#im so normal abt my hyperfixations
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okay so this is funny because my current obsession since a week ago now is ace attorney! :D
(I’m also gonna yap abt Cuphead later STAY TUNED FOR THAT ITS SUPER IMPORTANT)
basically it all started about a year ago from now, maybe last april or may, i dont remember, that my dad was telling me “oh i found this game on xbox gamepass, its where you play as a lawyer” something like that. Now, I had actually heard of Ace Attorney, so when he said this I thought I knew what he was talking about but let him finish. He said “It’s called Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney” then I say “OHH!!! I’ve heard of that game!”
So my dad, my younger brother and I started playing it together, and I had just SO MUCH FUN with it! Getting to voice act such interesting characters, the gameplay and cases, and getting to play with my dad and brother. Though we only made it through the first two cases/episodes, it was still quite fun.
However, my real obsession with Ace Attorney didn’t start until last sunday when I told my mom “I feel really tired” and she said “well you’ve been working hard at school, how about you go do something relaxing?” (I had also been helping her with some household chores)
This gave me an idea. I went to the couch with my sketchbook and pencils and started drawing Mia Fey, one of my favorite characters at the time. After that, I sorta just developed an obsession with Ace Attorney and started playing it again!
Side tangent but my most favorite Ace Attorney characters rn are Franziska Von Karma and Detective Gumshoe!! >:3
I like Franziska because she reminds me of Baroness Von Bon Bon (both such girlbosses) and I used to be SO obsessed with BVBB (kinda like how my two moots previously explained their obsession with miss miseryguts lol)
Also funny story I used to hate Gumshoe and Edgeworth cuz I thought they were annoying but now I like both of them, also Gumshoe is so silly and sweet EDGEWORTH STOP CUTTING HIS PAY HE CANT AFFORD ANYTHING!!! >:P
I’d also like to yap about Cuphead because that’s always gonna be my main obsession.
It’s what started it all. It’s the whole reason I ever got into any of my fandoms now. If I had never found Cuphead, then ultimately, my tumblr blogs (@orangeleftyart and this one) would never exist. Cuphead got me obsessed with Undertale and Deltarune (which became a huge obsessions too) and other indie games, because of the FNF Indie Cross Mod that Cuphead was in, and later, made my friendship with my irl bestie stronger (as we could yap abt our interests and she got me into Ghost and Pals and Vocaloid). It also, essentially, started my interest in truly improving my art and made me draw SO MUCH MORE than I would have previously.
I’ve drawn practically every character at least a few times, ESPECIALLY Baroness Von Bon Bon. She’s my favorite boss for reasons I’m not quite sure on, but I do know that I saw her as an easily angered and aggressive, but gentle and loving person willing to do whatever it takes to protect her kingdom and subjects. That’s still my interpretation of her (at least, in game) and she resonated with me so much. I also liked her in the show. FUN FACT okay fun fact I was SO obsessed with BVBB that when Cuphead Show Season 2 came out I WOKE UP AT 2 AM. 2 AM IN THE DAMN MORNING just to watch HER EPISODE SPECIFICALLY before going back to bed. I was screaming at it so much and exploding with joy that I woke up and summoned my dad, though thankfully I didn’t get in trouble somehow, he probably thought I was crazy though HAHAHAH.
Anyway, last thing about Cuphead is that I made a poster once for my room (as I usually do when I get another obsession) but after I made the poster, I said a prayer that night, asking God that no matter what happened to me, no matter what new obsessions I developed or the person I’d become, that I would always turn back to Cuphead as a comfort, that it would always hold a special place in my heart, that I’d never abandon it like my previous obsessions. Now, I know plenty of you probably aren’t religious, but personally I will always see Cuphead as “a gift from God” (not literally ofc, its not pure perfection) because I’d say that my prayer was answered: no matter what, after being a Cuphead fan for over 3 years now I believe, I always look back on it as my favorite video game ever and I could never hate anything about it and I’m basically still obsessed with it!
