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Shivrye week was last month, but Iām starting now! Never too late for these two. Day one is up; Iāll do my best to keep up on the other days as we go!
#splatoon#shivrye#utsufuu#it feels weird posting again#also using tags#hello Iām alive!#my writing#I feel like this has a big typo somewhereā¦#but Iām not sure bc I feel like that every time I post soā¦#shivrye week 2024
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love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking
#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire#'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem#the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted#also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ#edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out#so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has saidā it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my#notifs page cleanish lol#also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3#secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because#of investors bankrolling everything#and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest#however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point#once again. so many murder dollars#so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction#anyways . love yall š#origibberish#bigger gibbers
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MAYBE IāD LET YOU CHASE ME AROUND FOR A FEW MORE CENTURIES. THAT WAS ALWAYS THE FUN PART, ANYWAY.
KLAUS MIKAELSONĀ &Ā CAROLINE FORBES THE VAMPIRE DIARIESĀ (2009 - 2017)
#klaroline#klaus x caroline#kcedits#klarolineedit#tvdedit#klaus mikaelson#caroline forbes#tvd#the vampire diaries#kc: 2024#tvd: 3.14#tvd: 3.15#tvd: 3.20#tvd: 4.07#tvd: 4.09#tvd: 5.11#to: 5.13#āØ#it feels super weird to be using this url again but! hoping i won't change my mind and will keep using it for the time being!#like it felt weird and like not right to post them with a different url?#though i am really attached to mostlyfate and i dont remember the last time i changed my url to something else in a long time~#(if i end up changing it back like tmrw... š)
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The Ryoko Kui interview's reception is such a disaster over a pretty normal (yet still flawed) interview between a non-Japanese fan and Japanese artistic. This is discourse for discourse's sake, and it's no surprise that almost every Twitter user I've looked at who's using this interview to parade Kui around as a goated mangaka standing strong against Western ideology is anti-trans.
Like, I do think the interview was kinda wonky with its focus on fandom culture, which Kui clearly didn't have much interest in. But sometimes that happens. Sometimes interactions between two people, especially a fan and a creator, two people who view and interact with a piece of media in completely opposite perspectives, don't click. Does this really need to get blown up into a "West vs. East culture war" issue.
Anyways, Kui saying "I don't consider my audience's interpretations when writing. I leave it to their imaginations, but I have my own read on things too" is the healthiest, most normal thing an artist/writer who wants a non-parasocial audience could say. Artists and writers use this line all the time. If Kui didn't enjoy autistic Laius or Farcille headcanons, she would have probably voiced/signalled her discomfort, like she did on the topic of Senshi fanservice. Overall, Kui handled the interview really well. Props to her to sticking to her guns and keeping a healthy disconnect from the fandom. While I think the interviewer could've/should've been more tactful and restrained, the flaws in their questions is not a symptom of the woke mind virus trying to wriggle its way into the pure Japanese psyche. It's the sign of an over-eager fan who sees a piece of fiction differently than its creator.
#personal#delete later#this isn't even worth talking about in depth#but it's crazy that we're rehashing the āartist intent vs fan interpretationā crap again.#read stuart hall's encoding/decoding.#is it so terrible that laius reads to nd people as autistic even though the writer wasn't thinking about it#is that really something to criticize#also you may think the last sentence is me exaggerating but that's literally what the twt discourse is about#anyways i feel bad for the interviewer who's getting harassed over this#i'm seeing every side of discourse be super uncharitable toward them because it's funnier to make them sound outta touch and confrontationa#like. i'm seeing posts from cool people making the interviewer look like they asked āwhy did you make laius autistic??ā#when the actual text of the interview goes āa lot of nd people interpreted laius as autistic. did you have that in mind when writing him?ā#and obviously i think a lot of fandom people upset about this are weird too. joking that kui. a real person. is probably autistic is weird#but who am i more willing to criticize. the overeager parasocial fans taking things a too far and making things kinda weird#or the ākill the woke mind virusā weeabo/otaku terfs who still use the r-slur against queer/nd teen anime fans
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what kind of underwear do you think Erik and Charles wear (i'm not asking this to see them half naked) ((please believe me)) (((PLEASE)))
My Personal Belief is charles is a briefs guy while erik's a trunks guy. trunks/briefs kinda couple because i can
and idk just a lil bonus or somethin. as i do.
