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Super Random Astro Observations Pt. IV
as always, i am not an astrologer just a silly girl that knows a ton about astrology🤓
View more observations in this series here:
Super Random Astro Observations
Super Random Astro Observations Pt. II
Super Random Astro Observations Pt. III
‧₊˚🌈 sun conjuct pluto synastry first meeting was so insane!!
‧₊˚🌈 upon reading into these aspects everything makes sense with my last situation… i also had mercury conjuct pluto with him and as pluto there was a huge obsession over him and intrigue the instant i met him & he def had secrets and a hard time opening up i could tell that he kept cards close to his chest.
‧₊˚🌈 as a gemini venus & mars and the only coworkers ive made instant friends with being geminis is so crazy to me😭 i swear, they love to chat with me & i love it with them !!
‧₊˚🌈 back to the gemini energy, i can ALWAYS feel when someone has gemini placements like omg. every gemini sun ive gotten close with makes a point of like talking about everything ever , asking questions they probably shouldn’t ask, & just being overactive in that way😭 i will say that i feel like gemini in sun sign is kind of weak just in the sense that other placements can reallyyyy mellow their sun out.
‧₊˚🌈 2nd house venus in lunar return chart i spent money with absolutely no care lol. it was also in a taurus degree & i spent it solely on beauty products & clothes LOL
‧₊˚🌈 as an 8th houser (mercury especially) i have like a super big thing with being inconspicuous & using indirect language in conversation with ppl im just getting to know whenever they ask me questions, because i just don’t feel like they should know things ab me😭
‧₊˚🌈 so im like 2/3 months away from my solar return and am seeing it show up in real time… 6h stellium in my natal 7th is making me focus on work relationships & i don’t usually make friends w coworkers and ive already made 2 friends , one coworker i just met yesterday and another that i met like two months ago lol
‧₊˚🌈 after experiencing 8h synastry it rlly felt like the year was almost separated from before i met him and then after because of how different life felt for me afterwards
‧₊˚🌈 I noticed SO many 9h northnode celebrities having very similar life structures. Affluent or well off religious parent(s), moving homes often when young or in adulthood, having teachers or being guided by someone, studied their future profession in school/college, and lastly a lesser commonality i noticed was adopting a different religion at some stage in their life. i think above all with this placement leaving your birth town/ your place of residence could be important in your life story. (Ex: Donna Summer moving to Europe to preform in the musical ‘Hair’ which jumpstarted her career!)
‧₊˚🌈 also random but i noticed that a lot of virgo rising celebrities with 9h northnode were the youngest of 3 siblings & i am too so i thought that was super interesting lol or being one of 3 siblings, being the 3rd child birthed could be significant
‧₊˚🌈 leo mars musicians and being effortlessly good at playing instruments/having the ability to create their own special way of doing something /putting their own spin on something in their music… ex: Jeff Beck, Paul McCartney
‧₊˚🌈 so i always reference a life changing event in these that altered everything about my existence but i never reference what my solar return showed for that year. i had a 12th house stellium (sun,jupiter,neptune,chiron) and mercury, northnode, and uranus in my first house. it literally reads like a hidden part of myself is finally let out and expands, and it was almost like “ fate” for me to change mentally and physically that year. i also had pluto 10h and this feels like it manifested in a public change, or a change in public image and i literally had customers at my job going “you look different everytime i see you” 🫢, my natal sun sign was on the ascendant too and that year i started to come more into myself or i guess i became more like myself if that makes sense!(astrology is scary & almost so overt at times , it’s funny)
‧₊˚🌈 a year when i was overly promiscuous i had 8h moon & vertex in my solar return…
‧₊˚🌈 the month i got covid last year in my lunar return i had neptune & saturn retrograding in 6th house ,neptune square my midheaven & i was out of work for weeks lol
‧₊˚🌈 this one is less of an observation more of a question for the culture😭 has anyone else seen how lunar returns, solar returns, transits ,etc. kind of like hint that something or someone important is coming towards you? i think that is SO interesting because the month i met my ex online ,i had 7h vertex, chiron, & northnode but i remember at the time not considering him until the day before my lunar return chart switched to the next month when he made a big impression on me & asked to take me out and in that lunar return chart i had 7h juno & then 7h vertex again!
