#i have been writing in my notebook LOL
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#receiptify#they wrecked me#emo#emo kid#too cool for you#yes#i wear all black#even in summer#long sleeves too#high top vans ftw#imminence#sleep token#music#spotify#spotify stats#loathe#architects#dance gavin dance#the notebook poetry at 3 a.m. is a dig#and totally true#it is 7 am and i havent slept yet#i have been writing in my notebook LOL
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And I said, “Hello, Satan
I believe it’s time to go.”
#my art#southern gothic#been too depressed to create anything but I’ve made this today#the little rhyme has been in my head for a few weeks#spilled ink#I guess do people still use that tag for poetry or am I old lol#I’ve been writing in my journal pretty much daily and sometimes spitting out little poems like this#not much energy for art#so I’m not gonna pressure myself to keep it up#I’m just gonna enjoy the fact that I made this#I hope ur all well <33#the devil#by the way this isn’t meant to be fan art of Robert Johnson#but it’s inspired by him and the stories of musicians who sell their souls to the devil#I am still thinking very hard and have mostly drafted a cornstalk fiddle comic#god knows how long it’ll stay in a notebook haha#my comic#comics
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Books of 2023: CONVERSATIONS ON WRITING by Ursula K. Le Guin with David Naimon.
Currently dual wielding books, over here--I've never really been big on reading two different fiction books at once, but I can pair fiction with nonfiction just fine.
I haven't read as much nonfiction as I'd hoped to this year (overcorrecting from last year, apparently), so I'm excited to get back into some Writers Writing about Writing stuff while I cool off of my current project before I gear up for NaNo. This one starts with "In Memoriam," though, so I suspect it'll probably break my heart a little bit. This is Fine™.
#books#books of 2023#conversations on writing#ursula k. le guin#david naimon#book photography#my photography#writing#the only other nonfic i think i've read this year was also by le guin lol#and the bluebird monitor's guide but i didn't take pics of that one because it's not my book#(absolutely counted it for GR purposes though)#i did have a small stack on standby but i've been trying to stack my reading list with driscoll vibes instead#which has worked!!#but. also. it means no nonfic lol#.....oh i wonder if all the lab reports is a factor too#(i now review and write lab reports for dollars lol)#my workday is inundated with scientific writing (not good scientific writing but. scientific nonetheless)#i do usually try to do nonfiction in an alert setting where i can take Notes if it's a topic i'm supremely interested in#and i have writerly notes for the writerly nonfic i read in a notebook#but i wonder if this one will be a more a Flaggy Tabs Book than a Take Notes Book#it's small so we'll see!
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I've seen a bunch of people lately making apocalypse versions of their sonas and I wanna join but like. mine's literally a dinosaur how do I apocalypse that
#bambi's rambling#also i haven't posted any sona doodles lately but they're all over my school notebooks lol#i've been tweaking their design a bit so it's more cohesive#maybe i'll draw her after i write my papers i have two due tonight lol
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Sometimes I really kind of envy you native English speakers who make writing and posting fics seem so fucking easy. With near perfect grammar and hardly any typos. Or those of you who are capable of writing & updating your fics whenever the muse hits you just right... and not like, once in six months. Actually, try two years lol.
Whereas me, a non-native speaker, who occasionally struggles even with basic English grammar:
I'm fine. Totally.
#personal#okay so i've been writing this one piece of fiction for a while now#actually two but i've seemed to put the other one on hold for a while at least#(i may have mentioned this already like five times during the past two weeks but my point is i'm still working on it)#many thanks to @ihni who recently gave me some words of encouragement <3 and ofc @catzy88 who gave me even more insp *saatananauru*#and i'm actually really kind of enjoying it because there's no pressure to write it and post it#i write it in small sections. whenever i feel like it. giving myself enough time to plan it and think about it. even getting new ideas#and for once i'm trying not to keep editing and fixing it as i go. i just write whatever crap comes to my mind and just let it flow#i try not to think about how many mistakes and typos i make because that way i'm never gonna get it finished#but at the same time... when it's finally time to go through it#fix typos. missing words. possibly poor grammar. i know i'm just gonna hate it so fucking much lmao#but i'm really trying my best here okay. and i'm trying not to rush it. for once#because i used to write like this as a teenager. when there was nowhere really to post your original stories (thank god for that)#so i did it in my notebooks. and i quite enjoyed it doing that way#and i'm not sure why i'm even rambling this because most of you are never gonna read it anyway lol. so who gives right#but it matters to me and i'm feeling good about writing again so here i am rambling about it. no matter if you care not. so cheers mateys <
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how many months do you have to abandon wips in a row before you can just finally say you're finished writing for good?
