Bethany, 30s, England. ko-fi | ao3 | 馃馃 I try to write. It doesn't work. Don't believe me? Click on the crabs for my writing link! Currently into cdramas, kdramas, DC and Danny Phantom (especially dpxdc rn)! Remember when I had a sheep here all the time? That was weird.
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nothing will ever live up to the moment when after devouring over 250 pages deeply immersed in the characters and story and after the emotions of the proposal I reached the very end of the letter that turns everything on its head only to find out that Mr Darcy's name is Fitzwilliam
#oh thats so interesting!!#i knew that obvs his name was fitzwilliam and that Colonel Fitz was his cousin (whom i love and honestly kinda shipped with Lizzy#when i first read the books)#and just assumed it was a family name#i didnt realise it was a custom#and now shall be integrating Bennet Darcy into my post-canon beliefs thank you very much#thats so sweet#pride and prejudice
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everyone should try pacing around your home infodumping about something while pretending you're on a podcast or a stream and someone asked you a question about it it's really enriching and fulfilling
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one of my worst writing sins is abusing my power to create compound words. i cannot write the sentence "The sun shone as bright as honey that afternoon." no. that's boring. "The sun was honey-bright that afternoon" however? yes. that sentence is dope as fuck. i do not care if "honey-bright" is a word in the english dictionary. i do not care if the sentence is grammatically correct. i will not change. i will not correct my erred ways. the laws of the english language are mine.
#my want to write a childrens book has been growing ever higher and this is not helping the matter#gonna be poetic as fuck#writing#prose
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Scientist bakes sourdough bread with yeast derived from 4500 year old Egyptian pottery
i'm losing my mind @ this thread......historie......
#the xbox logo was a sourdough boule score??????#thats incredible i love that#id seen the og post before about baking the bread but i had no idea the man invented the xbox too????#get you a guy that can do it all holy shit#absolutely amazing#鉁笍history鉁笍
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Do you ever notice yourself getting bad again鈥ike, you know you鈥檙e not doing work that needs to be done, you know you鈥檙e not cleaning, you know you鈥檙e not taking care of yourself鈥ou know all the things you need to do to start trying to feel better. But you just can鈥檛. And you鈥檙e left feeling like shit bc you thought you were getting better but here we are
#lol#ive been listening to inside by bo burnham lately so uh....... i am not doing great#also ive not been doing any writing or anything lately and like. i gotta do#i gotta
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Man, this was supposed to be a warmup drawing.
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Spin this wheel and tell me if you got something you need/want.
#lmao not my suicidal ideation ass getting 'The Long Sleep'#like ys plsssssss never clicked that button so fast in my life#but also on a very real side of it all. no. i do not need or want that. i am making healthy choices and getting better.#polls
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MaoMao
#maomao#maomao!!!!!!!!! ur honour i love her#the apothecary diaries#the colours in this are so vibrant and gorgeous#and her expression!! i just want to squeeze her cheeks#oh no. i am. jinshi!!! i love u maomao#also just seen season 2 is releasing brb gotta rewatch for the 3rd time
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me consuming any new media while I'm still kneedeep in a hyperfoxaction: I can make an au out of this
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i am fresh off of playing indika and i need someone talk to me about it before i explode
#indika#ask me about the point system and the last collectibles you find#ask me about the switch to first person#ask me aBOUT INDIKA EMBRACING THE DEVIL AND HOW EACH SECTION IN THE RED WORLD/HELL IS WHEN HER FAITH IS CRUMBLING#AND THE CONTROLLER RUMBLES AND ITS CHAOS UNTIL..... its not. and she finally sees the devil and the evil is in the real world and hell is#the only safe place in her mind#INDIKAAAA!!!!! THIS GAME IS SO GOOD
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I want to replay Indika very bad lately
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I'M SO IN LOVE WITH THIS GAME!!!
IT'S AMAZING!
Create in me a clean heart, O God, And renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Psalm 50, 12.
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we just finished indika with my friends. i'm in fucking tears it TORE ME APART...
#indika#aaaAAAHHHHHH#the colours!! the light!! the expressions!!!#ilya looks so sad#the red coming through indika's wimple#the yellow in the church like the blinding white hope of heaven surrounded by hell#also now thinking about the environment being so war torn and desolate because hell is empty and all the devils are in indika
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The Voice of Reason
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If I had a nickel for every indie video game set in the past about a young woman with psychosis from a Arctic civilization who goes on a harrowing journey of self-discovery while contending with her religious beliefs


I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
#indika#hellblade#hellblade senua's sacrifice#i gotta play the second one but like i gotta get a headset first and really get that experience#both games are fantastic
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Indika : *opens the letter*

#indika#i desperately want to know if ilya read the letter#but like he definitely did#and it was just another betrayal on top of...... that.#AND LIKE. THINK OF EVERYTHING ILYA LOST BECAUSE OF INDIKA#not only the obvious but - he talked to god and then he met indika#and because he met her that - because he listened to her - that stopped#indika goes through the game denying that she has the devil in her but.... there's no way ilya never came to that conclusion too#he must feel so vindicated after reading that letter because he's right. indika's the devil. tempting him away from god and taking away his#chance for a miracle#idk.... just the thought that indika is watching another person come to the conclusion that there鈥檚 something wrong about her#and everytime she tries to help or tries to do that right thing it backfires completely and#well. it all goes to shit#ANYWAY#funny post sorry i went all AAHHH with it lmao - i really need to geek out about this game#ITS SO GOOD
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Them :
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