#is this world rough? yes
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reddit refuses to stop recommending me the antinatalist sub and i just saw a post from there saying "women who breastfeed in public or on streams are just doing it for male attention" like dude that's literally just Regular Old Misogyny. this isn't an antinatalist thing you're just misogynistic is all
#and thats not even going into the problems with antinatalism itself like.#i am 1000% childfree and they try to act like antinatalism is the logical conclusion/next step from there but it just. super isnt#like no just because i personally dont want kids doesnt mean ill agree that doing so is abusive because#you can't ask the babies for consent before bringing them into this world#and its like. this is such a nothingburger when you think about it for more than like two minutes#is this world rough? yes#are there people who wish theyd never been born? yes#but they act like fuckin. their soul was in paradise before you so rudely ripped it away and forced it into this world#because of your own selfish desire to make a creature that is compelled to love you#and its like. ok. im sorry ur parents lived vicariously through you bc its clearly left an impact but that does not reflect on.#the entire human race? humans are animals. animals make babies of themselves. like reproduction of some form is how life continues#it's not inherently morally good or bad it's just a thing life does#(inb4 'ur making up a guy to get mad at' i have seen this exact sentiment expressed almost word for word many times)#(not the souls part thats hyperbole i meant the 'people only have kids bc theyre selfish and want a mini them who loves them by default'#part it gets really old really fast lmao)#and theyre always posting stuff like 'just found out ny friend got pregnant and is keeping the baby‚ i can't#believe she would do something like this‚ now i have to end a 14 year friendship' and its like. my dude.#you need to see a therapist because if you think just existing is such bad torture that you have to cut someone off for#having a baby you may actually just be severely fucking depressed#thats not in a derogatory way esp bc whenever i do look at the sub like. 100% of the posts there are depressed as hell#which makes sense‚ it's an ideology driven by 'everything is fucked‚ we can't stop it‚ we're the problem and should just die off'#and i think being unknowingly depressed can make it very easy to fall into the more nihilist aligned movements like that#i know before i figured out i had it i was big into nihilism#and i would say to a certain degree i still am and im still depressed but i think the two are actually separate now#like its not nothing matters because my brain doesn't have enough of a chemical#its nothing matters because like i said humans are just animals‚ highly influential animals yes but animals nonetheless#we're not morally superior to other animals‚ evolution didnt pick us it's entirely randomized#the entire world is randomized! every part of our universe couldve developed so differently if even a tiny thing changed#nothing means anything because anything couldve been anything else#theres no meaning in that bad thing happening to you‚ it was just random chance‚ it's not some cosmic punishment
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I'M GONNA BE KING OF THE PIRATES
25 years ago, Monkey D. Luffy hits the screens embarking his journey to become the freest man of the seas. Happy One Piece Day!
#ik that technically the anniversary of the anime is in october but it's op day fellas#and ofc I'm hit with an off day for drawing orz#so I tried to have more of an experimental mindset and yes it's so rough looking but hey#bit sad this is all I can offer but it's something#I can recommend listening to the “I'm going to be the Pirate King!” or the “The Greatest in the World is Oden” ost - man I love op#monkey d luffy#one piece#op#one piece day#one piece fanart#o0kawaii0o
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don't ever let me let go again
#akishinji#akihiko sanada#shinjiro aragaki#persona 3#p3#persona 3 reload#my art#Linktoo art#ive been exhaustedly busy but hey guys#akishinji to me is very tender and sweet and yes theyre rough with each other#but only in a stupid way and they cling onto each other like the world depends on it
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Oh to be a digital Siffrin keychain spinning endlessly in space for my amusement
