#sorry for complaining

[skelesass]

sorry guys nothing tonight, had to sit for three and a half hours in a dentist chair in agony despite the painkillers they were actively giving me. Four hundred dollars later, and another root canal? gonna just have a nice good depression nap.

[brainbesplit]

i’m the number one minecraft defender but the sheep changes are making me so upset….. instead of variants you just make their unnatural wool colors happen naturally??? As a bit???? Why!!! Why would you do this? And you kept the pink sheep rare?? The whole reason it was such a special thing was because its the only wool color you can find in the wild thwt doesn’t feel normal!! Why would I want to see a bright blue sheep in the middle od the woods?? This is how they’re capping off the temperature variant thing (WHICH IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHANGES TO THIS GAME THEY’VE EVER MADE)???? By sullying the good name of Minecraft Sheep???!!! I SPIT on you mojang! BRING ME SHEEP VARIANTS and also make the dyed sheep a village pen only thing thatd be fun. I do like the changes to the ‘common’ wool color not just being white. I just hate the other sheep changes

[konoko]

Are you okay tho? :c

no. this is the worst year of my life. my mind is full of negative thoughts, but i'm blocked. i can't feel anything. literally nothing good has happened to me. i feel useless as fuck. i can't find a job, my grades are awful, my sleep schedule is fucked, i don't have friends anymore (i talk with some people here but... i feel like i'm bothering them), tried to love someone after two years and now my trust issues increased af. my body isn't working well. i can't even pay my next dentist appointment to fix my entire tooth and... now another one started to hurt. (AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY IT'S HAPPENING NOW. ALL MY TEETH WERE HEALTHY). there is something about my body that i can't talk about with anyone, because no one understands it and a long etcetera.

anyways, i'll keep distracting my stupid brain until it stops working

[reegis]

Are you ok? My favourite mechs artist has been quiet recently

im am SO so sorry i havent been able to post in so long aaa.. at the moment i am very much not okay, unfortunately a lot of things have gone poorly very quickly but hopefully its only a temporary set back!!

tldr i finally managed to get a full time job a month & a half after moving and my car broke down for the last time almost immediately upon hiring so i now have to walk ~2hrs to and from an 8 hour shift every day + more personal stuff,, the pain & stress is Not fun for my back problems or mental health :,^)

hoping to get the bike my mom leant me repaired as soon as i have my first paycheck or 2, so fingers crossed that will make a huge difference

i have still been slowly working on comms in whatever free time i get but its slow going 😔 ty everybody for your patience & sorry again for not being online!

[natsukiseba]

ep 3 is good and all but i DID NOT expect nagumo to sound like that 💀

[ahanarhorse]

I don't like my drawing style

I don't know, there's something wrong with it or something :(

It doesn't look like how I want it too

[rewhitehaus]

weird ass cover of "the weight she fell under" i just finished(?). fuck garageband and fuck those midi drums i wish i could play real drums!!!!!

[hailsatanacab]

its my birthday in a few days and I don't have another chapter of cetbwa ready yet and I always post on my birthday and like.... idk man I dont feel good about it

my birthday or the lack of writing

[anxiety-party]

I’ve been thinking about ninjago again lately and I need to talk about the skybound season and how they bring up Jay being adopted and it’s never explored any further! He didn’t even tell anyone about it goddammit!

Didn’t he go to see his real dad after everything got reverted? I mean he might as well since he was gonna die in a few days!

[b0ll0]

Dawg, why are my posts flopping so hard

[potatoplace]

I feel like shnooooot I'm literally heading home early from work 😭 I'm so dizzy but hopefully 🤞 I can still finish the chapter tonight. Won't push myself if I can't but I really wanna get it out so you all can enjoy it 🫶

[lycheeherbtea]

So I am sitting in a train after a long day at a conference and I would really like to zone out or so.

But this guy behind me is on the phone and telling someone his whole life story. I do not want to listen but somehow I have no other choice. It is ANNOYING.

So far I know he did not know exactly with which Viola he is on the phone but figured it out 20 min into the conversation (???) but he already told her he works for a startup, has a girlfriend and is basically engaged, …

I want to doze off, but nope, still not finished.

[junomothart]

I wonder if male video essayists are ever met with the amount of condescending comments I get. So many people, instead of engaging in meaningful ways with what I say, would rather talk down to me like to a child, and it's infuriating.

[1ns3ct3y3]

Never mind i do have a reason to cry now :D

[sanguivorousmuse]

Guys I can’t take this anymore, my lower back hurts really bad, I’m so tired, I have a migraine, I’m cramping, and my throat hurts when I cough. I’m going straight to bed when I get home.

[shortriver0]

i'm so ill, noooooo

i wanna draw but i can't get off the bed, my body decided it's time to get it's temperature to 38,1° C