#idk i just wish we had more time with them i think
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Theories on what the ghouls wished for:
I've been compiling this for a little while, so I added some explanations too. I think part of why they received the abilities that they have has to do with the specific way they worded their wish, so I tried to make some of them "accurate" to what I think they would be + some variations that it could have been instead.
Note: I don't think all of them made wishes that were intentionally malicious in nature, but they must've had enough darkness in their heart for the demons to prey on, at least at the time of summoning them. Since at least some of them seemed to be kids when they summoned demons, they probably didn't fully understand the gravity of summoning a whole ass demon, and weren't necessarily evil people.
Jin - For people to listen to him, maybe because he felt undervalued despite possibly thinking he was capable of great things. Or maybe he was more vindictive with it, and wanted to be able to make people obey his command to show them what he was capable of?
Tohma - To make a change, ie. "To shake the world in waves". I firmly believe his Vagastrom nature wants to make some kind of change, and he's using Jin as a way to see it come to fruition (though I think he does still appreciate Jin as a person).
Luca - To protect people (canon as far as we know). Maybe to protect his brother specifically? (Did he summon a fucking genie?) Not sure why his brother would be taken though, since as far as we know, no one else has had to sacrifice something/one upfront to have their wish granted. Maybe his brother was in danger and he wished to protect him, so his brother was removed entirely and Luca absorbed the demon because of Weird Pact Things or whatever? Maybe his assumed absorption of the demon is what caused his brother to disappear in the first place? (Yikes...)
Kaito - Not sure. Maybe something like being able to understand others/their emotions, or be able to detect liars/deceivers? Maybe smething about enhanced vision/being able to see things he/people in general ordinarily can't see? I think he was the one who mentioned his pact was "forced on him" so idk.
Alan - For the strength to get revenge. //chill Alan..
Leo - To hear what people are saying around him. (I have a headcanon that his wish was mostly innocent in nature/intended to be malicious for only one big thing, but having the ability, maybe + being under demonic influence, turned him into a monster.) Maybe his wish wording could have also been something along the lines of wanting to know the secrets of the people around him, or something?
Sho - To push someone/something away from him? Not sure what "jams things" entails entirely. Maybe to get away from his brother, or maybe he was physically trapped somewhere when he made his wish? Maybe he was being bullied?
Haru - To be able to move quickly, maybe either to help someone or to save himself? Or just to keep up with the hustle, lol?
Towa - No fucking clue. Is he even truly a ghoul? The closest thing I would think for all he's got going on is "to be able to understand nature" or "to be one with nature" or something to that effect.
Ren - To be able to clean without water? (Is this how he bathes?) No fucking clue.
Taiga - To have good fortune/favourable odds? To have things "go his way"? Maybe he was an unlucky bastard in his youth? Maybe he was trying to help repay family debt? Romeo has defined his ability as "luck", but I don't know if his stigma has something to do with his apparent ability to see the future/other time loops. It's possible that's something outside his stigma entirely, considering his opening dialogue possibly implies he was incapable of seeing the future at the time.
Romeo - Not sure. Maybe something regarding revenge? Like wanting to take down his rivals? Maybe his specific wording included "I'll do anything" hence things closer to him emotionally having a bigger blast. Something something "wanting to make an explosive comeback"?
Ritsu - To be capable of holding his own in court? I can't think of the wording I want to use, but basically to be an indestructable force in the court room, whether that wish is for himself or so he can honour his family/father.
Subaru - Not sure. Maybe he wanted to find out the truth about something that was hidden from him? Maybe he wanted to uncover some kind of scheme amongst his acting peers or whatever? Maybe he wasn't always sus as fuck and he just wanted to understand people better, to know how to help them?
Haku - If I'm going with the shapeshifter theory: To change, to be someone else, anything else, to be something that isn't "Haku Kusanagi" that's part of this big family and weighed down by all these expectations. Otherwise, no fucking clue.
Zenji - No fucking clue. If I'm going with the "Jiro time traveler" theory, maybe he made a wish something along the lines of wanting to protect/watch over Jiro, which is why he is the way he is now?
Ed - No fucking clue. Is he even a ghoul or just a vampire?? If I'm to guess his mist is his stigma, then maybe something along the lines of "to have the ability to charm/persuade people"?
Rui - To help people/to ease people's pain specifically? Could he have maybe been capable of healing people by touching them before, but obviously can no longer do that?
