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maidofmetal · 9 months ago

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i have made so many calls today trying to get a referral to a gastroenterologist and to get on pain medications that won’t burn a gotdamn hole in my tummy n everytime i call nothing gets done nothing gets solved and i’m nauseas as fuck i’m pretty sure iv had gastrointestinal bleeding for at least 1-2 months i am tired and in pain i have been on n off sobbing all day long while trying to go about my day n not feel fucking miserable about my body n mental health n my life n nobody is fuckkng making this any easier for me i’m so frustrated and tired and going fucking insane

#metal speaks #metal screams #idk i feel like at this point i should just go to the er so they can give me something for my stomach #but like #i literaly don’t want to #and i’m not dying so 🤷🏻‍♀️#plus that hosptial isn’t accesible and they sent me home from the er while i was septic so 😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬#like idk what to doooooo #MAD RAGE #CRIPPLED RAGE #dying dying forever dying #brain hurts tummy hurts #nauseas n can’t eat #can’t sleep well cuz of the pain #prosthetic is still being made #period is gonna start soon (pmdd + endometriosis)#gonna go crazy soon n stsrt scream crying 😭

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