#it's on purpose but I'm not rly sure why

[lab-gr0wn-lambs]

mid-seasons Daryl's so smooth-headed

[aurora-starlight-silly]

NOTE THINGY !!!

CONSIDER ALL OF THEM CROSSED OUT 😭

10: I'll drink more water (again) 🔄

25: I'll move more 🔄

50: I'll try to more express my émotions in real life cuz I feel like an émotionless idiot sometimes 👍🔄

75: Be silly again silliness is supposed to be my purpose in life ✔️🔄 >:333

90: make my hamster go out of her cage so she can have fun and take care of her more :p 🔜

100: go to sleep earlier 🔄

150: take better care of my hair for real 🔜

200: spend more time with my family and do more things with them

225: spend more time with my family and do more things with them (I'M SORRY I PUT THIS TWICE NOOOO- I WANTED TO PUT GO TO THE STORE WITH THEM WHEN THEY GO) < they didn't go to the store yet but 🔄

250: go outside more, be more irl and not keep my phone with my always to use it less 🔄

Not outside, ofc I take it outside in case smthng happends

300: do my homeworks immediatly when I go home

325 : I'll tell ya abt why I'm not answering aurora's asks anymore akdvsjdb 😔 ✔️

350 : really finish and do the montage of the eye animation

375 : draw new things and new characters

400 : really stop saying I'd do things unless I'm 100% sure cuz I keep forgetting/not making them

425 : finish a thing I began with aurora variants

450: small teaser of an OC ??

500 : finish that small animatic abt someone else's character

550: spend alot of more time in real life to do even more things that makes me happy (am sorry if this sounds selfish) 🔜

600: Make an ask blog that wouldn't rly be answered with art, but the characters are the ones who runs the blog y'know ? There's like 8/9 of them (the characters) >:D

700: show new OC... :33

1000: Start a comic for aurora's/trust's story >:]

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If I cross them then we got there and if there's ✔️ that means I did it ! 🔄 means I am doing it, like for things like drink water, and 🔜 means I'm working on it !!!!

Might add some between 700 and 1000 if we get there but I don't think so cuz that alot ._.

You can spam as much as u want but don't force yourself ofc ^^

And huhhhhhhhhhhhhhh these are kinda random lol I didn't have ideas aldhakdvakdvajdv

Edit: WHAT THE HELL WHAT WHAT WHAT OH MY GOD TYSM ?????? I NEVER ABSOLUTLY NEVER TROUGHT I'D GET THERE ?? AND IN LESS THEN 4 HOURS ? WHAT????

[likethestarsatnight]

Things that really grind my gears when it comes to helpol (and polytheism in general if you squint):

1.) Disrespectful mythology enjoyers:

Only the one's who don't take the time to learn the purpose of myths, be respectful to the religion, be respectful to ancient greek practices, take it literally, and let that scew their view of helpol ppl. Especially if they go out of their way to bash a helpol person. Like you rly think Homer was our messiah that spoke for the gods??? GET OUTTA HERRREEE! And I'm not saying that they have to learn everything abt the religion (obviously), but it's not that hard to be respectful and not question us on our morals anytime Zues is brought up.

Extra irked if they beleive the Illiad actually happened (yes, there are ppl who actually think that happened).

2.) Calling any god a twink (in a disrespectful way):

We all know what god gets called that the most....and we all know it's cringe asf.

3.) People who are ex-christian that incorporates the abrahamic punishment ideals into their practices and scare people who are new to helpol into being afraid of the gods:

I see this problem mostly on tiktok, but the ppl who are new to helpol that fearmonger other new ppl just make me both mad and sad. "You HAVE to do blah blah blah or they'll plague you!!" "You HAVE to be devoted to blah blah blah or they'll strike you down!!" "You HAVE to-" Therapy bro....Therapy.

4.) People who try to dictate other people's practices

I see this problem on all social media platforms. Because there is very little information on how practice is done (that will always be questioned and theorized if that is actually how ancient people practiced by historians and such) and no rule book to follow, everyone will have their own personal way of practicing and their own philosophies on their religion. Stop treating practice like there is only 1 right way to do it, if there was, Cults would not have existed!

5.) Making the gods line up with your opinions/politicalizing gods in ways that don't reflect the core pillars of helpol:

"This god actually hates bla bla bla!" .....how would you know? Did they send a letter? And sure, the Ancient greeks did that a bunch of times with myths, but those myths are the reasons why uneducated people talk shit about the gods.

And finally 6.) Making newbies feel bad about their questions

"Thats such a dumb question🙄," My bad, lemme call my buddy Socrates rq maybe he'll give me answers💀

Oki byeee!

[solsticehymns]

if you want me to, i will: drabble

james potter x f!reader / fluff / muggle au

summary: james is the first person you call when anything goes wrong. why should you know how to change a flat tire when he's right there, waiting to save the day (and criticize your driving)? if you want him to, he will.

a/n: drafted this after a rly bad day when my car broke down and i rly desperately needed a prince charming to swoop in and save my day (sadly bf was in class and could not leave) so this is what happened in my imagination. ALSO SORRY I KNOW WOMAN = BAD DRIVER STEREOTYPE IS BAD BUT.... sometimes it's true. hope this brings you some joy if you can relate hehehe xoxo - sunny ☀️🌻

wc: 573

the moment you hear that awful clunking sound, you know it's bad. pulling off to the shoulder as quickly as you could, the car lurching and rolling strangely, you're already speed dialing james.

"yeah, love?" ready to spring into action. like he waits around all day by the phone, just waiting for you to call, saying jamie, i need you. and that's exactly what you say, along with some other blubbering that he can't quite make out. he gets car and broke and stopped and assumes the rest.

"be right there— don't move." batman rises from the night.

no matter how far you are, he somehow halves the expected time maps gives. and no matter what he was doing when you called, he shows up with a smile on his face, ready to be your savior.

you tell him exactly that as he's changing the tire for you, sleeves rolled up, hair hanging in his eyes, chest just a little puffed. you're my savior, jamie. what would i do without you?

"eh, your car would probably be in a bit worse condition, without me driving you around everywhere..."

"james potter!"

"what?! i'm helping you, here!"

"you do not get to insinuate that i'm a bad driver while you're helping me."

"..."

"what's that look for?!"

"you just take corners a little fast, that's all! hardly even noticeable."

"you think i hit that pothole on purpose?"

"maybe you would've seen it if you were going slower, that's all i'm saying... do you still want me to fix this, or not? 'cause i can go back home and watch my show and not think about this anymore."

he's only teasing. he would change a hundred tires a day for you if you asked.

he always wants you to call him, even if it's just a little inconvenience. your coffee order tasted funny today? well he is about to call and leave the poor baristas a strongly worded anonymous voicemail scolding them for displeasing his girlfriend.

the cute new clothes you ordered online didn't fit like you wanted when they arrived? how dare they not use you, the very standard of beauty, as their model for the fittings. he'll obliterate them.

he finishes changing the tire, with love, and tells you to follow him back on the way home (but not too closely). you grumble but tell him thank you anyways, reaching up on your tiptoes to press a tiny kiss to his cheek.

"you always show up for me when i need you."

"and i always will," he replies, love so evident it's blinding, leaning in with puckered lips for another kiss.

you roll your eyes but indulge him, pressing your lips to his in a quick peck. but when you try to step back, his arms loop around you, keeping you exactly where you are.

"not so fast, sweetheart." he murmurs. "that was a ‘thanks for grabbing me a snack’ kiss. i just changed a whole tire. i think i deserve something with a little more emotion."

you raise a brow. "so needy."

"damn right. now get back here and make it count."

you laugh, but you kiss him again anyway, lingering just a little longer. when you pull away, his lips chase yours. "hmm. still might need a third one, just to be sure."

you roll your eyes. "get in the car, potter."

he smirks, finally letting you go. "whatever you say, dear."

-☀️🌻

[luvrrin]

જ⁀➴ thinking about sharing an umbrella with itoshi rin.

⋮ ⌗ ; listening to mitski and thought of writing this drabble.

warnings

may be occ, not proofread cuz it’s just a drabble not rly, rin itoshi is so cutesy n shy. acts of service is his love language istg. subtle fluff. 1.4k wc

both you and rin were met with the dull sky and hammering sound patterns of the intense downpour after your group studying session.

the sun was ready to set at any time by the look of things.

everyone went their separate paths but as for you and rin, you guys were the last to gather your belongings.

you two were now stuck seeking shelter under the small roof that the university's library entrance offered as the rain glossed over the series of cement stairs.

the atmosphere between you and rin being a bit stiff due to the fact you guys never shared a moment outside of school purposes.

maybe if you were lucky, you'd receive a small glance from itoshi rin during long lectures. a glance that he thought would go unnoticed by you.

"just take it." rin's firm voice rung through the sounds of the downpour hitting the cement.

his hand that held onto the umbrella, reached out towards your own as if to force your hand in taking his umbrella.

his azure eyes raking over you, blinking ever so softly which emphasized his long bottom lashes.

though rin's expression was always indifferent, there was a subtle hint of sincerity. a sincerity that you’ve never seen before.

