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#sir crocodile#dracule mihawk#buggy the clown#cross guild#my art#one piece#crochawk#dump of dumb stuff#i was looking at the old patrick bateman mihawk and ended up drawing axe wielding mihawk again#idk why#im just anxiety coping drawing#i wasnt going to post this but i forgot i scheduled it... omg#anyway im trying to be more free with drawing now and not caring so much#more like how i drew 2-3 yrs ago#if its weird and ugly then its weird and ugly#i also want to draw blackbeard but hes so hard to draw this way. still trying to figure it out#also please imagine crocodile standing with axehawk. i desperately wanted to draw crocodile with him but didnt#theyre axe murdering couple in crime#i took the last ones outfit from the shining#i try to draw lineart directly without a rough sketch stage. its sort of meditative#i'm gonna axe you one last time...
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Homicipher ft. Ryuuka rough drawings...plus some ramblings below! (there will be spoilers from the game btw)
I've always loved otome games but I didn't expect to like this game this much when I first watched a playthrough of it. Like, I didn't even know it was an otome game when I clicked on the video to watch it! I thought it's a normal horror vn game djdhdjvdjd
Anyway, I'm lowkey obsessed with these freaks. I especially like the four characters above so far. And I didn't get to draw them here but I like Mr. Chopped, Bride, Mr. Gap and Mr. Machete too! Also, this might already be expected of me, but I love the MC(Adami) too, they're so interesting!
Since I ended up liking it a lot and I also needed to get these wiggles off my brain, I ended up cooking some not-so-serious AU where Ryuuka gets isekai'd to their monster world. I chose Ryuuka because I know she would thrive there (she has quite the homicidal/murderous tendencies/urges, only kept at bay by her pursuit of knowledge + following her twin's moral compass) and can be a freak like Adami too fkhfmdbdnd so I thought it'd be interesting to yeet her in there!
I can imagine she's initially wearing her standard outfit at first (labcoat + black turtleneck dress), but at some point, it would be replaced by the raincoat since the labcoat would be soaked with too much blood (shoutout to Bride for the raincoat supplies). She's still wearing the turtleneck dress underneath because I don't think she'll fall in the water with those hand monsters, so she won't need a change of clothes for that one.
In terms of language learning, she's a pretty smart cookie, so she'll figure it out quite fast. So there's no problem there.
As for how the whole deal with Mr. Scarletella happened: I can imagine that since Ryuuka is a yakuza boss/assassin, she ends up dumping dead bodies of her victims in this strange but convenient building. Because somehow, the bodies dumped there are never found, which is a win for her. But then it turns out that that place is Mr. Scarletella's teritorry 😭😭 and he thought that those dead bodies that Ryuuka has been dumping to his place were offerings for him ("F-for me?! 🥺✨❤️" type of bs). That's why he ends up obsessed with her like in the og, so now he's chasing her down to get her name...👁️👄👁️ (deja vu...ive been in this place before...i can make a 🐥🍎 au out of this---)
Also another thing I wanna mention is that I firmly believe that Mr. Silvair and her would get along as both people of "science" dmbdmdbdnd but I must admit I need to re-watch and analyze his route and endings more, since I feel I'm still missing a few things abt him.
For Mr. Hood, I think she appreciates him teaching her about the language and him carrying her around when she does accidentally gets chibi-fied. In general, she appreciates people who are patient with her and people who knows when to stay quiet. The same would apply for Mr. Crawling though he's a bit on the chatty side. Ultimately, she also doesn't mind having a puppy-like character like him following her around.
My brain is starting to die again ughudhsjshhughhhhhh that's all for now!