#I am having. a really shitty day. and I feel like torching my notebook.#if there's one thing I'm good at it's giving up. man I can give up like a son of a bitch. and I am ready to just. give it up!#don't write anymore! there's no point! I've scrawled out half a notebook's worth of shit#that is going nowhere#and hasn't been. for months! I should have gotten the hit the FIRST time I gave up on this fckn ship#literally no one cares. it's the stupidest ship ever. it's old. it's so fckn dumb. and I'm an idiot.#for having wasted this much fuckn time on it. for having wasted time on fic at all. like lol wtf am I doing?#erin explains it all
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ask me about the pacific rim au i wanna do smth fun after work !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#i have been writing on my breaks and during downtime LOL#i have seen the return of the fic notebook. and i recently bought a second fic notebook.#handwritten fanfiction my beloved <3#anyways ask me questions.#tell me what you’re curious about.#or just ask me to talk and i will lmfao#i’m friendly i promise#also if u already sent me an ask i will answer asap i promise#(aka after work)
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autism win!!! i successfully realized that i could organize the notes I take on beloved shows if i rewrite them from scratch in a new, clearly labeled/delineated format
#N posts stuff#me bringing paper and pen to my shows like it's a seminar lecture (having So so much fun)#part of the realization was that i don't have to toss out the old format of messy unorganized things#i can just write whatever in my original bound notebooks and then when i have a more organized format in mind i can just rewrite them#into the new binder; because i love to rewrite things anyway! it's fun i've been working in this binder all weekend i'm pleased with it#they're not all media notes i have commonplace / disability/autism notes sections as well but i've been rewatching fhsy#for more comprehensive ayda notes and so that's the Majority of what i have redone so far lol#binder stuff
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can i get Fruity Four Upside Down Monsters?
"You're hot when you get bitchy."
Nancy let out a strangled laugh. Robin couldn't believe Eddie's audacity, but maybe the demobat rabies worked like the Russian truth serum did.
Steve didn't even flinch, continuing to wind the bandages around Eddie's torso with ruthless efficiency. "I'm hot all the time, now shut up."
#i actually have my notebook where all the fragments i wrote were written originally#so hurray#most of this hasnt been typed up yet lol#fruity four stuck in the upside down#wip wednesday#my writing#wring tag#anon#anonymous#asks#sorry this took a hot second i got distracted lol
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fun fact about me, I have a full drum kit and an electric guitar (neither of which I can play) and a very fancy keyboard that I can play, technically, but the only song I still remember is the Star Wars Theme
#cookie speaks#i think i have na acoustic guitar somewhere still too#i never learned to play#my parents made me learn piano instead#they said it was easier to learn to read music then I could learn guitar easier#those two things#are not the same#watching KP really makes me want to learn guitar again tho lol#another fun fact is that i was writing music long before I ever got piano lessons#but obvs didn't know how to write/read sheet music#so my 9yr old adhd ass#came up with my own language for writing music#i still crack up when i find old notebooks with it#i miss making music#it's been many a year and sometimes i think about getting back into it#maybe once nursing school is done i'll pick up an instrument again#im garbage with lyrics but my composition is passable
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update on chap 31, currently at 8k typed and a sizable amount written in my notebook I need to transfer over haha. Also still not done actually writing it, this will once again be a long boy
#smfwtwd#fic stuff#avem rambling#writing in a notebook again has been a journey#ive gotten a lot of writing done I probably wouldn't have#but also oh my lord my poor hand its been forever since ive written this much by hand#and having to type it up still is a big pain lol#but its getting done!#childe ill see u again soon
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feeling shitty. Again
#i think im just like. both overwhelmed and understimulated#like all day im busy busy busy out doing shit and seeing things and going to busy places#then we get back to the rental house n then i just sit in bed for hours doing nothing until i go to bed at like 1 in the morning#and its just cold and lonely and i hate my family and every day my moms in a shit mood which makes it all worse#like i should be Happy rn. ive been wanting to make this trip since i was like 14#and i should definitely be happy to not have to be at work for a week lol#but idk. idk i think vacations just like are not rly my thing in recent times maybe#will probably go to bed rly early today even tho im not super tired#just bc i like. have nothing to do and i dont wanna sit scrolling thru apps all day#i brought my notebook with the intent to write or draw during my downtime but everything i draw sucks#and i cant think of what to write#i think i have an ebook i could read? idk. idk!#just like very emotionally tired. sucks that i have to go back to work literally the Day i get back home#bc my mom didnt fully communicate how much time i should take off#and then ill have a full week of work after that#so i wont be able to relax and fully decompress for another like Week after i get home#urgh#vent#lovely.txt
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anything new coming soon? 👀
Hopefully! I'm not sure exactly what tbh - I've been trying to be a little generous with myself recently and write based on what I feel like writing as opposed to what I "need to" or "should" work on. Which is great for my creativity but also means a lot of bouncing from project to project and also honestly scrapping a couple WIPs recently that I decided weren't going to pan out.
I can tell you I'm determined to follow thru on my promise of Luke fic this year. (I still intend to finish the post-show one I teased last summer but I've been working on a new one that may or may not see the light of day depending on how it turns out lmao). I'd still like to write the idea I had for a 5SOS5 release week fic, as a nice companion to my CALM and Superbloom release centric stories. The PolyCashton chaptered series I've been writing for literal years needs to happen this year. There's a long lost Gardener Ash storyline I'd love to revive. No one's asked explicitly for more Stage!Ash adventures but I love that couple so it's a possibility. I plotted out my first true AU last year and I'd like to see if I could pull that concept. I've also had ambitions the past couple years of entering the slash arena so we'll see if 2023 is finally the year. (Although full disclosure, one of my recently scrapped WIPs was a slash fic 🥸) And obviously I'd love to take any and every opportunity I can to collab with @cal-puddies - for personal reasons, we had to back off of a lot of good ideas last year but I'm hopeful we'll be able to pick up where we left off.