"but what about you?" you withdrew from his reaching hand, concern lacing your soft tone.

he scoffed, his eyes remaining fixated on your face.

his expression unreadable as ever, yet the way his azure gaze lingered on your features told a different story.

his eyes never failed to cause a dry lump in your throat as you returned his gaze.

you weren't sure if it was because he intimidated you or he was easily the most attractive man you've laid your eyes on.

intimidatingly attractive. you settled with that thought in your mind.

"i'm fine, you'll need it more than me." his voice low yet persistent.

his hand with the umbrella remained reached out ahead of you with a subtle frown settling on his features. it was evident that rin was equally, if not more, stubborn than you.

"itoshi, don't be ridiculous. it's your umbrella, i'm not gonna jus-"

rin's hand extended from his previous stance, grabbing onto your own as he firmly placed the umbrella into your hands.

his touch sending a wave of sensation as his hand lingered for a second too long. or so you thought.

you weren't sure if the close proximity that you both were introduced to was to blame or the mini crush that you always had for itoshi rin.

but the gentle brush of his fingers against yours caused a subtle hint of pink to dust over your skin. god, you’re so single.

"just use it." he muttered, shoving his hands into the pockets of his sweater and striding out from the little shelter provided into the heavy rain.

what is his issue? you could see the hammering droplets engulfing his figure, his dark hair becoming damp by the second.

"itoshi, are you crazy?!" you yelled as his back faced you, ignoring your loud concern at his behavior.

the dull sky was getting darker as time went on and the heavy rain would not let up. why rin itoshi would think it’s a good idea to walk in this condition was beyond you.

without a second thought, you opened the umbrella mindlessly and swiftly followed the taller male like a lost puppy.

once you eventually caught up with his long strides, you extended your arm with the umbrella to accommodate with his height.

"i think sharing the umbrella would be a good idea instead of walking in the rain like an manic." you muttered through your teeth.

it came to your attention that the umbrella could not accommodate to both of you when standing a bit far from each other.

the heavy rain was slightly soaking your right arm as your left hand held up the small umbrella, hoping to give each other more coverage.

rin spared you a glance, noticing the way you were struggling badly attempting to hold the umbrella over his head.

he then sighs deeply at your own persistence. his chest heaving with slight annoyance. as if he was the only one who should be allowed to be a pain in the ass stubborn.

��here, let me hold it.”

his firm hands took the umbrella from yours in a gentle manner, an contrast to the indifferent expression plastered on his face.

"don't be stupid. come closer." he muttered, noticing the way your sleeve had gotten soaked.

he slightly walked closer, not giving you a second to do it on your own as your arms pressed against each others. as sad as it sounds, the contact sent a spark through your flesh.

almost as if he was eager but then again, who are you to try to read itoshi rin's behavior?

it was weird though. he didn't seem to mind, it was as if he purposely kept his arm still to maintain the little contact between each other.

for a moment, there was a comfortable silence that fell over the both of you. the only source of noise being the soft pattern of rain hitting the umbrella.

at times you would take a quick glance at rin on your side. his expression hardened as if he was in deep thought.

"something on your mind?" you asked, breaking the silent atmosphere. your head tilted slightly to the side as your body turned to face rin a bit.

"yeah." he muttered. rin didn't bother sparing you a glance, his gaze ahead.

"like what?"

"like how this creep is constantly staring at me." he said, his tone both dry and sarcastic.

his eyes met with yours with a deadpan expression lingering on his features.

"who- oh my god, shut up." you swatted his arm, genuine laughter escaping your lips.

who knew itoshi rin had a sense of humor?

"wait-" you started, remembering all of the times you noticed rin stealing glances of you in lectures.

"don't think you're slick in class acting like i don't see you looking at me all the time!" your finger poked against his chest firmly to empathize your words.

for once, rin's cat-like eyes widened as your scrutinized gaze met with his widened, doe eyes.

and there it was again, that silence overcoming the two of you as you two stared each other down. your pace slowing down a bit.

"i... i don't do that." he sharply spat, shying away from your eyes.

at his sudden change in demeanor, you could only confirm that you weren't being delusional all those times. there was a subtle tint of pink dusting over his ear as you continued to look up at him.

it was clear the itoshi rin was flustered.

the only words conversed after that was the location of his dorm building, luckily it was close to yours.

"here's my building." you pointed to the brick structure as you two approached the entrance.

after the moment you both shared, he was too quiet. although, rin was a man of few words, his silence was deafening.

standing ahead of the front entrance, you turned to face rin's towering figure. his eyes hard to read as he met yours.

"your dorm is close by, right?" you asked, tilting your head slightly.

"yeah." his answer short and dry, his analyzing gaze still on your features.

"oh is it the building over there?" you nodded off into the distance at the other building a couple feet away.

"yeah." again, his answer still short. his eyes had some of internal turmoil.

"well..." you started, "thank you for walking me home, itoshi."

you looked up to the umbrella, "and keeping me dry."

"rin." his tone low and strained. as if he was holding himself back from saying more.

"huh?"

"call me rin, from now on."

"oh.. okay. well, thank you again, rin." you offered a soft smile. there was slight twitch of his lips at the sound of his name escaping your lips.

"i'll.. see you tomorrow, yn." he nodded slightly before hesitantly departing from your company.

for a moment, you continued to watch him walk away in the opposite direction of the other dorm building. then it clicked, he lied. the only other building was across the campus. did that mean he only walked here for you?

if it couldn't get worse, your eyes traveled to the left sleeve of his sweater being absolutely drenched with rain.

rin itoshi was a selfless man.

ᯓ★ a/n: iloveriniloverin.

[lobotomy-lady]

ok for those complaining that I'm bad at answering asks, i know & but you guys have to understand that every day the spawn of beelzebub is born via botched c-section in my askbox in one way or another . witness it!

this is after deleting those im a transabled tent of color dying in gaza scam asks btw (and I get like 5 of those a day). theres plenty of nice interesting asks but theyre often buried beneath the gender fandom's collective crashout & ppl sending consecutive daily rants about my failure to answer their asks about my opinions on crumple mcdongerhide or whatever d list celebrity ive never heard of. theres also a certain anon who I'm pretty sure is arguing with their own messages through me-example below, I got the first message, didn't post it, then got the second message which seems to be a response to the first from a contradictory pov which, again, I didn't post (nor have i talked about anything related to this topic) so it has to be the same person. what is the point .....what is the purpose....

anyways I'm not making this post to demand ppl stop sending asks but rather as an explanation for why I'm so bad at answering them (& for why I am turning anon off again lol). I only rly answer asks if I happen to see them at the top of my activity page bc I avoid actually going into my askbox on account of it being an absolute fuck fire on planet parasocial. I never expected my silly personal blog to get this much attention & I'm not very good at managing it

[adachimoe]

the FUCK IS THIS BED FOR

on nov 5th and march 20th, yu gets taken to this room at the police station. the chairs and desks arranged so two people can face each other and whatnot in the room suggests it's an interrogation room. very scientific source for this btw: i've watched/played entirely too many things where someone gets taken into an interrogation room to not know what the jp media stereotypical interrogation room looks like by now (especially that damn lamp). but... ive also not seen something where an interrogation room has a bed? what is this room and why does it have a bed lol

when dojima takes you there in nov, the jp text just describes it as "a room at the inaba pd":

a room that might have beds is the nap room as some stations have those. but in the photos i saw of those, they were tatami floor you could put multiple futons on so that multiple officers could go pass out:

additionally, the poster i can read on the bulletin board says that they are strengthening citizen patrols in the area:

(i can't really read anything besides the large text either so im not rly sure what "strengthening" means here - are they trying to hold citizen patrols more frequently? recruit more citizen volunteers? train them?) ok wait actually i guess the meaning is irrelevant, it's more like... even though i'm under the assumption this is an interrogation room, but im not sure if that's the kinda flyer you'd have on a board in an interrogation room?

we also know that the inaba branch doesn't seem to be very big. like we're shown that adachi was on traffic duty when rise came to town.

so ya idk. perhaps this room at the inaba pd is some kind of "we have no budget" interrogation room that also doubles as a nap room? (and also has a bulletin board with community info on it?)

but also: maybe this is the only room like this and dojima took protag-kun in there on purpose cause it has a bed? he seems to be under the impression he's protecting yu by holding him at the station after all and he even tells him to stay overnight.

btw, in the 2020s era search results, i noticed that some places that had these napping rooms shifted away from the tatami rooms w/futons and started doing individual arrangements (capsule hotel style, small rooms, etc) to prevent the spread of corona. maybe the inaba pd has a bunch of individual rest rooms and it's actually very ahead of its time.

