#isn’t it painful!
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different words, same heartbreak
#y’all i’m in SHAMBLES#here’s the post i was teasing in my tags from reblogs#isn’t it painful!#good omens#good omens spoilers#good omens season 2#good omens season two#ineffable husbands#david tennant#michael sheen#aziraphale#crowley#neil gaiman#fleabag#thoughts from the baroness
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physically sick over the fact that. In the game’s canon Viktor is doing whatever he can to get rid of his emotions and humanity. and it’s what him and Jayce clash over most. its the center of their entire conflict
but in arcane it’s torn away from him against his will because of Jayce. Because Jayce didn’t care what Viktor became as long as he got his partner back. Hello. Can anyone hear me
#in another life this is exactly what you would’ve wanted. but this isn’t that life and it isn’t what you want#going to THROW UP#their relationship in arcane vs the game already made me insane but oh my GOD#there are benefits to looking into the lore. like heartbreak and PAIN#dani speaks#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#jayce talis#arcane jayce#viktor arcane#viktor#jayvik#arcane jayvik#in my heart at least
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I Saw the TV Glow is such a uniquely, devastatingly queer story. Two queer kids trapped in suburbia. Both of them sensing something isn’t quite right with their lives. Both of them knowing that wrongness could kill them. One of them getting out, trying on new names, new places, new ways of being. Trying to claw her way to fully understanding herself, trying to grasp the true reality of her existence. Succeeding. Going back to help the other, to try so desperately to rescue an old friend, to show the path forward. Being called crazy. Because, to someone who hasn’t gotten out, even trying seems crazy. Feels crazy. Looks, on the surface, like dying.
And to have that other queer kid be so terrified of the internal revolution that is accepting himself that he inadvertently stays buried. Stays in a situation that will suffocate him. Choke the life out of him. Choke the joy out of him. Have him so terrified of possibly being crazy that he, instead, lives with a repression so extreme, it quite literally is killing him. And still, still, he apologizes for it. Apologizes over and over and over, to people who don’t see him. Who never have. Who never will. Because it’s better than being crazy. Because it’s safer than digging his way out. Killing the image everyone sees to rise again as something free and true and authentic. My god. My god, this movie. It shattered me.
#i saw the tv glow#I saw the tv glow spoilers#it is SUCH a queer story#the disassociation. the hiding in fiction to feel alive.#the horror of watching time tick by and knowing you’re not who you’re meant to be#the unique paralysis of staying put in hell because it’s safer than what might be over the horizon#the tragedy of trying to help someone who isn’t ready to be helped#god it’s so much. god. rarely do I walk out of a film and just stare soundlessly into space#anyway. please see this movie. although I sort of hope if you’re reading this post it’s cuz you already have#eta: I used he because the main character never quite vocalizes another pronoun#but this is SUCH a trans story. suuuuch a trans story. it is not even a little subtle#it’s so good and so so painful
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Just some more thoughts on that jayvik dbh au
#I got a lot of people saying that Viktor should be the Android#which I did mention in the tags last time#but after thinking about it I just think that the human experience is such an integral part of viktor as a character#(aside from the fact that it makes every character ever)#his pain and suffering due to his illness and disability and class#like I can’t take that away from him#not that Jayce doesn’t go through his own things too#but I think Jayce’s naïveté from season one lends itself well to an Android in awe of human life#and a jaded but wise Viktor who still has a good heart and sense of humour#I mean this is just my version of the au and like I think I said in my tags last time im pretty sure I’ve seen a few around with android V#definitely got recommended some fics that I’m excited to check out!#sorry for rambling - this isn’t to discredit any other interpretations!! just kind of exploring my thought process behind it :)#oh also sorry that this is angsty lol#it’s fine#my art#arcane#jayvik#Jayce talis#jayce arcane#Viktor arcane#dbh#detroit become human#arcane au#noodles talks#(in the tags)
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bullying ford just for funzies 💥🥄
cw, the tiniest amount of blood/body horror
#Ttteeeeeeeeechnically “””vent””” art???? Idk life is stressful atm smhh#Gravity falls#gravity falls bill#gravity falls ford#bill cipher#ford pines#Toxic old man yaoi to ease da pain..#billford#Still working on how to color bear with me plz LMAO#Spent all my life neglecting it I feel like a toddler discovering crayons again#Only I’m eating the crayons and I get confused on why my canvas isn’t colored yet#Ford with big ol naturals 💔💥🥄
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“Scream if you have to,” is such a terrifying phrase to hear from Bruce. But I think the Batkids actually need to hear it — whether they’re getting a bad break reset, or having a wound cauterized, or something else extremely painful — it can be a relief to know you’re allowed to yell and make noise. Relieving to know that Bruce says it’s okay to scream.
