mikalilys

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I’m fighting the urge to change the name of my oc lore thing rn like I like the name better I think but I’ve written the old one on so much and I don’t know if I can be arsed to change it 😖😖

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it's canon that there was a district two tribute in the 50th games named JANUS. so i have this *small* headcannon that president snow also called janus to his mansion to bitch about sejanus.

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i am massively overdue for a very very good week where not a single bad thing happens and everything is easy

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they should make a version of socializing that doesn’t make you feel like you’re still the weird 12 year old kid that doesn’t know why she’s not normal like the other kids

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recovery often feels like you're a fly at a window. just buzzing about and hitting the glass repeatedly because wdym??? wdym i can't get out??? it's there. i see it. i see the light and the trees wdym i can't go there??? why is there still something stopping me i wanna get ou- and then someone comes along and opens the window and you freak the FUCK out and start flying around the room instead like naURRRRR I DON'T WANNA GO OUT ANYMORE 😖😖😖😖 STAWP IT NAURRRRR 😭😭😭so they close the window and then you fly around a bit more like 😕 until you see the trees again and go 😄☝🏻 "outside tim- Why Can't I Get Out 😐" and it repeats over and over again

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“Uhm a C? Or maybe an O? Oh it’s actually a D okay then 😞 and that one’s a G right?? no it was actually a C this time??? It’s okay you can just kill me in this chair I promise I won’t tell anyone

why is going to the opticians when you need glasses so embarrassing like no sorry I actually can’t tell if that letter on the board is a c or an o and I don’t know if green or red is brighter they look the same

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why is going to the opticians when you need glasses so embarrassing like no sorry I actually can’t tell if that letter on the board is a c or an o and I don’t know if green or red is brighter they look the same

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conan gray is so cute i wish he was real

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Iwaizumi calls Oikawa after the interview, and it goes to voicemail the first time. The second time, Oikawa finally picks up, and it goes like:

"Hello?"

"Hey Oikawa, I--"

"Sorry, new phone -- who’s this?"

"Seriously? *sigh* It's Hajime."

"Hajime? Hajime who? Do I know a Hajime...?"

"Iwaizumi. Stop pretending you don't know me, I'm sorry, okay?"

"Oh! Iwa-chan, from Seijoh! How long has it been, hm? I didn't even recognize your voice, you know we don't talk much anymore."

"Oh, for fucks sake. I'm hanging up!"

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meow

meow

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Marriage is hard what if they don’t want to get 8 cats and name them all after Greek goddesses?? (1 down 7 to go)

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I'm actually not over the idea that Yamaguchi and Tsukki might have a friendship bracelet/necklace of some kind because I absolutely believe they would but also because I imagine it means way more to Yamaguchi than he lets on, and when they get into a fight, or when Tsukki is mad at him or generally being ornery as he is known to be, Yamaguchi will peep the chain of the necklace around his neck and be soothed knowing even if he's mad now he hasn't taken it off, and knowing that he never takes it off, even if they do fight really severely. Tsukki likes wearing it, even, because he knows how much it means to Yamaguchi and even though he's really bad with feelings it gives him a clear and easy way to say "I'm still with you," since he can't always stop himself from being an asshole. So he likes to wear it because putting it on feels like telling Yamaguchi he loves him and Yamaguchi likes to wear it because it feels like being told he's loved and

Okay??? Okay.

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I hate that every social media platform has switched to a video centric format. I fucking hate it. Every app is so loud now. Instagram used to be quite. You could put on music and scroll to see what people are up too. Nope. Now everything has music on it or gets turned into a reel. This is why I fuck with tumblr. It's the quiet website. Just you and and the voices.

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“people on twitter are saying-“ i dont care. I dont care I dont care. that’s why i am on tumblr and not in that joyless blackhole

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It will get cold again eventually. The summer will not last forever. I’m not doomed to live in this unbearable heat for all eternity. <- said while gripping the countertop so hard that the tile is starting to crack

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what? oh sweetheart no, you're not weirding me out at all. you're weirding me in. keep talking, freak