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Ok. So maybe my cat was onto something when he tried to interfere with the flowers last night. The flower I drew today looks much better.
#i don't even know if i'm gonna blur these out so maybe I should color the humans first and finish the background before doing the foreground#flowers are just so tedious to draw I wanna do it while I'm still in the mood#i also don't wanna color wood yet XD#i do need the foreground to figure out the light situation
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I colored a sketch lying around
#conri's son. Ardell and his crush#the initial name for her is Mayumi (it means gentle) but I also like the sound of Lilim (it means shade)#unrelated ramblings#you will not believe what my darling cat did#so I was saving this other art yeah? and I'm a hundred layers in. i'm saving it to make a copy of it#and work on this foreground on a different canvas from the background because... hundred layers.#yeah I think the pc is slowing down#so it was saving and it's taking a while and my precious cat decided to sit on the keyboard!#and the screen went white and I prayed to god it saves#i wasn't pissed at my boy. i can always do it again. but still#it saved. thankfully. anyway. imma draw flowers again
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Every time I see a Jiang Cheng torture post little Xie sighs in my head, "A-Die hasn't told me where our torture dungeon is yet."
#Jiang Cheng's torture dungeon my beloved.#Every time the rumor of his torturing dies the jiang disciples sighs in relief because they won't feel the desire to punch someone-#in the face for a while only for the torture rumor to comes back with vengeance#they don't fucking know who keeps reviving this annoying discussion about their sect leader's character#meanwhile Xie gets so offended whenever someone implies that her dad did not do the horrors?#excuse her?! her dad DEFINITELY did the horrors! her dad is strong of course he did it!!#Xie dear. being able to do the horrors doesn't make someone strong#anyway. Jiang Cheng's five year old daughter said he did the horrors so of course he did the horrors. rumor mill about torture and dungeons#come back to life#it's a cycle
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I dunno if during her first solo night hunt she'll actually be able to do it alone with Jiang Cheng lurking somewhere near by or if she's gonna get "unexpected" companions.
I think it would be funny if she got "unexpected" companions.
This is Jiang Cheng's kid so obviously she got her the 400 immortal-binding net. And then Jin Ling, who is absolutely not overprotective like jiujiu, what do you mean?? Was "coincidentally" leading his own night hunt near the area and totally just happened to come across Xie that beautiful night. Him and Jiang Cheng definitely didn't talk about this occasion. Nope!
Jiang Cheng may or may not have informed Wei Wuxian. He probably flipped a coin or asked a fortune teller or something. Made that one disciple of his read his daughter's lucky stars and tell him if dragging Wei Wuxian from his husband's mountain is gonna be good for her chances in the wild. With his wayward brother, it's always possible for a disaster to happen, better check with fate first if she's planning to make another earth shattering series of events the day his kid tries to be independent.
Jiang Cheng isn't meddling, okay? He isn't! All he did was tell Jin Ling when his little cousin will take her first big steps into the cultivation world! And like, depending on the lucky stars, if he wants Wei Wuxian to be in the know since he missed a lot of things due to being dead. You know? You get it? Good!
Anyway, whether Wei Wuxian is informed or not by Jiang Cheng, he'll probably appear. Maybe it was Jin Ling who told him, maybe the lucky stars lied to Jiang Cheng, either way he appears and now there's far too many powerful people for Xie to even claim that she managed to do it alone.
I dunno how she'll react to that. She'll probably get upset. She's capable of doing it by herself, thank you very much.
Xie: are you planning to die?
Jiang Cheng: NO!
#i wonder if Jin Ling got the trait of being overprotective of your relative or if he's relatively chill#it's funny either way.#if he's overprotective then there's not 1 but 3 powerful men Xie's hypothetical admirer are terrified of#if he is chill then any and all love letters and offers to court the girl goes through him and he is so tired of receiving them
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Me every time I see a cute fanart of two characters interacting: I must expand my OC's social circle.
Also me: Look, their abysmally small social circle is relevant to the plot and their character. Enea wouldn't be doing half the things he's doing if he isn't ostracized! The only thing Lulu managed to do with consistency is ruin her few precious relationships! It's important!
