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hi mickey! i'm going through major writer's block rn </3 so i'd like to ask, how do you finish your works? :3
ššššššši'm quite possibly THE worst person to ask this i'm afraid lmao unfortunately i work purely on bursts of motivation and energy so i work on whatever i want to work on at the moment which means i have a lot a lot a lot of unfinished stuff sadly
buuuuut one thing that does help me get more in the Zone is to listen to music!!!!! smth based on whatever you're writing at the moment yk? like i have a full folder of playlists specifically made for my bigger works and whenever i listen to them it helps me ground myself a little if that makes sense? helps me concentrate a bit more, helps me put myself in the situation. when i'm woking on my apocalypse au i put on a tlou gameplay vid as background noise and that too is a way for me to focus.
pinterest helps a lot aswell actually!!!!! i also have different folders for different au's and so sometimes i just stare at the pics and that helps too
aaaaaaand one more thing that helps me focus is to change the environment. like i often find it very hard to focus in my own room so lately i've been just using the living room as my little makeshift office and i feel like i'm way more productive there. i know some ppl want to get out of the house entirely and go to libraries or cafes yk?
aaaaaaaaaaaand lastly i feel like sometimes it's just good to step away overall. just take a break. i just shut off the computer and everything and then idk read or play video games or watch smth ooorr go for a walk. helps to clear my head. i can't pressure myself into writing at all and while i do think it's annoying, i don't think it's necessesarily a bad thing bc if i don't want to write, if i don't have words, if i'm just forcing them out.. it won't be good. i think all of my favourite pieces have been stuff that i've loved writing. and i mean i've loved the whole PROCESS of writing not just the outcome.
you have to have patience and you have to understand that there really is no rush. writing is supposed to be fun, or at least ENJOYABLE yk? i think my overall motto is just that you can't force anything. if it's not working out rn, it's not working out ā but that doesn't mean it will NEVER work out. it's okay to take a break and do something else for a while. the piece won't go anywhere. oh and actually i do want to add that i have gotten way better ideas after i've taken some time off,, like i come back and it's like my brain has grown twice the size. so yeah. take breaks please. and don't rush it, don't force it. i love you<3333333
#writing can be VERY hard#but you kind of#have to have an open mind abt it#there's no other way to put it i think#it might sound stupid but yeah#having fun with it is the best way to go around#anyway this was such a wordvomit omfg i hope any of this makes any sense lmao#i love you nonnieee<33333333#and i believe in you!!!!!!!!!#you got this angel!!!!!!!#MWAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!#friends!!
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The part of the Silm they donāt want you to know about: Melkorās horrible, awful, no-good pickup lines.
#silm#silm crack#the seduction of mairon: stupidity edition#idk man i need to go to bed#12am posting#melkor#morgoth#angbang#<āimplied#allow me to demonstrate what such a specimen might have sounded like:#melkor: heyyy girl are you a silmaril? because youāreā#mairon: brighter than the stars?#melkor: uh#mairon: a work of unmatched beauty?#melkor: well yeah butā#mairon: the one you wanna run away with?#melkor: well i mean kinda yeah but thatās notā#mairon: so what am i then?#melkor: huh#mairon: what quality of the silmarils are you comparing me to?#melkor: uhh wellā¦#mairon: youāre comparing me to the silmarils to get my attention. what part of the silmarils do i remind you of?#melkor:ā¦ā¦#melkor: hot#mairon: -_-#melkor internally: yeah š
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Before I go to sleep I leave you all with this piece of advice: sometimes you don't actually have to answer big political questions, sometimes you can just say "I am not smart enough to know that, I just know the small things I do to help." Like you can often times completely avoid making a fool of yourself if you just say you don't know.