Anyway that’s all. Thanks for letting me yap about stuff that keeps me sane but also drove me insane eheheh. Now to link a post with a ton of my BVBB fanart so you can all see just how OBSESSED with her I was (and still lowkey am ehehheh) and look at #baroness von bon bon on my blog that’s probably a good number of my posts lol
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okay so uhhh.. yi xi!!! i love her voice, her fan designs.. aghhh i love her
i also really like the train bitch (choo choo) and project on her sm... ( 〃▽〃) she is on SO MUCH MATH WORK ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY
last off... teeptum (tptm)!!! it's weird, i'm uncomfortable with myself recovering, but seeing these girls — whether i relate to them or not — overcome their struggles (^-^; maybe it's just nice to have hope... OH ALSO DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW WELL WRITTEN EACH GIRL IS!!! ITS GENUINELY SO GOOD. I UNDERSTAND WHY SO MANY PEOPLE RELATE TO AT LEAST ONE GIRL. (personally i relate to tahira (splitter) and nora (caliber) but also some elements of freyja (faneint)
TAGS!! @charawara (go ahead. yap about the blue mouthed freak) @lordofthealfies (go ahead. yap about lotf) @fishtheflowerchomper @luckyloser6 @wkfn14kt829j2nq @toothandfeather @fearofajmetalalbum @madilynlovesbsdfr
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hes wearing her sleeve.


his hands when she gets shot.

IM GONNA LOSE MY MIND. HIM WHEN SHE HAD TO BE MEDUSA’D

if only frank wasnt a slut ugh </3
#rocky horror picture show#rocky horror#rocky horror columbia#frank n furter#IK IM REACHING BUT COME ONNN COME ON. COME ON#HE CARED OKAY HE CARED#it just wasnt enough.#oh columbia my poor girl i love you#she deserves the world#she deserved BETTER#magenta x columbia still on top btw frank stay away from her#rewatching rhps for the billionth time#im so normal#macposting#getting hyperfixated on a movie abt transgender gay aliens is not for the weak
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Happy birthday to em ‼️‼️‼️
#osomatsu san#mr osomatsu#osomatsu matsuno#karamatsu matsuno#choromatsu matsuno#ichimatsu matsuno#jyushimatsu matsuno#todomatsu matsuno#God i beg no weird ppl liking this... Be normal guys#ANYWAY IM TRYING TO HOLD BACK MY DEMONS IN EVERY LITERAL NOSTALGIAS I'VE BEEN REWATCHING N I LOSES SO...#The fact that these 6 are my hyperfixations when i was a kid... I would never beating the weird kid allegations for sure THEY'RE SO GOOFY#Oh yeah the 3 eldest piece is actually recent n the 3 youngest being from last year btw#I've think abt them at least once a year this is not normal...
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How did you manage to handle not one, but FOUR separate accounts in fl? I recently made the account for my HD little guy but having to do the tutorial again just seems miserable
there's... weirdly several answers to that question, actually??
a HUGE part of it is due to the way FL is structured. the 10-minute action timer is a core part of the game on a fundamental level, and the fact that i can very easily run out of stuff to do on one character and thus have an excuse to quickly and easily swap to another is just... convenient? satisfying? i'm not entirely sure how to explain it. the fact that i can make progress even while i am fundamentally simultaneously Not Making Progress is like pure dopamine for my freak insane awful little brain. there's just something really pleasing about spending all of my actions pursuing The Goal Of The Day™ on one account before casually swapping to another and doing the same without feeling like i'm wasting time or acting to the first account's explicit detriment. the downtime helps! the recharge time helps! the structure really really works!!
