#it was literaly crazy
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Just had a dream that pope fucking DROWNED and it was terrifying.
Icr what happened before or how he got in the water, but we were on the boat, and then somehow he's in the water and its at night and I jumped in with one of those like life float thingies that look like donuts (ik nothing abt boats I'm sorry) and manage to pull him out (how, I have no clue cos I'm fucking tiny but dream logic ig)
So then we're on the boat and the pogues are trying to revive him while I'm still freaking out because I was nearly swallowed by the fucking propeller. (shout out to kie for not letting me die. also, for some reason, I was holding a bagel when I jumped in and only dropped it so kie could pull me out, anyways, rip my bagel)
And then John b is like "he's not fucking waking up dude" and for some reason the boat is fucking SPINNING and I get up and try to do cpr myself and he finally wakes up and then we get rescued and he's alright and yeah.
So that was really fun.
#cassie yaps !! ☆▪︎☆#it was literaly crazy#my dreams are so weird#anyways#obx#outer banks#the pouges#p4l#pope hayward#pope obx#pope x reader#kiara carrera#john b#jj maybank#dreams#weird dreams#bagel
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to all the people that doesn’t like sevika’s new hair it’s okay, cause I’ll be there for her with open arms… and open legs… and an open mouth
#arcane sevika#sevika#lesbian#it’s crazy to me cause she’s literaly so fine#i want her so bad#arcane#sevika arcane
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#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#female rage#coquette#girlhood#female hysteria#hell is a teenage girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#female manipulator#i'm so tired#literaly me#im just a girl#crazy girl#beauttiful girls#girl interrupted#girl interupted syndrome#thirteen 2003#effy stonem#skins effy#effy vibes#nina sayers#black swan#me core#corpse bride#tim burton#affirm and manifest 🫧 🎀✨ ִִֶָ ٠˟#🎀。゚・。゚ᐠ( ᐢ ᵕ ᐢ )ᐟ。゚・。゚🎀#mod 🎀#live laugh girlblog#this is a girlblog
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BIG SMILE !!!! I GOT A WONDERFUL COMM FROM @frankenbridez !!!!!!! HARLZ… literally thank you for my life im so happy to get more charlie art I’m literally soso happy oh my goodness 🥹🥹 THANK U SO MUCH AGAIN IVE ALREADY STARED AT THIS FOR HOURS 🥹🫶🏽💚🧡
#IM LITERALY CRAZY AND INSANE but it’s ok im normal (LYING) 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#Oughh he has the sweetest lil face he doesn’t know what to do with himself IM GONNA CRYYY AUAHAHHAHA#AUAGAGAGAYAYAGAGAGAGAYYAAG#IM SO HAPPY TYSM AGAIN HARLZ IM CRAZZYYYYYYYY#👹👹👹👹👹👹👹#self ship#self shipping#self ship art#gifts! 🎁#self ship commission#💚🚀🐥#FAVE#ULT FAVE
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tbh one of my favourite things to think abt is lwj completely not caring abt his physical appearance anymore while he’s in his grieving period. like the whole getting drunk and hurting himself with the wen brand is one thing, but also his hair being in a constant mess and always tangled, there’s stubble growing across his chin and jawline and he doesn’t gaf, his robes dirtied and with stains and he doesn’t care to change them, doesn’t care to shower or even just wash his face.
And the reason why I love it so much (besides grieving being an absolute beast of a thing to deal with and its consequences being so severe) is because it falls in line with lwj’s rebellion. What use is it to present as pristine and perfect when faced with loss and injustice and heartbreak, what use is to uphold any Lan image when those same Lan rules withheld him long enough from standing by wwx’s side when it mattered.
