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[nardonotes]

1 nov '24

9:01pm

IT IS FINALLY NOVEMBER YALL!!!!! ◝(ᵔᵕᵔ)◜ YAYYYY!!!!!! IT'S ABOUT TO BE THE CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS SOON FR!!! EVERYTHING WILL FLY BY!!! it literally felt like it was october for five fucking years.. -.-" i was so sick and tired of october man... i think november will fly by FAST bc ill be so busy that it will just ZOOOOM!!!!! •‿•

i woke up at 7pm today... im sorry..... but im not...... because i slept at 10am..... oopsies!! (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

im gonna really do work all night because tomorrow im going to get my eyebrow pierced!! (⊙_⊙) and im scared... ( •̯́ ^ •̯̀) BUT IT'S OK! i've been wanting this for a while and whatever i really dont care anymore let me just get it fucking done and move on with my life it rlly is not that serious!! and if it rejects then it rejects idgaf! im going to go with one of my best friend in the whole world! she's gonna pick me up after work and we're going to the city and im gonna get it done and then we're gna get coffee and im gna freak out bc my baby boy soft image pretty girly face will be destroyed (｡•ˇ‸ˇ•｡) but whatever bro.. u live and u fuckin learn,.

i've been watching emergency intercom again and holy shit it's so funny like,, the intro and outro song kind of gives me ptsd because all id do during [THOSE MONTHS] was watch emergency intercom and play minecraft and it was honestly like sooo healing.. and soo distracting and it was a crazy escape from what was going on in my life at the time!! so it's nice to be able to go back into the things that helped me grow :DD !!

anyways,, so on sunday will be my last day of rest before a very stressful and busy week/month. ˙◠˙

i really needed this week actually,, this very calm week of nothing ! even though i was not happy half the time and that i was really struggling with getting up and going to sleep,, i still really needed a break after octobers stressful ass month man. and honestly, it felt longer than a week which is great cause if it flew by then i actually would have stopped going to class,, and THAT'S BAD! i really need to push forward. ill grind hard tonight and im probably gna pull an all nighter to fix my sleep because i dont want to be behind work.

so with that being said! ill start my essays now!!1 goodnight, and happy november!! (๑>◡<๑)

song of the day: Where I'm From by Ravyn Lenae feat. Meraba ♪♫~

[nardonotes]

24 oct '24

11:17pm

today is a very sad day for me ! (ᴗ_ ᴗ。) i didn't end up going to class either so i've literally missed a whole week, not counting the day off on wednesday. im so disappointed in myself fr. and i hate to blame it on seasonal depression but who else can i blame!! like it really is all on me though -.-" like there's nothing i can do about it but just accept that i fucked up by not going in. i slept all day instead, till 5pm.

[VENT TIME] i had a really bad dream too that i dont want to talk about but it was just bad and horrible !! (╥��╥) and i woke up to that girl cancelling our date which i already felt was coming .. im pretty sure she lost interest in me but i also feel like i really jinxed it by looking forward to it too much. i don't even wna talk about it and i asked for a raincheck, but the conversation a bit more complex (dont wna talk about it !!) and i say,, im just gonna get the hint and if she doesn't want to plan it out then so be it like i guess that's just how it is and it's another failed attempt in getting to know someone !! also im so picky so like ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ it won't be for another while!! and i think im okay with that. cause i do get really bad in the winter and it's just,,, WHATEVER!! anyways. yeah no im just not going to push her into going out with me. i think she might just be really sweet to turn me down(?) because she did insist, she'll make it work idk girls are so complicated and i thought by now i'd understand how their minds work but shit!!!!! it is very difficult!!!!!! like i might act like a chick but i do NOT have the mind of a chick!!!!!!!!!! i hate situationships or talking stages fr....

anyways, after i ate i had a beer with my sister and her bf (my sister didnt drink) but i drank a bottle of desperados (good ol' friend of mine) and ate some pizza while they both bleached and dyed their hair lmfao. they're actually still doing it rn. i also recorded stupid unserious frank ocean covers and it was so funny to me. ( ദ്ദി ˙ᗜ˙ ) garageband is it!!!!