#simon says#to explain here and not in a reblog:#sometimes when you try to explain big picture solutions you're gonna sound dumb#you might not have done enough research#you might not have a rebuttal to a counter argument#you might not be articulate enough to explain why you think this#sometimes you gotta take a step back and give the simple solution. the one man solution#you do what you can to fight against the problem#you talk to people to help spread awareness and how to fight the bad problem#and you vote and invite others to vote for bigger steps towards solving the problem#like you can talk about theory and how you believe we need to do a huge drastic thing to solve and issue#but people will disagree and argue til you're blue in the face#they'll poke and prod until you mess up or lose your temper and use it against you#and you'll feel dumb and they'll learn nothing#sometimes the best thing to do is step away from the big picture and just say 'idk what the solution is I just know the things I can doā#sometimes you gotta admit you're not a scientist/expert and you can't answer that#i used this while talking with my Dad tonight#he brought up our climate crisis and space travel as a possible solution#and I said I think that's just addressing the symptom and not the cause and we need to care for our Earth now#and he asked me what solutions I think would fix it#and knowing my incredibly smart Dad who is articulate and ready to throw rebuttles at a moments notice to play devils advocate#and my past experience in struggling in this topic with him before#i just told him I didn't know. all i knew is the little things I can and do do to help#and that hopefully by spreading the word and habits and encouraging others to vote for those bigger solutions I could help make a change#but all I really could do is the little things I have control over#and the topic became much less stressful about the little things we have control over#like planting native plants and recycling and adopting habits that are healthier to our planet#which was 100% more preferable to if I tried to give a big solution. because I would reveal i didn't have all the knowledge needed to argue#and my articulation would make me sound like a stupid kid who only thinks they know what's best#so yeah I basically suggest that if you dont wanna feel like shit after debating someone just step away from the big picture for a moment
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i feel bad for not giving sonic frontiers a real chance bc it seems cool n everything, but when i played it it held my hand like i've never fuckin seen before. i killed the first Guy and it gave me a pop-up that reminded me to pick up the item he dropped.thanks man i forgot i was playing a goddamn video game. i got so mad at that i exited the game and uninstalled it btw
#qktalks#which sounds like an overreaction i know but . i could just Tell it was going to hold my hand and Drag me the whole time#and i didn't wanna deal w that<3#that's such a stupid thing to remind the player abt too#yeah that shiny floating rotating thing on the ground?i was just gonna leave that there#do u think im 2 days old#i ...might have made a post like this before. i forgor#i tried to look for one like this on my blog but then i realized sonic frontiers came out TWO YEARS AGO ???????????????????????#whathe fuck ......
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sometimes accents are stupid and pronunciations Do Not Generalize
an example of this is vitamin. where i am in america it's pronounced with an "eye" i, so the vi rhymes with "bye." Where I was in the UK it's pronounced with an "ih" I, so the vi is like the vi in "Victoria."
so now if it's taking about the concept of vitamins as a category, i use the US pronunciation. if i'm talking about specific ones, like vitamin c, i use the UK pronunciation.
(usually. if i remember i might swap wildly between the two as i try in vain to remember which pronunciation is correct for the country i'm in)
don't even get me started on the way i use the UK pronunciation of "garage" for everything except for garage sales
#linguistics#pronunciation problems#my stupid mongrel ass accent smh#garage vs garage sale is the one i notice most tho#bc i sounds WRONG to use the UK pronunciation when sale comes after it#mainly bc like. where i was in the UK very few people actually had garages bc all the buildings are old as shit#it's a car boot sale usually#but yeah the vitamin one clocks me in the face occasionally#i hope i have the order right about which pronunciation comes from where#i forget all the time#actually it might also depend on which vitamin#vitamin c is an ih vitamin#vitamin d is more of an eye vitamin#hey brain what's up i just want to talk
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While I don't mind the "poor reading comprehension" jokes and there is something to be said about the reading comprehension overall dropping. I really dislike how it also became almost like an insult. I think an unintended side effect of "people on tumblr/the Internet have poor reading comprehension"/"piss on the poor" jokes is it emboldened some people to just be casually ableist and mock people with learning and intellectual disabilities.
I know the vast majority of these statements are either made as a joke or aren't ableist at all. But some of ya sound like you're one step away from mocking somebody for being "slow" and dropping the r slur.
