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agent-troi · 2 months ago

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i went to work and immediately banged out a post-threads fic in less than two hours. what’s wrong with me

#sam/jack are wrong with me that’s what #i may give it an editing once over before actually posting it tho #but i’m mostly happy with it #it just kinda came right out of me lol #stargate fanfiction #stargate sg1 #threads #actually post moebius? bc that’s the new timeline and i want it to stick #maybe i’ll tag it as both #jack o'neill #samantha carter #sam/jack

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serafisolaris · 4 months ago

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please pick up the phone

#genesis rhapsodos #ffvii #ff7 #crisis core #art #sketch #my art #just thought i'd share some progression #his color scheme is so nice????#and like... his lips are plump as hell omg #i had to recall some lore to kinda get the feel of his face #idk if this came out well #it's my first time drawing him so forgive me :')#maybe i'll be motivated to keep him in the rotation #pls reach the right person lol

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front-facing-pokemon · 7 months ago

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#this is one of my favorite pokémon of ALL time. this is one of those pokémon that #when it first came out‚ i had such a Visceral reaction to. i couldn't get over this fucking dog. and i still can't #THEY CAN'T FUCKING SEE!!!!!! AHJGSAKDGASJGDSKCGAJVCKABCKB #i love it SO much it's so fucking. cute. it's so fucking cute. so happy to see that blue haired bitch in the sv dlc having one #DAS IST MEIN BABY. I LOVE IT. lord this is the best. gushing over this dog #while also listening to discO-zone for the first time in a Long time #which is one of my favorite albums of all time. right next to probably vylet pony's cutiemarks and the things that bind us #and burn pygmalion from the scary jokes #there you go. there's my music taste lain out flat. kinda all over the place but discO-zone is one of those that i've loved since i was #a real youngin. and i just rediscovered it last night and UUUUUUUGGHHHH IT'S SO GOOD #MUSIC!!!! AND DOGS. feeling GOOD this morning #by the time this posts‚ it'll be like. two weeks later. but past me was feeling great when she posted this #about to start shiny hunting pawniard for a friend's birthday. technically getting eggs as i write this #wish me luuuuck..! it'll probably be his birthday by the time this posts. lemme check #oh yeah this is gonna post two days After his birthday. hopefully by the time this goes up i've already got the pawniard #HI FORGOT TO TAG THIS ONE #hisuian growlithe #hi from the future again lol his birthday was like a month ago by this point because i ended up queueing up this guy before all the gmax #forms. i totally forgot them. and this whole time i've been queuing them up and shoving them Above this guy. so it was even longer ago #that i queued this guy up at this point. teehee!

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 6 months ago

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It's your blood that haunts my dreams and sticks to my hands, not mine.

Please Stop Replacing My Memories (They Are All I Have)

#my art lol #vocaloid #vocaloid fanart #blood tw #gun tw #utatane piko #piko utatane #vocaloid piko #fukase vocaloid #vocaloid fukase #color palette #THATS RIGHT BAYBEYYY 2 POSTS IN ONE DAY 🤯🤯🤯 (*collapses*)#i actually finished the piko piece way before the len i posted earlier today... and same with the fukase tbh i just finished it up today #testing out some funky color palette stuff for run... the fukase one was the original but i didn't like how it was coming out #so then i switched up and did piko's linelessly which inspired me to redo fukase's in an attempt to get these pieces to match #i dont think that worked lol they ended up not being very matching and lowkey i like how piko's came out way more than fuka's 😭#but its okay ig since these were just tests anyway. ngl kinda started bullshitting towards the ends of both but that keeps happening #that is the most on-model fukase ive ever drawn bruh idk if ill ever be able to do that again 😭😭😭😭 how did i do that

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onesnoopyaday · 2 months ago

