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crushedsweets · 3 days

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ej x nurse ann but in a will they won't they flirty friendship kinda way🤭 they are always trying to one up the other when it comes to medical work too so it's like lowkey flirty rivals.. do u see what I'm putting down Sweets?! Long story short I'd let them both operate on me

wait omg i was gonna draw smth for this but its been so long n im tired so i should jsut type.

also it feels so weird to go back to talking abt creeped lore cuz i feel like i have so much information but idk how/if anyone could emember it cuz its been sooo longgggg LOL so if anything is like "??? this isnt canon ???" its cuz my AU is very specific and changed etc etc. CREEPED DISCLAIMER WE ARE SO BACK

OKAY SOOOO. in my au specifically, nurse ann is a fake nurse! she was a red-room sorta cam girl (killed ppl for donos), and used a sexy-nurse-persona to draw in more views!

meanwhile, jack only got a few internships in at hospitals during his masters program before the sacrifice.

i could see jack meeting ann because he's close to Lulu and feels really protective over her. so he'd be guiding lulu back to the hospital one day, holding her hand and being all soft spoken while Lulu goes on her little ghostly rants.

and of course, Ann pops up !!! and she's so beyond horribly annoying!! quickly peering over Lulu's shoulder and being like "hi handsome, youre so tall, whats your name, your voice is so deep" whatever. i think it would embarrass the hell out of jack and he'd just be pretty stiff n awkward. polite, but awkward.

eventually he'd scamper off and ann would tell lulu to "get your little tall friend over here". and maybe it would work, HOWEVER, in my creeped canon, it wouldnt go anywhere beyond jack being like T_T and ann eventually giving up . she wont tim too bad.

HOWEVERRRR, if we diverged from creeped canon(which already diverges from creepypasta canon...) for the sake of ann x EJ...

i think it would be cute if she kept flirting, and he was kinda like Jesus Christ you are beautiful . LMFAOOO. and she picks his brain about college life and just him in general, out of curiosity, while he picks her on....well... being some sort of zombie demon vampire thing.

and she'd love him quietly pulling her apart at the stitches. making quiet little observations and scribbling notes and i think EVENTUALLY, he'd get to the point where he is just being snarky with her. theyll be sassing eachother and bickering and she'll be like "well if you keep talking to me that way im not gonna let you make a single note on me ever again" and he's like "you know that isnt true."

LOL.

WAIT. IM KIND INTO THEM RN WAAAIIIIIITTTTTTT

#waves my arms around frantically #mfw my anons always got me into new shit #creeped #asks #fuuuck

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r0selace · 3 days

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Sketchpage for THE SINGLE OLDEST OC that I have! This is "Names," nicknamed that because he is 1. immortal 2. able to travel through dimensions, and! 3. a shapeshifter! He has too many goddamn names & identities, and so.

He's a disowned bastard of royalty in his [denounced by himself] homeworld, in his second more loved homeworld he is an absolute scamp of a bastard shapeshifter. he's trying his best whilst also being very vain and annoying. he's reliable friend!! but he will also make fun of you and tease you the entire time! (unfortunately one of his top three love languages is Annoying The Fuck Out Of You) he has so much interdimensional yaoi going on dont EVEN worry about it UGBFSYUDGFUIJH

(and Yes! him being able to travel through dimensions IS a cheat code on my end so i can have One Single OC for oc x canon + the shapeshifter thing is 1. gender 2. excuse to not draw things sometimes 3. excuse to label any random oc for oc x canon things as Names <3 work smarter not harder or whatever now watch me not even do any of that with him lol lmao )

#oc art #artists on tumblr #illustration #sketches #my art #art #digital art #csp #clip studio paint #| sketches.#| ocs.#| Names #this was also a style study of my favorite traits i see in a lot of korean artists' styles!#Names is also a gender euphoria oc. is this look attainable for me irl? not exactly this is very idealized #but in a more realistic translation yes!#ive been having a lot of gender ephinanies and thrown off a lot of trauma-shackles lately so im feeling GREAT #its making me love drawing names all the more

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bandtrees · 3 months

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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one

alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way

#scribbles #milton r wallace #callum crown #phonegingi #sgt norm allen #norm allen #dialtown #dialtown a phone dating sim #..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz #normgingi #milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels #very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory #as opposed to a cheating one #it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call #milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator #However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual #realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me #misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on #this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird #Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN #OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes #milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness #as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER #also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together #theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts #but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do #and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe #Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles #fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL

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juaneloriginal · 2 months

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silly thingy

@blackkatdraws's sillies

#Bro think an “i love you” isnt enough #maybe it aint enough though #i took Black's name a lil bit too literal #i mean i've seen he kinda works that way?#the drawing made me feel a certain way that makes me sad #like everything related to blank scripts's stan #i have a ton of conflicted feelings surrounding Black's character rlly #mainly cause idk and its mostly theories #and all my theories point that he is an obviously bad person #but thats just his nature #he aint human why would he act like one #why would he have the same morals as one #you really (at least to what i've seen) dont know much about his past #you dont know how he could've developed so therefore you have no way to know how he'd turned out like this #And with Stan you kinda know #who would be in their right mind when they r stuck in a place like that #he fell in love with Black cause of his eminine features and cause he kinda knows him since he has been stuck in that place with his voice #for god knows how long #why didnt he fall in love with Mariella then?#maybe cause she aint feminine enough or maybe cause she didnt fit his standars or whatever #maybe is the time they met #i think is knowledge too #Like Mari actively chooses to be ignorant in a ton of cases #and Stanley CLEARLY sees it #like the fucking eyes drawing that i keep cominfg back to #ALSO I'LL MAKE A REBLOG TALKING BOUT IT MORE #the stanley parable #blank scripts au #tsp blank scripts au

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goobygnarp · 6 months

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#good grief im gettin a lil tired of seeing 'DONT DO THIS' kinda art videos #i very much understand its a youtube thing and that clickbait names and thumbs get the views and attention needed #but it doesnt mean it doesnt annoy me or that I cant be annoyed by it #sometimes i just see it in tutorial pictures too #but the large DONTS with red Xs near the supposed ''wrong'' way of drawing is so demotivating #people start and draw in many ways than one #its what makes art their own #but when videos or tutorial posts are made and show the ''WRONG'' way to go about it #its like scolding the new artist or long time artist with that style that they're doing it wrong and that its bad #no matter the intention its not the way to go about helping artists learn to draw #and in my personal opinion #the click bait ''DONT DO THIS WHEN DRAWING'' thing is what keeps me from actually watching the vids #i get theyre probably helpful but i don't like that I have to feel some NEED or DESIRE to click on a vid cause I feel like I did a thing #wrong or that i never should have done it at all #i wish i could see more 'here are some tips that helped me #kinda vids cause yes i would love to learn what helped you rather than being or feeling wronged for drawing in a way that isn't theirs #im rambling but i have been seeing a lot of 'DONT DO THIS' NEVER DO THIS' 'IF YOURE DOING THIS STOP NOW' kinda art vids #im speakin for myself here #but im an artist sifting through art youtube or spaces always willing to learn new ways of improving my art #i dont need to feel click baited like the next 3am don't this kid to learn how to improve my inking skills #if it was more a 'this is my personal preference and I wanna share it with my audience and maybe teach some things' kinda vid #id watch that too #but im just so tired of seeing art youtube going down this need to tell folks 'YOURE DOING IT ALL WRONG. THIS IS THE RIGHT WAY"

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captaincanonly · 5 months

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my brother in christ

#NOT SHIP ART!!#get outta here >:(#canon’s art #fanart #art #game of thrones #hbo got #asoiaf #littlefinger #petyr baelish #sansa stark #their relationship is so. Soooo bleghh #BLEGGHHHHHHH #brah.#it makes me insane it fills me with dread and it also fills me with a sad longing NOT IN A WEIRD WAY but it just makes me mourn..#i feel comfortable saying that i love both their characters respectively but in extremely different ways #like i think he should choke and die but also he is kind of that bitch #i just really love sansa. though and i need him miles away from her!!!!#i’ll have him then all our problems would be solved 😇#anyways their relationship intruiges me and i would like to draw them more!!!#sorry if none of these tags made sense. i might be crazy #SANSA PETYR SHIPPERS DNIIIII idk the name if i see anything its on site!

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moeblob · 5 months

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Karen has four older brothers and this is Ross! He's the second oldest and he looks rather polite and smiles a lot and when he's at work he can behave most of the time... but he really has such a foul mouth it puts Right to shame.

And Karen when she was a kid couldn't pronounce S's and they sounded like Z's. So when her brothers would be leaving for school she would say "enjoy zool" and just. Could NEVER say Ross's name correctly so he told her to just call him Oz. And it stuck but only with Karen. She's the only one to use it and no one else is allowed.