‧₊˚🌈 3 months before i met my ex, my ascendant progressed into libra in my progressed chart🫢
‧₊˚🌈 some transits i had for meeting him in person were transit south node trine venus and transit venus sextile northnode! i 1000% consider him as one of my first big karmic partners. you guys can read more about this meetings transits here !
‧₊˚🌈 I’ve recently been introduced to solar arc progressions which is a form of predictive astrology and found out i’m supposed to have a fated meeting with someone february 10th🫢 solar arcs only work to predict something like this if you have confirmation from 3 different chart sources tho!!! For me My Solar Return, Lunar Return, and transits confirm this meeting.
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Thank you so much for reading! Comment what other Astrology content I should make bc i have no idea lol. I hope you guys enjoyed these observations ♡
#astro community#astro placements#astrology observations#astro observations#astrology#astro notes#astro#solar return#lunar return chart#transits#astroloji#astrology aspects#relationship astrology#birth chart#lunar return#progressed chart#8h synastry#synastry aspects
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"Sleep soundly my prince" - Me to my upstairs neighbour that I can hear snoring away so I know I'm not bothering him by make tiny noises existing
#i dont even know how its okay to be in a rental that this amount of sound travels#like hes never once complained (angle of a man) but i always worry so much about how we sound down here to him#like i can here him turn on light switches its that bad#im honestly surprised he hasnt come through the ceiling with how paper thin it sounds like it is#ive also never complained at him even that one time it sounded like he knocked over a piece of furniture at like 4am and i about shat myself#was waiting for the ceiling to come crashing down that time 😦#hes hardly ever home so that works out really well but still surely our landlords should talk about it and fix it at least a bit?#i know my landlord is at least aware of it#when i lived at home in a two story house is was quieter#ive talked about this so many times on here lol
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happy 15 years of dan and phil!
#*#DPGPhanniversary#dpgdaily#phan#dan and phil#this is every year btw also this is suppose to be a rainbow bc theyre gay but it sucks pslkjhgfdsfghj#i hope yall like uhhhh im not going to get too sappy about them i talk all the time how i started watching them in 2012 and never stopped#i think i made a post on here about how my life back in 2012 had two paths and one was one direction and the other was phannie#and while i did choose to go crazy over one direction i was still a background phannie lol#and honestly the last year ive spent on here giving it a go has been so much fun i wish i started sooner but im glad i did when i did!!#ive made so many amazing friends and talked to so many funny and amazing and truly talented people!!!#being a phannie has been the best decision ive made and it's all thanks to the community for welcoming me with open arms#i cant wait to meet them and yall in a few days im so excited#okay sap over now to spam the tl 😈😈😈
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i want to know all your raisune thoughts 👀
👀👀 so i have a looooot of thoughts about them… and also there will be lots of spoilers for mgs2-4 (i havent played rising yet hahahaha... soon)
I'm gonna yap a lot so ill put this under a read more...
I actually didn't start shipping them until mgs4, but i still loved their dynamic in mgs2 a lot! I like how Raiden definitely had some hero worship towards Snake at the beginning (especially after he found out he was snake) but also had so much playful banter between them... but also even when Snake was going as Pliskin, Raiden seemed to just like him a lot anyways and just inherently put a lot of trust into him, and he would often defend both Pliskin and Snake against the Colonel over Codec
As time passes throughout the game you can kinda see the hero worship from Raiden change to friendship as he gets to know Snake better, and he starts jabbing back at Snake too haha its all very cute.. Snake is bossy and mean sometimes but also clearly finds Raiden endearing and often compliments him.... and theres many voice lines that i've listened to where they just say gay shit to each other and flirt in classic metal gear fashion (though i love to smoke copium so. take that as you will). There's just a lot sexual tension going on between them during mgs2 IMO...
Towards the end of mgs2 though, Raiden finds out pretty much everyone in his life had been lying to him, his reality was basically turned upside down and nothing seemed real. Snake was the one person on his side, and in front of his eyes that he can believe... he's the one that helped ground him and to lead him to find purpose in life again... someone that he knew wasn't AI, someone that he could touch, someone that wasn't trying to use him as a tool and actually wanted better for him, and someone he looked up to and knew so much about before they even met... ahhhhg... its all too good...
The real juicy stuff for me comes in mgs4 though... you can noticeably tell that the way they interact has changed a lot (many terrible things have happened to both of them)... Raiden is still holding on to Snake as the one real anchor point in his life and he believes he's the one person he has left.