[ritzcuit]

it's no secret that i am a massive fan of spirit of justice, except more specifically, i am a massive fan of datz are'bal, and More specifically, i'm a fan of datz's relationship with dhurke, which i widely have to extrapolate from context clues bc this game hates me. so i often reread the transcripts, of 6-3 and 6-5, to reflect upon the nature of datz are'bal.

well... the way he talks abt dhurke drives me crazy mostly. and i wanted to compile all the freak moments where he yaps about dhurke and the kids. Plus some random extra bits... think of it like a dhurkedatz manifesto, if you want

screenshots using the ace attorney wikia transcript. soj spoilers ahead. Obviously

we have to start midway through the third case, 'cause up until this point datz had brain damage. anyway "brother in arms" gay. "just like you!" gay. Ok not that gay. but it demonstrates datz's entire purpose for being in this game, "im going to tell you about dhurke sahdmadhi in great detail"

oh god It's starting. this is from inspecting the board of photos in the defiant dragons' office.. sorry i forgot datz's other purpose for being in this game, "i'm going to tell you about dhurke sahdmadhi's kids in great detail." i cant. hes so. endlknfgdf

just all this yapping for no reason. it's like a guy showing you photos of his kids in his wallet. Yeah he went to school to study revolution^_^ being close enough to that family to know how much yuty looked up to dhurke is so... to know yuty's motivations... why do you know all this, datz?! do you think he would help yuty study for law school 🥺well dhurke definitely did too, but like...what if both of them helped 🥺

"dhurke's been beside himself" as if datz didn't just wistfully reminisce about how yuty used to be the pride of the dragons. you are NOT an impartial party my man! "we all thought! we were sure...!" it makes me wonder how many other rebels would know that dhurke was torn up over losing his son like this. he puts on a strong face, right, like everyone in ace attorney... but datz is at least close enough to see him struggling with it. like come awn

just more yapping. mind you, datz is currently pretending to be abandoning the revolution right now (though you probably can interact with this afterwards, when he gives up on that). but still. pov you went to a defector to get info on the defiant dragons, but all he's doing is talking about their leader's sons for no damn reason

BC IT'S THE LIKE. EAGERNESS. THAT GETS ME. he knew those kids and by god he is going to tell you about them 😭

inspecting the old sign........... it brings to mind a datz who used to hang around in dhurke's old office with him, like maya does phoenix, just being in his business for no good reason. young 20 somethings with the whole world open to them. "this place has seen better days" and i know damn well datz was seeing them too! Gay

talking to datz directly, this is under "dhurke the attorney" and the fanboying Begins in earnest. again, theoretically, he is pretending to defect from the dragons right now. it's like he was fucking vibrating waiting for phoenix to ask him about his best friend. "he was a force to be reckoned with! he was a juggernaut, as mighty as a dragon!" YOU! ARE! GAY! just geeking out over how cool dhurke was for NO REASON

STOP

Like i cannot express how much of a fucking geek he sounds like right here. "oh i'm defecting from the dragons cus dhurke is a traitorous snake. Anyway he's SO FUCKING COOL :)" he literally sounds awestruck. He would never surrender... sparkling eyes... EW

while breaking datz's psyche locks. gay

i dont even have anything to say. "that look in your eyes... it's just like dhurke's" Yeah i bet you pay attention to what dhurke's eye looks like you little freak. i bet dhurke said something rly cool in court one time and you fell in love with him then and there. Ewwwww Throws hammers. also i just like these lines it's very badass of him. datz said ok ill die for the dragons idgaf and phoenix said IGAF VERY MUCH PERSONALLY I LOVE NOT DYING

pff

later on, after all topics were cleared, datz exposition dumps some more. nothing actually that interesting but "dhurke was framed, i'm telling ya!" is sooo cute to me. it makes me wonder how many rebels do still think dhurke's guilty, but are critical of the ga'ranian regime for other reasons. probably a lot, right? thinking about datz defending dhurke's innocence to other dragons, but then dhurke's like... datz it's fine if they think i'm guilty, so long as they still agree with our cause. it isn't about me it's about the greater good of khura'in. and datz is like. OK BUT THEY'RE STILL WRONG THOUGH 😭😭

"it's like dhurke used to say" fanboy. there's no other words for it

"fangs of the defiant dragons" is an interesting thing. datz calls himself that thrice (once during the trial after he regains his memory and once later on in 6-5). i don't know what it means. LOL i even made my friend who knows japanese hunt down the original line to try and understand it, and we got nothing bc it's basically identical. it gives off the impression that He's Him, tm, he's The Guy, who does shit.. which isn't actually very dhurkedatz, but it's dhurkedatz to me. so much of dhurke IS the revolution, and the dragons. their entire relationship is through the revolution and the dragons. so it stands to reason that if datz is important to the dragons, then he's important to...?well you know

like the defiant dragon bites down and doesnt let go. it needs fangs to bite, of course.......oh the crucial datz...crying

that's basically it for 6-3, except the very end-

aw. theyre hanging out :)

cutting to 6-5 because 6-4 has nothing for us. i have dreams that 6-4 actually has datz in it somewhere and i just never checked, because there's something wrong with me

datz isn't here yet.. this is from inspecting charley, obvs. who's "we" though. you know who we is? it's datz. now. to me. it's dhurke and datz. they lost aj and then yuty ok let them have their cactus. This could also just be a lie ENDFKLNGDF But its too easy to imagine datz getting a cactus and being like "it's like aj! 'cause of it's spines!" and dhurke is Just enough of a sad lonely old man to keep it around. until it like dies i guess rip apollo

talking to dhurke under "request" gives us this. My Compatriot. god made them compatriots bc they would be unstoppable as canon lovers. my compatriot. i should smack u. THATS UR FANGS IDIOT -_- Anyway it's clear from how much datz yaps abt him, but it's nice to have confirmation that apollo remembers him too :) running around him... maybe its "running around with him"? i wouldnt know. but still...so cute..what if i cried rightnow

a whole bunch of nothing bc they're keen on hiding him from me. this is ages later while inspecting the suitcase in archie buff's house. dhurke...thats ur knucklehead...

apollo remembering enough about datz to make fun of him *wiping tear from eye*im so happy *sniffling*

talking to paul atishon, who does not matter. dhurke... hes your buffoon....

but don't worry. he's here. it's datz. everyone get excited. it's time for The Scene, of which i have actual screenshots

this is my "intellectual attraction" this is my "unnecessary feelings" my "her respect as a coworker wasn't all i wanted" orhowever that shit goes. Dhurke! You're a sight for sore eyes! it's so nothing compared to those other three, but i can't help it. I love it so much.....

i love datz being such a freak who can't calm down for 5 minutes. i love dhurke being so understated here. its so funny. he said girl calm down it's just me 😭 and datz's stupid big ass smile once he realizes it's oomf.. i knew you'd come save me!

it's worth noting that in jp, according to my friend who knows these sorts of things, "you're a sight for sore eyes" is just "My partner!" with partner being aibou, which is also used for phoenix/edgeworth, klavier/daryan, and asougi/ryuunosuke. It's too much...datz likes him so bad. get a ROOM!

theyre both so weird

if you present the founder's orb transfer agreement, you get this exchange. please...the banter. i wish we got 50000p more pages of this.

Anyway um it turns out i hit image limit ...smiles cheekily...i could replace the sight for sore eyes pics with one screenshot, but i wont, bc its that important To Me. well. ill continue this in a part 2 because there is still plenty more to be seen

[drakudoll]

getting caught by chris who wants to prank you with that stupid costume while fucking josh in the basement ajajsjs i need to be dicked down by both of them 🫠🫠🫠

Sigh. thanks im rly horny now BITCH anyways... onto.. the show..

Chris, Josh, and you all being at the Lodge during the fall- the three close friends of you going up about 2 days earlier than the group to set up and make sure everything was working for a horror movie marathon you guys decided to hold at the lodge for fall break.

Chris is busy rummaging through the stupid costumes down the hall in the basement and Josh is busy being balls deep in your cunt as quietly as possible.

Your little tight shirt pulled forward so your tits are bouncing with each soft quiet thrust from Josh- your sounds almost escaping everytime as Josh has you bent over an extra work table.

Josh's nasty whispers in your ear about how Chris could easily catch you two (little to you know he did this on purpose.. wanting to get caught.)

"Pretty girl.. you're fucking dripping down your thighs how are you gonna clean up before Chris comes back? Hm?"

"Chris is maybe fifteen.. twenty feet away.. and you couldnt contain yourself for a little bit? needed me to fuck you and risk getting caught?"

Right after he says that Chris pops out with a horror mask on- he quickly freezes as he realizes youre almost completely naked bent over a table infront of him.

"Boo!-..... oh my god- i-i'm so sorry-"

"Nono-mmph- she wanted to get caught.."

"W-what!?"

"C'mon baby, tell him about your big fat crush on him why don't you?"

"J-josh-"

"... okay weird question but if-you're with Josh and have a thing for me... are you.. did you guys.. set this up... to see if.. i would join?"

My face goes red and i cover my face as Josh laughs- nodding his head with a biiiigg smile

"... You want me to join?"

Chris kneels infront of the table and grabs your jaw- you quickly nod and at the same time Josh thrusts hard making you wince and whimper, making Chris groan at the sight

"Fuck.. fucking Jesus Christ, okay.. wh-where do you want me?"

CLIFFHANGER HAAA GEG FUCKED I GOT TOO FLUSTERED TO FINISH THIS IM SORRY AH

[lucadrawss]

hi! sorry in advance if this is like,, a weird thing to ask but can you pretty please yap to me about astral/why you like him so much🥺. he's not exactly my favorite, BUT I really want to like him more, and I thought hearing a perspective on him from someone who adores him might make me understand him better as a character :D (plus I genuinely just love hearing people talk at length about stuff they're passionate about)(also don't worry about trying to be brief or answer this quickly or anything, I genuinely do just wanna hear your thoughts, even if you have a lot of them and/or theyre rly long, ESPECIALLY if you have a lot of them and/or theyre really long actually tbh)

You want me to talk about Astral? HUH?? ME?? TALK ABOUT HIM?? THE GLOWY BOI??

