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#im sorry but also not sorry for making the sisters slightly darker than their og skin tone#also these are for my NSB save file!!#my gen 2 heir is fucking don LOL#(shes fucking a lot of people which I will spill as I continue to post makeovers)#but yeah don is messing around with both sisters BUT not their mom in my save (bc I always found that kind of weird)#7/30+ makeovers done ugh#the sims 4#sims 4#ts4#create a sim#ts4 cas#show us your sims#my sims#simblr#townie makeovers
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ā¦ I canāt imagine that we actually watched the same show. Like I REALLY AISNSOSNWKMEJDND
hold on Iām gonna need to calm down.
Let me just make a list of why I disagree and at least organize my anger. Long post incoming.
Vander was friends and had a deal with Grayson. The sheriff. Idk what else to even add to that
Caitlyn is more than a cop and Arcane isnāt copaganda. Genuinely donāt know what kind of progress some of these people are looking for. Real allies are a necessity for real progress.
SILCO IS A CLASS TRAITOR. HE FUNNELLED DRUGS INTO THE UNDERCITY AND PUT POOR KIDS IN FACTORIES FOR THAT DRUG FOR PROFIT!!! HE PAID THE ENFORCERS TO LET HIM DO IT WITHOUT CONSEQUENCE
Vi is not as much as an activist as you would like to believe
WHY IS EKKO NEVER EVER BROUGHT UP IN THESE CONVERSATIONS????
Silco was not good for the Undercity
Silco was not a great guy. Ekko had to build an entire separate hidden community for the people he hurt and stepped on for his own benefit
Caitlyn is ignorant and naive. Thatās ok. Thatās what character development is for.
Loving imperfect characters like Silco and Jinx then hating characters like Vi and Caitlyn is peak media illiteracy to me
FOR THE LAST TIME: VI DIDNT ABANDON POWDER!!!!! Silco literally wanted Vi DEAD for trying to stop him from killing Vander??? How could you possibly say silco was there for jinx when Vi refused to be???? SHE WAS IN PRISON BECAUSE OF HIM???
Silcoās manipulation is working wonders on yāall
Embracing all the outrage without at all looking out for the people harmed by bigotry is not activism
SILCO IS A CLASS TRAITOR x929282929394
Caitlyn was the first person in years to show Vi kindness and care. She listened and stuck by her and took care of her after Vi was locked up for years and beat up by cops (i wonder what led her to be thrown in there?). Cait being a cop stopped being a point of contention once Vi recognized her naivety and genuineness.
NUANCE NUANCE NUANCE. ITS NEVER EVER BLACK AND WHITE
The only way I can see Vi touching āclass traitorā in season one was the shimmer raid. Guess who the hell put those kids in there in the first place.
Just hanging out with Caitlyn isnāt being a class traitor if Vanderās allowed to be friends with Grayson.
Critical thinking is very necessary for watching shows like Arcane
What the hell did Silco really do for the Undercity???? What changed over the 7(ish) years he was basically in power of the place? All Iāve heard was he made the air cleaner, which would be great except for, you know, shimmer and the child factory workers
Jinx is unwell and feeding into it like this in a fully serious manor would not help Arcane as a show at all
What do you want Arcaneās message as a full show to be? āScrew copsā? Thatās a little boring and unproductive isnāt it?
CAN WE TALK ABOUT EKKO AND HIS IMPACT PLEASE???? x9382728283
Caitlyn is trying to make Piltover and Zaun a better place. Is that not allowed? Am I missing something?
Caitlyn and Viās arcs have only just started. Season one is basically fully set up except for characters like silco and Jinx. This is far from the end.
Genuinely think Vander would appreciate Vi for being friends (using this term loosely because they are in love) with Caitlyn considering he was the one who was opposed to war and Vi wasnāt.
Silco should NOT be your idea of Undercity independence and respect. He oppressed the Undercity the same way the Council and the Enforcers did. He helped no one but himself, his team (barely) and Jinx.
Youāre allowed to like and dislike any character you want but pretending like Silco is better for the Undercity than others is just so ridiculous to me. Everyone is of course completely allowed to like Silco, but we canāt pretend like heās this stand up guy. If you have to pretend like he was, maybe you donāt like him as much as you think.
āBecause Caitās prettyā is also incredibly incorrect. Go check point #14.
Vi never stopped loving and caring for Powder. Powderās mental health issues were amplified and utilized by Silco because he couldnāt even heal himself.
