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watched mouthwashing finally. the fact that i saw people be more aggressive towards curly than jimmy is kinda strange. kinda real weird
#mouthwashing#captain curly#jimmy mouthwashing#i saw people draw fanart of anya. pouring mouthwash on his exposed flesh? as punishment for failing her?#which okay. 1. i dont think shed like that. 2. are we seriously blaming curly for this more than. jimmy. the guy who DID IT?#like okay do not get me wrong. curly is to blame. he made terrible mistakes he did horrible things his inaction is inexcusable#he should have handled the situation better. if he couldnt 'take care' of jimmy (likely) he should have just at least#been there for anya. supported her and comforted her more than he did#im not saying any of it is untrue#hell the aus i saw where anya is angry with curly? where post-recovery shes genuinely mad and to a degree disgusted with him?#great! real! very reasonable! it makes sense it works its everything#but like. some of the people i saw were being straight up vile. for zero reason#'yeah curly deserves to be tortured and like skinned more by anya for closure because of what he did' HAVE WE FORGOTTEN WHO DID IT#WHY IS JIMMY GETTING LEFT OUT OF THIS CONVERSATION. ARE WE FORGETTING WHOS THE LITERAL ASSAULTER?#one of those people also said that if you ship anya and curly you should kys so uhhh not really taking that opinion seriously but. jeez#i dont ship them either for the record i just think telling people to die over it is a little excessive. thats the whole thing really#theyre being really excessive#on a similiar note i saw people say 'nobody on the ship is black and white in morality' and i agree with that about everyone BUT jimmy#for one simple reason. there is never ever a reason to rape someone. not EVER. everyone else has reasons. is complicated#and while jimmy is complicated too obviously that doesnt. like undeniably hes the worst. he is the worst because what he did is just#one of the only crimes that never ever has an explaination that means anything. its always evil
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All the vienna swifties' testimonies on their sadness, disappointment and hurt really makes me feel for them, especially to see them being shut down again and again by the fandom
#say whatever you want about Taylor's justification for her silence#i deeply don't care#the variant release speaks for itself#and I'm only happy to see it allowed some people to open their eyes on her greedy behavior#and the fandom's that truly shows its cultist tendency with the way they shut down anyone expressing disappointment#is it really so hard to use a quarter of the energy you aim at defending Taylor at comforting (non billionaire!!) people who lost money#and you knowdiscovered they came close to maybe being murdered or at the very least 'involved' in a terrorist attack??#how HOW can you care about taylor in this situation? swifties' sense of priority is disgusting#artist: taylor swift#swifties#anti taylor swift#text#oli schist!
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Eloise Bridgerton is a raging lesbian and i will not be taking criticism
#bridgerton#season three#or at the very least a raging bisexual#doing my username justice#as evident by her friendship with pen and cressida#and by her disgust at the thought of men calling on her#john said i want to call on a Bridgerton girl and eloise said i know you ain’t talking about me#there was nothing straight about that peneloise episode 3 scene#or that i wish to call on miss cowper scene#not a polin post? am i okay?#i’m sure i’ll think of something to say about them tomorrow#cressida’s father was very homophobic coded#eloise Bridgerton#penelope Featherington#cressida cowper#creloise#peneloise
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what i hate is that ppl tried to play this as ohhh sympathy this sympathy that, BTCH SHE WAS GETTING TORMENTED! Like she was called a DEMON! for getting shot.. her mom just died and she didn’t have any other family members to support her like these ppl are evil
the way men band behind abusers is fucking evil like you really can't trust any of them I'm sick
patriarchy is Femicide
Misogyny is Femicide
Misogynoir is Femicide
the worst part of all of this is that the tory fans and men in the industry were almost happy to become extensions of tory’s abuse. y’all literally helped him abuse her. i will NEVER forget that.
diddy, Chris brown, LeBron: I hope you burn in hell and the same goes for everyone else who dehumanize her to slut out for her abuser and tormentor!