I will HAPPILY yap about Astral!! Thank you for asking!! Although I'm not too good at explanations so forgive me for that.

OKAAAAY In this essay I will-

I don't really necessarily know what drew me to Astral, I mean I've always liked his design but in my rewatch a few years ago I just became super attached, I think I relate to him a little? That's weird to say but I kinda do. At first I denied it but eventually accepted my fate as someone who loves the glowy boi and now a few of my moots like to refer to me as Astral lol.

I have a lot to talk about when it comes to things I like about him, bare with me here:

One of my favourite things about Astral is his curiosity. It's really fucking adorable. I love how he's always willing to ask questions and learn things, sure he doesn't understand a few things but he tries his best!

I kinda relate to his over-analysis of everything too, his mind is just always thinking. Many thoughts. Maybe too many at times.

Can I just mention that Astral is one of the cutest Zexal characters? I say one of because there are many, but he's one of them!! Just look at him, how is he not adorable?

His smile. Oh my god his smile. His eyes as well they're so pretty.

Okay back to the actual shit that matters:

I really hate that Astral didn't get more development. There's still so much we don't know about him! Yeah sure, Astral likely doesn't know it himself, but it's definitely a shame we didn't get to know more about him or Astral World, it would've been so cool to have an arc where they explore :(

Even though he's insanely intelligent he's also a dumbass, why is he a dumbass? BECAUSE HE SACRIFICES HIMSELF TOO MUCH THAT'S WHY!! Yeah sure, I love a good self sacrifice, but BRO- Genuinely there are other ways but he's just like: "guess I'll die" even though he's obviously absolutely TERRIFIED of dying/disappearing, evident in how he acts with the whole Kaito situation.

THIS. THIS THIS THIS!! HE DESERVED TO SNAP!

Honestly I was really hoping we'd see this again, kinda a shame he was only this way for less than an episode. Corrupted Astral my beloved...

I haven't even mentioned my favourite headcanon yet? Shame on me /lh

I have a few headcanons about Astral but theres one I think about often and it has to do with his sass/attitude. This is only a headcanon so obviously don't take it as fact, but I headcanon that his sass is a coping mechanism, how he deals with anxiety, stress and/or feelings of dread. He was thrown into a completely unfamiliar world with zero memories, no information on why he's there or how he got there, nor who or what he is/what his purpose is. He barely remembers his name. Why wouldn't he be afraid? Sure, he becomes less afraid the longer he spends time in that world and around the people, making his sass just become a part of his personality or sense of humour, but I still like to think that it's at first a way he copes with everything he's feeling.

Astral doesn't seem to be very good at understanding or regulating his emotions, which is an actual disorder (researched for oc purposes BUT I AM NOT AN EXPERT! Just pointing out it's a real thing!!), but that's one of the things I like about him, it humanizes him a little.

I also love frames like these:

Plus I have a whole collage of my favourite manga panels which I'm just gonna add:

I love how he's supposed to be this serious, mysterious alien figure but he just screams cat

Oh and his fear of cats! It makes me giggle, one of my favourite things about him! It was so random too but I love it. Cats, Kaito, and death, his only three fears lol

I am going to stop because this is far too long, although I have a lot more to talk about!! But that is currently stuff I cannot form into words right now and would just be me screaming about how much I love him, although feel free to ask if you wanna know the rest!! I could eventually get around to figuring out how to explain it ^^;

Thank you for the ask and I hope you have a really good day!! :D

[outsidereveries]

old posts from curiouscat (23rd august 2024—3rd september 2024)

23rd August 2024

will JYP, SM or HYBE ever hit by scandal like YGE (ex.: Burning Sun & drug controversy issues), or something bigger than these?

aaand aespa's drama is on my mind

SME | 2 of cups, 4 of pentacles rx, knight of cups, 7 of pentacles rx, 5 of pentacles

a mixture of scandals, it will involve the older units of nct. as i see a few of them will leave sme (and they'll try to make ultimatums but won't work), the scandals will be many for the purpose nct at its best to rebrand: x will have behaviour scandal, possibly similar to what irene had in the past, the s*xtape i saw in the past is still here and many more, it'll be scandal after scandal

JYPE | 4 of pentacles rx, the hierophant, the hermit, 10 of cups, 9 of cups

no, they won't, they select their trainees extremely well

HYBE | page of pentacles, ace of pentacles, 2 of pentacles, 2 of wands, 6 of swords

their drama between ador and the rest of the corporation will be the worst drama they'll have as of now, so i don't see worse one

can I ask about Rosé? can you tell us about her general vibe and if you can pick something about how her record is gonna sound like/what themes she is gonna talk about in it?

general | the lovers, 5 of cups rx, the devil rx

she's feeling really great, the energies are very high, she's working on her comeback!

next release | 4 of cups, justice rx, 10 of pentacles, 8 of wands, 5 of wands rx

i sense the lyrics here, so, it'll be related to how she was treated in yge and her feelings about it (some keywords might be dissapointed, unfair, in a rush, illusion, compromises, money, sadness). so far, it's about 1 of her title tracks.

i asked separately my pendulum a bit more information, she currently wants to release a full album of 11 songs with 2 title tracks, therefore that might be why the cards sensed one of them.

do you see a creative director or manager coming in and aiding yge in the future?

5 of pentacles, ace of pentacles, 9 of pentacles

nah, they might even kick an one, which is ironic🤠 eventually there is a chance of someone popping up after this happens but i doubt they'll work for the company

will yge be forever trapped in the past?

the magician, 3 of pentacles, 9 of cups

i'm not sure how to answer, but if the past is related to yge's glory days, i.e. the 2nd gen and to some extent blackpink's group activity (i'd say i sense more the 2nd gen), then yes, they'll still try to duplicate it. if yge becomes a subsidiary, i see it'll be a pattern even there. so i'd say yes.

27th August 2024

will hybe losing to mhj have an impact on anyone

page of swords, the fool rx, 8 of wands rx

hm... honestly, i can see there will be influence in one way or another (when hybe hypothetically lose) but it will come in the ruleship of companies, i.e. changing ceos, shifting invenstments in one place to another and similar stuff. if there's an important impact, it'll come slowly but steady.

how is enhypen’s mental and physical health rn? it seems like belift has rly been overworking them with the never ending fate+ tours and they’ve been rly low energy and sick recently so engenes have been worried about them…

mentality | wheel of fortune, the high priestess, 2 of pentacles

so, their vibrations are great, they're feeling good, on the mental surface though it's complex: some of them feel good, osme of them don't, they're managing it and it's not that fatal.

physical health | 6 of cups, the world, 9 of pentacles

physically though i can see why they're tired, it's similar to what i saw with heeseung recently, habits, habits and habits, the boys have a least a few unhelphul habits that make their energy lower and lower (sometimes with the time, sometimes right away) and therefore this makes sense why the boys show signals just now. similar to the boys' mental health, some of them feel ok while others worse but all of them don't seem to feel good physically, or a little better. one of them might be ill at the moment but nothing much so far :|

how katseye feel about each other and their relationship with each other?

feelings | 9 of pentacles, 8 of swords rx, 5 of swords rx, 5 of pentacles rx

neutral, very independent from one to another.. i'd say they just don't care for each other tbh, i don't feel they're close.

bond | 4 of pentacles rx, 6 of swords, ace of swords

similar to their feelings for each other, they're pretty much individualistic girls and i don't real;y sense any closure. their potential to be closer is there but as of now i don't feel it can happen.

do you think you can do a reading on which industry the next big globally famous group will come from? Do you know the next most popular group worldwide, globally of the caliber of BTS, 1D and that type of very, very famous group? I have a few options, Korean industry (thanks god no pls xbkdkd), English, USA, Latin (hope v":) or other industry.

2 of swords rx, 2 of pentacles, the hermit

it'll take long time before learming about them, so i'm assuming the industry they'll come from is ... unknown. for some reason they might come from the balkans (the peninsula, so europeans) or africa and they might be a boy group. i can only feel that :|

what concept, lyrics, MV, how many songs will aespa have in their next Korean comeback?

concept | the devil rx

lyrics | king of cups, 9 of wands

mv | page of cups

x songs?? | 5 of wands

so far some of the details aren't certain yet.

concept | similar to drama, the girls might be more creatively free to make any ideas

lyrics | i don't feel any changes but it can be similar to what we're used to hear from them (lyrics-wise)

mv | i sense a similar vibe to black mamba and welcome to my world (+ drama) altogether

songs | they haven't decided yet.

according to my pendulum, the amount of songs might be between 9 and 10 right now, if sme decided aespa will do an ep, then some of the songs will be removed, transferred or postponed.

