#im sorry for my sins ok
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i only now realize that i've had a stolen adeptus xiao sticker on the back of my chromebook for a year now.
eveyone around me knows and understands my sins
i'm also saying this because the person next to me is playing the pact on their phone and i think they have alheitham which is sick
AND KOKOMI damnn
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I made graphics instead of going to bed
Plus zadr stuff,,,
#im so tired uugghhhh#anyways#i tried doing more of the show style... figured people would like that more i guess#they make me SICK i hope they EXPLODE (i love them so much#art#my art#invader zim#nickelodeon#zim iz#dib membrane#trinkets#pixels#blinkies#sorry i am literally so embarrassed to post this for no reason#ive posted zadr before i just feel like im gonna get thrown into a volcano for this one#even though i LIKE what i made and i LIKE zadr#okay. okay im normal#zadr#zim and dib romance#👍ok#forgive me father for i have sinned. i am cringe#OKAY okay im like so normal and stuff and im like totally not nervous to post this#<- LIE#okay SHUT UP just post it. loser
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me when im in a introducing myself contest circa october 1973 and my opponent is steve miller
#p2#joker persona 2 innocent sin#jjba#giorno giovanna#ac#flash animal crossing#<- his french name is maurice. apparently dude wasnt in any game after the gc one which is a shame he looks fun#cowboy bebop#spike spiegel#muffin mumbles#thats the best caption i got ok. im falling asleep i had to think so damn hard aboyt that and it sucks LOL#im sorry cowboy bebop fans ive been meaning to watch it for years and i still havent...... i feel like Evil posting in your tags....#like wtf im not supposed to be here. this is not my beautiful house! this is not my beautiful wife!!#oh i guess i should tag it w the band. sorry to classic rock enthusiasts if ur seeing this in your tags TT_TT#steve miller band#but im a fake fan i havent heard most of millers stuff does he evem have stuff outside his band idk !!!!#but hit steve miller band song ''the joker'' (1973) is always looping in my head. inedd to stop typing snd send the damn post#so i can sleep!!!!! aaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my final message: really love your peaches wanna shake your tree. GOODBY E
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i’d like to apologise to appare☆manten and appare⭐︎manten alone
#i’ve butchered them s o o o o o o badly in my tl im sorryyyyyyy#they’re impossible to tl i swear#their og unit name has so much potential for punnery and meaning and i just. 4kidsified it into ‘sunny⭐︎skies’.#ok so. in my defense they all have night sky-themed names so the ‘skies’ part had to stay#it’s the ‘appare’ part that got me since. y’know. it can mean ‘clear skies’#‘why didn’t you go with starry skies then’ bc i didn’t think of it— and also bc that’s literally yozora’s name so. awkwards.#i’m sorry i nerfed them for the alliterative appeal and i need to repent for my sins…#in other news i think i can get the next chapter out by saturday if the friday mv doesn’t end me first lol#only then will you get to see the horrors of sunny⭐︎skies. you’ve been warned…
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for months i genuinely wholeheartedly could not tell the 911 guys apart and this is so important for me to stress bc throughout my life i have prided myself on being able to tell twins apart really easily and liking being that person to connect faces to other things ive watched or honestly just seen in passing like i could track down a random commercial actress and shit and i mean i suppose part of that is not knowing their characters and they just twin all the time but i apologize still im aware that mans last name is diaz and now i feel like im sitting here laid up @ all the tumblr lesbians like haha damn so thats buck x eddie? that said idk if im like happy i know any of this.