#thylacines can talk#sorry if this is not very comprehensive my memory and reading comprehension get Especially bad when im tired. some of my sentences might get#completely fucked because i literally forget what i wrote earlier in the exact same sentence.#anyway yeah majority of what i see is fine. but some of the shit i read on here sounds like word for word shit ive heard from other kids#whenever they mocked my disability. but its not new people on tumblr very often pretend to be disability allies and then mock disabled#people. so im disappointed but not surprised.#(also if this god forbid breaks containment watch somebody talk to me as if im stupid with 0 irony)
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@eebie DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the dance is from this video āŖ(^ā^*)
#HI EEBIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL#i made this beccause i was listening to that penis song i sent you and i thought it sounded like a song gobou would use#also i wanted a dancing eeber gif ^___^#keep in mind i ummm. have only animated once before and that was years ago and very very very short#and also it was totally sketchy and stuff. as in it was just a sketch there was no lineart or colors or anything#and also csp apparently dosent let you export transparent animations!?!?!?!? and also it doesnt let you use more than 25 frames!?!?!?!?#its stupid. so i just made a gif on EZGIF.COM instead<333#which is why the edges look kinda. um. wack. sorry about that but maybe itll go away when this posts? i dunno but i doubt it#btw i think i have eeber poisoning or something. because i draw her all the time everywhere........#ive drawn her so many times in some stupid little sketchbook we have in our kitchen when i wait for stuff in tha microwave#her design is just sooooo. Yeah!!!!!!!!#anyway this took Ummm significantly longer than id hoped and my back hurts sooooobad#so im going to bed!!!!!!!! but anyways here u go babygirkl <333333#my art#oh and btw i only listened to the penis (eek!) song while drawing this and nothing else#just. the same penis song for hours on end#and i said i was gonna take abreak when i was done with the lines before i started coloring but šš i forfot#OH WAIY ONE LAST YBING. i got cery noticably lazy like halfway through so dontt look too close at the frames or youu might get scared šØ
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semi-vent/semi-headcanon but making specifically a police officer the narrator (lockstock) was kind of crazy and perfect because like. they have the ego to be narrators. does that even make sense? you could argue that it's because he's in the middle between the rich and the poor because he's part of the law, but that's not true because cops are intrinsically harmful and biased. in a way, lockstock is an unreliable narrator. he's still violent to the poor when he's not narrating. he still kills bobby. from a story-telling point of view, this doesnt matter because to the audience he's more of a narrator than he is a cop, but from the point of view of the poor people, officer lockstock kills one of their own. i feel like there's a joke there that lockstock doesn't actually protect the city because he's too busy narrating, and when he does, he's just as violent as barrel.
#urinetown#this one might be grasping at threads but i had an experience today where i called 911 because i was worried about the wellbeing of this gu#who was literally fucking sleeping in a bush and i was worried he was fucking dead or something so i called 911 and they sent a cop to chec#and he was literally just like āyeah i know who that is. i know his name that's just what he does he's fineā#like they dont fucking do anything man#this sounds really naive and privileged and it is and i feel so fucking shitty about that but the more i become aware of fucked up shit tha#goes on in reality the more i realize how fucked up urinetown is and would be#i mean they REALLY hit the nail on the head with that play#and i dont mean to like project that experience onto some stupid musical im still worried about that guy and it was a shitty experience but#its a paralell i noticed a couple hours ago and feel like people should know about? maybe not idk its been a long day#delete later probably
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I made this!!!
š„¹šš¼šš¼ shorts are super hard and this is like my second video, please be easy on me
I hope yāall like it tho
#queue#queueing this bc Iām so tired I might not get back on till after bedtime for kiddo#how doesss idk 7:45 sound#kiddo goes to bed shortly after that hopefully so letās do that#anyway#yeah I made a YouTube#please be nice I am fragile#lol#WAIT THIS WOULDNT BE THE Q ITS A SCHEDULED POST#Iām just stupid#thatās fine#hahaha#thanks
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#there has been this thought bugging me for a long time#how i get inspired by what surrounds me#may that be the little snail in the grass when iām going back home after a long day#or seeing people holding hands on the bus#i sometimes wonder if i too am part of the little wonders that people get to experience in their daily life#i wouldnāt say iām obsessed with the internet but i love seeing videos that people make with snippets of their#and how they get captured by their friends or loved ones in a very movie style look#but i never have this?#this coming out of my mouth might sound SO stupid and oh god it is but#but i would love for my loved ones to have secret pictures of me in their phones#photos they took because they thought i was pretty#videos of us dancing when no oneās watching#little documentations on life that bring us all together#but i never get that itās like iām the only one seeing life the way i see and itās quite sad sometimes#itās like iām craving inspiration and romance but iām the only one to feel it#this probably doesnāt make any sense and these tags are SO LONG but yeah
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Dealing with newcomer's embarrassment gets easier if you are surrounded by people you have no respect for.