[rumor ot truth?] are Karina and Ningning the ideal type for some or most male idols?

the magician, death, 2 of cups

it's complex for karina but i can allegedly confirm that it's true for ningning. it looks like most of the idols who like karina somehow (and are single) want to ... do adult things with her and up to that. there might be rumors that she's good at ... it.

how KATSEYE feel now that the public has seen the documentary about them and their reaction towards it?

sophia | 4 of wands rx, 10 of pentacles

doesn't feel good about the documentary and the reactions surrounding it, she's even feeling sad, but since she gets a percentage of the documentary in one way or another... welp what i can say else

manon | 5 of pentacles rx, 5 of swords rx

i'd say that she doesn't care. her feelings are negative about the release and the comments but she's just indifferent about it

daniela | ace of pentacles, the world rx

she's feeling good that the documentary got released but she hates the reactions, she expected for them to be better

lara | 5 of cups rx, the tower

she dislikes the montage of the documentary series, especially how she's seen there. she also isn't fond of the reactions from the people who watched the show, but she understands it because it had to be edited better. i see that lara wanted other things to be added instead of these that made her evil edited (to her).

megan | 7 of wands, page of wands

similar to lara, she sees that she's also evil edited in a way when it comes to her relationship with manon. she doesn't feel bad about the reactions because when she saw what is seen on the surface, she expected them to be like that, so she's a bit neutral about what outsiders think because of the montage.

yoonchae | queen of cups rx, knight of swords

as i see she hasn't allegedly watched (on her own i believe) the docu series, she feels bad about the outsiders' opinions. she got sad but hey, she hasn't watched it on her own to see it so.. yeah

31st August 2024

can you read about the future LA HYBE artist? solo, group, male, female?

the tower rx, the emperor, the devil rx, 10 of pentacles, 5 of cups rx

the tower rx leads me to something they're used to, so a group, the emperor is usually giving masculine energy, so possibly a boy one + another confirmation is 10 of pentacles where hybe might want to try to replicate bts' success in 1 way or another.. therefore i'm leaning towards a boy group. according to my pendulum, they might aim for 7-member one but might go up to 10-member one.

do you think vernon and wonwoo is most likely the reserved person in seventeen?

vernon | ace of pentacles, strength, page of cups rx

to me it's a big no, he's more communicative than you might've seen, he might be extremely selective to who he choose to be close with so that might be why you thought that? vernon seem to communicate with his staff the most, which can explain why he might come off as reserved (because maybe he has less friends from school and his homeplace) but he's not exactly introverted, he's more ... adventurous, more risky, more emotional.

wonwoo | ace of swords, 5 of pentacles rx, 5 of cups rx

to me he might be more "reserved" (if not the most, i only sensed hoshi more .. personally so far), i see that he's extremely honest to the point he might be "too brutal" and he just doesn't care. he might have issues to find the proper way to communicate because he's too mature for the most male koreans, he doesn't have any common topics because if i can compare him to an average male korean, wonwoo's too balanced, wonwoo's too mature, wonwoo's too smart while an average male korean is usually .. dumb, disbalanced and other synonyms you can think of. there's just a red wall between wonwoo's values and ... the average men koreans' ones. like the biggest red wall you can imagine.

so no for vernon and possibly (because i don't know 17's energies well) yes for wonwoo.

will there be any other NCT member scandals?

5 of cups rx, the hierophant, 10 of swords rx, 2 of pentacles, 2 of cups

they might be similar to taeil's in one way or another. i can see whatever they'll be they'll go on court. some keywords that popped are "the n-th room" (the telegram chats?) and "age gap"

do you see more nct members being exposed?

5 of pentacles rx, 4 of cups rx, 9 of swords, 2 of wands rx, king of swords

yes, i can see a similar situation with another member being kicked out in the same way taeil was kicked out. the reasons for this happening can be similar to what happened recently too.

i’m nosey about the legal proceedings between mhj and hybe bc hybe did everything correct to terminate her as ceo and demote her to a simple employee but her lawyers seem very confident that they’re going to be able to get hybe on some type of technicality

will try to see as much as i can

5 of cups rx, death, 5 of pentacles rx, temperance rx, the tower, 3 of pentacles, king of pentacles rx

here's the thing. they demote her illegally (king of pentacles rx is the main indicator to me as it can show corruption), so... min heejin is right :) again.

did aespa see criticism and hate for their recent performance on k-world 2024 on the 22nd of August? will they take the criticism to get better or it was sabotaged by SME?

3 of swords rx, queen of wands, the chariot, 7 of cups, judgement

aespa aren't aware of the criticism in their perfomance. despite their unawareness, i see that sme turned off the mics on purpose for no reason. sorry for feeling only indifference this time..

is jo woochan under TBL? i saw that he follows in ig a lot of people under there (even producers, choreographers) and I heard a lot of rumours about tbl wants to do a bg in the future.

personally i'm not considering tbl as small company, but well, let's see

page of pentacles, 7 of pentacles, page of wands

well.. no. tbl are too restricting to him.

will meovv copy aespa's concept with metaverse, digital, parallel and real world? ‘cause the sound on Sooin's teaser sounds like any aespa kwangya teaser or Girls’ MV teaser..

ace of cups rx, 10 of cups rx, the hierophant rx

the common thing between the 2 groups concept-wise is the multiple universes, nothing else (allegedly). if they copy something, because i can see there's truth to tbl copying something with the reversed hierophant, it'd be the loonaverse.

how are the nwjns members feelings right now?

minji | 6 of wands

she's feeling really great, something went in her favor recently

hanni | 4 of cups rx + 8 of swords rx

she's more motivated to work the things out in her benefit, i sense she wants some solo gigs?

danielle | the empress

she's feeling great, might have ideas for a song

haerin | the high priestess

nowadays she's more in tune with herself, i'd say she's trying to balance herself

hyein | 6 of pentacles rx + 4 of pentacles rx

recently she was more generous than usual but it's not out of ordinary

the girls’ overall feelings and thoughts seem to be at least neutral

whats the relationship between sohee and sungchan?

queen of wands, 5 of pentacles rx, 2 of cups

their bond seem to be really nice and they communicate well with each other. i can see that if someone's more invested than the other, it will be sungchan but nonetheless they vibe with each other extremely well. if it was bad between them before, now their bond is way better. (as i check their dynamics for the 1st time)

ador announced that mhj has stepped down as a ceo but will remain as their producer and in house director. ador also said that it was mhj decision (i might be wrong) and they all agreed to it. the new ceo is a girl from hybe so i want to know if this new ceo will be great or not for nwjns in terms of relationship, freedom, creative freedom etc. and i saw someone said that it might be a plan from hybe since mhj doesnt have the power in this situation to prevent it + "omg it was just confirmed that it wasn't her desicion but hybe's and mhj wasn't aware on this?" .. sth like that

8 of wands, 7 of swords rx, 9 of wands, 4 of wands, the chariot

i'd say neutral to great intentions, she realises that she has to catch up so fast on everything and will geniunely try her best to be as good as possible (without ill intentions unlike these directors where they're neutral to baaaad). however nwjns won't like her immediately bc of what happened until now and will be extremely guarded. it'll be a heck of rollecoaster to her to have nice bond with newjeans but it can turn out good in the end. the situation is just a bit sketchy and i believe it's normal.

when it comes to freedom, she'll give them what they need, even more, when it comes to the girls' creativity she could have some ideas but nwjns will reject them.

you “see” mhj coming out on top with hybe the conglomerate but what about with the companies under hybe? i think she’s suing source and belift too but will anything come from that?

from past readings, i saw that soumu allegedly will close down while belift will change their staff. i'll check the current energies!

belift | 7 of swords rx, temperance rx, 9 of wands

as far as I can see what the situation is, they will make themselves a victim, when in fact are guilty for doing whatever they did. so far i don't see an exact outcome but they'll try their best to at least slow down the court.

soumu | 2 of wands, page of wands rx, the lovers rx

the energy is similar to what i saw in the past; basically they're tired to continue the lawsuit and really want to stop it but unfortunately, they cannot. they still haven't made an important choice that can turn the things for either the worst or for ... worse. honestly i doubt they'll do the worse choise (which can be the better choice but it will be still worse) therefore they'll choose an option 3 where they'll be "in the middle" but in reality they will lowkey choose the worst option possible. with the reversed lovers i can still see soumu shutting down in the future but nonetheless will make mhj winner in this lawsuit.

i remember you mentioning that you see mhj coming out of this on top and there was some new information that came out today that kinda supports that her team might have hybe on the hooks, at least in one aspect? HYBE was requesting that the court documents not be released to the public but the request was denied. HYBE were saying it was bc trade secrets would be released but Korean lawyers who were weighing in said that it’s more likely having to do with hybe using her private messages in their case lending itself to mhj making a case for business infringement?

9 of swords rx, 2 of pentacles, the devil rx, 5 of swords rx, the hermit

honestly, it's kind of complex to me, i don't see how certain it'll turn out in the end. there's the weak light at the end of this tunnel, i see that the lawyers from each side are working on the whole situation and they're .. pretty much trying their best (as independent as possible, i mean). the hermit sort of lead me into the thought that the outcome is yet to be seen?

like all the times i've seen with this "battle" i still see that it'll be on mhj's side but this time i really don't want to sound biased as hell and type sth like "i'm sure that hybe will still lose whatever they'll do" and be extremely repetitive so.. yeah

will mhj pursue other companies under hybe like source and belift lead to anything? If so what exactly would it lead to?

the devil rx, 4 of swords, 8 of swords rx, 7 of cups

i kinda doubt she'll pursue other subsidiaries for reasons that are different from what's known about, but if they blame her for no reason, then she'll do what she has to. as of now no.

will any bp member be able to break into the mainstream as a solo act with rememberable success? | orig. different wordplay

knight of swords, 3 of swords rx, 3 of wands, 9 of cups

yeah but i can see the chance of it happening after some time. since i asked generally and not for each girl, possibly 1 of them might be successful in the mainstream pop industry, because of the knight of swords i lowkey bet on rosé.

