#it’s either cancer or it’s not
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i’ve been in a less-than-ideal mood for a bit, so apologies in advance if i say something fucking stupid or out-of-pocket
#i feel like im stuck in limbo#like i’m Schrödinger's cat#do i have cancer or do i not have cancer#that’s the question#instead we wait and wait and wait#i either have cancer or i don’t#i have abnormal fast growing growths on an organ#it’s either cancer or it’s not#we don’t know yet the cells themselves do#it’s driving me insane
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was talking abt this with @kowai-kabuki-tanuki the other day but like WHERE are the action items??? Trying to volunteer - like actually volunteer constructively (be it reading to kids or hopping on calls with government officials or showing up to a school board meeting as part of a group or even picking up some litter at the park) is like trying to find a needle in the haystack of endless fundraising and "awareness" campaigns.
I know I'm not the first to notice this but like wow every website i go to the "get involved" tab or page is just different ways to donate or to sign up for email lists that purportedly will tell me about events "in my area" - and those events are almost always fundraising events or like 2 hr rallies or what have you.
Like you don't understand I'm trying to find people who will make school lunches with me to give to kids who have lunch debt. I'm trying to find the thing where we all get to chat together about the best strategies we can deploy to ensure the county doesn't make evictions easier etc.
I'm tired of the campaigning!!!!! Like let's DO something I don't want to uselessly mill around in front of the supreme court feeling angry!! And when i go to the local abortion org and sign up for escort training i uhhh ACTUALLY WANT THEM TO SCHEDULE IT!!!!!!!
Look fundraising is important and awareness is important and they are both necessary arms of any real nonprofit org and I'm not getting down on them - but I also NEED to be able to join an action-based volunteer group that won't require me to give up my job for a year and is also not like. affiliated with a church or smthn.
#honestly most of my successful volunteering opportunities were either govt programs (cleaning up the parks#etc) or just. an informal group of people (the guys who started the food delivery for elderly during the pandemic#and driving cancer patients to their appointments)#idk idk BE THE CHANGE i get it i hear ya#maybe this is a sign to start a meetup or something
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damn he looks like art
in love with this sweet cancer man aaaaaa ♋️🥺❤️❤️
#for some reason I love cancers#but they’re either toxic or the sweetest EVER#but either way they are cute af#the way they express themselves is just unmatched#squid games#squid game 2#gong yoo squid game#the salesman#squid game s2#squid game salesman#squid game recruiter#squid game season 2#squid game#gong yoo
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My take on a revived clover AU
I like to think that monsters preserved the human children as a sort of remembrance using similar magic to their food since it doesn’t expire, but since humans have more physical matter it only delays rotting rather than completely stopping it, and since clover had died being much less harmed because they gave up their soul rather than getting murdered they get to be the first to come back with minor changes since they didn’t rot that much and their internal organs stayed in tact.
Also in this au flowey kinda goes MIA on frisk and doesn’t wanna be friends/isn't ready to talk to them juuuuust yet, clover’s kind of an exception though :D which also means frisk doesn't reaaallly know about clover til weeks later cause clover isn't ready to face martlet starlo or anyone else until they feel ready, dying and choosing to be alone as a 12 year old can be not great for the brain
Flowey is technically clovers guide through the underground but is still trying to get the other humans to wake up so he’s kinda busy but will know if clover is near a save like in game.