ok. i have work experience tmr, which im dreading so so so so soooo bad. but i really have to go in. so ill just suck it up, work the 6-7 hours and then i dont have to worry about any of that for the next week. i probably wont even do the shit i really want to do midterm.... I KNOW I SAID I WANTED TO DO A LOT DURING MIDTERM,,, but now- the seasonal depression is hitting so bad lmfao. (੭´༎ຶ ཀ ´༎ຶ)੭ lord save me from this hell i call life. ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽ i AM STRUGGLING BAD!!!! LOL !!!!!

bye. and goodnight. may tomorrow bring me so much happiness and distractions and prosperity. god bless. end this month already. im tired!

song of the day: Disappear by beabadoobee ° ᡣ𐭩 . ° .

[nardonotes]

22 oct '24

9:05pm

well. (ᴗ_ ᴗ。) i am very disappointed in myself. i did NOT wake up for class.... the crazy part is, i actually did! and i put my shirt on (i sleep without a shirt on) and then BOOM. suddenly im like sitting up asleep with my shirt on and it's 2pm. and my ass just went back to sleep because like what the fuck was the point !! i knocked out till 5pm. (╥_╥) i was really tired. i think it's the weather. like it's definitely the weather that's making me so tired... ill blame seasonal depression kicking in.

it's ok though, i got an email from my lecturer for tomorrows class that there's no class tomorrow !! YAYYYYY !!!!!!! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ) im so happy about it. im going to get coffee with a friend tomorrow after she's done work too so i can feel more productive cause these past few days, i have just been acting like a bum ! but anyways,,,

i can't believe it's mid october ALREADY!! it flew by so fast man, that shit is so crazy. the fact that months are going by like weeks. we literally have 2 more months AND I AM STILL BROKE WAAAAHHH WHAT WILL I DO FOR CHRISTMAS ...... ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა ... i will struggle so hard. but lemme not think about that now. we're getting there.

i wanted to do some work to keep myself on track of school work and because i feel guilty from not showing up to class like,, fuck!!! but i know myself. i will catch up well. i will be there. i am so fast with my work too like. one thing about me is that im QUICK !!!! i am just a heavy procrastinator (,,>﹏<,,) and i've been playing so much apex.. i finally got wattson like im so happy!! she's so fun to play, and yk what,,, i also got the battle pass. im such a loser virgin i should just kms -_-"

omf i also had a really weird dream half asleep this morning,, cause i half asleep texted the girl im going on a date with sunday and in my dream she was mean asl.. TOT..... my brain is so quick to villainise people i like so i can be prepared for rejection. lord save me pls!!!!!

ok ciao ciao,, ill probably edit and journal some more... goodnight !!

song of the day: Panavision by Roy Blair ~ ✧₊⁺

[nardonotes]

6 oct '24

9:43pm

I SLEPT AT 7AM LAST NIGHT THIS MORNING AND WOKE UP AT 4:30PM......(இ﹏இ`｡) but it's ok i felt so good after my shower and some food..huhuuh....

i got some work done today, printing some shit down and CLEANED MY SPACE A LITTLE HEHE!! i love when my area is clean. feels so good for my soul and the voices in my head. ╮ (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) ╭

i dont have much to say cause i didnt do shit today BUT! last night i edited a little clip from my italy trip, it's not finished but it was fun to just edit something simple and short :F idk if i'll ever finish it but at least i did it!!! i want to upload my lil vlog trips on utube... is that corny? NO! because i dont find it cringe or corny so it is NOT!!! fuck what others think. anyways...

i didn't finish that movie either bc it was making me feel things i did NOT WANT TO FEEL!!! and i've been really restless these days it's stressing me out idk why but whatever we move. i started writing in my actual journal like rlly personal things and even in a personal secret nOBODY WILL EVER READ BUT ME BC I WILL BURN THEM BEFORE I DIE type shit i am still embarrassed... like omfg i feel this way? be a man. ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) we thug it out.