#tw blood#cw blood#khr#homicipher#khre#khr oc#oc#oniyanagi#ninomiya ryuuka#ninomiya rinko#einart#queue i can't put into words#including general homicipher tag but not character names for now idk if i'll draw more for this shdfvsvfhgsvdfs#just really needed to shake this off my brain the other day or i'll explode from the anxiety attack that was terrorizing me 👍✨#its a very nice distraction and also just wanted to draw bloody stuff to cope#(are the sketches ship art? u can see it that way if u want but not rlly 100% bc it's just funny to me shfvhvfsdf)#i drafted the ramblings the other night while im about to pass out ; no im not rereading and proofreading that#dw ibuki daddy will be back soon he(ryuuka) is just chilling with some hot monsters
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#is it normal that everyone feels sad and lonely most of the time#i cant imagine it being anything else#even when im surrounded by people or at events i feel disconnected#and is everyone just faking it or do they really love making plans going out#idk why im so nonfunctional it feels like whether or not i start feeling bad when i go out is 50/50#and i tried to join as many things as possible in my earlier years of college but i think it only succeeded in distracting me#and making me tired and sleep deprived and i felt like i was too shallowly involved in each thing bc i was spread too thin#but now ive quit almost everything and im just sad. i get jealous when people have plans and when they have friends. when they just go out#its just so tiring and all i ever want to do is lay in bed. but if i stay in bed i feel sad and guilty about missing out and wasting my life#everything stresses me out so easily. i cant play games bc i get anxious. ordering drinks in front of others makes me anxious. anything new#and i fear my anxiety gotten worse this year for just zero reason#im so tired im never getting better. next year my bf is travelling for over a month and im stuck in classes and busy and job hunting#and about to graduate#and i just know im going to be so lonely and so stressed and so depressed#it just kind of feels like i’ve tried so hard for years to be happier and cope with things healthier but i haven’t gotten anywhere.#perhaps im even worse now because i don’t even draw or consume any media anymore. i just barely work (and struggle the whole time) and sleep#my rambles
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ive been obsessively reading drugs.com reviews for various antipsychotics as one does when prescribed a new one and theres this pattern that illustrates something i already knew but it still hurts to see. multiple negative reviews urge readers that because their experience was so unpleasant they would strongly recommend against taking this antipsychotic... unless youre psychotic or bipolar or schizophrenic. i agree that you generally shouldnt be giving people antipsychotics for their anxiety disorder or to little kids with autism. pharma marketing is evil. i think there was a lawsuit about it for this drug in particular. but you absolutely can say that without blatantly drawing a very static line between people you deem worthy of suffering and those you dont
#plenty of schizophrenic people are leaving negative reviews too#and they arent saying that you shouldnt take it unless youre trying to blast your anxiety out through your ears#just say the side effects are bad#say you would have to be really suffering to be willing to take it#and like if you scroll down you find people who say they were FORCED to take this medication#to draw a line like that is to perpetuate that standard of treatment#this drug (not the one im taking but the one i was reading reviews of to compare) literally radicalized me i think#the side effects are torture and if you say no they can force you to take it#this is something that scares me so much ive barely been able to touch it in my little coping venting fics
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One day I will write a multi chapter fanfic but I’d really have to go quiet to focus on it and hopefully people will still be around by then cuz I’ve already had projects I finally did only for it to be literally dead times hahahsoidhsdfhik
#rimble ramble#tho besides the perfectionism killing my motivation i sometimes wonder#if anyone would even rlly be interested in it anyways???#and god... if the plot even makes sense to begin with....#but idk. i wanna do it for me but I do often imagine what it'd be like#and if anyone would be genuinely really into it#bc I never got to have that before#im thinking a lot lately i think its the anxiety and a lot of important things#I need to do so my mind is coping with fresh blorbo inspirations lol.....#and distractions...just like procrastinating on drawing right now!!!
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DAMIAN WAYNE SCHOOL HEADCANONS because school opened like 2-3 weeks ago and i need to cope
•since he is 15 years old, he is in 10th grade(not letting dc pull a tim drake and make him the same age forever)
•he used to love chemistry in the 9th grade because the first subject was alchemy if i remember correctly(dc can pry the "al ghuls are alchemists" hc(canon) from my cold dead hands)
but he lost interest in chemistry quickly after the subject passed.
•his all time favourite classes are math and art. im just sure damian's type of person that doesnt separate math and art from eachother
•why art is his favourite is a given but his favourite is math because math is a class based on problem solving(and also because he can do math easily)
but yeah ik his classmates are very very annoyed whenever he says "math is easy"
•I imagine him arguing with his english teacher the most for some reason. there is no reason other than damian is a very educated kid about the english literature(literature in general) so either he doesnt care or he correct his teacher on literally everything.
•i feel like he would either do a very detail research about the book he read and write a very long essay, or make a very short one and not enough detailed. no in between(because he misunderstood his teachers when they said to "keep it short")
•he begged his father to let him take an exam that lets him skil grades based on his level but his father refused so now he takes advanced math etc.