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Snoopy #33

3/11/2024

#peanuts #snoopy #art #33 #music #PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS SONG THE CHORUS IS SOOO GOOD!!!!#the visual composition of this piece is kinda ass ngl. like it's just random stuff all over the place but oh well!#wired headphones because i'm a HATER of the wireless headphones revolution that has been going on for the last like 6-8 years or so #anyway i'm obsessed with this song #and it's maybeeee lowkey relevant to my life rn 👀#guy offering me a ride home despite me living out of his way = one of many dominoes in a chain of events that will probably lead to a crush #eventually... if not right now #idk i'm insane and a loser so i could slow burn for years but i am trying not to waste other people's time with my shenanigans anymore #so into another outlet these feelings must go!#how did CRJ manage to capture so perfectly how i felt in the car in 4 simple little lines... megabrained genius behaviour i have to say!#also that car ride home was a few months ago and i didn't discover this song until afterwards (despite this album being 9 years old lol)#so how i felt in the car was Not at all influenced by any pre-existing knowledge of this song #or any desire to shape the events of my life to fit the emotions of the song for the Plot or the Aesthetic or the Narrative or whatever #it just came into my life like a perfectly tailored jacket from a thrift store

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clowningcrows · 2 months ago

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lol i pregamed a tiny bit for agatha but now after finishing im just taking shots for coping reasons

#i am…… not all that pleased with the ending #/not trying to sound like a complainy bitch #SPOILER WARNING ->#i expected agatha to die tbh #but honestly what i Did not expect was for the ending to feel unfinished #and for me to come out of it feeling so deeply unsatisfied #and it’s not that any of the scenes were bad really!! i loved them #i just feel like a lot of them…. needed some further context or elaboration that we got absolutely none of #like i have So Many questions still that weren’t at all answered by the finale #and also questions that came up BECAUSE of the finale that didn’t get answered lol #idk i’m just.#i’m so proud of kathryn hahn and all of the cast and crew #and i don’t want to seem ungrateful bc i can FEEL that they put their heart and soul into this show #but the writing and contextualization just REALLY really fell flat for me in the last two episodes #also some decisions that felt…weird and last minute #like the reveal of agatha being the one to take jen’s powers?? still makes zero sense to me #idk i just wish we had more time with them i think #also i’m not upset that agatha died again i kinda expected it but the manner in which she died felt abrupt and inauethentic to. e #it just didn’t feel fleshed out at all idkkkkk #ugghhhhhgg #can’t believe i got fucking got by yet another sapphic show #i’m just asking for one good sapphic show with a satisfying ending PLEASE #(read: NOT necessarily a happy ending im not asking for all that i just need it to MAKE FUCKING SENSE!!!!)#anyway. i have more thoughts that ill get into soon im a bit tipsy and prob and not expressing myself right but TLDR love them all but…. 😬#agatha all along #agathario #agatha harkness #billy maximoff #kathryn hahn #joe locke

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liquidstar · 9 months ago

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a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

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tiddiesoutwhenthetisout · 4 months ago

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not me curling my laptop charger wire the way you curl band equipment cords HAHAHA god i miss it

#i really said “okay big performance in the city square let's make this work” and i did but absolute fuckery of the manager just made me...#and she also used to complain about being an opening act-- like come on that's a nationally-renowned band and we're not there yet 😭#we used to fight a lot though so ack i really should have taken that as a red flag #but i was 14 and stupid 🤷‍♂️#being solo way better uM i shouldn't say this yet but i got a commission today audhauagah i don't even have a portfolio #fuck guys i'm so so so nervous from big changes in life because uM god i just came from actual hell with various things working to make me #kms #but uH we're uH not too keen on that anymore atm and uH it's probably going to all fuck up after i share that i have good news in life #but yk what #let's keep challenging god #i know he hates me #but we will not be defeated we will strangle him by the tie #AHHHH help me i want to get into music again pls pls pls pls pls #anyway back to my old band manager #she was known for being a shitwad in the scene anyw but i was young and stupid as i sais #and i defended her and rationalized her behavior because “we're friends right”#i'm starting to get why my mom is wary of people i get to know #i'm tbh a fucking idiot i would never admit that elsewhere (nah i do) uM my brain is bouncing off the walls #i took a bargain with 7pm coffee and look where it got me #i was also getting up there in my 5 days of uni absences agsgshags #DOES ANYONE ACTUALLY READ THESE I KINDA HOPE NOW NO ONE DOES #IM KINDA UHHH MY CHILD THERAPIST SAID UNCONVENTIONAL #I THINK SHE MEANT FUCKING CRAZY #sorry #oh yeah i walked tf out the band after that big performance set up just for us because i couldn't keep working with that kind of environment #other bands started flocking to recruit or proxy after i was let go by my famously fucked-up ex-manager LOL #but um i have issues so i'm not among them and i think they get the message tbh #appears and disappears #that is actually my brand

