood types that you call midgardians muggleborn, about that why your a pureblood and your brother a halfblood

• Telling him about to the Black family drama.

- Him laughing at the that of and telling you some same stories.

•Telling him about your prankster of a familly and how they would love to meet him.

• Laughing at his at obssesion with black coffee remembering remus, regules and draco.

• Him stairing at you in awe whenever you use your wand

• Especially expleriamus, crucio and Avada Kadavra.

• Telling him he'd be slythrin or ravenclaw.

•Showing your patronus and animagus form.

• Giving him sleeping drough.

• Introducing him to rock world Queen and máneskin.

• Him asking ciggrate he can take a puff from your.

Coughing just when the smoke went into his throat taking it back from him instantly after that.

"Dear norns how do that " he asked.

Laughing you answerd " Well it works like a sleeping drough" you said taking puff from the ciggrate you.

• Getting teased by everyone.

• Telling your sibling's about him.

"So you are talking about the god who tried to take over the world" harry asked wide eyed.

"Yeah" You answerd noding

" Y/N Be extra carefull with that guy I know he was't in his right mind and all but I don't want you coming home crying about how he used you and then left you" worried Draco said.

" Yes mum " You said harry and the others laughing.

"Aww mum dray " Harry said teasing his boyfriend drace rolled his eyes and scoffed " I just want her to be alright"

" don't worry cousin "  You said with a ressuring smile.

• You would teach him latin and french.

• Everyone being shooked when you did not got high on asgardian mead.

" When we will go to scotland I will tell what real alcohol is " You said smirking.

• Realising you both fell for eachother hard.

• One day tony was throwing a party because of sucssesful mission loki was drunk pretty badly.

Getting pulled to a side with loki

" lok- " You started

"SSH" Loki said stairing into your unique eyes and crassing your cheeks.

"I love you Y/N" He said and Kissed you. You kissed him back immediately

"I love you too loki" He smiled and started kissing your neck.

" Loki your drunk" You said

"I Know"

The next morning you to someone creasing cheeks.

" Good morning sweetheart " his voice deeper then ever.

" You are hot " loki smiled.

" Do you thing think what we did last night was a mistake " he asked.

"No, do you think what we did last night was a mistake " he shook his head

"so are we - "

"Yes we are "You answered before he could ask he smiled.

• Telling everyone and your families

• Everyone being excited to meet your boyfriend.

• Thor being the best brother-in-law

• Going to asgard to meet Loki's familly.

Frigga loving you odin not so much

• And finally everyone dicided to go to scotland

So here you were on Tony's private plane...

Your family coming to take the airpot. you from

Finally landing and getting imediatly getting embraced by your Pa then dad, Harry and it went on.

" Well team my family, family team". They said their hi's And you all got into cars. Avengers in one car and you all in other (yes they did't use floo )

"The one in all black clothing was your boyfriend " Euphemia said.

" How do you Know" you asked

"Familly choices " She said that looking at regules and draco and sirius.

You chuckled " Yep he is "

"Girl that god is back so hot " marlene said

" I know write right what do think aunt flower "

" I think he is right for you and your familly dress code black and colorfull " you all laughed.

" No she's right I would have been surpurises if he wore colorfull cothes " regules said

" What do you think Father's" You asked them

" We think he is good looking but we don't know his nature Y/N" James said.

" He is right are you even sure this is a serious thing " regules asked

" Yes dad This is a serious thing " said You

"okey then we will talk to him " Fleamont said

" Yeah but please don't be too scary. " You Said

"Do you think we are scary Y/N " Sirius said placing a hand on his chest being a drama queen he is

"Oh belive me you all can be when it comes to us kids" You said to your godfather.

" That we can be Kiddo " Remus replied.

" Moons " you whined.

He laughed but shaked His head.

You all arrived at the potter mansion after some time you all arrived at potter mansion well they droped loki the team was living a hotel because well there were alot of people & the manner was big but not that big so you all went in.

James whispered the study room " tell him to come after you are done "

Nodding you all went to your room.

"Love Pa was saying to go room to the study study after you are done " Loki noded nervously walking to him you grabbed both of his hand.

"Don't be nervous I am sure they would love you hmm" You said and the nodded again, seeming relived You placed kiss on his cheeks.

Dropping loki to study room you went to living room seeing all the weasleys the death eaters and the blacks the longbottoms minnie, snape and Hermione.

" hi " You said everybody turned to you and hugged you although snape just stood there so you moved to him and hugged him forcibly.

" marlin I missed you sev " you said almost yelling.

" Yeah I missed you too kid" he said, trying to push you away you let him go but clinging arm smiling brightly you You were not trying to annoy him you genuinely missed him you know he did to.

Talking with them for a awhile the Study room door opened and the men walked out talking calmly and smiling monty's arm placed on loki's shoulder.

Remus smiled and nodded his head just like previously the he did with no but this time it was a yes which finally made you smile.

" dang Y/N we hoped you would not make the same mistake as me, regules and remus " draco said you frowned at that but smilled at his next words " loving a mischief maker " this caused everyone to laugh.

" this man really belongs in this family Y/N I approve of him " fleamont said smilling.

" Wow! loki what did you do that they are so imppersed huh " you said making an imppersed face.

" well love they don't call me silver tongue for nothing " loki said smirking at you.

" well loki the boys interviewd you now its our turn " merlene's smilly face became serious which made loki tense everyone tried not to laugh at that knowing that she was joking.

" Sit " merlene said gesturing to the seat next to her loki took the and sat down everybody did too.

" so what will you do for her " docas said joining in with her girlfriend.

" anything ma'am " loki answered.

" you would have to do the laundry " asked lily everyone joined in mentally.

" Ok " loki answered

" you would probably have to do the chores because y/n can't ruin her skin " alice asked while you face palmed.

" Ok " loki answered again getting nervous

' You would also have to make food " mary asked.

" I will " loki answered.

" and y/n want her tea just when she wakes up or else she gets moody " mia said

" I will keep that in mind " loki answered

everyone bursts out out laughing at that god he's so cute.

" we are so sorry dear " mia say's placing a hand on loki's shoulder.

" huh " loki says confused.

" we were just joking man you don't have to do that all " harry answered loki breathed out a smile forming on his face telling he did not mind at all and shaking his head.

" you better get used to it love it happens here often then you can imagine " you said getting up from beside sevrus taking loki's hand and dragging him to your room.

Though you look back at sevrus and he nodded at you you smilled at him and he gave you a small smile back.

" I am so sorry about that darling " you said to loki.

" No worries dear I like your family though " he said with a smile.

" they like you too " you smilled at him.

[melancholyandfrogs]

Harry Potter and the Unfortunate Rewriting

(aka the worst collection of fanfiction about every one of my fav hp ships and, spoiler, I have a lot)

For ordering it, I go in chronological order of when the fic would be taking place - and I will be updating this as I update/finish the fics. To start out we have:

Marauder’s Era

moonlight looks good on you (unless you're Remus Lupin)

Remus John Lupin x Sirius Orion Black

finished fic / 7.6k words

wolfstar friends to lovers

I love them so much

marauder shenanigan's

heartbreaking end

has a sequel where they’re older and happy

“Moony,” Sirius whines, bumping the back of his head against his boyfriend’s chest as the lazy werewolf wraps an arm around his middle and. “Pay attention to me.”