Megan is too kind for me I would have turned into a serial murderer
like I would’ve crashed out sooooo bad like all those niggas who have been exposed would be dead
#Absolutely!#That kind of resilience deserves serious attention—#powerful and heartbreaking#Every single man should start their lives in prison and work their way out#I hate every single person who hurt her#I wish they weren’t alive anymore!#Mind you#she’s going through this alone.#No close friends and her mom just passed#This is sickening. I want nothing more than to see Chris Brown and LeBron gone."#fr she was actually traumatized#the torment was so disgusting from all angles#It is very heart breaking 💔😔#And this is why they will always be the lowest#on the totem…#same n!ggas wanting people to care and feel sympathy for them.#Disgusting I hate black men right now at least this moment .#I warned you that after this documentary I was going to be hating#on black men for a while#Sorry to all the good ones who are catching stray shots#I’m just too pissed right now#❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#This whole case had me changing my opinions and views(at least for the moment)#celebrating the police and the system#being xenophobic towards Canadian people#posting stories with reader plus white celebrities with fluffy or smutty material#nearly being racist towards black men#saying that some of them nigcels deserved to be another hashtag#and backing the death penalty.#megan thee stallion
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Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3
#long very boring and unnecessarily detailed tag monologue incoming‚ feel free to skip:#this is going to sound like a silly thing to be hitting rock bottom over#but i’m fairly certain i have a semi-rare skin condition known as sensitive skin syndrome#which is basically where skin gets progressively more sensitive#until it won’t tolerate the topical application of anything at all without getting irritated#usually it happens to people on the skin of their face and i have it there but i also specifically have it on my lips#(which apparently is extremely not normal; i found a dermatologist’s case study from like 2019 of one woman who had it on her lips#and according to this case study there were no other cases of people having it on their lips#in all the dermatological literature he had read)#i can’t follow the protocol which all the journal articles i’ve been able to find say is helpful for the rest of the face which is basicall#leave the area the heck alone for at least a year#because if i don’t apply anything to my lips for more than two or three days they will get so dry they crack and bleed#so it’s looking like one way or another i may be having to deal with dry burning irritated lips for the rest of my life#and i’m not dealing with the thought of that very well#i’ve already suffered so much anguish from extreme sensitivity on the rest of my face#and not being able to take proper care of the skin there#and this is just too much for me#i know God is allowing this for a reason but it’s filling me with so much frustration and panic and despair that i don’t know how to go on#but i must and i will#this isn’t a serious or a life-threatening condition but it’s looking like a pretty hopeless one and it’s hurting me badly#and i would appreciate prayers that it would just be healed or that i would know what to do#i think i will try going to my dermatologist but somehow i doubt she's even heard of sensitive skin syndrome#on a COMPLETELY unrelated note i'm just about to get my period and also for two days i've ''eaten'' nothing but vegetable smoothies#and those in pretty small amounts because they're disgusting#(do a detox my hormonal health doctor said)#(it'll be fun she said)#ok if you read this far you're so brave braver than any u.s. marine etc.#thanks for reading ily <3
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The more responses I see to the earlier post regarding the fraction of issues regarding people's hcs and the way they enforce problematic racial stereotypes, the more I see people missing the point.
So! Let's revise the point in simpler terms!
POC: Hi! We've noticed this pattern of portrayal and we just wanted to know what's up with that? It's kinda weird as shit to see–
Fandom: You're telling us what to do! Mind your business! We were fine without this before!
POC: ...
POC: WE JUST WANNA KNOW WHY YOU DOIN ALL THAT–
No one, and I mean NOT A SOUL, gives a shit regarding who you headcanon as whatever race–not a damn soul.
We do think it's weird that these headcanons are depicted awfully similar to the racial stereotypes prevalent in the media and all we're asking is for you to examine where that's coming from because it's making the minorities who have been ever so patient about this uncomfortable. We don't need you to put on a show about how racist you aren't, validate your ethnic HCS with racist scenarios or change your shit. We just want you to consider what those headcanons look like and how they particularly affect others when done in negligence. If you're not willing to do that and you're not willing to look outside of your view point and get the idea then at least do us a favour and say your shit with your chest so you can get blocked instead of hiding behind anons and spouting your bullshit. It's disgusting and your ignorance is tiring to see. At least let me use the algorithm to take you off my feed so I can see the people who don't make me feel shit for existing and asking for consideration.