Raiden turned from his sassy mgs2 self to his much sadder and quieter mgs4 version, and Snake turned from bossy and firm towards Raiden to talking much softer to him in mgs4... every interaction they have in 4 i can just sense so much guilt from Snake from what's happened to Raiden. he even says directly he made Raiden's life "a living hell." Even if Raiden doesn't blame him, Snake's always tended to carry other people's tragedies on his own conscious that were no way his fault. (Note: I also want to point out Raiden as a reminder to him for Gray Fox, and seeing the same thing happen all over again to Raiden would hit him so hard...)
On the flip side, Raiden wants to be useful to Snake so desperately he'll do it at the cost of his own life and well being, even though that's the last thing Snake even wants. The way I interpret his feelings towards Snake is that, at this point he's so used to being seen by everyone he knew as a tool, the only way he could fathom to have Snake accept his presence there was to be helpful to the mission.
Hence the cutscene where he holds on to Snake's leg begging him not to leave him there alone... and the various times he risked his life to save him... it just broke my heart T_T there's so many times in mgs4 where he verbally says he wants to be the one to save Snake this time, like how he saved him back then..
Raiden is also the only person in mgs4 that doesn't look at Snake with pity because of his rapid aging condition. Everyone around him seems to look at him as one foot in the grave, telling him off for his smoking, treating him like he's glass that might shatter. Raiden is the only one that fights by his side and respects him just as much as when they first met. The only thing Raiden wants is to fight by his side as an equal, not look at him with pity, and I think that must be so refreshing and a relief to Snake after all he is going through. I don't think he's the type of man to enjoy being pitied ya know?
But also, Raiden's literally stopped caring about his own well being in return for Snake's safety, and Snake had to be the one that tells him that underneath all the machinery, he still has a human heart... Snake would rather sacrifice himself to save Raiden's life, and Raiden would sacrifice himself to save Snake's GAHH.. T_T They're literally just this picture in mgs4 hahahaa
and I want to point out that although Raiden has so many cool battle scenes in mgs4, whenever he talks to Snake he always has a sad puppy eye look hahaha...as seen in this gif... pathetic wet kitten mode activate.... like seriously the way he looks at Snake is craaazy he is so starved for his attention... and also the scene where Snake puts his sword in Raidens mouth and he just takes it directly from his hand???? actually insane scene like. my god. They just care a lot about each other and show it in so many subtle (and not so subtle...) ways in mgs4
Overall, while I dont think as a couple their dynamic would be the healthiest... (lots of obsession, worship, and vulnerability on Raiden's side and so, sooooo much guilt on Snake's side hahaha) it's so so interesting to see how they interact and how their pasts tangle with each other!! I also love toxic yaoi sooooo (this isnt even my most toxic yaoi by far hahaha)
If anyone wants to share more thoughts pleaaaase comment or just DM me im always happy to talk about them T_T i have even more thoughts but this post is already long enough...
#raisune#long post#ask#im sorry i said so much lol ive had to cut this post down like 5 times already T_T#theres just many different ways you can explore their relationship based on the way they interact with canon that ive talked about here
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I'd Say Lost & You'd Say Love
AO3
Written for Wriothesley/Clorinde's ship week. Canon compliant (in the least until Clorinde's release lol). Complete at 7 chapters (in the least until I write the other canon one-shots I want to add to it). Rated E specifically for two NSFW chapters.
The calendar on his desk was right behind the box of tea, and he was forcibly reminded of what day it was. That still didn’t seem right, though. Clorinde didn’t know. He never told her. He actually didn’t think she ever even asked.
Still, that was the only thing it could be, right?
He arched an eyebrow at her. “What are you playing at, Clorinde?”
“Is thinking of a friend suspicious to you?”
“No, of course not.” Wriothesley held up the box of tea. “Importing tea all the way from Inazuma feels like a little more than just thinking of a friend, though.”
Clorinde didn’t even blink when he called her out on her lie. In fact, she didn’t even respond. She just stood up and walked over to the couch on the other side of his office.
“Am I wrong?” He tried again, watching her sit down on the cushions.
“Mm, yes, I think so.”