If all of your opinions of Caitlyn and Vi start and end with ācops suckā and āclass traitorā then you genuinely donāt respect Arcane as a show enough to show you nuance.
The misinterpretation of characters is just so ā¦ itās like you go out of your way to love and/or hate characters no matter how much they show you who you are.
Your closed mindedness is clouding your judgement and making you out to seem like you donāt actually want the Undercityās triumph, you want Silco and Jinxās, even if it means ruining the Undercity. And that would be fine because father/daughter evil duo but trying to say youāre all for this duo because you want whatās better for the Undercity when they continue to hurt it is simply not correct and very harmful (to fictional characters in a fictional universe š)
Only being able to understand how Silco and Jinx were oppressed and therefore should be able to not just destroy Piltover but also Zaun is not the eat you think it is
Why is Viktor never called a class traitor? I think he's great (I also think Silco and Jinx are wonderfully written) but we hardly saw him in the Undercity/ interact with people from the Undercity plus he killed someone (Sky) from there (accidentally)
EDIT TO ADD ANOTHER POINT: Caitlyn has shown little to NO malicious intent and has no real negative impacts other than Jinxās attachment issues and insecurities being amplified by her mere existence. Again, this is her story and development. Throughout the season she is exposed to reality and recognizes her and her peers/ families wrongs. I have no idea what you want from this character. Should Piltover just be gotten rid of in the story? Then what? Should Caitlyn have just never gotten involved and continued to embrace her privilege? Should she have left Vi in prison and stay ignorant?
#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane netflix#point number 32 sums it all up I think#i blocked most of the people who added and made the post so they wont see this lol#i might be overreacting or misinterpreting#maybe i didnt watch the show right#or maybe i did and some of these people are bad at this#some points are most definitely redundant#and im open to people disagreeing.... respectively lol maybe dont wish death on a character and ill hear you out#again i wouldnt dislike silco as much if he wasnt put on a pedestal by people who swear theyre all for the undercity#i wrote this kind of in anger so like sorry about that lol#anti silco#<- for tagging purposes if this is too silco critical for the people who like him#to slay or not to slay#caitvi#this is the second repost because the first two didnāt show up in the tags cuz I messed with my settings ššš
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#natsume yuujinchou#matoba seiji#natori shuuichi#horrible exorcists#sorry i couldnt think of a caption i literally sat here for like 2 minutes lol#usually i use a quote from the scene or a lyric from a song but in this scene they're just Looking#anyway FUCK architecture#really though this is csp's perspective ruler's fault. i shoulda just done this by hand#but i made it work. since it wasnt super super complicated lol#ummm i feel like natori looks like a baby ceo but that is what he was wearing at least in the anime version of this scene#and midorikawa's kind of vague about clothes so i made it easy on myself#but why are you rolling up to the exorcist meeting in a navy blazer and tan chinos?#his uniform color is tan so ig the pants could be from that but the blazer......#tryna represent the natori clan in front of the other exorcists ig idk#meanwhile matobas just in his gakuran lol#hes not the clan head yet so he can just be there as a kid#he even gets told off by takuma and called seiji-kun.....could you imagine like.#it's weird for him to not be matoba#anyway. um i completely kind of fudged the architecture because its hard to tell where exactly in the building this scene is and#i had a specific composition in mind#i only realized i messed up how the windows work like 3/4 of the way into lineart soooo#but thats the kind of thing only i would notice probably#btw i was originally drawing a different scene of them but i was faced with the reality of foliage.#and i remembered this romeo and juliet ass scene existed so#i chose architecture LOL#okay last thing. i feel like natoris haircut is too polished and nice but fr wtf is his canon hair#im doing my best LOL.........but boy#OKAY im done
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i felt like drawing something with vibrant colours as did i feel like drawing humans, so i did both.