Remus huffs and leans further back against the wall, pulling the cigarette out of his mouth to flip the page of his book. Smoke comes out as he breathes.  “You’re on top of me, Pads.”

The rambunctious Gryffindor wiggles back against his boyfriend, and tenses immediately as he lets out a growl and his arm tightens.

“What do you think you’re doing?”

“I want attention, Moony, give me attention.” Sirius continues to demand, tilting his head up to meet Remus’ amber eyes. “If James was here he’d give me attention. So would Dorcas!” His boyfriend scoffs. “Now you’re pushing it.”

patience isn’t a virtue (unless you’re James Potter)

James Fleamont Potter x Lily Jade Evans

finished fic / 5.4k words

jily slowburn

marauder shenanigan's

baby harry and it’s very cute

they die in the end

has a sequel where they come back to life lol

He asks her shyly, and politely, if they could name the baby after them, and maybe Sirius or Remus. 

“What do you want to name them?” Lily asks, rubbing her stomach. “It has to be better than Bambi.” 

“Of course.” James, grinning, rolls his eyes before gulping, features taking a more sincere look. “My papa’s name is-” 

“Fleamont, your middle name.” She says matter of fact. 

He ignores that she interrupted and continues. “Right, he said it was tradition for the middle name of a male in our family to take their father’s name, instead of just having the first names be the same. But Papa’s middle name was Hari -we can make it more English.” 

Lily smiles, looking down to her stomach. “So, Hari or Harry James for a boy-” 

“Harry James?” She didn’t think he should have been able to look as surprised as he was. “What about Sirius?” 

“It’s tradition, James.” Lily scolds, huffing at him. “I know you love Sirius but we can name another kid after him, where the middle name won’t be tradition important.” 

Only because she knows him so well can she tell that James is blushing. “You want more?” 

Green eyes roll at him. “I wouldn’t say that if I didn’t.”

Rebellion Era - Side to Golden Era

loyalty doesn’t mean forgiveness (unless you’re Zacharias Smith)

Zacharias Hepzibah Smith x Theodore Tiberius Nott

uncompleted fic

childhood friends to reluctant lovers

good slytherins & bad hufflepuffs

they’re happy in the end

theodore nott has my heart

Without anyone really knowing how, Sirius Black himself snuck into Hogwarts and broke into the Gryffindor dormitory. Everyone is in a panic but the Slytherin is more annoyed than anything -especially when most of the teachers are only concerned about Potter instead of the entire school, instead of his friends or Quidditch team, instead of the person a mass murderer would actually kill. 

When all the students are sleeping on the floor of the great hall, Theodore lays down between Zach and a much too cold wall, but that doesn't matter. He felt better when he was next to Zach, protecting him. 

“Theo?” Zach murmurs, turning over on his mat, pressing his cheek against the Slytherin’s shoulder, warming his entire side. “Are you still awake?” 

“Of course,” Theodore mutters back, wrapping his arm around his best friend’s side. “Since when am I asleep before you?” 

He shrugs, scooting even closer, placing his hand over the one Theodore has on his chest -effectively using him like one of his teddy bears (that he’s damn sure he still has on his bed in the Hufflepuff dormitory). 

“Never.” 

“Exactly.” 

There’s a few moments of silence, moments where they’re both just breathing together, and then Zach is burying himself completely in Theodore’s side, giving up all hopes of retaining dignity in favor of cuddling with the older boy. 

“I’m scared.” He says quietly, and then, “Don’t let go… please.” 

Theodore nods, resting his head on the blond’s while he speaks. “I won’t.” 

The entire night, he sticks to his words like a promise (and to him, it is).

respect doesn’t equal love (unless you’re Fleur Delacour)

William Arthur Weasley x Fleur Isabelle Delacour

uncompleted fic

bleur slowburn

fleur is a badass

charlie weasley is an asexual menace

bill and tonks are best friends

it goes over their entire relationship

Bill turns back to Fleur. “Is your mum okay with all of this?” 

Unceremoniously, Fleur shrugs. “She has to be, I’m eighteen and she doesn’t really have a choice.” 

“Yes, but it is always quite nice to get acceptance of our actions from our parents.” At his words, her want to seem more independent without consoling her parents mom dulls down, and Fleur realizes that Bill truly doesn’t care how much she talks to her mother, as long as she’s happy with it. 

He’s a family man, he always will be, and he knows that she would tell her mother about this and he knows that she would have strong opinions. 

Like always, Bill is looking out for her and guiding her into the right direction without even realizing that he’s doing it.

laughter can’t solve everything (unless you’re George Weasley) 

George Fabian Weasley x Angelina Johnson x Lee Jordan

uncompleted fic (it’s gonna be short)

humor and fluff is the point of this fic

george x lee = idiots/best friends to lovers

george x angelina = enemies to lovers, idiot x smart

lee x angelina = brat falls in love with intimidating person

they all use humor/sarcasm to cope

I can’t get over this possibility

"And Wood gets the Quaffle back from out of bounds, and spins to face the rings once more. Johnson, now distracted, lets Wood throw it through the middle! Ten points to Wood! Great Merlin, now Weasley- -the better looking one, mind you all- -has the Quaffle! He's punting it across the stadium with his Beater's bat and-" 

Lee squawks loudly into the microphone and dodges out of the way as the Quaffle smacks dead into the space he was moments before, loud feedback ringing out into his ears. 

Magical or not, a microphone is a microphone. 

“You’re not getting this back! Twenty points from Weasley!” Lee flips George off while tucking the Quaffle under one arm, and in good spirits his best friend flips him off right back. “That puts Wood in the lead, thirty points up from a negative on Weasley, meanwhile Johnson’s still guarding those rings -never mind that, folks, she’s flying right out here. Look at her, she’s bloody gorgeous!” 

Angelina comes to a stop right in front of Lee, lips twisted into a scowl. “Give me the ball back, Jordan.” 

Lee stands his ground. “Ask nicely, Johnson, and then maybe. ” 

It’s when Angelina steps off her broom onto the stand end, jumping onto the stadium next to him that her presence truly gets intimidating. Grabbing his chin with one hand and the Quaffle with the other, she says “Stop being such a brat.” before dropping him with a small push and taking to the air again.

competition isn’t real passion (unless you’re Oliver Wood) 

Oliver Benjamin Wood x Marcus Flint

uncompleted fic (it’s gonna be short)

good slytherin doesn’t mean nice slytherin

so much tension

epitome of enemies to lovers

oliver wood is neurotic

marcus flint is an asshole

“I don’t give a bloody fuck, Wood-” 

“And I don’t care either.” Standing his ground, Oliver glares at the Slytherin. “We’re just going to have to deal with each other’s presence. You’re not getting rid of me.” 