#but it’s chill it feels like a good part of the tumblr ecosystem most of the time i’m like just there enough to be like yuppp i know that#guy. sometimes u talk abt them and im like i just don’t know if its that crazy. then u say some other stuff and i’m like ok that is lowkey#crazy but still i think even if i ever watched it. which i dont rlly plan on. but if it happened i think id have to move in silence#oh god a skunk went off right outside my window man 🙄😒😒😒😒😒😔 anywayzuh i don’t think i need to contribute to any of these conversations but#god knows i love to jump on anything to give my thoughts. so. we shallnt#abby talks#and well u know i’m sorry i think u have to know i’m on a fragile branch (my way of saying thin ice obnoxiously)#when it comes to any of these shows. let alone these circumstances. like u have to know i’m looking any going hmm… is this really just some#guy tho. bc like many such cases. it feels good to know it’s a lot of dykes but like when is the last time everyone flocked to a character#as such. i’m blanking. it certainly can’t be unprecendented.#what are u SAYING bro 🤣😎‼️😭#ok woah this is so terrible im hungry i dont want to go downstairs and make food come back up and have to go down and brush my teeth again#but i don’t think i have anything up hereeee… and either way it smells of a skunk fucking everywhereeee. i say from the place ive been#sitting the past 15 minutes. in my bed <3#i feel like i’m confessing my sins#but what i was getting at is there’s certainly something there. compels me#who said that president snow or smth
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another attempt at some portraiture/painting practice! featuring model Ling Chen
#committed the cardinal artist sin of just drawing someone off pinterest i know im sorry. </3#idk how i feel abt this i mayyy regret posting this. its ok the internet is a kind place which is never rude to beginner artists. right#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#queer artists#trans artist#young artist#my art#digital painting#painting#portrait#ling chen#i think thats her name and website i did my best. i may be wrong pls lmk kf u know KMEDMITVUN
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very very personal, just insight into where im at w my family and things that bother me/have encouraged me to move out
"i know youre moving out so im just gonna say no ones kicking you out and if you feel like this is something you have to do then ok"
thanks! i know im not being kicked out! but yknow i kinda yet a weird vibe when your out of touch husband takes me to a cemetery to yell at me, tell me im just like my father/dont give my father "the time of day", and that im "mean to people who care about me" in front of his dead mother's grave in a poor attempt at guilting me out of speaking my mind. but no yeah thanks for stating the fucking obvious that im leaving on my own terms
#problems!#people seem to underestimate how quick i am to make moves#the job market is piss. cant believe yall two would blame me for being unemployed when all i do from rise to slumber is hound ppl for jobs#im not going to stay in a house where i will be 'scared straight'. that shit doesnt work on me. in fact it has the opposite effect#i respect yall even LESS now#and youre so so fucking lucky one of my goals for next year is to make things right with you it would be easy to cut you off forever#same way i did with my abusive transphobic dad.#my mom is someone i know can do better and can actually listen to reason instead of being stuck in her generation's mentality of#'x is easy if you just do y. you kids have it so easy the world is at your fingertips' blah blah fucking blah#i am autistic i do not keep jobs easily. i am trans jobs do not want me. i am black and perceived as a woman. every customer at all of my#past jobs thinks i am rude or mean or have an attitude when i do nothing but treat others the exact way i would want to be treated#customers dont like what i say? i stop talking. customers dont like when i dont talk? i talk to them. rinse repeat#like i know im the problem here but all of my problems circle back to my autism and the fact that because im not a supergenius or#someone whose special interest is capitalism i fail at every avenue i try to jam myself in.#but yeah no i need to work harder i need to be taken to a FUCKING CEMETERY and yelled at by YOUR HUSBAND for wanting to go to the bathroom#in front of his mothers grave. god rest her soul and yall know im no christian so i actually mean that shit#because in his mind all i want to do is smoke and party. when i smoke because i have fucking migraines and g to shows#(two out of three of them being free and for the purpose of their willingness to 'get me out of the house')#bc i like music and i like engaging w my scene. but no its all violent noise theres no actual purpose or activism behind moshing. nope#its just one big party right. im just wasting my time right. because i like sleepin on a couch every night with no doors to close. yep ok#anyway heres to me getting my meds getting the fuck out and being somewhat far from my scene now that im moving#hows that for smoking and partying all the time huh?#if any of yall read this i am so so sorry. bitching about my stepdad will become a thing i think#hes one of those bible thumpers that are totally boring and indifferent to differences around them and thinks my mom is just like him#in some ways? she is. but she is a people pleaser and will never take her wants or her feelings seriously#because she had the unfortunate upbringing in being brainwashed into thinking her feelings/wants are sinful#shoutout to my christian or catholic mutuals who are fucking normal and dont let some old fantasy novel control your life. peace#religion mention
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teach me to pray the rosary
#tatsukana#tatsumi kazehaya#kaname tojo#enstars#ensemble stars#GRRRR#ophanem art#no id#BITE BITE TEARING THIS APART.. GRRR i don like it . i gope the colors arent disgusting or muddy on diff device screens#back when i used to go to church my priest would always tell me to pray the rosary thrice as penance for my sins or wtv#i only did it.. twice <3#me just realizing how invisibeltbhebfcuking cross is against rhjacketbbut not giving enough ofa shit to fix it. its oart of the jacket now#sorry for drawing kanakanas hair like WET NRAMEN NOODLES#‘asta what does rhis mean’ I DONT KNOW. i thought about kanakana kissing rosary in my head and willed my hands to put it on my canvas. ITS A#LMKST 4 AM!!! FUCKFKK!!!#ok im so seepy goodnight#ophanem doodles#<- this was on my phone ya#ophagallery
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#awwww#arthur pbs#sin bad#sorry for bad quality#kristen bell#barbie movie#no one can stop me#youtube comments#cod#crying#cat#one of my friends does this#npc dialogue#i have a death wish#i dislike them#idk it’s just a sweet episode ok#no i will not elaborate iykyk#she deserves everything#frick daylight savings time#im so happy for you two#for future reference#guess who said it#the good place#genuine question#good riddance#john green#i am in love with her#too hot#i hate it#im so serious
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Is having an enjoyable time wrong?