2nd September 2024

can you do a career reading for Zhang Hao? he seems to be not given opportunities by his company and wonders why. will he have any new activities or will be in the dungeon?

death, 6 of wands, 7 of swords

basically great things, probably in personal career matters though. there's chance for wakeone to engage him in individual gig, so he has to be flexible in one way or another.. and try to not be stubborn because i can see stubborness🥲

can you do a reading for Zhang Hao and his future career opportunities?

career opponturities | 4 of pentacles rx, 10 of swords, 9 of swords rx

considering the upright 10 of swords, the energy here is very similar to sunoo not wanting solo gigs (this is what i'm feeling intuitively).

when it comes to the spread itself, the financial instability is here, possibly from wakeone's side, and it makes the company actually suffer, because he seems to be wanted at least here and there. there's repeated sentence on my mind that hao might say to wakeone from time to time: "why you don't acknoweledge that i am a group member and not soloist?", therefore if hao is mistreated where i am unsure if it's seen here or not is because of hao's heart (i really feel his soul SCREAMING IT) or to wakeone's staff stubborness. unless wakeone understands that and also hao acknoweledges what wakeone thinks, he will have little to no solo gigs.

wakeone's treatment towards hao | 4 of pentacles rx, the devil rx, 9 of cups

basically wakeone isn't mistreating him but rather they let him do whatever he wants. hao seems to be very respectful towards w1's staff and they love him. they appreciate how he's considerate of everyone and that's why he's pretty much free under wakeone.

so yeah, very similar vibe with sunoo and belift. very similar.

is there any people outside of HYBE who are eyeing Heeseung?.. also how is taehyun and heeseung's friendship rn 😭

any people who watch heeseung? | king of wands, justice, 5 of pentalces rx

no. if there were any, they were there in the past where hybe wasn't established in the way they're today and there was actual hype for enhypen's future. before there were people who were interested in him in 1 way or another but since the interest now is non-existent, the only reason of that happening is belift as they just rejected offer after offer (after offer...)

therefore i don't sense much of his industry's awareness of heeseung's abilities. they're like "uh... i guess??" and nothing else.

koreans haven't closed the door for him though, so if belift wants solo gigs to pop up, they'll have to let their artists to work their asses off.

taehyun+heeseung's bond | 2 of wands, ace of swords, 3 of cups

they're at least good friends and communicate well. they're trying to have good bond between each other and are trying to respect their boundaries between each other (one of them might've been clingy before). despite that, there might be competition between 2 of them no matter if it's behind the scenes for solo gigs or for someone from the higher-ups' attention? whether if it's ongoing or happened in the past, both of them are still aware of that at some point they have no choice but to act in front of some bosses like they don't like each other.

i heard that mhj and hybe is going on another legal battle cuz of the ceo situation, do you see mhj winning and getting back her position?

ace of cups, the hanged man, 4 of swords, strength, 5 of cups rx, the devil • the emperor

with a sentence, yes but not now.

with a paragraph, whatever min heejin said (that hybe removed her as ceo illegally) is true, the schemes are done way back from where park jiwon was the ceo of hybe. the new ceo isn't allegedly involved at all in this situation.

the hanged man and 4 of swords might be that vacation i saw months back. honestly, min heejin needs that, so she .. deeply inside isn't complaining much, from what i sense she really needs to rest for a bit. however, my thoughts in the previous sentence isn't the answer here. the chances of her returning are high, especially when she really likes her job in ador (whatever she was doing until now) and it made her feel positive and great, but it will be postponed for a few months (5?). eventually, behind the scenes i can see a trio (possibly she'll be with the new ceo of ador and the new ceo of hybe) where they'll try their best to stop the schemes bang sihyuk's doing to stop min heejin.

so yeah, overall yes but not now.

3rd September 2024

will HYBELAFG (HYBE’s Latin America future group?) be successful?

strength, 10 of wands, 5 of swords rx

similar to katseye, they'll gain fans slowly but steady. compared to the girls though, i don't see these boys succeeding in their industry (or in the american, depending on their releases' language) but rather they'll do well in the well-known to them k-pop fandom.

what about smngg and smnbg being successful in korea and outside? how many members you see on each lineup and the concepts for each one?

[SMNGG]

according to my pendulum, they're 6. na haeun allegedly left around the middle days of august because when i checked in the early august, they were still 8. another trainee has also left who was apart of the lineup. haeun was in the lineup but she allegedly left willingly.

korea | 8 of wands rx, 3 of pentacles rx, 5 of wands

since na haeun's depart, they won't do that good from the start and that pretty much sets the group to.. more or less, failure. i am unsure if they should scrap the idea altogether or delay them for a few years

outside of korea | 2 of pentacles rx, the moon, 2 of cups rx

also uncertain, very disbalanced energy, it seems that the other trainee who left might've had the potential to been popular internationally and since she left it's eek too.

concept | 6 of swords, 8 of cups, 4 of pentacles

haven't decided, it's either postponed to be decided or it's on the works slowly but steady.

[SMNBG]

according to my pendulum, they aim for 4-member one. maybe very vocal-based one?

korea | 2 of swords rx, 10 of wands rx, 5 of swords rx

similar to how riize started. k-netz might have hard time to accept them because of what happened with nct so far.

outside of korea | the sun, ace of cups, queen of pentacles

way more successful, many sales, many fans..

concept | 7 of swords rx, 10 of cups, 10 of swords rx

similar to day6 and got7's releases. they'll have creative freedom in my opinion, even if it's small part of that.

nwjns seems to be quiet. there hasn’t been any updates about them and from them, are they quiet bcs the company makes them or is it their own decision?

the ask was asked on 1st september, danielle updated on the day i answered

3 of swords rx, temperance, the star

both the nwjns girls and ador decided it'd be for the best if they update more rarely these days, so both answers.

will BLACKPINK try in the western industry?

jisoo | king of pentacles, 8 of swords rx

jennie | 3 of pentacles, 5 of wands rx

rosé | king of cups, 9 of pentacles

lisa | the sun, 10 of pentacles

well, the knight of swords could actually be lisa.. she usually appears in the wands suit..

jisoo | i actually doubt if she wants to try in the western industry at all, it might not bring enough profits. king of pentacles might be someone from her family who's under her company, possibly brother/cousin, he seems to be young

jennie | depends on her teamwork with her company, she has to make A LOT compromises (personal-related ones) to be even the tiniest bit of being impactful there

rosé | she seems to love to try it, she'll thrive in the best way possible, she also seems to have a lot of freedom (not only creative one)

lisa | if she's doing her current path without making breaks, she'll also be unstoppable and thrive. however, unlike rosé, she's doing it for the check. despite the sun being here before the 10 of pentacles (compared to the 9 of pentacles, 10 of pentacles is way more influenced of the profit and earnings), lisa should be persistent in the future with what she's doing, this includes her upcoming releases whenever they'll be. if she wants to continue like now, her future is bright.

can you see about the future of x? will another similar app manage to surpass x?

king of cups, 6 of pentacles, 3 of cups, 4 of cups, knight of wands

currently musk's team is occupied with what happened between them and brazil's government, they're trying to solve the issue the brazil government made. according to my pendulum, there will be app that can be used as frequent as x but it will be in the far future and the app whoever it is won't succeed to surpass.

i'd like to ask about Jisoo's acting career. while I don’t think she'd like to move out SK nor want to stay away from korean film industry, I’d like to know if she has chances to make it big in the west as an actress (like in a well-known series as Pachinko or korean-based movies as Parasite/Train to Busan).

2 of cups, page of pentacles rx, the hanged man rx

the chances are there. how big are they though i cannot see yet because they'll become bigger with the time.

minji wrote “don’t be blue 🩵” in her phoning bio and then she deleted it after a few hours. did someone from the higher ups asked her to delete it or was it herself?

page of cups, the world, the tower

possibly someone from the higherups in ador. they thought it doesn't makes sense to type it to tokkis.

nana is finally leaving pledis after 15 years, is it bcs she wants to do better in actress industry or something happened in pledis that will be unbeneficial for her contract-wise?

page of swords, the empress, knight of pentacles, 5 of swords rx, 3 of wands rx

when the talks came around, hybe offered contract (which was separate from the one with pledis) that nana disagreed with. she's not against her former company, she just disagreed with what hybe offered to her.

are HYBE zionists? like obviously they're making deals with brands that supports israel , but do they just not gaf about who they make a deal with as long as they get money, or do they intentionally choose to collab with these brands cuz... they actively do so. do they also give a portion of their profits to Israel?