#wriorinde#Clorinde#Wriothesley#genshin impact#i know there arent many people here#but idk i thought maybe they might make someone smile#cause on twitter save for the handful of active writers and artists the tag is always full of hate#i know it doesnt matter ive been in fandoms for almost 20 years and it is literally rinse wash repeat every time#it still makes me sad even if i just expect it#i just want to ship my two hot bisexuals (who each have two hands!) with their battle couple chemisty and banter pls and thanks ;-;#regardless they make me smile so ill be here writing more fics so i dont drive everyone crazy talking about why i love them lol
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I've had both the worst and best year of my life simultaneously and that has been a lot ™️
#like it's been so bad lol#my grandma got super sick and i helped take care of here#which meant i had to make a 3 hour trip to and from jersey twice a week for several months#and then she died which i witnessed and tbh will probably never truly be able to get over#my plans of going to grad school fell through#we dont even need to talk about the fucking election#my body continues to betray me by having my weird undiagnosed medical condition to worsen#and now my teeth are shifting and my hair is falling out at a concerningly fast pace#my mental health is just so bad#but at the same time ive gotten to spend this year with such a wonderful and incredible person who i love with my entire being#and i dont even have the words to describe how wonderful that's been#i have never felt so loved and wanted and safe and protected in my entire life#and ive gotten to do so many cool things because of my girlfriend#it's just so weird to be so so so so incredibly happy yet fucking miserable at the same time#but im glad that ive had my partner to support me through this shit show because i honestly dont know what I'd do without them#life sucks but my god being in love makes it worth it#personal
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my father telling me how scared he was when i ran away from the house but i cant express how scared i was 2 b in the house
hey, whats up w/that?
#whenever we ‘hang out’ he likes 2 make the topic as depressing as possible by always talking abiut the past#& it is the most annoying shit ever i will not lie BC I DONT WANT 2 TALK ABOUT DEATH & THE ABUSE EVERY TIME I SPEAK 2 U#yk? thag makes sense in my head#anyways he started talking abiut how terrified he was when i had ran away multiple times a couple yrs ago & when i say a couple i mean#i have no idea how long ago bc memory is a bitch#but it had 2 b like middle school - sophmore?#multiple times & like i just wanna shake him bc LITERLLY WHAT & WHO DO U THINK I WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM#GODDAMNN I H8 BING THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS HOUSE WHO CAN EXPRESS EMOTIONS & NOT LET THEM EFFECT HOW I VIEW THE OTHER#‘oh u ran in the park u ran in the park’ i didnt run in the fuckinggppaaarrkrkkkk AAAAAAAAAA I MET A NICE LADY WHO HAD A GOAT IN THE#SPARTMENTS I FRIECIENTED OFTEN WHEN I WAS YOUNGER#i cant express how safe the goddamn goat lady & her kid made me feel vs my parents who started hunting 4 me#like ive been dragged home so many times im not going through that shit again#i miss the goat the mom & the kid we were just chilling @ like midnight 4 a bit#did this turn in2 a vent? idk#i do this a lot ill prolly delete this soonish when im kore calm#bc rn i want 2 chuck bricks in my laundry machine & watch them fly out & hit whatever#im going back 2 watching anime if i have 2 talk 2 1 other person i will actually explode#like irl person not online the silly gay ppl in my phone r super cool & amazing & i love them#im srry 4 bing a dick btw#i cant explain it i mean i could but i cant im just my brain is telling me eveyr1 h8s me & MAN i h8 it when it does#so im just frightened & by golly & am i havign a cheery time yipyipyip#typing in tags is sm easier than in a post bc i dont think most ppl read tags lol#the more i think about my past the more i wonder wtf am i doing here#bc how did i even get out of the house in the 1st place & then ontop of that was able 2 hide#like what……#bc they were fucking grabbing me n shit & they have CARS like i didnt go in the park i walked the sidewalks HOW DID I MOT GET CAUGHT??#MULTIPLE TIMES??? LIKE I ‘ran away’ MULTIPLE TIMES#i didnt exactly run away tho bc i didnt want them 2 file police shit i didnt eant 2 deal w/that & also hirt the pll i stayed over w/#so i always went back. obviously blehhh#ug hj hhhh my heads hurting again this is like the 4th day in a row :((
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so tired of being a shitty bandaid for my parents' loneliness. like have u ever considered you passed your curse to me and some days i feel so lonely it's like i can't breathe around the emptiness in my chest????
