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Holy shit crazy frog this is just like in jrwi resurgence this is so hexbladecore
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or aigis (p3) pixels....whatevebr man....Do u care Bro
Youre lucky this is a public space buddy. Watch your back
#read pinned before int#request#favicons#pixels#rentry#rentry graphics#web graphics#graphics#gif#decor#cute#aigis#aigis persona 3#p3 aigis#WHY IS SHE CUTE#ive never seen this in my life but i think i love her now
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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner
#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr#me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel#and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need#space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time#but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single#Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was#much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh#i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups#and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that#definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him#its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh#cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did#like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess#guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here#and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno#we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff#that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting#i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it#i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu#anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu#publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago#n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus#being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the#stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)
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I was looking for boot ref pics and then came across this painting
Oh my fucking god???????????????? Putting this one in the ref folder bcs oh my god??????????? They did not have to serve this hard?????????
#some random ass scottish lord and his bro from the english civil war era#and yet it is the single most slay painting ive ever seen in my entire life#paintings like this ensure me that i can really just draw any pose for historical stuff and it will never be too over the top#17th century twinks my fucking god#also its so important to me the difference in poses 😭😭😭😭#WHY IS THE GUY ON THE RIGHT SERVING SO HARD??? WHY DID HE FEEL THE NEED????#but yknow what! good for him#honestly he is how i imagine emperor seb(with longer hair tho)#the hair is literally perfect#the pose? mwah!!#oh my god and i just found a painting of their third brother and is serving just as hard#they died in battle pretty young </3 at least they got to slay first#also the painter made a bunch of self portraits and theyre just as twinky! good on you sir!!#his art is really amazing tbh :D new thing to reference yayyyyyyy#unfortunately the era is a bit before my AU but hey still good to look at#catie.rambling.txt
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this isnt the account for this i KNOW but jjk just ended and it was the worst thing ive ever read oh my daysssss
#my god bro#IT ENDED THE EAY IT STARTED. THERE WAS NO DEVELOPMENT AT ALLLLLL#it literally ended w sukunas finger in that same shrine box thingy....some dumb mf is gonna eat that thing again and make jjk2#electric boogaloo#1. why the kenjaku/geto tease at the end of the previous chapter. what even was the point of that it wasnt even MENTIONED#2. we got a scene with megumi burying his sister which understandable...BUT NOT ONE FOR GOJO????#NO OFFENSE BUT TSUMIKI APPEARED TWICE LIKE IF SHE CAN GET A BURIAL SO CAN GOJO#3. dont get me started on gojo bro ive never seen such a mishandling of a character in my life#all im gonna say is that 2 page flashback of him being like 'everyones gonna forget me once im not the strongest anymore'...and he was RIGH#HE WAS RIGHT HE DIDNT GET A BURIAL OR ANYTHING HE GOT HIS GODDAMN BODY POSSESSED JUST FOR NOTHING#HIS BRAIN IS WHO KNOWS WHERE#the ones who truly won were the sukuna gojo shippers bc one of the last things gojo said was 'everyones going to forget me'#and sukuna said 'ill never forget you for as long as i live'...sukuna TECHNICALLY isnt dead so hes fr the only one honoring gojo#3. i just wish we got some more worldbuilding bc for the last couple chapters theyve been mentioning a whole bunch of clans#and trying to explain their significance??? like kusakabe becoming the leader of the simple domain clan#they talked about that for a whole damn chapter WHAT SIGNIFICANCE DOES THAT HAVE??? EVERYONES BEEN USING A SIMPLE DOMAIN WYMMMMMMM#and then yuta and todo are like kinda cousins and are in the same clan but again we never got introduced to them before IT MEANS NOTHINGGGG#AND THIS WAS EVEN AN ISSUE IN THE SUKUNA FIGHT!!! like they talked about all these generals and clans he defeated but we never saw them#so it literally means nothing!!! just give us a little piece of heian era lore please please please#oh my god and them just pretending everythings fine and dandy bc sukuna is sealed again#youre telling me japan had shibuya and shinjuku absoltely destroyed in the span on 2 months and we just never got#any insight about how the country recovered??? or whats going on AFTER sukuna was defeated???#the closest thing we got was the american soldiers coming to japan to defeat some spirits but thats literally it
