#i NEED to vent

[saintsandstrangers]

I don't want to be mean on here but you know why I know this thing between Hugh Jackman and SF is not going to last?He is freshly divorced and hasn't been by himself in a long time and she is too starstruck by him...in reality no one is perfect and to be leaving your long-partners thinking the grass is greener on the other side will always end up in smoke

The pap walk just killed me ,at your big age omfg!!

[icouldntstanduruglyface]

guys i miss my middle aged children

[rainbowcrowley]

ich bin so sauer.

ich war nie cdu fan. nie. ich war auch nicht fan von mutti merkels politik.

aber wenigstens war sie demokratin.

jetzt wird die cdu von faschos bejubelt. und ist stolz drauf.

brandmauer mein arsch. merz hat gelogen. eiskalt. bevor er überhaupt kanzler geworden ist.

stink. sauer.

[lines-in-limbo]

It’s infuriating how toxic marauders fans deliberately target Snape fans while bragging about never having read the books. It’s not just ignorance—it’s a clear attempt to provoke and stir up drama. When your aim is to incite anger rather than engage in meaningful discussion, it undermines any chance of constructive dialogue. It’s frustrating to see online interactions devolve into deliberate provocations instead of genuine conversations😒

[allastoredeer]

Ya'll ever just

Why is housing so impossible???? Why are there so many hoops you have to jump through just to get a roof over your head???? Who thought it was a good idea to make it hard to live on just one income???? Why is it so hard to live off of two incomes for that matter???

I have a job, I pay taxes like everyone else, so why is it a constant back and forth struggle to pay bills and buy essentials. You know, little things like food. I just woke up, I'm hungry, and I'm craving a few billionaires right now. #EatTheRich

Capitalism continues to suck the life out of me and I am being a husk of my former self.

[betinh3]

I ship Anxiety with ennui, joy and fear.

[rickybaby]

There is something that’s not adding up here for me. Daniel has the chassis change in China and gets rear-ended by Stroll when points looked like a possibility. He puts in the performance that he does in Miami for the sprint and admittedly has a bad qualifying, even though it can be argued it’s because of the faulty set of tyres. He makes it to Q3 in Imola but misses out on point because of strategy and admittedly he has a bad performance in Monaco. But then he rallies and has the commendable performance in Canada and RB brings the shit car in Spain but he still out drives it and puts in the work to help them decipher the mess of upgrades they brought and he gets a 3-race ultimatum in Austria?? When a lot of the misfortune he faced has been due to factors outside of his control?? Why was he the only one facing the pressure? And if the ultimatum is true, it makes the strategy blunder this past weekend even more infuriating… and concerning the line about senior figures being worried about Daniel possibly not having the same edge in performance as in 2014-2018, did he show he could do it in 2020? And has he had the machinery since then to show what he could do?? No, but he still outqualified Perez driving the most successful F1 car in his scrappy Alpha Tauri didn’t he?? DIDNT HE??

[human-space-heater]

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD WHERE IS THE FANDOM FOR CHERRY CRUSH ON WEBTOON?! I NEED TO FIND MY PEOPLE! I AM NOT EMOTIONALLY PREPARED TO CONTINUE ON THIS JOURNEY WITH NO ONE TO VENT TO

[anxiety-party]

I’ve been thinking about ninjago again lately and I need to talk about the skybound season and how they bring up Jay being adopted and it’s never explored any further! He didn’t even tell anyone about it goddammit!

Didn’t he go to see his real dad after everything got reverted? I mean he might as well since he was gonna die in a few days!

[andreamland]

Anyone can relate with this?

[incognit0slut]

I need to get this off my chest

I realize writing a series is very time-consuming, especially writing one with twenty parts where each part has like 3-4k words (crazy, i know). What I learned about writing a long fiction is you have to be consistent. And sure, no one should pressure themselves, but I do wish it didn't take me eight months to finish something that could've been completed in less time.

I know I shouldn't be too hard on myself, after all, I write on my own free will. But yeah, I feel like if I had consistently updated, it would've been better. Or had better feedback? Idk. I wonder if any fellow writers ever felt this way or is this just a me problem?