•him and duke see eachother in the morning regularly(insomniac duke, and damian who wakes up at 5.30 is real) and they sit down to talk about random shit till 7 am mostly(duke explained him the fnaf lore and damian talked about creepypastas real)
•he texts with maps both on their way to their separate schools and make plans to meetup after school to just hang out
•damian usually reads or draws in most of the classes since he already knows everything they are teaching but when asked a question, he does yap a lot(dc should bring back yapper damian ngl)
•bathroom breakdowns were very real for 9th grade damian(literally canon event for everyone with social anxiety or people who get overstimulated at school)
•still bullied just doesnt care about it and insults them/messes with them back to get back at the bullies(it stops after him also messing with them)
•he loves playing football and volleyball but not with his teammates(ik hes #3 frat boy hater i just feel it) so he only gets along with 2 of his teammates. i imagine their personality as scott and stiles from teen wolf so yeah
•has one(1) friend and two(2) teammates he doesnt hate in total(girlfailure and girlsuccess damian youre real to me🙌😼)
also he got multiple friends outside of school anyways lmao bro is anything BUT anti-social(to me hes also the type to join his schools projects etc or debate teams)
•he always calls his mother when he makes it to school and whenever hes leaving it because talia worries and he wants ease her worries(ultimate mother daughter duo)
•after school he has a yap session with nika and they talk about everything that happened to them that day(yapper4yapper gravebird my beloved)
•him and stephanie rant about school daily and talk about how much they hate it(but they both wont drop out since steph wants that med school degree and damian also wants it in the future(med student sisterisms real))
•jon may be going to a journalism school(i think??) but hes still a science nerd so their study sessions always turns into an argument about an equation or a science problem
>>> so i think thats it!! please tell me your headcanons too and help me cope with school also because i love reading about hcs(esp thosr about damian) <<<<
#damian wayne#damian al ghul#talia al ghul#duke thomas#stephanie brown#dc comics#gravebird#daminika#flamian#robin twins#mia mizoguchi#mia maps mizoguchi#jonathan kent#jon kent#supersons#school#school is killing me#fr#torture chamber#or school as i call it#bruce wayne#robin dc#dc robin#robin#yapper damian wayne#alchemist al ghuls#i love doing this at 3 am on a school night
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Okay! time to add my accompanying essays with each image from this set of work about why I assigned which types of play to each set of characters, and how Baldur's Gate III supports these in the text of the game. Because I thought about all of this way too much im not joking
First, Context: All of these are drawings of consentual play happening between these characters after they have put aside any active conflicts between each other. Nontheless, they utilise the dynamics and emotional conflicts of these characters. Each of these characters are in some way violent people, deeply stressed out by their circumstances, and craving pleasure and connection. Sometimes you need a little pinch and squeal before the end of the world just to get through the night, you know?
Rough D/s sex/Breath play, Karlach (D) / Shadowheart (S)
A little clarification of what exactly is happening in this image: Karlach is strapping SH roughly, whispering very dirty things in hear ear, and using her hand and the weight of her body to gently restrict SH's breathing. Now you know. :) If you want to know what Karlach is whispering, I will be taking questions thank you.
The first thing Shadowheart says upon seeing Karlach is that she likes that Karlach looks strong and reliable enough to protect her in a pinch. This is because Shadowheart is horny and gay but ALSO. I wanted to explore this little glimpse of something unexpected about SH, especially that early in the game, but really revealing and true about her personality: Shadowheart understands and appreciates that relying on others is very important and shouldn't be avoided.
I think this part of SH is almost her saving grace from otherwise being totally absorbed by her Sharran faith; knowing she wants and needs other people. Because community has always been comforting to her, and because other people help you cope with life. It makes her loneliness far more profoud as well. She has not buried a need for other people (like Astarion for example), but lost people she knows she needs. She lost her Sharran peers on their mission, lost her memories, lost her family, lost the experience of being cared for in childhood. What does that have to do with SH getting pounded into the ground by a big hot woman, I hear you asking. Well, it's related to how I see Shadowheart's possible relationship to submission. I instinctively see SH as a dom because she just... Absolutely gives dominatrix energy. She basically got trained to be a particularly mean dominatrix, and I think she'd enjoy doing it a whole lot. But being a dom is a role of responsibility, reliability and authority; it requires you to plan and think and make decisions not just for yourself but for a whole additional person. Shadowheart clearly enjoys not having to do that sometimes. She knows the reliability, guidance and support of another person/people being there for her, and she craves it.
I think she'd like being taken away from the responsibility of their situation; to not have to think about the artifact, the tadpole, the fate of the world, what Shar wants, who she is, what her memories are, will she die tomorrow - a terribly stressful existence for someone as prone to anxiety as SH seems to be. What a luxury, to let someone force all the worries out of your head. To leave no space for those anxieties to find purchase through the weight and force of their presence. A big, hot, reliable warrior, squeezing you close, filling your head with what to think about, flooding you with pleasure and a little pain, enough to ground you to the moment. It's a rare treat. SH would love it.