#my dad is like#you can't just be in your room all the time then what's the point of you living here if ill be sitting here all alone then#and im like bhai what#mom also says this to me she always wanted to sit and rant and she used to say you never talk to me#both of these people don't even fucking get it that they're not even interested in me listening to me#mom just wants a sounding board for her venting and dad just wants someone to pretend everything is okay and happy all the time and#the only important things in life is the immediate present and food and making money and stuff#i swear this is why i feel so ????? about myself my identity like no i can't describe myself#because there is no myself there is just a white sheet of paper where people can write whatever they want#im so tired man#why can't they just go and live with each other and leave us kids out of it 😭🙏#like i genuinely am getting teary eyed about such a small thing but god. i want to have my own life so bad. im sick of feeling all these#complicated emotions guilt and anger and pity and obligation and duty like just god pls fuck off#people my age are so fucking mature and put together than me so confident so clear about their path#have friends partners breakups parties just so many new memories#and im just stuck.#and im fine with it now because i get it studying is really important and this is quite basic requirement to be perfect at#atleast my syllabus to survive in this industry#but then. let me do that only. please don't make me pretend to like you like spending time with you and everything#ive hated you for like. idk 14 whole years. since the first time you hit mom in front of me#i remember it so well like my childhood broke that day you slammed her into a wall for some stupid fight and her hair was all messy and#untied and you shouted so loud i thought surely everyone can hear. and then you left to roam around the city at night with your friends#i remember this because my mom and my sister sent me to check up on you with the excuse of a painting of a parrot that i had made#i didn't understand anything back then#but yeah fuck you fuck you fuck you for being so fucking delusional thinking i love you or something#ive prayed to god that you die and i still do#it would directly mean 4 people being happy#anyway#dni#this was meant to be fun and short lol fuck
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I do find it so funny that I will graduate college days away from my birthday. Like my birthday is literally in between the end of the semester ("graduation") and commencement
It really will be like a joint graduation & birthday party for me lmao
#speculation nation#i dont really do birthday parties anymore. havent in a long time. mostly just go out and do smth fun around my bday. ya kno#also have cake but like not in a party way. just like. here's cake lol#but im probably only gonna graduate from college once. which means i might as well live it up and all.#invite all sorts of extended family and people who have known me. etc etc.#actually it just kinda sunk in that i am. Computer and Information Technology (Systems Analysis and Design focus) w a minor in Communication#like those are words. it's a lot of words but actually it really is pretty accurate?? like that's indeed what ive been studying.#now how much i *remember* is another question. considering how long ive taken to get thru school lol#but that's what people will see on my degree. that's my Thing. graduated in Computer Systems and Talking.#idk it's just weird to have spent so much of my life on this and like That's the culmination. it took so much work.#even beyond a normal 4 years. i switched my major *twice*. switched my minor too.#first year engineering to undecided liberal arts (as a temp major trying to switch to computer science bc i couldnt stay in FYE)#but then computer science sucked so i switched to trying to get into computer & info tech. which is different. and better.#and ive been in it long enough now that ive kinda forgotten but it did take some fuckin work to switch into it.#like i had to take certain classes first & i couldnt take them during the semesters that in-major students would take them#and i had to have my gpa up to a certain level etc etc. so many hoops to jump thru. i think it took me at least a year. or more. idr#but i made it in and thats my major. thats my thing. computers and information systems and communication.#doesnt FEEL like im an almost-graduate. but then i think about all the things ive taken and learned.#and maybe i dont remember a lot of the more specific things from these classes. but i took core lessons away from each one.#wont be able to recite the theories but i can live them. and thats the point of an education i guess.#anyways im gonna have to start job searching before too long and eughhbb. need to get my license first tho probably.#which i will... i will.... i have so many things to deal with... my life will be So Different in a year...#it will require me to put in the work now. but i can do it. and then a year from now. i'll hopefully be in a better spot.#living somewhere else. graduated from college. with a license and a car. maybe even an IT job of some kind.#kind of scared of trying to find a Big Boy Job. aka a job that requires a degree and networking and all that shit.#rather than just showing up and being like Hi i can do this job. i am not a total drain of a person. hire me please 👍#hfkahfks so many things to think about. and through it all i am still dealing with DEADLINES...!!!!#but yeah this is why my writing has largely been put on hold. idk i have a lot of things im dealing with rn.