So short answer: yes, I'm actively writing and as soon as I have something I feel confident in sharing, you guys will be the first to know! 💙
#well not the ~first~ first - Cass will probably be the first lol#but ykwim#I've been thinking of maybe doing one of those WIP ask games sometime soon to give people a taste of what's on deck#and tbh I've been considering just posting a list of my WIPs or a poll of some sort to see what might be of most interest?#but that's something I'm still considering#like i said I'm basically just trying to vibe atm#mentally and physically I've still got a lot of hurdles to overcome when it comes to being more consistent with my writing#but I'm hopeful and determined about it bc i miss sharing 🥹#i literally have an entire notebook - yes handwritten physical notes - of ideas bc for a while that was the easiest way for me to process#and there's so many I'm excited to explore#i appreciate everyone's continued patience and encouragement!#tbh the reception of blood moon lit was super inspiring to keep working the way I'm working#bc that took so little prep and went so quick there was no room to overthink#and it went over so well 😭😭😭#so that's why I'm trying to just roll with it atm - and not to jinx but it's going well so far!#hopefully I'll have something this month but you didn't hear that from me 🤐#so many words to say so little smh#anyways thanks for asking lol 💙#ask#anon#kh4f writing
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Hi fool! <3
I love your fanfic so much and I remember reading it a while ago and genuinely loving it so so much! I really enjoy your interpretation of the characters, particularly Slider! :)
Your fic was one of my favorites for a good while (before I took a break from the fandom)! I still love it so much! Do you ever plan on updating it any time soon? (I’m so sorry if you’ve already addressed this)
Hello squoony!! <3
It's so nice to hear from you! And thank you again for your lovely comments on the jeep fic!! I always appreciate comments, so thank you! I'm glad to hear that you like my interpretation of Slider--I was so worried about getting him wrong/inaccurate! :) And no need to apologize for anything! I'm always happy to answer questions about the fic!
To answer your question: I do plan on updating, I just don't really know when that will be lol. I thought I would be able to update over the summer like I did to last year, but I obviously didn't end up doing that. My life recently has been a little crazy (kinda got hit with that infamous fanfic writer curse) and it threw me for a loop for a little while and kind of killed any desire to write for top gun specifically.
I have a plan for the rest of the fic though! And it's always in the back of my head begging me to finish it! Uni has started up for me again, which makes everything complicated (as privatized education always does), but I'm starting to let myself think about the fic again (and making minor edits and fixes to the published chapters here and there)!
I know my answer doesn't really give a definite time as to when ch. 8 will be finished and posted, but it's what I'm working with right now so I hope that's ok!
It's really nice to know that people are thinking about the fic, so thank you for reaching out, I really appreciate it!! <33
#wishy washy vague answer im sorry#if u or anyone wanna ask anymore questions about the fic i would honestly love to#over the summer i thought “well only me and like one other person care about my fic. so who cares”#and that's summary of my past mental state lol#like i obviously write for myself. but. i also make and create for other people too. and it's nice to know that people think about it#I haven't stopped writing tho! i have been writing other stuff here and there. it's just all stuck in my google docs. or my notebook. sigh.#the jeep universe#stopthatfool writes#or more correctly#stopthatfool talks about writing
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hmmm literally just realized she wrote a note on the (fridge) with a joke we made.......... I'm speechless to say the least
#never in my life did I think this a possibility.........#also unrelated but kind of is that recently ive been journaling in a new and more emotionally productive way#which is to have a large college ruled notebook like you'd use for school#and flip to a random page and write about anything everything i want then rip it out and recycle it lol#this is useful bc while I have a nice bound journal where i write to preserve memories#that doesn't feel like the right place to basically dump all my emotions and rlyyyyy messy thoughts/feelings#whereas a 99¢ spiral bound college ruled notebook sure does
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I am deleting tumblr off my phone again ✌🏻
#I have a queue going so you'll still see 'me' even though it won't be me lol#(it is down under 300 which is WILD!!! for idk close to two years I think it stayed right around 1000. I finally cleared my likes lol)#I have so many things I need to do and with starting my field tech stuff in two weeks#and grad school in a few months#I just want to be removing myself from social media#in order to hopefully focus better#I still have it on my computer. I'm not deleting my account#but I just feel I need the mental space big time and have been feeling almost confined by social media lately#I am also deleting youtube off my phone#I want to spend my time studying and I have been thinking about maybe starting more traditional journaling?#everything I post here is basically a journal entry. so I feel like it would be nice to start writing that physically in a notebook#I also need to pack!!!! I have been getting tasks done but I move saturday and my apartment isn't even half packed lol
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