And anyway, I just think it’s interesting and it also makes me think of wwx coming back to life and constantly being worried of dirtying lwj’s robes. Meanwhile, it’s in the dirtying of those robes that lwj was able to find himself through the grief
#jess things#godd i hope this makes sense fkskkskd#i just always think of lwj’s amazing character development so much#there is so much symbolism all around him that if i talk too much abt it i will literaly start sounding crazy and insane in the head fkskdks
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Craziest run I've ever had bro
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call me a fnaf protag the way i struggle at night ✊️
#this one fic is a little triggering but SOO well written like oml dude#the longer i stay up the worst the feeling of being watched becomes#i literaly just sprinted past a door bc ause it wasnt open all the way and slammed my door w my heart racing cause someones there obv#sorry yall i NEED the sun now i love sunshine and brightness and not dark and i love SEEING !!!#anyway my dog is in my room again cause she kept pawing to come in cause my dad is watching tv so ill be ok hooray#post#summer solace#delete later#last nights rant went crazy but its ok ✊️
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i have made so many calls today trying to get a referral to a gastroenterologist and to get on pain medications that won’t burn a gotdamn hole in my tummy n everytime i call nothing gets done nothing gets solved and i’m nauseas as fuck i’m pretty sure iv had gastrointestinal bleeding for at least 1-2 months i am tired and in pain i have been on n off sobbing all day long while trying to go about my day n not feel fucking miserable about my body n mental health n my life n nobody is fuckkng making this any easier for me i’m so frustrated and tired and going fucking insane
#metal speaks#metal screams#idk i feel like at this point i should just go to the er so they can give me something for my stomach#but like#i literaly don’t want to#and i’m not dying so 🤷🏻♀️#plus that hosptial isn’t accesible and they sent me home from the er while i was septic so 😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬#like idk what to doooooo#MAD RAGE#CRIPPLED RAGE#dying dying forever dying#brain hurts tummy hurts#nauseas n can’t eat#can’t sleep well cuz of the pain#prosthetic is still being made#period is gonna start soon (pmdd + endometriosis)#gonna go crazy soon n stsrt scream crying 😭
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lmaooooo i think i need to quit teaching forever and also bury myself in a hole. lol
#purrs#grading papers on a sunday and the WAYYYYY this one students paper just hurt my feelings so fucking bad. i mean it’s not just hers but like.#god. it’s the most childish thing in the world (which makes sense / is the literal problem. that i am a child.) but im coteaching this class#(WHICH I TOOK and my co-instructors were MY instructors and now im replacing one of them who’s also the one who left in july lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍) and#ive had WICKED impostor syndrome bc… not to air it all out but im airing it all out bc im so mad lol. they’re both older men with phds and w#wives and families and im a 24 year old in the first year of her career with a bachelors degree who stilllives at home w her parents and#also the two of them and the third instructor literaly developed this class together and again i TOOK IT as a student in their class 2 years#ago. so again… WICKED impostor syndrome. and the class is all abt figuring out how to thrive in different contexts that are constrained by s#social norms so it’s relevant to talk abt impostor syndrome and i have talked about it. and also i get substantial parts to lead in the#classes and whatever and take attendance and grade papers and send out emails to the whole class etc etc. so WHY are the other two#instructors getting shoutouts in the papers and i am getting… NOTHING!!!! naught a SINGLE mention. when i am literally fucking LIVING#THROUGH the things we’re taking abt in class abt the first year of ur career and impostor syndrome and shit……. oh iknow why! because they#don’t actually see me as an instructor because im short and a nothing girl and an IMPOSTOR!!!!! LOLLLLL 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 and the book chapter was the#same too lol like im the only co-author who doesn’t actually get individually named as making a contribution in the text of it and nobody#noticed but me because it’s a stupid thing to notice but i still noticed. awesome. i love being invisible and not actually mattering ♥️ <#<- has the mental illness that makes you utterly unable to see evidence of how you actually do matter and only hyperfocus on the evidence th#that you don’t <- but also is trapped in the psychijc prison of some parts of her environment telling her she does matter and other parts t#telling her she doesn’t so can you blame her for going CRAZY!!!!!!!!! like is this literally not the normal well adjusted reaction to have#to GENUINELY LEGITIMATELY JUSTIFIABLY upsetting thigns. when the circumstances are fucked up and deleterious 😍😍😍😍😍😍#delete later#oh also im apparently not even an official instructor in Da System (which is a problem and it is not supposed to be that way) so i won’t#even get to read abt how the students fucking forgot about me and think im a nothing girl because they won’t even have a chance to give me#that feedback!!! lol. i think * and * should just do everything together because they are both qualified to do it. and i should spin off#into the abyss and quit my job and never be heard from again. that’s how this shit makes me feel. like ik it’s just a couple of students and#their opinions literally don’t matter but im like hm how about i go fuck off then since clearly i don’t make a difference to you. lole <3#* i won’t get that feedback etc etc bc i am not going to get course evals because im not in Da System. lol ♥️
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Just watched the overview of a Fairies and Witches mod... literally gagging
#it's crazy how bad ea sucks...#literaly where would we be without mod creators#me thinks i will be putting it in my game
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Every now and again I remember the intensely fatphobic YA book that was basically Paleo Diet Propaganda that I read twice as a fat teen because I was hungry (Hah) for fat characters even if they didn't stay fat
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do NOT listen to episode 13 of pd at work. YOU WILL CRY.