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Mid to late canon Gabrielle loves Louis more than she loves Lestat I know this to be true
#she said son what son#ive never seen that dumb blonde idiot before in my life#and then proceeded to tell louis every single embarrassing thing that Lestat said or did from the ages of 3 to 21#vc#vampire chronicles#gabrielle de lioncourt
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Idk whats happening ive seen 2 ppl from primaria in the metro this week i hadnt seen anyone since like 2nd of eso
#other than the ppl from music ofc#and the one guy who is my neighbor and also our mothers are friends but i dont even see him that often#but ive seen 2 ppl who i legit hadnt seen since school in the same week#i didnt talk to them bc i wasnt completely absolutely sure but im pretty sure actually#especially the guy from today#like the other day it was a girl i havent heard about since back in school but like she didnt see me so who knows#but the guy today he was totally looking at me like do i know her (i was looking at him the same way lol)#and also i have seen a couple pics of him bc one of the guys from music went to eso with him so i know a bit more how he is#yeah im pretty sure it was him idk lol#also what i said before about never meeting anyone is not true actually a couple months ago i saw that one guy like 3 times#but apparently hes a facha now so im deff not talking to him lol#mine#life
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I have been running through the Abandoned Factory in P2 IS for like 4 hours now - not because I'm trying to find a specific demon - but because I'm trying to contact all the demons in the game with Jun and Taysuya to find out which of them are homophobic
#persona 2#there are about 7 of them that i cant find#and its bothering me#i dont think the game will let me go back to previous dungeons either#there are ones that im pretty sure are in the heart of xibalba though that i could go find that way#but i cant find Hel to save my life#and then theres a group of 3 that are supposed to appear in room 5 that i also just cannot find#i have come across both Nezha and Izanami though#yet not Hel#ive been recording all of it too#and i think i want to make a video about it#have i ever made a video before?#no#but i have the homosexual confidence that i will be able to#there are lots of fun little aspects to the contact that i had never seen before though#just from talking with all the different demons#lich and wanyudo were two of my favorites#they were like 'ah youre brothers'#and then when they got told they were wrong they were like 'oh sorry my bad'#and i respect them
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hi update things are fucking terrible and my eyes hurt from sobbing. lol
#purrs#delete later#not to liveblog and be tmi or whatever but i feel terribly alone and terribly miserable so this is in fact a cry for help lol. or really#comfort bc im fucking going insane. so for context last spring when i was still an intern another intern orchestrated this back channel#where everyone was supposed to talk shit about our supervisors (my dearest most belovedest mentors) and all of us hid it for months and it#all came to a head at asb 2022 because there was a lot of drama witb the asb student facilitators and our staff team. and it was sooooo ugl#and messy and horrible and probably played a direct role in one of my dearest beloved est mentors (who was the point person for asb) fuckin#getting a new job and abandoning us in july lol 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃 and so i became a full time staff member and me and my remaining dearest belovedest#colleague besties fucking carried the world on oh r shoulders and put on amazing programs as just 3 of us in the core staff and we thought#we were doing a really good job with the asb 2023 leaders and that there were no drama dynamics or whatever and guess fucking what. tonight#we found out that half of them hate us for reasons we still don’t know and all of them are at each others throats and also some of the#participants feel a type of way about us. and i know i am being a fragile sensitive crybaby over it but i have had terrible cramps all day#and have barely slept since ive been here and feel like ive been bending over backwards to support the leaders only to find out that half o#them think we’re evil and i just… i couldn’t take it. so i cried and now im beating myself up for crying. but it’s like come ON. i know we#did a pretty imperfect job of preparing them for this. and i should just take responsibility for that and not be defensive. but it’s like…#have NEVER seen this program in person before or been part of the planning of it. i was just a student last year like all of you. and also#HOW many fucking times did we create space for you to talk to us and invite us