No one is calling you racist. No one has made this implication. We all just want you to unpack something because it's weird and we can't exist in a space where everyone is blatantly reinforcing damaging stereotypes and denying POC a welcoming space. But if that's too hard for ya then all I'm gonna personally say is:
It's pretty fucking hypocritical that y'all wanna consume media that discusses and critiques systemic racism enforced in schools, the media and society, but you wanna act like you're not adding to the problem those literary allegories represent.
P.S. Centrist behaviors and silence can and will be read by me as being complicit, and wanting to sweep this under the rug is telling of how fucked your mindset is.
#fandom#fandom wank#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted fandom#yeah–no#I'm willing to say shit because this is personally disgusting to me and it needs to stop#you will not consume whatever i have to produce and not acknowledge aspects of my humanity that you are afraid to tackle#i love all my babes but if you're not willing to at the very least help others feel comfortable like everyone else#over something simple then you can fuck off#Laveau's talking
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wishing all bad vile heinous things to seungri 💗
#watching a breakdown of the burning sun case bc i didn’t really know too much about it#and im disgusted#jaw on the floor#that that demon only got what a year ?#and is already out#and everything with goo hara is so depressing#to say the very least#all the women involved deserved SO much better
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So, it's been a million years since I've done any real writing, but I was toying around with potential descriptions for one of my dnd campaigns, and I'm really proud of how it turned out:
tw for graphic description of an injury
Every inch of [Rook's] back and shoulders is raw, covered in dozens, maybe hundreds, of small cuts. They overlap and merge so that his entire back is one giant wound. But you can't even get a good look at the cuts, because they are covered by a thick layer of dried blood, almost black in some places.
This will be part of the description the party gets upon seeing Rook for the first time after he was kidnapped by Captain Wolf, and dear god I can't wait to see their reactions both in and out of character. :)))
#the DM's response to me sending him this was ''that's disgusting I love it'' in all caps and that might be one of the best compliments ever.#if anyone's curious what happened to Rook uhhh... he got keelhauled.#the rest of him is beat to shit too but his back is a fucking MESS.#and it got just left like that for DAYS. untreated.#needless to say he's not having a very good time when they find him.#and that's before we even get into the blood barnacles!!!#morrigan.text#my writing#oc: Rook#dnd#my best friend once called me ''a sadist for fictional characters'' and when I write things like this and get hyped up about it#I can't exactly disagree lmao.#injury tw#blood tw#godddd I can't wait for him to get kidnapped.#I've been waiting for it for MONTHS now and we're still probably at least 6 weeks out from it and I'm losing my mind waiting.#sorry I don't have any ''real'' (ie from my wips) writing for you but I've been so burnt out the only thing I've had a passion for is dnd.
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#being neuro divergent or at least very shitty at human relationships sucks#i hate it#tbh rn i hate myself#why do i never grasp what can be told or not#what's a secret or not#and what people actually agree to when they say yes to something#i'm so shit at keeping my mouth shut even when i truly really try to#i want to kms rn#i won't obv but yeah#it's a disgusting mix of shame anger fear and sadness in my brain rn#not really linking the taste of it#pia's oversharing
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Hey everyone, for affirmations, if you were a fictional Character, know that at least part of the fanbase would be obsessively making fan art of you and making full analyses on your personality.