#jrwi prime defenders#watching prime defenders#prime defenders#im at a lost for wrosd#im ash im ashe im ash on the ground#i cant thibk i cant compute i am going to commit felonies#VYNCENT SOL. MAKES ME SO SAD#ALL THE TIME#AND I CANT DO THISANYMORE#this is no longer funny guys im crying :( /j#literaly dakota wil and vyncent went fucking THROUGH IT THIS EP#also this has to be the most jarring way to meet some people for ashe#who has to stay inside all the damn time#literaly losing my maaaind#im going bonkers kookoo crazy
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#literaly me#gorgeous women#crazy girl#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#female rage#female hysteria#female manipulator#girl interupted syndrome
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F9nishing a good videogame will have you pacing up and down the kitchen to cope with it
#bell.txt#LOBCORP WE DID IT GUYS (READ THE LETSPLAY)#im literaly restless i feel crazy . last i felt this was post nier automata#im FINE im fine i I NEED TO BUY TIPH MERCH
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sometimes I remember there are gay people that do not dress like clowns and get so confused
#FOR ME IS LIKE. AN ESSENCIAL PART OF THE LGBT EXPERIENCE#I don't know the fact that your existence already makes you an 'error' for the societal norms??#and the urge to rebel against everything that makes you follow arbitrary rules that do not let you be yourself???#and this urge turning into a self exploration since you literaly are already out of the norm and you just want to go crazy and be yourself?#and don't forget the fact that a lot of lgbt folks (trans or not) have a problem with gender norms if not all of them#since this is a main thing that says that women need to only be with men; and men with women#that men can't be ace or women can't be aro or you need to feel both attractions all the way up like everyone else#and that your gender depends on your genitalia#all of that depends in those strict ideas of presentation#WHEN YOU COULD BE SO MUCH MORE#and it does not matter if you're trans or cis#hell even if you are not lgbt#you could be more than what is already determined#but like#all power to you if you already feel comfortable in your skin following a norm guided by gender#i sometimes wish i was like this too#i just get surprised when lgbtq people specifically do not have this experience#but maybe it's better for them actually#idk i just went crazy a little#pensameintos#im just pretty gay
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cries i love my soc theory prof…. it was an online class but he would send weekly emails with little updates for where we should be (it was a go at your own pace class with a recommended weekly completion schedule) and just. little jokes. he was so nice and fun. i am going to miss him……
#crazy how i’m so fond of him despite having never seen him or spoken to him in person#actually no it’s not crazy LOL he’s the reason i got accepted into grad school for soc BUT. even before that i liked him a lot#anyway i was gonna say crazy how i’m so fond of him meanwhile i loathe my motivation and emotion prof#who i Have to see every monday and wednesday for an hour and 15#also i should say for grad school… he totally unprompted recommended me to the vip program which fast tracks u through the application#process for grad school for soc#like he’d sent out an email offering to recommend any one of us if we wanted and i passed just cause this is literaly my first class with#him ever and i mean i did like him a lot at that point but. u know. Then a week later i got the email about my nomination. sent in the#application super easy didn’t have to send transcripts do letters of rec NOTHING and i got in#it was just so nice because he didn’t have to. i mean i had a really good grade in his class like A+ but. u know???????#SEE that’s what i’m saying… that’s why i hated whenever ppl would complain abt deadlines for our modules bc there is a recommended schedule#and he is not trying to fail us like he is TRYING it is all totally doable. anyway.#It’s not a honeyoats post without me yelling in the tags abt something is it
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