i'm technically only actively playing three, maybe two accounts minimum. the only reason the fourth (the one that'll be my future BaL playthrough) currently exists at all is so i can get his earlygame completely out of the way now and not have to waste time running through it all later, when what i actually want to do is play the ambition i've made myself wait a full year to play. and also getting free goodies as seasonal stuff happens,, something something surprise tools to help us later. the only two accounts i'd say i'm really "actively playing" at the moment are caeru and lark- and of the two, lark takes the most priority, since his ambition is the one i'm currently pursuing in earnest. for a couple months now- despite being My Main FL Character- the scoundrel has actually been pretty inactive on a gameplay front outside of the occasional progression in TLC and discordance content. purely by virtue of having Very little left to do outside of Very long-term grinds and vanities. they're in their "now what?" "now you can start playing the game" era. they've graduated to previous protagonist background cameo in a sequel anime series. they're like the yin FLPC equivalent of red at the top of mount silver. they're Literally just vibing rn. i only keep posting about them regardless because i'm insane and i will never ever ever ever ever let that bat go. but yeah, big TLDR, outside of doing the bare minimum to keep making waves/notability up every week, i'm not actually spending that much time on accounts i'm not currently actively interested in playing. and that accounts for way more gaming spoons than you might think.
i have a virtually lifelong history of playing MMOs, especially and specifically world of warcraft. i was born in the endless grind for useless video game pixel vanities and/or bragging rights. molded by it. you all have merely adapted to doing the same piece of content a pointlessly excessive amount of times for literally no reason besides whimsy and folly. me? i've done my time. i've served my sentence. i've spent weeks doing the original burning crusade netherwing dailies. i've devoted days to running praetorium over and over and over again, back-to-back, nonstop, long before square enix cut it in half and made it NOT take at minimum an hour and a half per run. i've perfected my silverwastes + auric basin goldfarming strategies. i've (almost) crafted dragonwrath tarecgosa's rest. i've killed the sha of anger so many times its dying scream of agony is embedded into the very fabric of my being. ""only"" doing making your name content four times over? that is nothing to me. it means nothing to me. it is so infinitesimal i can do the persuasive seduction quests in my sleep. it's not a matter of handling misery, or having the capacity, or even sighing as i remember the brass embassy raid segment of the watchful questline seriously i don't know why i keep forgetting that exists or what even is my problem with it i just am so consistently mildly inconvenienced by it and its highly specific resource requirements and it is the worst thing ever. maybe i'm just so used to the scoundrel's near-infinite money and troves of disposable items that i've completely forgotten what being poor is like. despite having done that step 3 fucking times now. ahem. anyway. i have transcended the feeble mortal bindings of my resistant-to-grinding flesh and ascended to a higher plane of enlightenment, they may call me insane but they will be the ones left laughing when they see what that "insanity" has wrought, i've usurped them, i've usurped them all-
hacks and coughs and awkwardly clears my throat. i mean. uh. um. Ahem.
the empress' court artistry + tales of the university nerfs helped too.
#and yes#before you ask#i have forgotten which account has which items/has done which content many a time#i think the most painful incident was forgetting to keep up the scoundrel's making waves while i was still playing nemesis with caeru#given that im trying to build it up to 12 and reset their specialization... that was uniquely painful#then again they have like 40 BDR so it wasnt actually that inconveniencing lmao#fallen london#ask#long post#sorry for the infodump + sudden villain monologue.#all jokes and personal accounts aside i totally get the apprehension abt doing that stuff again#it's not for everyone. not by a long shot.#im only doing this because im genuinely invested and in love with this silly little browser game#and way back when i started i made a (only half metaphorical) solemn oath to experience all of its ''main stories''#and truly see everything it has to offer#(bc i like. physically cant do hyperfixations by halves. i need to consume Everything abt the thing or i'll explode)#(and even then i'll probably explode anyway. it's either completely drop it or go All In until it stops taking up so much space in my brain#(and. given the track record. that is not happening with FL for a while yet)#but like. that isnt actually normal behavior. just. just to clarify.#from what ive seen a VAST majority of people do not go out of their way to play literally every ambition#and that is so valid. it is so overwhelming. you have to juggle so much.#you have to play the earlygame So Many Goddamn Times.#(as i said. served my time. did my sentence. i am my scars. etc etc)#the best advice i can give as someone who's so completely desensitized to that repetition it doesnt even phase me anymore?#the same advice i can stress to all FL players. legitimately just take ur time with it. play when you want to.#dont when you dont.#sometimes you have to grit your teeth and bear things. and when it comes to alts you Will have to grit your teeth and bear it all again#but the beauty of this being a game that one plays for fun is that unlike. say. crushing deadlines or annoying coworkers in real life#you are completely within your power to decide when where and if you want to grit and bear it all#..wow this is ADVANCED yin rambling holy shit. i actually reached the tag limit. i think this ask should be put on some kind of list