#That feeling and processing pain isn’t a weakness#I can think of a lot of delicious scenarios where Bruce would have to say this#bruce wayne#batman#dc#fic ideas#that or “bite down on this’#batfamily#batkids
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in which gangle causes psychic damage to the entire cast
#you can see me getting progressively lazier throughout the comic#i love caine. so much#but he’s such a pain in the ass to draw#this is canon btw#bubble told me itself#this is also the first time i’ve drawn any character other than caine and kinger#my gay old men <3#pomni isn’t in the last picture bc she’s too short#tadc fanart#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc caine#tadc zooble#tadc jax#tadc gangle#tadc ragatha#traditional art#comic#doodles#art
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got my ribs tattooed today and i cannot stress enough please do not get them if you value your life
#ramble#i did it for like. research purposes bc i have a sternum and a rib in my books#i wanted to know what it felt like#the answer was Bad#idk if it’s 9/10 tap out pain like everyone says but it’s REAL BAD!!!!!#this isn’t even a ‘DON’T do it wink wink’ DO NOT DO IT#it was a 2 hour session and i nearly threw up twice and that’s NEVER happened to me before#at least now i know how much i need to take care of my rib clients i’m so sorry for doing that to you
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shout out to the babes whose pussies don’t get wet, we’re absolutely feeling the moment and the chemistry is hitting but sometimes the bod does not compute-
sometimes we’re ace/on the asexuality spectrum, sometimes it just doesn’t happen and YOU KNOW WHAT
shout out to us, the grip is still heavy gripping we just need some lube and there ain’t nothing, NOTHING wrong with that!!
don’t allow anyone to tell you differently okay, fuck all that SHOUT OUT TO US 🖤
#casseesmeows#also even if you’re able to get really wet#i still HIGHLY rec using lube#sometimes eventually being wet doesn’t cut it anymore and it can start hurting a little#don’t think of that as normal okay#USE LUBE#we need to stop normalizing any sort of pain in sex that isn’t meant for pleasure
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what’s shiftys reaction to ford coming back?
#shifty is exhausted overstimulated and in a not-insignificant amount of pain#there isn’t much ford could have said to keep shifty from splitting on him in this moment#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#shifty#shapeshifter gravity falls#ask#anonymous
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I think Mouthwashing is more interesting/tragic/compelling when you read Curly as a most good intentioned person who did care about his crew, AND DID SOMETHING HORRIFICALLY INEXCUSABLY AWFUL, than a monster like Jimmy who didn’t seem to have any redeemable features that he didn’t fabricate for himself to try to play the hero.
Because sometimes people who do awful things aren’t monsters. They’re just people. Maybe nice people! Maybe people who generally mean well! But that doesn’t make them immune to making horrible decisions, doesn’t make them immune to hurting others, and certainly doesn’t excuse their actions. Curly was told about the dead pixel and he couldn’t see it, just wanted to focus on the ‘big picture,’ smooth things over, descalate a conflict. Except all that meant enabling a rapist who intentionally crashed their fucking ship to try to cover up his crime.