I might give this clover figerless gloves to hide the more human-lookin' skin
Clover is actually essentially sneaking around places like waterfall and snowdin town, staying places that have small shops and less people that would be able to recognize them
The tumblr user howlonomy gave me so much brainrot in their au so look at it!!! Their clover is such a creaturr!!!! /pos
#art#sorry for the tags#drawing#uty fanart#clover uty#uty clover#ut yellow#undertale yellow#undertale yellow au#I might make more stuff when my laptop is fixed#howlonomy seems very cool but also I'm not @-ing them because jesus christ social interactions are terrifying and the concept of being#percieved also scared the heck outta me#Ap bio makes me want to explain magic in a microscopic sense y'know? like explain how magic turns into chemical energy which when you eat#goes through your bloodstream or by electrical signals and makes you heal fast#also like#debating whether the stasis they were in would be either because it stopped the cells from majorly decaying and deviding or whether it#continues the cell cycle but prevents dna from being damaged in this statis preventing things like illness or cancer while in a sort of#living stasis?#I'll think abt it some more#if you can't tell I really like science and art.#“lucky” clover au
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peaky blinders — 4x06 created by steven knight
#showstopping cinematic excellence etc#tom hardy is phenomenal and i enjoyed his character and acting in general don't get me wrong!!#and what i'm about to say now is probably an unpopular opinion (since my opinions are always unpopular in every media) but...#see this could've been the closure of his character like everything has been set to this showdown#he tried to get arthur killed basically betrayed tommy#and when tommy outwitted luca alfie knew the jig is up that tommy is gonna be after his ass plus the skin cancer#like alfie wanted this...he wanted to die in his own terms and by tommy himself instead of either by the mafia or by cancer#he was already doomed!! but no they had to drag him out throughout the show...no one cheered no one clapped#he has overstayed his welcome on the show and i believe this is mostly because tom hardy is a fan fav and a good friend of steven knight#and just didn't have the same impact anymore#peaky blinders#cillian murphy#tommy shelby#pb text post
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The fact that Pasta was involved on the game-winning goal must have made Marchy feel like the most vindicated angry captain in the league right now.
#bruins lb#brad marchand#david pastrnak#come for his boy and he will burn you to the ground and piss on the ashes#as is only right and proper.#a conspiracy theory that i saw kicking around said that bruins management fed the 'pasta clubhouse cancer' rumor to the media#as a way to fire up the team and force them to engage in embattled togetherness.#which would be diabolical. but fun!#another one said that pasta actually IS a clubhouse cancer and marchy's over the top response is how you know it's true.#frankly i think this also has fun narrative potential because it supposes marchy is either territorial or some kind of incredible actor:#a) sure pasta is a poison upon team morale. but he's OUR carcinogen. like only you can punch your little brother for being an ass#OR#b) marchy knows it's true but is so committed to the bit of team unity that he is crafting performative rage posts on insta at 10:30 pm.#but let's focus on the important news from this game:#marchy and pasta's moms had breakfast together this morning
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since there's apparently no canon birthday for apollo, i say we as a community have to decide together.
so i will be a series of polls to narrow it down to a singular day. first, we all pick a month, then a range of day, and then we'll pick a day out of those.
I'll reblog this post with the range of days poll so please be sure to look at the notes. The last poll i'll only be able to post once the second one is finished though but if you all look at the notification of when the first two polls are done that shouldn't be a problem.
With that said, I'm hoping a lot of people vote because I think it would be way more fun that way. ❤️
#apollo justice#aa456#apollo justice ace attorney#aa apollo#ace attorney#what? im totally normal about him.#this is normal behavior#the fact that apollo won't ever know his own real birthday either.. so sad#though he probably got to pick and honestly i'm kind of jealous of that bc i would simply not choose to be a cancer if i could#<- i dont put much stake in astrology but being a cancer just feels like a cruel joke!!#apollo justice birthday poll
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Describing musicals accurately but still missleading if you don’t know them:
Starlight express: kid plays with toy trains even tho he’s supposed to sleep
Hamilton: They both die at the end but its only one person
Heathers: „those two gay ppl are the reason for suicide“
Be more chill: a failed attempt to recreate Qualityland irl
Newsies: ✨inflation✨
Dear Evan Hansen: „those trees are the reason for suicide“
Tarzan: swing it baby
Sneakerella: guy builds a whole ass city inside his shoes
Come from away: booktropes???
Chicago: prostitution
Alladin: ghosts and feminism
Into the woods: …
Cats: magikKK
Annie: reverse newsies
Hadestown: ‘lmao. Imagine dieng on your wedding day HAHA— oh.’ OR ✨spring✨
Mathilda: reality is a concept
Lion king: monarchy’s *a single nod*
Spring awakening: „sex is the reason for suicide“
Falsettos: jewish kid plays baseball and sucks, gay men play tennis and die
Rent: pay up or DIE👹
Tuck everything: “SURE! Kid, make that innocent FROG immortal. WHY NOT?/sar”
Phantom of the opera: dejavu
Les Miserable: Europeans steal bread <3
In the heights: less sad, modern version of west side story
Highschool Musical: guys only want that one thing
West sod story: „capitalism is the reason for suicide“
Mean girls: suicide is fake
Waitress: HOMOSEXUAL!… *cospiracy voice* or is it?