#nsft#probably. again A Promotion Would Be In Order From Me Personally but WHATEVER.#cherik#im too tired to tag everything ok this post'll find its people#snap sketches#not too tired for a tag ramble tho eUUGGHHH#i HAVE to post the second bit now or ill be editing it all night and for what. i will live#and my silly ass said i wouldnt draw that reading idea. well guess what im a LIAR who LIES.#i do wanna revisit that proper tho .. at least draw em by the fireplace someday but anyway#i think the funny thing is i had like. plans to draw charles in purple briefs just cause he wore them once and i chortled Unreasonably#so here we are. youll have to forgive me my friend i have a condition called If I Get An Excuse To Draw I Will#it is a very serious condition cause i need to SLEEEEPP truly and honestly locking in later i HAVE to#leaving all of you with this for the next idk twelve hours thats crazy#all i want to do is draw but i feel my eyes . Getting Weird and i have exams so i guess i should be a responsible person and sleep#i actually have a lot i need to catch up on so like. i prob wont be back on until this weekend when im Hopefully more free#'snap didnt you say that last night' I HAVE TO BE SERIOUS THIS TIME i got a lot. so i will see everyone saturday Hopefully#please give me the strength to focus for once thank you#for now good night everyone !!! please enjoy my doodlings from today. yesterday. i must not make any more for now
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Roman watching My Little Pony being the reason I post Sanders Sides again was not in my bingo card-
#sanders sides#sanders sides comic#roman sanders#logan sanders#my art#digital art#clip studio paint#hope i got the goatee looking right#feels weird posting the gay men again
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Hi everyone. I will try to slowly in private my old art since it seems to be something I have to manually doā¦
I wrote a super long post about how Iāve been trying to process everything: feelings regarding the impersonation, feeling of violation of boundaries, this weird sensation of adjusting to different perceptions of my online self when to me, Iām just a random regular guy.
Iām still processing it but Iāve come to the conclusion that I donāt want something I love so dearly to be tainted to the point of feeling like I should just blow up everything. I miss posting and I miss reading tags, I miss reading commentsā¦ I miss seeing the little snippets of thoughts.
There is still good in that and I still like comics. I want to thank everyone whoās been incredibly supportive so far. I like sharing a space with passionate people who love things I love
#I donāt mean for this to sound like a serious post. it kind of is but itās also kind of not. itās that donāt trust your brain past 9 pm bit#I do actually want to unprivate my old stuffā¦#: ( ACTUALLY I AM REALLY TIRED OF THINKING TOO MUCH. weāre doing a reset or trying. no more thoughts no more anxiety.#we move forward. live laugh enjoy. through brute force and will that is of questionable strength.#I actually rewrote this post like 3 times because I kept thinking who cares about what I think but maybe in this harsh world we need#communication and sincerely. maybe we need to be brave and say weāve just been really confused and not sure of what to do#SINCERITY*#this is my equivalent of stabbing the flag on the moon. I WILL POST ON TUMBLR AGAIN. I WILL NOT FEEL WEIRD ABOUT IT. holding my ground
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something about will downplaying the painting after mike's weird anti-hug behavior, when he had obviously brought it to the airport to give to mike
and then he hears the way mike calls something as innocuous as breakfast burritos "weird" and immediately looks down at the painting
and when el says she wants the day to be all about the two of them, and mike agrees
he crushes it
#thinking about the the way mike made will feel that whole day thinking about ***#like he got there and it was s3 mike all over again in will's mind... this guy who only cares about his girlfriend and might call will#weird for making him a d&d painting this guy who can barely look at him and won't even give him a hug and doesn't seem to care#i'm in pain#byler#beets posts
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Trying one of those asks game things but from a repost instead
MADE BY @understandably-odd will remove upon their request
#inbox#ask game#I just feel weird reblogging the same games again and again#idk#Iāve had posts be really popular and they get lost I think#I prefer to see I think?#asks#ask
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congrats 2 henry peglar for being the only bitch confirmed as to be Fucking That Old Man
#the heron giveth#the terror#alright here come the funny tags#bridglar#briglar#people spell it both ways i think. ill do both hujst to be safe#henry peglar#john bridgens#uh um um. uh#peglar x bridgens#THIS FEELS WEIRD. TO TYPE#bridgens x peglar#alright im done good GRIEF#this isnt even that extreme compared to the shit people are putting on ao3 about these two. god.#anyways hi ive watched this show maybe 7 or 8 times? only just recently have i gotten hooked on them#the scripts make me go nuts too. ''they were lovers in their pasts'' shut the fuck up dont say that to me ill start crying#this is the most risque thing i have ever posted on here#getting out of the fandom game for a while rewired my brain i have to get weird again. and boy do they make me feel weird !#i have a number of terror mutuals who r gonna go nuts over this. fuck yes a little bowl of seeds for me style#this looks blurry posting it hopefully tumblr doesnt crunch the shit out of the quality anyways im done typing goodbye
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Based on my favorite gif lately
