trauma blog. 20. ⚧︎ csa survivor. bpd, ptsd, fibro. sh recovery. crutch user.
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system culture is not knowing jack shit about your likes and interests sometimes, and in a moment of clarity creating an entire document to note down every single thing you can remember you like or are interested in
like i have multiple categories, each for different things,, i have one for food & drinks, another for special interests, another for bands and content creators, and more,, i wont remember without this so might as well write down as much as i can y'know
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Me because my friends have a life and can't give me attention & compliments whenever I want them to

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i need to buy a rollator.
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i was so happy to finally start working but then… a flare!
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cried from the pain lol.
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our head hurts and we feel like we splitted someone new who might be the new host or a co-host. i’m feeling so… gloomy.
#idk who i am#i feel like i might be a negative symptoms holder#i feel… so different#so distant#it seems like i just suddenly popped#plural system#did system
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system been silent since we left the bpd center, after i was constantly dissociated and one of the reasons i left was because of this.
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i mourn the person i never got to be
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man i have GOT to do this thing. *doesnt do it*
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when you’re trying to build gingerbread houses with your bf but he pulls out the power tools
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stop villanizing disabled people. stop assuming we're just being lazy. stop assuming we could be trying harder. stop assuming that we'll "feel better" in a few weeks. stop assuming that we have the same energy levels as everyone else. thanks for coming to my ted talk.
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automated text reply that just says YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY PERSON I AM LETTING DOWN
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Please make everything about me. Adore me, praise me, kiss the ground I walk over.
Please don't look at me. Don't perceive me, forget about my existence, let me bury myself with no consequences.
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