#notes on this one: changed the lighting and reflectiveness of the actual cut out images#Also the plastic/epoxy material for the edges was not true glass/I have no fucking idea how to change it to be see through#yes I set the roughness to 0#so I just shrugged my shoulders turned down the alpha#now there's a new appearance of a mysterious black ball in the reflection#which is weird because there should be no objects in the way of the light(?)#it's a mystery#what would've been cool if I put a loop silhouette#but alas I have work and do not have time(tm)#also had a similar idea for like the stars blinking out#but that means I'd have to change it to an object not world and fiddle with like 5 sets of stars so they go out at different times#it was 2 am and I said fuck it put void sphere and turn the black alpha up and back down#after a certain point you just have to make peace with what you have and hit render so you can sleep#thanks for reading my ramblingsss#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers
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Wenzhou & Rongye (+Xie Wang and Du Pusa cameo) in a sports AU because sports are homosexual
#wenzhou#rongye#wen kexing#zhou zishu#ye baiyi#rong changqing#xie wang#du pusa#word of honor#modern au#my art#good guy jock rcq is my world okay#also rongye being seniors and wenzhou...whatever you call the 1st years#so rongye eventually parts ways but its not until there's bonds...well bonded#starts rough ends as besties
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girl help
#i cant believe i wanted to have this done for ARTFIGHT im delusional#im the worlds slowest artist it just wont ever happen lmao#anyways. at least i actually like how this is coming out#even if i keep second guessing my anatomy#and i hate doing line work which is why its a bit rough#but i like it rough. idk#volkart#volkwip#also doing everything in layers bc i want the clothing removeable for the ref yayyyyyy#and yes i know her boots are huge but i think it looks kewl :0)
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Avatar Love talk 3: Game vs Action
Follow up from (and also defending Kyo in this vid)
Yangchen: I plead the fifth on what Kuruk said. No idea why you two think you got your horny ass desires from me. Kyoshi: I'm not the one who sensually listened to the sound of Kavik writing with a pencil, but go off? Yangchen: Again, pleading the fifth! Anyway I still think Kyoshi has the least amount of game. Kyoshi: Really? We're still on this? Can't we talk about something else? Wan: Like your mommy issues? Kyoshi, pushing his face away and knocking him down: Ok, defending my "game" it is. Yangchen: Kyoshi, really, just accept it. You can't flirt for shit. Kyoshi: Again, I don't need to. Yangchen: You keep saying that! How do you expect to get anyone if you can't or don't flirt? Kyoshi: I walk into the room and look at them. Maybe smile, if I'm feeling feisty. Yangchen: That's not going to work- Wan: It worked for you, Yangchen. Yangchen: *deflated* Kyoshi: Oh so it's "flirting" and "super game" if Yangchen does it, but if Kyoshi does it then I'm just lucky? Wow. Hmmm. So fair. Yangchen: Kyoshi, you had two years with Rangi and Yun and I had five minutes with Kavik. We are not the same. Kyoshi: Listen, Yangchen, I think we've got it all wrong. It isn't about game or flirting. It's about action. I know how to get my girl going- Wan: Yangchen knows how to get Kavik going too! Yangchen: SHut UP, Wan! .......Yeah I know how to get Kavik going too, blow steam in his ear, fling him off a bison, what's your point????? Korra: Wait, fling him off a-? Kyoshi: Oh no no, Yangchen. That's not what I mean. You see, I'm probably going to go down in history as "World's best daughter-in-law." Whenever I sincerely talk about how I'm going to take care of Rangi or Hei-Ran, and Rangi melts into a literal puddle at my feet. Korra: So, like, you're amazing moral character is how you flirt? Kyoshi: No, it's not flirting. It's doing. Actions. Like I said before, they like me for who I am. And maybe because I have a good smile too. Kuruk: Being good looking does help. Yangchen: Ugh, where are you going with this? Kyoshi: I'm getting to it. What I want to say is, 'What's so great about having game, when the real measure should be the results?' Yangchen: *rolls eyes* 'Results.' Please, Kyoshi. We all know I had Kavik wrapped around my finger. Kyoshi: So you got with him? Yangchen: I-well uh- Kyoshi: Tell me, Yangchen. Which one of us actually GOT their boo in the end? Hm? Yangchen: .......... Kyoshi: Only actions and outcomes matter, Yangchen. What's so great about your "game" if you can't even "win"? Wan: I haven't seen a burn this severe since that volcano took out Roku. O-O Voice on the phone: 911, what's you're emergency? Korra, on the phone: I just witnessed a murder! I mean both parties are already dead-can the dead die twice?????