i think bc i've been overworked as fuck that when im just resting i cant relax right? i feel like i have to keep moving. it's a good and bad thing tbh but at the end i still feel like shit. ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

ok im going to eat a little bit and then im going to watch the great north cause i finished bob's burgers again! and i dont feel like rewatching family guy for the 1000th time from start to finish,, need a lobotomy bad yall........ (⊙ _ ⊙ )

the way i said i dont have much to say but im still typing because im such a stupid lil yapper. -_- idgaf. !skip

goodnight!!!1 hopefully this week will be better for me and my soul and my tender tender fragile baby girl heart..... </3

song of the week: Alienated by ZAYN ── .✦

[nardonotes]

4 oct '24

7:50pm

im gna make this quick because im tired (⸝⸝ᴗ﹏ᴗ⸝⸝) ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 today i went to fix my student grant and shit and then i went over to my mums job to talk about the website and took some cool pics of some of their food and shit like that... I AM NOT IN A GOOD HEADSPACE RN SO IM NOT GNA PROOF READ THIS OR EVEN GAF IM JUST SPEAKING MY MIND OK!!! anyways (っ- ‸ - ς)

yeah i had a long day,, i went to the city and ate with my family and then we went home! i feel like i was just trying to keep busy today because i didn't wna sit still and think but whatever im exhausted and just wna sleep. ˙◠˙

so goodnight! tomorrow will be better!!(っ˕ -｡)

song of the day: Beautiful Things by Tori Kelly :)

[nardonotes]

28 sep '24

9:45pm

did i do the work i said i was gonna do today? NO! but i did finish some things.. just not all xD lol! im just too fucking tired all the time also i had another really bad dream INVOLVING DEATH AGAIN !!! ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽ LIKE IM TIRED OF THAT SHIT!!!! i wake up and im literally exhausted from my dream.. also apex was really involved in my dream (i was a war criminal in apex...) maybe i need to stop playing for a while. cause last night i played till 6am. (≖_≖ )

tomorrow is the start of a new week. the weather is getting worse! it's getting darker earlier and i feel really weird! (ᵕ•_•) im scared... im paranoid.... they're coming... who? idk... im anxious..... help! (๑﹏๑//)

i hope the new week will be less tiring (i doubt it) i hope im more motivated to do things especially now that the work im doing is NOT HARD,, it is just a lot. ok i have to keep thinking about that! it is NOT HARD. IT IS JUST A LOT. BUT I CAN DO IT!!!!!! also I CANT BELIEVE IT'S ALMOST OCTOBER!!! ALMOST THE END OF THE DAMN YEAR!!! WHEW.....

anyways,, that girl im talking to- like.... why i kinda want her...... xDD LMFAOOO.DDK;DSLKGlike..... why i kinda......... why iw ant her a lil.......... like why im trying to make time for her............... !skip

im done for today. im going to try finish some work tomorrow after class or during my 3 hrs long break LOL (i probably wont)

goodnight!! <33 (⸝⸝⸝-﹏-⸝⸝⸝)

song of the day: Someday by IU (Dream High OST)

[nardonotes]

16 sep '24

8:18pm

IM SO TIRED!!!!! MY BODY HURTS!!!!!!!! I WANT TO SLEEP BUT I ALSO HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO!!!!!!!!!! (ᴗ_ ᴗ。) but today my alarm woke me up at 7am but i stayed in bed till 7:40... i slept well too and had a crazy dream but i forgot what happened,,, i just rmbr it being crazy (good-ish?) to the point where i wanted to go back to sleep to finish it but ended up just forcing myself out of bed,, fufufuff~ and THEN i went to class :< which is actually a :> cause it was fun! i did some black and white designs for design class and the two hours passed by so fast,, after that i had a 3 hrs break and just walked home, rest for a bit, then went out to town to send my cv to this photo printing shop (fujifilm) for my work experience. they said they dont usually take work experience (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ ) but it's ok cause i have two other places i can apply for work experience (it's mandatory in my course) i been going to fujifilm for years now, literally since it opened too, they know my name and email off by heart cause i always get my film develop there so i really hope they let me in!!!! it's only till christmas sniff.... BUT ANYWAYS, after i gave them that- i went to buy a sketchbook cause my lecturer said it would be a good idea just to have one where i can draw whatever and i bought one (1) pencil LOL.

