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𝙒𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙫𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙧.
Anon requested!
Gojo x little sister reader!
Desc: after a battle he reassures you on your efforts.
Warnings: blood, death, light angst, hurt/comfort!
It was epic, it was bloody it was unlike the world has ever seen, but there she was the daughter of the Gojo household, living up to the name, proving that they deserved to be at the top.
She wasn't an adult, she was barely a teen, she looked up to her brother like he was an entity and not human at all. He loved her with all his heart, she was the Apple of his eye. Everyone who were jealous of them tried to break their bond but it was stronger than they thought, they were an unshakable force.
𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, 𝘺𝘦𝘵? 𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮.
She was sure she got this handled but out of the two, she always had second thoughts about herself although being almost as strong as her brother she always had thoughts that she just couldn't do it, why? She didn't know.
People were screaming at the top of their lungs but she was helping others and fighting a special grade at the same time. 𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘺, 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦? 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵, 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘐 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮? 𝘐𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘐 𝘢𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰? Same reoccurring thoughts in her brain ran like a mantra.
Just as she helped the other people and ran towards the others a big wave came from behind and rendered her completely powerless, she was thrown in the air far away she closed her eyes on instinct but before she could, she saw the people under the rubble 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥, 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦. She wanted to scream but she couldn't she crashed into a concrete wall and heard something crack, it was her wrist trying to stop her face from banging into the wall.
𝘐𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦, 𝘪𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵, ��𝘺 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘴𝘵, 𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦, 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮, 𝘐 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘺, 𝘐 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘨- "y/n? " She heard a familiar voice.
"Y/n, where are you cupcake? " He called out, but she didn't wanna face him like this at all, at her lowest.
"Y/n, this isn't funny sunshine" His voice breaking.
"You did your best now c-come out p-please"
"Sunshine, I swear to God I'll-"
"I'm here, Satoru" She called out, her voice rough from all the screaming.
He recognized it in a second and ran towards where the voice came from.
He ran towards her with a smile on his face
𝘔𝘺 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦, 𝘴𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘎𝘰𝘥.
He hugged her as soon as he saw her and she winced. He immediately let her go and saw her wrist that looked broken.
"Oh cupcake you are so strong, you fought that curse to the end, he was a scaredy cat fighting a 15 year old, I'm so proud of you. This little boo boo is nothing, you've got better stuff to worry about like where we'll go on vacation to celebrate your first special gr- Are you crying???" He asks, holding your face in his hands.
"What happened, you better tell me these are tears of happiness bubba"
"Hic-hic... Satoru I... Couldn't save those people under the rubble... They got crushed when he released his final wave, i-i thought he was dead. I really tried I couldn't be like you, i-i'm useless I couldn't do even one thing right and they're so injured, ar-are they dead? I can't tell I-I-" He hugs her immediately and pats her head.
"Oh cupcake these were the thoughts you were having?I thought you'd be proud of yourself. For saving so many people and showing that special grade who's boss, you're a Gojo c'mon!"
"See that's the t-thing I am a Gojo and I'm still so useless. "
"Shh shh not a word should come out of that mouth now. "
He holds her face.
"You are amazing, you are strong, no 15 year old is this helpful in a battle against a swarm of curses. You did amazing sunshine"
"I can never be like you, you're the strongest and I didn't, I C-couldn't save even a few sorcerers how will I ever be like you? You defeated a special grade at 15 or 16 I'm sure"
"Who said you have to be like me hmm? Who said that? You're your own amazing person with her own thoughts, her very own strong cursed technique, her own charm, her own personality, her own style of fighting, and the best heart which is my favourite the purest of all, so much that you can't see even a few people injured but you can put your life in danger, break your wrist in battle and I'm sure you were willing to put your life on the line, we can't save everyone and that's a fact, we are human after all, Gojo Or whatever it's human first, always, please don't think of yourself like this all I've wanted in life is for you to not end up like me. You should laugh, play with your friends, go to the arcade which you love so much, saving the world can wait can't it? If it can't your big brother is willing to lose a little sleep and help his precious sister out" As soon as he finishes he looks up to you and sees tears, your was red from tears.
"Oh wait, too cheesy? " He looks a little embarrassed " I know you're a teen now and teens hate cheesy stuff and-"
"I loved it" You hug him suddenly and he falls back from where he was on his knees.
"Bubba this is violence you know? I'm your bigggg brother" But despite the complaining, he's hugging you back.