#the consequence of making terrible people: no cute interactions with friends because there's no friends.#enea isn't a bad person but he also stopped believing in people at some point.#he can't fathom thay someone who isn't name Lucifiel Elheim wants him as Enea.#everyone needs him as a new god or a convenient magical plant boy but no one wants him#it's a thing in the story. it's important because without these issues there wouldn't be a story lol#but it's okay. i made the au with kento for this very reason#I WILL GIVE THEM A HAPPINESS AND FRIENDSHIP AND EVERYTHING!! Even if I have to make an entire new dimension to do so!#tho. arguably... it isn't them anymore? lol it's like... a different version of them? but I'm keeping their core characteristics#so it's also them??? it's essentially a what if scenario.#if Enea's story isn't the very beginning of all of my other stories that's connected because Luci is there. I'd make the version with kento#the canonical version
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Another theme in Enea's story is an act of kindness that turned into a burden because I like corrupting good things, apparently. At least with this one Luci does have opinions.
She wasn't supposed to become a part of the mad scientist's family. Dr. Elheim didn't want her to be a part of his family. He also didn't do any work to make her a legal member of society, it was his son who did all the paperwork.
Luci always thought that it was an act of kindness and she's grateful to her brother for the name. But the name is also such a pain in the ass. She wouldn't say that openly, she owes them too much to say something so ungrateful. But the name is more hassle than it's worth sometimes. She wouldn't have as many haters as she does if she didn't receive the name.
She's more melancholic about the whole thing but this is basically her opinion about the name.
#she also wouldn't have as much power as she did for the majority of the story of she didn't have the name so she's like... okay??? with it#it's useful... half the things that happened wouldn't have happened if she didn't throw money at it lol#enea would certainly have lesser wiggle room with how he works with problem if lulu can't throw cash at the problem#i should draw her with money more lol
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One of the themes in Enea's story is inherited legacies, sins and responsibilities and I feel like it's a bit stupid when the deuteragonist, Luci, doesn't give a flying fuck about her adoptive dad's very real human experimentation history.
At several points in the story she faced her adoptive dad's victims who hates her because her adoptive dad is very dead and all that hatred has to go somewhere and she is living off the wealth her adoptive dad accumulated with his human experimentation researches and what does she say to them?
"I'm not him. I don't understand why you should be my problem."
Gurl, we have a theme! At least care a little about them!
She helped two of them not because she wants to make amends. She helped because Enea entrusted them to her and hell will freeze over before she fails that boy's trust.
#i love her so much but sometimes her entire being goes against themes of the story#ok not really. she just looks at all the questions the story is asking and went. 'why is that a problem?' and I love that about her. really#but god. woman! stop. just. just stop. care a bit about my questions will you??#she was supposed to be the protagonist but she's a very reactive character#she only acts when enea acts so I decided that enea will be the protagonist since he is making his own choices at least#but sometimes I feel like lulu should be protagonist because a lot of what's going on involves her because of her adoptive dad#but with that attitude??? yeah. she's better off as deuteragonist
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I had this idea of rivals/frenemies to lovers where they genuinely don't like each other. Then they got hit with the accidental baby acquisition trope. And it's a magic baby, it popped into existence because some crazy magic man took their DNA and made a baby out of it.
As much as the two dislike one another, putting the kid up for adoption is not an option. They don't want the kid to grow up thinking it was abandoned. They are also both single and they don't want the other to run away from the responsibility. If A is suffering through parenting then B is suffering also. They also refuse to let the child grow up thinking that it's a mistake or that they are unwanted. They are assholes, not monsters. So they grit their teeth, called a ceasefire and swore to raise the magic baby together.
Somewhere along the parenting journey they learn more about each other and eventually fall in love.
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Morgan fam!
#Alden insisted on getting it before Lulu came out to the public as the only remaining Elheim#the patriarch: Alden. the matriarch: Onirica. eldest child: Lucy (fake name) the middle child: Orion and the baby: Elena#oc#i love this family and I do feel bad that I ruined them#i'll finish this family portrait one day.#Enea also has a family portrait actually. i kinda obsessed with family portraits for a bit months ago and sketched out three#and I also made story stuff in relation to the pics
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Me after thinking about all kinds of nasty my Protagonists had to go through and finally getting to the point of remembering that they did not have a happy ending: *crawls back to the ocs who never suffered and are eternally happy*
#swinging back and forth between Xie and Lulu and Ene lol#while I was coloring the coms needed something easy because I kinda messed up my process and my layers are a mess i dunno where is which#so I opened some wips. it was Lulu's family photo#and like... shit man. i really ruined that family when they're finally getting together#i know that that's the point. that it's there to show how lulu's selfishness and narrow-mindedness ruins her relationships#that this is what she's willing to sacrifice for ene#it's still sad to look at that family photo
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Sometimes you see clothes you wanna put your ocs in and your brain objects: They'll never wear that!!