[odeliba]

literally kill me now i hate his ugly rat looking big ass forehead giant disgusting slicked back greasy fucking haired face and his dumbass hair and personality and abilities and life meaning and team sofucking much no one hates him like i do it is genuinely the deepest hatred i try not to wish a horrible life on people but i truly hope his whole life is miserable and his ankles break and he retires all his friends leave him and all his hair falls out and he never has kids and is left all alone in a retirement home and is sad and lonely

[katiesdailystruggle]

if yall get me - these first two eps of AYS have me in the TRENCHES 😭😭🫠

[beevean]

I know I keep harping on the same bullshit and I'm sick of myself as well, but it really baffles me that this is considered near perfect writing:

He's looking at Lenore as she's about to sun herself. He's talking about vampires. So let me ask: what the hell do you mean "recently".

Appreciating the beauty of vampires is all you've been doing!!

Hector started as a victim of abuse so alienated by his own kind that he related more with animals than humans. He's fascinated with death. He's fascinated with vampires. This is not a good thing, since it's the main reason the man thinks that turning humans into cattle would be a "merciful" compromise: he sees humans as dangerous animals that need to be controlled, but not completely eradicated, as "like any animal, I think the world would be poorer with their extinction".

You'd think that his development would be about him reconnecting with his humanity. Realizing they are people, with hopes and dreams and kindness and they deserve better than being food for vampires. Just as he, too, deserves better than being cooped up in a little house, or in a castle. You know. His literal development in canon.

It's predictable, but at least it's coherent. But eh, I guess Isaac stole this poignant character arc, whoops.

That line makes no sense. Not only because of what I just said, but because Hector just finished comparing vampires to parasites that do nothing but eat, so starved they are for power. For fuck's sake it's literally what triggers Lenore's suicide! That realization by all means should have been him accepting that vampires are not as wise as he thought, that at their core they're still animals and they hurt him and are harmful to the world because of it. But apparently no. He's still on his bullshit, just as his big badass moment in this season is planning to bring back Dracula even after he realized that he had lied to him to exterminate mankind in a way he didn't approve of.

Ah. But this isn't about Hector. Hector stopped being a character halfway through S2. This is about Lenore. This is him doing the closest thing to confessing his love for the woman who abused him in all sorts of ways. She's beautiful and she should have lived with him, but she chose to peace out, unwilling to withstand her own ironic fate with the man she enslaved: and he's perfectly fine with her choosing the "freedom" that she deprived him of, that forced him to multilate his fingers to gain (and even in part, as he's once again stuck in a castle with no desire to see the world).

But it's fine. She's a beautiful vampire and he'll always cherish her as such.

This writing is disgusting. This show puts vampires on an uncomfortable pedestal and does very little to make them sympathetic, so it really comes off as simply misanthropic.

[redelliavalentinos]

Trying to get a surgery done when you're low income is like trying to do it yourself with no tools, I swear.

I'm trying to get a hysterectomy. But I aged out of my father's insurance and had to go find my own. Despite being low income, I still make too much to qualify for Medicaid. Not that I think it would do me much good in this administration anyway. But, point is, I needed insurance, so I signed on to a First Health Network plan. It's $213 and change a month, I'm told I can keep all of my doctors. Great. I'm a COVID longhauler, I'm on heart medication, I'm dealing with P.O.T.S. from COVID, which comes with a basket case of problems. I need the insurance.

I'm trying to get a hysterectomy because the women in my family start early and end very late. I started cycling at 9 years old. And I have spent every month since in agony, on the floor, unable to move, unable to eat, unable to hold food down, unable to be productive in any sort of way. I had an ultrasound done at one point to see if anything was crooked or off, that came back negative, so they gave me a fancy word for period pain and sent me home. I started taking birth control at 12 years old to stop my cycle so I wouldn't be in pain every month and miss school or, you know, be miserable. I'm still on it. I'm 26, I've fucking had enough of this shit. I'm at the point where I'm cramping through the birth control. I'm cycling through the birth control. I'm starting to have issues with that entire section of my body on a semi regular basis. And there's also a long standing history of reproductive health problems in my family, along with at least 5 autoimmune issues that no one in my family has EVER escaped, of which I already have 3, and then COVID came in and shat on all of that.