the humanizations (? is that the right word?) of gangle and zooble and pomni too /ref were made by SonaDrawzStuffYT. i dont think she has a Tumblr, so here's a link to her youtube channel:
(if she has a tumblr, let me know so i can credit her for the designs)
#note: this is not intended to be read as ship art#im kind of uncomfortable making ship art with designs from someone who hasn't given permission to do so y'know#so even though i find abstragedy cute here they are just a gal and zooble being pals#tadc gangle#tadc zooble#tadc human#the amazing digital circus#tadc fanart#tadc#sorry if its a bit inconsistant btw#my drawing program stopped working after drawing gangle so i had to delete and reinstall the app and all the brushes were reset#another thing i worked on was unfortunatly set back a decent amount but this one luckily didnt. the worst thing it affected were the brushe#i tweaked the designs a little bit cuz why not.#i'd like to think they drink boba tea together. idk why but it just feels right#also i messed up the layers and now it looks like the lineart is having a stroke oop#i worked on and off on this for like 3 weeks lol#gaster ut/dr and puppet/marionette fnaf cameo (i've seen gangle cosplay as both and i think its cute as peck so i added them here)#kys stands for keep yourself safe here#too many tags
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dude im nearly two fucking grades ahead of average and my mon was so fucking disappointed and i dont know what she wants from me
#sorry about the vent lol#tw vent#like what do you WANT from me#i worked really hard on this reading assessment thing in english class#and my mom was so disappointed#she straight up#refused to talk to me about it#like come ON#im not a bad student IM NOT EVEN AN AVERAGE STUDENT#i WORK HARD and TRY and PAY ATTENTION and get FANTASTIC FUCKING GRADES#i am nearly TWO grades above average in english im practically at the reading level of a JUNIOR as a FRESHMAN#and my mom is disappointed#like WHAT#i am doing so much better than anyone would expect#this is my first time in a school setting of any kind#i am not failing or messing up or doing poorly or anything#i got an above average score on a reading level assessment#and my mom had the GAUL to be disappointed#idk man i just feel like ill never be good enough for her no matter how hard i fucking try#atleast everyone else was impressed#three pigeons in a trench coat
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The natural sciences: physics, chemistry, biology, astronomy, and earth science.
Considering you deal mostly with making technology, youāre probably a physics guy. But what about the other sciences?
How would you rank the natural sciences from least to greatest in terms of your knowledge on and interest in them?
Iām especially curious because Eggman seems to have knowledge in a whole boatload of studies. But his understanding of them only tends to only go so far as they suit his evil schemes, so, very surface level. Itās most likely one of the reasons why he always loses. He could probably tell you every part and function of the human and mobian brain from when he tried to make a mind control ray, but he could not for the life of himself tell you what an appendix is.
Ooh, this is a fun one! I'm just going to order the five you've listed (they're kind of broad though.)
You're right. I am a physics guy. Something about finding out the ways of the universe and how I can apply them! I really do love physics since it's so essential and part of nearly EVERYTHING. Maybe it's the bias speaking, but physics is definitely one of the most important sciences- It's also the entire basis of all my inventions soooooooo
Chemistry is also used pretty frequently for me. It's also pretty essential since lots of my weaponry requires chemical reactions-- guns, explosives, the like.
Something I am interested in but don't know as much on is astronomy, for sure. It overlaps with physics and chemietry though so I wasn't sure if I was supposed to order this or not. I think some consider it a subfield of physics, but others say it's a different branch. Anyways- I'm not too knowledgeable on it- planning to get more into it if I get the time.
I'm not very into biology. Sure, it's cool- but not my field, I think. I guess I've done SOME things that messed with life and organic matter, but... usually... that was on accident... so I don't actually know as much about it. They do say biology is applied chemistry, though. I could pick it up easy if I tried, I think.
Earth Science? Uhhhh... like geology? I know it's just sciences that relate to Earth and stuff, right? Yeah... I'm not too knowledgable on that one. I feel like Earth Science is very specific compared to the other topics. Well- it takes a lot of the other sciences and uses it to study the earth- so I'm not really sure how to list this one since technically, it does overlap with the other sciences that I AM interested in.
Honestly, I don't blame Eggman for only delving as deep as it benefits him. It's kind of hard to learn something when you have no interest in it-- and there is a LOT of material to cover (I'm honestly still lacking in a lot of information in things I do have an interest in.)