And then sometimes you're sleep deprived but can't sleep and that's enough for your brain to not care about the integrity of your fictional children and draw them in the clothes you want to put them in and they don't look good in it and you understand why they'll never wear that.
#lulu in short skirts..#she isn't the kind who would wear short skirts#her shortest skirt reaches below the knees.#i did draw her with short skirts but it's more because I wanna show the scar she has#i haven't gotten around drawing her in a lotita dress but I always wanted to fit her in one.#i don't think frills works well with her tho
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That small part of the drawing ruining my life because I colored it good and now I have to commit to coloring everything that good.
And I don't know what I'm doing.
#and now that I kinda understand what values are. I can't half ass it#my main problem is coloring the skin
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Xie: are you planning to die?
Jiang Cheng: NO!
#Historically#receiving your relative's weapon means said relative is dead.#lol#excuse her for jumping to conclusions!#jiang cheng#mdzs oc#chill. xiao xie. he's just lending you the electric whip so you can train with it. it's not permanent.
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Oh I think I know at least one thing for sure about teen Xie: she's one girls with the strongest cultivation in her generation.
Is she naturally talented?
I dunno. It's irrelevant. But she definitely worked hard to get there.
Why?
Because she found out that her dad has a very youthful face. Youthful enough that he could be mistaken as Jin Ling's brother. She refuses to look like an old hag one day while her dad apparently looks like a young adult. That is simply unacceptable, not to mention, embarrassing! She needs a strong cultivation so she wouldn't wrinkle either.
Found teen Xie in my cloud storage
#and like. she thinks it's impressive ok?! he came out of a war! and then more tragedies after the war.#and rebuilt a sect and raised a-ling and her and he looks... fine??? despite the stress???#she thought people age twice as fast because of stress or something?? it must be his strong cultivation.
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Back when Enea wasn't some poor bastard who got cursed and most of his problems are financial problems and family problems.
He was also an openly angry boy back then. Now he's a good boy with lots of repressed anger :)
#this is before magic entered the story and when they still had access to phones#now there's magic (HURRAAAAHH!!!) but no phones :'(
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Lol
#going through my stuff and seeing my of shit#the long story short for the bitchiness#Noah (dude in red outline) and Michael (dude in brown outline) have like... the same grandpa.#and now the two sides of this family have a generational beef with each other over that#they're starting to get along. it'll be fine.#poor maria having revelations about her crush and her annoying cousin#anyway. iman and Noah are just friends#iman and Michael will fix their shit. tho honestly I haven't touched this story in a while all i know is what's gonna happen and not how
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The closest thing I have to a process breakdown thing.
#pretty sure I only saved the incomplete ones to check the color on the phone#and the sketch was saved because... well I'm not confident I won't fuck it up. i need a back up in case I hate it and need to restart#the line art#still my best coloring. it's been a year lol#i didn't follow the character design tho#i remember I got really sick while i was doing this and when I got better I just wanted it to be over#so I didn't bother looking at references again#ren kougyoku#repost. i guess. i found the incomplete versions and i wanna show them#now that I think about it this is actually easier to color because everything is just very shiny#and it's kinda easy to color shiny things#add and multiply layers are my friends :D#the only layer settings I use are:#multiply (for shadow)#add (for light)#screen (for light but desaturated/not as intense as add)#lighten (for... well light. again. specifically light that bounce off the surroundings and to the subject)#burn (for gradient. usually for ambiance??? i guess?)#uhhh. saturation (to check the values)#overlay (for rim light when there's rim light lol)#uhhh. I also use subtract but that's only in ibis paint and when I'm adding noise.#i used to use pin light but that's also only in ibis paint.#i try to work on one part then move to the next because I dunno what I'm doing just that I'm doing it and I use to much layers#when coloring like this#i had the most problem with her hair because I want it to look like water#and her skin because i really dunno how to color skin
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