#'reminds me of that one kyoshist video' this one is partially me defending Kyoshi and her 'lack of game' TT0TT#i mean I'm just following the narrative of the posts but yes I wanna defend my girl#rangshi#rise of kyoshi#shadow of kyoshi#chronicles of the avatar#i'm sure yangchen and kavik got together#kyoshi just wants to back her into the mother of all corners#“either admit you aren't as good as you say you are or admit you and kavik got together which is it gonna be?”#kyoshi#rangi#this isn't me throwing yangchen under the bus I just wanna bully her a bit and put some pressure#please confirm they got together please I'm begging TT0TT#i know the easy counter of 'world's best daughter in law' can be countered by hei-ran getting stabbed#but I think only putting that on Kyoshi (even if she blames herself) is a little too rough/harsh (she didn't really agree with the plan tbf#yeah didn't disagree either but like there where a 1000 things going on and oops she still chose HeiRan in the end)#plus I want to make Yangchen sweat first so we're going to ignore it for now 8U#avatar love talk#korra#wan#yangchen#Kyoshi and Yangchen are going to be bitching at each other for a bit jkfdlsjafld#kyoshi always did say that action mattered the most uwu#'are you really quoting the book for something so silly' yes#yun said kyoshi had a beautiful smile so 8U
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I want one of the mentors to realize their family doesn’t make them happy because of the 10th Hunger Games. Their tribute, a complete and total stranger who has every right to hate them for being complicit in what the Capitol is putting them through, makes them feel better than their own flesh and blood.
So they decide they’re not gonna lose that and overthrow society in the name of perserving the one unquestionably good thing that’s happened in their life. Maybe they take down their family in the process, maybe they overtake their family instead. Either way they get to break open the cage door in the zoo and free the tributes who are Very Confused as to what is happening but not complaining in the slightest. Their tribute now has a rich friend to solve all their problems ❤️
#iphigenia moss#was thinking she’s make sense due to the thing with her father#even though canonically she doesn’t remember Sol’s name I want them to be besties#possibly sapphic ‘besties’#wink wink nudge nudge#but!#felix ravinstill#would also be very funny#or I could see it being Domitia or Lysistrata but yk what I really want?#livia cardew#imagine she was acting the way she was bc family and elite#but then Facet changes her perception on love#because the ‘love’ she grew up with…#it didn’t make her happy#but despite their rough start Facet DOES#in little ways that mean the world to her#facet tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#tbosas#the hunger games#10th hunger games#hunger games#fix it au#also because it’s me YES I see this as Vipsania Treech friendship fodder#vipsania sickle#treech#treech tbosas#tbosas treech#treech thg#PLOT TWIST it’s all these mentors at the same time
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i need to write vdm
#phase weeps#i need to write them beating the shit out of eachother and then fucking#young vdm were absolutely insane and i stand by that#yes they have their tender moments but i feel. atleast in how i perceive them that they never ever had they true acceptance of feelings#they were never lovers or husbands but they were partners and i think that they were in love in the way that people like them could be in#love. but i think theres a lot more potential to tem then the cut and clean “they are husbands” narrative#i want vdm to be as ugly and rife as every other relationship in game#and i especially want to put emphasis on their inability to let go of the past and living in this “free and wild” world#and i think this dream of dutchs deeply affects how he views relationships#as just another gust of wind. just another sunset#just another desert flower#his romaticazition of being on the run. painting the blood on his hands as holy#the rough and tumblr hospitality of the american dream#is so deeply packed into who he is as a person that he cannot see beyond