Lyca - Maybe to find his way after getting lost? Maybe to ensure he didn't lose/get separated from anyone he was close to? Not sure. Could also be to capable of hunting something down?
Yuri - To be a genius!! He's a visionary that just needs the brainpower to bring his thoughts and ideas to fruition!! (Not sure how he worded his wish though.) Maybe he needed this brainpower to save his mother or otherwise to prove himself to his mother?
Jiro - No fucking clue. If I'm going with the time traveler theory: to go back in time and save the presumed baby third Kirisaki brother. Maybe Jiro was capable of doing this but traveling back too many times caused his health to deteriorate, both from his power and his own personal neglect?
#Tokyo Debunker#I WASN'T GONNA POST THIS YET BUT TUMBLR SAID YES#I'M NOT D O N E#I WAS GONNA WAIT A LITTLE LONGER SO I COULD GATHER MORE INFO DAMMIT
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I wish they had done more with Lilith losing her powers in BL3
I think there's like a one off line from Ellie about how Lilith's acting strong but she's hurting or something but I wish we had actually gotten to see more of the effects.
Like her instinctively trying to use her powers and then remembering that they're gone, or her actually being ill from having them taken from her. Maybe she absorbs some eridium right before her powers get taken and then there's some lingering after effects of having eridium in her system while she isn't a siren and Tannis has to treat it or something.
Having something ripped away from you like that would HAVE to cause some serious mental trauma right? And I know that we can infer that she's hiding it to seem strong or whatever but I wish we actually got to SEE some of the effects because all they show her doing in game is limping for like 30 seconds and then walking around and acting like normal.
Idk I just think it could've been a really good time to explore some of the stuff about sirens and give Lilith some more character development
#borderlands#borderlands 3#lilith the firehawk#Like show there being some reason this fully trained vault hunter can't go kick some ass even without her powers#just feels like a missed opportunity to me
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Itās honestly so wild to me how people donāt seem to understand the context in which s5 was written? First it got picked up for a full 20-something episodes, then 18 and somehow it ended up being 12 episodes. A strike happened in the middle of it. A lead actress left the show. In the course of the season they realized that it was most likely gonna be the last season. Do I think it was their best season? No. Do I wish we wouldāve gotten more tarlos in s5? For sure, but also I could say that for literally every season. Idk I just feel like considering everything going on with the show we kinda got lucky. And itās not as if the other relationships in the show got more storyline or screen time? Also some fans got really weird about the couple counselling storyline for some reason (?) and it kinda tainted everything for them after
itās a miracle s5 even made it to screen tbh
and oh? I had seen some things on Twitter from people who donāt like tarlos laughing/thinking theyāre divorcing or a horrible couple because they went to counseling. Imagine saying that about an individual who went to therapy. That theyāre failing at life and not worthy like what the actual fuck
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lol i pregamed a tiny bit for agatha but now after finishing im just taking shots for coping reasons

#i amā¦ā¦ not all that pleased with the ending#/not trying to sound like a complainy bitch#SPOILER WARNING ->#i expected agatha to die tbh#but honestly what i Did not expect was for the ending to feel unfinished#and for me to come out of it feeling so deeply unsatisfied#and itās not that any of the scenes were bad really!! i loved them#i just feel like a lot of themā¦. needed some further context or elaboration that we got absolutely none of#like i have So Many questions still that werenāt at all answered by the finale#and also questions that came up BECAUSE of the finale that didnāt get answered lol#idk iām just.#iām so proud of kathryn hahn and all of the cast and crew#and i donāt want to seem ungrateful bc i can FEEL that they put their heart and soul into this show#but the writing and contextualization just REALLY really fell flat for me in the last two episodes#also some decisions that feltā¦weird and last minute#like the reveal of agatha being the one to take jenās powers?? still makes zero sense to me#idk i just wish we had more time with them i think#also iām not upset that agatha died again i kinda expected it but the manner in which she died felt abrupt and inauethentic to. e#it just didnāt feel fleshed out at all idkkkkk#ugghhhhhgg#canāt believe i got fucking got by yet another sapphic show#iām just asking for one good sapphic show with a satisfying ending PLEASE#(read: NOT necessarily a happy ending im not asking for all that i just need it to MAKE FUCKING SENSE!!!!)#anyway. i have more thoughts that ill get into soon im a bit tipsy and prob and not expressing myself right but TLDR love them all butā¦. š¬#agatha all along#agathario#agatha harkness#billy maximoff#kathryn hahn#joe locke
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Eloise and Lorraš„¹š„¹