"Thank you"
"For what cupcake? Being the most amazing handsomest, strongest, coolest big brother ever?"
"Figure it out satoru"
"I remember your friend yapping about how cool and handsome I am tho, I have eviden-"
"You must be daydreaming from shock of battle. "
"One day you'll grow out of your teen phase and realize you love me very much"
"That isn't needed" You say softly.
"Hmm? " He asks again but you know his smug ass heard it and wants to hear it again.
"Hmm what, shut up and carry me home, I'm tired of being the stronger sibling, it's exhausting really."
"Sure sure, hop on cupcake"
He gets up and carries you on his back all the way to the car.
On the way there you cry softly, what would you do if your big brother wasn't there to reassure you? He really is the best.
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godddddd literally eddie and chris probably went and. hung out with buck so much during the gettingcrushed recovery, while eddie pressed past his grief… that’s how buck became chris’s buck huh… that was when buck and eddie became like real real die-for-you partners… when they were at their lowest… and eddie always knows he probably saw how happy buck and chris made each other even when things were hard… that’s why he started the Dump A Child on Buck’s Sad Ass to Make Him Smile tradition… 😃😃😃😄😄😄
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Just a little question, do the Protectional Pawns have different styles, like Rooks, Bishops, Knights, etc?
I would say yes. Because Kingr has his handpicked officials, and they're like the metaphorical meat shields for the Skirmish General. They'll ALWAYS throw themselves in the midst of danger, if the Pawn's "King" --in this case, Kingr, during his time as General-- demands it, or if they deem the General to be in any sort of danger.
And no, they cannot say no to this whatsoever.
by the by, The Impassable Rook and The Callous Bishop are both men, but the Brisk Knight is a woman so. (just to make that clear)
What about the basic Pawns? If every military Puppet are called "Pawns", What are THEY called?
Well, they're called Infantry Pawns.
The Pawns have a very toxic power hierarchy, in which, whoever is a higher rank than the other, the higher rank can throw the lower rank under the bus simply if they want to. Infantry Pawns are the worst case of this, and has a higher rate of.... ehm, accidentallyshootingthemselvesinthehead--, but I think you can understand why.
Funny enough, you can also tell how high on the ranks a pawn is on based on what skull they may possess. The skulls are also referred to as "war masks", basically to intimidate either opposing forces, or just others in general.
A herbivore skull means that they're on the lowest of the ranks, just being above or even part of Infantry.
A smaller carnivore skull means that they're somewhere in the middle.
An omnivore skull means that they're possibly one of the highest rank Pawns there is.
Apex predator skull means they're just below the general rank.
A human skull is typically General status, because you know. "Humans rule over all animals" that sorta shit
Since the world is smaller than regular earth and this world has achieved "world unity", I imagine there not to be a lot of Generals, really. Maybe there were one for each megacity, but.... still kinda uncertain on that regard. Dunno. Maybe they're not important, maybe Kingr remembers them. Who knows.
#thanks for the ask!#tadc#tadc au#harlequin au#tadc harlequin au#the amazing digital circus#Puppet lore :3
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Second Chances and Hope (a theme of Limbus)
Let me ask you:
What's the most common wish?
To have a do-over, right? A second chance to right the wrongs, to take back the things you've said and done, to use the knowledge and hindsight you now have to be better than you were at your lowest.
In other words, turn back the clock.
I like timeloop fiction a lot (if my In Stars and Time posting hasn't given that away) and Limbus I'd consider timeloop-lite, if you will. And one of the most often explored elements of timeloops is "the perfect loop". The route where you perfect everything to a T and make everyone happy. If you could try a conversation over and over, you'd eventually know how to make it so the other person is happiest with it.
Of course, Limbus isn't an actual timeloop. But turning the clock to undo wounds has a somewhat similar effect on the Sinners' psyche.
The Sinners all have stuff they regret, stuff they want to change. It's why they all signed a contract to die a thousand deaths for a chance to get a wish granted.
And Dante is a vehicle for the Sinners' development not just because of the clock,but also because they are patient. Dante guides them where they can. And, most importantly, Dante allows them to do stuff over - make a mistake, get back up, try something different.
Deaths are a very obvious and loud thing, but the Sinners do gradually learn to be better than their mistakes, because they were allowed to fail, but always had Dante to fall back on.