#my art stuff#digital art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion#batstarion#once again specifying this is a spawn astarion with some sort of wild shape thing#bat#good morning#gif#Iāve been in such a weird place mentally about art lately#I just keep stopping myself from drawing things cus I want to draw Astarion -#- but fsr my brain decided I draw him wrong and thus makes it pointless to even start#bat form is fine - I have no problems with it. But in his normal form? no can do buckaroo.#Itās one part why I havenāt shared much art lately - I donāt get happy enough about the āqualityā#then just donāt share it as a result - in turn making me feel worse because Iām not posting - making me doubt myself more - etc etc#idk man - I got way too giddy earlier today cus someone could tell this was Astarion - even though this isnāt even the version of him I -#- feel insecure about#I keep seeing these artists making more realistic art and cool comics and interactions - most of which are shaded really beautifully -#- and all I can think about is how I CANāT do that - even if it wouldnāt fuck me up mentally#I just put too much stress on my ability to create realism and I keep āfailingā at doing that (by actively avoiding it for my own health)#idk man - I just wish I felt better about Astarionās stupid chin OTL
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āØ I donāt know what this is so donāt ask āØ
#mine#me#Iām blaming this post on the margarita and sangria I had tonight#also not really 100% sure that Iām back to posting stuff again#so donāt make it weird???#just like pretty please donāt make me regret posting these yeah??#I have maybe a handful of photos that I feel really good in and want to share#but I donāt want the bombardment of messages that come with that#so be nice pls
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working on new things..āļøāļø
#it looks like ive done a lot but like this is it! i made two areas to see how i could make this vibe work#finishing my last island made me feel inspired to play again so yayāØ#ive always wanted to do an island in one of the seasons when the grass is this super weird color so that was my main inspiration!#i had another idea for a winter island that i think im gonna use as theme for this new island instead!#to be realistic i just dont think i could do a winter island right now! gonna try and see with this season and if it works iāll post moreš#acnh#animal crossing#animal crossing new horizons#new horizons#acnh island#acnh exterior#acnh wip#acnh early march#acnh late february#acmh spring#acnh late winter#acnh entrance#acnh new island#acnh moodboard
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āi guess soā was so insane of buck to say. what do you mean you guess so. there was no reason to respond like that. why not just say yeah. YEAH. YOUR ATTENTION. what was the point of i guess so. he looks soooo relieved to have an answer for his feelings but heās saying i guess so. girl what. what! youāre guessing? you still donāt know for sure? heās standing in front of you and you still canāt conjure up an emphatic yes? youāre acting in ways so strange your sister is baffled? you donāt even know why your father figure would approve of your relationship? you donāt know what youāre ready for? you donāt know why you lied to your best friend or why you hurt him? youāre just not certain of anything? āi guess soā WHAT DO YOU ACTUALLY KNOW!!!
#feel like we get lost in the sauce on here im sorry. like i need to not even be entertaining the insane interpretations from people w PDDS#(post destiel derangement syndrome) who are just happy to have a canon ship to be into. like theyre soooo right the show is not subtle.#buck guesses that he wanted his attention all along and heās freaking out over lying to eddie and maddie is baffled by him and tommy didnt#dress up when buck overcompensated again and made a grand gesture and hes nice enough to show up to the wedding and kiss him but buck#doesnt even talk about him and we dont need to see buck talking about him and heās just kind of weird and snarky and theyāre not having#actual conversations about anything important whatsoever and hes not even there for important moments#and hen and karen werent impressed by his answer to them. cool! i see itā¦ā¦#*#911 txt
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what I learned from season 2 of IWTV is that a distressingly large amount of people cannot tell the difference between a consensual BDSM dynamic and assault/abuse, nor do they know anything about how kink actually works
itās not unhealthy for Armand to be submissive or delve into maĆ®tre/slave kink dynamics. in fact itās something people do to explore and get past their traumas all the time irl. additionally, he is like five times older and more powerful than Louis, he wasnāt being forced to do anything, nor could Louis ever actually force him. the kink was probably the healthiest aspect of their relationship, what fucked them over was a jumble of commitment issues, a lack of trust, and eventual murder - which is something that would cause problems in any relationship ever, no matter how vanilla.
the Point of the tragedy is that they were on the precipice of something happy, but Louis hesitated for too long and Armand couldnāt recognize when he was loved, and the kink had nothing to do with it, for fuckās sake. Louis wasnāt abusive and itās not bad or wrong for Armand to want to be a sub -
#IWTV#interview with the vampire#the vampire armand#louis de pointe du lac#itās always so fucking infantilizing too?? the man is 500yo guys he can make his own decisions#oh noooo he couldnāt possibly know what he wants :(( heās just reacting out of trauma itās like brainwashing :(((#?????#no???#he just wants to relax for once fucking let him#heās been in charge of his own survival AND other people for hundreds of years#being a coven leader seems to be a herding cats type of position tbh#let him rest#thatās what his submission is#loumand#like I donāt even really ship them but GODDAMN#they could have actually been alright together if the cards fell different#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#iwtv season 2#if I see another post claiming that the only way for Armand to have a good life is to never be anyoneās sub again Iām gonna scream#also this weird framing of Louis as an abuser just kinda feels racist#Iām probably not the person to speak on that but thereās Something abt that demonization that just doesnāt sit right#like yeah he was a dick. but largely in his head?? he didnāt do or say anything to Armand out loud
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tunes
#pat bbc ghosts#fanart#pat butcher#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts fanart#just for fun#pat is my favourite :)#i felt weird that the only bbc ghosts related art ive posted is the dating sim concept#so this is my offering of authenticity to the bbc ghosts community#i feel self concious showing my art on a platform again but i need to build up my confidence šŖ
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