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#we were talking about Ćrsula from Kiki and how we wish we were herš«š«š«#so I had to recreate this scenešššš#Kikiās my favorite movieā¦ever since I was like 3 years old I think bahahahahahahahahaahhaahah#idk how many times Iāve seen it!!!!!!#I just love drawing these little pictures of all of our characters spending time togetherš„¹#and if I get to ALSO practice backgrounds/full illustrations etc even BETTERš„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#Lorraine Morgan#I love Lorraine so much she is SUCH A CUTIE !!!!!! š„¹šš„¹š#I have a lot more paintings planned !!! but they take me some time so Iām not 100% sure when Iāll get around to them lol#bc I want to draw all of these MCs but I also want to draw scenes from my fic etc etc#so I try to balance it out!!!š„¹š«¶#eloise + friends
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Look, I don't believe in preferential treatment, it's not right.... BUT āļø if we're gonna have changbin saying sydney is skz's second hometown I just think maybe australia could not be charged things like 60+ dollars shipping.... or 75 dollars for a normal album at the most prominent music retailer when other places pay 15-20 for the same thing.... lol
#like sometimes i think ppl think im being dramatic but over the years ive had ppl randomly look up how much we get charged for randon stuff#and every time theyre like WHYS IT 50 BUCKS MORE FOR YOU EVEN WITH EXCHANGE RATES FACTORED#and im like... idk ?#ausflation#like there are these little anime figurines my little cousin really liked and in jp yen which is equivalent to aud roundabout#theyre from about 36 to 42 dollars and in aus theyre all like 86+ dollars ? why. maybe 10 dollars more okay but why twice over ?#why#someone play why by skz#Why#like you can go online and find better deals but its sorta a hassle#and a regular old mum who has a 15 yr old who asks for a skz album for Christmas will probably just go in store and then be like why tf#lmao#we're being finagled#but also this just reminded me of last xmas when i saw a mum in the kpop section and she was so pissed off bc '#and i quote 'none of these albums have NAMES ON THEM' and then i looked and she was right#like there were numerous groups but very few had boxes that actuslly said NCT WISH or what#it was just like random graphic art or a couple were actually just plain boxes with a symbol#like if youre a kpop head you know the symbols but if you are aunty jen and you dont know this shit? fucked time really funny
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why do i love the conflict more than anything else . the misery . the incompatibility that spreads like oil slick . wanting so desperately for resolution that never comes . hmmm
#its the allure of like . mismatch btwn right person / wrong time . maybe in personal development and such#or wrong person / right time and trying 2 make it work but the circumstances are set 2 separate you#i think the guilt ford harbors over his relationship w fidds is good and i think hes had a lot of reflection . 30 yrs at least#but i dont rly care for like a . HELPP SRY IM LIKE talking to myself#i dont rly care āifā they got back tgether in the end#fanon wise or whagever obviouslyy . no avrually emma-may kicking fidds out over the xmas thing its over HELPPPP#i feel like i always hve to clarify bc then theres that one guy whos like āsmth smth you cant read . ooc loser .āidgaf . not gaffing today#i think mcguckets decision to forgive him is rly sweet And i do like the recognition of .. the whole incident being a misstep on both their#parts ykwim ? like ford was an ass for sureee but also mcgucket + memory gun was his own autonomous detriment#but#no i cant read the other tags i was writing i forgot where i was at#anyways im so obsessed w like . this being such an imperfect event with imperfect equals#ford theory and fidds the mechanics . which brw im also obsessed w how That is revered in canon .#but yeah like imperfect event imperfect people who shared an incredible connecfion in my freaking mind#that was ultimately squandered to fords pride and fidds reticence#ugh like i love the rise and fall i love the strenght of their connection generally corroding over time#its just such a cool motivator for both themselves and like its a history they share together and post weirdmageddon get to finally think a#knowing now what they didnt have the tools to recognize then#idk.^__^ they r so crazy to me . playing w them like dolls in my head#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#gravity falls#every time i think ab this wrt every challeneged dynamic i think ab mars in the discord#talking ab x and y charas epic divorce arc#and im not even saying this to discredit Good relationships in media#bc those have a wealth of fun and interesting concepts or dynamics to dive into#its just something ab like . poetry of anger bro . and how love and hate can feel so similar and be borne from the same place#how one can transform into the other and back again due to . idk whatevee the hell theyve got going on^#prev post got me wishing we had more meat to the fallout#or that it was extended in content or scope . i want 2 see how they dealt with losing the other and then
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actually...