#this could be platonic or romantic or a cimfirt character or someone being obsessed with a villain#worried you're not attractive? just go into the deep corners of the fandom of your story. you'll probably be disgusted#but at least you'll be assured that you're not ugly.#worried you're unlikeable? At least 5 diehard fans will obsess over you and defend you until the end.#boring? in fandom#no one is boring.#There's probably several one shot collections with you in it#there's probably art by someone saying “Woe#they're so cool. they're my condirt character“!#there's probably people who are like “Hm#yes#very good character“#you would be loved in the fandom world. no matter who you are.#except if you're jimmy from mouthwashing#eldritch thoughts 🩷
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#tw vent i guess??#came here just to post smth that i'm most probably gonna delete later then leave#but aughhhh last week has been SO bad i really really needed to get it off my chest#had the final boss of a sick victorian child episode for like two weeks AND tons of college stuff to do-#-AND a test on a subject that i'm horrible at (and that i'm gonna fail fs)#AND i was supposed to get a septum which is something that i'd been looking forward to for literal YEARS#but upon telling my parents about it (cause they're kinda strict and ig they would like to know) i changed my mind#cause my mom took it SO personally.... like it was HER face not mine?🤨 but hey!#and although i had the decency to at the very least let her know that i was getting a piercing (which wasn't necessary for me to do but-#-i did it anyway out of consideration for her)#she has the fucking SPINE to tell me how i could do whatever the fuck i wanted if i cared more about getting it than about her opinion-#-but she would always think it was disgusting and that i had no right to get angry at her if she didn't look me in the face or#wanted to walk or be with me cause it'd make her embarrassed to be with me in public if i had that shit on my face.#and it hurts a lot not just bc of the fuckass piercing. but bc my parents (esp my mom) always react like this whenever i make a little-#-change on my appearanceor cut my hair or buy oversized clothes or whateverand like#if she's gonna be soooo hurt when i get a tiny piece of metal on my face. how is she gonna react when i tell her i want to get tattoos.#start taking hormones. change my name. get top and bottom surgery. be completely changed physically.#is she gonna die is the world gonna end. is she just going to stop talking to me forever.#because a piercing is not just a decoration. to me right now it's an extension of the changes i want to undergo on my body.#it's a step forward to looking the way i want too look#so a rejection to any change i do on my body feels like an indirect rejection to be being trans. and the fact that they're unaware of#just how deep their rejection cuts (bc i'm not out) makes me even angrier at them.#and upon the realization that if i ever came out to my mom (and the rest of my family too tbh) she would react *exactly* like this.#well. i did not take that very well.#wasn't very demure of her to say all that. not very mindful not very cutesy :/#also been sh-ing more bc if this and ughhh what a shit week. hope this one's better#also. i decided i'm still gonna get a septum this year. don't know when but fuck all that. it's gonna bother them all the same#no matter what time of the year i get it done. or if i do it in a year or two or five. so who gives a shit.#anyway. gonna delete later probably#📎
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i just remembered how my mom used to say its actually her religious right to treat her children however she wants and if we retaliate we would be completely at fault bc the parent should ALWAYS be treated with utmost respect
#she would say how the child has to respect their parents and bring them to church if they were to become a christian#as an example#how abusive#to tell children they should accept all behaviors towards them and never say anything or fight back#of course i argued with her but i internalized that#i still blame myself too much and am not as nice as i want to be towards myself for even the most minor things#bc she did that to me my whole life#belittled for everything at least and beat for it at worst#now it takes a lot of tries to not shame myself when something is comlpetely out of my control#bc according to her everything is my fault#if she spills water its my fault for distracting her#if she hits me for something my dad did then its his fault that she Had to beat me#no bro u decided to hit me thats YOUR choice#i hate them both so much for what they did to me#how they instilled guilt in me for trying to have boundaries and fighting for myself#i still am a people pleaser bc of that#its a raw very raw fear that if i displease someone they will hurt me#i have to remind myself over and over that someone being upset at my boundaries is not a reason for me to not have that boundary#if ur mad thats ur problem stay away from me then#i just will care too much about upsetting other people but its not my job to regulate everyone elses feelings#it makes me so mad#when theres something i need and am not getting and its bc im so scared of making people mad#even if they cant put their hands on me now#im sick of the paranoia and constant anxiety they have put in me#cant go outside without being scared they will pop up out of nowhere and try to ruin my life again#ivebeen living by myself for two years now and still so scared to even open my curtains sometimes#🧃#its disgusting to me how they think they own me#how they STILL think that any negative action i take towards them must be inspired by someone or something else#it could never be bc of their own abuse towards me
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42,000 people. 42,000 people with full lives and memories and family and a culture that is being erased. 42,000 people. My mind can’t even comprehend that number. Innocents. Infants. That’s a larger number than people who live in my city.
42,000 people are dead. Israel is committing genocide. This is an ethnic cleansing. It’s not only been going on for a year but for A HUNDRED years.
Read “The Ethnic Cleansing of Palestine” by Ilan Pappe, an Israeli historian. Learn the history. Educate yourself.