On the other hand, I think Karlach would absolutely love this kind of role. Not because Karlach likes pure power - she seems kinda repelled by it actually - but because Karlach loves being capable, needed, and providing for people. To sweep SH off her feet and give her a moment of hot, rough, rejuvinating bliss through her strength and sexual prowess would be extremely up Karlach's ally.
Karlach is also just... such a rough houser. She's an excited dog at the park that plays too rough and feels bad until she finds a friend who actually loves it, and she's thrilled with the chance to use all that energy to its full potential. She likes a little grit and texture. Anything too slow or methodical and I think she'd get bored. To get to use her boundless energy and have that be deeply appreciated would be so fun for her.
For her to get to use her body and the traits that ended up landing her in slavery - her toughness, strength, skill at violence and knack for intimidation - to indulge, to provide pleasure, to make something good and deeply desired... I think that'd be very touching for Karlach. Intimacy is something she hasn't gotten to explore for a long time. She wants as much contact as possible, to feel others viscerally, to feel that she can be something that other people can not just handle/accept but enthusiastically want. Even after whats been done to her and what she was for ten years, she is the right thing for people, because of and not despite who she is after Avernus.
In conclusion: I think Shadowheart would love to be no thoughts head empty fucked brainless now and then, and I think Karlach would be thrilled to provide. And oh man, Karlach would be SO good at aftercare. So sweet, so warm to cuddle up against, super attentive. She'd ask for reassurance that she wasn't too rough or didn't say anything weird, and Shadowheart would reassure her that they could get far more depraved than that; it was exactly what she needed, and she wanted to go deeper next time. A little challenge to let Karlach embrace her role more completely. Oof. I am so excited to write this shit into the fic im working on LMAO
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hiii^^ could i request romantic miles x male reader where reader is really shy and quiet (+ has social anxiety if you're okay with writing that)
and (as a result of being quiet) has headphones on 24/7 and draws a lot?
(maybe add a part where he's caught drawing miles! so cliche><)
miles morales w/ an artistic boyfriend riddled with anxieties
sorry to call anyone out in the title, had a giggle about it
im holding this specific anons hand for a minute if they’ll let me, they radiate energy that makes me joyous (hi anon !!!)
established relationship
warnings: none
pairing: miles morales x male!reader
requests: check status on the masterlist
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ABSOLUTELY RELATES TO YOU
he likes to think that he’s all suave and chill, but everyone knows he’s sheepish when met with certain situations
man can’t take a compliment, he can’t give a compliment, dates make him shake in his boots and having a boyfriend is something that’s entirely over romanticised in his head thanks to media, let’s be honest
social encounters weren’t a massive problem to him though, we’ve all seen how outgoing he is and friendly
plus, he grew up in a community where everyone knew everyone, wether you liked it or not
so he’s the “he asked for no pickles” half while you stand behind him shitting ur pants
he notices how shy you get while you’re out in public in comparison to in private, and he’s okay with that
doesn’t suddenly baby you though, just likes to check in on you every now and again until you’re back home
literally the most discreet “you good?” while stood in line or something
miles can absolutely understand coping with music, he’s the exact same way
you two share some interests, music and art ! it’s cute
he likes to suggest sharing some earphones either out in public or in private, it’s just one of those things that makes you two feel closer (he’s mad sheepish when suggesting it at first, but it eventually becomes one of those silent exchanges if ur cool with sharing) his version of romance
if he sees you with your headphones on, he won’t actively try to talk to you - from personal experience he can understand how stupidly frustrating it feels and wildly overstimulating
unless it’s something important, then he’ll try grab your attention by like tapping your shoulder or smthn,, a lil wave
makes bangin playlists for you, some to share and would be very happy if you did the same
he’s happy to do anything for his boyfriend to make him feel more comfortable in social situations.
you’re quiet, he doesn’t mind it as long as you have some kinda way to communicate with him - your needs and such
hold hands, your hands got stuck together once thanks to his spider-man-ness
if you didn’t know he was spider-man then, that’s how you found out
he’s a massive fan of drawing you and loves to see your own drawings
he’s a huge fan of you guys doing literally anything and catching you drawing with some bizarre medium without fail
caught you drawing him once- and then a lot more times
luckily, you were wearing headphones at that moment, so he got to have a lil victory emote without you noticing before acting like he never saw anything
does a very obvious, obnoxious greeting in the most cheesy way to clearly convey he never saw a thing
if by some unfortunate twist he is caught watching, man panics and is like “Hoh! I- didn’t see you there?? what’chu up to??” play it cool and smile it off miles “Wow that’s- that’s crazy how you.. caught me”
he’s been caught so many times in the past and he knows that internal feeling of dread
YOU BOTH KNOW YOU DRAW EACH OTHER UR NOT SLICK
but anxiety am i right
will not snatch your sketchbook or whatever you draw on suddenly UNLIKE SOMEONE
completely respects your privacy when it comes to your drawings, he can relate too much
that’s not to say that he isn’t curios, he sometimes likes to tease about peaking but never would without permission
if you’re both into graffiti then he’s takes you to insane spots to tag, especially once you find out he’s spiderman
likes to suggest collaborating on pieces all of the time
miles is great anatomy practice, with all his funky spider-man poses
i cant actually imagine he would hide being spider-man from you if you were dating beforehand, it’s a different conversation if it’s a new relationship
but hey, young love, am i right ?