looking at a bunch of my old favorite mutuals blogs that have been inactive for years. i miss them, even if i never really talked to any of them. when you're mutuals with a person for so long they become a comforting presence even without talking. you see them every day and read their posts about their thoughts or feelings or about what's going on in their life and so on. and they just become a part of your daily life in such a subtle way.
and then one day they just never post again. without warning. shit sucks. i actually hate it.
#i think about so many old mutuals like every day#just wondering where they've gone and what they're up to and how their lives have turned out#i love them and miss them so much#actually there have been a couple times when old mutuals suddenly become active again after years#but i can't count on that -- most don't#i wish there was some website or app or whatever#that would make it possible to stay in contact indefinitely#like i just imagine something like linktree or whatever#but also something more#just this one central hub with one username and it is just saved forever#and so any person who remembers your name can just look it up and suddenly have access to all these ways to contact you#because i've had my blog deleted a few times and like i gotta slightly change my url every time#so if someone looks up my og blog url they won't be able to find me#and that shit makes me sad#just a slight change in url could mean the difference between staying in contact#whatever#i get like this occasionally#nostalgic and sad because i miss old mutuals#scrolling their long abandoned blogs#idk why i do this to myself lmao#i do it with facebook sometimes too#i haven't posted since like high school#and sometimes i go back and see all my friends' profiles frozen in time#because a lot of their profiles are also inactive for whatever reason#i don't know why this shit makes me so sad#so yeah if you're a mutual -- even we don't talk -- don't ever just randomly delete or become inactive#even if we don't talk you can give me your other socials or whatever#or even an email idc#i just don't want to lose connection with any of you -- when i'm 80 years old i wanna reminisce with y'all#and i wanna throw everyone a feast someday
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thinking about the eredar and how they couldve so easily just been like 'fuck off' about them and let them be mindless soulless irredeemable monsters who have hurt and killed countless people across the galaxy for centuries
but they chose to redeem them. to make them work toward redemption, even if they never achieve it in the eyes of most... or anyone, even. to make them people just like the other characters, and rejoin their people that had to separate from them a long time ago.
and how you can play as one now, technically. you can gain customization options to become an eredar and play as one. and thats wild to me, but in a good way. its just neat
#i love the draenei and the eredar i dont care what anyone else says theyre my favorite#my post#i wish the customization options were a little *more*? if that makes sense?#like a lot of eredar have black and green markings from the fel in them and that is sooo fucking cool !!!#but we cant put it on our characters :[#epsilon lets me though lol :3 that was fun for when i was making my man'ari in it!#ive spent a long time seeing WoW as this... very not soft game. it just has a reputation i feel like. especially because of its playerbase#the playerbase being seen as basement dwelling incel weirdo assholes....#but then i look at the game and. at least partially. i see some damn soft stuff. and thats good !!! i love soft#i mean. anduin fucking reminds me of steven universe. and. augh i could say so much#i just keep being reminded that its not as rough as i thought it was. especially in its stories from the last few years#i mean it started in a very different world than the world it exists in now#idk ive been thinking about some stuff tonight lol. watched a really interesting video about the early 2000s and stuff#and it had me comparing then to now and all that#world of warcraft#its definitely still rough in several ways of course. i talk a lot of good about it because i like it but the game has... some issues lmaoo.#but anyway lol
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anyways. WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT.
