#its just. rough
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how do people even find partners. i dont want a bullshit answer, like really
#maybe im intimidating but no one has been interested in me#its just. rough#and i cant force myself to like anyone romantically if i dont feel compatability#i just want to be cared about in an exclusive way that friendship alone cant fix#i dont post abt this often but i got no sleep so yall gotta deal#its um. crushing sometimes#i dont even know if im aro as cope. once i did THC im more emotionallt aware and its. haha#the people around me tell me things that make me feel like im a catch and i feel it myself but NO ONE has advanced#and ive only felt attracted to one person in my life. who was taken ofc#im not sure it wouldve worked out good though anyway since im more emotionally mature#but it was because he expressed genuine care towards me and made me feel good about myself in honest ways i havent heard from anyone#and made me feel important to him#so im really at a loss#and also our conversations flow really smooth and we agree on many things that we find important#are there any extroverts that confidently wear their hearts on the sleeves and try to bring joy that want me#someone sensitive to my needs#my needs of which are actually very very basic#hi
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i. sure am having complicated feelings about watching everyone else build new skills and have interesting careers and. salaries and hang out with their friends and partners and generally. you know. not rotting in place while the world leaves them behind
#not about anything in particular. just about everything#its just. rough#watching everyone else get the things you know you cant have#and not even worth asking for#im. just not looking forward to another year of this
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the mortifying ordeal of being known
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I think with Yor being so perceptive, she picks up on little things often (like we saw in ch 103). i believe this would impact loid more so than the usual person, because he is a spy and fakes every part of himself, so to be seen is simultaneously desirable and horrifying. like, it makes him torn between wanting to accept and reciprocate the love, or distancing himself so that it doesn't happen again.
thats mostly what the last panel is about, that dichotomy between 'omg this person noticed this about me, is this love' and 'oh shit this person noticed this about me, is this Doom'
just some thoughts i had🤪
#unrelated but i kinda dont like how this comic turned out 😭 its like the first time i actually made a full rough draft first#and it somehow made the final product messier#and idk they just dont look like themselves???#it was more difficult to do it this time even though its mostly just them standing idk#maybe the lack of action was what made it difficult because#how many ways can you frame the same scene#for six pages#Anyways#spy x family#my art#loid forger#yor forger#sxf#twiyor#sxf loid#sxf yor
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obligatory beach divorce doodling
bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3#i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to#just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff#the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face#i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc#i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are#plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL#as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3#thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene#kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this#for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind#what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild#but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs#'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework
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Who up culting they lambs
#my art#digital art#cotl#cult of the lamb#I wanted to add the sin snake bc I think its silly /pos#cotl narinder#narinder cotl#follower narinder#cotl lamb#lamb cotl#honestly I just wanted to mess around w design concepts so thats why everything looks so rough and messy#I wanna doodle aym and baal next methinks
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let me out
#this update was a beautiful mix of fkcng clown music and impending doom. this was excellent in every way#malleus stuck on all our phones. sad pathetic little man. he is banging on the screen demanding freedom and we r giggling#i had exactly two hours of free time after work/errands and before bed to do this. no sketch no finished work just vibes#very excited to see him hornless. or maybe the power of love will sway him instead. asta's hug comic i think of u fondly#catríona's ever changing style choices strikes again. i love flexibility. i wanted it kinda rough and lots of grit/texture. tasty#color that pops. yea#work is feeling more ominous with each passing day on whether i will remain employed but we shall see!!!!! we shall see!!!!!#i added lettie on teams for sanity. it's a must#twst#twstファンアート#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#twst silver#yea i snuck him in there on the banner. its me DUH what did u expect#pshh as if i could draw plot art of malleus and not slap my boy in there#suntails
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having to process exotrauma is so fucked. was what the body's experiencing not enough for you brain
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some doodles to commemorate me finishing the aai collection!