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#across the spiderverse#headcanon#spider man: across the spider verse#imagine#oneshot#ask#male reader#miles morales#miles x y/n#miles x you#miles x reader#miles x male reader#miles morales x you#miles morales x reader#miles morales x male reader
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I’M GOING INSANE IM GOINGN INSANE IM GOING INSAN
"please forget your scarf in my life" | sacredshipping
There was simply no time to stay in one place for more than three days when the legendary beast he sought for could cross large distances in a single leap. Consequently, he packed light for his strenuous journey, and any memorabilia that he brought along was regularly accounted for before each departure.
Leaving Ecruteak was always an exception.
No, that wasn't quite right, Eusine pondered. It was leaving Morty that was the anomaly here.
Or: after another stay at Morty's home when he visited Ecruteak City, Eusine forgot one of the most important thing he possessed— a sketchbook containing drawings of the best friend that he grew to love. Who knew that something wonderful could be born from this life-changing mistake?
#KEI AND I WERE LITERALLY CRYING OVER THESE TWO AND THIS PROMPT AND THIS MAD WOMAN MADE IT REAL IN LESS THAN FIVE HOURS?????????#YOURE CRAZY YOURE CRAZY YOURE CRAZY /VPOS#HOW DID YOU WRITE??????THIS BEAUTY?????? SO QUICKLY?????? IM SO?????#no one touch me I need a Moment#I LITERALLY SHOOK WHILE READING IM GENUINELY SO AMAZED#this was so much more than I could’ve ever imagined I’m in tears this was so beautifully written 😭😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖#LIKE THE WAY WE GET TO SEE THE ANXIETY ON EUSINE’S END THIS TIME#HOW DIFFERENTLY HE EVEN COPES WITH IT COMPARED TO MORTY IN THE PASIO CANON#Oh my god the descriptions for everything are so insane like just how heartfelt everything Eusine does feels from the way he wishes to—#—capture those precious memories and sights through his drawings to the way he’s left his namestakes behind subconsciously because—#—Ecruteak (and more specifically Morty) has become his home 🥺🥺🥺#THE PARTS ABT HIS GRANDFATHER WTF FOUL. EVIL EVIL EVIL (PERFECT)#I’m in TEARS#no one hmu I doomed myself with diving into the lore/background of Eusine’s bond with his grandpa and I’ve emotionally Ruined myself for it#injecting the way you write Directly into my Bloodstreams#GENGAR’S INVOLVEMENT MADE ME YELLLLLLL I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AAAAAAAAA#Morty’s lil ghostie crew now has to deal with these sappy two. as they should ❤️#I’m still a mess over just how wonderfully written this is I want to print this out and frame it#shaking crying sobbing falling to my knees over how tender the two are and how their anxieties melt into just . sweet laughter and joy#I’m oouggghuueuhggfhh (wailing)#congrats on the real ones for reading my tags this is where all my derangement goes#kei get ready I’m still gonna burst into ur dms to cry at u I’m not yet finished screaming over this#sacredshipping#morty x eusine#morty/eusine#gym leader morty#pokemon morty#eusine#eusine pokemon#mystery man eusine
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hELLO!!!! i just wanted to come here and say i love your art so much, the way you draw characters is so cool and i am simply enamoured with your art style. finding your clausten ask blog a few years ago sparked my love for them and now i can’t ever stop thinking about them so i have you to blame for that (and i also could not be more grateful for it lmao ahwjdhejdhd)
you are just very cool, even though you’ve moved on to other fandoms for the most part, i still treasure all your mother works (and all your art in general!!!) your art is the best i love it. im not sure how to end this. but yeah 😎🫶 you are awesome OKGOODBYE
HELLO AND THANK YOU SO MUCH... I wanted to respond to your posts for ages but i'm old, crusty, and busy. I haven't drawn digitally in weeks but I found some time to do this for u.
