#i want to kms rn
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#being neuro divergent or at least very shitty at human relationships sucks#i hate it#tbh rn i hate myself#why do i never grasp what can be told or not#what's a secret or not#and what people actually agree to when they say yes to something#i'm so shit at keeping my mouth shut even when i truly really try to#i want to kms rn#i won't obv but yeah#it's a disgusting mix of shame anger fear and sadness in my brain rn#not really linking the taste of it#pia's oversharing
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I’m so normal yall
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of course i had to relapse after 3 days because my brain can’t stop giving me fucking flashbacks.
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This epilogue has already fucked me up so much and were only two chapters in
#harvs art#boku no hero academia#my hero acadamy#my hero academia#bakugou katsuki#izuku midoriya#bakudeku#deku#kacchan#dekubaku#mha#bnha#bkdk#dkbk#katsudeku#mha 425#mha spoilers#Its so difficult for me to think about bkdk rn in romantic situations cause izuku just looks like he's not in the mood for smth like that#and i gotta respect my mans wishes yknow??#i want to kms
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i get so depressed when people tell me about their accomplishments and my only accomplishment is getting through each day without killing myself
#pls help me i’m not okay#idk how to feel#my tummy hurts rn#mentally unstable#trauma#i wanna kms#tw depressing stuff#i want to be okay#how to be successful#i want to be rich and happy#tw depressing thoughts#mental abuse#mentally tired#relateable#im sad and tired
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stuff heavily referenced from clive hicks-jenkins' art cus i've been rly into it lately 🥰
cute idea scribblings for the last drawing..lol
#tes#skyrim#talvas fathryon#neloth#my art#stylized small pupils look good on neloff#and kinda off topic but he would really benefit from wearing robes that aren't tied around the waist LOL it would give him more of a -#- powerful look .. mmrp#i'll never be able 2 do wat clive can do but i think i came pretty close#using the materials dat i have#i like all of these though :) pencil makes me happy#whenever i draw traditionally i always have something smart to say abt art in my head but then i forget everything i wanted to say#i wanted to add text to the last one as well but i'm not well versed in how clive would use text in his artworks yet && tbh it looks -#- better w/o it#if i did add text .... it'd say: “first love” :)#how cute :)#and the last btw#😂#i'm really not sorry for drawing nothign but nelvas rn but i will come back to other stuff once i'm not as packed w/ work#when i'm in stress i just like to draw the things i'm used to for now#these drawings r so big my tumblr is gonna kms over them get over it bitch
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One of the main reasons why I used to avoid Isekai’s, and fantasy works in general, like the plague is because of how over saturated they’d become with things that didn’t feel like they even belonged to the genre to begin with… it’s not too hard to find works that stand out but so much of those works have been pushed down and forgotten, it just sucks.
#one of the many reasons why fantasy in general outside of a few things has never stuck with me or have even been a go to genre to engage#with if it was simply just that and nothing else added to subvert the genres 🧍🏾♀️#at least enough for me to enjoy myself… and I’m an insanely picky person too so…#isekai’s really did get turned into incel shit and sm of them are pedo/incest pandering as well#the amount of times I’ve run into an isekai where the warrior ends up marrying his daughter at the end of the series-#never got over that one where the son was falling in love with his mom bro that series could’ve been so fun#and a lot of the scenes with them would have them almost appearing as though they were a couple… the Romantic scene on the beach 💩…#kms rn-#and sm fantasty stuff is full of assault as well because they want to be like berserk so badly uhhh#it’s kinda crazy#rambling#I’m mostly desensitized to a lot of this stuff in fiction depending on how they’re presented but I usual usually scroll by/read the things#as quickly as possible just to get done with it#I don’t rly skip most things tbh :(#DM is refreshing though it’s very charming and colorful#I don’t have much to say for frieren since I never really cared to get into it but I’m sure it’s endearing for most
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Mel is literally suffering the consequence of being born. Literally had no problems except with the beef between P & Z, until her mom came.
Im sorry I will never not be salty about Ambessas behavior.