It's so easy to become afraid of mistakes, because so often there isn't a chance to do over. Or at least that's what we are taught - get it right the first time or suffer the consequences.
It's easier to just throw in the towel because trying to change can be like a looming spectre, whispering "don't try, you'll just make it worse".
It can feel so... hopeless and scary. Like you're walking a tightrope without the safety net below, and any bad move will have you fall and die.
So it really speaks to me that this story is about being allowed to fail - personally or in combat - and then be given another chance. "This didn't work. Let's try something different."
Dante, in their position as the manager, does not realise what a kindness they bestow onto the Sinners by being so patient and kind.
The Sinners can have hope that, no matter what, Dante will be there to make sure they're okay, in the end. And that they'll be okay all the way until they finish this journey of theirs, hopefully ready by then to be better people.
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Well, now we are talking about Jon Snow's side of things.
Sansa: Oh, you are a prince now? Then I can marry you!
Jon: 🫤
Even if Jon is a legitimate son of Rhaegar and Lyanna, why would a character like him - who has repeatedly shown disdain for characters who stand by the prejudiced status quo - be okay with marrying someone who rejected him thus far on the basis of his birth but is now okay with that marriage because a piece of paper changed his status from bastard to high born noble?
From his very first POV chapter Jon has been presented as someone who resents his being treated as a second class human being solely on the basis of his birth. His loving or even marrying Sansa would therefore be the antithesis of everything his character stands for as written in the books.
Jon would be still be the same Jon, whether bastard or high born prince. Why would he love someone who thought he was the lowest of the low on the basis of his birth and now thinks he is qualified enough to marry her because his real parents married?
Then there is the fact that there is no necessity for Jon and Sansa to marry. At all. A lot of Jonsa meta have absurd theories about how Jon has to marry Sansa to belong to house Stark or to unite the North and how they would fall in love after marriage etc.
Again, Jon has no need to marry any Stark to belong to house Stark. His much beloved brother has legitimized him as Jon Stark and named him Lord of Winterfell and King in the North. Robb's last will and decree has also most probably disinherited Sansa to prevent the Lannisters to get Winterfell.
Similarly his half Tully younger siblings - Arya, Bran and Rickon - love him enough to support him and bring along with them the support of the Riverlands and maybe the Vale. Not to mention, Jon already has the support of the Riverlands because the likes of Edmure Tully - heir to the Riverrun - was present as a witness to Robb's last will, naming Jon Stark as Lord of Winterfell.
Thirdly, if Jon is forced to marry a sibling - which makes no sense but if that is a scenario - then why wouldn't he marry the sibling he actually likes, and misses deeply and loves spending time with and thinks of all the time and calls her his heart and home etc?
If Jon has to marry anyone to make a powerful alliance then the only marriage that makes sense would be one to Daenerys Targaryen, which would give Dany the North and give the North the resources to fight the apocalyptic threat from beyond the Wall.
Daenerys and Jon also make sense as leaders with parallel arcs, in terms of maturity, closer in age and also both of them being reformers struggling against the status quo to bring change. Dany wouldn't care that Jon is bastard or legitimized KITN - just that he would bring her the North. I could see them marry for a strategic alliance and then fall in love.
Jon and Sansa? No way, no how. They are both two very different characters who have nothing in common, who hardly know each other despite growing up together because Sansa thought Jon was less of a human being on the basis of his birth.
Jon's most important Stark relationships have always been Robb, Arya and Bran - that's where GRRM has focused on - and I think we will see that continue in the rest of the books.
One reason for why I find shipping Jonsa as a canon ship hilarious is that book Sansa would be so horrified if anyone suggested she marry Jon Snow!
And I think it's because Jonsa shippers themselves think differently to book Sansa. They know that Jon is a central character in the series, that he is a decent guy, has some secret parentage issues going on with the possibility of legitimacy, is loyal and forward thinking etc.
However, these matters don't concern book Sansa. She is a Stark - one of the last remaining Starks in Westeros. She is the eldest daughter of house Stark. The eldest daughter of the former Warden of the North and one of the formerly strongest houses of Westeros which still has a lot of loyalty from other Northern houses. She grew up with high expectations for her marriage.
She was formerly destined to be Queen of Westeros by marriage to Joffrey. She was considered for marriage to the Tyrell heir and would have been Lady of Highgarden. She married Tyrion Lannister who is heir to Casterly Rock. She is currently plotting to marry Harry the Heir - future heir to the Vale upon SweetRobin's death.