I'm so very glad my blog that I made when I was 15 has brought some semblance to joy so many years later. I really miss them, I do. I see your stuff all of the time and I FROTH. I'm so glad Clausten is in some capable hands. I do draw Mother at times but I don't post it anymore... I'm still open to headcanons via DMs, but will I reply?? No clue. I post mostly on Twitter at this point, because keeping up with five social media accounts is exhausting especially when you rarely draw as it is. (Dropped out of uni and making better money working as a table games dealer) Stay in school to make stacks so you can leave room to do what you like. Times are tough and Im still using Clausten to cope 12 years later.
I put your art on my smart watch, amidst many drawings people have made me ;_; that's how much i've cherished it, but i've neglected to acknowledge how BEAUTIFUL and SWEET they look in your art style.
glad that overzealous and anxiety tired ninten have influenced some people in this fandom into good taste /lh
#mother series#clausten#claus#ninten#mother 1#mother 3#earthbound beginnings#daisya doobles#2024#nanaten
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HELLOOOO my old intro post is way too long so uhmm heres a better less complicated one
TPC SHOWDOWN
LAST UPDATED: December 20, 2024
HI HELLO!!! call me Gold. or October or Bug. those r my names but idgaf what im called as long as i can recognize it as me :D
he/she/xe/ve/ae/e/any pronouns; "they" is fine, "it" is iffy but its alright if its not used in a dehumanizing manner methinks
DNI:
homophobics, transphobics, misogynists, racists, sexists, pretty much anyone whos bigoted and/or just an asshole
people are under 13 (im an older teenager and i dont feel comfortable interacting online with people who arent even SUPPOSED to be online yet)
people who are or support transrace/transabled/transage/transx/transid/whatever the fuck
proshippers
pedophiles
users or supporters of ai """"art""""
supporters of cryptocurrency/nfts of any kind
drama stirrers
supporters/friends of cintagonisupet
supporters/friends of hxngr/constant_hungr/hungry_starving/whatever the fuck he goes by now.
supporters of mirei touyama animations/brebear jones
people named Ry*n or Q**nn. sorry hhh
people who obsess over Dead by Daylight. (i have bad experiences with a person who really likes that game- i wont say full-on dni if you like it because thatd be pretty damn stupid, but if you constantly post about it please dont directly interact with me a lot)
byi:
im a minor !!
i have autism, adhd and anxiety, among other things. im heavily disabled in general and i also joke about that a lot- if you dont like it lol sucks to suck , its my experiences to cope with not yours
i have a hard time reading situations so if i say anything bad/unneeded/confusing PLEASE let me know i /srs do NOT mean any harm to anyone 😭-
tone tags r needed aaa
NO WARPED FACIAL BODY HORROR AROUND ME PLEASE
i am a childish freak <3
i embrace my cringe (even if i get embarrassed about it sometimes /silly). if i find you going out of your way to harass me or anyone i know for being """cringe""" I'll spam your askbox with OwOs and UwUs i am being completely fucking /srs.
i ignore unsolicited dms from people i dont know too well unless it's important
my fandoms:
the pink corruption/tpc
just shapes and beats/jsab
warriors
stray
other smaller hyperfixations, some of which come and go
my tags:
#mmmramblez (rambles)
#art + #animation/#writing/#shitpost
#ask
#drawing ideas + #for later
my fandom tags:
#tpc shorts but also not [tpc]
#golds tpc designs [tpc] (posts with the original tag will be edited with this one soon)
#tpc episode [tpc] (i download tpc eps and put em in a google drive bc i REFUSE to give brebitch more views.)
#trongle stash [tpc + jsab]
#tpc cats end [tpc]
#ancestry life MORE LIKE- [warriors rp]
my blogs:
@mugzymiik-infodump
@pinkcorruption-verysillyedition (tpc incorrect quotes; submissions are always open, probably looking for mods too if it gets active again 😭)
@angry-nacho-boy (Gold rp blog, very headcanon-heavy)
@pinkcorruptionconfessions (tpc confessions :D)
@tpc-bugverse
(there r other ones but uhh im not listing em theyre REALLY inactive </3
FRIENDS & MOOTS!!!!! <333:
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Hiii would you please write smth for simon with an s/o who has depression and anxiety disorder??:'( the details don't really matter, you can write it however you want and it's ok if you don't wanna do it… hope you're doing great and have a nice day💕
Simon Riley who helps his S/O with their depression & Anxiety
Pairing(s): Simon Riley x GN ! Reader
Warnings: Depression, Anxious thoughts, Anxious and depressive behaviors
Synopsis: How I think simon riley would deal with your anxiety & Depression
Author Note: Peekaboo! Tis I cosmos!!! I saw this request at work and decided to write it as soon as I got home, for right now I really only have the energy (as well as time because im about to head back to work) to do headcanons but I hope you enjoy them!! (their more like mini blurbs
I feel like Simon would 100% understand if you told him you had anxiety or depression. He wouldn't be the best at dealing with it but by gods he would do his best to help you with your problems! Like truly he would!
