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I hadnt noticed this😧🫢

Guys i think i found the vampire lestat

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Im a nonthreatening doctor boy, come talk to me on mychart! talk to me on mychart about your symptoms as a doctor i sympathize i’m taking anatomy. I took the hippocratic oath I know what ‘malpractice’ means. Man I’m so horny today. Sorry. I’m sorry. I feel so bad. I just came out and said it. Inappropriate. What do you like to do when you’re horny? One doctor to a patient. Just normal doctor over here. What do you think of this unlabelled xray of my cock? I sent it to you titled “image.PNG”. Are you surprised by its girth? I apologize. How rude of me. I’m so sorry. I really need to get better at this I’m sorry. I’m learning so much. All doctor must go through growth and I know that better than anyone, I mean I’m in a anatomy class right now. Liveblogging my anatomy class.

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Guys i think i found the vampire lestat

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(posts at 4am when no one is around, like an idiot)

wait i forgot to post fit pics tjatll cheer me up

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wait i forgot to post fit pics tjatll cheer me up

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🧍🏻

^how it feels

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does anyone have any methods at all

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bad bunny calvin klein ad damn

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like allegedly this is my dating pool. throws head back and Laughs and laughs

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anyway whatever. and then i went on the dancefloor full of necking couples and danced to reggaeton mixed with gaga while being nothing to no one. The end❤️

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rereading this and realizing it sounds like im making it up in my head so heres a real conversation ive had with a cis gay man which i will report here accurately and with the least amount of editorializing i can

Him: so ive noticed you use masculine pronouns for yourself, whats up with that?

me: yeah im a trans guy :)

him: ohhhh cool!sooooo awesome yasssss 😁😁😁

me: haha yeah

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him: so wait are you… uhh are you g- i mean, are you uh….. so who do you like, like….. men? women? Uhhhh

me: im bisexual actually :)

him: (eyes widen noticeably) ………

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him: but who do you like, i mean, do you like men or women???

me: (tired of this shit, resigned to saying whatever the hell will make this car ride slightly less uncomfortable) i prefer women actually. most people ive been seriously interested in have been women. (Actually true even if you wouldnt know from my tumblr blog lol)

Him: (visible relief) ohh! Oh- (visible dismay) wait so youre STRAIGHT!!!!!???? huh! (Nervous laughter)

me: haha sure i guess

(silence falls on the whole car. he’d just been making fun of straight people 10 minutes before this)

anyway the event itself was okay i made like zero money bc i made the mistake of leaving it open to the people so barely any of them gave any money at all lol but the people working/organizing the event were surprisingly lovely. and even so i still had to have an it is what it is moment bc good god its hard being trans and bisexual around gay cis people.

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ok so the main guy i was interacting with the whole night as a ‘representative’ of the club etc (the one who gave me a table chairs stopped by to ask me if i wanted a drink etc) came at the end to chit chat ask how it had gone if i wanted to come back and so on. then at some point it coems up that im gonna get top surgery in 20 days (he already knew i used he/him and tbf he was one of tje few people the whole night who used my pronouns) and he goes omg yayyy so nice and i go yayyy. and he asks, is it part of a gender affirmation path* youre on….? meaning are you actually for real gonna transition. and he was looking really dubious. and i go ueah im gonna start hormones in october. and he goes ohhhh ok cool. Id like to see your chest after :) (???) and i go oh i dont have nearly as much pecs as id like bc i always use my trapeze for upper body stuff even wuen i try to workout my pecs. and also my shoulders are a bit rounded forward bc of dysphoria and trying to hide my tits for a long time etc. anyway we talk a bit more then he goes ok do you wanna go inside and dance a bit :) youve eanred it :) and im like ok sure why not. and he goes that way you can relax a bit, maybe even find yourself some girl… eh?? ;)) with this like unsure nervous energy. And ive had this type of interaction with cisgay men before and ifs always like theyre begging me to jump on that opportunity to be a like #heterosexual #bro so they dont have to think of me as a queer man Skxjsjdjjcjfdkdkks and so they are reassured that i am not at all into them and could never be bc im a lesbi i mean a Straight Man a female straight man whohas a bit of a weird situation but anyway ultimately only likes women so all that doesnt really bear thinking about . And its always so transparent and so annoying

anyway the event itself was okay i made like zero money bc i made the mistake of leaving it open to the people so barely any of them gave any money at all lol but the people working/organizing the event were surprisingly lovely. and even so i still had to have an it is what it is moment bc good god its hard being trans and bisexual around gay cis people.

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anyway the event itself was okay i made like zero money bc i made the mistake of leaving it open to the people so barely any of them gave any money at all lol but the people working/organizing the event were surprisingly lovely. and even so i still had to have an it is what it is moment bc good god its hard being trans and bisexual around gay cis people.

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the same way we popularize “is this a good outfit or are they just skinny”. we need a “is this a good performance or are they just skinny” movement. sooner rather than later

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theres twinks grinding on each other at this gay club. animal cruelty the likes of which ive never seen before they lnly do that in situations of deprivation in captivity

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I need him in a way that’s concerning to feminism.