So as is seen by her as her right, Sansa expects a marriage to a very high born noble. So far all her prospects have been heirs to big houses and kingdoms.
In AGoT she thinks that the Stark Steward's daughter Jeyne Poole - The Pooles possibly being minor lords with a holdfast near Winterfell - was far beneath Lord Beric Dondarrion.
"Lord Beric is as much a hero as Ser Loras. He's ever so brave and gallant." "I suppose," Sansa said doubtfully. Beric Dondarrion was handsome enough, but he was awfully old, almost twenty-two; the Knight of Flowers would have been much better. Of course, Jeyne had been in love with Lord Beric ever since she had first glimpsed him in the lists. Sansa thought she was being silly; Jeyne was only a steward's daughter, after all, and no matter how much she mooned after him, Lord Beric would never look at someone so far beneath him, even if she hadn't been half his age.
For the same reason, Sansa would think that the bastard Jon Snow was beneath someone like Jeyne Poole.
In fact in her most recent sample TWoW chapter we see she doesn't think much of bastards. Five books in, with the very last published chapter, we see her matchmaking for the 19 year old Mya Stone with the much older, very low born, not good looking Lothor Brune because according to her that would be a good match for a bastard...
Alayne wondered what Mya made of Ser Lothor. With his squashed nose, square jaw, and nap of woolly grey hair, Brune could not be called comely, but he was not ugly either. Though he had risen to knighthood, Ser Lothor's birth had been very low. Brune would be a good match for a bastard girl like Mya Stone, she thought. It might be different if her father had acknowledged her, but he never did. And Maddy says that she's no maid either.
Sansa would be utterly shocked if someone suggested she marry loyal, honest, good Lothor Brune. He would be very low born for her. And if Lothor Brune is not good enough for Sansa how would she feel about marrying a baseborn bastard?
As much as Sansa would be joyful to reunite with her last living relative Jon Snow, she would rather match-make Jon Snow with some low born girl, some hedge knight's or freerider's daughter than marry him. And she would still think that a baseborn like Jon Snow would be lucky to marry someone higher up the chain like lowborn girls - the same way she thinks of Mya Stone and Lothor Brune.
Remember, bastards don't have any lands and are stigmatized as less than, being treacherous and lustful by nature of birth. Ned Stark gave Jon Snow no lands, instead packed him off to the Night's Watch.
Remember Alys Karstark dancing with Robb Stark and not Jon Snow because her father took her there to meet with the heir and not the bastard?
Look at Jaime's thoughts about Sybell Spicer:
"Your lord father promised me worthy marriages for Jeyne and her younger sister. Lords or heirs, he swore to me, not younger sons nor household knights." Lords or heirs. To be sure. The Westerlings were an old House, and proud, but Lady Sybell herself had been born a Spicer, from a line of upjumped merchants.
Or Lady Sybell's reaction to betrothing her son to Joy Hill. And this is only house Westerling.
"I have two sons as well," Lady Westerling reminded him. "Rollam is with me, but Raynald was a knight and went with the rebels to the Twins. If I had known what was to happen there, I would never have allowed that." Even from the grave, Lord Tywin's dead hand moves us all. "Joy is my late uncle Gerion's natural daughter. A betrothal can be arranged, if that is your wish, but any marriage will need to wait. Joy was nine or ten when last I saw her." "His natural daughter?" Lady Sybell looked as if she had swallowed a lemon. "You want a Westerling to wed a bastard?"
Also recall that the original arrangement was for two bastards to marry - Joy Hill, Gerion Lannister's bastard, to marry a Frey bastard.
So imagine Sansa's reaction to a suggestion that she marry the bastard Jon Snow... She would think it's a joke and laugh. She would be aghast and horrified. She would be repulsed and see it as punishment.
That's just how the high born Westerosi society thinks. Bastards are seen as the lowest strata. This is how feudal classism works in Westeros.
So unless Sansa gets suddenly and magically enlightened on classist prejudice, then Jonsa is something that is never, ever, ever going to happen. This is not even getting into what Jon Snow thinks and feels about the high born traditional ladies upholding Westerosi patriarchal ideals of femininity.