#sorry if I sound like I'm trying to sound smart but just turns out to sound stupid#i barely know too kuch of the sceiences. i'm more of a math guy#and I haven't even taken physics yet (planning to though because I'm interested in learning about it....)#went to do research. i feel stupid.#im just a kiiiid /hj#rememebring that time Tails fused with bee robot in sonic boom#that DEFINETLY messed with his biology I would think#something he probably can't really figure out now since the problem is fixed but like....#'planning to get into it' yeah he will never do it I would think#kind of like me. procastinating on learning something you're interested in.#just like when a friend reccomends a show lol#hooh. brief google research session over /j#miles tails prower#tails the fox#tails#sonic the hedgehog#tails ask blog#rp blog#sonic rp#sonic rp blog#sonic#sonic ask blog#ask#send anons#this one was a doozy. thanks for making me think
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#sorry gnna sound like a shit person now but im not feeling well i just need to rant#nothing good ever happens to me. every aspect of my life is a mess. im constantly miserable w nothing to pull me out of it#it's been getting worse nd worse for years nd if it keeps getting worse im not gnna be able to take it much longer#ofc there are sooo many others who have it way way way worse than i do. so i feel weak nd pathetic for being so affected by it when i know#it could be literally sm worse than it is now. like i get that. i know im not nearly as bad off as many ppl are#but idk still it's rlly tough to have *nothing* that makes me keep going. the literal only thing is that i dont kms bc i dont wanna hurt mom#bc im poor so i cant do ANYTHING. i cant go anywhere. not the cinema not concerts not to the mall not to the bookstore not an amusent park#i cant even go to cafƩes bc i dont have any money at all to spend on that#i have no friends to hang out w. even if i couldnt afford going anywhere i cant even just take a walk or sit nd talk to them bc there r none#my sisters havent talked for me in over a year#and like yada yada i dont have anything to pull me out of my misery bubble. no friends to comfort me no family to hang out w#nothing to do or nowhere to go. hell i havent even been able to eat for 8 months so i cant even like eat smth yummy nd watch a movie lmao#i cant even read bc of the constant noise! i cant go out into the forest bc there r always subway construction work or choppers or gun shots#i know im 'focusing on the negative' but what am i supposed to do when theres nothing positive to focus on lol?????#im always physically uncomfortable bc of pain nd health issues nd im always anxious nd stressed too so like... yay#and. this is where i sound mean but like after years nd years of nothing good happening to me... idc for others anymore like#when they talk abt their loving relationships and their kind friends nd them going to concerts im like.. wow !! u get to be happy!! i dont!!#im just envious nd jealous nd bitter bc why cant i have ANYTHING good???? not just ONE fkn thing?#other ppl get to have multiple things but i get nothing?????#and its not exactly like i hate them or wish illwill on them im just like wow kinda dont feel sympathy for u bc u have sm things#i've never had :))) nd u can never understand how awful it feels to be deprived of it so idc :))))
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i feel icky in two different ways :(
#berry vents.#vent cw#like. im sick but today in general just wasnt very kind to me & i continue to say stupid stuff all the time to people i care abt#idk what they even see in me tbh like im annoying & im a mess up#& ik that ill wake up tmrw & remember what i was venting abt & go oh this was stupid lol man up but it just hurts bc like. god i suck w thi#i suck at social interaction i suck at having emotional stability i suck at living in general i suck at everything#i feel like a leech draining the life of everyone i come into contact with#sorry to vent on baby blog but going on twt feels weird for this & going on finch guarantees no eyes will see#& even if no one replies to this (which is actually not what i want at all) at least i can pretend somebody sees this
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trying to find some oldass drawings of one of my first sonas i havent been able to find em yet but instead ive just been unearthing all these old notes an ex friend and i would pass to each other back in middle school
#fucking insane i forgot abt a lot of these. i feel kinda bad keeping them that person kind offfff completely ruined my and many of my#friends lives but also. theyre kinda funny to look back on idk#theres one they made that was like āi drew the 2 of us as guys haha no reason lolā. idk how he identifies now but back then they were#very very openly a lesbian and last time id heard of him he had transed his gender#i remmeber . so clearly feeling some kinda way abt the art i couldnt articulate at all at the time. Lol#god that whole situation was so fucked im not gonna get into all my personal middle school bullshit becuz it was soooo stupid but like. man#insane#i know ive always been kind of a pushover ill admit but its soooo frustrating looking back like. man..HOW did i just not say anything at al#i wouldnt have gotten into that whole mess if id just been honest š i mean tbh that guy was . i dont want to say anything too like . awful#he was going through a lot absolutely had his own issues they were working thruwe were all like 12 but again .#completely ruined me nd my friends lives for a while . i feel like he wouldve just pulled rhe same thing w someone else as the main target#okay no i need to stop talking abt this i said i wouldnt over share#its mostly just funny seeing all the old art tbh. most of it was before shit got bad so its sorta bittersweet in a way#inquisitivewaltz.txt#i dint know why im talkign abt this sorry#this is honestly something i think abt a lot sometimes . especially the stupider nd more mundane bits#but it was such an awful part of all out lives i cant really discuss it much w friends#everyone else has a much more āthank god were not in that anymore now lets pretend it never happenedā outlook on it which is understandable#idk#sorry im oversharing again i need to start keeping a journal or some shit
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Having a Saturday like "most people I've dated have only really liked me for my body and/or a fake personality I've presented, so when they know the true me it's not enough to keep them around. Anyways let's have some ramen for my 2 pm breakfast."