#my characters #also fun fact she has decided to legally rename him for when shes mad at him #so instead of yelling his full proper name #she will yell OSWALD THOMAS WILSON which is the fake first name but actual middle/last #and its just thats a guy that she wouldnt want to admit to knowing if she saw him in public #hes actually p short so yeah hes a short king #the oldest bro and the second youngest are both taller #the middle middle is basically the same height as him so karen really is just the wittle bab #and all her brothers are super protective of her bc thats their baby sister #she does however have a strong sense of I GOTTA PROTECT THE MIDDLE GUY #so she is kinda used to standing up for older guys just bc of he #but it comes into being a problem when she meets rick and is like fuck it he may be older but #he is too kinda for this world and also theres no way i can love him hes basically a baby brother #and she will pick on him but also would absolutely throw hands for him #and and i know the tags are long as is but eventually karen and rick move past the whole youre like a brother vibe #and they become very good friends - still zero romance involved - but she starts to treat him less like a family member #and it makes him feel less awkward and in turn he feels more open to joke sometimes #cause for a long while rick is just this is really awkward and i wish we would stop matching on dating apps but she wont leave me alone #so its rude to turn her down when she offers a friendly drink to check up on me #but its actually karen being protective older sister mode despite being the youngest of five #this is the most i have managed to draw in like two weeks i think #now im super tired bye

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luck-of-the-drawings · 4 months

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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING

#cw blood #luckys original content #ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG #also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project #FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD #SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter #and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do #THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG #i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then #i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that #ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours #so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time #i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly #and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more #but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho #we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange #yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but #she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that #i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated #i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others #AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG #IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL #LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU #AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU

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fiendishartist2 · 1 year

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today i bring you random tma doodles. tomorrow? who knows.......

#just me and my shitty sketchbook against the world it seems #i cant draw on my mac bc it doesnt have pen pressure bc it was made in like 2001 :(#idk if ive told the story of my shitty mac on this blog but basically:#a few years ago my cousin was like dumpster diving?? or smth?? and she found this old 2001 ish mac #so she fixed it up for me and gave it to me for my birthday #its too old to work with my tablet fully so it doesnt support pen pressure and slowly over the years its been degrading more and morw #now google freaks out if i try to visit any page that isnt my email and i cant get any other search engine to work lol #it also starts chugging when i have too many pngs in my files and gets hot enough to burn when i make too many layers in firealpaca #oh also i cant get anything other than firealpaca to work on my mac #its like having an old horse that you still make work on the farm despite the fact that it faints from heat exaustion all the time-#-and sometimes doesnt wake up the first few times you call its name. but you dont want to put it down and it refuses to die of old age #my art #doodles #tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #jonmartin #melanie king #i love you melanie!!!!!!!!!!!! she own my heart!!!!!!!!!#georgie barker #do they have a ship name #basira hussain #not my best basira but its so small in my sketchbook lol

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triglycercule · 8 days

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i love doodling swapinverse like hello drawing characters aside from the normal mtt is lowkey therapeutic 🧡🧡🧡 anyways i FINALLY FINALLY finished crash's lore!!!! and vice.SER is connected to him,,,, theyre interconnected!!! i forgot how much i liked crash's design (not the design but all the little gimmicks in the design. figuring out all the hanging ribbon bits is annoying but hey it looks good)

