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luciphe-r · 8 months ago

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#posting this on my main cause reasons #it felt too personal #sono statale e okay ma porco dio

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fyodorsushankaaa · 4 months ago

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Why Gifted Kids Are Actually Special Needs

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why am i crying over a video.

#it felt too personal #i finally figured out wtf is my problem #the real problem is i've never learned how to study like a normal kid #and instead thought studying 10 mins before exam is enough to get good grades #and it worked till last year #i had to face to reality when i got 40 from math and arabic #now i wanna study in order to be the best student in the class as i've always been in my whole life but i just don't know how to do anymore #i don't wanna be the smart kid i just wanna be normal #why is it that hard #why do i always have to be different #why do i always have to be a fucking perfectionist who never believes she's enough #why is even 85/100 not good for me #how can i change that mindset #how can i be normal #i wanna be normal

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floccinaucinihilipilificationa · 1 year ago

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#good omens #´hello friends!! how are you!!#I hope you're doing well! ( ´ ▽ ` )#I have a big cough but otherwise I am good! It's nothign bad I am just very slimey #usually I am not a cough person I am not sure where this is coming from #most of the time I just get a stuffy nose #has my nose gotten stronger #but there are good news too I have already found a VERY good chestnut to put into my pocket this autumn!! its very small! (❁´▽`❁)#it's been a very warm autumn in Germany so far so it has not really felt like fall yet #but yesterday it was all rainy and stormy and I had two new books and it was the best day possible to have a slimey cough (:#and now I feel SO much autumn I am close to buying a set of window colors #I do not know what I would to with the window colors I just have this strong urge in me to buy a window color set #the last time I did a window color was at the birtday of a class mate I think she turned 9 and I made a deer #but for some reason we did this craft 5 minutes before we all had to leave so we had to carry our window color deer home wet #unfortunatly for the deer and me I fell down the stairs of her house and smeared the deer all over me and i screamed the entire drive home #which wasn't very long but it probably felt very long for the mother who had a screaming child covered in window color deer inside her car

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chloesimaginationthings · 10 months ago

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Abby meets Cassie’s favorite FNAF animatronic Roxy!

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months ago

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Dead beat down

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #wen ning #wen qing #Wen Ning is my beloved boy so hearing him get revived as a murder zombie was devastating.#The fact he will keep having his kind and gentle nature overridden by death and violence makes me want to eat sawdust.#I must say though...as a necromancer lover - boy did this episode deliver.#The sound design was so good. Screams and gore and panic abound!#I personally felt a little mixed on how terrified the guards were of WWX at the start but uh...yeah his reputation was not rumours.#If anything they kind of downplayed how brutal he could be.#Real WWX lovers know he puppets round corpses and kills people in cruel and unusual ways.#He's just got some stuff to work through! This is his enrichment! He's in too small of an enclosure!#Self care can be a bloodbath and reviving the guy who has a crush on you that you'll never recognize! It's fine!

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knightofleo · 4 months ago

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Angela Orosco Silent Hill 2

#in anticipation of the incoming remake #i tried my best to imitate the SH font but #silent hill #silent hill 2 #angela #angela orosco #theme of laura (reprise)#i've said it before but in spite of its occasionally clunky diction i think silent hill 2 is an unusually emotionally intelligent game #for any year and still today but especially so for where gaming storytelling was in 2001 #and for as many pitfalls a story like hers could've dipped into i think it particularly shines through with how they treated angela #not just choosing to depict victimhood as something that can be ugly and fractious and open quote “difficult” but then this #actively rebuffing james for trying to be a white knight and dressing him down for it too #“i know you mean well and want to help but this isn't a simple problem"#“and it's really hurtful and a bit insulting that you act like you can”#the switching to a first person view turning it into an address to the player as well #maybe even old videogame tropes too #“this isn't some princess in a castle kind of situation dude this is more serious than that”#it felt like a very deliberate statement about the depth and severity of a trauma like this #and in doing so showing it so much respect #there is no quick easy solution to this and you won't get one #then angela just leaves #and you never see her again #i really don't think it was to imply that it consumed her i think it was to underline what was just said #this isn't your problem to fix #this is where your part in this story ends #there's some strength in that

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maddyscrsideblog · 7 months ago

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[ID: A digital drawing of Dorian Storm, Imogen Temult, and Ashton Greymoore. They're all wearing their level 13 outfits and smiling. Where their outfits are sheer and/or open they have hickeys visible on their necks and chests. End description.]