#speculation nation#negative/#mayhaps. i am not feeling too great this morning.#this came from me thinkin about my recent ex again and how she said she never actually loved me#(im sick of thinking about it. but i think im gonna be thinking about that for a long long time.)#but i thought about how excited she'd get about my looks n body and i just thought to myself like#'maybe she didnt love me but at least That couldnt have been faked.'#n then i just paused like '...Geeze.' at how depressing a thought it was lmfao#like sorry my personality is ass and my hot bod's the only good thing about me (relationship-wise)#xoxoxo cant help bein a hot mess i guess !#... i dont know if she even realizes the blow she dealt to me by saying that.#i Told her i had trust issues and felt unlovable. i Told her this.#and yet she tells me that she never actually loved me and every time she said it was a 'mistake'. a MISTAKE.#she didnt need to say that. she literally didnt need to say that. even if it was true there are just some things that dont need said.#in the end. she's not the first person who's dealt this kind of blow to me. and she might not be the last.#i'll keep going. i'll keep trying. i know im not actually unlovable. there's gotta be Someone who likes me for more than just my body#who is also a good fit for me. they Gotta exist out there. somewhere.#and for now. i continue on with full confidence in my attractiveness but Zero confidence in my personality.#might try a nice n slow romance next. make them actually work for it b4 they get to sleep with me.#make it a reward or smth. or rather. make sure theyre not here for Just that lol.#sure would be nice if i had someone interested in me for more than just my body. we'll see if i can find that lol.
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confession: i havent drawn women since early 2022 because i started fixating on dream.
#GRAH this is so gorgeous though#also im sorry the dress is kind a mess oof#i tried#the reference was so cute but drawing a bunch of ruffles on someone sitting down is hard#i hope it looks like her lol#hannahxxrose fanart#hannahxxrose#mcyt fanart#mcyt#minecraft streamer fanart#minecraft streamer#hannahxxrose mcyt fanart#hannahxxrose mcyt#fanart#digital art
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Chapters: 15/22 Fandom: The 1975 (Band) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: George Daniel/Matthew Healy Characters: George Daniel, Matthew Healy, Ross Macdonald, Adam Hann, Carly Holt, Jamie Oborne, Charli XCX (Musician) Additional Tags: Equestrian, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction, Past Drug Addiction Summary:
āWhy the hell is Matthew Healy riding Carly Hannās horse?!ā George exclaimed, flinging open the door to storm into Jamieās office, taking care to make sure the door was shut again behind him. He was surprised Jamie was even out so early, sitting in front of the computer with his reading glasses perched on the end of his nose. āHeās bad fucking news, Matthew Healy?!ā George said, shaking his head as he ran his fingers through his close cropped, bleached hair.
#allylikethecat#all the king's horses#equestrian au#happy friday#happy friday!#matty fic#gatty#fanfic#fanfiction#keep it kind#sorry i'm posting this so late in the day#i had to have a meltdown about pop's issues and beg my retired vet to come out of retirement and talk me off the ledge#pop is fine btw#or at least he will be#but ive been a mess about it lol#anyway! let me know what you think!#im not sure about this chapter#i combined two from the outline into one#and now im worried i tried to do too much#but we shall see!#let me know what you think!
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When Kaguya first wakes up, all the world bends to her will for one, glorious moment. The stars stand breathless, and humanity's collective breath hitches, and the waters of the planet curl towards her. For a fraction of a second, everything is as it should be.
It all falls apart rather quickly, of course. Humans are exactly as she remembers them- stubborn, haughty creatures. There are five of them still awake when Kaguya arrives. They fight and they fight and they fight, and it is pointless, of course, but it is still... irritating.
Well. Four of them fight. As Kaguya deflects a punch from a pink one and dodges a bolt of lighting from an Uchiha, the fifth human stands back, still enraptured by Kaguya.
