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writingformymentalhealth · 4 years ago

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One shot James Potter

Mafia!James x reader

Arranged marriage au

Part 1/? (Let me know if you want a part two)

You aren’t sad as you buried your husband after all he only hit you and forced himself upon you in the nine months of marriage you shared but only one week later you are engaged to James Potter and you are adamant to protect yourself this time around.

Tw: mention of violence (mafia), social status, arranged marriage, death of husband, past abuse, rape,

Part 2

You didn’t cry at the funeral of your husband and if you would have cried it would have been happy tears. The monster that abused you for nine months was finally gone.

He left scars of course, mental and physical, but now you could at least take a breath before you were shipped off to the next monster that would make your life hell.

“Did you listen to me?” Your mother interrupted your thought process.

“Sorry, what did you say?”She sighed, pity swirling in her eyes as she brought you the news ” I said your next engagement is already set, for next week actually.”

You pressed your lips together; you knew there was no point in arguing, your father made the decisions in this family and he didn’t want the opinion from anyone else on his decisions.

“Who?”

“James Potter.”

You heard of the potter family; they were rich, richer than the Lestrange family you were married into previously. Probably why your father chose them, you thought bitterly.

Sometimes you wondered how it was to live a normal life with a normal caring father, a father who cared if the husband he chose would force himself upon you or hit you. But that were the cards you were given, so you had to play with them.

This time around you would be more careful more guarded, yes maybe you couldn’t do anything against the rape or physical abuse but last time hurt so bad because you allowed yourself to hope, you tried to make the marriage work, you even allowed yourself to fall in love with that idiot but this time around you swore yourself to be cold and guarded.

The week flew by and the day of the engagement party came fast; you didn’t bother to talk to James who was talking to his friends, chatting lightheartedly as if he didn’t have a care in the world. His eyes searched over the grand ballroom from time to time, probably looking for you, but you were well hidden on one of the balconies overlooking the room. You loved the safety of it, you could see everything, but nobody could see you. You felt a certain bitterness seeing your future husband laughing so carefree, knowing that as a woman in the mafia you could never allow yourself to be so trusting and carefree - not again at least. Perhaps in another life you could have found James Potter attractive, but you didn’t even allow yourself to think that your walls already far too high.

Your thoughts were interrupted by the clearing of a throat behind you. You swirled around just to see eye to eye with no other than James Fleamont Potter.

“Hey, your Father told me you would be up here.” He said, his voice soft and sweet like cotton candy.

You nodded internally, cursing your father for telling this boy your location.

James fidgeted a little obviously uncomfortable with your cold demeanor, yet you couldn’t bring yourself to care, this was just the next monster you would be chained to for life and you weren’t stupid Rabastan Lestrange had also been all smiles till you closed the door to your wedding sweet and you wouldn’t let another boy fool you.

“I just thought we could get to know each other a little seeing as the wedding is in just ten days.”

“Why? It’s just another contract. You don’t need to know each other to sign a contract.”

James winced at your harsh tone. “Well, usually you don’t share a bed with your contract partner.” You just shrugged, training your eyes back at the ballroom scene downstairs.

“C’mon just one dance, the people expect it anyway.”You pressed your lips together, the thought of being so close to someone so much stronger than you still made you feel sick, you had hoped you had at least ten days before you had to deal with this tosser but you knew he was right - the people expected you to act like a couple.

James lead you to the dance floor taking your hand into his softly almost as if he was scared you could break, you were thankful that he didn’t come closer than necessary and his hands stayed where they were supposed to be even though you knew as soon as you signed the marriage papers and legally became his property things would change dramatically.

James was an excellent dancer, you had to admit, twirling you around the room expertly. “Listen, I know it’s only been a week since your husband died and you probably need time to heal from your loss and-“

You interrupted him, “I’m glad that he is gone, the only thing I am sad about is that they didn’t shoot him earlier.”

James’ movements stiffened, and you were sure you heard him mumble something like “charming” under his breath, but you couldn’t care less what he thought about you. After the dance you dropped a courtesy just how you learned it years ago before turning on your heel and disappearing in the crowd.

After dancing with you, the first thing James did was find his best friend Sirius Black, hoping to make sense of the whole scenario.

He found Sirius at the bar - as expected, talking to a pretty girl - also as expected.

“I saw you with your wife, you should consider yourself lucky. She is much too pretty for you.” He joked lightheartedly, but James only grimaced.

“Yeah, she is beautiful but I think she may be a psychopath.” James grumbled, downing a shot.

Sirius laughed his barking laughter, “Already trouble in Paradies?”

James sighed, “I don’t know everyone always told me she was one of the most kindhearted women in the order and she just told me she was sad her husband didn’t get shot in the head earlier. I know the loss of a loved one but-“

“James,” Sirius suddenly had a grim expression, “didn’t you know Rabastan Lestrange?”

“No, did you?”

“His brother is betrothed to my cousin” Sirius said slowly and James furrowed his brows, never having seen his best friend like that, “Rabastan was an interesting man.”

“What do you mean?”

“I heard him talking about woman James, I heard him talking about his wife and if any of the rumors are true, it’s amazing she didn’t put a bullet through his head herself.”

James swallowed thickly. He was in for one hell of a ride.

The next days went by fast for you, you were used to not being able to decide anything for your wedding so it didn’t come as a big surprise. Like a doll you were tossed around measurements were being taken, wedding arrangements were decided - without you of course even the underwear you were going to wear was picked out for you and just like that it was your wedding day and you were cramped up in the backseat of the limousine next to your younger sister who held your hand in silent support. You didn’t talk, merely nodded as your father went over the importance of pleasuring James at his wedding night, as you were sure you would cry if you opened your mouth.

You almost tripped on the way to the altar your vision blurry from unshed tears and your heels too high for your liking. You were sure your father was glaring at you but you couldn’t do anything except get the ceremony over with as graceful as you could.

The priest seemed to take ages talking about the eternal bound of Love and stuff.

You both said your I do’s, and the priest officiated your marriage telling James he could kiss you. You felt frozen into place, unable to move and breathe as James easily lifted the veil, looking in your teary eyes. His expression seemed to soften immediately upon your sight as he cupped your cheek, pressing a tender kiss on your trembling lips. His embrace was soft and warm and you felt yourself relaxing a little into the kiss.

James pulled back and smiled at you, pushing up his glasses with his index finger.

The evening went by in a blur and the next thing you knew was you standing in an expensive hotel suite just in your undergarments while James was just in his boxers. In a different world you would have admired his athletic build, his soft looking skin and messy curls but today you could only think of the fear, the brutality in which he would probably claim you and you had to focus on holding your tears back.

Like a marionette, you made your way to him on the bed crawling closer to him, but just as you were about to touch him he stopped your hand, taking it in his much bigger hand instead rubbing soothing circles on your shoulder.

“We don’t have to do that.”

You scoffed, tears threatening to spill down your cheeks, “Men only get aggressive if they don’t get what they want you repeated Rabastan’s words he said oh so often before hurting you.

James eyes widened at this statement and without a second thought he dropped your hand to put on a grey sweatpants while throwing an oversized shirt of his towards you. You flinched slightly as he made a throwing motion in your direction and James’ heart ached for you.

“Put this on,” James said voice soft yet demanding and you obliqued.

James situated himself next to you cross legged, looking at you with an unreadable expression. “Did Rabastan tell you he got aggressive because of that?”

Your eyes darted downwards, looking at your fingers that were playing with the hem of his shirt. You nodded, not sure what he was up to. Was that some sick power play because you mentioned something your ex said?

“Did he” James paused, fiddling with his fingers nervously, “Did he force himself upon you?”

“That’s not illegal n our world is it?” You asked dryly.

“That’s not what I asked.”

“Of course he did, James, that’s how our world works.”

You looked at him again and he looked at least two shades paler from your sudden revelation, his eyes wide like a deer caught in the headlight.

“I didn’t think people actually still did that stuff.” He murmured, looking at your delicate figure. To him you looked so small and innocent, like something he needed to protect, and he couldn’t phantom how someone could take advantage of that.

“Can I hug you?” James asked, seeing silent tears rolling down your cheeks, and you nodded, feeling unbelievably tired all of a sudden.

Carefully he pulled you into his lab cradling you softly, “If he wouldn’t be death already I would send a Bullet through his head for what he did to you.” James murmured pressing a soft kiss onto your head.

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slutdreams · 3 years ago

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Being jegulus daughter and loki's girlfriend

pairings: loki x plus!size!reader

WARNINGS: mentions of sex, kissing(?).

A/N: hey! guys so I was so exited for this ff and sorry for the spelling mistakes Voldemort didn't happen so everybody's alive and euphmia and fleamont too frigga is alive too Your birth is of 2000 as familly I mean all of them merlin is with dorcas and lily with mary sam is wolfstars son. I am thinking of making this a oneshot series so you can send any request you have on this idea.

reader has tattoos and pearcings

about my blogs

• Being the youngest in both the families

• Pa : james dad : regules

• Harry loves you so much and will be so overprotective over you.

• Like always have the that don't touch my sister or ill avada Kadavra your ass.

• Lily, Marlene, Dorcas, alice and mary being the cool aunts.

• Always going out with them or with molly and euphemia.

• Fleament and euphemia loving you so much.