#outertale does not exist in swapinverse anymore. how quaint #dude thalia and melpomene are th only ones that r like. 100% good #I NEED TO MAKE MORE GOOD AND NICE CHARACTERS😭😭😭😭#mst..... recreators (qip name 4 siphon n crash?) and vice.SER........ theyre all EVIL (or have evil goals)#i WAS thinking doing something with reaper because i adore his design and aesthetic and i wanna combine it with SOMETHING idk what #anyways if core frisk error which is supposed to be vice.SER exists then should normal core frisk exist too?????#i mean i dont think that just because a core frisk role esque person exists doesnt mean the role is instantly filled up #the mst and mtt co exist in swapinverse but those 3 are like.... NORMAL aus. not outcodss n stuff #i love the giant lance thing i gave crash. i mean the ribbons can form any weapon and take any shape (kinda like puella magi mami's guns)#but like..... it just is so cool i love characters that use multiple weapons #i LOVE (haha) every single little gimmick thing i give swapinverse characters. the tiny details is what i adore giving them #if you catch me not posting 4 a bit its probably just bc im working on swapinverse or jk fashion au. or maybe ive seriously just lost motiva #anyways i have a few banger rants in my drafts ive yet to elaborate om but just like....... i dont feel like it #someon needs to wrangle those posts out of my tired lazy arms #lowkey why do siphon and crash remind me of kanade and mafuyu. idk i cant explain #if you cut vice.ser in half it would be like jelly with binary in it. i wanna eat him #he would tingle on my tongue but thats just the static. eating yhe glasses would be difficult bit they dont have lenses so its ok #i drew them both looking at us but i think that vice.ser is the only true one always looking at US.looking out from inside #god i love swapinverse sooo much i wish i could get it done faster and be goatedly good with motivation. a shame #but i do think that i may be finishing up the character descriptions 500% ish sure #SO THEN THAT MEANS I CAN WORK ON THE ACTUAL STORY!!!! WOOOOO #ive already decided that theres gonna be mentions of me myself and i in it. i love meta storytelling #im cursed with perpetually sweaty hands i hate having to draw on slighty damp paper. nobody understands me #UGH im getting too happy in life im starting to act weird in public and offering to help people. i need to stop #anyways just school doodles!!! because in the period where they take our phones i have naught to do but draw #i need to get back (start) my english reading. and then help my friend with a few questions on her homework. how joyous #and then i can get back to my BETTER homework (working on swapinverse :3)#crash managed to destroy outertale in his lore i wonder how many worlds vice.SER will destroy #actually if hes supposed to be core frisk error then i should make him NOT destroy worlds right???? right #tricule rant

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puppyeared · 2 years

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this guy is HOMOSEXUAL

#epsiode 5 of monkie kid. LITERALLY THREW UP WHEN SHE SAID I LOVE U LMAOOOOOOOOO #ngl this show fills me with a little secondhand embarassment like middle school puppy vibes but otherwise pretty fun lol #i probably shouldnt be taking it too seriously cause its literally for kids though. but i digress #and the expressions are funny i wish more shows let characters be funny and silly. maybe not like marvel haha oneliner funny though #oh oh and the uhh when mk popped out of the stone egg in the first episode i like thinking thst he would have monkey features #from getting monkey kings powers. since he got all of those powers in one go apparently but at least they handled that in the next ep idk #also apparently he had a name before mk what does that mean. is that gonna be important. transification beam #also it did not hit me mei is supposed to fill the role of the horse until now. guess it makes sense with the motorcycle and riding shtick #honestly im just waiting to see macaque 👉👈 and an excuse to draw these guys their designs look fun #please dont tell me they actually kill the silver and gold demons though lmao theyre funnyn #yapping

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years

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damnnn was thinking of minedai and i think someone started cutting onions in my room haha

thinking about minedai always starts off like 'haha lmao mine so silly so silly yandere who would cry if daigo told him he was happy to have him as a friend' and then it quickly devolves into 'mine and daigo were both incredibly lonely people growing up one way or another, neither of them feeling as though they had a genuine relationship with someone until meeting each other' and then i throw up and cry

#snap chats #in mines case due to his status as an orphan he was just branded as an outcast by society #i mean his personability and his cynical others-favor-materialism ideology also fucked him over but yk. people like kanda didnt help #on the flip side there's daigo who- as the son of a yakuza boss and as a certified Rich Kid making friends wasnt easy #either people were scared of him or his dad or people only hung out with him for his family's name and money #and i know i just posted a rant bout it but ill briefly mention it again just for the sake of this post #but then theres losing the one person he felt he could genuinely trust after he takes the fall for killing his dad #ironic isnt it: mine was earnest in wanting relationships yet was terrible at getting them #meanwhile daigo had a natural talent for drawing people towards him but just couldnt find himself to totally trust them anymore #early 2000's era anyway- evidently he gets better #and instead of it being solely a trust issue its more of a matter of 'do people like me for me or because im their boss'#and then they find each other and its like a k-drama where daigo gets shot for mine after trying to pay off the people fuckin with them #slow mo and all. in my head anyway #wow i love them.....