then had a 2 hours class right after, but it was chill. nothing too serious and just worked on updating my cv and cover letter :3 after class, I WENT HOME AND ATE :D i dont usually like chicken but THIS CHICKEN WAS REALLY FUCKING GOOD MAN,,, i had it with rice and it was so filling. and while i was washing my dishes, my sisters arrived home and AFTER THEY ate,, we went to the park with my sisters friend and her baby. he's so big now sniff,, i rmbr when he was literally a few months old and tiny af. now he looks about 3 years old but hes only 1 years old. they're leaving to live in amsterdam in a month or two and it's so sad cause i only just got closer to her. it's ok tho cause amsterdam is close enough, and her parents still live here so she'll be in and out i think :)) we got gelato before going home and i got kinder bueno flavoured (THE LAST SCOOP TOO) it was so good. i dont usually eat ice cream out of the blue like that, i usually get a drink instead but since it was just a scoop i had some.

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what a long ass day fr,, i know im going to sleep good tonight too. i bought Notes of a Crocodile, The Analects of Confucius, and The Temple of the Golden Pavilion on my kobo (ereader). I do plan to buy the physical copies of all three, but not right now and it was just cheaper to buy it on the ereader.. I've read a few chapters of the temple of the golden pavilion before but never continued but my bestiana spoiled the ending and now i want to finish it bc the ending was a good ahh ending (imo). i can't wait to read before i sleep tonight,, reading so fun huhuhhu..... (⸝⸝⸝╸▵╺⸝⸝⸝)

these days, i've been really into my lil tech stuff again and i really want to homebrew a ps vita. i homebrewed my old nintendo 3ds but sold it for a [REDACTED] reason lol. i think a ps vita is cooler anyways. i also been really into micro journalling and coding. btw i cant code but i do like listening to ppl talk about coding and what they've coded. i wish i was smart enough to do allat.. i think i could if i really put my heart to it but right now i'm really liking my course. ill probably talk about it some more in the future but for now, i have written a fucking book and nobody reading allat!!! so im going to do my little me time before bed time and then go to sleep ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´-

goodnight to me, and my precious bed, and my precious favourite girl in the world and and and- [GUNSHOTS]

[nardonotes]

13 sep '24

8:57pm

ahhh today i woke up at 7am! WITHOUT AN ALARM... why? because i slept at 9ish pm heheh,, i guess you could say my sleep is finally fixed. anyways, today is friday the 13th and i was really scared for today like two days ago but today was one of the calmest day i've had lol. i had a nice day honestly; after i showered, i went to the library at like 11am - 12ish pm and signed up for a library card :)) i've always wanted one, and i finally got around to getting one!! i hope that getting a library card will push me to read books in the span of 3 weeks (that's how long they let you borrow a book) but we WILL SEE!!!! I was looking for the book 'Notes of a Crocodile', a book one of my bestiana's recommended, but they didn't have it- so i guess ill order it online.

anyways, after i went to the library, i had last minute coffee with one of my best friends because she was in town and i just happened to be in town the second she was done running her errands. we caught up a bit and it was really nice.

after all that, i went home- started some assignments (researched) and wrote my schedule for next week. im really trying to stay on track cause my biggest mistakes last attempt at college was the fact that id give up the second i started falling behind. i don't want to make that mistake again.

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im really tired right now, and i want to sleep so im going to try and sleep. if this sleepiness goes away i will be mad af that i messed up my sleep lol (｡>﹏<)

i hope tomorrow is another good day. im going to try and get some work done tomorrow too (੭˃ᴗ˂)੭

[nardonotes]

10 nov '24

7:46pm

HELLOOOOO WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!! i woke up at 5am today because i slept at 10-11pm last night!! (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) my sleep kinda fixed hehe :33 watch me jinx that shit bruh anyways.... i stayed in bed for hours and got up around 9-10am, ate and took a shower before heading out to town with my sister to get some sushi hehheheh..... i also bought some chocolate :P

i didn't do much after that,, i watched futurama, played apex, and then ate pizza for dinner and now im going to do some work! i never got an email from college confirming that i have a week off of school but idgaf im not going bc they literally told me themselves!!! ¬‿¬

my head hurts real bad rn so ill make this fast.. i also registered to vote for the first time in my life!! i think i said that already idk... but that really makes me realise im an adult now fr fr (ᵕ—ᴗ—)... gonna do more research on who to vote for too!!

