#it is 7 am and i havent slept yet

[hersurvival]

[godmodebeginswithlesbians]

morality, as a concept, sure seems to be used a lot more for manipulating people than for actually preventing harm, which is why i prefer the referring to it as personal beliefs

because saying something is "immoral" holds a hell of a lot more weight that "this goes against my personal beliefs/principals"

whether or not something causes harm or goes against your beliefs is not mutually exclusive, but its not necessarily the same thing either, which is why i think the idea of morality is quite dangerous

[geddy-leesbian]

The world if there was a luis's jacket for ashley mod so rosa could wear it

And idk she should maybe have ethan's hoodie or smth under it so she's got smth from both dads??

[astrxealis]

taking funny little gposes with my wol and raha makes my little heart swell in a funny nice way ... >_<

[wiltingdecay]

i wrote the porn. i did it. i fuckign did it. baby's first porno is finally real. are you proud of me mom

[minotauromachy]

i wish i wasn't in a constant state of Charlie Kelly Crashing A Car Because He "Forgot How To Drive" when it comes to art (and writing lol) bc i have a very clear vision of a specific deadpool fanart i wanna see in the world but my hands don't work for artistic purposes anymores

[savethepinecones]

hm

[warcrimesimulator]

wolfized Maksym (well actually he is borzoi/wolf mix)

He is a minor character in my sci-fi wwii story for like one chapter, and a major character in the early pandemic arc.

Art and coloring is sloppy af but its 7 am and i havent slept yet so idgaf (you know how is the unemployed life)

[poopystain-moved]

its 7:40am i havent slept yet and i am losing my mind over the thought of the emotional scene where reigen is getting his shit knocked out by mobs tornado and the music in the background is life of riley by kevin macleod instead of 99 i cant take it anymore

[sarosthewizarddude]

i have to get up for school in exactly

*checks watch*

7 hours and 42 minutes

and i havent slept enough in a week

but am i going to sleep? no im going to read. idk what yet. fanfiction? a novel? my long-overdue assigned reading for class? webtoon? all of the above?

[axorcia]

oi why is there a lizard in my room

its almost 7 am and i havent slept yet how did this guy get in ????

[they-might-be-ultramen]

so update, i havent slept at all yet (its 4 am for me), im having my first cup of coffee for today which will surely be followed by many more, and i have to run a dnd game in 12 hours, probably with no sleep before then, and the game will probably go for 7-8 hours knowing my players. so thats what im looking forward to today

[nardonotes]

17 sep '24

7:42pm

here i am again with the "IM SO FUCKING TIRED" entry... well i am. what about it? im fucking exhausted. i was late today cause i half awake turned all my alarms off.. ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა i slept at like 1am last night and knocked out reading notes of a crocodile, so idk where i left off T-T...

im glad my lecturer was chill cause they barely started when i got there. we had like 4 hours of drawing,, we worked on perspective, and vanishing points and allat shit. it was fun and im learning to love drawing again. it's really fun and i think i prefer it over the design class right now. god im so tired what did i even do today. i finished class at 1pm and sat outside my backyard cause the weather was soooooo sososososooooo nice (๑-﹏-๑) and THEN my sister and her bf and i watched crime documentaries which kinda got me a lil spooked lol but now im too tired to do my research... it's already 8pm and i want to sleep by 11pm!! i havent even ate dinner yet oou.....

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anywayy,, my schedule got changed today but only one class, and it's digital photography :)) so happy about that like im really doing something i like it's so fun hhuhhuhu....... !!

some good stuff happened today and im happy so, i hope tomorrow is as good as today hehhe,, goodnight to me!!! (⸝⸝ᴗ﹏ᴗ⸝⸝) ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

[geddy-leesbian]

i got many bizarre songs in my luis playlist but i think this is definitely the most unhinged pick by far but i don't care it gived ne the right vibes

[sk1nn13-l0v3-06]

this is going to be more of a rant/vent post sorry guys

this is going to come out messy and hard to understand since i dont really know how to word all of this im just typing as the words come into my head,

i am really not doing ok at all, i dont even know how to explain the emotion im feeling since i have never felt it before, yeah i have had really depressive episodes many times over the past 7 years, i've had my fair share of panic attacks and attempts etc.

but this, i dont even know what this is, all i know is that i hate this feeling so much, i was starting to feel better a few days ago after feeling really low for a few months, but then out of nowhere this weird emotion hit me and hasnt gone away yet, i cant sleep and havent slept for 3 maybe 4 days, i find myself no being able to understand whats going on at points as if i just forget who i am and where i am and this will last for a few seconds before i just feel really weird, ill have this feeling of dread as if something really bad is about to happen, followed by extreme paranoia, ill feel extremely nauseous at random points in the day, then at some points ill just get this rush of su1cidal urges, all the things i just listed are the feelings that im experiencing that are accompanying the bigger feeling that i cant describe, if i was to try to explain the big feeling thats causing all this i would maybe say its like a discomfort? but to everything, my skin, the smells around me, the colours and temperature, like i mean EVERYTHING, and not in the overstimulated way, i mean in like an odd way that i literally want to end it all so i dont have to experience it anymore,

i also keep being convinced that there is people outside my window about to break in, or even things in my room but this part could just be due to the fact im extremely tired

anyway thats all, i just really wanted to get this out and see if anything knows what the fuck is going on right now because i have no clue what im experiencing

[moon3unny]

11.12.2023 - Monday

Alright so technically im writing this on tuesday since I forgot to write this on the same day. but basically what I had yesterday:

-cold brew coffee 2x

-1 mug soup 65kcal

tea?

thats it. did light exercise and I havent slept yet which is probably why my scale didnt move at all since yesterday. what do we learn from this: if u overdo ur liquid fasts and eat everything in sight it will in fact set you back on progress. if I dont loose weight till tomorrow even a little bit I might not get to 53kg by christmas (im 55,85kg appearently)

I have to stay up until my sisters parcel arrived bc they asked me to recive it on their behalves so I did an all nighter,,,,,,,,,, I hope rlly bad that they come rn to deliver it im so tired (its 8 am)

just came back from going out at literally 7 am to go buy more monster energy cold brew coffee and mug soup hhh