• Coming out as bisexual.

• Everyone calling you princess because you being the youngest.

• Remus and Sirius being your godparents.

• Joining Sirius in bitching about Walburga.

• No actually bitching with all the black sibbling including your father regules.

• having anger issues like regules.

• him teaching how to handle it.

• Going to library with Remus.

• Going to Shopping with Sam.

• Supporting harry and draco when they came out as gay.

• Shipping them together.

• being the wingmen like inviting them together on a dinner and not showing up.

• throwing a party at potter manor when they finally get together.

• having playful relationship with snape.

• Being a Slytherin.

• Your family being proud of that.

• Being proffesers favorite Slytherin.

• Going on dinners with the black sisters, sirius, regulus, draco and Sam.

• helping euphemia, James and Remus baking.

• Going on dinners with mia, molly and minnie.

• Completing your studies at Hogwarts with O's In 2010.

• Your parents suggesting you to be arour like the rest of your family.

• You telling them of your dream of becoming a fashion designer

• They will support you.

• So you decided to move to NYC to study in NYU.

• But the problem is you have powers.

• Not just being a witch but a godess too.

• Your familly found yout when powers just blasted from shouting at harry about annoying you.

• Everyone bieng Shooked When the red and white beams shot out of you.

• Taking you to Dumbeldore instantly.

• Dumbeldore explaining that this is the reason for your black and white hair blue and red eyes.

•You learning how to control your powers with all of them.

• helping harry with his pranks your powers making them much easier.

• finding out your the godess of witchcraft, dark and pure, morning and night and the godess of gods your are also called the maker and the destroyer.

•So the worst thing you could imagine happend.

• Tony stark found out you have powers.

• Thank god it was only him or else it would have been a problem.

• It was a good sunday morning making your breakfast in your appartement you ranted when your doorbell rang opening the door you saw tony stark.

• He offered for for you to join the team.

• You asked your family first.

• When they said yes you too said yes.

• Because why not.

•You are getting to be a super hero.

• So you start training with natasha and wanda.

• Getting better with fighting.

• Deciding demidevil as your name.

• Meeting Newyork loki when he attaked.

• Your family was so dang worried because this would be your first mission.

• Stopping James and sirius from coming there.

• Visiting them after all the shit.

• Getting pamperd.

• Becoming a secsessfull fashion desiner.

• Eventualy getting into buissness and doing your masters in buissness and opening a company named royals your brand becoming famous.

• One day you were in towers Kitchen yourself breakfast when you felt a presence behind you, you turned around to deal Loki standing there.

"What are you doing here." You asked.

" Well I was starving "Loki answered

"You want chicken sandwich" you asked

"sure sweetheart" You smiled at him.

• After that you always hung out with loki.

• Suggesting him some book’s you know he would like.

• Him being curious about wizarding world

•you telling him about diagon alley about the blood types that you call midgardians muggleborn, about that why your a pureblood and your brother a halfblood

• Telling him about to the Black family drama.

- Him laughing at the that of and telling you some same stories.

•Telling him about your prankster of a familly and how they would love to meet him.

• Laughing at his at obssesion with black coffee remembering remus, regules and draco.

• Him stairing at you in awe whenever you use your wand

• Especially expleriamus, crucio and Avada Kadavra.

• Telling him he'd be slythrin or ravenclaw.

•Showing your patronus and animagus form.

• Giving him sleeping drough.

• Introducing him to rock world Queen and máneskin.

• Him asking ciggrate he can take a puff from your.

Coughing just when the smoke went into his throat taking it back from him instantly after that.

"Dear norns how do that " he asked.

Laughing you answerd " Well it works like a sleeping drough" you said taking puff from the ciggrate you.

• Getting teased by everyone.

• Telling your sibling's about him.

"So you are talking about the god who tried to take over the world" harry asked wide eyed.

"Yeah" You answerd noding

" Y/N Be extra carefull with that guy I know he was't in his right mind and all but I don't want you coming home crying about how he used you and then left you" worried Draco said.

" Yes mum " You said harry and the others laughing.

"Aww mum dray " Harry said teasing his boyfriend drace rolled his eyes and scoffed " I just want her to be alright"

" don't worry cousin " You said with a ressuring smile.

• You would teach him latin and french.

• Everyone being shooked when you did not got high on asgardian mead.

" When we will go to scotland I will tell what real alcohol is " You said smirking.

• Realising you both fell for eachother hard.

• One day tony was throwing a party because of sucssesful mission loki was drunk pretty badly.

Getting pulled to a side with loki

" lok- " You started

"SSH" Loki said stairing into your unique eyes and crassing your cheeks.

"I love you Y/N" He said and Kissed you. You kissed him back immediately

"I love you too loki" He smiled and started kissing your neck.

" Loki your drunk" You said

"I Know"

The next morning you to someone creasing cheeks.

" Good morning sweetheart " his voice deeper then ever.

" You are hot " loki smiled.

" Do you thing think what we did last night was a mistake " he asked.

"No, do you think what we did last night was a mistake " he shook his head

"so are we - "

"Yes we are "You answered before he could ask he smiled.

• Telling everyone and your families

• Everyone being excited to meet your boyfriend.

• Thor being the best brother-in-law

• Going to asgard to meet Loki's familly.

Frigga loving you odin not so much

• And finally everyone dicided to go to scotland

So here you were on Tony's private plane...

Your family coming to take the airpot. you from

Finally landing and getting imediatly getting embraced by your Pa then dad, Harry and it went on.

" Well team my family, family team". They said their hi's And you all got into cars. Avengers in one car and you all in other (yes they did't use floo )

"The one in all black clothing was your boyfriend " Euphemia said.

" How do you Know" you asked

"Familly choices " She said that looking at regules and draco and sirius.

You chuckled " Yep he is "

"Girl that god is back so hot " marlene said

" I know write right what do think aunt flower "

" I think he is right for you and your familly dress code black and colorfull " you all laughed.

" No she's right I would have been surpurises if he wore colorfull cothes " regules said

" What do you think Father's" You asked them

" We think he is good looking but we don't know his nature Y/N" James said.

" He is right are you even sure this is a serious thing " regules asked

" Yes dad This is a serious thing " said You

"okey then we will talk to him " Fleamont said

" Yeah but please don't be too scary. " You Said

"Do you think we are scary Y/N " Sirius said placing a hand on his chest being a drama queen he is

"Oh belive me you all can be when it comes to us kids" You said to your godfather.

" That we can be Kiddo " Remus replied.

" Moons " you whined.

He laughed but shaked His head.

You all arrived at the potter mansion after some time you all arrived at potter mansion well they droped loki the team was living a hotel because well there were alot of people & the manner was big but not that big so you all went in.

James whispered the study room " tell him to come after you are done "

Nodding you all went to your room.

"Love Pa was saying to go room to the study study after you are done " Loki noded nervously walking to him you grabbed both of his hand.

"Don't be nervous I am sure they would love you hmm" You said and the nodded again, seeming relived You placed kiss on his cheeks.

Dropping loki to study room you went to living room seeing all the weasleys the death eaters and the blacks the longbottoms minnie, snape and Hermione.

" hi " You said everybody turned to you and hugged you although snape just stood there so you moved to him and hugged him forcibly.

" marlin I missed you sev " you said almost yelling.

" Yeah I missed you too kid" he said, trying to push you away you let him go but clinging arm smiling brightly you You were not trying to annoy him you genuinely missed him you know he did to.

Talking with them for a awhile the Study room door opened and the men walked out talking calmly and smiling monty's arm placed on loki's shoulder.

Remus smiled and nodded his head just like previously the he did with no but this time it was a yes which finally made you smile.

" dang Y/N we hoped you would not make the same mistake as me, regules and remus " draco said you frowned at that but smilled at his next words " loving a mischief maker " this caused everyone to laugh.

" this man really belongs in this family Y/N I approve of him " fleamont said smilling.

" Wow! loki what did you do that they are so imppersed huh " you said making an imppersed face.

" well love they don't call me silver tongue for nothing " loki said smirking at you.

" well loki the boys interviewd you now its our turn " merlene's smilly face became serious which made loki tense everyone tried not to laugh at that knowing that she was joking.

" Sit " merlene said gesturing to the seat next to her loki took the and sat down everybody did too.

" so what will you do for her " docas said joining in with her girlfriend.

" anything ma'am " loki answered.

" you would have to do the laundry " asked lily everyone joined in mentally.

" Ok " loki answered

" you would probably have to do the chores because y/n can't ruin her skin " alice asked while you face palmed.

" Ok " loki answered again getting nervous

' You would also have to make food " mary asked.

" I will " loki answered.

" and y/n want her tea just when she wakes up or else she gets moody " mia said

" I will keep that in mind " loki answered

everyone bursts out out laughing at that god he's so cute.

" we are so sorry dear " mia say's placing a hand on loki's shoulder.

" huh " loki says confused.

" we were just joking man you don't have to do that all " harry answered loki breathed out a smile forming on his face telling he did not mind at all and shaking his head.

" you better get used to it love it happens here often then you can imagine " you said getting up from beside sevrus taking loki's hand and dragging him to your room.

Though you look back at sevrus and he nodded at you you smilled at him and he gave you a small smile back.

