#introject posting

[funlovingfuzzball]

Our dad, knowing nothing about our plurality *or* alterhumanity as far as we know: “Have you ever considered that you’re a dragon?”

Raie, a dragon fictive who identifies as a dragon therian, stuck alone in front and unable to lie: “I mean, I am, but how does this come up?”

Dad: “Well, if you sneeze and it knocks the paint off the wall, y’know…”

Raie, heart having started beating again: “Fair enough, I guess that would be true. I wasn’t going to disagree with you, I just needed context for how this came up”

Dad: “True, you always need your dragon to be in on the joke, don’t you?”

…

I mean, very affirming in an accidental fashion, but how on earth??? That was so weird. Neither I nor Miriam if I was able to front-trigger her can intentionally tell lies, so it’s not like I could say no, but also he wasn’t aware of any of the things that make me actually identify as a dragon, soooooo… glad we were able to play that one off as just playing along. Mom knows *about* therianthropy, though not our experience as such, and Dad’s certainly never heard of it in his life. Definitely very weirdly affirming though, lmao. 🐉🐉🐉

- Raie

[robo-boy]

i crawled out of the pits of hell just to see yaoi of myself

[introjected-culture-is]

WELCOME !

to yet another introject culture is blog! any kind of introject ( fictive / factive / etc ) is welcome , any source.

i’m sure most of y’all know how this works: send in a submission starting with something along the lines of “introject culture is..”

YOU MAY !

claim anon emojis, ramble , share confessions and vent with applicable trigger warnings !

PLEASE DON’T !

fake claim anyone , graphically vent or send explicit hate. syscource is not welcome here for everyone’s comfort , any sent will be deleted.

WE DONT SUPPORT !

pro ship , transid / radqueers , maps , pro contact , “cluster abc abuse” believers.

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# introject culture is : culture submissions.

# introject confessions : confession posts.

[thelavendersys]

The Lavender system!

20 bodily, white

introject heavy, unknown origin

partner systems:

#ghost of chicago @ghostcollective (ghost town)

#a bed of flowers @blubellsys (bluebell)

#box turtle dance @bundleofnerium (nerium)

DNI: anti-endos; fakeclaimers; terfs, swerf, anyone who believes there's a "right way" to be queer; racist, sexist, homophobic, anti-mspec; if you believe that "queer" is a slur. We will block liberally.

ask us to tag things! we will Not tag food or swearing

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#lavender posting - unspecified posts, general navigation

#behind the curtain - posts about innerworld/headspace

frequent fronters !!

#juniper rambles - Juniper, ambassador, partial Lex Foster introject; she/they/bee/ender, any terms. @likethesword

#orion.txt - Orion/Tommy, host, protector and ADHD holder, c!/cc!Tommy introject; he/sun, masculine terms. @tommyprimepath

#mason musings - Sofia/Mason/Wilbur, depression manager and traumaholder, c!/cc!Wilbur introject; any pronouns, any terms. @lookuponmyworksanddespair

less frequent fronters !!

#dream journal - Hazen, persecutor/protector, c!/cc!Dream/heatwaves!Dream introject; he/it/they pronouns, masculine terms. @dreamsjournals

#hero scribbles - Hero/Ranboo, traumaholder and emotional regulator, Genloss!Ranboo introject; he/him pronouns, masculine terms. @incaseidontseeya

#phil journal pages - Polaris/Philza, ANP and conflict manager, bones in the ocean and the man who feeds strays philza introject, he/him pronouns, masculine terms.

#elizabeth scrapbook - Elizabeth, little, traumaholder? Elizabeth Afton introject, she/her pronouns, feminine terms.

#shift's scenes - Shift, persecutor and fragment absorber, sourcing depends on which fragment is in front, it/they/he pronouns, neutral and masculine terms.

#sunny beams - Sunny, little, anxiety manager, and resentment holder, qsmp!Sunny introject (source separated), she/her pronouns, feminine terms. @sunshine-and-stardom (note: her blog is monitored and managed by adult members of the system)

[hench21life]

I adopted a kid and she already got lost on the subway. I should’ve gone with her.. man it’s easy to get a heartattack over your kids huh, now I get what Doctor Venture goes through

[funlovingfuzzball]

Ahhhhhhhh that is so motion-filled it’s amazing wow

painting a whole bunch of toothlesses is good for therapy

[funlovingfuzzball]

This one’s not majorly system-focused, so it’s going on main. Disclaimer: this post is about an alter in a disordered system, but syscourse will not be tolerated on this post or blog. Do not send death or rape threats to anyone, never mind minors, no matter what they say on the internet. That is our public stance whenever we bring things into main tags, and we expect it to be understood as the most we will say on non-syscourse posts outside of the system stuff sideblog. Visit @too-many-cooks-in-the-headspace if you want to get bitten by the dragon about syscourse shit, or if you want to have a nice friendly discussion about system stuff. Singlets, plurals, all are welcome to chat.