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hyp3rfixation-h3ll · 1 year

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Sorry for putting this one out so late, life got ahead of me today X__x I know i made a piece for PMATGA's overall bday, but I feel as if i should make a separate one for, arguably, the episode that literally changed my life, as corny as that sounds. So I did :o) Happy 10 years to the middleaged orb couple that changed mine and, in turn, many, many other peoples' lives. <3 (Feat mine and @cogsincorporated's respective designs for sunny and zac as well as the canon ones <3)

#pacman and the ghostly adventures #pmatga #sunny x zac #sunny pmatga #zac pmatga #i genuinely feel so old . i cant believe it's been so long #im turning 18 this year and it feels so unreal ive basically grown up with these guys #whn i say they changed my life i mean it #i found ghostly adventures and these two when i was young and in recovery from a less-than-ideal situation w/ my relatives #and i got attached to them and when i saw how Little fanart there was i got PISSED and said “you know what? im gonna learn to draw”#“AND im gonna talk about them NONSTOP so people never forget them”#and i did! and now im here. 10 years later #and in a way i got what i dreamed for. people draw them more than when i was active in the fandom #maybe not in the way i'd have hoped yk. but theyre being recognised now #and it makes me happy. its what baby me wouldve wanted #i still remember when it clicked for me that i really liked the name sunny for myself . that was a time #i shoulde probably realised i was trans lol #uh. if youve read this far. thank you. i cant explain how much this episode in particular means to me but it's forever in my heart #i wish i could share the love i had with you all in a way that makes sense #but this'll do too #happy anniversary to sunny and zac!

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shidoukanae · 1 month

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Lineart to lineless art progress thingie (for funsies! and also bc im running out of things atm to put in queue lol). My fashion sense is very basic but i really like the left & right designs for Helene!

It's interesting to see how many details get lost/added in the process between lining things out/turning the lines to full color. Helene's face on the left loses the angle I was going for (OTL) and i fiddled with the anatomy a bit to make it better on the right

Wanted to make this as a glimpse at what a modern AU!version of Helene would look like (and im really hoping to see her on Earth and her reactions to being on Earth! but atm it's hinted only dragons are capable of tracking down people across 'verses so im just saying...hey Paris...regarding Helene and your Dragon Pact powers...).

#TME art #for how much i obsess about Helene I don't draw her often lol #partly bc it's really hard to draw her right in my eyes #on things i really hope happen in the manhwa: it's PARIS who gets to visit Lyla on Earth first and learn her real name because in the LN-#he WAS the first one to find out her name so it'd be kind of a fitting homage to his LN self if he learned her Korean name first #and teleported to her first the way he did in the LN before Fian did #PLUS PLUS PLUS #I've been thinking about it a lot but irl!Lyla and Paris look like they could be siblings #and it'd be REALLY FUNNY if Paris appeared on Earth and was mistaken as a long lost brother or something #plus im ngl i kind of want to see him build a bond with Lyla and big brother her the way he did in the LN #either by protecting her from her shitty family or scaring them off #but also it'd be really funny to see Twilight's reaction to Paris in particular appearing on Earth #(also god i forgot Twilight was a plot point in the manhwa bc she never shows up in the LN lmao)#but at least i get to have hope we might get a IRL arc with Paris or Fian or Helene (or hopefully all 3!!!)#plus i don't think it's Twilight who found Lyla when she last passed out bc the person who saved Lyla didn't look like Twilight #so im wondering if either that was Fian from the future his reincarnation in this world or someone else?#now that im thinking of Twilight im wondering who she is even more now beyond being the author #is she really Sienna reincarnated like speculations assume?#perhaps even the old Lyla herself?#and will Twilight get to meet Helene aka the heroine she royally screwed over in more ways than one?#and what would Twilight think of Paris getting close to Helene considering what she knows about their OG relationship?#gosh im looking forward to the manhwa and how it handles Twilight/the dragons hopping dimensions (hopefully w/ their gals)#also just saying but Helene probably is the only one who has the capacity to reach Lyla atm bc she knew about Sienna's teleportation magic #and hypothetically she can reverse-engineer it to reach Lyla once she learns what the hell is going on #but considering Helene doesn't know Lyla's an imposter much less that she comes from another world would she be willing to do so?#and then there's the archery festival too that's either being skipped or going to see Lyla attend it like in the LN #waaaaaah i love all the changes the manhwa introduces it makes me so excited to see how Yuria will shake things up #especially since this round Lyla IS an imposter separate from the OG!Lyla and not someone who will end up turning into Lyla #i have SO MANY THOUGHTS on this manhwa and its direction esp compared to the LN jfc #im DEFINITELY waiting for the promise of Paris going to Helene to finally ask for her help

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arolesbianism · 3 months

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The Joshua section of my oni playlist is looking great so far