#is feeling ok in yourself mental health-wise an affront to the suffering of the world?#is this a secular sin?#i had a nice time for a while on saturday and then i did not feel depressed on sunday#im really sorry for the trouble i caused the world with my transgressions#actually i was depressed for some of sunday but i had a good few hours#sorry sorry sorry :'(
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there is something so funny about me pulling up to tumblr after vanishing for a few weeks, losing my shit over spiderverse, only to log in and find every single one of my mutuals losing their shit over nimona instead
#I DONE FUCKED UP MAN#ok listen I like nimona!!! But.#Brain already latched onto spiderverse#dude I plotted out a whole au last night I'm in too deep#it's so funny like. aw shit wrong door#smthn smthn the two sides of the animation community rn be like#ive literally been having so many thoughts and just telling them to one person (Aru) because we watched the movie together#im sorry Aru i love you <3#im not a big fan of superhero movies usually but the animation is SO good. the exception to the rule.#the art. the plot. the everything#im suffering#i have a whole fucking comic idea. maybe I'll even draw it#im confessing my sins just because if I start posting shit I want to at least give y'all a warning#lilac post
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Where do I sign for dynamics where your muse has a crush on mine and/or my muses developing these silly crushes o r obsessions towards other characters-
#;ooc#ooc#sorry its my sin i love when characters react completely differently from how they usually present themsves#the moment their crush just 🌻exists🌻#LISTENNN! I will not deny it i love romance and romantic ships! fluffy things silly things#so in the case that we could write a silly dynamic like this; would u guys want it?#i also want my muses to have someone crush on -them- also go melting puddle when they see them#listen i think that trope on shojo manga is so cute#i know i would be the biggest arjuna suporter but if he stared at me i would explode#ooouuuu im sleepy#apologies if none of this makes sense#basically what imsaying is; i wanna have my muses have crushes (doesnt have to be reciprocated) and other characters to crush on mine#(also doesnt hace to be reciprocated) it can be something from the distance! ormake itmore emotionally despairing;; the yearning#but of course these are only some silly dynamics and#and of course chemistry also plays a big role if at the end u want the characters together indeed#;dl#;delete later#aka i want my muses to be the romanced ones simply bc im curious how it is ln the other side#i want them to be rizzed and get blushy or tell u they hate u LTKRDÑLTMDK#but also if u guys would be ok with silly random crushes for the giggles#my muse is absolutely stunned over urs and now what !!
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every now and then i remember when on orientation day i asked this girl 'whats your background' when i meant to ask what she previously studied/did and she looked at me like :/ and said 'samoan' and pointedly asked me what my background was
and for some reason instead of correcting myself i panicked and was like 'oh love that' and then realised how that whole interaction sounded and left immediately
you ever accidentally commit microaggressions and wanna die after
#it's ok i learnt a lesson#there are better ways to phrase things. jesus#ed mumbles#whenever i remember that i shrivel up inside im so sorry patience i didnt mean to say any of that#maybe if i confess my sins on here i can forgive myself#also do you think itd be weird if i happen to see her again to apologise and tell her what i meant lol#shes probably forgotten. im just anxious
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me writing smut at 1 am during ramadan like the whorish lil fool i am
#i’m sorry allah#forgive me#it’s ok bc my mothers prayers have gotten me this far#even if i sin im bulletproof as long as shawty got me in her prayers 🙏🏽
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HARDEST FUCKING FIGHTS OF MY LIFE WHAG THE HELL
#no dont question me on my choice of sinners#ok fr tho k corp hl is a real saviour#fluid sac my honey im sorry i thought i could survive without you#im bringing the whole shi gang for early game next time screw this#md2 hard#limbus company#lcb#this is so hard i genuinely was going insane#with ego spamming against the fox#except i had no sin resources#so i was just cryign
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Unfollowing a mutual should be punished with execution
#ok i did this once#it was a very big blogger on here that i see sometimes#but i unfollowed because their posts made me feel dettached from reality#i didnt think they would notice bc theyre a big blog but then they unfollowed me back#i dont know if it was because i unfollowed them or bc i had turned into a kpop blog#but anyways it is high treason so no one of my followers can unfollow me ok?#and i regret doing this once i want to repent from my sin#I think one of my mutuals unfollowed me. nämligen.#Like okay.#i thought it was until deactivation do us apart. apparently not.#They used to reblog like aesthetic pics from me#I guess i posted too much kpop shit and insanity takes#and correct opinions#sorry if im not perfect..?
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