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc 2#tadc spoilers#tadc 2 spoilers#i was NOT expecting it to get so self-aware!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#waiting for all the pomni screenshots to come flooding in bc she was a Mood this whole episode#i love that they're leaning into her 'done-with-this-bs' attitude#letting her swear and things like that. i think it just adds to her reluctant hero vibe so much and i'm HERE FOR IT#y'all know i love my reluctant protags#OK BUT RAGATHA WITH THE FINGER GUNS WAS SO CUTE FOR NO REASON. SHE'S LIKE SLOWLY CLIMBING UP THERE ON MY LIST OF FAVES#her trying to push aside what happened to be there for pom š„ŗš„ŗ#ALSO I'M SO GLAD ZOOBLE IS OK BUT MAN I WISH THEY HAD MORE SCREENTIME#THEM BEING SOFT IN THAT ONE SCENE. GOD I HOPE THEIR CHARACTER IS EXPLORED FURTHER#i do wish they had cut down on the whole jax thing though simply because i know he's a fan fave and they wanna make the fans happy#it's just a little over the top and his presence is just kinda overwhelming. idk i still love him but i think it'll take time before i can#really see him as a more fleshed-out character#we are Not going to be talking about gummigoo because that was CRUEL.#GOD. I KNOW CAINE CAN'T HELP IT BC HE'S AN AI AND DOESN'T UNDERSTAND POMNI'S NEED FOR CONNECTION BUT DAMN. LIKE SERIOUSLY.#OK THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY. FOR NOW. BUT I WILL NOT BE SHUTTING UP ABOUT THIS
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i think about the whole "love that" exchange a lot.
#i think i already have a post about this somewhere im just. rotating it#they realize they just kinda revealed a bit too much in front of Trent Crimm (Formerly) The Independent#and he does the whole biting wind-up to a question you know is going to be sharp as hell. bringing in that heat#and rebecca just. doesn't even try to get out of it#is she taking a leap of faith? is she just tired of spinning a whole yarn? testing him? giving him a chance?#and his response is just. simple. a real smile--almost conspiratorial and they're both in on the joke--and 'love that.'#sincere and almost warm. love that. bc that's what he actually thinks. not asking what he thinks he should#what he thinks the crowd wants to hear. but just. god her ex husband is a dickhead. absolutely you should try to fuck him over. love that#and rebecca all but beaming at him in response#i wish we'd gotten more of their dynamic tbh. i think that interaction probably helped soothe any anxieties she had about the whole thing#i think the next time we really see them interact is just the girl talk thing#where she's gleefully including him on the gossip and he's SO fucking pleased to get a good grade in girl talk something both normal to w#but like them developing an almost easy banter Fast. please. and like. him letting himself be. himself. in front of other people#not just ted. and rebecca GETS that if anyone gets getting flayed by the lasso effect it's her#so like. IDK MAN I JUST THINK THEY SHOULD BOND#also keeley. DEFINITELY keeley. all three of them. FUCK#trent crimm#rebecca welton#gertspeak#god. him being so pleased about the girl talk comment too. lives in my brain rent free#rebecca or keeley pays him a genuine but offhand compliment and he (and clearly completely unconsciously) just#fully does a pleased little wiggle in his seat. and they're like hmmmm
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I wanna. Pick them up in my mouth and shake 'em around like a dog obliterating a squeaky toy
#you can tag anyone you feel this way about but I was thinking about Rook hunt in particular#tbh I feel like he'd picture the same - just with Vil and Neige#he wanta his oshis to be besties (he is just lime me fr) (just a liiiittle furyher frim reality)#(I view neigexVil as nore of a crackship until we get more Neige development/lore)#(our queen Vil doesn't deserve to be genuinely shipped with someone who's kinda 2D rn.#But I respect people who flesh out neige with headcanons - they write the dynamics realy well tbh)#(hopefully we get more RSA development at some point I think that'd be cool)#(plus I'd cry if TWST just. stopped. after the last NRC OB)#(I mean it'd make sense aince that's where the story is based and it'll probably end once Yuu finds a way home#- which feels close now thanks to Ortho)#(But at the same time I. have been following this since it first came out when I was about 16 - same age as the first year squad lol)#(and I feel like it'd feel weird if we stopped getting main story updates)#(Im rambling a LOT lol - probably because I'm tipsy haha)#(hope someone can relate to my lamenting of future woes though)#(Oh well - I should atop borrowing sorrow from the future and live joyfully with the now)#(I do miss my friends who've stopped being in the fandom though - and my friends who deactivated and idk how to contact now)#(sugarandmelody... zacrazyvalentine... I miss them. but we had fun#writing and stuff. and I suppose that's what matters in the end. that we had fun.)