#oh this other professional saw me do something stupid that messed up my paperwork?#but she does shady things worse than the mistake i just made on purpose to make a buck#oh i just said something dumb to my boss#give him a few hours and he'll say something even dumber to me#oh no the guy who has been working at this job for twenty years just saw me make a rookie mistake#agony abounds but he just did six other things a lot worse than I did all in one day so i'll live with it#oh no the manager is a little disappointed with my performance?#so what he's a pushover and he won't say or do anything about it anyway i'll do better next time#oh no my one coworker hates my guts#she hate's everyone else's guts too and literally never shuts up about it#i'm not special#it sounds kind of depressing--and it can be#but i have a lot of affection for these people regardless of their issues#i just don't really let my failures around them bother me too much anymore because i honestly don't care what these people think of me#i'm not going to make the same mistakes ever again#but i don't have to let this stuff keep me up at night because i did something wrong#if i'm not going to go to them for advice why do i care what they think about me?#it was something that i realized a few months ago and ever since it's made things a LOT easier to deal with#plus#these people aren't dwelling on my failures either#they all have their own stuff going on#yeah they might harp on it for a while bit new things will come up and eventually they forget#they aren't thinking about me that much anyway#XD
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ok after listening to the english version of the death note musical....... unpopular opinion i think but i actually prefer the japanese version? dont get me wrong, with some of the songs i do think i might like the eng version more but..... idk i like the lyrics of the japanese version a lot more? and obviously i only know them via a translation but i know for a fact that the entire focus of certain songs are different between versions.
like in the english version of the game begins, L is talking about his strategy to track down kira. but in the japanese version, he's more so talking TO kira directly and saying that he's going to take him down from his "god" status to hell. or mortals and fools, which had a wholeee different vibe in the japanese version being called like a cruel dream. and uhhhh am i insane or was rem's song before she dies an entirely different song? cause in english it was like a sort of generic love song that was pretty chill considering the context, while in the japanese version it was this superrr melancholic and striking ballad she sang while floating around misa.
idk but i really do think i prefer the japanese version. but the og english version is good too!!! i really liked hurricane and the way it ends in particular
#in ''the way it ends'' btw light saying to L ''i've always stayed a step ahead; but you were with me all the way'' almost made me cry WHATTT#WHO MADE HIM FUCKING SAY THATTTTT THATS SUCH AN INSANE LYRIC#but anyway yeah i think i prefer the jp version a good amount#another thing was um. and this might be a stupid thing to be weird about but. L's actor was too passionate for my tastes#<- that sounds insane but if you know anime L you know what i mean right. like hes pretty reserved#and i felt in the japanese production i watched L's actor there was still a great performer and singer like putting work into those songs#while still keeping that air of L being more reserved and like. flat almost? i feel like the guy playing L in the eng version was too much#like ''im BELTTTINGGGGGG HOW IM GONNA FUCKING CATCCHHHH KIRA!!!!!!!!!!'' like bro calm down......#ITS A GOOD PERFORMANCE it just doesnt read as L to me. and like thats fine whatever its an adaptation#but also in the japanese version they still did that adaptation while making L feel more like himself. so idk man#but anyway I WANNA SEE THIS NEW LONDON PRODUCTION SOOOOOOOO BAD#IVE SEEN PHOTOS AND IT LOOKS SO GOOD THE SET IS SOOOOOO COOL LOOKING OML#i need to see this musical live at SOME point in my life. pleaseeee can we get a north america production after this#serena.txt#death note posting
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#genuine question which may sound stupid#bc i always experience this i thought maybe it was universal#but if you watch or listen to something sad do you also get immensely sad?#like... as if all your sadness of your entire life comes flooding back?#not just 'oh this movie is sad' but like. oh yeah there's my old friend depression. she is def still there#like i can be doing so fine all week and then it's like a shadow falls over me reminding me of what is always always lurking#anyways. that's why i don't often indulge in sad media :)#my posts#i explained it poorly and also this was caused by fellow travelers :)#queer grief might be the worst of all
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getting an iced pumpkin chai in the morning and then my personal goal is to spend the whole day writing and i hope i can come back to this post tomorrow and rb w how much progress iāve made!!!