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im happy to note that if i accomplished nothing else in 2024 the Year of Shadow, i did become autistic abt Shadow the Hedgehog
im adding a readmore so i can ramble to my hearts content. anyway yeah im a Sonic fan confirmed as of the past year. it’s been a long time coming and mostly very gradual, then in the last few weeks of 2024 i found out Shadow Gens existed and watched Penny Snapcube’s whole stream vod and. upon seeing the animated prologue i realized i was obsessed with this hedgehog
This Shadow plush comes from my grandma :D she’s had him + i think sonic, knuckles, and tails, for a good like 2 decades. A couple years ago my kid brother had a sonic phase so she gave them to him, but he’s over it now and let me have Shadow when i asked :]
The Sonic series has always been very nostalgic for me, having grown up playing Sonic & Knuckles at my grandma’s house on the sega genesis (in the same room i now live in actually!), and many hours of Sonic Heroes at home on the xbox. But I was never able to complete either game, and I hadn’t gotten the impression that it was a series that told big compelling stories. That is, until i got to watch a bunch of Snapcube videos and experience the series vicariously through people with a lot of love and passion for these characters and games! I was still kind of on the outside looking in when Frontiers came out but i was very excited for everyone that sonic games were getting good again. But by the end of 2024 i’ve realized that i myself have Become a genuine fan of the series. So thanks Snapcube :D I would have never reconnected with the series were it not for the very fun dubs and then the very fun stream vids as an entry point !
#chatter#image#i feel like i might have gotten much more Into sonic as a kid if i’d had access to the Adventures games. but alas#anyway yeah. ough. ough. hedgehog. shadow my beloved…. he’s so compelling#i’ve known the outlines of shadow’s story for a while but its really Clicked with me in the past month#dark beginnings punched me in the THROAT. like what the shit it’s so fucking cool and ohhhhh mannnnnnnnnnnn#they went off. they got me hooked#and i watched the full shadow gens playthrough and still needed to buy it myself immediately#sometimes a hyperfixation is very very gradual but also IMMEDIATE at the same time#i like shadow so much i want the best for him forever#im normal im normal im so normal abt shadow the hedgehog#sniffles
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HELL YEAH
#top 0.05% listeners <3#did you know im so normal abt my sunshine youre moonlight#also happy with my top 5 songs ringing evil phone deserves that 2nd place and im glad my clematis is also there i would be offended if not#also a bit weird top artist was apparently cozmez but none of their songs made it to the top 5#it was my paralive huge hyperfixation at the beginning of the year#knights also made it into my fave 5 artists ofc as it should 😌
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hhey guys. i think i mayy be experiencing a hyperfixation 4 the first time. not sure. sorry
#asclexeposting#its doctor who. its all i want to think about its all i want to watch or talk about its.#i like this show a Lot. explodes. most of the episodes suck but i Really like this show#i dont think ive ever had a hyperfixation that i could detect. ik when i was young i would watch disney frozen like 3 times everyday#i watched that movie so much i wore the dv out. also disney/pixar brave. those two movies. i watched them a lot when i was young#anydrwho. im only on s7 almost s8 but. dude. its getting worse. i was normal about it until i got to smith’s era#and now its like woah. its one of the things that makes me feel good in my brain as of late. next to like. music. and being right and silly#yeah. like i need to finish nuwho and then watch classic who and learn a bunch of fun facts about it that no one cares abt.#i need to. bro. ugh. ragh.#rn im on late s7. its ok. i dont really Love clara bc of moffat’s weird writing i dont like how shes written idk how to explain it.#but she has potential i think. idk she doesnt go well with eleven but i think she goes well with twelve? idk. i have like 4 more episodes#until capaldi. he seems cool 👍#yeah. ugh. i knew from when i started watching it in july that it was joeover. i think i recognized that i would Really like the show br#and definitely i Really like the show. rip to my mom and my friends who have to hear about it. i Love talking about this show. ragh
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I'm hyperfixated again so you know what that meaaans
Color picked flags!! Like I do with every single Fandom I get into apparently!!