" I am so sorry about that darling " you said to loki.

" No worries dear I like your family though " he said with a smile.

" they like you too " you smilled at him.

#loki x plus size reader #loki x reader oneshots #loki x y/n #loki x witch!reader #loki x godess #slutdreamspost

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melancholyandfrogs · 3 years ago

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Harry Potter and the Unfortunate Rewriting

(aka the worst collection of fanfiction about every one of my fav hp ships and, spoiler, I have a lot)

For ordering it, I go in chronological order of when the fic would be taking place - and I will be updating this as I update/finish the fics. To start out we have:

Marauder’s Era

moonlight looks good on you (unless you're Remus Lupin)

Remus John Lupin x Sirius Orion Black

finished fic / 7.6k words

wolfstar friends to lovers

I love them so much

marauder shenanigan's

heartbreaking end

has a sequel where they’re older and happy

“Moony,” Sirius whines, bumping the back of his head against his boyfriend’s chest as the lazy werewolf wraps an arm around his middle and. “Pay attention to me.”

Remus huffs and leans further back against the wall, pulling the cigarette out of his mouth to flip the page of his book. Smoke comes out as he breathes. “You’re on top of me, Pads.”

The rambunctious Gryffindor wiggles back against his boyfriend, and tenses immediately as he lets out a growl and his arm tightens.

“What do you think you’re doing?”

“I want attention, Moony, give me attention.” Sirius continues to demand, tilting his head up to meet Remus’ amber eyes. “If James was here he’d give me attention. So would Dorcas!” His boyfriend scoffs. “Now you’re pushing it.”

patience isn’t a virtue (unless you’re James Potter)

James Fleamont Potter x Lily Jade Evans

finished fic / 5.4k words

jily slowburn

marauder shenanigan's

baby harry and it’s very cute

they die in the end

has a sequel where they come back to life lol

He asks her shyly, and politely, if they could name the baby after them, and maybe Sirius or Remus.

“What do you want to name them?” Lily asks, rubbing her stomach. “It has to be better than Bambi.”

“Of course.” James, grinning, rolls his eyes before gulping, features taking a more sincere look. “My papa’s name is-”

“Fleamont, your middle name.” She says matter of fact.

He ignores that she interrupted and continues. “Right, he said it was tradition for the middle name of a male in our family to take their father’s name, instead of just having the first names be the same. But Papa’s middle name was Hari -we can make it more English.”

Lily smiles, looking down to her stomach. “So, Hari or Harry James for a boy-”

“Harry James?” She didn’t think he should have been able to look as surprised as he was. “What about Sirius?”

“It’s tradition, James.” Lily scolds, huffing at him. “I know you love Sirius but we can name another kid after him, where the middle name won’t be tradition important.”

Only because she knows him so well can she tell that James is blushing. “You want more?”

Green eyes roll at him. “I wouldn’t say that if I didn’t.”

Rebellion Era - Side to Golden Era

loyalty doesn’t mean forgiveness (unless you’re Zacharias Smith)

Zacharias Hepzibah Smith x Theodore Tiberius Nott

uncompleted fic

childhood friends to reluctant lovers

good slytherins & bad hufflepuffs

they’re happy in the end

theodore nott has my heart

Without anyone really knowing how, Sirius Black himself snuck into Hogwarts and broke into the Gryffindor dormitory. Everyone is in a panic but the Slytherin is more annoyed than anything -especially when most of the teachers are only concerned about Potter instead of the entire school, instead of his friends or Quidditch team, instead of the person a mass murderer would actually kill.

When all the students are sleeping on the floor of the great hall, Theodore lays down between Zach and a much too cold wall, but that doesn't matter. He felt better when he was next to Zach, protecting him.

“Theo?” Zach murmurs, turning over on his mat, pressing his cheek against the Slytherin’s shoulder, warming his entire side. “Are you still awake?”

“Of course,” Theodore mutters back, wrapping his arm around his best friend’s side. “Since when am I asleep before you?”

He shrugs, scooting even closer, placing his hand over the one Theodore has on his chest -effectively using him like one of his teddy bears (that he’s damn sure he still has on his bed in the Hufflepuff dormitory).

“Never.”

“Exactly.”

There’s a few moments of silence, moments where they’re both just breathing together, and then Zach is burying himself completely in Theodore’s side, giving up all hopes of retaining dignity in favor of cuddling with the older boy.

“I’m scared.” He says quietly, and then, “Don’t let go… please.”

Theodore nods, resting his head on the blond’s while he speaks. “I won’t.”

The entire night, he sticks to his words like a promise (and to him, it is).

respect doesn’t equal love (unless you’re Fleur Delacour)

William Arthur Weasley x Fleur Isabelle Delacour

uncompleted fic

bleur slowburn

fleur is a badass

charlie weasley is an asexual menace

bill and tonks are best friends

it goes over their entire relationship

Bill turns back to Fleur. “Is your mum okay with all of this?”

Unceremoniously, Fleur shrugs. “She has to be, I’m eighteen and she doesn’t really have a choice.”

“Yes, but it is always quite nice to get acceptance of our actions from our parents.” At his words, her want to seem more independent without consoling her parents mom dulls down, and Fleur realizes that Bill truly doesn’t care how much she talks to her mother, as long as she’s happy with it.

He’s a family man, he always will be, and he knows that she would tell her mother about this and he knows that she would have strong opinions.

Like always, Bill is looking out for her and guiding her into the right direction without even realizing that he’s doing it.

laughter can’t solve everything (unless you’re George Weasley)

George Fabian Weasley x Angelina Johnson x Lee Jordan

uncompleted fic (it’s gonna be short)

humor and fluff is the point of this fic

george x lee = idiots/best friends to lovers

george x angelina = enemies to lovers, idiot x smart

lee x angelina = brat falls in love with intimidating person

they all use humor/sarcasm to cope

I can’t get over this possibility

"And Wood gets the Quaffle back from out of bounds, and spins to face the rings once more. Johnson, now distracted, lets Wood throw it through the middle! Ten points to Wood! Great Merlin, now Weasley- -the better looking one, mind you all- -has the Quaffle! He's punting it across the stadium with his Beater's bat and-"

Lee squawks loudly into the microphone and dodges out of the way as the Quaffle smacks dead into the space he was moments before, loud feedback ringing out into his ears.

Magical or not, a microphone is a microphone.

“You’re not getting this back! Twenty points from Weasley!” Lee flips George off while tucking the Quaffle under one arm, and in good spirits his best friend flips him off right back. “That puts Wood in the lead, thirty points up from a negative on Weasley, meanwhile Johnson’s still guarding those rings -never mind that, folks, she’s flying right out here. Look at her, she’s bloody gorgeous!”

Angelina comes to a stop right in front of Lee, lips twisted into a scowl. “Give me the ball back, Jordan.”

Lee stands his ground. “Ask nicely, Johnson, and then maybe. ”

It’s when Angelina steps off her broom onto the stand end, jumping onto the stadium next to him that her presence truly gets intimidating. Grabbing his chin with one hand and the Quaffle with the other, she says “Stop being such a brat.” before dropping him with a small push and taking to the air again.

competition isn’t real passion (unless you’re Oliver Wood)

Oliver Benjamin Wood x Marcus Flint

uncompleted fic (it’s gonna be short)

good slytherin doesn’t mean nice slytherin

so much tension

epitome of enemies to lovers

oliver wood is neurotic

marcus flint is an asshole

“I don’t give a bloody fuck, Wood-”

“And I don’t care either.” Standing his ground, Oliver glares at the Slytherin. “We’re just going to have to deal with each other’s presence. You’re not getting rid of me.”

“Blimey you’re stubborn, but that’s typical of a Gryffindor.” Flint sighs. “As long as we’re out here, I could use you as good target practice, and you, well Merlin knows your ring guarding needs work.”

That small challenge was enough to get Oliver to his feet. “I’m agreeing, but I don’t think you’re any less of a bigoted tosser, Flint.”

“And don’t think I think you’re any less of a reckless arse, Wood.”

Now it was a competition -who could block or score on the other most, who was the better Quidditch player. Flint knew how to push his buttons to get what he wanted, and the headstrong boy fell right into his trap.

But Oliver doesn’t care.

Competition is exactly what he wanted.

Golden Trio Era

sacrifice doesn’t mean i love you (unless you’re Draco Malfoy)

Harry James Potter x Draco Lucius Malfoy

uncompleted fic (it’s gonna be long)

slowburn

enemies to friends to lovers

harry is a little shit

malfoy is also a little shit, a tad misunderstood

at parts heartbreaking

very worth it

Draco Malfoy was laughing at the Slytherin table early in the morning for breakfast at something that Pansy Parkinson was saying when Harry passed by them -they sat in the front next to the professors, and he had to cross the room to get to the Gryffindor table after all, it’s not he had another reason to walk all the way down there.

He’s laughing, and he has dimples.

And all of a sudden, Harry is blurting out that he has a nice smile and he feels mortified because Malfoy’s expression immediately goes blank and oh Merlin he just fucked up.

The Slytherin students are staring between them like Harry had lost his mind and worried like Malfoy was about to hex them- -not counting Blaise who grinned like he just won the lottery- -but the damage was already done and it made him suck in a breath.

Sticking true to his word and trying to play it off, Harry continues.