5 of swords rx, the empress, 8 of cups, the magician, 7 of pentacles

the corporation isn't zionist in a way, they don't support the ongoing situation (as it's genocide towards another nation) too.

the truth allegedly is that these brands, whoever are they, have tried to make them switch towards the west politically, this means to support usa, eu, nato, ukraine.. and israel. apart from the brands in questions, i see especially 🛴🟤 in a way where he tried to influence the corporation itself. it didn't work. moreover, i'd say that hybe do have zionist people, and all of them seem to be in hybe america. they have allegedly a separate contract TO NOT FUND ISRAEL, and i see they're actually complying with it.

so no. the corporation isn't zionist, incl. hybe america. however hybe america DO HAVE people who are zionists where they have signed (allegedly) separate contract to not fund israel (and possibly other ongoing conflicts). the zionist brands on the other hand had also tried to make hybe fund israel in one way or another but hybe rejected these brands' demands.

i was hoping that nwjns would win in the future since its obvious that they’re the victim in this situation even tho they’re innocent. but are the things hybe said about mhj is true at least? if ador is winning, that kinda means that they are telling the truth this whole time so it made me wonder if the thing that hybe said about mhj is true or false. and have you done a reading on when this thing will end?

from previous readings, hybe lied about everything and if there were any truths, they're like 1%, at least according to what i saw so far.

8♥️, king♦️ (sihyuk?), ace♥️, 7♦️, 6♥️, 8♠️

it seems to end this year. usually the diamonds suit shows the fastest timeframe (in this case, days) while cups (here months) and spades (here years) are slower. mathematically (i don't count the king here) it rounds up to 2 years, however since the previous cards are with way faster timeframe, i doubt it'll end in 1 year or so (because there are 2 eights so august can be possible interpretation but i doubt it) but rather i'd bet this time on 3-4 months. in the past i said up to 3 months but they've already passed. the king can show that the situation's future depends on sihyuk's mood swings in a way, last time i saw min heejin but she isn't here this time, so😐

[pink-crayon-princess]

hey sry 4 asking, what exactly is age regression, I've poked around a lil bit most explanations r vague and make little sense? I think I might have been doing it but I'm not sure and it never lasts long(I've been bouncing back and forth all day, I keep feeling very small and then losing the feeling, I don't rly know) I wish I could do it on purpose, it feels good, I don't know

Sry 4 rambling, not feeling the best rn, brain is pretty muddled

Hi friend!!! This is how I like to explain it:

Imagine you are a camera, and you see things through your camera lens.

Click! You take a picture of your surroundings. Congrats, you just made a memory!

Now imagine that every once in a while, a pink filter will snap to your camera. That means that everything you see is now tinted pink, no matter what you're taking pictures of.

When somebody regresses (or reverts back to a previous stage of development), the "lens" of childhood snaps to their "camera." Now, you're seeing and experiencing things like a child would.

You may be more sensitive, or less sensitive; more outspoken, or quieter; more excitable, or just sleepy. Maybe big you isn't impressed with bubbles, but little you thinks they're the funnest things ever! Maybe you just want to take a nap. In any case, you're feeling like a kid again.

Sometimes people like to put the lens on their camera on purpose. That's called voluntary regression.

Motives for regressing voluntarily range from fun and relaxation to inner child healing and reparenting.

Sometimes the lens will snap on all by itself. That's called involuntary regression. Sometimes happy things trigger the lens to snap on, but sometimes sad things do too. That's very common, and totally okay.

No matter why the lens snaps on the camera, when it does happen, regressors like to surround themselves with nice things to take pictures of - toys, cartoons, plushies, snacks, art projects, etc.

Click! You just made a new "childhood" memory.

What an awesome thing to be able to do!

Sometimes there isn't a lens on the camera (you still feel like an adult), but you still want to take nice "pictures" of stuffies and cartoons anyway. Go on ahead! That's called age dreaming.

Many regressors age dream to coax themselves into a regressed state. For some, it happens quickly and often; for others, it's less frequent. Sometimes the lens never snaps on ... but that's okay, because you still have nice pictures!

My advice to you is, don't try to force regression. Instead, focus on creating a safe and comfortable environment for yourself and letting yourself enjoy things without self-judgement. Que sera sera - what will be will be.

You are loved! :)

[crimeronan]

Hey, your oc playlists are so damn good, I'm for sure noting them to listen when I've got time to rly marinate in them!!! I hope it's okay but they also made me want to share a Princess Luz au playlist I put together last year ~

The Man in the Chair by Aviators: This one is about Belos and Luz, vibes are the first few chapters of the first Luz pov fic.

"Take your medicine and swallow down All the bitterness that built this town Don't ever let him start to realize You know this machine was rigged to fail When it falls apart then you can't bail To find a place of safety in the sky"

and

"Control comes cheap and nothing is fair They wake you from sleep and nobody's there You walk among sheep and that's why you're scared You'll never be the man in the chair"

Esp in relation to the nightmares + realization of powerless + trying to act normal and not doing it.

Her Father Was A Bastard by the Holy Ghost Tent Revival: Hunter pov about him and Luz, fairly self explanatory I hope.

"Oh oh, the world is spinning faster And I thought I heard you say your father is a bastard I don't mean to brag But my life's a drag without you"

Bleak thing for Hunter to say but kinda true. Without Luz it would be worse!

Princess of the Universe by Utopia: Other people's pov of Luz! Also deliberate irony because ahahahahaaa

"You're a princess baby, you can do no wrong" <- no one believes this

"Ain't seen nothing like it since the Shah got the rope You've got a legion of leaguers that could shame the Pope You just need to say the word and they run like hell You better take a cool shower so your head don't swell"

Regardless of how little she wants it she has power now! No one can stop her! She knows this and it's not a good thing! This one is tonally dissonant but on purpose, also it's kind of a bop.

Turn Back the Clock by Greyscale: Hunter and Luz, again. This one is about them reconciling/coming back to an understanding after Belos's death. This is the one I'm a little iffy on, mostly because it's more explicitly romantic than most of these but I like it here.

"How could I act so crazy? I was a fool My state of mind was hazy but you overruled Keep me steady and I'll do the same The key to love is sharing the blame"

In Love With a Thinker by Utopia: Amity's pov at the very beginning of her and Luz interacting when Luz is very scary and Amity is very on edge.

"I'm just a cipher in her master plan That's what I get for working out of my league Although she says that I have nothing to fear I wonder what will be left when she's finished with me

God help me"

I do love how Amity spends her first pov fic convinced Luz is a coldblooded schemer. It's fun.

Dead Woman Walking by Megan Jean and the KFB: This is a song about Luz doing Badly! And guilt spiraling about Hunter and about whether she's taking advantage of him and if he Actually likes her or if he's just Built to and so on so on.

"If I could feel at all I would choose regret For ruining your life from the day that we met And still you search my eyes for some kind of divine sign Don't you see the sockets rotting baby? Love is blind"

So technically Hunter is the corpse but y'know close enough.

"I hate the way I walk all over you Just like the dead women do"

Yeah

If It Doesn't Come Naturally, Leave It by Al Stewart: The AU Lumity song! Just the, the latest fic in it's entirety. Amity pov again. I could honestly go line by line on this one but I'll spare you and just paste the first verse.

"Nothing that's forced can ever be right If it doesn't come naturally, leave it That's what she said as we turned out the light and we bent our backs as slaves of the night Then she let down her guard and showed me the scars She got from trying to fight Said, oh you better believe it"

Both of their neuroticism about power + the first time they slept together being weirdly natural but also so tense + Luz literally lets down her guard and shows Amity the scars she got from trying to fight. I could go on. This is The song.

Bonus song - Self-Inflicted by Frank Hayes. I don't want to put it in the main list because it may technically be rare music and is almost definitely in poor taste, but it unfortunately makes me think of them. Sorry.

"I'd do anything to myself for you"

ooh, i'll have to give these a listen!! thank you :O that last lumity one Especially sounds really on-the-nose.

you also don't have to worry about picking songs that are "too romantic" for luz and hunter, haha. their relationship has all the beats of a usual romance.... sometimes romantic songs just fit!

when i made my own playlist, there were SEVERAL "dysfunctional romance" songs for her and hunter. hell, there were also several songs about abusive relationships for her & belos that i usually read as being about romantic relationships.

[jotunvali02]

Playing Ace Attorney, Rise from the Ashes part 7

"I'm sorry Lana. I didn't know. And I've treated you so badly all this time…" "It's not too late. There's still plenty of time to make up..."

Like you and a certain baby prosecutor, Feenie??

Married Objections.💙💞❤️

OMG! My baby's trying to comfort a person who made him feel betrayed again! 😭

"Just relax, and enjoy the sound of the noose tightening around your neck." ^q^ Yes…

Shibari, Daddy.🔥

First baby Edgey, now baby Ema… like has this world no care at all about children?? Does it mean nothing at all in this world? That world rly SUCKS!

"GUILTY"???

Guilty of what?? Forging evidence 2 years ago or Goodman's murder???

So pursuing the truth is NOT what I should have done here?? Taku, did you purposely tried to fuck us up here??

And HOW Ema's fingerprints on the cloth prove SHE was the killer? I bet GANT put her hand on the vest while she was unsconcious!! And she only crashed a vase on Marshall, she never touched him!!