“Blimey you’re stubborn, but that’s typical of a Gryffindor.” Flint sighs. “As long as we’re out here, I could use you as good target practice, and you, well Merlin knows your ring guarding needs work.” 

That small challenge was enough to get Oliver to his feet. “I’m agreeing, but I don’t think you’re any less of a bigoted tosser, Flint.” 

“And don’t think I think you’re any less of a reckless arse, Wood.” 

Now it was a competition -who could block or score on the other most, who was the better Quidditch player. Flint knew how to push his buttons to get what he wanted, and the headstrong boy fell right into his trap. 

But Oliver doesn’t care. 

Competition is exactly what he wanted.

Golden Trio Era 

sacrifice doesn’t mean i love you (unless you’re Draco Malfoy) 

Harry James Potter x Draco Lucius Malfoy

uncompleted fic (it’s gonna be long)

slowburn

enemies to friends to lovers

harry is a little shit

malfoy is also a little shit, a tad misunderstood

at parts heartbreaking

very worth it

Draco Malfoy was laughing at the Slytherin table early in the morning for breakfast at something that Pansy Parkinson was saying when Harry passed by them -they sat in the front  next to the professors, and he had to cross the room to get to the Gryffindor table after all, it’s not he had another reason to walk all the way down there.

He’s laughing, and he has dimples.

And all of a sudden, Harry is blurting out that he has a nice smile and he feels mortified because Malfoy’s expression immediately goes blank and oh Merlin he just fucked up. 

The Slytherin students are staring between them like Harry had lost his mind and worried like Malfoy was about to hex them- -not counting Blaise who grinned like he just won the lottery- -but the damage was already done and it made him suck in a breath.

Sticking true to his word and trying to play it off, Harry continues. 

“Really Malfoy, smile more, first it suits you and-” 

Quickly racking his brain for an insult, and finding not a single thing, just panic made static, he just flushes brightly and takes to stammering.

“And, well, -you’re always scowling. It’s-”

Deciding that he’s about to die from embarrassment over it all, Harry bolts across the room and slams himself down in place against Ron and Ginny. Across the table, Hermione looked worried but Fred snickered so loud that it drew looks from the neighboring Ravenclaw table.

i’m sorry isn’t a confession (unless you’re Hermione Granger)

Hermione Jean Granger x Fredrick Gideon Weasley

uncompleted fic

friends to lovers

using humor to cope

idiot x genius trope that I love

it just fits so well ahh

fred is literally my favorite

The next year of Hogwarts started with so much excitement and cheering amongst the students that it gave Hermione a headache. She and Ginny just wanted to gossip and laugh together most days, not be shoved in the halls (though Ginny shoved back) and mocked by older students for not being able to put their name in the Goblet of Fire.

Not that either of them cared -it wasn’t in their interests to be the champion.

The same couldn’t be said for the Weasley boys, however, and especially not the twins who apparently, not even a week after the Triwizard Tournament was announced, brewed up some silly little concoction to trick the age-line Dumbledore drew into letting them put their name in instead of just asking some seventh year that owes them a favor.

“It won’t work.” Hermione calls teasingly, as Ginny scolds them both while Harry and Ron watch in amusement.

Fred tsks at her, finger clipping her chin up, “Au contraire, H’mione, I think it will do wonders.”

With a scoff and the sharp snap of her closing book, Hermione smacks his hand away but it only makes him laugh and wink while turning back to his equally as giddy twin, locking arms and downing the potion without a second thought.

“Bottom’s up!”

fighting won’t make him love you (unless you’re Ron Weasley)

Ronald Bilius Weasley x Blaise Elias Zabini

uncompleted fic

enemies to fuck buddies to lovers

tall protective one x short mean one

ron is the heart of harry potter don’t say otherwise

good slytherins

“I’m not the only arse here, Weasley, go check in the mirror.” Though he responded as such, for some reason he found the angry flush rising along the Gryffindor’s cheeks horribly attractive at worst and mildly amusing at best.

“Oh bugger off-”

“Need to talk about it?”

Weasley’s body freezes and blue eyes blink at him, and for a few moments he’s so still that he could have been petrified before he visibly gulps and responds in a choked voice. “What?”

Blaise shrugs and suddenly realizes that he has absolutely no explanation, other than maybe he’s spent too much time around Pansy when she’s had all her breakdowns recently.

“Are you being…” Weasley’s nose scrunches, and it makes it look like the freckles which are splattered all over his body squish together along either side of his straight nose. “Nice?”

Scoffing loudly, Blaise actually jumps down from the viewing window and raises a black eyebrow at the other boy. “Now you’re just imagining things. However this time, I was mocking you, surprised you didn’t pick that up. Dull as always, Weasley.”

Puffing out an annoyed breath, fogging in the cold air, Weasley rolls his eyes and mutters out “Whatever.” even as the angry flush starts to die down and the tension reduces along his shoulders. 

Part of Blaise is a little pissed at him for helping the ‘enemy’ and the other part of him is thankful for it. Part of him makes him think that means he could still be a good person. A bigger part of him wants to go back to the Slytherin dormitories and chew out Pansy.

weird isn’t a compliment (unless you’re Luna Lovegood)

Luna Pandora Lovegood x Ginevra Molly Weasley

uncompleted fic

linny slowburn

one-sided enemies to friends to lovers

ginny is a reckless queen and luna is a goddess

their relationship is so cute to me

ginny & harry, luna & draco friendship

they fight for one another in their own ways

Some people just tended to be a little too wild for neat things. Ginny was one of them. Luna was okay with that, it reminded her of Blibbering Humdingers that she believed fancied Professor Sprout’s garden enough she refused to tend to it.

Other days Ginny would kick and bounce through the grass, talking about anything and everything there was while Luna laid face-down in the grass outside the greenhouses they were currently ignoring their responsibilities in, and she inhaled the earth while her friend struggled to breath through her words.

“If you’re not careful, you’ll end up like the Gulping Plimpies.” Luna warns briefly, though she doesn’t believe that Ginny could ever get that bad. If the twins- -George and Fred- -hadn’t yet, she couldn’t possibly.

“Yeah, and pigs will fly and the sky will turn purple.” Snorting, Ginny replies but her quiet mumbling immediately after is enough to make Luna glance up to find her wand tracing through the air with the end bubbling an odd green-blue as it lights up at the same moment.

“Would you prefer being a Dabber Blimp? You’d make a lovely one.”

“Nope.”

you can’t live off compassion (unless you’re Neville Longbottom)

Neville Longbottom x Hannah Abbott

uncompleted fic (it’s gonna be short)

hufflepuff pride

neville is secretly a badass

mostly end-of-war stuff

hella fluff

they’re simple as a pair and I love it

Despite knowing after all these years that she wouldn't understand, that she won't remember the next time he visits and barely knows who he is (if she knows at all) Neville takes his mother's hands in his and says, "I'm in love with someone, Mum." Neville finds himself ranting to empty air. "She's... she's so understanding. She's great. She's my age, a Hufflepuff. God, Mum, she's so strong. One of the most impressive women I've ever met, alongside Ginny -I've talked about her before to you. The only Weasley girl? You know here. Anyway, you'll really like her. Her name's Hannah Abbott... I want to propose to her, what do you think?" 