#rat rambles #oni posting #Im sure this will feel perfectly fine to listen to and wont result in me having to skip at least one of the songs involved everytime #I never look for joshua songs I just listen to music and receive visions #well tbf that's how I find all my jackie songs too but yknow #everyday is just me looking for songs for any characters other than jackie and guess whos gangly ass shows up every time #I rly need to find a proper ellie song I only rly have sort of ellie songs #and one of them is mesmerizer which basically doesnt count #and the other one I have is a stretch since its mostly because I have an amv in my head for it #idk maybe she should just try to be as interesting as the joshua lore I made up in my head :/#but in actual seriousness the main problem with finding good ellie songs is that most songs that I find that could fit her fits someone #else better and this isn't even just an oni thing like Ive found songs that have come so close to making it on the playlist but got snagged #by an oc first and in ellie's case marci keeps stealing all her shots at getting more songs #like I Could just slap them on the oni playlist anyways but them I'd listen to it and just start thinking abt marci instead #also they just like. fit her better than ellie.#so ellie is stuck in playlist limbo next to nikola who got his one semi song and nothing more #hey theyre doing better than nails the closest they have is the rabbit au nails clones getting a song #I love my rabbit au clone ocs they are so silly I love making au specific ocs that I put through the horrors #I still think abt my random card au ocs pretty regularly even tho they dont even have names and mostly just exist for worldbuilding #especially the dog lady who I mostly made to get murdered by glitter green shes my beloved #I should try to draw her at some point (won't do that since she has thin long hair and Id rather die than draw that)#rly tho I should design my clone guys theyre mostly easy since theyre y'know. clones.#theres some of them with notable design differences tho #theres the nails who cant sleep whos very disheveled and looks like they're on deaths door at any given time because they are #and theres the joshua who found out abt the horrors and had an existential crisis over it and became emo #and the nikola who found out abt the horros and had an existential crisis over it and put his hair in a ponytail abt it #the latter two are also besties and maybe kiss sometimes idk #and then theres my bestie the jean that's olivia's lackey and is absolutely obsessed with her and is fucked up in the head a lil bit #most of the clones across the story are less notably different from their blueprints tho and even less so visually #and when I say most of them I mean like almost all of the nails clones since the other three only actually had the one or maybe two

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littlestpersimmon · 2 months

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Am caught in a death spiral my lieges. I don't feel entitled to anyone's time, effort or resources but I feel so beat down. I am disabled, I am working so much I genuinely developed a hunched back. I am alone responsible for my autistic sister, her parentified sibling, and my two parents who are disabled with extremely limited movement. I have three jobs. I can't ask for help on twitter because people I work for follow me there. My work requires me to draw every day, without a day off, ever. I have a "morality clause" which means if I or the author I work with are deemed to be acting in any way the company thinks inappropriate, we are immediately fired and would have to return every single cent we have made. I feel at my wits end. My employers are american- but I am not. I live in the global south- government assistance in the Philippines is *nonexistent*

Last week I asked for help to pay for electricity. The other week I asked for help with my sister who had to be rushed to the ER.

I doxxed myself and posted medical info to this blog, so many strangers know my address, my legal name, everything just for me to be able to seek mutual aid- Wallah I do not want to be this person, but if anyone could please, pick up a print from my inprnt, or subscribe to my patreon, I already have 300+ drawings up there and I upload thrice to four times a month, or if you could send direct tips it would make a world's difference. I will try to open commissions next week but as the world is being plunged into wherever it is we are headed, it's getting harder and harder to get clients.

Currently myself dealing with housing insecurity- we only have a year or two to fix our traditional filipino house as it is falling apart due to the philippine storms and termites- *please* help me and my disabled family of three. I feel I am rambling now bc there's so much on my mind, on my plate, I've asked friends and my partner for help, my sister and my cousins and my friends are all I have. My mom's side of the family cannot help as they are all extremely poor themselves, and my paternal side of the family have emotionally abused me and have members that committed routine csa on me. I do not take any of the help I receive here for granted, and I'm sorry. Reblogs are off as I am asking for help from followers as I feel very ashamed / embarrassed/ humiliated to still be stuck in this dark place . Sorry and thank you again

Inprnt is having a sale rn, everything is like at 40% off!

And my tipping jars:

Sorry and thank you again. If you can't donate or purchase its OK, just please please please include me in your prayers, make mi shebeirach for my health so I csn continue to work, or any prayers at all for me. Thank you

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