#at least - I hope they had fun too. and I kinda hope they think about me how I think of them sometimes.#have a nice day if you're reading this. I rambled in the tags a while and I understand that it's kinda long lol.#and probably riddled with typos#I'm tearing up for some reason haha. well it is what it is#I hope each and every one of my followers know how amazing they are - I hope y'all have a wonderful day - evening - or night#I wish I could hug people across the internet lol#I should stop posting on tumblr while drinky haha#tw drunk#tw drinking#i'll tag it just in case#don't wanna cause discomfort and stuff
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I'm v curious abt Talon's mesoamerican origins and evolution in general how does his accent sound when written out? after such a long life what is the strongest vestige of those times he has (aside from physical features and so on). I can't believe some rando bloodsucker colonized my boy
I have no idea what his accent wld sound like as the few videos i cld find of people speaking his original language, are, of course, mainly spanish speakers! And I can sometimes hear the difference in spanish as they switch between the 2 while being interviewed but i struggle to mentally transplant that as to how it'd sound in English ykwim š there's also the fact that its the modern language spoken by them so it has evolved alongside and borrows from spanish anyway, by those who still speak it and speak both Today
Im actually still zeroing in on fleshing out more of that lore, since I can't find too much info on the specific culture i envision for him, it may really just have to be "fantasy culture INSPIRED by the people" instead, so i dont completely botch actual historical info š®āšØ either that or go very vague off of the info available
#anonymous#skunk mail#his sire being spanish is pretty standard for such a thing but it makes sense as the culture were the first to have contact with them#id also love to make it as accurate as possible despite limited info but this is just a standalone oc with no fully fleshed out story so#maybe i will go the Fantasy Inspiration way bc I don't think I could? handle? portray? it all as well as one should...#cultures arent just there to pick from and play with etc etc etc#WAGH i wish we had more texts....i need to go looking again#hm hm hm hm maybe talon cld sound like modern speakers because he does spend more time with other language than his original#one once his immediate community passes and he leaves#but then that wouldn't make sense as he'd lose the accent completely if i wanna go the ''he forgor'' route#talon has a lot of Me and idk its important for me to have him learning languages thru one venue only#(so like books) and so he knows it but has not heard people say every single word so he has to guess#its not exactly like my experience but growing up i only learned Spanish through hearing and not reading or writing so i have barriers#in between ykwim#hm hm hm....we will figure it out#he's only like 2 years old! he's still a wip! and im not in any rush bc its not like ill ever make a whole project with him...#we're learning things and piecing it all together as we go for fun
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Reached Consort Radahn with my latest character to go through SOTE and I feel very different about this boss now after itās been so long. I actually find I enjoy fighting him! I didnāt like his fight much before (and I still dislike some aspects), but I feel like I get it now (sorta, tho I need to practice phase 2 more).
Even the lore reasons donāt irk me like they used toāI wasnāt a hater; I just didnāt love it. I think I actually like this Miquella over the version that I and many others expected, and Iām actually glad he wasnāt what I expected he would be.
#babbles#i do wish some things were different#like i wish we got some sort of mechanic revolving around memories#maybe not quite like ds2 but similar?? idk#i think i just wish we had more time with miq and marika#their identities and personalities feel so ephemeral and murky at times#which does lend well to how they are meant to be understood#if im making sense at all#i just like them :)#radahn is cool too i guess#i also wish trina played a more vital role!!!!#these tags are a mess#elden ring
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"An awkward gesture" like yeah. And that group of guys who gathered around in Portland ME in full Nazi paraphernalia on April 1st that one year were just joking. Right.