She blinks heavily at him before scowling, shaking her head as her husband animatedly moves behind her. "I've told you a thousand times, dear," Her words slur almost intangibly. "You have to do the dishes before you take out the dog." 

“I know, Mum.” Neville smiles back. 

He tells her about how he's finishing school, and then taking over Professor Sprout's position as the Herbology Professor after a year of being her assistant. No reaction. He tells her how badly Hannah wants to meet them, and that he's already met her parents. No reaction. He tells her that when he's stable with his job, and maybe has a bit more of his mind together, he'll marry her. No reaction. 

Frank Longbottom has only said three things to his son over his entire life- 

“The sun is too dark.” when he was six. 

“You look just like my mother.” when he was twelve. 

And finally, “I’m sure one day, you’ll find the right spot.” when he was seventeen, and came to see them as a goodbye in case the war didn’t go in his favor. 

Today wouldn’t be the day, and Neville wouldn’t be the person. Yet after he’s said his goodbyes and is talking to the squip at the front desk who monitors them, double checking with her that it is indeed okay to bring Hannah, or invite the Potter’s, a firm hand is gripping his shoulder. 

Startled, Neville stumbles slightly in step as he turns and finds Frank staring at him with a frown and Alice mumbling incoherently behind him, dragged by the bunched sleeve of her robes. 

“Take these.” His father says, speaking strongly and un-slurred as he holds his hand out, two rings- -their wedding rings- -on the palm of his hand. “For the wedding.”

hand holding doesn’t mean i love you (unless you’re Dean Thomas)

Dean Thomas x Seamus Finnigan

finished oneshot / 3.5k words

deanmus slowburn

childhood friends to lovers

quiet tall x loud small

their height difference is adorable

dean is an artist, period

you can’t tell me that they’re not canon

Admittedly, Seamus’s uniform was always scruffy and untidy, making him look like a slob especially after a particularly explosive time in class. After he had been fighting, he looked his absolute worst -worse than he’s ever been at the end of his pyromaniac tendencies. 

His face had been battered and bruised by the Carrow’s to an extent that Dean couldn’t recognize him until he spoke with his distinct Irish accent.

Dean quickly uses Episkey and a quick stamina charm, and tucks Seamus into his arms for a quick shared kiss before diving back into battle, pushing his boyfriend towards where Professor Vector was casting hexes left and right with a sneer -safe behind his teacher as he runs down along the bloodied grass calling Colin and Neville’s name.

Rebirth Era - End of Golden Era

the veil isn’t thin (unless you’re Sirius Black) / update when it comes out

Remus John Lupin x Sirius Orion Black  James Fleamont Potter x Lily Jade Evans

unpublished fic

established wolfstar & jily

from POA - DH - post war

sirius is pulled from the veil and brings james/lily with him

both couples have a set of twins, wolfstar through tonks

james and lily get to parent harry, it’s amazing

they help end the war they started

hurt/comfort, anti major character death

When Sirius points his wand at Peter, ready to kill, and Harry Potter- -James' boy, his godson, the boy he pledged himself to raise, the boy he cares about more than anything- -throws himself in front of Peter to keep him and Remus to stop him from doing so he says, well, he says- "I don't reckon my dad would've wanted his best friends to become killers." 

And it made Sirius freeze, gave Remus pause. 

Because he's wrong, James would have killed Peter knowing what he knows, he would have done anything to defend Lily, to protect Harry. He would not have backed down, and yet Sirius does at this moment. 

Because Harry's wrong, and right now he's the furthest from James' son, and Remus knows better than either of them that this- -his words, his absolute kindness and ruthless way he insists upon mercy, that fierce insistence of true justice- -was all Lily.

 Lily wouldn't want them to kill Peter, not James. Lily. 

So they didn't.

healing doesn’t mean change (unless you’re Lavender Brown) / update when it comes out

Lavender Elizabeth Brown x Parvati Patil

unpublished fic (it’s gonna be short)

childhood friends to lovers

werewolf lavender

patil twin drama

hurt/comfort

“No matter what you are, what shape you’re in, Lav, I promise, I promise that I will love you.” Parvati says fiercely, holding her girlfriend’s face between both hands. The eye contact makes her seem much too honest, much too overwhelming. “I love you and that will never change. Stop thinking otherwise.”

Recovery Era - Before Next Gen

frayed pictures are worthless (unless you’re Dennis Creevey) / update when it comes out

Dennis Cooper Creevey x Elaine Tyra Zabini - fandom oc

unpublished fic

hurt/comfort

good slytherins

overprotective wild one x anxious sad one

I’m not over Collin Creevey’s death, are you?

adorable ending

After he lost his brother, Dennis doesn’t quite know what to do with himself. Nothing is the same anymore, and now people say that’s a good thing… but it doesn’t feel like a good thing. It feels lonely. 

When they talk about his brother’s death, they talk about Colin how they first met him -like the scrawny little kid who liked to jumpscare people with flash photography, the small second year who held the door open and let people come and go in and out of the Gryffindor common room for fifteen minutes before politely excusing himself, the twelve year old who was full of life and excited about everything, and how they can barely picture him as that sixteen year old boy who ran head first into battle, snarl on his lips and wand ready only to die.

Because Colin did die.

But he didn’t die as that scared little kid, he died in the middle of battle, he died fighting for everything he believed in. He died a hero. He died with a glare, a snarl and a shout; he did not go with tears or a smile. He died so that his family would finally get retribution, he died so that all his friends could live, he died to protect his little brother.

Yet in doing so, he left all those people behind.

He left Dennis behind.

persistence isn’t worth it (unless you’re a Malfoy) - an oc fic

Cepheus Abraxas Malfoy x Lincoln Septimus Weasley draco’s little brother            arthur/molly’s nephew, ron’s little cousin

uncompleted fic

straight romance and they’re adorable

a malfoy in hufflepuff

hufflepuff pride

the goal is to gain a patronus

they banter and flirt the same amount

Cepheus -he feels like right now, all those rumors about how ruthless and cunning Malfoy’s really can be are true.

The massive white dragon flies and turns, spinning around and knocks the mannequin over with its massive tail, taking up nearly all of the space in the room as it turns to face him with a deep growl shaking the room.

The Hufflepuff finds himself sobbing at the dragon’s feet, and the giant beast curls around him, covering him with giant, whispery silver wings as it puffs out breaths that wipe the tears from its castor’s cheeks.

From the corner of the room, the door bangs open and in barges Lincoln, who stops dead in his tracks at the sight.  “Ceph…” He says, voice breaking.

The dragon stands, taking Cepheus with it and only stops when it can rest its snout on Lincoln’s forehead. Around him, the white wisps disappear and Cepheus finds himself crying against his boyfriend's chest. 