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#saying this a week later but JDJDJDJD i started talking about it here n i guess i should update#but yeah we're meeting in a few weeks#by OURSELVES FHRIDZIKZZKKZKZKZ GOD#i told him im not seein the other ppl (except 1) anymore and he said he isnt either. so i guess its just me n him now LOL#if i wanna see him i gotta ask n not just rely on him being at a dinner JJDJDJSJSJSNSN#it was going no where tho. like they were so dramatic. esp the last time. and so mean to him. it really pissed me off#and then its like. id go mostly to talk to him but we'd always get interrupted or something n couldnt even talk much !!!!!#so this is a lot better.... or i guess i hope it is idk JDJDJDJJDNX#ive been alone with him b4 but never for long bc either 1. someone interrupts us or 2. we get to our cars n leave#n e way. im really nervous ngl. and so many things have gotten in our way and so if something else happens i really wont be surprised idk 😭#personal
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Goodnight wonderful people who live in my phone!!!
#im sappy and you guys are so cool ;-;#im a bit of a hermit and really bad at meeting with (or moved far from) irl friends so my connections on here have been really meaningful#dont know how to say that without sounding like a loser but i promise its a good thing lol#but anyway i queued a post earlier today about friends thinking of you all the time#and i kinda just repeated it in my tags and ill probably just repeat it again now but its true#there are so many mundane things that make me think of the kind people ive met#i love bonding about interests and characters but theres also little peeks of each others lives#jokes and facts and songs and favorite animals that make me go 🫵 my friend likes that!!!#and dates! ill be like 'oh my friend is doing X today across the globe :)' 'ah i hope my friends X went well across the country :)'#'i remember they love this food/hate this food/has never tried this food :)'#'i remember them talking about how much they like this song :)'#'oh i learned a new saying like this in their language :)'#i hope they feel better from being sick#i hope their pets vet visit went well#i hope they got a good grade on that project#i hope they can rest after work#i hope theyre happy with their haircut#i hope they can dress like they want soon#i hope theyre happy#i hope theyre happy.#i hope theyre happy i hope theyre happy i hope theyre happy!!!#oh shit. cryin in the club. (<- my bed.) not even drunk or hormonal just SAPPY WTH#i have to keep up my intimidating and stoic reputation!!!#so goodnight!!!!!!#i love you!!!!!!!!#rose rambles
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Hey guys. gay rights
#i already made the sonic one a while bc yknow. kinnie stuff youve all seen my blog theme#but then i was wearing my Fearless Year of Shadow(tm) shirt along with it and my irl bff was like.#'why are you wearing a sonic bracelet with that shirt if you love shadow so much 🤨' *#(he doesnt know much about sth stuff but ive infodumped abt shadow and his backstory to him many times)#and i was like 😭😭 BECAUSE I DONT HAVW A SHADOW KANDI BUT I WANNA MAKE ONE. I WILL SOON#so. now i do!! taking my ad/derall on the weekends always make me want to make more kandi. its great!#and yknow what else it makes me want to do...... talk more on here >:3333#me and my dad are gonna go to a local jazz festival this afternoon bc our jazz combo is playing at it!!#itll be fun. my dad said hes gonna get some food from this really good breakfast place on the way thwre#which is not the best part. the best part is outside the shop there is a wonderful kitty cat who hangs around the parking lot#bc hes owned by the ppl who own the bar right next door#its so great. everybody knows him (the cat) and loves him. the v/ape shop next door has a tip door set up for him even though the#bar owner ppl take care of him and take him to the vet nd stuff. my dad found a faceb/ook page somebody made for him#and apparently it just has pictures of ppl at the bar holding him. its so great and hilarious. this cat is so loved#by the v/ape shop people. by random people at this beachtown bar. by the breakfast shop people.#anyways uh. this post was abkut kandi wasnt it 😭😭😭 lol#cherry chortles#anyways the add/er/all also usually makes me want to look at and sort through my pkmn card collection. so imma do that#because my dads friend (and my friend too i guess! me and him exchange cat photos bc he has this adorable chunky cat named gremlin) that we#play bar trivia with on tuesdays (dw its not really even a bar. its mostly a restaurant) asked me abt my pokemon card collection#bc the final question was to put a few franchises (it was like. dora the ecplora and spide/rman etc. and pokemon) in order of revenue#and obvs pokemon was the top. bc of factors like the trading cards so thats how that came up#we didnt bet any of our points btw but we almost! got it right! the order was pk/mn dora spidamen friends (the tv seies) but we had spidman#as second. but we still won!! our team is on a two game winning streak!!! we always split the money so next week ill get another 8 dolla >:3#wow i havent hit tag limit yert#lol. yall'll open the 'see all tags' thing and boom. do you love the color of the sky type shit 😭😭😭#sorry that sounds too much like aave. i (white baby) cant be sayin that#cherrys kandi#okay well i had a tag with a verse from the ultimarw showdown bc i didnt know what else to say#but with my kandi tag and these two tags i have hit tag limit. thank you folks ill be here all night
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taking my heart out and stomping into the ground dont you dare get another friend crush. dont fucking do it.