#bro. sorry WELL I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD EVEN SAY SORRY?????? but i am gonna bitch for a second#like that shit was so jarring (second example i provided) bc not to dox myself but that's like. home.#vaguely not specifically speaking. but that is home.#i don't even remember what happened/what was done about it other than like. seeing an article or two about it#but literally this is just part of the nazi playbook. it's just a joke. or a mistake. or an accident. not that serious. ect ect ect#bonus points if like well they're a really nice person. yeah. i bet they are To You.#and hell less me being a bitch about it even if they put on a nice face towards the people they want dead#like bitch. i was raised christian. i know a thing or two or one hundred thousand about The Duality of it.#conscious or subconsciously. i know first hand what it looks like to be loved and abhorred at the same time.#and this is a loose comparison maybe. but what i'm SAYING here is That's How They Get You.#also fuck man the more i think about that 'stunt' (idk if i even wanna call it that but for lack of a better term)#like. the stupider it fucking is. like yeah a joke. a prank. okay. and you just had all that shit laying around because.......???????#idk it's so jarring. esp when it's close to home#but it's also so fucking jarring and terrifying to see it play out Like This. not some fuckasses in fucking maine#but someone with a disgusting amount of power. in front of the entire world. TO the entire world#god i'm getting flashbacks to that one guy who in front of a whole ass crowd (some preacher? politician?#idk sometimes the venn diagram is a circle. i don't fucking care to find out) said some shit about#eradicating transgender people from public life completely. to like a LOUD fucking applause#like it's sickening and exhausting and god i'm privileged. technically speaking. i'm white#and am taken care of by family so i don't have to work (when like. idk if i can. as time goes on i really feel like i can't.)#like. i'm acknowledging that all things considered i'm probably going to be safe. in all likelihood.#but it's disgusting and horrifying and like. maybe i'm safe. relatively. but so many people are not and will not be.#like idk it's just looking really fucking bleak. and that's coming from the shut-in.#i feel like i could say so much about that too. how i exclusively live through my art and art alone.#is it maladaptive daydreaming if the conditions are inherently hostile to life itself?#again i feel like i'm lucky that i'm able to opt out. but i also feel like. i feel like these shouldn't be my only options.#i don't know. i just wish we had more political assassinations. it wouldn't fix the system.#but it would fix the issue of one really stupid and genuinely evil guy. this goes for many of them
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i finished veilguard, my life has no meaning, also what yhe FUCK was that post credit scene, im afraid. and i cant wait for the next one tbh. i hope my rook gets to be a lil well remembered hero who stays ready as the veilguard but has decided to protect thedas from demons and twisted spirits using their expertise as a mourn watcher and my likely connection to the fade, ya boy would spend time learning ancient elvhen funeral practices from bellara and how they effect the fade too.
i just want my boy to have some peace with his husband, go on ...safer adventures...cause his heart nearly gave out a few times and itll take a while to put it back together again. hes always going to be looking for harding and honouring her too, i want to think she was the one he went to when he had panic attacks. i think hed be searching spirits and the fade, and hed go visit hardings mom (would probably cry more than she does too especially if she looks like lace). hed have tea with mahanon and visit the griffins, and the caretaker a lot, but when its all over and everything is mosty recovered and he visits vorgoth and myrna he gets a lecture from myrna and a begrudgingly relieved hug, and vorgoth doesnt really say much but takes him aside and pats his head like when he was child and would hide from his lessons because they made him feel dumb.
i love dragon age, i never want the series to end, i need to revisit inquisition again
#ive seen people speculate about what vorgoth is and those things kinda looked like them??#BUT UH.#PLS DONT INTRODUCE MORE GODS OR GODLIKE BEINGS#the next game is going to be so interesting if they take into account the choices made in this game with the archive#and how solas's story ended#and also the fucking CALLING.#im sorry but plot wise thats ones of the few complaints i have#they said it changed but that didnt seem to impact anything#and it wouldnt! but if it changed bevause of the gods....but might recede with solas paying penance?#what does that mean for thedas and the way the blight ebolved#and the calling#was that a ghilan'nain thing or was it soemthing else....since clearly we know now its not necessarily a death sentence#did the gods design the concept of the calling to fuel more darkspawn creation or was it soemthing that just...happened?#i did love this game a lot but i think it would have been better if it had been a tiny but more like inquisition#for the hideout at least and getting to talk to companions and learn more about them a bit#some of the game felt a little incomplete and not quite as..filled out as it could have been maybe#i think the final act should have been a bit different with the gods or at least elgar'nan#but idk it felt.....so much more depressing than da usually is in a lot of ways and id have prefered to have to make other choices#and not like...choosing what my companions lived turn out to me???#i love emmerich but i shouldnt have had to choose between lich and manfred that wasnt fair#i prefer the politics of dai and the justice of da2#i still think origins was ass but it was fine for setting up such a good series#i just wish veilgaurd hadnt been so depressing at times and maybe it hits me harder because im an elf in every game but#if it had been less depressing i think my nick picky feelings about it would be easier to tolerate#2 was still the best but dai was my favourite too#i did really love how much being trans could be talked about for my rook tho!!! and taashs story was amazing!!!!!#and i want to see more of that!!!#but i wish the background non plot stuff had been as rounded out as dai#but this was the perfect amount of sidequests imo#dai had too many and the story was too short
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