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Or altogether...its the dhurke who gets a little haphazard a little reckless without datz to ground him (?!) and sloppy and depressed. just a little more frantic. but when they rescue datz, instead of him beaming and cackling like the freak he is, them laughing in the face of danger together, he just seems kind of ..... subdued, more or less...

which can be expected for most people but for datz its like, unheard of. arguably the worse things are, the brighter he is. but dhurke wont push, naturally.. he squeezes datzs hand, "glad to have you back," and they recoup at a hideout, giving datz proper rest and catching each other up on what happened meanwhile...

on some level dhurke is already calmer just knowing datz is here, alive, and he didnt lose someone. its just good to know. but its Not Right and its not The Same...that half baked smile cant compare to datzs usual wild grin, and he's not looking at dhurke at all, really. like what happened?!... what did they do to his fangs :(

maybe even on some level dhurke is Terrified that they got datz, somehow, the same way they got yuty. but that really couldnt be the case, right...? Shrug shrug shrug. it can go a million ways. i want datz broken and i want dhurke to put him back together in reassurance that he Is vital to the cause and dhurke sees him and needs him. Thank youuu

you can tell when i recently revisited canon cus my desire to hit datz with a steel chair increases 10x. ill consider whump prompts. like its deep. i need datz hurt. somehow. i need smth to happen tp him. And i need dhurke to care. i need dhurke to be liek scared and concerned for him and realize what a valuable person he is. Datz comehere itll only hurt for asecond i promi se

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even if its smth as small as like, datz just being quieter than usual, like something happened to rattle him and he just isnt doing his Datz Laughing Things Off or isnt so upbeat for a second. and dhurkes like. oh its Bad.

a selfish thought, as in, its literally selfish, is a dhurke notices how off datz has been only bc he didnt like leap at the chance to compliment him. LOL like not "hey >:( wheres my praise >:(" not like that at all, but its just the deafening silence of something thats always been there. datz never lets him get away with a self deprecating comment, so whats wrong...?

just Anything. maybe datz got needled too much abt being a troublemaker whos always causing problems and he internalizes it as "im screwing up dhurke's dreams by messing up too bad" ... or maybe its smth severe from interrogation. i, personally, struggle to let myself imagine that end of it for reasons i cant pinpoint, but like, a datz rescue....

or even just The absence of datz. and dhurke not being able to keep it quite together as well. it seems like datz is just his troublemaker, a compatriot, one of a handful of rebels, but without him there to even *try* to lighten the mood, share good news or bad, bounce ideas off of... dhurke gets stuck in his own head... and theres no one who can pull him out of it like datz... even if dhurke never really noticed until now, just how good datz is at that sort of thing.

Grrrrr appreciate him or ill MAKE YOU appreciate him!!!!! Amnesia fic amnesia fic amnesia fic

you can tell when i recently revisited canon cus my desire to hit datz with a steel chair increases 10x. ill consider whump prompts. like its deep. i need datz hurt. somehow. i need smth to happen tp him. And i need dhurke to care. i need dhurke to be liek scared and concerned for him and realize what a valuable person he is. Datz comehere itll only hurt for asecond i promi se

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you can tell when i recently revisited canon cus my desire to hit datz with a steel chair increases 10x. ill consider whump prompts. like its deep. i need datz hurt. somehow. i need smth to happen tp him. And i need dhurke to care. i need dhurke to be liek scared and concerned for him and realize what a valuable person he is. Datz comehere itll only hurt for asecond i promi se

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5/18 - dark room

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the "you are a jew if [it gets passed down maternally]" thing is so tricky cus its like. well yes. but also no. Like yes...my mother's mother's mother was jewish and so my mom is jewish and i am jewish but also my mom was not raised jewish and i was not raised jewish and ...!?@?# Like its just weird...if you say "im jewish" it implies a sort of, being part of the culture, thing, and im not. and lowkey idk if i want to be- not bc of any discomfort abt judaism but i just don't believe in much

the closest ive gotten was tht ive hung around two diff families who were practicing jewish (or culturally) and thats nice. :)

but its like. YOU KNOW?! Well whatever

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jumblr folks should collectively make a basic jewish theology quiz that ppl outside the jewish community should have to pass before arguing with us about jewish theology. like what the fuck are these ppl doing arguing with me about the torah when they don't know about the existence of the oral torah.

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YOU are a neurotypical cisgender woman. going about with your latte and such

[obediently] I am a neurotypical cisgender woman. Going about with my latte and such

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Why are people posting about nonbinary dio

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kaiman dorohedoro holding my isopodsona like jesus holding the lamb

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do u ever see someone elses headcannon for ur fave character and its like….. i completely respect that u have the right to that headcannon, i will not confront u at all and start needless bullshit over that headcannon…. but i will silently sit here and give you the sideways glance of the century

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Monster Stand-Up Comedy by Lee Gatlin

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my grandma just tried to pronounce blorbo to ask me what it means.

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the children yearn for summer/fall 2019 so bad

i said "ok now that i did that stupid screenshot transcript thing i think the brainworms are gone for now" but i still want to make a datz rp blog. Sad

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i said "ok now that i did that stupid screenshot transcript thing i think the brainworms are gone for now" but i still want to make a datz rp blog. Sad

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what the fukc is thi

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DA DA DADADADADADA LANA

DA DA DADADADADADA TRAUMA

FORGE THE EVIDENCE

FORGE THE EVIDENCE

BLAME IT ON BLAME IT ON BLAME IT ON EMA