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I'm being very brave today

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Remember that you’re staying alive for all of us. This is a group effort and the most important thing that you can contribute is your continued existence. Things can get better but it takes all of us.

Walks, music, fanfiction, dancing, and chocolate are all things that have saved my life, find the things that will save yours.

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it's so weird to me that everyone on this website is a human person outside of their weird internet niche so rb this with a random bit of your lore

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"even in teyvat, they fight…"

More commissioned arts from @azaracyy to celebrate the release and homecoming of our boi(tm) Oro//ron who is included in the limited banners of the Gensh//in update today 😆💜✨ Both Cyl and I successfully got him, so yippeee!!! My brain is currently trying to make the math.exe on how I want the layout for this to look like as an acrylic stand.

This one came up while Cyl and I were talking about how Oro//ron has the same JP VA as Hibari (CV: Kondo Takashi). Then it became about how he is an Electro character and that Kana's main (Rai//den Shog//un) is also an Electro character. And then Cyl told me about how she can imagine them both fighting to assert their Electro dominance in some Genshin/Streamer AU. Of course, my brain went 🤯🤯🤯😳😳🥴🥴✨ at the idea, so I quickly went to Vgen and sent her the comm request to draw it hahahahaha I sent the request so fast‼️ I forgor ‼️ that oro\ron's full design ‼️ hasn't been released yet back then‼️🤣😭🤣😭🤣😭 this is truly a "no thoughts, head empty, only hibakana" moment...💀💀💀

Also, the rest of Cyl's caption for this on VGen is so good! I love it so much! 😭💖✨ So I'm putting it here too! Artist spotlight from one of my fave artists ever 🫶🥰✨

rambling ahead because i have A LOT to say about this commission, you've been warned! 😅😂 i'm not gonna lie, this has been the most challenging skeb and chibi art i've ever done, mostly because oro\ron's design was not even released yet when ein's request came in, and the fact that oro\ron wears so much black confused me for a while lmao 🗿 oh you know, gen\shin character design and the intricate details. i'm very pleased with the result though, i think the patience really paid off ✨ featuring: - ein's oc kana as rai\den shogun, and - KHR's hibari as oro\ron oro\ron & hibari are matched because they share the same japanese VA (kondo takashi). funny that hibari and kana end up being related to electro characters so knowing ein's oc lore of hibakana they'd totally fight as usual to assert dominance 😭 even in the video game world of tey\vat a small interesting detail i noticed while coloring these two: rai\den shogun and oro\ron's outfit design both feature an "eye" shape. rai\den's should be obvious if you play genshin and uses her skills. oro\ron's "eye" design in his scarf and his overall color scheme reminds me of turkish evil eye for some reason either way, it's cool and this is one of the moments for a yumeship enjoyer, in which i go "this is fate, they are so meant to be!!" obviously, none of them will ever win in tey\vat. after all, gen\shin doesn't support pvp 😭 the context of this artwork is supposed to be when yuikanarumi are about to co-op, a 4th player joined in and surprise, it's hibari 🤣 cue hibari likely being the first to attack kana and the two end up running after another endlessly (i like to think they end up killing mobs too in the process rip). hibari wields two Rust bows as a joke to his canon weapons... his oro\ron uses physical dmg build 🧍‍♂️ (would be hilarious if this build is actually viable when oro\ron's playable) poor kurumi (hu t\ao) and yui (zho\ngli)... then again, they're probably already used to it... maybe they can trail after hibakana all around tey\vat to collect free materials from their fight... 😂

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You are not insignificant. Did you know that there are mutuals waiting for you to come in here every day?

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I GOT HIM!!! WITHIN 30 PULLS TOO!! THANK YOU GOD!!! FUCK YOU GEN/SHIN!!! FUCK YOU HOY//OVERSE!!! I FURTHER RUINED MY ALR RUINED SLEEP SCHEDULE FOR THIS, ITS ALMOST NOON TIME AND I HAVENT SLEPT YET. ICB I HAD TO DO SPIRAL ABYSS AT THE UNGODLY HOUR OF 11AM FOR EXTRA PRIMO. THEN GOING BACK TO STILL BUYING WEL/KINS. FORTUNATELY, IN THE END, HE IS A GOOD BOY AND CAME HOME

@azaracyy 🫂🫂🫂🫂

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I might have a new fav elden ring weapon (sound important :))

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This is in dedication for Lou's / @eternitas' upcoming KHR projects,

Unseen Varia and Reborn! Next ->

this picture depicts my actual favourite character in their series,

Sergey Shouta.

I really am looking forward to this project along with the other one Lou created where collaborators can contribute OCs and RP innovatively in the KHRverse.

I really love dark and intense stories so please do check out their written works and comics and projects.<3

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Last pic completion for today,

@social-muffin Sorry I couldn't finish Yua for Halloween.