#i have a love/hate relationship w this fic and iām gonna rant to myself bc hehe itās almost midnight so why not :>#okay SO. i for some reason just didnāt create any proper outline for this story and i think thatās why itās taken me so long to write it#because i donāt necessarily have a why/a REASON for this story or plotā¦ like even thinking abt doing the dialogue and trying to find flow +#cohesion is making me so š and also honestlyā¦ iām terrible at doing drafts in the first place#i donāt write linearly i jump all over the place while writing and SOMETIMES i can connect things but this time i could NOT#and i would focus on one tiny part for SO long and make no progress anywhere else like GIRLā¦ā¦ā¦ ENOUGH#but hmmmm yeah i also for some reason feel like esp w my writing itās super robotic and doesnāt have emotion#like iām not writing w suguruās voice and instead iām writing as the author and itās kinda irking me#if that makes senseā¦ hmmmmā¦ā¦ā¦.. also i might be doing dual pov so hopefully it doesnāt look too wonky#but yeah š i need to work on scene setting & describing things effectively + doing show not tell#like i just made a mini outline rn and wow . itās Not it at all ššš thereās no WHY to the story and itās making it hard to write#okay not necessarily a āwhyā but like . Whatās The Point of the story#sigh. i need to figure that out#also thereās so much stuff i want to add but i feel like itāll be clunky + itāll move fast or be weird#but my goal for tomorrow is truly and honestly write the meat and bones of it and then i can edit ruthlessly later on#i was thinking of getting it out this week but i forgot election week/donāt have anything really written either š#but hopefully next week if i try hard enough! the goal is before december bc i want this to be a november fic#but yeah thatās my mini vent @ me iām glad to just talk abt in the tags#feels like for this story specifically itās been a lot of looking at my docs instead of writing which is WHACK š¤Ø#also i donāt like my writing style + i want to write better in GENERAL#thatāll come w practice & doing it often though š#ALSO . SIDENOTE but why does tumblr not let me link things anymore like NDNDNDND SO STUPID#OOOOH AND . i need to start/finish selfship moodboards & also create wip lists for geto/gojo/toji but for REAL#as in wipe iāll actually plan to write next not just ones i like the sound of š#ANYWAYS IāM SO SLEEBYā¦ā¦ā¦ honk shoo mimimi cult leader geto please pat my head to sleep and be kind to me#GIRL THIS IS LONG AS HELL OMFG . silence @ me š¤« what a YAPPER#personal
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I'm thinking abt specific mutual-in-laws I wanna become actual mutuals with but I don't know how to initiate things. And that's scaryyyyy
#š ā ānervo rambles . ā
#did you guys miss my stupid little idiot posts while I was gone#(probably not)#sometimes I forget that I'm a mutual-in-law and that ppl could wanna be mutuals with ME#but I don't know if that's true so#might be like. the illusive mutual that mutual-in-laws don't rlly see. or smth. IDK#anyways I'm tired. twst has drained me#learning a little abt Rollo... (not rlly(??)).... finishing book 5 and starting book 6..........#eepy......#uh yeah wanting to become mutuals with some ppl. RGH#hi guys#I'm gonna go listen to bird sounds now
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okay okay. now that ive got the complaining out of my system i do need to say. i recognize that expecting this show to be brilliant all the time is unfair and it IS important to recognize that its really fundamentally a small dark comedy spin off show. in fact i think one of the main reasons this show GETS so much hate is because the long wait between episodes builds up high expectations and fans want it to be amazing and groundbreaking the whole time (ive actually briefly mentioned this before. there's a whole essay in my drafts abt this rn)
all of that said. i WAS deeply disappointed by the episode unhappy campers, but i also recognize this is an episodic situational comedy show, and i'm not gonna hold it against the show or anything. this is very rambly i just. i think its very good and useful to be able to recognize that this show really can be hit or miss and you can be disappointed with it without having to devolve into critic and anti territory (i previously said i still thought it was a good episode, just not for me, but i have since changed my mind. i do think it was a bad episode actually. there were... crumbs? of it? that i thought were really good? but barely and even at this episode's best, NONE of it feels on par with the rest of the show. but again, expecting this show's best to be the STANDARD is not fair.)
i really don't know where i'm going with this i just want to point this out i guess bc i have never REALLY complained about this show before and i don't wanna come across as pessimistic or anti. but i don't think this was a good episode at all and that's alright
#mine#helluva boss#this makes no sense sorry#desire to express negative opinions vs fear of being grouped in with antis#i am still hbs biggest defender ofc i just have media literacy and critical analysis skills#yeah this episode sucked ass compared to the rest of the show that doesnt mean the show itself is bad or actively devolving#i DO really think the next episode will be better and i AM excited for more. i just wish a lot had been way different abt this ep#okay like. at risk of sounding really annoying. i am worried about criticizing this show because it gets SO MUCH criticism thats#really not fair at all and the last thing i WANT is to sound like that#esp bc so much of the fandom has a knee jerk defensive reaction to ANY criticism bc of. you know. our show getting so#much hate for stupid reasons (or no reason)#and i feel like maybe some other people might also be nervous to express negative opinions or disappointment#(me though? i am incapable of shutting the fuck up. so perhaps this might be some small reassurance to anyone else<3)#being in this fandom is like being in a war trench but someones gotta pull the pin#e: unhappy campers#helluva boss unhappy campers#nyx crit tag
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