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mwagneto · 5 months ago

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unfortunately for everyone involved im hitting the exact right combination of summer melancholy + extreme mental illness spiral + late july/august + insomnia that makes me rewatch shadowhunters. sorry in advance

#it was the only thing that got me thru 2017 i always associate it with the second half of summer specifically..#i started watching it in march but s2b was coming out in july/august so that's why those stuck #im doing so badly. lol #i think everything just kinda came together coupled not leaving my room for anything other than my daily walk for #1.5 months and counting but oh my god. hello #im spiraling into shit i havent had to deal with in like years can i LEAVE. I THOUGHT WE WERE OVER THIS #it's not paranoia if im literally right 🙏 this is fine. it's fine <3 #it's literally FINE if i repress everything far enough it wont bother me. im sure using that as #a coping mechanism for my entire life hasn't lead to an insane backlog of horrible shit that im gonna have to deal with at some point.#at least my brain helpfully doesn't let me remember 90% of my life so ion have to worry about all that. yay♥#guys it's direeeee tv show save me. i cant even work or go riding coz the weather is so hot i constantly feel ill #MAN whatever it's fine. at least i dont have scurvy i guess #barking

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endlessfuckup · 6 months ago

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saw your post about no longer wanting to be a phan blog and i just wanted to say i get you especially the reaction to this tour has been very uncomfortable and i could never figure out exactly why it felt... overbearing ig??? but it has been building and the tour leak and announcement just seemed to put a spotlight on people seem to have learned nothing from the previous years and seem to think that now that they're back it's okay to push their boundaries because they're engaging with us again. and tbh i appreciate you for helping put into words the discomfort ive been feeling and it sucks that it turned out like this that the enjoyment of the thing gets harder because of others

I was so so hoping it wouldn't get like this again

The first 5-6 months of the gaming channel being back were mostly wonderful

Everyone was behaving and respectfully enjoying dnp being back as a duo

I've seen/felt it building up over the past few months but I kept ignoring it because I figured it was just newer phans who didn't know about any of "the lore"

But every time I'd check their page out it would almost always be someone in their mid-late 20s who has been around for 10+ years

I was dumbfounded

I genuinely cannot believe people still treat Dan and Phil like tv characters who exist purely for entertaining the masses

Its really sad

#i have had a lot of other dnp fans dming me and sending anonymous asks sharing this same sentiment #to my surprise #i thought i was alone on this opinion for a long time #which is part of the reason i tried to ignore the way i was feeling for so long #i think i started feeling something was off when the “dangender” shit started #and then people started calling dnp autistic because they're weird guys #thennnn people started started crossing boundaries discussing their sex lives #jokes and bants about it are fine #dnp dont seem to mind that too much and make these jokes themselves #but phans (as always apparently) started to take it too far #people keep projecting shit onto them #and being overall disrespectful as fuck to both of them #so when i opened tumblr and the first thing i saw was that the tour got leaked #and saw everyone gloating and screaming about it on every corner of the internet i genuinely got super angry #i walked away from my phone for an hour then came back to quit being a phanblog lol #like you assholes couldn't wait a few more hours for them to announce this thing they've been busting their asses on for MONTHS #you just had to camp out on ticketmaster and overanalyze everything that they did in order to prove that you were “right”#but at least you were right right?#fuckin selfish greedy and entitled behavior #its gross and honestly dnp should not have to put up with this kinda shit

