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I cant believe I slept nearly 12 hours.
#what the fuck.#i have a fucking headache now.#god. fuck everything rn i just want to be alone in a dark closet and just scream maybe#all grouchy and shit#in fucking pain and shit#uuuuggggghhhhh
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I can’t believe Charles within a couple of hours of meeting Edwin really went if I have to choose between heaven and you then I pick you
#like I don’t give a shit if the love is romantic or platonic that’s fucking devotion#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#edwin paine#payneland#paineland#paynland#painland#chedwin#dbda
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This man is ART.
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha dabi#mha dabi#bnha season 7#mha season 7#NO BECAUSE WHY IS HE BEING SO PRETTY WHEN ON THE VERGE OF EXPLODING??????#I CAN’T MAKE THIS SHIT UP HE IS JUST THAT BEAUTIFUL WHAT THE FUCK??????#ALSO HIS FOREHEAD HELLO??????? I’M ALWAYS A SLVT FOR SOME DABI FOREHEAD#guys… i now am losing it but earlier i was crying so bad my voice has become hoarse…#i need horikoshi to pay for all the pain he inflicted to us and touya…#because getting away with it so easily it’s UNFAIR
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this isn't going to have a happy ending...
#my art#se7en#david fincher#im never drawing buildings again holy fucking shit most painful experience ever
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doodles (as i avoid work) of the super awesome you wouldn't like me alive fic by @ectoplasmranch which i binge read in a 7 hour sitting yesterday
#🧻 sharts#danny phantom#danny fenton#dash baxter#i aint tagging everyone else. jazz was the most fun to doodle though#figuring out their faces was . hm. it was a moment. i hope i made jazz and danny look related enough HAHA probably not. i wanted jazz and#him to have the same eyes its just jazz still looks like a normal girl and danny looks like he's lost all zest and life for the world#like shit man if someone looked at me like that in the highschool hallway id be scared too i dont blame you dash#UGH DASH IS LIKE A GOLDEN RETRIEVER TO DRAW FOR THIS FIC. i love it so much. i love me a shitty guy turned nice#elderich horror danny is cool. im tag rambling now. my bad#this fic has a bit of a death grip on me. i need to be normal and go to bed#ALSO I CANT FIGURE OUT HOW TO DRAW TUCKER IM SO SORRY. HIS HAT. IT PAINS ME#anyway uhhh if u like danny phantom read dis fic? pretty please? for me? its at 127k words atm so. if youve got a day to spare#(dont be like i me i fucked up my eyes binge reading it LMFAO. be smarter)#guess ill die (danphantom)
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Descendants of finwë (incl. kidnapped children): sons and daughters of fëanor, fingolfin and finarfin
#silmarillion#silmart#maedhros#maglor#celegorm#curufin#oh my god how do i even tag everyone#anyways i am never rendering armor again ❤️ fuck this shit#this was a PAIN to color (i say this about every render)#i started this [checking date] 3 years ago#caranthir#ambarussa#celebrimbor#fingon#aredhel#maeglin#turgon#finrod#galadriel#ET CETERA#this started out as a height/size chart for myself and spiraled out of control
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Getting creative with recognition
uh not so cute/funny random drabble of the AU:
warning: not proofread and just me rambling, bad writing LMAO
#me: blind au is a delicate au with a lot of pain-struggle of a man of power that lost everything he needed-and#also me: hehe so what if *honk honk* bahonkas?#also idk why it looks blurry but i swear its good resolution once you click on it#alright this au begins i guess what a way to kick things off#also Price is a little shit he alr know it was Simon based on the quiet footstep and cologne#just wanted to fk with the big man who's also a mess bcuz what was Si suppose to do in the face of his lov- *gunshot* crus- *explode* BOSS#also i got lazy with signature and fucking got a transparent jpg for it#blind!Price#<- tag to find anything related to this au#i swear i'll work on it properly bUT UNTIL THEN.#gummmyart#doodle#ghostprice#priceghost#they're switch idc#simon ghost riley#captain john price
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From "Unadulterated Loathing" in which Charlie chains these two idiots accidentally together by @otsmosis (who made this comment at the end of the last chapter and inspired me to do whatever this is above)
#i was forced to colour this and its always painful and out of my comfort zone hallelujah#let me just tag this real quick i have a lot to say#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#radioapple#appleradio#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor x lucifer#okay we are back#FIRST things first#oh shit i forgot#my art#i watched silence of the lambs for the first time#and i think that hannibal lecter is just normal smart#but everyone else is really really fucking stupid#OH THE FIC I FORGOT TO SAY#i needed something uplifting and im so happy that i found it#if any of you is in need of some cheering up please give it a read#i am EXCITED for the next chapter#i just love it when charlie screams in someones face#AND THAT “ALASTOR HEAVED OUT A DISGUSTED SOUND” is absolutely me and my best friend every five minutes if we dont like something#i now use a screenshot of that sentence to express my discomfort in our chat#wow im so shit at giving compliments and i am stuck in an endless loop of “wow i loved it so much it was great”#BUT I REALLY LOVED IT
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"i have a sister now! thank you, granpa! we are going to do so much stuff together!"