But I SERIOUSLY ENJOYED THIS!!!<33333

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@social-muffin Lee ~

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Digimon Adventure 01 OC: Amina Dalmar

The plan is to draw her in every age, but for now, I wanted to show what I had so far. :')

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Fighter

Art for my beloved secret keeper 💜 Thank you so much for trusting me with Chiara!

Commission for @unwrathful

Commissions open

Once again I was given free reign over the commission and once again I choose to draw an OC with a weapon because apparently that's just my thing now.

For this piece I decide to experiment a bit more with lineart colouring, varying the shade insead of keeping it all black. I like the end result so I might continue to do that. Another thing I changed was erasing nearly all of the lineart for the clothing folds that I orignally drew because I realised that they just hinder me when I do shadows and highlights in this style. I think I will definitely continue to do that because it made rendering clothing so much more bearable. I will I might need to adjust that depening on what kind of fabric I draw though.... I still have so much to learn OTL (also i will draw my usual folds if i do gradient colouring cause it fits with that style).

Besides that I might need to change my lineart brush again... Don't get me wrong I love the brush I'm using rn but it makes colouring more tricky since I always need to adjust for the gaps that the bucket tool won't reach and which gets really annoying in the long run. Also sometimes I think it doesn't mix as well with this kind of style so yeah...

Anyways! I think my favourite bit about this drawing might be the Kanabo! Cause I really like how the shading turned out. Also the blood was actually not that much of a bitch to draw, I'm very happy with that as well 🫡

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Trying to get a better grip on drawing more than one character, which resulted in more Chief and Dave art!

reference Commissions open

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Hiii sweetpea! I'm sending asks! Also, I hope you're doing well. 🩷 I couldn't just pick one character, so here are a few!

Ichiro: 🧡, 🔥, 🌇 and 🐦‍🔥

Kaguya: 🧡, 🍊, 🐅 and 🍁

Beloved Nadeko: 🎃, 🐹, ✴️ and 🎇

hi!! and thank you nimo this ask was crazy 💀💀💀💀💀 i’m doing much better now!! hope you are okay too!! @einsatzzz tag you for nadeko mention

anyway LONG ASS ANSWER

if you wanna leave an ask - 🌇

🧡 (orange heart) - Is your oc honest? Why or why not? Are there only specific people they’re honest to?

yes, ichiro values honesty highly. he always tries to be honest, but in the mafia world, absolute honesty isn't always feasible. sometimes he unknowingly engages in dishonest practices for the greater good, but it doesn't sit well with him either. despite this, he still strives to be as sincere as possible. he wouldn't allow someone to be consistently kept in the dark.

🔥 (fire) - What drives your character in life? Is it a belief? A person? A goal? Whatever it is, what do they want from it and what are they willing to do to get it?

for ichiro, his burning ambition and drive come from a deep-seated sense of loyalty to his family. his primary goal is to ensure the well-being and safety of everyone he holds dear, especially his siblings. he’s willing to go to great lengths to protect them and safeguard their happiness, even if it means taking on seemingly impossible tasks. although loyalty to his family serves as the primary force propelling him forward, he also possesses a natural talent for leadership

🌇 (sunset) - What does it take for your character to trust someone? Do they have to prove themselves? Or does your character not trust anyone no matter what? What made them this way?

ichiro is quite a cautious person and doesn’t easily trust someone without sufficient proof. he doesn’t outright distrust everyone, but he does require time and tangible evidence before he’ll fully trust someone. this guarded nature is due to his experiences and the harsh realities of the mafia world. he’s seen deceit and betrayal, and it’s made him wary of others’ intentions. he needs to see some level of authenticity and consistency in someone’s actions before he’s willing to open up and trust them

🐦‍🔥 (phoenix) - What has your oc had to overcome to get to where they are now? Were the challenges emotional or physical? Would you say they had to go through a “rebirth”? How did they change, if at all?

ichiro's life, marked by his early immersion in the mafia, has been a series of challenges. he had to overcome emotional and physical obstacles from a young age, each one testing his resilience and character. these trials have indeed been akin to a “rebirth” for him. each hurdle has changed him, instilling a deep sense of responsibility, fortitude, and adaptability. he picked himself up bit by bit, staying strong for the ones he loves, as the mafia lifestyle demanded sacrifices and perseverance

🧡 (orange heart) - Is your oc honest? Why or why not? Are there only specific people they’re honest to?

kaguya is an interesting case when it comes to honesty. she values candor and doesn't beat around the bush, but her honesty can feel blunt and even a bit harsh at times. she tends to be brutally truthful with everyone, which often lands her in hot water. while she may hold back on certain things for nadeko's sake, she typically doesn't find the need to filter her words. so, you could say she's honest to a fault.

🍊(orange) - Is your oc more selfish or selfless? Are they willing to sacrifice themselves or their goals for others? Why are they this way?

kaguya has a unique blend of selflessness and selfishness. while she appears aloof and self-centered, she harbors a deep sense of loyalty and would sacrifice a great deal for those she cares about. for Nadeko, she is willing to put her own wants and needs aside to protect her. but her selflessness is born from a deeper motivation; she doesn't do it out of sheer altruism, but rather as a means to fulfill her own desires and needs.