#this ones for the lang likers okay lang likers make some noise!! BARK BARK AROOOOO BARK#was going to post this like a week later but lang tag dried up.... i must promote wolfboy#i havent been posting sketches on insta so its nice that i can have some drawings just for me#but then no one sees it which can be sadge.....#if people like seeing rough sketches then i shall poast it more :-)#ace attorney#ace attorney investigations#shi long lang#shi-long lang#miles edgeworth#franziska von karma#dick gumshoe#kay faraday#eddie fender#raymond shields#eustace winner#sebastian debeste#i never even played the fan translation but i still call his ass sebastian out of habit lol#verity gavelle#justine courtney#tyrell badd#traditional art#digital art#procreate#koob art
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Owl grian is adorable
pov: you are mumbo
#hermits of ga’hoole#grian#mumbo jumbo#grian is one of the best fliers seen in a lifetime and a highly competent collier#he is also 6 inches tall and needs his friends to tear apart his voles for him sometimes.#in his defense he can eat by himself just fine its just faster if a larger owl like mumbo halves it first#grown ass man the size of 2 small oranges#my art#squawk talk#rough work
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i don't know the exact timeline for when ghilan'nain physically changed into what we see her as in datv, but im really attached to the idea that she didn't look like that before the veil was made. like she looked just like we saw her in solas' memory, untainted and with no extra limbs. her new form is the direct consequence of her fusing her body with anduril's blighted corpse after anduril's archdemon was slain and she died in the fade. she does not need to mourn anduril. anduril has become part of her greater whole. she would not be parted from her, even in death.
#datv#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age#ghilan'nain#anduril#maybe it wasnt even a conscious thing that she did. maybe she and andruil were trapped close together and when andruil died ghilan'nain#just subconsciously merged with her. or maybe it was fully intentional- a coping mechanism for someone who has never truly known death#before. idk!#wonder what elgar'nan thought when he saw her for the first time afterwards. we know that he is worried about her through codex entries and#but ghilan'nain refuses that worry and says she doesn't need it. idk. big thoughts#and not related but might be my last post for a while. tumblr is getting overwhelming and its been a bit rough lately#but until then have a ghilly post
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i'm studying
they're ghost brats for sure though, Dani is just more open and upfront about it
#danny phantom#danny fenton#dani phantom#i dont know what i want with this girl!!#is she smol? is she genuinely younger? has she got some GROWIN to do#or all of the above lmao#also i like dani and i like ellie both are cute she can just have both#btw yeah in this and prev danny sketches i was exploring them via aging#dani feels like a late bloomer to me#she had a p. rough start to being a kid compared to the norm#its ART
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#sir crocodile#dracule mihawk#buggy the clown#cross guild#my art#one piece#crochawk#dump of dumb stuff#i was looking at the old patrick bateman mihawk and ended up drawing axe wielding mihawk again#idk why#im just anxiety coping drawing#i wasnt going to post this but i forgot i scheduled it... omg#anyway im trying to be more free with drawing now and not caring so much#more like how i drew 2-3 yrs ago#if its weird and ugly then its weird and ugly#i also want to draw blackbeard but hes so hard to draw this way. still trying to figure it out#also please imagine crocodile standing with axehawk. i desperately wanted to draw crocodile with him but didnt#theyre axe murdering couple in crime#i took the last ones outfit from the shining#i try to draw lineart directly without a rough sketch stage. its sort of meditative#i'm gonna axe you one last time...
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He's tired
#godzilla#godzilla kotm#kotm#godzilla vs kong#monsterverse#ゴジラ#godzilla x kong: the new empire#just like me#school's been rough#just 2 more weeks#2 MORE WEEKS#And its finally time for summer break
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I'm done w/ the semester so now it's time!! for lloyd to feel shitty about his body !!!
(versions without the weird bg effects below)
#i feel like i imagined this one turning out more. expressive somehow?? maybe its just difficult to express my feelings in digital art bleh#i need to download a good rough chunky brush for those gritty feelings (<< already has a million brushes downloaded and doesnt use them)#anyway oni lloyd transgender stuff. or smthn#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago fanart#lloyd garmadon#oni lloyd
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they ALMOST kissed sigh💔💔
#art#fanart#my art#doodle#digital art#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#sth#sth fanart#sonic the hedgehog fanart#sonic archie#archie sonic#sally acorn#nicole the holo lynx#sallicole#redesign#sorta?????#kinda wish they made sally a tad bit androgynous??#idk but like. its just makes SENSE to me#tbf the archie comics are so rough and messy so#the writers are to blame really
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I guess DARE wasn’t a thing in Goron City
#saw someone call zelda the gorons drug dealer and I couldnt get the image of her in a trenchcoat peddling marbled rock roast to children#like one of those shady guys selling wristwatches in cartoons out of my head#anyway that’s where this came from#trying to figure out comics and shit. not my strong suit so sorry if its rough.#figuring out an optimal level of detail is hard :( first I’m like oh i’ll just leave it black and white and then i’m like maybe ill add#color and then i’m like well now it needs shading and THEN it needs lighting and THEN IT NEEDS A BACKGROUND AND THEN IT NEE#anyway i should. probably stop rambling bye#loz#tears of the kingdom#totk#totk spoilers#i mean sorta. not huge spoilers. slight spoilers for goron arc I guess#zelda#myart
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