“Really Malfoy, smile more, first it suits you and-”

Quickly racking his brain for an insult, and finding not a single thing, just panic made static, he just flushes brightly and takes to stammering.

“And, well, -you’re always scowling. It’s-”

Deciding that he’s about to die from embarrassment over it all, Harry bolts across the room and slams himself down in place against Ron and Ginny. Across the table, Hermione looked worried but Fred snickered so loud that it drew looks from the neighboring Ravenclaw table.

i’m sorry isn’t a confession (unless you’re Hermione Granger)

Hermione Jean Granger x Fredrick Gideon Weasley

uncompleted fic

friends to lovers

using humor to cope

idiot x genius trope that I love

it just fits so well ahh

fred is literally my favorite

The next year of Hogwarts started with so much excitement and cheering amongst the students that it gave Hermione a headache. She and Ginny just wanted to gossip and laugh together most days, not be shoved in the halls (though Ginny shoved back) and mocked by older students for not being able to put their name in the Goblet of Fire.

Not that either of them cared -it wasn’t in their interests to be the champion.

The same couldn’t be said for the Weasley boys, however, and especially not the twins who apparently, not even a week after the Triwizard Tournament was announced, brewed up some silly little concoction to trick the age-line Dumbledore drew into letting them put their name in instead of just asking some seventh year that owes them a favor.

“It won’t work.” Hermione calls teasingly, as Ginny scolds them both while Harry and Ron watch in amusement.

Fred tsks at her, finger clipping her chin up, “Au contraire, H’mione, I think it will do wonders.”

With a scoff and the sharp snap of her closing book, Hermione smacks his hand away but it only makes him laugh and wink while turning back to his equally as giddy twin, locking arms and downing the potion without a second thought.

“Bottom’s up!”

fighting won’t make him love you (unless you’re Ron Weasley)

Ronald Bilius Weasley x Blaise Elias Zabini

uncompleted fic

enemies to fuck buddies to lovers

tall protective one x short mean one

ron is the heart of harry potter don’t say otherwise

good slytherins

“I’m not the only arse here, Weasley, go check in the mirror.” Though he responded as such, for some reason he found the angry flush rising along the Gryffindor’s cheeks horribly attractive at worst and mildly amusing at best.

“Oh bugger off-”

“Need to talk about it?”

Weasley’s body freezes and blue eyes blink at him, and for a few moments he’s so still that he could have been petrified before he visibly gulps and responds in a choked voice. “What?”

Blaise shrugs and suddenly realizes that he has absolutely no explanation, other than maybe he’s spent too much time around Pansy when she’s had all her breakdowns recently.

“Are you being…” Weasley’s nose scrunches, and it makes it look like the freckles which are splattered all over his body squish together along either side of his straight nose. “Nice?”

Scoffing loudly, Blaise actually jumps down from the viewing window and raises a black eyebrow at the other boy. “Now you’re just imagining things. However this time, I was mocking you, surprised you didn’t pick that up. Dull as always, Weasley.”

Puffing out an annoyed breath, fogging in the cold air, Weasley rolls his eyes and mutters out “Whatever.” even as the angry flush starts to die down and the tension reduces along his shoulders.

Part of Blaise is a little pissed at him for helping the ‘enemy’ and the other part of him is thankful for it. Part of him makes him think that means he could still be a good person. A bigger part of him wants to go back to the Slytherin dormitories and chew out Pansy.

weird isn’t a compliment (unless you’re Luna Lovegood)

Luna Pandora Lovegood x Ginevra Molly Weasley

uncompleted fic

linny slowburn

one-sided enemies to friends to lovers

ginny is a reckless queen and luna is a goddess

their relationship is so cute to me

ginny & harry, luna & draco friendship

they fight for one another in their own ways

Some people just tended to be a little too wild for neat things. Ginny was one of them. Luna was okay with that, it reminded her of Blibbering Humdingers that she believed fancied Professor Sprout’s garden enough she refused to tend to it.

Other days Ginny would kick and bounce through the grass, talking about anything and everything there was while Luna laid face-down in the grass outside the greenhouses they were currently ignoring their responsibilities in, and she inhaled the earth while her friend struggled to breath through her words.

“If you’re not careful, you’ll end up like the Gulping Plimpies.” Luna warns briefly, though she doesn’t believe that Ginny could ever get that bad. If the twins- -George and Fred- -hadn’t yet, she couldn’t possibly.

“Yeah, and pigs will fly and the sky will turn purple.” Snorting, Ginny replies but her quiet mumbling immediately after is enough to make Luna glance up to find her wand tracing through the air with the end bubbling an odd green-blue as it lights up at the same moment.

“Would you prefer being a Dabber Blimp? You’d make a lovely one.”

“Nope.”

you can’t live off compassion (unless you’re Neville Longbottom)

Neville Longbottom x Hannah Abbott

uncompleted fic (it’s gonna be short)

hufflepuff pride

neville is secretly a badass

mostly end-of-war stuff

hella fluff

they’re simple as a pair and I love it

Despite knowing after all these years that she wouldn't understand, that she won't remember the next time he visits and barely knows who he is (if she knows at all) Neville takes his mother's hands in his and says, "I'm in love with someone, Mum." Neville finds himself ranting to empty air. "She's... she's so understanding. She's great. She's my age, a Hufflepuff. God, Mum, she's so strong. One of the most impressive women I've ever met, alongside Ginny -I've talked about her before to you. The only Weasley girl? You know here. Anyway, you'll really like her. Her name's Hannah Abbott... I want to propose to her, what do you think?"

She blinks heavily at him before scowling, shaking her head as her husband animatedly moves behind her. "I've told you a thousand times, dear," Her words slur almost intangibly. "You have to do the dishes before you take out the dog."

“I know, Mum.” Neville smiles back.

He tells her about how he's finishing school, and then taking over Professor Sprout's position as the Herbology Professor after a year of being her assistant. No reaction. He tells her how badly Hannah wants to meet them, and that he's already met her parents. No reaction. He tells her that when he's stable with his job, and maybe has a bit more of his mind together, he'll marry her. No reaction.

Frank Longbottom has only said three things to his son over his entire life-

“The sun is too dark.” when he was six.

“You look just like my mother.” when he was twelve.

And finally, “I’m sure one day, you’ll find the right spot.” when he was seventeen, and came to see them as a goodbye in case the war didn’t go in his favor.

Today wouldn’t be the day, and Neville wouldn’t be the person. Yet after he’s said his goodbyes and is talking to the squip at the front desk who monitors them, double checking with her that it is indeed okay to bring Hannah, or invite the Potter’s, a firm hand is gripping his shoulder.

Startled, Neville stumbles slightly in step as he turns and finds Frank staring at him with a frown and Alice mumbling incoherently behind him, dragged by the bunched sleeve of her robes.

“Take these.” His father says, speaking strongly and un-slurred as he holds his hand out, two rings- -their wedding rings- -on the palm of his hand. “For the wedding.”

hand holding doesn’t mean i love you (unless you’re Dean Thomas)

Dean Thomas x Seamus Finnigan

finished oneshot / 3.5k words

deanmus slowburn

childhood friends to lovers

quiet tall x loud small

their height difference is adorable

dean is an artist, period

you can’t tell me that they’re not canon

Admittedly, Seamus’s uniform was always scruffy and untidy, making him look like a slob especially after a particularly explosive time in class. After he had been fighting, he looked his absolute worst -worse than he’s ever been at the end of his pyromaniac tendencies.

His face had been battered and bruised by the Carrow’s to an extent that Dean couldn’t recognize him until he spoke with his distinct Irish accent.

Dean quickly uses Episkey and a quick stamina charm, and tucks Seamus into his arms for a quick shared kiss before diving back into battle, pushing his boyfriend towards where Professor Vector was casting hexes left and right with a sneer -safe behind his teacher as he runs down along the bloodied grass calling Colin and Neville’s name.

Rebirth Era - End of Golden Era

the veil isn’t thin (unless you’re Sirius Black) / update when it comes out

Remus John Lupin x Sirius Orion Black James Fleamont Potter x Lily Jade Evans

unpublished fic

established wolfstar & jily

from POA - DH - post war

sirius is pulled from the veil and brings james/lily with him

both couples have a set of twins, wolfstar through tonks

james and lily get to parent harry, it’s amazing

they help end the war they started

hurt/comfort, anti major character death

When Sirius points his wand at Peter, ready to kill, and Harry Potter- -James' boy, his godson, the boy he pledged himself to raise, the boy he cares about more than anything- -throws himself in front of Peter to keep him and Remus to stop him from doing so he says, well, he says- "I don't reckon my dad would've wanted his best friends to become killers."

And it made Sirius freeze, gave Remus pause.

Because he's wrong, James would have killed Peter knowing what he knows, he would have done anything to defend Lily, to protect Harry. He would not have backed down, and yet Sirius does at this moment.

Because Harry's wrong, and right now he's the furthest from James' son, and Remus knows better than either of them that this- -his words, his absolute kindness and ruthless way he insists upon mercy, that fierce insistence of true justice- -was all Lily.

Lily wouldn't want them to kill Peter, not James. Lily.