And Edgey tells me off cause I shouldn't have pursued the truth too far, while bitch YOU kept telling over and over that the truth is the only important thing here, "no matter how tragic it might be"!

Oh. I just had to lie about the evidence to have Gant telling the truth. Huh. Sneaky and low, Taku. Sneaky and low.

Wait. Wai-wait So when I presented the handprint the 1st time (and got the guilty verdict), everyone knew instantly it was Ema's.

But now we need it to be sent to the labo??

So, to get a guilty verdict, the court or Edgeworth doesn’t need actual scientifically proven evidence?? WTF??

Ok, pfff. In both choices, we prove the handprint is Ema’s but we can say there is a contradiction in one choice but not the other while they’re eventually the same choice??! WTF???

"You and me we’re the same."

He’s NOTHING like you rotten asshole!! He’s a sweet pure baby!!👼😭 A baby you beat up and had beaten up endlessly during 3 fucking days because he’s too much of good and righteous sweet baby to your taste!!

«I can hear them singing a melodious melody!»

Like this?

But wait.

WHY did he kill Neil Marshall ????

And is Lana going to get harsh penalties for HER forged evidence?

Oh. she's... beautiful when she smiles. O///O

Yeah, you feel for him, but can you at least say "Sorry I'VE put you in deep shit?"

Baby Edgey: "It was nothing! Baka."

Shut the fuck up.

"I was worried all this might break you." Careful, girl. CAREFUL!!! "But you rose above it and guided Mr Wright to victory."

Yes. Bc he's the best husband!! 😭 😭 ❤️💞

Wait. He basically wanted to prove you guilty in the beginning!

"No one can change the past. The only thing we can do is making up for our mistakes. So we find the way back to our rightful path. And walk towards a brighter future."

Phoenix,... are you sure you're ok???

"At least, that's how I felt looking at the two sisters."

No.

No....???

No no no!!!

"Edgeworth?"

*hyperventilates* scared as fuck.

"I'll be going now."

NO!!!!! ♫ Ne me quittes pas, il faut oublier...♫

♫ Je ferais un domaine où l'amour sera loi... ♫

"I hope you don't blame yourself for what happened."

Bitch, he has a fucking DISCIPLINE WHIP instead of thoughts!

"It's too late for me..."

Bitch. Shut uuuup??

"I can't correct my mistakes."

But baby... 😭

Oh, Fee-Fee says the same!

Mama Lana to the rescue!

"Contrary to Gant or Von Karma, YOU weren't alone." 😭 "You had your husband Fee-Fee Wright." ♥

"Come on! Show Mr Edgeworth what Lana is talking about!"

What? His love? His lips? His plan to propose?

"It was destiny, Mr Edgeworth." #starcrossedlovers

"If you'll excuse me, there are still some """"loose ends"""" that need """wrapping up""""

OMG. SHUT THE FUCK UP! SHUT THE FUCK UP! SHUT THE FUCK UP !!!!!!

Oh God! Feenie's holding him back!!

"You can let what happened kill the prosecutor in you or let it help you grow."

Why did have to pick THOSE words, Phoenix?? Why THOSE specific words???????

"I owe you my thanks too, Wright."

What? "thank you for making me realize I have to kill myself so everything is good and right again??"

"What I face now is MY problem."

Bitch, I assure you Phoenix will make sure it's EVERYONE's problem!

"Edgeworth... I'll be waiting for you at the altar in court." He said, caressing then kissing his beloved's cheek.

Serisouly, WHO says that except a lover??

"As for the sisters, I had faith, their lives had just begun. As for me..."

Shut up.😭

Edgey as the last person we see in Feenie's flashback? Hmmm.❤️❤️

And it's the tea boy who fins the cursed letter.

[nyxrev]

Neo Disciplinary Agents

*chills*

She got jacked arms under her suit, no doubt…crazy spider-leg hair, she has full control over every thread of organization members… what were they prior? Ex-mercenary? They emit prison guard… or executioner vibes…

You simply don't fxck around. You will not find out, you will simply be gone, gone like a speck of dust.

Let's talk about neo org structure, (ex?)-criminals, cult leaders, big-shot bourgeoisie… 99% guaranteed to each have their own purposes, grand delusion of world conquest, & their nefarious deeds:

Loot, tax evasion, human experiment & underground market etc.

Such an exemplary bunch, what could possibly go wrong?

Allow me to tell you a story:

Once, X worked at an establishment* with decent pay but manager bullied them so they left for another sect. across the block, who promised them better pay & fair treatment. Except when they arrived, to their dismay, other staff were jealous saboteurs, back-stabbers, rumour mills who did all they could to drag others under no matter how low they stoop.It was even implicitly encouraged.Boss did not want X bc of age, manager later also did not want X bc of “ability” despite prior promises, but they do not get dirt on their own hands, so they “borrow other's knife to k!ll” so to speak,which is why some staff turn on X as if they get paid… they do, though reward may not be money.

X decided to quit when they found out just how shady they operated:

identity fraud & faked marriage for immigration, debt entrapment, money laundry, tax evasion, exploit staff by tip confiscation, gambles are on the tables & obligatory, prostitute to the top, join cult for promotion

Their method:

financial & social entrapment, back scenes manipulation,subtle coercion

At the end X went back to prior org …at least they had rigid management who know how to run an operation on the table… all hands visible.

Sound familiar?

… … …

Not to dismiss the benefit of doubt but when you fill your ranks & esp. the executive echelon with egoistic characters of dubious backgrounds & even more obscured intentions… what would you expect happen?

Already on first encounter somebody expressed vehement protest. Truly smart opposition don't show their fangs until it's too late for you. Ex-criminals who look ready to pick a fight anytime? You rly think they would change for good? Mayyybe… but words are cheap talk, watch what they do. Cult leaders… never good news. Immediate boost of followers for your organization? Sure. Long-term goals? Hmm… Well, what can the bourgeoisie do? Anything they want & their money can buy. Easy funds? For now. You think they will just fund you for free? It's a world of Give & Take, & who knows better how to seize* than an elite capitalist. An iconic idol can't be bad, we get loyal popularity!Except she's wired to the organization's server, which seems convenient,for communication? Or maybe… mind control? She already experiences “glitches”…seems like a cyborg power boost clearly has draw -backs.How long can the power boost of borg op. last? What happens when it's worn out? We all know hardware needs maintenance & upgrades. About the disciplinary agents? Also borgs …But they look uncanny, like they'd be unfazed under any circumstances, like they know…things.Idk about the ex-mercenary part… they thoroughly creep me out.

Hey at least the young leader seems honest & competent? Keyword: young* Can we expect a circus of hooligans to obey a 16 yr-old boy? …How much control does he actually have over them? I don't doubt his competency, I doubt the members' extent of will for cooperation.

(no no I'm just paranoid~) oh but…

For example,

Suiryu is obligated to work for neo now to pay for the suit he damaged, debt entrapment at work.

[derangedanomaly]

I'm at it again lol

11. "First kiss? Uhm,, either it was on our first date where I kissed him, or when I kinda spaced out while he was rambling to me:_)"

12. "Good boy. =)"

13. "I'll call him dude depending on my mood, but I don't think he would, so I'm I'd say more " lovely-dovey"? "

14. "Why do you wanna know abt that? ^^"

15. "If it was his own or Nm fault (or any of the boys for that matter) I'd make sure that he won't die:P but if it was anyone else's fault... =) I'll remind them why I'm here"

16. "Reset."

17. "Mh, not rly, but if we were to marry, I would probably purpose"

18.

"I wanna be your boyfriend I wanna be your boyfriend

I wanna go on walks with you, I wanna have long talks with you

You can be my boyfriend you can be my boyfriend"

"Cause we could stay at home and watch the sunset

But I can't help from asking, "Are you bored yet?"

And if you're feelin' lonely you should tell me

Before this ends up as another memory

Will you tell the truth so I don't have to lie"

19. "I won't tell you that, but I would kill for him any day^^"

20. "A very beautiful and lovely and very bubbly person:D"

11. "Oh? A first kiss? Uh... I gotta admit, we've already kissed so much since our first kiss that I... Uh... Don't really remember that well..."

12. "I have many nicknames for Kris, but I use 'darling' the most."

13. "Well.. I don't really call Kris 'dude'.. so- I guess I'd say we're more lovey-dovey"

14. "... I've never hurt Kris.. and I'd never even attempt it. Why do you want to know such information?" He seemed ticked off...

15. "I'd no anything to make it right. I'm serious when I say that I'm utterly devoted to him... If there ever was a time where I'd have to choose between killing myself, or Kris... I'd choose myself. That's how much I'm loyal to him.. that's how much I love him."

16. "...If Kris would die? ...... I'd probably kill myself-"

17. "Marriage between monsters and humans is prohibited in Nightmares realm... As the king, he announced that if there would be such a marriage happening, the convicted people would have to suffer the consequences of the court.. but I'd do it. I do not care for Nightmares laws. If Kris would ever want to marry, I'd go against Nightmare in a heartbeat... No matter if it would cost me my life."

18. "I like to imagine us in these two song..." He seems a little shy.."

(listen to it fr if you haven't! Love them)

19. "Aren't you getting a little personal? Someone's looking for a bad time..."

20. "A brave, strong and lovely darling.. my Kris.. ^^"