Call your representatives. Advocate for a ceasefire. Free Palestine. 🇵🇸🇵🇸
#as a year since the start of a genocide that would take 42k lives has passed#I’m taking the time to read and learn more#and it’s only fueled my grief and rage#I found out someone I called a friend for over two years#is denying that this is a genocide#and reblogging Islamophobic content#And saying that Israel is ‘just defending itself.’#which is a well-documented smoke screen for a 100-year long genocide#(again do your reading)#I’m disgusted that someone who calls themself a leftist would say that#we haven’t been friends in a while cuz they were very cruel to me and ppl I care abt#but this is still totally shaking me#42k people are dead.#but they’re going around saying this isn’t a genocide#no one will see this I have no internet presence#but for the love of god please educate yourself on Israel’s actions#many innocent people live there#they are not their government#but the government is committing an ethnic cleansing#and we can’t stop talking about it and we can’t deny it#idk where I’m going w this#the Palestinian people matter#their stories matter and their culture matters#their LIVES matter#the least we can do is continue to advocate for them and learn about them#and understand the genocide committed against them#because that’s what it is#a genocide#and we should call it that
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"I got nothing" it's almost like they don't want to talk to someone who has perpetuated hate and conspiracy theories involving their team and drivers which has led to themselves, their team and their drivers receive horrific hate and death threats, Ted...
#f1#formula 1#formula one#well well is it not the consequences of my own actions energy#but like ted is directly responsible for the horrifying hate hannah & yuki got last year#because he decided to use his very large platform to all but outright say that yuki crashed deliberately to benefit red bull#I'll never forget or forgive the disgust racist abuse yuki got or the horrific misogyny thrown Hannah's way#ted said nothing and then acted like the victim when red bull refused to grant sky sports access to them on race weekend#and it's far from an unprecedented thing to do ie for teams to refuse to talk to certain journalists or channels#Renault refused to talk to ziggo & Guenther has basically an on off relationship with sky Germany#as a journalist you have to at least try to be impartial or at least not be completely biased#because otherwise you cannot offer well rounded and fair coverage to your viewers#you don't have to be praising every team to high heavens and no one expects that but you have to be fair#fans get to be biased journalists and commentators do not#if you burn those bridges and choose to be biased that's on you you don't get to be upset that you no longer get info from that team
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I have slipped back into the realm of insomnia....
Can I not?
#I hate it. highs are usually heavily associated to my insomnia like these bitches walk hand and hand together can you both fuck off#I can't go into detail here because A) I don't really like talking about my mental health here and#B) it's very embarrassing for me to talk about.#I'll just say it's about my hypersexuality. I'd rather not talk about it here as I've come to the realization that a lot of people on#this website don't understand the term like they think they do so it sort of makes me stand here like#🧍god I am alone huh?#Anyways highs + my hypersexuality + my insomnia need to seriously fuck off~ ♡ I've gotten worse again and I fucking cannot stand it anymore.#Most ''studies'' are very male adjacent and it makes me feel even more alone because I don't have male genes. i was born afab ..#.. so its even harder for me to talk about without someone dropping that disgusting N term to me#siigh sorry for venting. least nobody is online to see it :\#tw vent
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i love how ive deluded myself into believing that the only path forward to a semi happy/peaceful life for me involves essentially beating myself into submission emotionally and physically to the point the endeavor might kill me before i even reach the finish line and experience said happiness and peace. who said that
#like i feel as though my choice are to either just actually give up and die#or ‘pull myself up by the bootstraps’/‘whip myself into shape’ in ways i realistically deep down know are impossible or will at very least#destroy my very essence at the end of it#i feel like ive tried everything i have access to and i have been so pushed past my boundaries so severely and so repeatedly#that maybe if i just push them some more i will get to the point i either break and actually dgaf anymore or Get Over It.#bc i know i don’t have it in me to keep being kind to myself anymore. i’m so sick of the way i am and life is that i’ve become disgusted by#myself and i feel like i am just so deeply angry at myself that self-flaggulance is more motivating than anything else anymore#idk what im saying i took a hit off my brkthers joint and i feel like im not real LMAO
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