#arcane#mel medarda#mel arcane#arcane s2#arcane mel#i wanna kms#im going to kms#ready to kms#kms#i want to kms#I hate this#Makes no sense#But I'm grieving rn#Leave me alone
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I know this is 100% my personal problem and idk if anyone can relate but as an afab person with some weird gender shit going on I kinda hate it whenever dnp make jokes like "you know us we don't like pussy/tits" etc like 😭 I love that they have fully healed from the comphet "fyi I like vagina" era but I hate being made to feel like a Woman™ because of my anatomy if that makes sense. Like my brain interprets it as "we don't like those traits because they make you a woman and we're gay" idk it gives me like a weird wave of dysphoria every time they say it 😭😭 the first time I watched BIG I interpreted Dan's monologue about "I don't care what kind of anatomy you've got going on, I don't feel attracted to the signs on bathroom doors" as being like trans inclusive but I fear he's walked it back with these constant jokes dsdfghjkl and to be clear I'm not saying anyone is obligated to find me or my body type attractive like that's not what this is about. It's just the equation of genitals/anatomy with gender idk. And this is not even really something that's specific to dnp and I know there's a lot of discourse about genital preferences or whatever idk idk maybe I should've just sent this to phannieconfessions and allowed everyone to take it in the worst possible faith over there. I just need to get it off my chest
#im still trying to figure out if i should book an appointment with a gender specialist#i do have a gender dysphoria diagnosis on my file#but one of the things that's held me back from wanting to try T or whatever for such a long time is this fear of not passing#or of like not fitting into anyone's ideal of gender#like if i were to go on T and start presenting more masc. would that even make me feel better#if i still had to constantly listen to people saying “yeah but you're still a woman tho bc you don't have a dick sorry :)”#i know they're just joking but people on here certainly seem to take those jokes very seriously idk and I'm starting to take it to heart#as well i guess#i need to get back in the fucking gym im so skinny rn and it's making me feel even worse#I've been having trouble eating lately and I've lost a few kg. my arms are so skinny i fucking hate it here#sorry I'm relistening to the stereos and dan made a “we don't like slits” joke + i got like 3 hours of sleep bc i woke up with a migraine#and I'm losing it a bit idk#turning reblogs off because i know this is the piss on the poor website and ppl will decide to interpret this as#“im gonna kms unless dan and phil tell me they wanna fuck me” dssdghhfdjkljhjll 😭😭😭
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i’m so jealous. people who don’t have bpd won’t ever understand how it feels to have your emotions take over, to feel your entire world end, to want to physically crawl out of your own skin bc you’re so angry, or ashamed, or done with being alive. it’s like a hurricane of emotion hitting you & you gotta sit there & act like you’re fine
#i’m about ready to lose my fucking shit and kms#all because of something so small#but even tho i’m aware the problem is small it doesn’t matter#i am not coping well rn#i just want him to hold me#i’m tired of being like this#fuck i wanna kms
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kaneshiro really wants the readers to understand how madly in love with each other nagi and reo are and its honestly suicide inducing im being completely serious. IF THEY WOULD JUST TALK!!!! (i know they eventually did but at what cost).....
also, we finally know what reo wanted to say but didnt (bc he thought nagi wouldnt come back to him) when nagi declared he was going ahead on his own and its the most romantic, yet encouraging thing ever nobody touch me
#blue lock#nagireo#reonagi#episode nagi leaks#blue lock leaks#episode nagi spoilers#blue lock spoilers#why do they always do this when im studying#i saw this at around 7pm and its now 1am and im still frozen.#crying reo is real im gonna be sick#OFC WE KNOW NAGI IS DOING IT ALL FOR HIM BUT HE DOESNT HES NOT A MIND READER HES SO HURT HES CRYING NAGI SEISHIRO WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON U#i cant say i want to kms on twt freely so im gonna have to say it on tumblr#god if it wasnt for ch 207 and the voice guide i would be considering ending it all rn fr#im not gonna talk abt the bachisagi reonagi parallels again cause i made a separate post months ago..it feels good to have media literacy
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need to kms or get hospitalized
#i want to kms#i wanna kms#i wanna cvt#i wanna die#i wanna kms rn#i need to die#ready to kms#kms#im going to kms#i hate everything#i hate it here#i hate my parents#i hate my brain#i hate life#i hate this#i hate school#i hate my body#i hate my existence#i hate my mom#i hate my teacher
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(Waiting for something to happen?)
#error draws#omori#omori omori#omori mewo#fanart#i don't even want to talk about how i'm feeling rn#wrecked perhaps?#this game makes me want to kms#(compliment)
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SpOiled for uehhfhh uhh neck crackalackin ?
OOOO MOVES MOVES GET EM OOO GET EM BEAT EM DOWN !!!!!!!!
KAPOW !!!!!!!
#I really wanted to do this leave me be#CRAZY episode#Aiden goes ham Ruh roh raggy not good#Actually scratch that VERY good beat ‘em DOWN !!!!!!!!!#Kidding !!!#Leave Alex alone 😿😿#I mean it makes sense he’s acting that way he’s worried#Anyway sure hope nothing bad happens to them ever again 🥰🥰#What if they use Lily as bait or a ransom to the parents ? Like either her or the kids#work for us or die kinda thing idk#I came up with it with isen at one point#HIDIDIII ISEN#Don’t know if your on here anymore but I’m tapping about it anyway#I really want to play Roblox rn it’s eating me#But I also want to work on my gacha channel cuss so ahvent uploaded in like a year#FOSH THIS IS SO HARD#I WANT TO DO 50 THINGS AF ONXE#I BLAME EVERYTHING ELSE#tee hee anyway#School Bus Graveyard#why is my tumblr tweakin out I’m gonna kms#AnywY#School Bus Graveyard Webtoon#Ashlyn Banner#Sbg#sbg webtoon#did I spell that right ????? Idk#school bus graveyard#pops my knuckles
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I've always had trouble differentiating what was a dream and what is reality, but the dreams I could never confuse with reality were the dreams of you- It was unreal in a way where we were so happy all the time in each other's company and mostly, what was so evidently different from reality was that you loved me. you loved me like I love you.
#wlw#wlw yearning#sapphic yearning#lesbian yearning#wlw post#queer#sapphic#unrequited#lesbian#words words words#spilled words#on love#gay#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#lgbt pride#lgb alliance#kms kms kms#kms <3#kms rn#im going to kms#i hate this#i wanna kms#i want to kms#i wanna die
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