Her face hangs- not slack, not unwilling- it is no forceful awe that overtakes the human. She gazes at Kaguya with adoration on purpose- she takes a slow step in the direction of the fight, eyes fixed on Kaguya, and-
She can use this.
"If you wish to join me," Kaguya says, her voice echoing over packed dirt and scorched sky. "You must be willing to fight my battles."
A small smirk graces the corner of the human's lips. "As you wish."
"What?" the other Uchiha says, whipping his head around to stare at the fifth human in disbelief. "Rin, no, she's trying to take over the world- she's going to kill everyone Rin, you won't achieve your dream like this!"
"Didn't you ever stop to wonder for one moment what my dream was?" Rin snarls, her red eye spinning into its MangekyÅ form. "Obito, I may as well be in the genjutsu with everyone else right now. This is what I've always wanted."
Obito's singular sharingan narrows in either grief or anger- Kaguya doesn't have the chance to discern which it is before Rin leaps at him, water dancing at her fingertips. It aids her movements, flows with her hits, and as she dances in and out of reality she pulls the water within Obito's veins. He chokes, over and over and over, trying to fight two enemies at once, neither tangible, and Rin finishes the fight.
Kaguya kills two of the human children- the yellow one makes his escape before she can catch him.
"He'll be heading to Konoha," Rin tells her, stepping away from Obito's body. "If he can wake up the people there... it'd be annoying for you."
"Noted," Kaguya says. "We will peruse him immediately."
Rin looks up at her like she's the sun and the stars and the rest of the sky all wrapped up together. She looks at Kaguya like she's more than just an invader from the moon. She does not respect Kaguya because she fears her. She loves Kaguya because, for some ineffable reason, she chooses to.
Kaguya will use that.
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Rin looks beautiful when her hands are stained in blood.
The thought surprises Kaguya, for a split second, but she pushes the feeling down, because of course it is beautiful. The blood represents another step taken towards her goals. When she sees the glistening red coat Rin's fists, highlighting every vein and scar, her heart beats faster. Rin turns to Kaguya, thick muscle evident in the motion, and meets her eyes. The mismatched scarlet and brown-
Kaguya turns away, and to her horror, feels a slight blush creeping across her face. The blood is beautiful, and her conquest is beautiful, but... From the corner of her eye, she sees Rin's face crinkle happily, and she has a sudden urge to grab it.
"Are you done?" Kaguya says, doing her best to swallow the... sudden realizations she has made.
"He doesn't have any blood left to bleed," Rin says, grinning like a shark.
"Good," Kaguya says. "Good."
Rin rolls her shoulders, and then lets her sharingan fade back to its base state. Kaguya cannot help but record every detail of the half-shrug to her perfect memory. All of a sudden, she is as enraptured with Rin as Rin is with her. Well- not suddenly. The more Kaguya reflects over the past weeks she has spent with her, the more she realizes that this affection has been building for a very, very long time.
"...you love me," Kaguya says, just as Rin is turning to leave, to hunt down the next of the scant individuals who managed to escape the infinite tsukuyomi. Her voice does not echo over the land like it usually does. She cannot bare to let it. The moment is too intimate to be used for intimidation.
"I do," Rin says. Her eyes search Kaguya's face.
"And I believe that I have come to love you," Kaguya whispers.
"Well, of course," Rin says, like she knew this would happen from the very moment she laid eyes on Kaguya. "I am the moth to your moon."
"My moth..." Kaguya says.
Rin tenderly moves to her, embraces her, and their lips meet, and-
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Kaguya glances at her moth. Rin is holding her head high, eyes alight with the reflection of distant fire.
Rin stares and stares and stares, her eyes empty behind the carnage. Sometimes, Kaguya wonders if there is anything behind Rin's easy air of romance and violence.
All they have left is quiet moments together. The world has burned and bled, and she and her moth sit atop the ashes of it all, together.
In these quiet moments, Kaguya has come to appreciate how empty Rin is. She wears a mask of a moth, and Kaguya doesn't think she even knows who she is underneath the mask.
Oddly, Kaguya finds herself drawn to the Rin she has not seen. She wants to gently peel the masks off until she finds the wraith of Rin who doesn't pretend to be anyone. It's an odd feeling, but not more unfamiliar than any of the attraction Kaguya has been experiencing lately.
Rin turns to Kaguya, and something slides over her eyes, and her face sharpens into something hard and beautiful- like carved, painted wood, she smiles. That's beautiful, too, but there's something intrinsically wrong with it. Kaguya almost likes the blank stares better.