Apparently, even to his innately magical side, Lincoln is just as good a protector as the Patronus, and now that he’s safe, there’s no reason for him to be casting one anymore.

I hope you all like these descriptions / found something new to read - also please tell me about any other fics about obscure hp pairings I could make/why you like them

[reggie-gremlin]

superache by conan gray but it's the marauders (very detailed bc it's 4am, i can't sleep, and this is something i have thought about in detail). also, fair warning: it gets kinda sad. not that that should be a surprise, seeing as it's the marauders and that superache doesn't have particularly happy songs, but still.

movies- THIS IS JAMES. james. fleamont. potter. not specifically jily, not specifically jegulus, not specifically whatever ship you have with james. no. this is the way james views love as a whole. this is how james loves. like in the movies. like in a fairytale. he is a hopeless romantic and, inevitably, there is always the moment where he ends up hurt bc reality comes crashing back way too hard way to fast and all at once.

people watching- this is mary and peter. this is mary when she sees james flirting with lily and everyone being ok with it bc he's a boy and she's a girl, so what could there ever be wrong. this is mary when she notices lily likes him back. this is mary when james and lily start dating, when every single person is the school knows that james potter is in love with lily evans and that she finally likes him back and noone bats an eye at it. this is mary knowing that if she had been in james's place, if she had been the one to repeatedly and publicly declare her love for lily, everyone would have had an opinion on it. because they're two girls. because they're two girls and that means people think they're entitled to an opinion on something that doesn't concern them in the slightest. this is peter when all his friends are falling in love. when james is head over heels for lily. when james is sneaking out of the dorm almost every night to go see regulus. this is peter when he notices the way remus looks at sirius when the latter isn't looking. when he realises sirius is doing the same. this is peter when he sees mary pining after lily. when they get together in 7th year. this is peter when he realises that, despite marlene having had a rivalry with dorcas for years, she's falling for the slytherin girl. when he sees dorcas stare at the gryffindor across the great hall. this is peter when they meet up with alice and frank a few years after the two have graduated, and they all get invited to their wedding. this is peter when he realises that everyone is finding the love of their life at hogwarts, everyone except for him.

distaster- this is rosekiller. this is two people who have always been best friends but they have also never quite been just that, yet they would rather be that than risk being nothing. they're there for each other, that's all they need to know.

best friend- there are a LOT here. we have james and sirius, best friends, absolute platonic soulmates from the moment they saw each other on the hogwarts express in their first year. we have remus and lily, who bonded over their shared knowledge of the muggle world, over their shared fascination with magic, over their shared love of books and study, over the quick temper they both have, over their need of a moment of quiet when things get too much. mary and marlene, two fierce girls ready to face whatever life threw at them who, like james and sirius, met on the train and became attached at the hip, immediately deciding that this girl they just met would be their partner in everything, in facing judgement of any kind. this would be the girl they would spend entire nights gossiping with, this would be the girl who they would help with anything, whether that be doing their eyeliner or dealing with bullies. they knew they were willing to do anything for the other, and they knew the feeling was mutual. regulus and pandora, who both snuck out on the same night, running into each other on the astronomy tower. regulus had learned to hide his emotions, his passions, due to his parents, but with pandora it was easy. they started talking about the stars, about the sky and there was just no stopping them. from that very first night they realised how effortless it was to understand each other, how they could have the craziest discussions about the randomest subjects and understand every word of what the other meant. how they were always able to catch the glint in each other's eye when they had an idea for a prank. because they pulled pranks too, almost enough to rival the marauders. they were just better at not getting caught.

astronomy- JEGULUS. if this song doesn't have jegulus vibes, i don't know what does. the stars and the sky are a theme i have always deeply connected with regulus, but it's not just that. yes, the vibes are immaculate, the theme fits perfectly, but the lyrics are the true masterpiece. this is canon jegulus when the war is looming, when james is doing everything in his power to hold on to regulus, but the younger boy is already losing hope, knowing he is moments away from being forced to take the mark.

yours- this is regulus when he and james are forced to hide. because of his family. because of the war. because of people's prejudices. because of what sirius might think. this is regulus when everyone thinks james is in love with lily, and james has to go along with it. because james has been pining after lily for YEARS. he can't just drop it without people asking questions. this is regulus looking at james across the great hall, seeing the way he looks at lily and wondering if maybe he's not pretending as much as regulus thought he was. this is regulus after the war tears them apart and james ends up with lily, when regulus realises that maybe he was right, maybe james never stopped loving lily and he can't even blame him. he probably would have chosen lily over himself as well. he's just angry that he let himself think what they had ever actually mattered. letting himself think that it was ever more than a fling. letting himself think that it was love. (yours is also very specifically regulus in just lovers (like we were supposed to be) by zeppazariel.)

jigsaw- yet again regulus, but it's not james's love he's yearning for. it's not sirius's either. it's his parents'. his parents who, once they realised sirius was a lost cause, started pushing all the expectations on regulus. any rule they taught him before became stricter, any piece of himself he had been allowed to keep was taken away. anything that could risk him not being their golden child, the perfect heir sirius's never was, became forbidden, and if it was already forbidden before, then the rule was now even more enforced. regulus spent his whole life being taught that the only reason his parents didn't show how much they loved him was that he wasn't good enough. not smart enough, not polite enough, not cold enough, not perfect enough. he tried so hard to be what they wanted him to be that he lost himself in the process.

family line- i mean, do i really need to get into this? it's the blacks, all of them. it's sirius, regulus, andromeda, narcissa, even bellatrix. it's thesw children trying to survive in a family that wants them to be soldiers, to be murderers. a family that wan't them to be perfect first and human second. it's children who had no choice but to grow up too fast, some losing themselves in the process, some risking their lives and refusing to be forced into a mold, some adapting to the mold, learning the tricks of how to slip through the cracks, how to work throught the loopholes of the the infinite rules without getting caught.

summer child- remus used to love the summer, until taking off his shirt started to mean showing his scars, until lying in the grass at night was no longer peacefully looking at the stars, but wondering what monster may be lurking in the dark. until the moon was no longer a beautiful thing it the sky but a countdown, a timer that kept track of how long it would be until HE was the monster lurking in the dark. remus often still looks happy and carefree, but those who know him best can see the way he always helps others long before he helps himself, they can see the weight that lingers on him at all times. his mother, who has known him all his life, who knew him when he really was just a carefree child with nothing to worry about, she's the one who can best see the difference. she's the one who can see how hurt the four year old boy was when his father started ignoring him, how scared the eleven year old was to go to hogwarts because "what if i hurt someone". but she was also there to see how happy he was when his friends didn't leave, when their support never wavered, when they were with him before and after every full moon (and during, but she doesn't know that).