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what i hate is that ppl tried to play this as ohhh sympathy this sympathy that, BTCH SHE WAS GETTING TORMENTED! Like she was called a DEMON! for getting shot.. her mom just died and she didn’t have any other family members to support her like these ppl are evil
the way men band behind abusers is fucking evil like you really can't trust any of them I'm sick
patriarchy is Femicide
Misogyny is Femicide
Misogynoir is Femicide
the worst part of all of this is that the tory fans and men in the industry were almost happy to become extensions of tory’s abuse. y’all literally helped him abuse her. i will NEVER forget that.
diddy, Chris brown, LeBron: I hope you burn in hell and the same goes for everyone else who dehumanize her to slut out for her abuser and tormentor!
Megan is too kind for me I would have turned into a serial murderer
like I would’ve crashed out sooooo bad like all those niggas who have been exposed would be dead
#Absolutely!#That kind of resilience deserves serious attention—#powerful and heartbreaking#Every single man should start their lives in prison and work their way out#I hate every single person who hurt her#I wish they weren’t alive anymore!#Mind you#she’s going through this alone.#No close friends and her mom just passed#This is sickening. I want nothing more than to see Chris Brown and LeBron gone."#fr she was actually traumatized#the torment was so disgusting from all angles#It is very heart breaking 💔😔#And this is why they will always be the lowest#on the totem…#same n!ggas wanting people to care and feel sympathy for them.#Disgusting I hate black men right now at least this moment .#I warned you that after this documentary I was going to be hating#on black men for a while#Sorry to all the good ones who are catching stray shots#I’m just too pissed right now#❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#This whole case had me changing my opinions and views(at least for the moment)#celebrating the police and the system#being xenophobic towards Canadian people#posting stories with reader plus white celebrities with fluffy or smutty material#nearly being racist towards black men#saying that some of them nigcels deserved to be another hashtag#and backing the death penalty.#megan thee stallion
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chanlix moments i think about a lot (9/?) - Channie's Room Ep.59
#his happy lil face#stray kids#chanlix#bang chan#lee felix#skz#skz gifs#my gifs#chanlixmoments#the thing is. its been a while since channie's room so i forgot how terrible that yellowgreen wall is to color#and this is a vlive rip which already makes it lq#so like. ignore everything but how cute they r ok? thanks#anw if u even care then chan goes on to say felix has always been there when chan was at his lowest and felix is like and u were there for#me when i got eliminated:D and chan is like WHY WOULD U BRING THAT UP but felix is like we went back to the dorms together#and chan goes “i felt so bad that day” and they talked about how they both still vividly remember it and how it was raining and it matched#the mood#and chan is biting his fingers the entire time and has to take such a deep breath to come out of it#anyway they love eo so so so much. isnt that crazy
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hi guys . remember maidaph ?
....... yeah :)
#vix moment#i spent way too long on this#why#SORRY PHIGHTING PHANS IM#ILL AND HYPERFIXATED ON BLOCK MEN AGAIN#THIS IS MY LOWEST LOW .#Joke#maidaph#maid zedaph#zedaph#hermitcraft#hermitcraft zedaph#mcyt#fanart#art#zedaph fanart#i always forget how to tag tumblr posts#im so ashamed chat ....#OH YEAH love taste lyrics#cuz its in my head 24/7
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my one sided beef with other shop owners on neopets
#talkys#i always try to price my stuff way way lower especially if the market price is insanely high#and some bitch just bought out all my low priced shit just to add it to their hoard#like nobody's going to buy your 67.999 np item that you now have 30 of just because its the lowest on the market bitch.#they're just not going to buy it. its why you have fucking 30 of them not being sold
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Post-breakdown morning is really something isn’t it
#Like. Why do I always feel better right after my lowest point#Anyways I am determined to let NOBODY get to me today#Gonna work on some stuff in the library during third block#And fuck shit up /pos
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if you're still not boycotting israeli products, protesting against the genocide, sharing the news, asking for a ceasefire, I am judging you. I know my followers, I know my mutuals. I know the ones who selectively interact with my anime shitposts and ignore the ones about palestine. I am seeing you and I am judging you. I won't call you out on your bullshit personally, because if you can still ignore this humanitarian crisis while being active online and seeing all those posts, you're just not worth trying to reason with. But know that if you still choose to be silent, if you still think this issue is too political or complicated you're an ignorant, pathetic little bitch. you can't live without your starbucks? grow the fuck up. you think celebrities don't owe anyone their support and it is okay for them to stay quiet when it's the brown, the muslim who suffers? you're fucking delusional and you're pathetic. you think you get to turn a blind eye because it's not effecting you? you're a self-centered whiney little toddler. stay in your bubble and keep quiet all you want, i know you will lie to your kids one day and tell them you stood with palestine.