Taking some risks with all that exposed skin

#hello i am once again posting silly little doodles on ye olde sideblog bc posting these three with hickeys on main felt like too much #dorian storm #imogen temult #ashton greymoore #dorym #imodna #southerngothic #callowmoore #my art #critical role #critical role fanart #p.s. this has nothing to do with the recent live show and i am personally praying that i encounter no spoilers before the stream on thursday

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benevolenterrancy · 3 months ago

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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)

#svsss #bingqiu #luo binghe #shen qingqiu #lbh #sqq #i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss #the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently #and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything #it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg #as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it #everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person #each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it #at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same #and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical #because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING #aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying #but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line #anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series #i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix #i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship #bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once #bizarre #my art

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randomminty · 2 months ago

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Five billion octopath 2 scribbles i feel sick

#i know what you are wouldve made more sense w temenos i just really wNted to draw castti <\3 west continent crew my beloved #this isnt chronological at all. besides the first ones thats the first octopath i ever drew #like seconds after i finished castti and hikaris first chapter.#infected my brain so quickly i feel like a new person #i could write an essay on my octopath thoughts and rambling omfg.play octopath #art tag #octopath traveler 2 #oh my god theyre all here ok #castti florenz #hikari ku #agnea bristarni #partitio yellowil #throné anguis #osvald v. vanstein #temenos mistral #ochette #dolcinaea luciel #veronica octopath #she didnt get a last name.SAD #i have more of these by the way.so many #ORIS HERE I GORGOT #ori octopath #i love ori. if i had to sacrifice myself but remembered how nice paritio was last minute i would also change my mind #oh ym god elenas here too #elena vanstien #shout out to you know how getting added to cotc im so happy.im scared if i say his name thisll show up in his tag and he isnt even here #he looks beautiful. and alive. awesome #the cotc artstyle is soooo pretty i saw castti and felt emotional #anyway. ot2. this is where ive been the past few months.#oh castti can inquire people. i know what you are does make sense for her heh

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fascinationstreetmp3 · 5 months ago

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I have what you're looking for. High quality. Befitting a man of my tastes. I have a room over on Divisadero, not too far a walk.

#iwtv #interview with the vampire #iwtv amc #daniel molloy #louis de pointe du lac #danlou #iwtvedit #tvedit #dailyflicks #*#dont know if i can articulate my thoughts well #but something about how daniel at first is so closed off from louis when he sits down near him #doesnt really want to talk at first but starts opening up pretty quickly #then louis is buying him a drink and it's easier to talk. mostly what he wants to talk about is his journalism work #because its so important to him. but when louis starts getting too personal (i know what you're here for danny) he starts backing off again #maybe some combo of shame for how quickly he felt attracted to louis and the flirting and the diminutive louis uses #the bartender uses it when asking if hes got money tonight. hes used to exchanging sex for things he needs but cant afford #above all it's like a sharp reminder of what louis wants & what daniel wants too even before the offer of drugs #and he's trying to hold onto the denial and excuses. it was a good place to score he did what he had to #sex with men has to be in exchange for something he can't just want it on its own #the lie he tells himself about himself #also these tags are getting long but i think you can see the moment louis decides he might not just fuck and kill this guy right away lmao

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fairsweetlonging · 5 months ago

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just thinking about how binghe had no idea that without-a-cure even had a cure and he spent all his years as a disciple thinking his shizun would at best be disabled for the rest of his life and at worst die a slow and painful death, and it was to save him.

#svsss from binghe's pov would be heartbreaking #stagnating qi is described as ''a profoundly terrifying problem'' to cultivators #and yue qingyuan and mu qingfang were devastated and started blaming themselves for it #shen yuan's goofy personality makes it easy to forget that everyone else has no idea about these magical cures and future events #and that theyre seriously worried about him and feel guilt for not being able to stop it #binghe must have felt so much guilt too #especially with the way he was raised #the way its set up is so tragic too #binghe says that that moment was the first time someone has ever believed in him like that #and then immediately sqq gets badly wounded with an incurable poison #it must have fed into dark-binghe'a beliefs that he destroys everything he touches too #argh sad hours #i just love bingqiu angst<3 #bingqiu #svsss #shen qingqiu #luo binghe #svsss angst #scum villian’s self saving system #scum villain

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darcyolsson · 16 days ago

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rewatching wwdits and honestly early seasons guillermo is just such an incredible concept for a character. what if your local nerd was actually a natural born killer but everyone around him looks down on him too much to notice even though they are at a very real risk of being killed by him bc the only thing standing between him and murdering the only companions he has in life is his own utter lack of self-respect. and he's like this 🤏 close to snapping. and he probably should