These aren't all my actual headcanons for these characters (they're also like super young so idk if they would even know their sexuality/gender identity yet tbh) but it's just the ones I could get from their designs :))
BTW feel free to use these as well as any of my other colorpicked flags as pfps (with credit ofc) I feel like I should say that more often lmao
#also yes im hyperfixated on camp camp again its sucked me back in#its also very funny to me that i got back into it right before the new episode came out#like wow. what timing.#anyways i may or may not have binged the entire show in like a few days w my sibling and it may or may not be all im thinking abt now#haha#i am so normal abt this#camp camp#cc max#cc neil#cc space kid#cc nikki#camp camp max#camp camp neil#camp camp nikki#camp camp space kid#color picked flags#pansexual#transgender#aroace#pan pride#trans pride#aroace pride#pan#trans#aromantic#asexual#pride flags#pride#lgbtq
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yet another candidate for the t4t couple of all time
#art#fanart#my art#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#laszlo cravensworth#nadja of antipaxos#oh my god i FINALLY did wwdits art#ive been hyperfixated on this show for like a month straight now and ive been meaning to do art for it the whole time#im soooo normal abt nadja and laszlo#theyre SO t4t its unreal
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i want to say that if i were siffrin id abuse the hell out of loops to sleep SO often but. considering that they tend to spiral when left to their own devices. i understand
#the way he berates himself so harshly sometimes . man#and that was a thing even BEFORE the Smile and Optimism left#we love a protag that cant even look at their problems !!#i also wonder if them forgetting minor details (like. what a kiln is) is bc of their apparently normal memory issues or bc of the loops....#wouldnt be surprised if they have full on amnesia with the way their backstory is so. nonexistent#i should redo the odile friendship thing bc that taps into it a lil bit and i had to run thru it bc of my dying battery#yknow. given his memory problems its surprising he can remember all of his lines for every conversation#like i would be fumbling so hard with at least half of these#im also . worried . abt whatever it is that the king is trying to imply by asking if they 'remember'#bc none of the 3 answers ive done so far rly did anything...... unless im reading too much into it. who knows#much to think about.#isat#isat spoilers#it feels so good to hyperfixate on something without worrying abt anything else again..
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hoooooo my god
#dusty adventures#bnha#bnha spoilers#i NEED to vent#like i dont read the manga but i had to read the last chapter because i literally cant stop thinking abt this shit#like deku rly just wanted to be a pro hero that's ALL HE WANTED. SUCH A SIMPLE WISH#and then he loses his quirk and has to watch his friends live the life he wanted???#AND HE SAVED THE WHOLE WORLD. AND GETS NOTHING???#i wanted him to be happy! I WANTED HIM TO BE HAPPY#he says he is? DOES HE FUCKING LOOK LIKE IT#you saw his FACE when he gets the suit?? THAT'S HIM HAPPY#those last 2 pages were such a fcking cop out but were the only thing stopping me from having a mental breakdown#he deserved so much better please.... everyone got their true happy ending... why not him.... he fought so hard...#FUCK im so sad. i hate having hyperfixations. i wish i could be normal about my blorbos
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jst wanna let u know im gonna start being annoying abt arcane. its my blog tho but like i just want to rb amazing art i see and theyre in my head. arcane arcane arcane!!!!! PLEASE WATCH ARCANE
#will delete this later#im jst so normal abt arcane#a lie. i changed my discord pfp to vi 💀😭. I AM NOT NORMAL IM MF HYPERFIXATING#timeskip amity blight 🤝 vi from arcane inside my head rn
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HELL YEAH POWER ENDING SEEKERS ARE MY FAVORITE MR CARDS GENRE i mean they're all my favorite because i legitimately love seeing different people's interpretations of the power ending and the weird fucked up (the fucked up part is important, one must always make their bat fucked up) OCs they make as a result of it. but also i think there's a lot of really fun stuff one can do with a human who deliberately chooses to discard said humanity in order to ascend as a potential replacement for the very figure they're desperately Seeking to learn about and potentially avenge. i'm always kinda surprised it's not more common tbh?? nemesis and BaL just (very very understandably) lend themselves more obviously to seekers i suppose