#ITS SO FRUSTRATING !!!!!#i think someone is cool and then they pay an attention to me and i am lost#i am drawing them pics and making them little gifts and thinking about all the fun things we can do together#i spend my free time thinking of reasons to talk to them#u might be like hmm this sounds like a romantic crush#but i can assure it is not#it CAN turn into one over many years#i kno bc one did and i suffer even more for it#its Very Obvious bc when its a non-platonic crush i will get suuuuuper possesive and jealous#but UGH friend crushes suck especially bc i dont have the bandwidth to rly pursue them AND#i always feel like i come at it too intensely so in order to escape rejection i run#its fine i am fine i can be Normal about things#its okay i will hide from this one like ive done all the others#its this person named Toad and they are so cool they do like climate activisim and they support local punk bands#its also reminding me of Dev. i am so sorry dev.#he was this super cool ass dude that i worked with for 4 years and he was So Neat and interesting to talk to#he knew soooooo much about cooking and he was really well read#and his humor was great. super dry and sarcastic i was always laughing lol#i wanted to be friends with him SO BAADDD#and he has no social media or even like. texting#so before i left i demanded his email address#and I emailed him One time and he replied and i ghosted him#bc here is another issue: i cant fucking communicate#how keep friends if u dont talk to them????#anyways the brain worms are eating good tonight
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idk man maybe thats why i have WAY less beef with BotW/TotK's direction than my other superfan pals lol those games literally draw hard on my 3 all time favourite movies (plus other top tiers) and their themes and i adore that and the direction so much
#i know a few folks ive talked to in various communities are kinda salty about the plot not really involving Link or something ??#but like ... they do lol ?? like he's right there engaging in the current active plot#but equally i dont think the game is ABOUT Link as much yknow ... its not NOT about him but its as much about Zelda and thats sick ad fuck#[sits on the floor] i just like them yknow#the 'ma' aspect is soooo .. its so key to the feeling as well i think#idk man IDK i just like it and am fine with the series' direction lol theres only so many times you can avoid exploring the space#we have the tech and the power to play around so why not even if you run some of that back right ??#i dont think theyre flawless at all lol but i dont jive with most of the overbearing criticisms#ive been recommended SO many hours-long self-professed 'negative' reviews of totk and i literally dont GIVE a shit KEKW get it away from me#im just vibing here enjoying the game lol#rory's ramblings
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I luckily haven't been subjected to this brand of fan with my own eyes in a while, but it's hilarious to me how many IDW Megatron fans there are that hate the shit out of IDW Optimus (or any Megatron/Optimus in general) especially when they themselves are MegOP shippers. Like they'll be like "errrrmmmm Optimus is a cop fuck him he's literally evil" babe your fave is a literal dictator and a colonizer who didn't even treat his own Decepticons respectfully but IDW OP being a cop is so unforgivable? Or are we selectively applying the standard of "this is bad IRL therefore any fictional character who is X is also bad"? Megatron said he was sorry and regrets what he did but I guess you didn't read the parts where Optimus was also sorry/had regrets for what he did so that means it doesn't exist?
That or they do some crazy ass mental gymnastics to be all like "oh uh ermmm Optimus is evil because he said something mean to someone and punched them [casually fails to mention or explain the context at all]" but then with Megatron they'll turn around and be like "here's how Megatron colonizing planets was actually just him doing what needed to be done to ensure the survival of his race, also when Megatron becomes an Autobot here's how the people on the Lost Light are actually oppressing him for telling him to stop being a fucking asshole" [paraphrased versions of takes I have seen with my literal own eyes]. Like idk I feel like it's only-reads-MTMTE syndrome striking again or something? People probably don't read enough about Optimus to know the context of what he did AND they're laboring under the MTMTE illusion that Megatron was only kind of a bastard but was really good at heart, so in combination they just decide to be absolutely unhinged and say shit that isn't remotely true? Idk
Like damn you people are weak and your takes are trash. If you're gonna defend or hate a character at least do so based on accurate information from canon instead of making up weak bullshit on how Optimus sneezing on someone by accident makes the Autobots evil incarnate and how Megatron doing unspeakable crimes was just a little oopsie/him doing what had to be done. Couldn't be me.