Say idk your room in your apartment is just... really bad. You havent left in ages, and you stopped texting Simon? He's there in an instant. Once he realises your super depressed hes like "alright luv lets get started" and he's helping you clean, wash your clothes, ect.
If you can't find the energy to shower he's drawing a bath and helping you slowly strip off your clothes. He slips you into a nice warm bubble bath and either slips in with you or helps wash you from outside of the bath. He cleans your skin and then does your hair for you making sure to wash it without getting soap in your eyes. He might blow bubbles at you to make you laugh.
If you can't cook or something and maybe don't have the energy, he makes meal plans on sundays, so he starts including you. So when he cooks ahead for the week, he also cooks stuff he knows is your favorite meals and then drops them off on monday.
Would definately invite the 114 over for a little suprise day spoiling you, expecially if he knows being around people helps you. He will plan a movie night and invite you over, and you walk in and all the boys are just sitting there eating popcorn and movie snacks. As soon as they see you its just a huge dog pile of hugs (they almost knock you over)
If your anxious in public he will gladly hold your hand and do all the talking for you. You don't want to order because your stomach is in way too many knots? He already knows what you like and he will order it for you.
Most dates he will try to keep at home if he knows that your anxious in public. You want to see a brand new movie but don't want to go to the movie theater? He texts you to come over one night and he has practically made his living room a movie theatre. Lots of blankets, snacks, pillows for a pillow fort, and a little basket for each of you.
If you have relationship anxiety he is definitely reassuring you all the time. its almost like he knows what youre thinking before you say it out loud? (I swear he's a mind reader) He can tell by your tells when your anxious and he's calming you down already.
If you have anxiety attacks? He's comforting you instantly pulling every coping skill he can out of the book. He is putting loop earbuds in your ears and then breathing with you. Having you name the 54321 thing, and everything. Even has a little sensory/anxiety kit ready for you on the go in his car. He is no stranger to anxiety.
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Hi! Im pancakezzz or Vinny which is my real name, i go by he/him pronouns, I have c-ptsd, anxiety, hypersomnia, I’m a bit on the spectrum and I use little space to cope!
I’m an age/boy regressor! (SFW, NOT ANYTHING WEIRD!) My big age is 15 and my little age ranges from 0-3
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I’m very socially awkward (irl and online) and don’t know how to talk to people so sorry if I’m a bit awkward or come off as a weirdo ><
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I love drawing when regressed and when I’m not, I love music and I occasionally play instruments, I cook and bake a lot and I want to be a chef! :3
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Video games - Stardew valley, Genshin impact, Call of duty, Fnaf, Animal crossing, Fallout, Red dead redemption, Final Fantasy, Legend of Zelda, Arkham Knights, Deadplate, Minecraft, Sally Face, Hypnosis mic, Resident evil + Creepypasta & Percy Jackson (which isn’t video games I just didn’t know where to put them)
Movies - Batman Dark Knight, Sugar and spice, Deadpool, Spiderman, Lilo and stitch, Practical magic, On the count of three
Tv shows - Supernatural, Hannibal, The walking dead, Gotham, Tmnt, Lego ninjago
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Shows when I’m regressed - Bluey, Shaun the sheep, Spongebob, Blues clues, Sesame Street, Strawberry shortcake
Anime - Ouran host club, My hero academia, Given, Death note, Sk8 the infinity, Bungo stray dogs, Vassalord
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you!!
Ive done this so many times before and once again I dont do chainmail so im gonna just tag people at the end
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Hey Cas, this is my first ask so I don't really know how to word it, but I think I just need to put my thoughts down even if no one ever sees it.
To start, I'm and in eighth grade and it's my first year of actually changing classrooms and having different teachers for every class bc my school is weird, and I've always been told I'm pretty smart and mature for my age and I think it kinda puts pressure on me.
It probably sounds pretty weird but because my parents know I'm and my whole family including aunts and grandparents always got like some of the highest grades in the state and I feel like if I don't get good grades in almost everything I'll have disappointed them, even though rationally I know that my parents don't care.
The main problem I think is my Japanese class because I've missed heaps of school because I kept getting sick for the last term and I also had school camp and I feel really behind.