in. and still this shit happened. and i just feel like a#failure. and i couldn’t react to that information in any way except cry liek it’s all so over my head and out of my depth and im not as#emotionally mature as my colleagues bc im the youngest and this is my first time dealing with this and i feel so incompetent and like i#failed. failed the first time by not speaking up when i was implicated in the stupid fucking Google form back channel situation last year#and now failed the second time by not being able to prevent this stupid drama bullshit from happening again and for not catching it. and jf#like… im in excruciating physical pain and haven’t slept and haven’t eaten well and my life is falling apart and we were ABANDONED BY THE#PERSON WHO WAS RESPONDIBLE FOR THIS (i know we weren’t abandoned she literally just got a new job i just have psychological issues) and#we’ve been running at a million miles per hour with absolutely no break and now you’re mad at us and not even telling us and it’s impacting#everyone’s experiences but you want to pretend this is fucking high school and keep secrets. i am TIRED of drama. i am TIRED of this stupid#bullshit. and not to say this bc i don’t know if asb 2022 drama factored into her decision to leave but if it did i get why * left now. i#get it. bc this shit makes me want to jump out the hotel window. i do not want to face any of them tomorrow and deal with more bullshit. i#am emotionally unstable and incompetent and not equipped to deal with this in a mature healthy way. i want this to be over NOW. im done.#ok i think that’s it um. sorry about that i just needed other people to know i am suffering and i will suppress the shame i feel about that#just this once. esp bc i denied myself the opportunity for my colleague besties to comfort me while i was crying and i regret it now lol
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stole a half-dead basil plant from work. please join me in prayer that my cat does not eat it overnight 🙏
#it's not toxic or I would've hid it but also he shouldn't eat my basil plant y'know#i have no real desire to grow basil but i like free things#somebody brings their store's plants to us when they have to throw them out (we're an assisted living facility and it's nice to have flowers#for the residents to look at) and I've never seen actual not-cut-flower plants there before (tbf ive never really looked) but i assume#that's what the deal with the basil was (and there were a couple other plants and some lil flower plants with it that i left)#and it was 11:00 at night and i very much did not ask permission but y'know what? i am saving a life rn#unless it dies because im bad with plants#my strawberry plants are doing pretty good tho! it's been a few months and all four sprouts i got are still kicking!#rip my sunflower sprouts that died when i went on vacation tho because the housekeepers didn't water them enough </3
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i love festa i’ve been waiting all year its my favorite thing ever and im so excited to see what they’ve been preparing for us... im in this bangtan sonyeondan shit for life
#my 6 years with bts passed exactly a month ago and i hope i'll have so many more years with them#as soon as like 2 years passed and i was still loving them more every day i realized this was something special#all of my previous fandoms had lasted for maybe a few months#to this day i havent been continuously active in any other fandom for more than like a year or so#there might be things i still like yknow like for example i got into my sports animes a little before bts and i still love them#but ive moved on from the fandoms and i dont rly keep up with news very actively or anything and i dont think about them all the time#but with bts its like every day i find new things to love about them and new ways to interpret their music#new details in their songs i'd never caught before new tidbits from old interviews i'd never seen before#every day i love them more and more and more until i think there cant possibly be any more love left in me#and then tomorrow comes and i love them even MORE!!!!#i will never act embarrassed or joke about being cringe bc i like bts i just will never do that. they have saved my life#and not only have they saved it they've directly improved it. they've made me the person i am#without them i might be in a completely different place or even a similar place but feeling so much more miserable and worried about things#i know that i am content with where i am solely because of bts' impact on my mindset and my perspective on life and living and growing up#this has turned into a love letter but yknow what its good practice for the letter im gonna write them in my journal on 6.13 <3#aeron.txt
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You could tie your hair in low bunches on the sides and then maybe braid the low bunches if you feel like it? That way sleeping on your back they're not uncomfortable and the hair isn't pulled!
Oh, that's actually a pretty good idea! If the braids don't work, I could probably try loosely twisting the bunches as well. Tonight, I'm going to be seeing the dog who likes to hop on my hair while I sleep, so this is perfect timing for me to test it out!
Thank you, anon!