also that alt strategy is totally valid. it's basically what i pulled with caeru's account all the way back before finishing heart's desire + a not insignificant chunk of evolution. have fun with the dream collecting :)
#im sorry. i could not bring myself to reblog and add even more to the length of that ask.#this is what happens when you put an open ended hyperfixation related question in my inbox right as my medication begins to wear off#can you tell it isnt done yet.#cards as a replacement/weird fucked up stand-in for candles is something ive thought abt a lot#because i am normal and so normal and additionally so so so normal and did i mention how normal i am because i am normal!!#there's a reason the scoundrel's final form as a curator ends up lowkey stunted and (purely in terms of size) basically a runt#i think it's fun and fucked up and twisted and fun. is it subconscious bias on the part of the masters?#is it all just a deeply unfortunate coincidence?#if eaten knew (does he know? is he even capable of knowing things anymore?) about cards how would he end up seeing it#the traitors and their shiny new toy. their funny little mangled pet. look at them trying to replenish their numbers#as though they havent done what they've done.#yin-thoughts#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#smen spoilers#i do not think mr cards would be spared from the reckoning and i think that makes a seeker cards all the tastier 😌
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Chloenette good omens au

#it has been one of the main things on my mind as of recent#bc it works u see if u make chloe a little bit gothy bc she already wears sunglasses all the time#i mean the animal themeing gets a little funky bc obviously shes bee but crowley is snake#and if u make her bee it can confuse the indroduction of a beelzebub character#but still#especially since a hc that redeemed chloe is big on gardening and crowley has their houseplants#alsoalso#gender neutral demon and angel chloe and marientte#me when i get to nonconform the genders of any characters#chloe bourgeois#marinette dupain cheng#crack#im just being a silly billy#i love coming back to a blog after not being on it for at least half a year its so fun#i am extremely normal abt things and characters#i also didnt even stop thinking abt them or anything miraculous is still one of my hyperfixations i just am bad at social media lol
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one day i am like. going to seriously hyperfixate on spongebob again and everyone who follows me is gonna get subjected to serious bob fanart . i love that sponge!!!!!
#bee babbles#spongebob#genuine like. idek if its a special interest but ohhh its so dear to me#hyperempathy for spongebob squarepants Exclusively. for all my life. every time he cried id cry#if i start making spongebob fanart u all have to be nice to him#ive been thinking abt him recently cuz i watched that yt vid ranking episodes#im just like wow. guys i love that sponge. hes literally so kind forever and is full of joy and whimsy#sorry ive got bob autism'#last time i hyperfixated on it was when i was like Little. and id come home from school and put s1 on the dvd player all afternoon#TAG FLOOD. SORRY. im normal abt that sponge.
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I think being obsessed with auditor for a good few years, leaving the Fandom for half a year, then coming back made me 10 times more obsessed with auditor somehow. Like im going thru withdrawal DNDDHDHS
#A. Anyone else relate with any character ever#Honestly i think im just extremely hyperfixated on him rn and will get over it soon#No matter what i think auditor will always be my favorite character from anything ever#Auditor quite literally changed my life for the best and i find that really fucking funny#Im not tagging madcom nkr auditor i don't need that many ppl finding this HAHAHA#Text#Text post#Sorry. Im. Not normal abt auditor i need him so bad.
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