#squiggposting#negativity#i'm aware that i'm being an asshole but ive also had this conversation many times in private#with people pointing out this shit still happens lmao#like if youre normal about the fictional war criminals even if you dislike OP that's fine#this post is about people who. dont know what theyre talking about and make unfortunate justificstions#for their shitty opinions#i guess if this offends them i dont want them on my blog anyways lol#some ppl are just like truly unable to cope with the fact that they like an evil asshole#and they have to be like HERES HOW MY EVIL ASSHOLE WAS ACTUALLY THE GOOD GUY THE NARRATIVE TRIED TO SLANDER#if any other character is complex or morally gray or an asshole its fine#but everything bad about your precious megsy is wrong#and everything thats even a pinch of OP's fault makes him scum of the earth#again i see this even with ppl who ship MOP and i'm like. why are you even here#you hate OP so bad and think hes an idiot and want him to grovel for M's forgiveness#why do you even ship MOP. that's not MOP that's just you using#OP as an accessory who you barely care about to ship with your actual fave M
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hi update things are fucking terrible and my eyes hurt from sobbing. lol
#purrs#delete later#not to liveblog and be tmi or whatever but i feel terribly alone and terribly miserable so this is in fact a cry for help lol. or really#comfort bc im fucking going insane. so for context last spring when i was still an intern another intern orchestrated this back channel#where everyone was supposed to talk shit about our supervisors (my dearest most belovedest mentors) and all of us hid it for months and it#all came to a head at asb 2022 because there was a lot of drama witb the asb student facilitators and our staff team. and it was sooooo ugl#and messy and horrible and probably played a direct role in one of my dearest beloved est mentors (who was the point person for asb) fuckin#getting a new job and abandoning us in july lol 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃 and so i became a full time staff member and me and my remaining dearest belovedest#colleague besties fucking carried the world on oh r shoulders and put on amazing programs as just 3 of us in the core staff and we thought#we were doing a really good job with the asb 2023 leaders and that there were no drama dynamics or whatever and guess fucking what. tonight#we found out that half of them hate us for reasons we still don’t know and all of them are at each others throats and also some of the#participants feel a type of way about us. and i know i am being a fragile sensitive crybaby over it but i have had terrible cramps all day#and have barely slept since ive been here and feel like ive been bending over backwards to support the leaders only to find out that half o#them think we’re evil and i just… i couldn’t take it. so i cried and now im beating myself up for crying. but it’s like come ON. i know we#did a pretty imperfect job of preparing them for this. and i should just take responsibility for that and not be defensive. but it’s like…#have NEVER seen this program in person before or been part of the planning of it. i was just a student last year like all of you. and also#HOW many fucking times did we create space for you to talk to us and invite us in. and still this shit happened. and i just feel like a#failure. and i couldn’t react to that information in any way except cry liek it’s all so over my head and out of my depth and im not as#emotionally mature as my colleagues bc im the youngest and this is my first time dealing with this and i feel so incompetent and like i#failed. failed the first time by not speaking up when i was implicated in the stupid fucking Google form back channel situation last year#and now failed the second time by not being able to prevent this stupid drama bullshit from happening again and for not catching it. and jf#like… im in excruciating physical pain and haven’t slept and haven’t eaten well and my life is falling apart and we were ABANDONED BY THE#PERSON WHO WAS RESPONDIBLE FOR THIS (i know we weren’t abandoned she literally just got a new job i just have psychological issues) and#we’ve been running at a million miles per hour with absolutely no break and now you’re mad at us and not even telling us and it’s impacting#everyone’s experiences but you want to pretend this is fucking high school and keep secrets. i am TIRED of drama. i am TIRED of this stupid#bullshit. and not to say this bc i don’t know if asb 2022 drama factored into her decision to leave but if it did i get why * left now. i#get it. bc this shit makes me want to jump out the hotel window. i do not want to face any of them tomorrow and deal with more bullshit. i#am emotionally unstable and incompetent and not equipped to deal with this in a mature healthy way. i want this to be over NOW. im done.#ok i think that’s it um. sorry about that i just needed other people to know i am suffering and i will suppress the shame i feel about that#just this once. esp bc i denied myself the opportunity for my colleague besties to comfort me while i was crying and i regret it now lol
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