"Does something trouble you, my moon?" Rin asks softly.
The pet name sends shivers up Kaguya's spine. "...nothing that needs to be addressed now."
Rin raises an eyebrow, but Kaguya shakes her head gently. "We have all the time in the world, now. Let's just watch the fields burn, for now."
Rin relaxes, and the mask comes off, and Kaguya stares at every curve of her impassive face, her hooded eyes, and slightly parted lips, and burns it into her perfect memory.
#au of an au where rin and kaguya win and its just the two of them. forevvvver#in a world full of sleeping and then dead people. lol.#also i dont know what happens in boruto dont tell me. unless rin shows up. i need to be notified of my girls appearances.#as always kaguya pov of the kagurin pipeline goes#1- āhaha wow this guys in love with me thats so weird. well whatever i'll just use her.ā#2- āohhh haha she's kind cute. messed up but in a hot way. ummmm maybe we should kiss a little about it.ā#3- āwow i think i actually love her thats so weird. also i think there is something deeply wrong with her on a fundamental level.ā#which is just. SO FUNNY. meanwhile rin is on a constant āwell i love space adn she's from space so i must love herā#and then bases her undying loyalty on that. girl your unresolved childhood identity issues are showing#nohara rin#naruto shippuden#kagurin#tw violence#sorry its just the dynamic of kaguya murdering the entire world and then turning to rin and going āare you empty inside :Cā#āhow can i teach you to be a person. i want you to be happy like im happy.ā#healing arc time boys!!!! dont worry about the corpses those are just. they're not the thing thats wrong#horrific! unrelated to 90% of rins issues#EVERYONE GIVE IT UP FOR INCREDIBLY EVIL YURI!!!!
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the greatest thing homestuck ever did for us was invent tricksters, thus letting us all design cute candy themed outfits for any and all characters even though the actual canonical designs looked like complete total fucking garbage
#they werent even based off of a single candy theme. it was just a mess of hideous colors and mixed motifs#i guess u could say they were just......... colours and mayhem? :D#teehee ^u^#but really making candy themed colorful outfits was the best thing they ever did for us#especially when we were all thinking of how trolls would look trickster-fied#it was awesome how we all collectively ignored that the actual trickster designs were ugly as shit#AHH!!!!!!!! EVIL SPIDER!!!!!!!!#ya im at the trickster part throughout my reread lol can u tell#such hideous gaudy fucking outfits and colors. like im sorry i dont mean to sound like a snooty snob but they really look so bad#not to mention the whole peachy joke controvesy. lol. (not actually loling)#but anyway im really happy we all just turned a blind eye to how hideous those piece of shit designs were in favor of cute candy outfits#i guess janes was KIND of ok. the most ok out of all of them at least#its cause her dress was a paler warmer shade of yellow it made it easier on the eyes#even though the whole joke was like. eyestrainy wacko bullshit. hers was the least awful
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Just need to add bells and these fuckers will be done šµ
#marquilla#i used to stuff em with just catnip but theyre bigger this year so they're mostly fluff with pinches of catnip in there#im so fucking tired man#my cat walked in my room and went š but ran when i said hiiii! agsgdgdg i put the towel i had down to catch the mess in the living room#so she can play with it and have fun later#i was gonna put it on her bed but she's laying with mom and her bed is on the floor so i dont wanna hype her up and have mom be like š©#i wish there was catnip for crabs agdgdgd that would be funny#i mean they really REALLY like calcium powder and they like smelly foods but i want them to go wild#anyway i made nearly 20 of these fuckers if i stuff the rogue one i just found it will be 20š©š©š©š© not to mention the ones i have#from past shows that didnt sell. i might add bells to them i might just be like yeah lol a couple dont have bells i forgor sorry šµš#when really im just lazy and tired and theyre 50 cents each. i know i should charge more but i need some kind of#fast selling felt inventory bc i love embroidering felt but no one wants my ornaments#and it's not the price there bc im waaaay undercharging bc again i want these out of my house#theres only so many my personal tree can take š i sold ONE last show and im glad it was the snowman one bc that was a bitch š„°
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//ooooh you want to see lambda's online shenanigans so bad @glitterpenz
#//sorry i havent done much today lol#//i've been super busy!#//this isn't forced obviously im just joking around#//but his ic blog has been super fun to mess around on occasionally#//and that's kind of it#backup log {ooc}
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