#i dont want to do a full rewatch i think i'll just do s1-s3 #i think they mostly wrapped up the guillermo slayer arc within the first 3 seasons and honestly that was my fav part of the show #im so much more fond of colin upon rewatching i always felt they made him too genuinely annoying in earlier seasons but ive changed my mind #hes perfect. <3 #personal #wwdits

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months ago

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Normal boy spotted.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #wen wing #wen remnants #Wen ning #This scene felt like a bit of a fever dream. We have (with little to no comedic exaggeration):#1) WWX whistling and somehow summoning not one but several horses to his side.#2) meeting the surviving Wen sect members who insist on not leaving Wen Ning behind.#Only for it to cut back to Wen Ning ripping a guy in half. (Not pictured here. I tried so hard but I could not make it look good).#Personally I feel like we moved on way too fast from the horse thing. Where did they come from? WWX couldn't have brought them.#He *just* found out there were more people left behind.#So...are the from the Jing sect? Are these disloyal horses? Or does WWX have incredible animal charisma skills?#It feels a bit like a DND player asked to call in some horses and the DM said 'Sure if you roll well enough' and it was a natural 20.#Maybe this is just my own envy cutting through. God damn I wish I could whistle and summon a horse to my side whenever I needed to.#I know I should not be so hung up on the horses. But my brain is cooked. I have been so sick.#The kind of sickness that makes it hard to breathe. Or think. Or have any energy at all.#I wish I had good commentary to write here. I just...really want a nap. And for October to restart to make up for all the lost time.#Thank you all for being so kind and patient once again. It truly means a lot.

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tenderjock · 26 days ago

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I’m with you, my love The lights shining through on you Yes, I’m with you, my love It’s the morning and just we two

#spike btvs #spuffy #spuffyedit #btvs #btvsedit #buffy the vampire slayer #it's terribly simple #you know you want to dance #injuries cw #bites and chews and gnaws on anyone who says buffy didnt love spike. BITES and CHEWS and GNAWS on them.#like is that not the whole point? of him? of his entire character arc? of his burning to ash as he breaks the sunnydale high school #(AKA buffy's personal cage within the slayer's cage that was sunnydale itself AKA the place where he and buffy first ever fought #and he nearly killed her for the very first time but was foiled by the immense love someone felt for her) as he breaks that place to rubble #in a way also very reminiscent of the first time they slept together and Literally Fucked A Building Down. anyway as he's doing ALL OF THAT #like sure she doesnt HAVE to love him she doesnt owe him anything and even if she did love isnt about obligation. but when buffy says #that she loves him in that scene. theres nothing to indicate that she doesnt feel it. that she isnt telling the truth.#idk man. people take a man who is dying telling someone not to love him as the gospel truth when i feel like its more ... like maybe he's #making a misguided effort to be kind? he's telling her ''dont get too hung up on the vampire thats about to catch on fire #and get your pretty ass out of here while you still can please.''#whatever. WHATEVER. in the perfect btvs that lives in my head most of ats isnt canon but esp the part where spike comes back and doesnt #immediately 1. ASK IF DAWN WAS OKAY 2. upon being told by angel that he cant be put in touch with buffy because [mumbles] misogyny?#go ahead and engage in a flirt campaign at harmony until she breaks down and calls buffy for him. those would be like the FIRST TWO THINGS #that spike did after he came back to unlife. first two things frfr #i'm gonna end the tag rant there. hmm

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akalegos · 8 months ago

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weekend house parties at bgc...

#bkanvas' art #red vs blue #rvb #lavernius tucker #rvb sarge #i hope one person sees this without watching s19 so they can have a killer sadness in them similar to how i felt #this has always been a hc to me that the reds and blues always just have get togethers.#keep ur enemies closer and all that #like with the movies and stuff... i believe they have weekend dinners together.... <3 #anyway ive been fucking with this for too long im just posting it i cant anymore

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dnpbeats · 3 months ago

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when was this phan post made?

hey besties. sometimes i come across posts that were written in 2018 that read like something that could be written by a phannie today, and vice versa! so i thought it would be fun to start a little game series where i post a screenshot with times/dates blocked out, and have people vote for when it was made! for the most part they will be split into the five "main" d&p eras, but for some posts the voting options might shift a little depending on the context* :3 once the poll has elapsed i will reblog the post with the reveal of when it was from! 💕

*or if you think the eras should be defined differently, feel free to make suggestions for what the options should be!

to kick us off we have this post:

#at first I was just gonna do pre and post coming out for the options but then I felt like there should at least be hiatus and post hiatus #but then like. pre-coming out is just TOO broad so I needed to split it up and tatinof/ii feel like the best way to do that 2 me personally #dan and phil #dan howell #phil lester #daniel howell #amazingphil #danisnotonfire #phan #d&p #wwtppm

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