Six: pitty party
The prom: little miss perfect but it isnt
Rovky horror show: hehe heha😈
Bonnie & Clyde: „love is the reason for suicide“ /hj
Beetlejuice: black, white & green
Little shop of horrors: „trees are the reason for suicide“ THE SEQUEL
Hairspray: ah yes, the 60‘s… don’t you love capitalism
D: if the Grimm brothers made sequels
Book of mormon: ah yes… jesus…
The guy who didnt like musicals:”YOU are the reason for suicide” *dramatic music*
Moana: “as a kid in th- what? Wrong musical? Oh…”
Ride the cyclone: reality is a concept pt. 2
The outsiders: Bonnie and Clyde x westside story (awithout the racism) crossover
Illinois: gay people have bonfire
The greatest show: fame changes ppl *nods inquisitively*
Bonus cuz idk if this counts
Jatp: hot dogs are the reason for suicide
#broadway#my posts#musicals#I would have taken#‚cancer is the reason for suicide‘ (literally)#for Illinois#but that wasn’t misleading enough so….#to be fair#the one that i took isnt as muskeading as i want it to be either#but its the best i could come up with
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Hey do yall think Magnus protocol Gerry also has brain cancer that nobody knows about until it’s too late or what?
#it was brain cancer right?#that’s what killed him?#tbh it’s possible my brain invented that#I might’ve fallen asleep during some of the episodes and just not bothered to go back and relsiten#either way#he died#oh no#and Gerry was kinda weird in that episode#like- weirdly chipper#I’m so happy he’s here tho#I hope he comes back#I hope Micheal is also here#I hope they kiss#gerry keay#tma gerry#the magnus protocol#tmp spoilers#gerad keay#tmp#tmp shitpost
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what kind of music do you listen to when you play rdr2? :0
It might sound odd but ironically I don't usually listen to country music. I love listening to fast paced songs that are full of energy as I barrel through the heartlands on my horse. Truly an unmatched feeling.
I mostly listen to mcr! Especially three cheers and danger days, but I do think the black parade as an album has Arthur vibes to it. I love all the albums anyways!
#it's all fun and games listening to mcr on shuffe until cancer starts playing and I start crying#chapter six arthur morgan :(#but if I was to assign arthur a mcr song it would either be house of wolves or the foundations of decay#but thank you for asking!!!#rdr2#asks#mick squeaks
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HelIo! I don't make any personal posts on this page but I really wanted to talk about this one! twitch.tv/burstbeat
I watch and donate to Jackscepticeye's Thankmas every year, but this year is something really special to me. And I. AM. STREAMING. FOR. IT.
I have always struggled with mental health but earlier this year I was diagnosed with stage 3 breast cancer (triple positive). I am currently post-chemo and post-mastectomy and things are looking really good! I still have radiation coming up, so my journey isn't over yet. But throughout the whole process I've really struggled with my mental well being. I am eternally grateful to my medical team for supporting me every step of the way, but after losing my hair and one of my breasts, on top of everything else, I absolutely dipped into a bit of ~the despair~. So when Jackscepticeye announced that this year was focused on supporting mental health, I knew it was time for me to get more involved. I am SO ready to spread the joy and awareness this season! ❤️
Before my treatment started, I loved streaming JRPGs. I took a pretty significant break during the tougher portion of my treatment but I think I'm ready to get back into it. And what better time than Thankmas! AND with Kingdom Hearts!!
I'll be playing the first Kingdom Hearts game (because nostalgia of course) starting Friday December 6th, 2024 @ 6PM EST. And I'll be going for as long as I possibly can, especially if I have people donating to and spreading the word for such a great cause. I have so much love for this game and honestly I think I need some good ol' KH nostalgia right now. I need more Sora in my life during these trying times! I really hope all of you beautiful people join me and help spread awareness for mental health this Thankmas!