So they didn't.

healing doesn’t mean change (unless you’re Lavender Brown) / update when it comes out

Lavender Elizabeth Brown x Parvati Patil

unpublished fic (it’s gonna be short)

childhood friends to lovers

werewolf lavender

patil twin drama

hurt/comfort

“No matter what you are, what shape you’re in, Lav, I promise, I promise that I will love you.” Parvati says fiercely, holding her girlfriend’s face between both hands. The eye contact makes her seem much too honest, much too overwhelming. “I love you and that will never change. Stop thinking otherwise.”

Recovery Era - Before Next Gen

frayed pictures are worthless (unless you’re Dennis Creevey) / update when it comes out

Dennis Cooper Creevey x Elaine Tyra Zabini - fandom oc

unpublished fic

hurt/comfort

good slytherins

overprotective wild one x anxious sad one

I’m not over Collin Creevey’s death, are you?

adorable ending

After he lost his brother, Dennis doesn’t quite know what to do with himself. Nothing is the same anymore, and now people say that’s a good thing… but it doesn’t feel like a good thing. It feels lonely.

When they talk about his brother’s death, they talk about Colin how they first met him -like the scrawny little kid who liked to jumpscare people with flash photography, the small second year who held the door open and let people come and go in and out of the Gryffindor common room for fifteen minutes before politely excusing himself, the twelve year old who was full of life and excited about everything, and how they can barely picture him as that sixteen year old boy who ran head first into battle, snarl on his lips and wand ready only to die.

Because Colin did die.

But he didn’t die as that scared little kid, he died in the middle of battle, he died fighting for everything he believed in. He died a hero. He died with a glare, a snarl and a shout; he did not go with tears or a smile. He died so that his family would finally get retribution, he died so that all his friends could live, he died to protect his little brother.

Yet in doing so, he left all those people behind.

He left Dennis behind.

persistence isn’t worth it (unless you’re a Malfoy) - an oc fic

Cepheus Abraxas Malfoy x Lincoln Septimus Weasley draco’s little brother arthur/molly’s nephew, ron’s little cousin

uncompleted fic

straight romance and they’re adorable

a malfoy in hufflepuff

hufflepuff pride

the goal is to gain a patronus

they banter and flirt the same amount

Cepheus -he feels like right now, all those rumors about how ruthless and cunning Malfoy’s really can be are true.

The massive white dragon flies and turns, spinning around and knocks the mannequin over with its massive tail, taking up nearly all of the space in the room as it turns to face him with a deep growl shaking the room.

The Hufflepuff finds himself sobbing at the dragon’s feet, and the giant beast curls around him, covering him with giant, whispery silver wings as it puffs out breaths that wipe the tears from its castor’s cheeks.

From the corner of the room, the door bangs open and in barges Lincoln, who stops dead in his tracks at the sight. “Ceph…” He says, voice breaking.

The dragon stands, taking Cepheus with it and only stops when it can rest its snout on Lincoln’s forehead. Around him, the white wisps disappear and Cepheus finds himself crying against his boyfriend's chest.

Apparently, even to his innately magical side, Lincoln is just as good a protector as the Patronus, and now that he’s safe, there’s no reason for him to be casting one anymore.

I hope you all like these descriptions / found something new to read - also please tell me about any other fics about obscure hp pairings I could make/why you like them

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stargazedmoony · 3 years ago

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“His arms were her safety and his eyes were her home.”

“Oi, Evans!”

In her first year of Hogwarts, Lily Evans had no idea what it meant to be in love. Sure, she used to watch romance movies with her sister and she liked reading romantic fiction, but all the boys she read about were charming and kind, and they certainly weren’t annoying — like James Fleamont Potter, who seemed to find it necessary to call out her name every time he saw her.

Lily sighed and chose to ignore the boy who was waving and smiling sheepishly at her from a distance. Marlene frowned next to her. “Looks like someone’s got a thing for you,” she remarked.

Lily shrugged. “I’m not interested.”

“Good,” Dorcas said. “Because boys are sheep.”

Lily laughed at this and couldn’t really disagree. She’d known from the first day of school that this black-haired boy was trouble. Potter and his three friends were always fooling around and causing mischief. Well, maybe not all three of his friends. Remus was OK.

In second year, all Lily wanted to do was read and study and not argue with her best friend, Severus. James “Oi, Evans!” Potter thought differently of this. At twelve, he looked lanky and skinny and rather out of proportion, but she assumed that was normal for boys going through puberty. She had been there too.

When he called her name, Lily turned her head away and grunted. “Leave me alone, Potter,” she said. She could not possibly tell what he wanted from her except to annoy her.

Remus, who she’d been studying with, smiled at her apologetically. At least he was a sweet boy.

In third year, James Potter called her name again. “Oi, Evans!”

Lily was in the library. For some strange reason, Potter and his friends were too. Lily was pretty sure this had everything to do with Remus forcing them to study several hours a week.

Potter was staring at her, maybe waiting for a response. When he realised he wasn’t going to get one, he opened his mouth again. “You look pretty,” he said. “As you always do.”

“Try-hard,” Sirius coughed. Lily laughed at this.

And maybe, just maybe, she felt flattered as well. She’d been so insecure about herself lately — something she knew was part of hitting puberty. Lily turned her head away, thinking to herself that it was okay to smile. Compliments were nice. But was Potter nice, really? He was always so mean to Sev.

Oh, what did it matter? Homework.

In fourth year, Lily realised she couldn’t help her eyes from following Potter around the common room. He looked so different in the light of being fourteen years old. All of his friends did.

Remus was tall, but still as pale as he’d been the day Lily met him. He was fidgeting with one of Sirius’ wristbands as they were whispering to each other under their breaths, sitting close together on the sofa. Sirius looked captivated, content and handsome as always. Even puberty acne looked good on him — talk about unfair.

Peter looked the same as last year. He didn’t seem to have grown at all and his face was still sweet, plump and reddish. James had to be the second tallest of the group and he looked more muscular than he’d done last year — Quidditch practise maybe?

Unlucky for her, the black-haired boy noticed her staring. “Oi, Evans!” he called. “D’you like what you see?”

Lily rolled her eyes, but her lips curled upwards. “Get over yourself, Potter.”

“What’s that?” Mary asked next to her. “What’s that on your face? Is that a smile? Is this ship finally happening?”

“Lily and James!” Sirius started singing. “Sitting in a tree—!”

“K-I-S-S-I-N-G!” Peter added.

“Shut up, both of you.”

But in fifth year, Lily could hardly ignore how charming Potter looked. His hair had grown longer over the summer and was now curling graciously around his tanned face. Not only was he handsome, but as it turned out, he wasn’t such a bad person to talk to. He was actually very sweet and caring. Still, he was stupid and immature.

“Oi, Evans!” he called out for about the thousandth time in both their lives. “Fancy a date?”

“Sure,” Lily said. The girls in her dormitory were calling her a fool for not wanting to go out with him, but Lily just shrugged it off. “Meet me at eight? In your dreams.”

James shook his head, clearly amused and not at all disappointed. Lily laughed.

She loved teasing him. She loved him smiling at her teasing, his ears turning hot and his eyes sparkling with happiness — and maybe hope. He just looked so sweet and innocent, and so in love.

In sixth year, Lily could no longer be bothered by James’ “Oi, Evans!” whenever he saw her. Or so she thought.

One evening, they were on Prefect duty for patrolling the halls and when Lily heard him call out those familiar two words, her heartbeat sped up, out of control, and her stomach filled with a tingling strange sensation that was unfamiliar to her — and that was when she knew. This feeling was what the romance writers wrote about.

“All right, Potter?” she said.

James had a big smile on his face as he often did when she talked to him, even if it was to tell him off. He was sixteen now, yet he still looked so young and boyish. “All right,” he answered cheerfully.

“All right,” Lily repeated. She kindly bumped her shoulder against his as they began to walk. She could tell he was trying to hide his smile, which gave her the courage to continue. “I’ve been wondering about something.”

“For the fourteenth time, Evans, I’m not taking a bath with you in the Prefects’ bathroom until we’ve gone on a proper first date.”

Lily laughed out loud. “Yeah, that’s what I wanted to talk about,” she said. “Do you still fancy the idea of a date?”

James’ mouth fell open and his cheeks turned almost as red as her hair. “You’re joking. Are you joking? Tell me you’re NOT joking!”

Lily chuckled softly. “I’m not joking,” she said. James looked as if he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Lily smiled and felt a brave victory roaring in her chest.

In seventh year, James finally kissed her. They were seventeen now, hiding in the semi-dark of a broom cupboard, red-faced and shy and in love. James fumbled with the material of her jumper until Lily reached for his hands and placed them on the bare skin of her back. His hands were cold and shaking nervously.

Sometimes you don’t realise what you’ve been missing all your life until you find it. Lily thought of this as she held James’ hands and moved them from her back to her hips and down to her stomach. The world as she’d known it, she realised, had been so black and white until she’d let James in; until she’d let him hold her so sweetly. Now, everything seemed flushed again with colours.

And for every moment that Lily was with him, the things that happened in the world and the war beyond the hills of Scotland didn’t scare her as much. His arms were her safety and his eyes were her home.

“Oi, Evans,” Lily heard in her ear. She smiled at this and thought to herself that perhaps she had come to love him years earlier than she had realised. She hummed in response and James’ eyes were happy.