anyways,, politics aside- im tired asl rn and i wna sleep.. tomorrow im meeting my friend to go to the new library and get some coffee :33

goodnight!! ~

song of the day: Love's Way by SHINee ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

[nardonotes]

9 nov '24

12:11pm

HELOOOO WORLD!!!!! YESTERDAY I HAD AN OK DAY TO A GREAT NIGHT!!! AND I WILL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT :DD ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ

but first,, the other day- i was so tired i didn't even bother writing.... but i went to all my classes and had a longggg day and then i went to see my sister's friend and her fiance with my sister to play with their baby in the arcade leisure centre thingy LOL ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝) it was so fun but sooo tiring,,, i went home after but my sister went to hang with them bc they'll be leaving the country on wednesday and we're having dinner on monday for them when they leave!! sniff... so sad :(( so sad about the baby who has been saying bold (my name) every time he sees me fuffufuf..... he's literally saying my name now and everything (╥‸╥)

anyways... i went to work experience yesterday at 9am but they were closed!! so i went fucking home until 10 and then did soooo much work till 1pm- had an hour long lunch and then after like a good hour and 30 mins,, i ended up finally getting to sit with the graphic designers and it was so fun because i got to talk to them about the career path and their work and such like IT WAS ALL WORTH IT IN THE END!!!!!!! after work experience,, i went home to rest and eat before heading out to see this guy i said i'd do a shoot with!

im about to look at the pics we took but they're literally so fucking good,, he has a really nice camera he doesn't know how to use but i still brought my cameras in case and man im so gagged like it was so fucking fun!!!! i got home at around almost 10pm (,,>﹏<,,) and KNOCKED OUT AT 11PM!!! god bless....

OH!! ALSO,, I GOT GOOD NEWS !! they've finally fixed my documents and i'm finally getting my school allowance and it starts next week THANK U LORD!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY ABOUT THIS!!!! like finally... AND i have a WEEK OFF SCHOOL AGAIN EEEEKKKK!!!!!! ৻( •̀ ᗜ •́ ৻) i'm really going to catch up on work this week fr fr!!

i woke up at 9am today well rested :33,, im going to edit some pics and then at 4pm ill meet my friends for some coffee and catching up! <33

ok byebye!! i'll probably write another entry tonight :DD

song of the day: Supernova Love by IVE ✮⋆˙

[nardonotes]

7 nov '24

6:45am

this is basically an entry for the 6th because damn... I CANT EVEN RMBR WHAT I DID!!! but i didn't sleep until 5pm (after class!) cause i was awake the night before like.... my sleep is so fucked (っ- ‸ - ς).. i ended up cancelling on the guy and the photoshoot and rainchecked for friday instead because i was too fucking tired like actually i was so wrecked.. and i just didn't feel like it either. i had too much to worry about and i had a long day of class (WHICH I WENT TO! ALL OF MY CLASSES TOO!!)

anyways,, i woke up at 1am because oomf called me :D and then we called for till now lol, it's actually 8am now,, i wrote the first half before i got distracted lol..

anyways,, i ate after i played APEX WHICH LEMME RANT REAL QUICK ABOUT!!1 ( ｡ •̀ ᴖ •́ ｡) so season 23 of apex rn is literally OG APEX. THEY BROUGHT BACK EVERYTHING FROM LIKE THE BEGINNING OF APEX BC THE GAME IS DYING!!!! and it's fun and forces me to play battle royale bc THERE'S LITERALLY NOTHING ELSE TO PLAY BUT BR OR RANKED. THEY GOT RID OF ALL THE MODES. AND I CAN'T EVEN PLAY FUSE BECAUSE THERE'S ONLY A FEW LEGENDS U CAN PLAY.. sickening.... but anyways. it's still fun i guess... i just hope throughout the season,, they add more things. or im literally gna barely play this season and this will be apex's last chance... (╥‸╥)

i have class at 11am today, im gna go and then imma go to the post office and then HEAD HOME!!!!!!! and sleep. :DD good morning !! type to ya later :33

song of the day: Replay by SHINee (´▽`)