🐅 (tiger) - What makes your character angry? Are they angry often? Does it take a lot to make them upset or are they quick to anger?

kaguya's temper is like a simmering volcano; it may not erupt constantly, but when it does, watch out. she’s not one to get easily angered, and she often maintains a stoic facade. however, if you cross certain boundaries or threaten what she holds dear, you'll quickly ignite her fiery wrath. it’s not so much that she's quick to anger, but more that when she does get angry, it's an intense and formidable force to reckon with.

🍁 (maple leaf) - What brings your character joy? Do they find happiness in the small things? Does it take a lot to cheer them up?

despite her exterior, kaguya does find joy in small moments. she may not display it outwardly, but the simple comfort of a quiet night, a satisfying conversation, or even a good meal can bring a subtle joy to her otherwise stoic demeanor. when it comes to being cheered up, it’s a bit more complex; she values genuine connection and understanding, and it takes something more than just a simple gesture or an empty platitude to genuinely lift her spirits.

🎃 (jack-o’-lantern) - What is your character’s greatest fear? Is it something primal like the dark or something specific like killer clowns? Did they gain this fear after a bad experience? Whatever it is, why are they scared of it?

nadeko's greatest fear is not something tangible or immediate like the dark or killer clowns, but rather a fear rooted in the depths of her soul. born and raised in a world where she is expected to uphold an image of perfection, her biggest dread is the loss of her identity. the fear that deep down, she isn't truly herself but a mere amalgamation of expectations and roles assigned to her. this fear stemmed not from a singular experience but from a lifetime of being trapped in a golden cage, constantly pressured to conform to others' definitions of who she should be.

🐹 (hamster) - How does your oc feel about animals? Have they ever had a pet? What made them feel this way towards animals?

nadeko has a soft spot for animals, particularly small and cute ones. she never had a pet growing up, her busy schedule and strict upbringing didn't allow for it. yet, she always felt a sense of comfort in the presence of animals.

✴️ (eight-pointed star) - Is there anyone your oc admires or looks up to? What qualities of this person does your oc admire? Do they want to be like this person one day?

nadeko doesn't have someone she consciously admires or strives to be like. her behavior towards her younger brother, Itsuki, can occasionally mirror the manner of their older brother, Ichiro, without her realizing it. perhaps there's a subtle influence from ichiro in how she interacts with her siblings, and it seeps into her actions without her fully recognizing its origin.

🎇 (sparkler) - If your oc had the chance to start their life over again, what would they change, if anything? How would this change them and the people around them? Would their lives be better or worse? Would they change anything in the first place?

if nadeko had the chance to start her life over again, she'd want to change the expectations and constraints that defined her existence. she'd yearn to break free from the chains of perfection and find her true self. this change would set her on a different path, creating a life free from societal norms and her own internal struggles. while it might cause pain for some, it would also bring a genuine sense of freedom and authenticity, affecting both her and those around her. the question remains, would she actually change anything in the first place?

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mel!! pls rest more when u can, your health should always be your priority and i hope your work isn't as busy now 🥹💜 also hehe so im right then! i get ichiro wanting to protect her, but i hope he eventually acknowledges her wish to protect & support him as well. i thought abt it b4 sending this ask, and she really is perfect for the role! (tho i didn't know that miyako was someone of consideration as well 😮✨)

random thought/question while looking through the murakami family guardian line-up! i wonder if ichiro has someone he could call (or someone who would fulfill the role of) a right-hand man among the guardians? or is the right-hand man technically nadeko? since i see her as someone who's a second-in-command (and i also read that she'll take up a role like that in the future!)

hi ein! i FINALLY have some energy to answer some questions so the first one will be yours pqkskcnksks it’s new so

ichiro lacks a true right-hand person among the guardians. miyako jokingly suggests she could take on the role, but realistically, it's not something she desires (and capable of). as a result, nadeko fulfills the role of a right-hand person in spirit, despite not formally being a guardian. she's knowledgeable about murakami's operations and, being responsible and capable, serves as a trusted confidant and support system for ichiro. ichiro tends to resist labeling nadeko as his right-hand person, perhaps out of a protective instinct.

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HIM!!! I really like how he has red pupils now, it really appeals to my horror aesthetic 🥰💖 also having a telepathy moment at the concept of flame amplifiers 🤝🤝🤝 it has a lot of potential to me hehe tho i wonder what happened to the 5th one? 🤔

█  𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐀 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄. ⸻  筬島 みるく !! ╰┈┈➤ OSASHIMA, MIRUKU. Now older and maybe not getting any better, something is deeply wrong what could it be ? Maybe it's because he's being force to wear silly little jewelries or maybe it's all the violent, either way Miruku goes on! ( information to be added. ) ( hs uniform ) ( PART 2 / 4 )