his own viewpoint#and dutch is a self centered man#his viewpoint is his world. because dutch is the sun. and everything revolves around him. and everything that gets drawn in burns up#eventually#and i think hoseas trick is that you never get that close#there is a longing to vandermatthews that speaks of a chasm between them. on the cusp of deep understanding yet skirting around it#they are life partners#and they hold each others hands through the darkest parts of their self made hell#but their is nothing romantic or holy about it#they are a visage of the american man and twisted american kindness. and they are people soldered parts of themselves together but the deep#parts are left to be seen and not touched. i just. theirs so much potential for tragedy in vandermatthews i dont think we're touching
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the man, the myth, the legend (mister hunter bad batch)
#the bad batch#hunter bad batch#tbb hunter#tbb#I need a tag for all my drawings I really do#ok ok#favorite things#his armor????#the itty bitty waist#this was actually my fastest drawing I think#echo’s took me over four hours at least#same with jesse#and ahsoka#and that techphee one took days#this took me three hours#not counting the time I spent away from it#also his hair I really really like it#the first sketch was so rough#I gave him such a big head#also V’s right he’s pulling a face like he smelled something stinky#but that’s life#he learned from echo in my world#also yes he’s got no guns in this drawing on purpose#they were too hard and I accepted defeat
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"He hurts you because he loves you" classic excuse for abuse, not an interesting angle to go at a story with, boring, annoying, makes me hate anyone who says this shit. "He loves you but he still hurt you" beautiful, amazing, empowering. Love is not a pure, good, flawless emotion, actions matter more than intent, and caring for someone doesn't mean you can't or won't hurt them, and in my opinion, it makes hurting them worse.
#my dc posting#dc#batman#bruce wayne#not directly dc but i was def thinking abt this mf when writing it#like im sorry but narratives abt someone acknowledging their parent was rough/hard on them growing up bc they cared or whatever do Nothing#for me#i have NEVER ONCE seen the concept of ''tough love'' used in any context outside of trying to justify abuse.#like fuck off w the robins going ''bruce is hard on you cus he wants you to do your best'' or whatever I ACTUALLY HATE ITTT#''but he loves her'' ah yes. the most classic fucking excuse for abuse and mistreatment.#i don't care if there is love!!! i dont care if actions come from a place of care and love if the actions are fucking horrific!!!!!#like in my opinion hurting someone you love is worse than hurting someone you hate#i dont care about your intentions if you caused real harm#uegh this is a topic i feel very strongly about bc the bullshit narrative of a character#forgiving someone for hurting them bc they learn they love/care is so prevalent and has never been done in a way#that doesnt make me seethe w fucking rage!!!#gaa >:(#anyway. narratives about acknowleding they loved you and cared for you and wanted the best for you#AND STILL HURT YOU are so good to me#you can hurt someone you love. loving someone doesnt mean you wont hurt them. and love is not an excuse to hurt others.#seems like such basic 101 understanding of the world but apparently not 😒
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doodle dump whats up guys
#stampys lovely world#statuam lapis#stampylongnose#my art#stampy's lovely world#hit the target#stampy cat#fizzy elephant#polly reindeer#these are VERY rough. and VERY fast but im having fun#also!! just so no one asks#reindeer do drop their antlers. everyone hates when polly grows new antlers. yes shes scares herself. yes she scares everyone when the-#-velvet sheds off
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migraine day means sketch time feat. the newest addition to my list of "wizards that live in my head rent-free"
I only noticed today that Suvi has a little smoking incense holder in her hair and I'm not gonna lie, I'm obsessed with it.