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remuslupininskirts · 4 years ago

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hey love !!!!!! I really wanna read All the Young Dudes but I watched harry potter years ago and don't really remember the Marauders's storylines. Can you give me a crash course with the basics i need to know to read ATYD????? Especially regarding Wolfstar. Like, what has the canon given us about them? I really can't wait to ship them hard lmao ///// btw you can totally ignore this if you want, but i just love infodumping about my interests and thought you might enjoy the opportunity too !! 😊💘

hi love!!

so i'm going character by character- there’s a lot sorry-

James potter- obviously he is Harry’s dad, he is the son of fleamont and euphemia and was born on the 27th of march 1960. He started school in the same year as peter, remus and sirius. His end game love interest is lily evans (in atyd) who was also in the same year as the marauders. James’s main enemy throughout his years at hogwarts is snape, but he will always stand up against other slytherins (like Avery). James marries lily evans but in 1981 they are both killed by Voldemort.

Sirius black- first born son of walburgur and Orion black, and his brother is regulus black. Sirius is named after candis major, the Dog Star. Sirius never got along well in his family and was never the favourite sibling and that just got worse when his got sorted into Gryffindor instead of slytherin. His main love interest is remus lupin in atyd but in cannon (that no one realy listens to he was said to be in a relationship with Marlene McKinnon for his years at hogwarts. Sirius goes to Askaban without trail in 1981 for the murders of lily evans potter and james potter. He escapes in 1993, the first to ever do it. He is killed a few years in 1996 by his cousin.

Remus lupin- he is a werewolf half blood ( dad is a wizard and his mums a muggle) in atyd he is the main character effectively. Remus had a bit of a messed up life in atyd but i will let you discover that :) his main love interest is sirius black, but the writer makes some ocs like grant chapman who you have probably heard about. Remus had to hide that he is a werewolf but the marauders find and do become Animagi for him during the full moons so he doesn’t hurt himself so much once they work it out. In 1997 he marries to tonks (sirius’s second cousin) and has a child with her called Edward ‘teddy’ lupin. This takes him to the end of his life where he is killed in the battle of hogwarts in 1998 leaving his one year old son behind because tonks was also killed the same day.

also there is no cannon on wolfstar in the actual book and you don't particularly need to know anything going into it, because mostly it's it own story and explains everything

#so this took a while to get together #but i think that's everything you need to know

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mrsfrecklesmarauders · 4 years ago

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October, 1980

Ship: Sirius and Remus

First Wizarding War

Fluff and Angst, Love Confession

Summary: Remus is in a mission with the werewolves again, Sirius misses him like crazy and realizes his feelings towards his boyfriend.

“Aaaah….”

Sirius woke up gasping for air. His heart was beating fast. Sirius tried his best to get some air on his lung. 1,2,3,4… Remus had taught him how to breath properly. But Remus was not there. He was not beside Sirius. It was the first time in a long time, since Sirius had to go through a night terror on his own.

I miss you, Moons.

Sirius breathed in slowly and let all air out. He did that until he could breath properly. Sirius laid down on the bed. It felt cold, foreign, not as warm as the one Sirius and Remus shared on their little flat. It was because Moony wasn’t there. And Sirius´ body missed that warmth.

There was no way he was able to sleep again. Maybe he could wake James and Lily, but Sirius didn’t want to bother them. It was the first time in days, since they could sleep without Harry crying in the night.

Sirius rubbed his hair and got up, putting on one of Moony’s jumper. It smelled like him. If Sirius closed his eyes, he could pretend Moony’s arms were around him. But no. It wasn’t the same, it wasn’t the same at all. Tucking his hands on the jumper’s pockets, Sirius found a pack of cigarettes. He smiled to himself.

You’re a bloody wanker, Moony. I love you.

Sirius climbed down to the living room. Careful not to make any sound. The Potters’ Mansion seemed so big and empty, without Euphemia, without Fleamont. Sirius missed them so much. He sat there and lit himself a cig. He usually didn´t smoke. Moony was the smoker. But Sirius missed him so much….so what the fuck?

“I thought I heard a sneaky dog”

Sirius turned around to see Lily. Her eyes sleepy, hair on a bun, carrying a glass of water.

Sirius smiled “Hey ginger”

“You cannot sleep?” Lily said taking a seat next to him.

Sirius shook his head.

“Me neither” she sighed.

Sirius looked at her, giving Lily a sweet kiss on her forehead. Sirius knew exactly what worried her. The War, Harry’s and James’ safety…

Me too, Lils, I’m freaking scared.

“I miss him too, you know?” she broke the silence as Sirius took another drag.

“Of course, you do”

Remus had to go back. To the bloody werewolves. Dumbledore’s Orders. Remus was supposed to gather information, gain the werewolves’ trust. And fuck, he’s been out there for weeks. James and Lily begged Sirius to stay with them, so he didn’t feel alone.

“You have no idea how much I need him…” Sirius said

“No… no no. There’s no way I’m letting you go there…. Every month?” Sirius sounded furious, pacing through their flat. Remus just watched him

“I have no choice Sirius…” Remus said “Dumbledore…”

“Fuck Dumbledore!”

Remus smiled at that.

“I’m gonna be fine” Remus sniffed “They won´t hurt me”

“How do you know Moons? You might be in danger, they are….”

“Monsters?”

Shit. Sirius closed his eyes embarrassed.

“No Moony. I didn´t mean that. I´m sorry”

Remus put his head on his knees.

“You won´t understand, Sirius” Remus said “I… I need to do this”

Sirius was trembling. He didn´t know if it was because he was scared, furious or because his body missed Remus already. He kneeled in front of him. Sirius forced his boyfriend to look at him.

“I’m gonna miss you Moons. Like a lunatic”

“I know babe” Lily patted his back gently.

“I’m scared Lils” Sirius turned off his cig, trying to swallow his tears.

“He is gonna be fine”

“Not for him. He is strong… So strong” Sirius sighed “I meant I’m scared of this feeling” Sirius ran his fingers through his hair.

Lily didn’t answer. She just waited for Sirius to continue.

“I love him, Lils” Sirius continued looking to the window, the moon on sight. It wasn’t full. That was nights before, but still.

“I fell completely in love with him…”

Sirius didn´t dare to look at Lily but he knew she was smiling. Sirius thanked the room was dark, because Sirius was blushing.

“No one had ever looked at me the way Remus has…” he continued

Sirius woke up smelling the sweet scent of chocolate and the taste of last’s night sex lingered in. Sirius rolled to his side and there he was. Sun shinning on his skin, exposing his freckles and scars. His golden curls were messier than ever. Lips parted murmuring things under his breath. His eyelashes touching his cheeks. He was beautiful. Remus Lupin was beautiful.

Remus opened his eyes slowly. He was taking his time, letting out soft breaths. And then he opened them, those beautiful eyes of his. They only look bigger and brighter for Sirius. When Remus just woke up or during sex. Sirius though those wild eyes were only for him.

Moony saw Sirius and smiled. He fucking smiled. Sirius melted.

“Morning Pads” his voice was hoarse and deep oh merlin, so bloody sexy.

“He is the only one that sees right through me. No masks, you know, Lils? That Sirius Black that nobody gets to. That Sirius who is underneath so many layers… The one not even myself would recognize…”

Sirius was out of breath for a second and then he responded “Morning Moons”

Remus smiled hiding his face on the pillow. Sirius wanted to be that pillow so badly.

“We have an Order meeting in two hours” Remus said watching his watch.

Sirius grunted. He pulled himself closer to Remus. He kissed him softly hand stroking his cheek. Remus laughed between kisses. Best feeling in the world. Sirius couldn´t give a damn about Order meeting or the war, or any thing else in the world.

“Can we just stay like this forever?” he whispered on Moony’s ear, kissing his cheek, jaw and neck.

“Sirius…” Remus half said half moaned his name. Sirius loved that “I would love to stay here with you… But we need to get ready…”

Sirius moaned in protest hiding his face on Remus´ chest.

“Specially you. I mean you take an hour just in your hair”

“Bloody wanker”

Remus laughed. Sirius loved that laughter.

Sirius had tears in his eyes. Fuck he couldn’t cry. Lily scooped closer. She put her head on Sirius´ shoulder. That made him feel worse for a reason. He covered his face and fuck… he was crying.

“Fuck…” Sirius´ voice broke. “I am so stupid…”

“You´re not stupid…”

“Yeah I am” Sirius half laughed on how silly he felt. Crying in front of Lily. He was supposed to be the cool, fun Sirius Black not this mess.

“At the same time, I´m really angry at Remus…” he continued “I just think he depends too much on me. He… he asks too much of me. He acts like the world is ending around him. Specially after the full moon… And he is like waiting for me to be this superhero and make him feel better… Like… That’s a lot of fucking pressure, you know?”

Sirius didn’t know where all this was coming from. He didn´t know he felt all this until he began opening himself to Lily.

Sirius tucked Remus under the blankets. Fuck, he had a new scar on his neck. Sirius didn’t mind. But Remus would hate it. For sure. Sirius sighed as he gave him a soft kiss. It wasn’t a bad moon, but Remus seemed exhausted.

“Pads?”

Sirius saw James on the frame door. Bags under his eyes. His hair messier with a bunch leaves and branches sticking out. Sirius felt so grateful towards James.