footnote- mary is the life of the party, the bold one everyone knows will easily deal with bullies, the one who always knows what to do, what to say, where to go, who to talk to. except when it comes to lily. then she falters. then she has no clue what to say, how to handle herself when lily asks her for advice on what to do. first with severus, then with james. she wants to be happy for lily, she really does, but everytime she can't help but wish she would just ask marlene for help. or alice. or remus. anyone but her. but no, mary is the one who always knows what to do, so she's the one lily always comes to. and everytime, she listens to lily rant, she insults stupid boys with her, she comforts her as she cries, she gives her advice. because she doesn't have a choice. she can't just refuse to help with no explanation, because that will make lily hate her and that would be even worse.

memories- POST AZKABAN WOLFSTAR. POST. AZKABAN. WOLFSTAR. remus has spent years trying to move on, trying to leave sirius in the past, to keep the memories of him from invading the presente and the future. but then sirius escapes, and his face is everywhere. his name whispered among the students as he gets closer and closer to hogwarts. for twelve years remus has done everything possible to not let sirius affect him, and here he comes, in the flesh, to mess all of it up.

the exit- jegulus after reg gets the mark. they break up, separated by the war, by their choices, by things that are too big for teenagers to be handling. and, less than a year later, james starts dating lily. regulus thought that, if he was suffering, at least they were suffering together. but it turns out that no, he's alone in this too. forever the second choice. forever the one left behind in pain while others find a new life.

[stargazedmoony]

“His arms were her safety and his eyes were her home.”

“Oi, Evans!”

In her first year of Hogwarts, Lily Evans had no idea what it meant to be in love. Sure, she used to watch romance movies with her sister and she liked reading romantic fiction, but all the boys she read about were charming and kind, and they certainly weren’t annoying — like James Fleamont Potter, who seemed to find it necessary to call out her name every time he saw her.

Lily sighed and chose to ignore the boy who was waving and smiling sheepishly at her from a distance. Marlene frowned next to her. “Looks like someone’s got a thing for you,” she remarked.

Lily shrugged. “I’m not interested.”

“Good,” Dorcas said. “Because boys are sheep.”

Lily laughed at this and couldn’t really disagree. She’d known from the first day of school that this black-haired boy was trouble. Potter and his three friends were always fooling around and causing mischief. Well, maybe not all three of his friends. Remus was OK.

In second year, all Lily wanted to do was read and study and not argue with her best friend, Severus. James “Oi, Evans!” Potter thought differently of this. At twelve, he looked lanky and skinny and rather out of proportion, but she assumed that was normal for boys going through puberty. She had been there too.

When he called her name, Lily turned her head away and grunted. “Leave me alone, Potter,” she said. She could not possibly tell what he wanted from her except to annoy her.

Remus, who she’d been studying with, smiled at her apologetically. At least he was a sweet boy.

In third year, James Potter called her name again. “Oi, Evans!”

Lily was in the library. For some strange reason, Potter and his friends were too. Lily was pretty sure this had everything to do with Remus forcing them to study several hours a week.

Potter was staring at her, maybe waiting for a response. When he realised he wasn’t going to get one, he opened his mouth again. “You look pretty,” he said. “As you always do.”

“Try-hard,” Sirius coughed. Lily laughed at this.

And maybe, just maybe, she felt flattered as well. She’d been so insecure about herself lately — something she knew was part of hitting puberty. Lily turned her head away, thinking to herself that it was okay to smile. Compliments were nice. But was Potter nice, really? He was always so mean to Sev.

Oh, what did it matter? Homework.

In fourth year, Lily realised she couldn’t help her eyes from following Potter around the common room. He looked so different in the light of being fourteen years old. All of his friends did.

Remus was tall, but still as pale as he’d been the day Lily met him. He was fidgeting with one of Sirius’ wristbands as they were whispering to each other under their breaths, sitting close together on the sofa. Sirius looked captivated, content and handsome as always. Even puberty acne looked good on him — talk about unfair.

Peter looked the same as last year. He didn’t seem to have grown at all and his face was still sweet, plump and reddish. James had to be the second tallest of the group and he looked more muscular than he’d done last year — Quidditch practise maybe?

Unlucky for her, the black-haired boy noticed her staring. “Oi, Evans!” he called. “D’you like what you see?”

Lily rolled her eyes, but her lips curled upwards. “Get over yourself, Potter.”

“What’s that?” Mary asked next to her. “What’s that on your face? Is that a smile? Is this ship finally happening?”  

“Lily and James!” Sirius started singing. “Sitting in a tree—!”

“K-I-S-S-I-N-G!” Peter added.

“Shut up, both of you.”

But in fifth year, Lily could hardly ignore how charming Potter looked. His hair had grown longer over the summer and was now curling graciously around his tanned face. Not only was he handsome, but as it turned out, he wasn’t such a bad person to talk to. He was actually very sweet and caring. Still, he was stupid and immature.

“Oi, Evans!” he called out for about the thousandth time in both their lives. “Fancy a date?”

“Sure,” Lily said. The girls in her dormitory were calling her a fool for not wanting to go out with him, but Lily just shrugged it off. “Meet me at eight? In your dreams.”

James shook his head, clearly amused and not at all disappointed. Lily laughed.

She loved teasing him. She loved him smiling at her teasing, his ears turning hot and his eyes sparkling with happiness — and maybe hope. He just looked so sweet and innocent, and so in love.

In sixth year, Lily could no longer be bothered by James’ “Oi, Evans!” whenever he saw her. Or so she thought.

One evening, they were on Prefect duty for patrolling the halls and when Lily heard him call out those familiar two words, her heartbeat sped up, out of control, and her stomach filled with a tingling strange sensation that was unfamiliar to her — and that was when she knew. This feeling was what the romance writers wrote about.

“All right, Potter?” she said.

James had a big smile on his face as he often did when she talked to him, even if it was to tell him off. He was sixteen now, yet he still looked so young and boyish. “All right,” he answered cheerfully.

“All right,” Lily repeated. She kindly bumped her shoulder against his as they began to walk. She could tell he was trying to hide his smile, which gave her the courage to continue. “I’ve been wondering about something.”

“For the fourteenth time, Evans, I’m not taking a bath with you in the Prefects’ bathroom until we’ve gone on a proper first date.”

Lily laughed out loud. “Yeah, that’s what I wanted to talk about,” she said. “Do you still fancy the idea of a date?”

James’ mouth fell open and his cheeks turned almost as red as her hair. “You’re joking. Are you joking? Tell me you’re NOT joking!”

Lily chuckled softly. “I’m not joking,” she said. James looked as if he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Lily smiled and felt a brave victory roaring in her chest.

In seventh year, James finally kissed her. They were seventeen now, hiding in the semi-dark of a broom cupboard, red-faced and shy and in love. James fumbled with the material of her jumper until Lily reached for his hands and placed them on the bare skin of her back. His hands were cold and shaking nervously.

Sometimes you don’t realise what you’ve been missing all your life until you find it. Lily thought of this as she held James’ hands and moved them from her back to her hips and down to her stomach. The world as she’d known it, she realised, had been so black and white until she’d let James in; until she’d let him hold her so sweetly. Now, everything seemed flushed again with colours.