none of us are free until all of us are. free palestine 🇵🇸
#the biggest dumbfuck arguement i've seen esp from turkish media was 'well there are other genocides going on too 🤓'#and i think that's like the lowest you can sink#trying to use other ppl's suffering to promote the idea that any act done against genocide is in vain bc ppl always suffer and always will#like how fucking out of touch with reality do you have to be to think that's a valid point#yes many people are suffering#when we say free palestine we mean free the opressed. anywhere in the world#my heart cries for uyghurs. for sudan. for congo. for yemen. every single nation that's being massacred#the reason we put so much emphasis on palestine right now is that if we dont their freedom will be lost very very soon#this is not to say i'm prioritizing one nation's liberation above another#just the reality that if we dont speak up right now it might be too late#they are literally waiting for us to stop talking about it#to forget and get used to it#that's why its so important#all of them are. but if you're using the others to justify your apathy you're a disgusting person#freepalestine#free palestine#free gaza#boycott starbucks#boycott israel#boycott mcdonalds#boycott disney#boycott zara
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something that's extremely funny about knights of the old republic is assembling your little party. I've got my little trio, obviously I'm taking Bastila everywhere because there's just so much there. there's the lore. the force bond. also because it's been 20 years and I obviously know the ending, I've got some dramatic tension going on too, I feel like she's lying or at least hiding something, she has to know something more than she's letting on. idk I'm obsessed with her.
and then Carth. is just. there.
like he's the most interesting out of all of the other options right now which is why I keep dragging him along but it's also so funny to go from this like really intense backstory, shared dreams, shared history intriguing relationship to. Carth. There.
I also gave him an extremely silly looking visor thing. so it's like, the player character and Bastila having these intense conversations about sharing dreams and destinies and then Carth. Lurking. with his dumb little visor.
I'm having a great time.
#knights of the old republic#star wars#clearly i play 100% for the story so i always take these two because they're the most interesting to me#it's also why i play on the lowest difficulty setting#so i don't have to worry about like...stats or whatever#it's all about the LORE#and carth is there too#omg he's ken#...and carth HA
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soooo for one of my classes i had to compare a piece of modern media to Saint Augustine's book Confessions, and OBVIOUSLY i wrote about sunny.
if anyone's interested in reading about mac's struggles with sexuality and shame in comparison to the similar struggles of a catholic saint from the year ~400ad, here ya go! the word count for the assignment was pretty limited, so i couldn't go into as much detail as i wanted to (and i still went way over the word count lol), but at least that means its a quick read :)
#i don't actually expect people to read this but i'm still posting it cuz why not#the requirement was 300-500 words and the lowest i could get mine to be was like 650 buuuut hopefully my professor won't care too much?#iasip#always sunny#its always sunny in philadelphia#mac mcdonald#mac iasip
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It's 4 am and I am once again getting emotional about Zooble <3
#I went from thinking qbout how out of all my f/os they've appeared in almost all of my dreams since I started shipping with them#to being like Wow I really don't think I'd still be alive if it weren't for them#they really did save my life. they came to me during my lowest point and they saved me#even now they still motivate me to keep going and trying to get better#ttheyre really the ebst thing that ever happened to me. I'm so thankful every single day that they're apart of my life#I can't even imagine life without them now. they're the love of my life#it's almost like we were always meant to be together#I feel so loved whenever I look at them or think abkut them#even when I'm struggling mentally I still feel their love for me#which like. it's so nice to feel loved during times like that since my mental health is part of why I was abandoned by my ex friend#Zooble has made it clear that they don't have any intentions of leaving me#even if they're just a fictional character they still have made it so clear that they Do love me and they want to be with me#I don't think there's been a single day since I started self shipping with them that I don't think about them#I love them so much (more than I even have the words to describe)#even jf I did have the words I don't think a single one could convey just how much I love them#they're my sunshine and I love them so much <3
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seonhee and sawashiro both being associated with purple's the most evil shit in the world now who the fuck am i supposed to put in my purple card holder