P.S. The picture I used for this post is me entirely bald; I've been wearing a wig (and probably will for stream) for weeks while I get back to work, but I'm trying to be more comfortable with my bald ass head. I'd like to bring more awareness to cancer treatments, especially in younger adults like myself, and help normalize the process from a physical and mental perspective. No matter what, thank you so much for reading this small novel I ended up writing lmao
P.P.S. There is a good chance my orange cat will hog the face cam like the attention ho he is, so if you like cats then this stream will so be for you.
#kingdom hearts#kh#thankmas#jackscepticeye#charity#donation#cancer#breast cancer#cancer treatment#sora#oncology#treatment#medication#healthcare#PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK ME ANYTHING#EITHER RIGHT NOW OR DURING STREAM#twitch#streamer#girl streamer#female streamer#I AM ADDING AS MANY TAGS AS I CAN TO GET THE WORD OUT#SORRY IF THAT'S WEIRD#triple positive#thankmas24#2024
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anyone else really scared about the rush of media backlash against the public for supporting the United Healthcare CEO shooter (it's not Luigi Mangione until he's proven guilty) and what it could mean for the upcoming trump administration?
#united healthcare#luigi mangione#brian thompson#us healthcare#uhc ceo#like i just received news that i might either be pre-cancerous or cancerous for esophageal cancer#im so scared of the next administration just doing things so much worse#like padding these goddamn ceos until theyre untouchable#or getting rid of the ACA#or cutting social security#im like horrified these next 4 years will contain my death#disability rights are already barely there. now youre saying they can get WORSE?#text#sorry#disability#sorta venting
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it should be a cut and dry case if you go to a restaurant and get glutened by them. and by case i mean criminal. not just suing for damages and distress.
#celiac disease#celiac#i dont eat at restaurants anymore but people who do always share the craziest fucking stories that are downright criminal#asking if it's gluten free and being told 'everything is gluten free' only to be told after paying that it's gluten free 'if you ask for it#^^^^^ literally criminal and the server manager and chain should be held fully liable#as well as HEAVY compensation for the victim#people downplay celiac disease SO much. even celiacs#it isnt just 'ooooo my tummy hurtin owwie i have a rash :('#your body. is. attacking. itself.#it isnt just your intestines either. it's a full body immune response. it causes other disorders if unchecked like hashimotos disease#it causes CANCER#and complete malabsorption on a long term scale#TMI but after im glutened i literally shit things out more whole than when i swallow them. for up to a YEAR afterwards. No matter how much#i eat i simply will not digest it.#no matter how much i chew i will not digest it.#You know how dangerous that is? :)#especially when i dont get to eat often enough anyway bc of budget and low energy??? :))))#celiac kills you cant convince me it doesnt#no it doesnt kill you immediately like an allergic reaction.#it kills you slowly#painfully#over years and years of your life#and yes restaurants should be held liable and have to at the very least pay a considerable amount of money
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"Looks like the true Bendy and the Dark Revival was the friends we made along the wa- *gets hit by a train*"
-Joey probably
#Joey Drew#incorrect quotes#Joey either died of pancreatic cancer or a train yall cant change my mind#Bendy and the ink machine#Bendy and the dark revival#Bendy crack#I eat shit
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can someone please draw these i can’t stop laughing at the visual in my head
#it kept happening on the hunger games simulator we just only ssed gabriel and sisyphus#it happened to both of them like twice#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#sisyphus#sisyphus ultrakill#either king sisyphus or sisyphus prime either works#sisyphus prime#cancerous rodent#cancerous rodent ultrakill
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oh good the norwegian pseudoscience princess has officially married the grifter shaman and they sold the rights to cover the wedding to netflix. we live in the stupidest timeline
#how's the monarchy going. great! great. it's going so great#it's not the crown princess or anything and this will likely have little effects on anything but it's so. why does this happen#(the grifter shaman is someone who wrote a book about how u can totally defeat cancer if u just think positive thoughts#so that's the level of griftery we're talking here.)#modern day monarchies are bad bc either you're born into sanity destroying levels of abusive fame or u use the fame for grifting or both
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