“Gotta go… Lily must be fucking worried”

Sirius nodded looking at Remus “Go on Prongs…” then he added “Thanks”

“He is gonna be okay, you know?” It was Wormtail who appeared on the door framed next to James.

“I know” but Sirius was still worried.

“We understand Pads” James said “Us too”

Peter nodded.

Sirius smiled slightly “He is lucky to have you as friends”

“He is lucky to have us. You as well” Peter said

Sirius didn’t respond.

“We´ll pop in later, Pads. Lily would want to see him”

Sirius just nodded.

James winked and Peter waved before disappearing. They were really good friends. They did this for him, the whole Animagus thing was for their Moony. Sirius´ Monny.

Sirius cuddled on the chair next to the bed. And he watched Remus sleep, loving him so much.

He sniffed “I don’t want anything to happen to him while I’m not there. Like… There might be times when I cannot be around, you know? And… I´m really terrified that he… I don’t know…”

Lily squeezed his hand.

“This is not only up to you, Sirius” she said “We´re all here for Remus”

“Not Lils” Sirius´ voice was trembling “I didn’t mean to say Remus is a burden to me. He would never…”

Lily nodded “I understand”

“I think I depend on him the same way….” He sighed wiping his tears “I don’t know what I would do without him Lils. I´m completely in love with him”

Sirius decided to cuddle into bed, next to Remus. Sirius wrapped his arms around him. Sirius kissed Moony and whispered “I love you” into his ear. Even though Remus couldn’t hear him.

Sirius was scared of that feeling. Flashes of memories haunted him now. Sirius and Remus dancing happily to one of his favorite records, both of them smiling at each other and kissing each other like fools. The feeling of Remus wrapping his arms around Sirius while he tried to do mundane things like brushing his teeth or getting dressed, or preparing the morning tea. The way Remus would whisper “I love you” into his ear and desperately bite his neck. The way Remus looked into his eyes and whispered things to him while they shagged. The way Remus got him hot and turned on just for one look or smile. The way they just would talk about anything very late at night, having a cig or a drink or something. The way Remus smiled at him every time Sirius said silly stuff or day dreamed about their future. And the way Remus would hold and comfort Sirius after a nightmare or a night terror. The way Sirius felt on his arms.

It was worth it. Everything was worth it when it came to Remus. Sirius was overwhelmed by that feeling, yes. But he was in love with the train wreck that was his relationship with Remus. That thought made Sirius missed Remus more.

Lily was giggling now. “I think you should tell him”

Sirius snorted finally realizing that Lily had been hearing the whole time. He wiped his tears laughing a bit. He shook his head.

“Nah. That would be too bloody embarrassing. I´m fucking Sirius Black, remember?”

Lily laughed at that “I´m sorry your highness”

She rolled her eyes.

Sirius smiled.

“I think you should tell him because I´m pretty sure he feels the same way about you”

Sirius smiled at that. Remus loving him as much as he loved him. It was amazing.

“Please don’t tell James… He would never leave me alone with this”

“I don’t promise anything” Lily smiled

“Lily!” Sirius protested.

Lily laughed. She nodded and Sirius was grateful.

Suddenly they heard baby Harry crying.

“Lily?” It was James, asking for her.

“Coming!” Lily sighed. She winked at Sirius before leaving.

“Love you Ginger!” he yelled after her.

“Get some sleep”

Sirius felt asleep on the living couch without realizing. He was half asleep when he heard voices coming from the kitchen and baby giggles. He assumed James and Lily were awake. But he didn’t wake up. He kept his eyes closed for a bit longer.

“Pads?”

Sirius heard his voice. He must be dreaming about him again.

Giggles “Pads”

Someone poked his arm. Oh shit. He wasn’t dreaming. Remus was here. He opened his eyes quickly. Remus was there. He looked tired; a bit dirty but with a big grin across his face. So beautiful. So so beautiful.

“Hi” Remus smiled.

Sirius touched his face to make sure he was real. He was. Remus was back next to him.

“Moony!” Was all that came out of his mouth before he kissed Remus forcefully. Remus laughed into the kiss.

“I missed you too” Remus whispered.

Sirius hugged him. Smelling him in, touching him like he hadn’t[H1] done it in a long time.

“I love you Moons” he said “So much”

“I love you too Pads”

And they kissed again, only interrupted by James calling them for breakfast.

#harry potter #Marauders #maraudersera #all the young dudes #atyd #Sirius Black #Remus Lupin #remus x sirius #wolfstar #wolfstar fanfiction #first wizarding war #moony x padfoot #soulmates

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marauders-fannnnn · 4 years ago

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Sirius Coming Out

I think that Euphemia was the first person Sirius really came out to. I think that he hinted at him being gay, like flirting with guys too (especially Remus) and making “jokes” about being gay, things like that, so the other Marauders assumed, but they didn’t really know. Sirius came out to Euphemia first because, even though he could trust his friends, and they were like family to him, he just felt that Euphemia was his mother, like he considered her to be his mother, not his actual mother, especially after he ran away to live with the Potter’s. I also think this was the first time he called Euphemia ‘mom,’ though he had called her that before, but that was on accident, same with McGonagall. When he told people who his mom was he said that it was Euphemia and not Walburga. Did James get jealous of this? Yes, yes he did. But only slightly! James totally thought of Sirius as a brother even before Sirius ran away, but it was slightly annoying for James to hear Sirius talking about Euphemia as if she was Sirius’s mother, when really she was HIS mom. James did get over it quickly, luckily. When Sirius came out as gay to Euphemia he tried to make it as obvious as possible, but also try to avoid the actual point of being gay. I think it went something like this: (Sorry it’s so long)

Sirius, walking in and sitting down on the living room couch: Hey mom

Euphemia, taken aback by his casual statement: Mom?

Sirius: Yeah

Euphemia: What’s this about?

Sirius: Oh, nothing much, just thinking about Remus again

Euphemia: He’s that Lupin boy, the nice one?

Sirius nods his head

Euphemia: Did you get into a fight?

Sirius: Kinda, it’s just really confusing, you know how much I love him

Sirius, surprised at what he just said, so he adds this quickly while blushing profusely: I mean that I love him and all my friends

Euphemia, nodding skeptically: Sure, you know you can tell me anything right?

Sirius, sighing: Ugh, fine, I think I’m you know *Motioning with his hand trying to get her to realize that he’s gay*

Euphemia, confused: What?

Sirius: Do you think I’m gay?

Euphemia: Honey, I don’t know, do you like guys or girls?

Sirius: Well I dated Marlene for a while, but now I think I like a boy

Euphemia: Well isn’t there a term for liking guys and girls?

Sirius: But I never really liked Marlene, I kinda just dated her to cover up the fact that I like this boy

Euphemia: Well then if you really like that boy, then doesn’t that make you gay

Sirius: I guess, *excited* I really like him too, for a while now

Euphemia: That’s great honey

Sirius: Thanks mom! *Standing up and shouting as loud as he can* GUYS! I’M GAY!

So in a way he also came out to James and Fleamont right after, but technically he came out to Euphemia first. Keep in mind that this was during the summer, and when he got back to his first day of Hogwarts he stood on a table in the Great Hall and yelled loud enough for the whole Great Hall to hear him, after he finished and sat back down, everyone (but the Slytherins) clapped for him. (and even though he wouldn’t admit it, Remus was clapping the loudest) If you can’t tell I ship Wolfstar, but who doesn’t? Also, when I wrote this, I kinda forgot what was cannon and what wasn’t, I think I remembered about halfway through lol.

#marauders #marauders headcannon #marauders era #sirius black #gay #coming out #euphemia potter #remus lupin #sirius x remus #mom

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vaindumbass · 5 years ago

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((Happy birthday @dannikathewomanika! I got the impression you liked pirate aus, so have this:))

Sirius had never been more grateful that the Potters had taken him in. Of course, the time he ran away from Grimmauld and they welcomed him on their ship with open arms might be a strong contender, but it was definitely second-place.

Euphemia and Fleamont Potter’s son and his wife had long since gotten their own ship and crew, and Sirius had tagged along. James and Lily Potter were the best captains one could ask for, really, Sirius thought to himself as he looked around him.

The entire crew of the ‘Marauders’ was gathered, immediately after Sirius had simply told his captains that he had something to tell them.

“Well,” Marlene, their carpenter, said, “what is it?”. She was a tall, pale woman, with a scar across her left cheek. If one were to ask, she’d tell a different story every time, each one more heroic than the last, but the entire crew knew it was because she had managed to somehow fall face-first into a nail.

Sirius stalked into the middle of the room, and swooped all bottles and glasses off the table. He carefully laid his newly-purchased map down, and unfolded it. “This,” Sirius said, pointing at the left corner, “is where Tom Riddle is located.”

Everyone in the room sat up straighter. They had been chasing Tom Riddle, a truly horrid pirate captain, for four years now, without ever even getting the slightest idea where he could be.

“Do you- Are you sure?” Mary asked. Even the hands of their surgeon, which had been steady while stitching them up countless times, fiddled now with her hijab.

Sirius’ voice was strong, and unwavering. “I am.”

James’ eyes met his. “What’s your source?”