#it's the lapsed catholic tbh. yes I WAS an altar server.#spent way too much time on this for how rough it still is but I also didn't really open csp intending to do anything serious so#it's fiiiiine#do not know why I have nO problem sitting doing art for a couple hours with a migraine but writing? forget it lol#worth it tho suvi's design slaps. the cheekbones on this woman.#suvirin kedberiket#worlds beyond number#my art#I know I say it every time I post literally any art but. wild that I could fully be decent at art if I was at ALL capable of consistency#aggressively sitting here like 'do not over-render do not over-render do not over-render—'#gee megs you know how you'd manage that more consistently? ACTUALLY FUCKING DRAWING—#me? posting this during off hours before I lose my nerve? more likely than you'd think#yes I can yeet whatever fic directly onto ao3 but art is SCARY this ain't my medium alright
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squish ramble
this probably isn't gonna make much sense bc I'm kinda sleepy but I just. I love them so fucking much. we just called for like an hour an a half and for those moments everything else disappeared. all the stress, all the worries, it all seems so much lighter just because I know I have them in my life and we can talk about anything. that feeling of complete ease and comfort when we're together, even if it's over a patchy phone signal, there's nothing else in the world that could replace it. the feeling of being seen and heard and understood entirely, the knowledge that we have each other and we're going to be okay. I know we're still young, but I hope we have this for the rest of our lives. I think as long as I have them, everything else will be alright. I love them and I love loving them, it's the best feeling in the world <3
#I wish I could take away all of your worries#but at least we have each other to lean on#it's the way I've been looking forward to the call all day. the way I could talk to you for hours about everything and nothing#the way being in your presence leaves me with this warm glow in my chest that makes everything a little softer#the way you give me courage to keep going and the way you calm my over anxious brain#(these days I imagine the moment I get to see you again constantly. whenever things get rough I imagine seeing your smile again#and being enveloped in your hug. not that I'd ever admit it though)#I think its the small moments of confirmation that get to me the most actually#when you said it was fantastic talking to me#or when you said you missed me too and your voice got soft#or your excitement when we plan our life together next year#those small moments of 'oh <3'#I know you're not *in love* with me back but in those moments I think maybe you love me. sometimes I think that's better <3#like yes I want a qpr and sometimes I want more#but if we have and love each other in whatever way we can I think that's more important#and I know for a fact I'm the luckiest person in the world to have this :)#god I love you#the future scares me sometimes but for now? I'm basking in your glow and that's all I need#I absolutely cannot wait to see you again. final stretch now!!#queerplatonic yearning hours#cosmo rambles#queerplatonic#aroace#aromantic#platonic love#loving hours
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Sometimes I do think about how things are going to go in my BG3/DA fic. Future things, but crucial things.
For example:
Carver wakes up to Astarion's fangs nearly at his neck and manages to push him off. Astarion doesn't stand in this scenario, he stays on the ground, eyes wide and scared as he stares up at Carver, attempting to babble off some excuse. Carver pinches the bridge of his nose.
'OK, for a second, imagine I'm really stupid.'
'Not that hard, considering.' The words come out instinctively, an echo of their usual banter.
'Astarion.' Carver's voice is harsh, harsher than he means it to be, and he's bigger than Astarion, stronger and he's angry.
Astarion flinches, arms coming up instinctively to protect his head, but it won't matter. Everyone hurts him, flays flesh from his bones, starves him, buries him alive. Hands over his head won't stop the pain if they want it.
And Carver freezes, piecing together things remarkably quickly.
Carver, who tries to be kind and considerate and is so very soft, suddenly wants to kill someone.
#bg3#dragon age#carver hawke#astarion ancunin#fanfiction writing#of a sort#look Astarion may never really flinch in game#but look there he is with two rough tough save the world gusy#one who now has demon horns so he can't talk#the other taller than Astarion muscular and has a giant sword strapped to his back#who yes was kind to refugees but also had no hesitation about killing those he doesn't trust#and Astarion has been lying to him#why wouldn’t he be afraid of Carver when that anger is directed towards him?#anyway after this Carver vows to kill Cazador#he doesn't coddle Astarion because Astarion doesn't need that#but they become the most unlikely friends Faerun has ever seen
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what I intended to do tonight: post chapter 3 of Assembly
what happened instead: frantically sketched out Seven Red Suns choking out a red lizard
(this stands a decent chance of happening in the fanfic at some point)
#rain world#seven red suns#rain world iterator#yeah this really just came out of nowhere#the power of srs compelled me#also yes i think this is a decent size comparison between a red lizard and srs' AMP in assembly#though reds have quite a lot of size variance...#my art#rough and sketchy#uh let's tag for#fictional animal harm#just in case#context: lizard lunged at them with intent to murder. srs said nope
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