[nardonotes]

5 nov '24

9:44pm

i did not wake up for my class at all.. my 4 hr class... that i could have done so much in today. so i am torturing myself and disciplining myself by doing all the work i can tonight! before i sleep. ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

i keep saying i need to lock in but all i've been doin is LOCKING IN APEX! AND SLEEP! AND JERKIN THIS DAMN MEAT!! THIS WEEK I AM NOT GOING TO DO TWO OF THOSE THINGS! (sleep and jerkin) apex is my beloved idgaf what anyone thinks. ꉂ (´∀｀)ʱªʱªʱª

anyways,, so yeah,,,, i missed my class and i ended up just staying in bed until 5pm. sorry not sorry idgaf. i was not in the mood! i woke up depressed as FUCK!!!!!!!!!! and then i took a one hour nap,, because i ended up meeting my sisters classmate who wanted me to teach him how to work the camera he bought (he doesn't know JACK SHIT about cameras) and we were gonna do a photoshoot!! but his camera died before we could... unlucky.. ( ≖‿ ≖ ) but it was nice to meet him and teach him the basics. i think i overwhelmed him with information!! but that's ok! i told him to go watch youtube videos about aperture, iso, and shutter speeds lol just so he understands what i mean when i talk about that shit!!

i just got home from that now and im about to do some work,, we rainchecked for tomorrow night instead! im so excited, this time im bringing my camera and my film camera!!!

ill do work now. fr this time. goodnight to my girls (iykyk) and my beloveds!!!

song of the day: Love Songs by Clairo ⋆˙⟡

[nardonotes]

4 nov '24

11:38pm

i did it! (one class)... i didn't sleep and went to my first class today !! it really wasn't that bad and it flew by until the very last part because i was so tired... ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) but during my 3 hr break i took a nap AND NEVER WOKE UP!!!! (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) i ended up waking up RIGHT WHEN MY CLASS ENDED!!! man,... whatever. im not too mad about it,, im more mad about other things that happened about my documents and my allowance and stuff that i dont even wanna get into because it's really frustrating.. -_-"

also kinda mad i didn't get to cut my hair and buy saline solution for my piercing (which is doing really really well actually,, no bruising, barely and scabs or bleeding or anything like that. it doesn't hurt so much but i dont touch it AT ALL.., only to clean it twice a day with a q-tip and drying it. no swelling either!! soooo good he did such a good job :D) but yeah no i need a haircut BAD! my hair is literally a helmet rn (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

yeah so im not too stressed about school anymore! because after today,, i realised i am just really anxious and paranoid about being behind idk.... probably cause my last college was actually horrible and was a DO IT URSELF UR GNA FAIL NOW THAT YOU'VE MISSED THIS CLASS!! kind of college.. ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;)  so stressful and draining.

uhh.... what else..... tomorrow is literally like 4 hours of drawing which i feel like is gna feel like forever (っ-,-)つ because i literally have no inspiration or bother to draw and be creative idk,, idgaf anyways.

it's also my sister's bf's birthday today!! just had to mention that lol. ok im going to rest and play apex. goodnight!! hopefully tomorrow is a better day for me (っ- ‸ - ς)

song of the day: Hummingbird by Roy Blair 𓅰 𓅬 𓅭 𓅮 𓅯

[nardonotes]

3 nov '24

9:22pm

i slept really early last night,, like a little after i wrote my entry BUT woke up at 1am because my cat wanted to go outside!! "( – ⌓ – ) so i had a headache trying to go back to sleep >:(( and i was tossing and turning from 7am to 8am!!! sniff.... i finally fell asleep though and woke up at like 4-5pm.. (¬⤙¬ ) oopsies!!!