#snap chats#sorry guys im one of those girlies who are super into card holders now </3 esp the ones you can customize </3#highkey i got this cause i wanted to put my school id in it so i didnt have to take my wallet out every time i needed to get in my buildin#BUT ON THE LOWEST OF KEYS I GOT IT TO BE MENTALLY ILL TOO i was obsessed watchin people journal and make cute card holders#i dont get recc'd those vids anymore but i remember watchin em an bein like MAN i wanna do that.... thats so cute..#on the real i think card holder customizing's healthy for me. it helps me learn to use things i buy LMAO#CAUSE WITH STICKERS AND THE SORT I HOARD THEM AND NEVER USE EM#and i always get buyer's guilt even if it's something small so i just think. i have to learn letting go and things not being perfect is ok#YOU BOUGHT IT SO USE IT like those ishin colognes... like the scent'll fade anyway i should use them while i can...#as much fun and therapeutic I Think as this was tho i cant imagine having a need to get another card holder... tragedy..#regardless. this card holder's really cute </3 spoilers it's a kuromi one cause i needed more purple in my room i fuckin guess#the stickers were real cute.. also there was a lil baku... hi baku <3#which leads me back to my problem. '''''''problem''''''' yeah i dont even have a printer here but when i go back to my ma's i wanna be sick#walmart lets you get photos on that GLOSSY PAPER... tempted... anyway no listen to my non problems#cause in my heart i do associate kuromi with seonhee alright it just makes sense. PLUS baku and joon-gi#COUNTERPOINT. HOWEVER. there is no image funnier than slapping a depressed middle aged man who prob has a worryin body count#into a card holder decorated with hearts and sweets and bows with a big ass heart keychain danglin off it. like cmon#big brain move is to print out one pic each of em and just swap em out every other day LOOOL#i just want an excuse to show off the card holder.. i get why people have these now this was fun and cute....#ok bye i think ive been ill enough tonight#i thought i was gonna finish another comm but ☠️ ill just do them tomorrow morning they wont take long..
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like out of all the many, many traumas ive given elspeth my favorite has gotta be the deep roads lol. and specifically the way she never really got OUT of them. yeah so maybe her body did but not HER. shes still down there with ruck and helspith every time she closes her eyes. and during future expeditions when she goes down into the deep roads for real, it doesnt feel like some horrible nightmare it feels like REALITY and its the surface and love and warmth and alistair thats nothing more than a pleasant dream. one shes always going to wake up from. bc even in her happiest moments she's never not aware of the darkspawn digging up towards her just a few miles under her feet. and never not feeling the eyes of the deep roads looking at her, gleefully waiting for her, and knowing its not going anywhere
#i love shale but for elspeth's worldstate i dont recruit her bc im so obsessed w the dynamic of it being elspeth/alistair/oghren/the dog lol#oc: elspeth#tay plays dao#she got SEVERE shell shock being down there in the dead trenches after the realization that came from helspith's poem#why shes never seen any female darkspawn and why there apparently arent as many female wardens either#and like. Understanding that death is the absolute best case scenario for her.#alistair had to 100000% step up as the leader because she was completely out of commission. barely able to breathe let alone fight or lead#going from this unstoppable warrior who NEVER loses her nerve or control on a battlefield#to nearly dying to the broodmother bc she was so fucking terrified. bc all she could see was her own fate mirrored back at her#finally FINALLY understanding what it means to be a grey warden. and then trying to reject that reality with her entire body and soul#she pulls herself out of it enough to get out alive but she never had a moment of like... triumph over the deep roads where she had a burst#of courage and saved the day or whatever. thats not usually how trauma works and so alistair carried them thru that#thru the broodmother and the anvil and branka and back to orzammar just as elspeth was beginning to put herself back together#afterwards the lack of closure to what was one of her ''weakest'' lowest moments rly weighed her down with guilt and shame#and its only a year later during awakening when she finally reconciles with having NO choice but to go back into the deep roads#and being able to kill the mother. THAT helped. that restored some small part of her#gave her the strength to start going back down there when the need arose. resigned to an early death but ready to put up a fight#but ye. still such a fundamentally devastating thing she went thru which altered her entire personality to the point where she starts fully#embracing being a warden (bc how can someone who's seen what shes seen and done what shes done be anything else???)#and INSISTING alistair take the throne despite having always been supportive of his desire not to. even if it means she loses him.#bc its a last ditch effort to save him from the fate she's completely surrendered herself to#sigh. this game man.#i need dadw to Confirm that the grey wardens have found a cure and alistair and hof are safe because jesus christ. my girl NEEDS a win
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