And for every moment that Lily was with him, the things that happened in the world and the war beyond the hills of Scotland didn’t scare her as much. His arms were her safety and his eyes were her home.

“Oi, Evans,” Lily heard in her ear. She smiled at this and thought to herself that perhaps she had come to love him years earlier than she had realised. She hummed in response and James’ eyes were happy.

[remuslupininskirts]

hey love !!!!!! I really wanna read All the Young Dudes but I watched harry potter years ago and don't really remember the Marauders's storylines. Can you give me a crash course with the basics i need to know to read ATYD????? Especially regarding Wolfstar. Like, what has the canon given us about them? I really can't wait to ship them hard lmao ///// btw you can totally ignore this if you want, but i just love infodumping about my interests and thought you might enjoy the opportunity too !! 😊💘

hi love!!

so i'm going character by character- there’s a lot sorry-

James potter- obviously he is Harry’s dad, he is the son of fleamont and euphemia and was born on the 27th of march 1960. He started school in the same year as peter, remus and sirius. His end game love interest is lily evans (in atyd) who was also in the same year as the marauders. James’s main enemy throughout his years at hogwarts is snape, but he will always stand up against other slytherins (like Avery). James marries lily evans but in 1981 they are both killed by Voldemort.

Sirius black- first born son of walburgur and Orion black, and his brother is regulus black. Sirius is named after candis major, the Dog Star. Sirius never got along well in his family and was never the favourite sibling and that just got worse when his got sorted into Gryffindor instead of slytherin. His main love interest is remus lupin in atyd but in cannon (that no one realy listens to he was said to be in a relationship with Marlene McKinnon for his years at hogwarts. Sirius goes to Askaban without trail in 1981 for the murders of lily evans potter and james potter. He escapes in 1993, the first to ever do it. He is killed a few years in 1996 by his cousin.

Remus lupin- he is a werewolf half blood ( dad is a wizard and his mums a muggle) in atyd he is the main character effectively. Remus had a bit of a messed up life in atyd but i will let you discover that :) his main love interest is sirius black, but the writer makes some ocs like grant chapman who you have probably heard about. Remus had to hide that he is a werewolf but the marauders find and do become Animagi for him during the full moons so he doesn’t hurt himself so much once they work it out. In 1997 he marries to tonks (sirius’s second cousin) and has a child with her called Edward ‘teddy’ lupin. This takes him to the end of his life where he is killed in the battle of hogwarts in 1998 leaving his one year old son behind because tonks was also killed the same day.

also there is no cannon on wolfstar in the actual book and you don't particularly need to know anything going into it, because mostly it's it own story and explains everything

[mrsfrecklesmarauders]

October, 1980

Ship: Sirius and Remus

First Wizarding War

Fluff and Angst, Love Confession

Summary: Remus is in a mission with the werewolves again, Sirius misses him like crazy and realizes his feelings towards his boyfriend.

“Aaaah….”

Sirius woke up gasping for air. His heart was beating fast. Sirius tried his best to get some air on his lung. 1,2,3,4… Remus had taught him how to breath properly. But Remus was not there. He was not beside Sirius. It was the first time in a long time, since Sirius had to go through a night terror on his own.

I miss you, Moons.

Sirius breathed in slowly and let all air out. He did that until he could breath properly. Sirius laid down on the bed. It felt cold, foreign, not as warm as the one Sirius and Remus shared on their little flat. It was because Moony wasn’t there. And Sirius´ body missed that warmth.

There was no way he was able to sleep again. Maybe he could wake James and Lily, but Sirius didn’t want to bother them. It was the first time in days, since they could sleep without Harry crying in the night.

Sirius rubbed his hair and got up, putting on one of Moony’s jumper. It smelled like him. If Sirius closed his eyes, he could pretend Moony’s arms were around him. But no. It wasn’t the same, it wasn’t the same at all. Tucking his hands on the jumper’s pockets, Sirius found a pack of cigarettes. He smiled to himself.

You’re a bloody wanker, Moony. I love you.

Sirius climbed down to the living room. Careful not to make any sound. The Potters’ Mansion seemed so big and empty, without Euphemia, without Fleamont. Sirius missed them so much. He sat there and lit himself a cig. He usually didn´t smoke. Moony was the smoker. But Sirius missed him so much….so what the fuck?

“I thought I heard a sneaky dog”

Sirius turned around to see Lily. Her eyes sleepy, hair on a bun, carrying a glass of water.

Sirius smiled “Hey ginger”

“You cannot sleep?” Lily said taking a seat next to him.

Sirius shook his head.

“Me neither” she sighed.

Sirius looked at her, giving Lily a sweet kiss on her forehead. Sirius knew exactly what worried her. The War, Harry’s and James’ safety…

Me too, Lils, I’m freaking scared.

“I miss him too, you know?” she broke the silence as Sirius took another drag.

“Of course, you do”

Remus had to go back. To the bloody werewolves. Dumbledore’s Orders. Remus was supposed to gather information, gain the werewolves’ trust. And fuck, he’s been out there for weeks. James and Lily begged Sirius to stay with them, so he didn’t feel alone.

“You have no idea how much I need him…” Sirius said

 “No… no no. There’s no way I’m letting you go there…. Every month?” Sirius sounded furious, pacing through their flat. Remus just watched him

“I have no choice Sirius…” Remus said “Dumbledore…”

“Fuck Dumbledore!”

Remus smiled at that.

“I’m gonna be fine” Remus sniffed “They won´t hurt me”

“How do you know Moons? You might be in danger, they are….”

“Monsters?”

Shit. Sirius closed his eyes embarrassed.

“No Moony. I didn´t mean that. I´m sorry”

Remus put his head on his knees.

“You won´t understand, Sirius” Remus said “I… I need to do this”

Sirius was trembling. He didn´t know if it was because he was scared, furious or because his body missed Remus already. He kneeled in front of him. Sirius forced his boyfriend to look at him.

“I’m gonna miss you Moons. Like a lunatic”

 “I know babe” Lily patted his back gently.

“I’m scared Lils” Sirius turned off his cig, trying to swallow his tears.

“He is gonna be fine”

“Not for him. He is strong… So strong” Sirius sighed “I meant I’m scared of this feeling” Sirius ran his fingers through his hair.

Lily didn’t answer. She just waited for Sirius to continue.

“I love him, Lils” Sirius continued looking to the window, the moon on sight. It wasn’t full. That was nights before, but still.

“I fell completely in love with him…”

Sirius didn´t dare to look at Lily but he knew she was smiling. Sirius thanked the room was dark, because Sirius was blushing.

“No one had ever looked at me the way Remus has…” he continued

 Sirius woke up smelling the sweet scent of chocolate and the taste of last’s night sex lingered in. Sirius rolled to his side and there he was. Sun shinning on his skin, exposing his freckles and scars. His golden curls were messier than ever. Lips parted murmuring things under his breath. His eyelashes touching his cheeks. He was beautiful. Remus Lupin was beautiful.