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carcarrot · 6 months ago

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well that was a shortlived good feeling about my job

#maybe i should just become unemployed. maybe i should just suffer!#recap of todays further events .#that supervisor? who i kinda didnt already like but now absolutely hate?#she came down to confirm that i wasnt leaving. okay . and then she fucking tells me #oh we're going to get another person to help out from this other company. we were going to do that bc we thought you were leaving #but she thinks that even if im staying there should be another person on this floor. bc apparently more has to be done #and there are 'constant complaints' abt this floor . which doesnt make sense to me bc there shouldnt be #and so we're waiting to see what the manager decides but hes on fucking vacation and wont get back until. next week??#she said she was gonna email him and like right after she left i emailed and texted him explaining everything #and trying to very nicely say hey what the fuck are you doing you don't need to hire anyone else #and if im doing a bad job fucking tell me so i can do it better. bitch #and she had the nerve to fucking tell me when she was talking to me #that i wont find an easier job than this one #well if its so fucking easy why are we hiring someone else #by the way getting that extra person from this other company doesnt cost them anything which is why theyre doing it i think #which is making me not feel good abt my own future lmao. like why would they keep paying me when they can get someone for free #and she was saying all this stuff like oh you have it so good here we dont write you up i do all this stuff to help you like . ok #i didnt ask you to come downstairs w the coffee order and if you wanted me to i would come up . god #but the thing of me not being able to find a better job like wow! what if i killed you. for saying that to my face #and she talks abt how shes been w the company 20 years ok and that doesnt give you an excuse to treat me like a child. jesus #anyway im very pissed off and not enjoying my work situation lol. i dont wanna do this anymore #but looking at other jobs im so unemployable. sigh

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withleeknow · 7 months ago

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#ngl we've been feeling kinda frustrated here lately!#is it just me or has it been kinda dead over on this side of tumblr #am i about to start streamlining my shit bc all people seem to care about is smut lol #also we have a problem with minors again bc last week why tf did i have to block a 13-year-old #you were born in 2011 ??? you were literally one year old when payphone - maroon 5 came out ???#you should not be lurking on my blog which clearly states minors dni - which you clearly ignored right before you hit that follow-#button right below those words lol #i am so pressed about so many things i'm gonna keep deteriorating in the gc bc people might bury me for the shit i have to say lol #jen rambles

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ayyponine · 8 months ago

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Same venue. Same-ish crowd. Opposing seasons. Contrasting vibes.

#me #sometimes you have a few beers and yr feeling yrself. sometimes you feel too much like yourself and consider leaving early #for all the talk of yearning and intricate rituals let me tell you. a drunk girl sidled in right in front of me and the sense of rage i-#her and esp the guys she was with got kinda rowdy in the pit later on shoving each other also into the crowd whom did NOT want part of that #its a lot of people in a small room and at this point i was already further back and against a wall let me tell you #i think if someone had touched me i might have snapped fr #still had an ok time though once i got over feeling super embarrassed about my self and dared looking other people in the eye lol ah #one thing i do like abt the culture is the genderneutrality of it all... the most long and luscious locks in the room belong to some guy #and i can show up in sport bra and oversized shirt no typa bag no makeup wearin black laceup boots that could be m or f #my gender is uh. dont worry abt it lets just turn off the lights and vibe #got talking w someone tho who said she recognised me frm a diff event & i didnt much like that idea.. im not in the mood to be Perceived at #the venue IS p cool tho... like oo at a forgotten space on the other side of the tracks. by the water. by the skate park. yea #edit HOW could i forget. the rowdiest of drunk guys got either shamed into stepping out or str8 removed fr a lil while im not sure lol #and another guy wantedto crowdsurf but only 2 of his friends came to the stage to get him so he just kinda. crawled on top of them #and they awkwardly took a few steps carrying him round the vacated front. none of the crowd wanted shit to do w them lmao