(trans masc newborn shado btw. tag as ship and ill kill you)
#im so done. they deserved so much better#im getting atatched to maria now and its#its not easy. shes basicaly a pure white girl but also a completely blank canvas#yet im so. shes so.. i hc those earings are a gift from her parents they gave her jjst before she moved to the ark. she always wears them#she was a human being with her own identity but neither her granpa (the person that raised her) nor the narrative treats her as such#there had to be some fucked up shit she went through psycologicaly that not even shadow got to know#its actually painful for me to draw her not happy. its too much#also shadow is trans masc and just a few days of age thats why maria calls him “sister”#sth#sonic#sonic fanart#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#nov.aart
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espilver nation I made a little something for y’all 🎁✨
tumblr won’t let me upload the gif version so mp4 it is
#espilver#sth#Silver The Hedgehog#Espio The Chameleon#gay people#caguaydraws#it’s the first time I drew them too and I realised—#maybe the reason they don’t get as much fanart as other ships it’s due to their bullshit accessories/j#throwback to making fanart of Revali Breath Of The Wild who does have a shit ton of specific details and it is a pain to draw them all#anyway here you go. mlm yuri#sigh…. first and last time I color lineart for an animation on procreate#all that trouble and still I fucked up the file size apparently#my one braincell could’ve sworn this was going to be pretty light#as a GIF#💀#lessons are being learned
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#i wanna die#madness#borderline#bpd#masks#pierced#mentally fucked#depressing shit#not enough#too much#tw depressing thoughts#trying to heal#borderline thoughts#im trying#borderline personality disorder#don’t wanna feel#depressed#depression#self h@rm#i‘m sorry#stoned girls#sadgirl#stoned#sadness#thoughts#anxiety#alone#lost#pain#hurt
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silence
also this is from Wolfwood's POV (in case it isn't clear) i have 0 normal thoughts (every song ever is VW)
#i got possessed for 4 days straight and have been making comics every goddamn day#some i like too much to post just yet#but this one was a pain in the ass so (as per usual) must get posted#after it's on tumblr dot com i feel free#so you know how wolfwood points his gun at vash out of fear multiple times#i thought i'd draw a little something about it but much much worse#i dont think ww would ever shoot but it would probably haunt him in his dreams#thinking about how it would feel like to pull the trigger#distantly wondering if vash would /let/ him shoot. if he wanted wolfwood to finally kill him#also#trans wolfwood agenda#but i just casually throw it in the mixture before cooking up some fucked up shit about vw#also i fucking loveeeee the band 'i like trains'#so many lyrics to work on.....#ive sketched a millionsummers comic on i like trains' lyrics too#anyway#thats about it#trigun#trigun fanart#cw blood#tw blood#cw guns#vash the stampede#vashwood#nicholas d. wolfwood#trimax#trigun maximum#vashwood fanart#my art
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Mm, yes... The one you call Benrey...
I've been advised by my employers that, his true nature is on something of a "need-to-know" basis...
And you, Doctor Freeman, do not need to know...
ayo fuck this painting lol have another cropped vers
#augsartt#hlvrai fanart#hl2vrai#hlvrai2#hlvrai benrey#hlvrai benry#hlvrai#digital painting#art#digital art#my art#ugghhh this one was such a pain#i kept pushing myself and it turned out good but it took THREE DAYS#EWW MY ADHD BRAIN HATED THAT SHIT#and i defo over rendered but its fine fuck it lol#thank you to all the people who were so kind in the tags of my Gordon painting!!!#you guys gave me the motivation to get this one done so alsd;jf thanks <3#ily all 😭😭#pose is inspired by that one scene from Chicago lol#they both reached for the gun is the number you should watch it#okey goobie
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obsessive
#did i put more effort into this than i needed to? yes. did i put myself through unnecessary pain drawing fighting scenes? yes#but i learned how to outline my strokes so maybe i won after all#i thought about it and i think it turned out ok drawing the eyes differently. like the way i usually draw em#although i dont know if that says much since i change my art style every couple weeks but eh#had fun playing with grayscale and limited palette. i want to do that more often dhghdg#although idk whens the next time i will have enough energy to commit to the bit and do.. this#theyre fucking stupid your honor. for every art we get of them acting dramatic and yearning (/pos) i make dumb shit like this#equivalent exchange girlies!#lego monkie kid#lmk#monkie kid#lmk shadowpeach#shadowpeach#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#sun wukong#lmk macaque#lmk six eared macaque#six eared macaque#liu er mihou#my art#myart#doodles#comic#lmk monkey king#lmk fanart
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#sadnees#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#tw depressing stuff#quotes#childhood truama#childhood ptsd#tw ptsd#generational truama#truamacore#tw truama#wound tw#tw selfhate#tw abuse#mother#child abuse#abandoned#complex ptsd#im hurtin#mentally tired#mentally fucked#inner child#childhood#im trying#this is me trying#toxic parents#i am in pain#self h4te#why am i like this#just why
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Crystal: The next person that says "weird flex but okay" is going to get kicked in the shins.
Edwin: Preposterous boast but alas...
#dead boy detectives#save dead boy detectives#revive dead boy detectives#my bro edwin lives to annoy crystal#crystal is SOO done#charles is currently restraining her#edwin that little piece of shit is smirking#niko is just amused#edwin paine#edwin payne#crystal palace#crystal palace von whatever the fuck#incorrect dead boy detectives#incorrect dead boy detectives quotes#renew dead boy detectives
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