anyways,, i didn't do shit at all today. i literally ate,, talked to my sister who just got back from amsterdam and then watched the new episode of dandadan ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧ and THEN my sisters bf drove us to the store to get store sushi lol,,, they dropped me home while they went to his place :33 and i was home alone until a few minutes ago..... i ate my sushi and played a lil bit of my guitar,,, learned how to play glue song by beabadoobee!! <33 love herrrrr !!!

now im chillin... i have class tomorrow- i really don't want to go but i really really have to. like i just really need to suck it up and go like i've had enough rest so im going to push myself! (╥﹏╥)

ok goodnight!! i'll try sleep early tonight but i really doubt i'll be able to ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) it'll be ok tho,, tomorrow isn't too busy!

song of the day: In Love with Another Man by Jazmine Sulivan ᴖ̈

[nardonotes]

2 nov '24

7:15pm

last night/this morning i sleep called with my bestianas!! julie and gwyn!!!! it was fun ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ) like we haven't done that in a minute and i woke up an hour before they both woke up but i tried to go back to sleep and i was tossing and turning bc i was so uncomfy .. (╥‸╥) i took a shower right after laying in bed for a while and tried to make some food but my friend came to pick me up before i could make my noodles.. sniff..... (ᴗ_ ᴗ。)

we went to her place for a bit so she could change,, and i pet her wittle cat that's kind of a stray but not :33 he's sooo cute !! and sweet!!! then we walked to the piercing place and I GOT MY EYEBROW PIERCING !!!!! ( ≧ᗜ≦) man i was literally so nervous,, because i dont get piercings,,, like tattoos are easier for me and i think less painful but it literally took about 5 seconds and just felt like someone pinched me rlly hard and still pinching me lol (´▽`)

anyways,, my friend and i then went to primark and i bought the same hat i already have but it just has a different material! •⩊• idgaf!!! i love hats!!!!!!

and then i went home because i would have had to wait two hours if i missed that train!! it literally felt like i was in that train for HOURS AND I WASSS SOOOOOO TIRED!!!!! it was sooo packed too... god bless i got a seat tho. (─ ‿ ─)

im in bed now,, i cleaned my piercing but im kind of scared of sleeping cause what if i accidentally touch it real bad and i wake up and AAGHHH!!!£::?"<> aish..... -.-"

im waiting for my sister to come home to show her! i've only showed some of my friends too because i just like dgaf.. SDG;S;LLMFAOO!! xDD

i'm so tired.. im going to eat in a bit and then rest my ass off because tomorrow really is my last day of freedom for a while!! so goodnight to all my precious friends :DD

song of the day: 4 Walls by VEDO feat. Natasha Mosley ♬⋆.˚

[nardonotes]

31 oct '24

7:04pm

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!! ◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜ to those who celebrate... !! IT'S FINALLY THE LAST DAY OF THIS HORRIBLE HORRIBLE MONTH... THIS HORRENDOUS MONTH!!! ONE OF MY WORST MONTHS OF THE YEAR!!!! I HOPE NOVEMBER IS BETTER!!!!!! AND JUST FULL OF POSITIVE VIBES AND ME GRINDING HARD!!!! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ

i can already hear the illegal fireworks.... also my cat isn't home and i get so worried when he's out during halloween because these kids are nasty!!!!! why is halloween like actually a night of terror.... like actually terror.. im 22 and still why am i scared of walking around alone at night during halloween -_-"

anyways,, no plans tonight- just chillin' and listening to tyler the creator's new album! it's so good tbh like wow.. i love music! ৻( •̀ ᗜ •́ ৻)

uhm... what else went on today.... oh i got an email and text from my work placement asking me to work tomorrow (paid) but they're not adding it to my hours? like it's so bullshit also i won't be getting paid the amount i'm going to work so i declined the offer.. ( `−ㅿ−´) like they're taking advantage of me so bad.... (≖_≖ )

so bored rn.. ill watch youtube and then play apex. (regular tuesday for me) ꉂ (´∀｀)ʱªʱªʱª

goodnight!! and stay safe to everybody who is going out for halloween!!!!! ~<3

song of the day: 'Darling, I' by Tyler, the Creator ft. Teezo Touchdown ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