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bmpmp3 · 11 months ago

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man in his mid 20s who says tee hee

#art #traditional art #watercolour #oc art #ocs #oc group: lia crystal darling #oc: bibi #I DREW THIS a while back u can see the date in the corner LOL but i didnt scan it because it was like #a tiny little drawing from a tiny little watercolour paper pad and i. lost it JHKDSDds i forgot i had it #BUT I FOUND IT AGAIN so i scanned it finally ~#today i had a slightly wretched critique in one of my classes. kinda incomprehensible. oddly harsh with very little actionable advice #i think ive been really lucky in school with critiques at least post secondarily. most have been very useful and fun and interesting #even if i dont find all the advice useful usually i can at least glean something like a communication issue or something im having #but this one was wack as FUCK only advice i got was basicaly all the work u did sucked u should just redraw year old unrelated work instead #my professor seems to think im on the right track tho i think it was just the TAs who came out the gate swinging LOL #theyre like my age so maybe theyre just overwhelmed about trying to lead a critique like this i think theyre new at it #so i'll try not to be too discouraged but MAN.... so now. i need to post drawings of my anime boys to bring me back down to earth #look at my anime boy. he even has hair covering one eye <3

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baylardian-1 · 2 years ago

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Yeah I’m cringe yeah I think about how probably a year or so after the events of Threshold she starts displaying needy clingy behaviors toward Chakotay. And he dismisses her sudden heightened attachment for a while. But then it gradually gets more and more intense. And it’s like Oh there’s something biological going on here. And it’s an awkward waiting period of Chakotay blatantly rejecting Kathryn’s advances and trying to keep her from following him around everywhere and sneaking into his quarters each night while the Doctor tries to frantically come up with a cure. I figure her heat cycle probably occurs like once or twice a year, just so it isn’t SUPER inconvenient to bounce around. And it takes a few cycles for them to get their preventative treatment down for it. But definitely around the season 3/season 4 area of time when it happens it’s everyones guess as to how to help her out when there’s CLEARLY only one easy solution and no one wants to tell her because it’s a little personal lol.

#ALICE HELPED ME OUT WIT THIS ONE THANK U ALICE!!!!!!!!!#THIS CAME OUT OF NO WHERE.......... CLASSIC ME.................#took a bit of a tumble right on top of kathryn! major whoopsies moment SO CLUMSY of him #definitely NOT an instigated fall by kathryn #riley you kinda inspired this in a vague mysterious ominous way YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID LOL #particularly just the visual of a tail...... thumping pleadingly heehee................. i loved that as a concept :3 #SHES SO NEEDY!!!!!!!#My Art #Kathryn Janeway #Chakotay #Threshold #Star Trek: Voyager #Human #AU

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girlivealwaysbean · 1 year ago

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okay okay queer people on tumblr please put in the tags how you came out to yourself/ realised you were queer

#for me i had a moment in 10th when i thought that hm. if i like someone i like someone them not having a dick wouldn't change my feelings #for them #and wondering if people really liked people based on their sex?? that's so weird?? until i realised that sounded kinda gay so postponed #thinking about it cause i had to focus on boards lol #and i didn't really have one particular moment cause before me 2/3 of my friends group came out as bi and pan and they knew i liked girls #too but they were gentle because i was just scared of using my label because of my dad #my first girl crush was this girl in 11th we were doing some board decoration thing for like school exhibition idk #and she was up on a chair and i was holding her chair so she doesn't fall off and we were talking about her inability to say no #cause she was kinda teachers favorite and then someone asked for something like a tape or some stationery #and she looked me right in the eye and said 'NO. i will not give it to you because ik how to say no'#and then she was like are you proud of me #the eye contact awakened something in me lmao😭

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