I'm not interested in reproducing at this point. I'm too sick. If I want any additional company, I'll go to Amazon and order something.

I had to leave my first gyno office because they don't take this particular insurance I signed up for. My primary doc has an in-house gyno. I think, "Great! Two docs in one office! Awesome!" I started this process in early December 2024. I do the consult, I do the pre-op, I get medical clearance from my cardiologist, they tell me the surgical scheduler will call me, she does, surgery is set for January 3rd, 2025.

About a week before the surgery, I do the interview call with the anesthesiologist. Not even one hour later, the surgical scheduler calls me to tell me, "I just called your insurance today, you don't have surgical coverage, and we won't do the surgery without it. But I didn't call until today because most plans change when the new year rolls in. So, we need to cancel it until you get surgical coverage."

Fine. I get a little upset, because she waited almost a whole fucking month to make that call and tell me, but I take it in stride, and I immediately call my insurance to upgrade my plan. This is all the same day, by the way. It goes up to $322 and change per month, but I get 70% surgical coverage. I call the scheduler back right after, we reschedule the surgery for February 14th. Yay. Well, today was my pre-op. Again. My appointment was 3pm today. I do the appointment, I'm in the car on the way home, and the surgical scheduler calls.

"Oh, I tried to catch you before you left the office, but you were already gone."

Bullshit. No one was even trying to catch my attention when I left.

"But I called your insurance to verify your plan because you said you upgraded. You actually have a 30 day waiting period on the upgrade, so we wouldn't be able to do the surgery until the 18th, and Dr. X is actually out-of-network, so the insurance will only cover up to $200. So..."

Okay. Assuming nothing goes wrong and the doc doesn't need to call in a specialist or something, this a $15,000 surgery. The waiting period, I get. A little annoying, but I get it.

MY BIG ISSUE is that this dumb broad waited another fucking month to call my insurance instead of, I don't know, calling them 24 hours later. She sat on this, for a fucking month, while I rearranged my life around the two weeks of recovery after this surgery. I literally spoke to the anesthesiologist for the second time YESTERDAY. I rescheduled my tax appointment. I rearranged the schedule at work. I planned out how my money was going to be handled because I was gonna lose a pay check to recovery. I told the church I wasn't going to able to help with brunch after February 9th. I calculated how I was going to manage my groceries. I left a note on my last fanfic update telling people I'd be on hiatus, for fuck's sake.

She waited an entire month, not once, but twice.

Now I have to rearrange everything, AND, I have to find ANOTHER gyno. Again. Round fucking three. Two pre-op appointments, two cardiology clearance appointments, two anesthesiologist interviews, AND I GOTTA DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN BECAUSE THIS BITCH SAT ON HER ASS FOR A FUCKING MONTH. AGAIN.

I want my uterus OUT. It has done nothing but cause me pain and agony and take away from my life. It should not be this hard to get help. This should have been done LAST MONTH. And now I have absolutely no fucking idea when it'll be done. I am tired of feeling like someone is jamming hooks into my pelvis and pulling while running a chainsaw through my vagina while someone keeps punching me. Okay? That's what it feels like. And it gets worse every month. Current gyno thinks it's adenomyosis. Which he described as the, and I quote, "evil stepsister to endometriosis."

I've lined up two more gyno offices to call, I pulled both of them off of the list of providers from within my insurance portal, and I'm calling them tomorrow. If they fall through, I'm calling planned parenthood. If that falls through, I'm seriously considering taking out a $15,000 loan from the bank because I'm tired of living like this.

[eru-vande]

I joined a public group about BTS yesterday and for me to be able to comment their posts they have to approve my request (they haven't yet).

There's a whole ass conversation about people wanting J Hope and G Dragon to collab on a song under one post AND I'M NOT A PART OF IT?????? I LITERALLY had a DREAM about them having a COLLAB last MONTH I SHOULD BE THERE DISCUSSING IT WITH FELLOW BRAINDEAD PEOPLE 😭😭😭

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