So that tremendously fucked up intro aside, for which I probably should make a banner at some point, hi! Raie here. Temeraire introject, main protector, cataloguer of system stuff, you remember me. Anyway, as the only alter in here as far as any of us know who isn’t completely apathetic about pronouns, I figured I’d try out some things since I’m very not human and wanted to acknowledge that. Having sent an ask to another system for ideas (shoutout to @alicecorpseliddell, vorpal was very helpful), I’m thinking of trying out fy/fyr (“fee”/“fear”), dæ/dær (“day”/“dare”), and then gem/gems and claw/claws for nounself pronouns. She/her is still the collective pronouns, and I’m still happy with them too, I am female, I just wanted to diversify. So, she/fy/dæ/gem/claw are your options for me. Swapping them up is very nice, but also non-mandatory. Just don’t always use she/her. Also don’t call me a drake, major nope to that (idk why).

PS: If your device of choice can’t make the æ happen, dae/daer is fine, we don’t judge you for your keyboard problems because that would be shitty.

- Raie

[funlovingfuzzball]

Some parts of coming out as a system are a little more awkward than others. Case in point, describing introjects’ sources to someone who knows the source extremely well but only learned what introjects are 5 minutes ago.

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Reina, most of the way through valiantly trying to explain our system to our mom because I got swapped out somehow: Okay, so you’re going to laugh when I describe Raie.

Mom: Is she a dog?

Reina, losing her train of thought entirely: No? Huh? What?

Mom: I just mean, the article you had me read mentioned non-human alters, and you’ve mentioned feeling a tail wagging behind you…

Reina, increasingly unclear where this conversation is going to end up: Okay, so *no*, but you’re right that the tail is hers. But actually…

*Reina looks away in embarrassment because she knows full well Mom knows Raie’s source exceedingly well*

Actually she’s a… a Temeraire fictive.

Mom, looking a touch startled: Ah! So, like, I take it she’s one of the dragons?

Reina, neon red by now: Like I said, she’s a Temeraire fictive.

Mom: Ah, I see, so she’s *the* dragon. Got it.

Reina, muffled because her face is stuffed in a plushie: Yeeeeeeeeep.

Mom: I should reread that series then!

Reina, still extremely muffled: Oooooooooo-kay.

~~~~~~~

To be completely clear, Mom was super chill with Raie’s source, she just found it rather startling at first. Sorry Reina, that conversation was supposed to be my job. M’bad.

-Miriam

[funlovingfuzzball]

Oh fuck yes. Brain is exploding. Everyone else has been very flung out of even co-con and I’m sorry to them but this is fucking tremendous. Technically probably just aro and ace, but since bi-aesthetic and so forth are very very rare flags, we’re claiming the bi flag while still being ace. Even the ones that we aren’t, though, are so tremendously amazing and I’ve kinda lost the ability to think coherently

- Raie

Happy pride month!! 🏳️‍🌈 Here’s some Toothless’ with some pride flags! :D

Flags from left to right> Rainbow, Bisexual, Transgender, Lesbian, Gay, Non Binary, Pansexual, Asexual, Aromantic, Genderfluid

[hench21life]

We finished season 3 and I knew it would happen but still.. I’m not feeling great. 24 means so much to me and dude I just miss him yknow? Any asks to get my mind off of things would be rad, no obligation to

[luxlitemidnight]

holding my OCs that haven't introjected very carefully so that I can continue to play with my dolls and hope that they do not turn into real boys like Pinocchio

[the-golden-gates-system]

Shout out to system with “scary” alters.

Systems with alters who would cause you to go to jail if they were allowed to do what they want.

Systems with alters who are violent.

Systems with alters who are addicts.

Systems with alters who are abusive.

Systems with alters who purposely hurt the body.

I see you. I feel you. We can heal too

-🧱

[funlovingfuzzball]

So like I’m not spiky… but it’d be fun

REAL…

[lemony-ink]

"demedicalizing" complex dissociative disorders caused by severe and repeated trauma is wild

[carnivalcentipede]

don't have any new drawings besides this one from like almost two weeks ago so enjoy this

our host was practicing how to draw caine on the page and then i drew myself lmao. anyways i like how it turned out it looks pretty cool.

[ghost-of-a-system]

the term "host". a short comic about being a system who, well, doesn't exactly have one.

i really hope this post comes across right and not in a bashful or hateful light because that is !! not intended whatsoever!!

this is just a bit about the way some of our personal and inner struggles affect us, much like many of our posts, and is again just posted in case it may make anyone who relates feel seen (especially if it's an "obscure issue". i think we've only ever met one other system who doesn't have a host of some kind, and even then it was just because theirs went dormant and nobody took their place.)

we've never really had a host, or even actual co-hosts, from what we can remember. even in our earliest memories which we've looked back on from a system lens, there was (at least) two of us with no clear "main" one. that extended all throughout our teenage years up until now. it was always at least two who had no awareness of the other, but they were both here just as much as the other, "taking turns" fronting. weird stuff to try to make sense of.

we've tried to slap the host/co-host label on a few alters over time, but it never sticks and they always end up fronting just as much as anyone else or having their own other roles they front for. so i think we'll just stop trying to force it lol