And if you read Curly as someone who is generally decent, that makes his place in the story even more tragic. Because a decent person can make a horrible mistake, but now he can’t do anything to fix it. He’s stuck being cared for by the person he failed the worst, the person he promised to help and fucking didn’t, and he can’t even apologize to her now. He just has to watch the results of his inaction play out in front of him, just lay there in the guilt that he allowed this to happen. That’s the true punishment.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers#i see people say curly was as bad as jimmy#but isn’t it more painful if he’s not? if he’s decent enough to have guilt and regret for what he allowed to happen#because he didn’t want to rock the boat? because he wanted to look at the ‘big picture’?#guilt is a hell all it’s own
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If Rook had to choose between themselves or a companion in a losing fight.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#emmrich volkarin#my art#I just wanted to doodle Emmrich reacting to a severely injured Rook#and it ended up like this#was just supposed to be a sketch lmao#here have some angst#rook chose to sacrifice themselves#imagine the pain heheheeh#companions all freaking out#and your love interest just dies inside#angst angst hurt comfort nyeheh#the game isn’t out yet but suffer with me
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I bet that Bruce Wayne and Tim Drake, as the Batfamily’s resident corporate America breadwinners, have to occasionally go play a round of golf to keep up appearances with WE shareholders. The only problem is that they’re both fucking terrible at golf.
And when I say they’re bad, like, holy shit, they are really bad. For two people who often have to save the universe with their intelligence, concentration, and ability to effectuate incredibly complex, precision-reliant plans, they are both somehow really, really fucking awful at golf of all things.
Bruce, at least, has the Brucie Wayne disguise to hide how absolutely awful he is at golf. Which totally works for him, because he hates the reminder that he is inherently terrible at something. So, whenever he’s dragged out for a round with Lucius and the WE board members, he just pretends to get super drunk, act a little more clumsy then normal, and hits on the caddy until everyone just writes him off as too much of an ditz to put any effort into his golf swing. It drives Lucius nuts, because he actually likes golf and he thinks Bruce is just pretending to be bad as part of his cover for Batman—there is at least one occasion where he asks Bruce to show a little more decorum on the course and actually try to play, and Bruce just… blue screens. Because in reality he is actually horrible at golf and he needs the excuse of “dumbass Brucie Wayne” or his ego will implode.
Tim, however. Poor Tim.
Tim, unfortunately does not get to play the idiot to cover up his absolute shit golf game. (There is only so much room in the family for idiots and he has to keep up appearances as Jack and Janet Drake’s son.) As such, he avoids any and all golf courses as much as possible—but everyone once in a while there’s a potential merger or business deal he needs to discuss with someone important, and the best way to get the deal done is on a golf course. So Tim has to spend the next three and a half hours of his life torturing himself through a round of golf. (He ends up losing twelve balls, taking seven swings on a Par 3, somehow broke his putter, and tripped into a bunker.) The only upside is that his pure determination to actually finish the round, despite how godawful he is, is usually what actually convinces the investors/partner/board members agree to work out a deal with him.
But it’s best (or worse) when Bruce and Tim play golf together. It isn’t often—stories of their infamously terrible golf games means that most people will only invite one of them at a time—but inevitably they do end up on a course together at one point, and holy fuck, it is a miracle they don’t burn the place down.
#as someone who’s dad works in corporate america and plays a shit ton of golf I can confirm that there are people out there who are THIS BAD#I mean my golf game isn’t great but it’s better then some people’s ngl#anyway I bet Tim and Bruce both have like a lifetime ban from the Augusta National#some of their fails have also definitely featured on ESPN#Conner (who is forced to play golf with Lex on occasion) is actually pretty good at golf but will never EVER play with Tim bc its painful#dc#dc comics#bruce wayne#batman#batfamily#batfamily headcannons#justice league#chaotic tim drake#tim drake#red robin#tim drake is a menace#tim drake is red robin#this is so stupid#golf course#golf#FOUR
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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#the fearsome four of pain#I guess the sleep one isn’t pain#but I mean#I’ve been painfully eepy before#this is for all those physically disabled slays out there#my body hates me#being in pain all the time makes you hot actually#it’s character development#rise!tmnt#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt meme
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my dearly-held self-insert thing for the Batfamily is they’re highly trained gymnasts, athletes, fighters, etc etc, but even they despair when Bruce makes them do weighted Bulgarian Split Squats and I STAND by this
#I have seen grown men reduced to tears by this exercise#because it isolates every muscle in one leg#there’s no rest or ‘bottom’ to the exercise really#just pain#and weighted????#my heart has never worked harder#harder than running even#batman#bruce wayne#dc#batfamily#weightlifting#anyway yeah that’s my self insert#not that everything else I write isn’t a little bit in other ways but
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