#there are such good people in this world#its also nice to see people actually read my tags sometimes. im never sure lol#it took a surprisingly long time to find a thank you gif from the search but it was worth it because i found a cute dog gif#ive seen options for doing hair on the sides before that i never liked because they were always too high up#doing them lower would probably help a lot. and its an easy hair style to do#it works much better with my weird hair length as well since gravity will be more on my side this way than with a bun#you are a wonderful person anon! you spread goodness and light in every ask you send#thank you for taking the time out of your day to help me solve my silly problems#you are super appreciated! i cant send emojis on desktop but here are the best hearts i can offer <3 <3 <3 <3 <3#there is a way to send emojis on desktop but i think i disabled it because my cat kept using it lol#i hope you have a fantastic weekend and lots of rest (that is free from hair pulling lol) and sweet dreams#funny enough i was actually googling sleep hairstyles for a bit before you messaged me#and your recommendation is much better than anything i found on youtube#you are an angel and a life saver#neo answers#ask neo#angel in my askbox#beautiful anon#hair care#sleep hairstyles#hairstyle recommendation#gif warning
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#this is not satire lol trying to get a job after not working for 3 years#is quite literally making me wish i had just never stopped to begin with and let it fucking kill me#i’ve never felt so terrified and useless and unwanted lmao#i have 6 months. that’s it. if nothing comes thru i have to go to the fucking river#and i wont survive that#its not possible#i fucking clawed and scraped to get out of florida just for it to come to this#if you’re ever wondering if you should idk offer to support your disabled partner for the rest of their life no matter what#just don’t#i thought maybe we’d be the one exception to the rule ive always seen but no#everyone else gets to keep living like they always have and im left here scraping together $20 a week so i can eat#and counting down the days to what feels like the start of the end of my life#to get here and have found such pure happiness in my relationship and surroundings and everything else#but to have it tainted like this with a deadline that i really don’t know if i can beat#is a type of pain i wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy#i thought id been exhausted before#that was nothing.
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oh i got recommended a video of john romero playing myhouse.wad and i had to think on who he was. i was like "is this the doom guy" so i looked him up and went on his wikipedia page and discovered we have the same birthday... so awesome. ive never known anyone with the same bday as me not even fictional characters except for bill fucking gates 😭😭😭 WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT BILL GATES!!! anyway yes he is in fact the doom guy (and apparently the wolfenstein 3D and quake guy! which i did not know) so me and john romero are birthday buddies now. shoutsout to mr. romero
#muffin mumbles#on looking at onthisday.com and other people we share our birthday with include:#charlie daniels (the devil went down to georgia guy)#desmond child (guy who wrote / produced songs for bon jovi and aerosmith#and also ricky martin's livin la vida loca)#as mentioned before. bill gates :/ (the microsoft guy. duh.)#matt smith (the 11th doctor in doctor who. ive never seen doctor who but hes got a very distinctive face)#theres some other actors i like vaguely know but dont care about#(not a lot though. im talking 3 or 4.)#oh horrible news. the has-been hoe-tell creator too. horrible! we do not claim you#oh even worse apparently the aforementioned show premiered on my bday too. get out!!!!#its okay though because the bee movie also came out on my bday and that outweighs everything#frank ocean as well who like. i recognize his name and i know ive heard at least one of his songs#but i could not for the life of me tell you which one#ive been on a few different sites now im on wikipedia i want to know all the historicak shit that happened on my bday#oh the cuban missile crisis ended...#hold on i have to check the fictional character birtndays blog on here again i dont remember who was there#brb#edit: just some fire emblem character who i do not know#so basically what im saying is its just me and john romero (the doon guy) against the world
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Ignoring how toxic TikTok is as a social media platform, I don't think anything has given me whiplash faster than scrolling through the fyp.
Its like:
Funny edit of X show
The saddest thing you've ever read/seen that has you sobbing brutally, heartache and grief
The funniest shit youve seen in your life, laughing so loud your guts hurt, but you're still sobbing from the previous post
Jerma video
#the saddest thing ive ever seen in my life was something i saw on there#it was a compilation post of animal graves#and one of them tore to me pieces#it said:#“died of uremic poisoning at 3:30 am due to kidney failure 7 hours before he was to be euthanized and its all my fault”#and i have never been the same since. its been lazered into my brain forever
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spent the entire weekend decluttering and cleaning my room and online shopping and crying
#ive genuinely spent so much money in the last 3 days for someone who doesn’t have a job as of 2 days ago#but im only buying things i need/will benefit me#and one thing i just wanted#but#I got rid of a lot of things and now everything in my room has a place and there’s no clutter#and i might go thrifting tomorrow we’ll see how i feel#the best and worst thing of my life is finally over and i don’t really know how i feel about it#i do but im not going into it#i would like to get out of the house and see a friend#but they never replied and my best friend is out of town#it’s okay#im just watching movies ive never seen before and laying in bed#just watched before sunrise and it was really cute and :( i want love#anyways i hope you had a good weekend ily#rant
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