The rest of my class already had a test where they had to have a conversation to introduce themselves to the teacher and I missed that but I don't know any of the vocab for it anyway.
This afternoon I was just watching something because I got sick again and I just started to cry and take short breaths and I feel like I was on the verge of a panic attack for 20 minutes before ei wound up the nerve to start making flash cards.
Ik this is already pretty long but Im also worried about my friendship with my best friend who I've been friends with since year 1.
She hasn't acted any differently and she's probably just forgetful but I'm always the one arranging the catch ups (she goes to a different school) and I genuinely can't remember the last time she reached out to arrange a meet up and I'm just kinda worried.
Sorry it's so long I think writing it down has already helped me.
Thx.
Hi!
It sounds like you have a lot of pressure right now and a lot of things worrying you. Do you have any coping mechanisms to help let out some of that anxiety? I think it's really important for you to be gentle with yourself and take care of yourself by taking care of yourself, you know? Scroll tiktok, write, draw, play videogames, whatever makes you happy, but know that those things are okay and important because relaxation is important <3
You're also welcome to vent to me any time <3
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How will the characters be portrayed in DT47 compared to DT87, and DT17?
to be honest i havent really watched enough of dt87 to say 😅im drawing more inspiration from dt17 + the comics
I do have some thought-out differences for some characters though! :)
I'd do more characters but I don't have everything set in stone completely yet .
these links have more up to date information : phantom and the sorceress / specter of the past , phantom blot/rorschach specter
doodled this a while ago but scrooge / graham are different in terms of ... business practices. DT17!Scrooge is whitewashed (in the traditional sense) from the comics (dt87!scrooge moreso from what i know). but i personally think that scrooge's penny pinching debt collecting personality in the comics can still be fun (+creates conflict) but ALSO . personally. I don't really think it's good to say you can be the Richest Person Ever while still having good ethics. ESPECIALLY when said billionaire collects and takes artifacts from other cultures
Graham (dt47 scrooge) remembers debts extremely well, and always puts himself in situations where people would become indebted to him (even family). he takes contracts and small print very seriously. he also has the same issue of hoarding all his treasures in his house or money bin, and separates them by how useful they are to him (like, say, if there was a magical Papyrus that can be used to make contracts that Bind things... cough cough)
honestly i think that dt17!scrooge's aversion to magic felt slightly contradictory at times? considering how much he collects/uses them
i dont remember if it was ever said in the show, but while Graham likes adventuring, I don't think he does it just for the sake of adventure. He wants treasure, but he also wants to give the kids (dt47 donald/della/hdl/webby etc) an experience and let them travel because he remembers being poor and how many things he wasn't able to do. but with this mindset he doesn't recognize that it's his fault when they start getting bad coping mechanisms or tiring themselves out trying to keep up/impress him
but i think the most major difference between dt17 and dt47 is this; Scrooge built the Spear of Selene, and did everything he could to try and bring Della back. DT17's narrative, even with Last Crash, does not put the blame on him; he didn't really do anything wrong. but for dt47 i REALLY want to emphasize how many people Phoebe (Della)'s disappearance affected - and the lengths that Graham went to hide it. I made a chart a while ago that shows how Phoebe's disappearance affects people and Gyro/Beakley's equivalents (the ones with the red star) have specific gag orders that Do NOT allow them to say anything about it. The cousins (INCLUDING PERCY) only know that she disapearred, Oliver/Gladstone trusts Percy/Donald's judgement that it's Graham's fault, and Frankie tries to understand things from both sides with no avail. Graham forcing Archie to keep quiet about it does not go well at all, especially with how guilty Archie feels about building the rocket
tldr; tries to make people owe him so that he always has leverage, uses magical artifacts to build his business, has bad coping mechanisms regarding his childhood (that lead to him being adventurous, untrusting, penny pinching etc), and he really sucks for how much he's burying what to phoebe. ALSO i forgot to mention but he doesn't really have a money bin in the traditional sense. I want to give him the world's most complete coin collection to make him seem slightly more insane in a different way.
. ok realizing that this is really long and you're asking how they're portrayed and not just the differences. heres some quicker comparisons
(please read the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde)/ (the poor thing has anxiety because of valerie (beakley's) teachings)
this post is still consistent with what i have planned for team science + archie
#sorry if this is all over the place. i still need to work on organizing information#plant talk#dt47#ty for the ask :)#ducktales au#graham mcdrake#archimedes gallas#sunny vanderduck#leon pekin#oliver oca#not maintagg the actual guys because they're slowly drifting away from source materials.. lol#duckverse
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