“I got a letter while I was gathering our supplies. It’s from Reggie- Regulus.”

Lily extended a hand. Sirius wordlessly handed it over to her.

She whistled between her teeth. “Sirius, this is big.”

“Believe me, I know.”

Remus Lupin stood up. He was only a navigator, yet he had the most scars out of all of them. “How can we trust him? Hasn’t Regulus been with the Death Eaters all this time?”

“I trust Sirius.” Lily said, her voice cold. At that moment she wasn’t their friend, not the Lily who had had rum coming out of her nose when she laughed too hard at something Marlene had said, but she was their captain.

Lupin sat down, his jaw locked.

As everyone started to file out of the door, to their own quarters, Lily stopped next to Sirius. “James and I are trying to get pregnant.”

“Oh.” Sirius said, completely baffled.

“So you better make sure our trust isn’t misplaced. Our child needs his parents and his godparent.”

“Right.” Sirius said, still busy processing the earlier information. “Wait- Godparent? I would be their godfather?”

But Lily was already gone, with a swish of her red hair and a twinkle of her laugh.

Sirius couldn’t help but laugh a little to himself, too. A godfather, him.

~~~

When he emerged on the deck, there was someone already standing there. “Lupin.” Sirius said.

“Sirius.”

Lupin had been a relatively new addition, but good navigators were hard to come by, and he was good. He’d been getting along well with everyone, until now.

“I suppose I should apologize.” Lupin said, looking out wistfully over the ocean. “It’s just-- I quite dislike Tom Riddle, you see.”

Sirius huffed a laugh, walking forward until he was standing next to Lupin, mirroring his position. “Don’t we all?”

Lupin painted quite the pretty picture, his brown curls waving a little in the wind, his face illuminated by the setting sun. Sirius quickly turned his head back to the sea.

“Ah, my hate for him feels a little more... personal. Fenrir Greyback- I assume you’ve heard of him?”

“I have.”

“He attacked me when I was five.”

Sirius turned to look at Remus so fast it was a surprise he didn’t break anything. Sirius had known of Greyback’s underhanded tactics, who hadn’t? Still, that did not make this any less horrible.”

Remus still looked perfectly calm. At Sirius’ surprised stare, he said: “At Riddle’s command, I mean.”

“Yeah. Yeah I got that.”

A silence fell, for a while.

“I’m sorry.” Sirius said.

Remus shrugged. “Wasn’t your fault. It’s a long time ago, anyway.”

Once again, their conversation halted, no matter how much Sirius would love to keep talking to this intriguing man (he had forgiven Remus the moment he tucked a strand of his hair behind his ear. Or maybe when the last bit of sun had hit his face just so. Or maybe-- well, suffice to say, Sirius harboured no ill feelings towards him)

Suddenly, Remus stretched. “Well,” he said, and Sirius only looked because that’s the polite thing to do when someone talks to you, and not at all because of the small sliver of skin that showed, “I’ll make sure we get to Riddle’s ship in time, alright?”

This was accompanied by a hand on Sirius’ shoulder, so he could only nod mutely, and look on as Remus walked away.

~~~

“You know what, Black? You might regret it if you don’t make your move now.”

Sirius looked at Dorcas, their master gunner, who was lounging casually against the mast, her hair falling over her shoulders in tight twists. Then he followed her line of sight to where Remus and Marlene were talking. “Are you talking to me, or to yourself?”

With a quick movement of her shoulders, Dorcas pushed herself back on her feet. “Who says I can’t do both?”

Remus smiled at Marlene’s animated face, his body language relaxed.

“I’ll make you a deal, Meadowes. If we come out of this alive, we confess.”

“Deal. If you die, though, I’ll kill you.”

They shook hands.

The Marauders had a lot of allies, but there was an enormous chance they would be noticed if they went with more than one ship. According to Regulus, there was only one ship anyway, safely anchored for the night.

Sirius would be the first to enter, together with Dorcas. They wanted to keep the element of surprise, Sirius could make his steps so silent they called him Padfoot, Dorcas was their best fighter, it only seemed the most logical decision.

Regulus would be taking guard duty tonight so they should, hopefully, be able to stay hidden for a while.

~~~

“You did get us here in time.” Sirius says, because he still hasn’t managed to silence that little voice in him that’s begging him to say something, anything, to the man in front of him.

“I said I would, didn’t I?” There are bags under Remus’ eyes, and Sirius doesn’t exactly know what a navigator’s job entails but he’s pretty sure you don’t need to run yourself ragged.

“You did, you did. But why not go to sleep now? We only attack during nightfall.”

Sirius has spent a long time cataloguing Remus’ every smile. This one seems to be his typical half-grin, only the complete lack of sleep is making it seem... weirdly genuine. “You drive a hard bargain, Black.”

Sirius grins back unabashedly. “Wouldn’t be a good boatswain otherwise.”

“Keep telling yourself that.” Remus puts up one hand to wave as he walks away. Sirius waves back, even though Remus’ back is turned to him.

That might be why he doesn’t notice Dorcas until she swings an arm around him. “God, you’re so gone for that guy.”

Sirius pushes her back with a smile. “Like you’re one to talk.”

“True, true.” Dorcas sighs, “I’ve fought countless people, but she just- smiles or whatever and I’m defenseless.”

Sirius snorts, “That reminds me, didn’t you tell her the chair she made was, and I quote, “very sittable”?”

“In my defense, it was!”

“At least you’re not constantly complaining about ‘bumpy’ chairs.”

Dorcas looks up at the sky dreamily. “Yeah... Wait, do you think she did it because of that? Because of me?”

“What other reason is there? She must... like you.”

“I can’t wait until today is over so I can know for sure.”

Silently, Sirius agrees.

~~~

Sirius likes being the boatswain, he does. It’s fun haggling with people and then stealing it from under their noses, he likes teasing Peter about the amount of potatoes they need, and he likes being able to, sometimes, get Remus chocolate (out of his own pocket, of course, although he doesn’t tell Remus that).

It still doesn’t compare to this. Feeling as invisible as a shadow in the night simply stills a hunger in Sirius he doesn’t always realize he has. For a moment all worries are forgotten, his mind as clear as the night sky, except for his goal.

His and Dorcas’ boots barely make a sound as they walk over the deck. Regulus greets them with a limp body in his hands.

“Watch duty is always done in pairs,” he explains.

Sirius cringes a little at the intrusion of the silence, but nods.

“Dorcas,” Regulus says, “it would be better if you went first. I need to talk to Sirius.

“Make it quick.”

“What is it?” Sirius hisses.

“Riddle keeps a part of his seven treasures here.”

Sirius’ eyes widen. Riddle’s treasures were each extremely valuable and highly sought-after. “Which one?”

“The medal. It contains the location of the other ones.”

Bringing Riddle to justice, or whatever, meant nothing if he could immediately bail himself out. Besides, having a bit of extra cash was always good. “Fuck. Okay. Lead the way.”

After they had walked for a bit, Sirius couldn’t help but ask: “Why couldn’t Dorcas come with us?”

Regulus shrugged, illuminated in strange shapes by the torch he was holding. “I don’t know her. And I didn’t- I didn’t want to see what they’d do to our parents.”

They walk the rest of the way in silence, until they arrive at the treasure room. Bellatrix is guarding it, because of course she is, his cousin has always been a bit too crazy to be anything but loyal to Riddle.

There are two other guards, but before Sirius knows it Regulus has already said: “I’ll distract them.” and then Regulus is suddenly gone, attacking one of the guards quickly and then running away, two of the guards hot on his heels.

Sirius doesn’t even have the time to stop him. In a reflex, he’d stepped forward, and this is when Bellatrix saw him. Now there’s a sword at his throat. “Long time no see, Siri.”

Sirius moves his knife to the hilt to the sword, and pushes it back in one big movement, immediately after aiming for her heart. “I had so hoped it would be an even longer time.”

Bellatrix eyes glitter maniacally as she deflects his knife. “Tough luck.”

“You know,” Sirius says while trying to hook his foot behind her ankle, “You could just let me in. It would spare both of us a lot of time.”

Bellatrix sidesteps him, and then her sword is suddenly coming awfully close to his stomach. “But where’s the fun in that?”

The sword brushes his shirt as it moves past him, and Sirius fights on in silence.

Until he hears footsteps. He looks up at the same time as Bellatrix does, covered in sweat and with blood on his clothes, and he sees Remus.

Lovely, beautiful, amazing Remus.

“Duck!” Remus shouts, and Sirius does so without a second thought, and then there are two swords above his head.

Lucky for him, Remus’ is the one that strikes true. Bellatrix seems almost surprised at the sword in her arm, which gives Sirius the chance to knock her out.

As soon as she’s fallen to the ground, Sirius clasps Remus’ arms. “You’re here? How did you find me?”

“I-” Remus says, letting his eyes fall shut and his forehead settle against Sirius. “You weren’t where you said you would be.”

“You missed me?” it was meant to be teasing, really, but it came out awfully sincere.

“Of course,” Remus whispers back hoarsely, opening his eyes again.

Sirius looks back at him, and then he kisses him.

It’s messy, and rushed, and absolutely perfect. Remus lips are soft but chapped, and while Riddle’s medal is right behind him, Sirius thinks he already has the greatest treasure the world has to offer in his arms.

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