Remus opened his eyes slowly. He was taking his time, letting out soft breaths. And then he opened them, those beautiful eyes of his. They only look bigger and brighter for Sirius. When Remus just woke up or during sex. Sirius though those wild eyes were only for him.

Moony saw Sirius and smiled. He fucking smiled. Sirius melted.

“Morning Pads” his voice was hoarse and deep oh merlin, so bloody sexy.

 “He is the only one that sees right through me. No masks, you know, Lils? That Sirius Black that nobody gets to. That Sirius who is underneath so many layers… The one not even myself would recognize…”

 Sirius was out of breath for a second and then he responded “Morning Moons”

Remus smiled hiding his face on the pillow. Sirius wanted to be that pillow so badly.

“We have an Order meeting in two hours” Remus said watching his watch.

Sirius grunted. He pulled himself closer to Remus. He kissed him softly hand stroking his cheek. Remus laughed between kisses. Best feeling in the world. Sirius couldn´t give a damn about Order meeting or the war, or any thing else in the world.

“Can we just stay like this forever?” he whispered on Moony’s ear, kissing his cheek, jaw and neck.

“Sirius…” Remus half said half moaned his name. Sirius loved that “I would love to stay here with you… But we need to get ready…”

Sirius moaned in protest hiding his face on Remus´ chest.

“Specially you. I mean you take an hour just in your hair”

“Bloody wanker”

Remus laughed. Sirius loved that laughter.

 Sirius had tears in his eyes. Fuck he couldn’t cry. Lily scooped closer. She put her head on Sirius´ shoulder. That made him feel worse for a reason. He covered his face and fuck… he was crying.

“Fuck…” Sirius´ voice broke. “I am so stupid…”

“You´re not stupid…”

“Yeah I am” Sirius half laughed on how silly he felt. Crying in front of Lily. He was supposed to be the cool, fun Sirius Black not this mess.

“At the same time, I´m really angry at Remus…” he continued “I just think he depends too much on me. He… he asks too much of me. He acts like the world is ending around him. Specially after the full moon… And he is like waiting for me to be this superhero and make him feel better… Like… That’s a lot of fucking pressure, you know?”

Sirius didn’t know where all this was coming from. He didn´t know he felt all this until he began opening himself to Lily.

 Sirius tucked Remus under the blankets. Fuck, he had a new scar on his neck. Sirius didn’t mind. But Remus would hate it. For sure. Sirius sighed as he gave him a soft kiss. It wasn’t a bad moon, but Remus seemed exhausted.

“Pads?”

Sirius saw James on the frame door. Bags under his eyes. His hair messier with a bunch leaves and branches sticking out. Sirius felt so grateful towards James.

“Gotta go… Lily must be fucking worried”

Sirius nodded looking at Remus “Go on Prongs…” then he added “Thanks”

“He is gonna be okay, you know?” It was Wormtail who appeared on the door framed next to James.

“I know” but Sirius was still worried.

“We understand Pads” James said “Us too”

Peter nodded.

Sirius smiled slightly “He is lucky to have you as friends”

“He is lucky to have us. You as well” Peter said

Sirius didn’t respond.

“We´ll pop in later, Pads. Lily would want to see him”

Sirius just nodded.

James winked and Peter waved before disappearing. They were really good friends. They did this for him, the whole Animagus thing was for their Moony. Sirius´ Monny.

Sirius cuddled on the chair next to the bed. And he watched Remus sleep, loving him so much.

 He sniffed “I don’t want anything to happen to him while I’m not there. Like… There might be times when I cannot be around, you know? And… I´m really terrified that he… I don’t know…”

Lily squeezed his hand.

“This is not only up to you, Sirius” she said “We´re all here for Remus”

“Not Lils” Sirius´ voice was trembling “I didn’t mean to say Remus is a burden to me. He would never…”

Lily nodded “I understand”

“I think I depend on him the same way….” He sighed wiping his tears “I don’t know what I would do without him Lils. I´m completely in love with him”

 Sirius decided to cuddle into bed, next to Remus. Sirius wrapped his arms around him. Sirius kissed Moony and whispered “I love you” into his ear. Even though Remus couldn’t hear him.

 Sirius was scared of that feeling. Flashes of memories haunted him now. Sirius and Remus dancing happily to one of his favorite records, both of them smiling at each other and kissing each other like fools. The feeling of Remus wrapping his arms around Sirius while he tried to do mundane things like brushing his teeth or getting dressed, or preparing the morning tea. The way Remus would whisper “I love you” into his ear and desperately bite his neck. The way Remus looked into his eyes and whispered things to him while they shagged. The way Remus got him hot and turned on just for one look or smile. The way they just would talk about anything very late at night, having a cig or a drink or something.  The way Remus smiled at him every time Sirius said silly stuff or day dreamed about their future. And the way Remus would hold and comfort Sirius after a nightmare or a night terror. The way Sirius felt on his arms.

It was worth it. Everything was worth it when it came to Remus. Sirius was overwhelmed by that feeling, yes. But he was in love with the train wreck that was his relationship with Remus. That thought made Sirius missed Remus more.

Lily was giggling now. “I think you should tell him”

Sirius snorted finally realizing that Lily had been hearing the whole time. He wiped his tears laughing a bit. He shook his head.

“Nah. That would be too bloody embarrassing. I´m fucking Sirius Black, remember?”

Lily laughed at that “I´m sorry your highness”

She rolled her eyes.

Sirius smiled.

“I think you should tell him because I´m pretty sure he feels the same way about you”

Sirius smiled at that. Remus loving him as much as he loved him. It was amazing.

“Please don’t tell James… He would never leave me alone with this”

“I don’t promise anything” Lily smiled

“Lily!” Sirius protested.

Lily laughed. She nodded and Sirius was grateful.

Suddenly they heard baby Harry crying.

“Lily?” It was James, asking for her.

“Coming!” Lily sighed. She winked at Sirius before leaving.

“Love you Ginger!” he yelled after her.

“Get some sleep”

 Sirius felt asleep on the living couch without realizing. He was half asleep when he heard voices coming from the kitchen and baby giggles. He assumed James and Lily were awake. But he didn’t wake up. He kept his eyes closed for a bit longer.

“Pads?”

Sirius heard his voice. He must be dreaming about him again.

Giggles “Pads”

Someone poked his arm. Oh shit. He wasn’t dreaming. Remus was here. He opened his eyes quickly. Remus was there. He looked tired; a bit dirty but with a big grin across his face. So beautiful. So so beautiful.

“Hi” Remus smiled.

Sirius touched his face to make sure he was real. He was. Remus was back next to him.

“Moony!” Was all that came out of his mouth before he kissed Remus forcefully. Remus laughed into the kiss.

“I missed you too” Remus whispered.

Sirius hugged him. Smelling him in, touching him like he hadn’t[H1]  done it in a long time.

“I love you Moons” he said “So much”

“I love you too Pads”

And they kissed again, only interrupted by James calling them for breakfast.