#strugglessss

[junomothart]

I wonder if male video essayists are ever met with the amount of condescending comments I get. So many people, instead of engaging in meaningful ways with what I say, would rather talk down to me like to a child, and it's infuriating.

[kissyck]

i got the bald gate game :)

[missamyrisa2]

Your teases are incredible 😫 you’re like my dream ler

(I would do anything to have you tickle me until I can’t form sentences)

awweee reallyyyy? You're sooooo sweet my love and you know whatttt? I'm soooo gonna get you to those fuzziesss ohh yes I amm mmhmmm because you can't be soo sweet to me and not expect me to hotwire and overload you to the gigglewhimper madnessss nuhhh uhhhh I'm gonna pin ya down and tickle those sides and riiiibs and armpits until you're all noodly, your arms and legs just melted and weak from the strugglessss so that I can flip ya over and reallllyyy go to town on you darling ~ I'll raspberry that bellyyyy and rub those hips and nuzzle your neck until you just can't even see straight much less say anything other than those cute giggly squeakiessss~ <3

[kayisdreaming]

baldur's gate strugglessss

[brycemaloliver]

Should I make a separate blog for twc?? I kind of want to use this account for both choices and twc but I’m not sure🤔

[curry-n-bread]

missing out on all the gigantamax pokémons bcus im stubbornly using pokeballs only & i don't wanna raid w other people bcus im STILL maining my starter only

it's for the aesthetics ok, even zacian and eternatus are pokeballs. if hop can have zamazenta in a pokéball so can i

[baconnotbaekhyun]

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[yuumie-tries]

4 May 2022, 6:47PM

OKAYy this is me trying to start studying ok I've been procrastinating even though I'm in the middle of exam period 😫😫 almost 7pm, ok like just start ok!

All the best to everyone having exams too!! If anyone have any tips to like long focus study and not get distracted by thoughts pls lemme knoee! :D thank uu (๑˃̵　ᴗ　˂̵)و

[avese23]

“If I start on hormones I can’t take off my boobs anymore” the genderqueer strugglessss

[nafeary]

Arthur Conan Doyle’s Reaction to MC majoring in Literature

✧✎ A/N: Upon request, Arthur is the next in this small series of the suitors reacting to MC majoring in their respective interest (with Isaac being the first one).

Others in this series: [Isaac][Theo]

I legit had to rewrite this thrice, mostly because I didn’t want to offend anyone with his rather xenophobic history. Another issue was that I kept forgetting the fact that I was writing a headcanon, not a one-shot. So yeah, strugglessss

Also, I tried making this as lighthearted as Isaac’s, but no matter how often I rewrote it, it always ended in angst...

Once again, Warning. You’ll know what your getting into. It’s Arthot we are talking about 🤷‍♀️🌚

It was a bright day; the sun pushing any potential clouds aside for Arthur to indulge in a walk with his two loves

Aka you and Vic

The only problem was that his cherished lover was paying more attention to his dog than the mystery writer himself

Cooing him, rubbing his belly, and simpering in a way that didn’t make him jealous at all

“Jealousy? Never heard of her.”

“My heart, my life, my one and only thought. Why won’t you gift me some of your attention?”

His arms cocooned you with pleasant warmth, nose crinkling in a playful pout.

Attuned to his histrionic outbursts, your senses were overwhelmed by that stupid fucking cologne he wore religiously, and your stomach set ablaze by his dazzling smile

Still, you couldn’t help guffawing

“Did you really just quote The White Company?”

“Indeed, I did, my dear,” his breath tickled your ear, his explicit sense for detail having been piqued, “And yet, I’d love to know how you came to know my rather... unsung work?”

Ah shit

It’s not that you didn’t want your boyfriend to know that you adored his passion just as much as he himself does

It’s just

Your inspiration for studying literature was Shakespeare

OUT OF EVERYONE, IT HAD TO BE HIM

Natheless, you illustrated the Englishman the modern college system, elaborated, upon inquiry, the process of majors and minors, and...

“And Arthur, please don’t be upset... I doubt you’d be very... elated about my choice of inspiration.”

CUE PUPPY POUTING

Admittedly, it had been adorable at first, but you were getting fed up with his juvenile antics

Arthot™️ had been brooding in his room for three days, refusing to visit you on his own accord

And it seemed that Sebastian had taken note of their bravado

Thus, you found yourself at the casanova’s door, rapping your knuckles against the dark mahogany wood

You twiddled your thumbs until he granted permission to enter, the freshly-brewed coffee’s steam in your hand following obediently in whips of smoke

“What brings you here?”

“I brought you coffee, obviously.”

With a deep sigh that resonated within his chest, he lay down his glasses and rubbed his eyes briefly in an attempt to get rid of the mosaic of phosphenes

“My dear, there is nothing more deceptive than an obvious fact.”

He seemed to decipher your intent within seconds, not that it was particularly hard this time. “So why are you here?”

“Because I am tired of your puerile jealousy!”

In quick strides, he grabbed you by your hand, pulling you toward his form before flipping you onto his bed (safely depositing the liquid gold, of course)

“I’ve told you before... I’m a very jealous man.”

You were about to protest, that that didn’t give him the right to dismiss you, when his following choice of words confounded you deeply

Making you realize that you were the one dismissing him

“But that isn’t why I’ve chosen to remain in my room... much rather, I-“ he seemed chary of admitting his reasoning.

“I was disappointed in myself, I suppose.”

It smelted your iron resolve, smoldering your ire apart. You were sure even the sleeping Leonardo was able to hear you heart shattering

“I felt so elated, knowing that you’ve read my personal favourite book; nay, I couldn’t fathom what must have given you the impression that I’d be upset over something as trivial as your acknowledgemehmm-“

The doctor was unable to continue his cynical monologue when you sloppily smashed you lips against his.

“I’m so sorry, Arthur... I believed due to your distaste of William, you’d perturb,“ you managed to mutter past his smooth, indulgent lips. “It was close-minded of me, causing you to feel insecure...”

You felt idiotic; after all, you knew him better than anyone. He was past the stage of covering up his internal maelstroms around you

His calloused thumb brushed past your humid checks, only now realizing you’ve began to weep

“Oh god, I shouldn’t be the one crying right now...” you cast your gaze away, shame pressuring your shoulders like boulders

“Don’t worry about it, love. Doesn’t this just show how deeply your feelings for me run?”

“I believe it’s time to show you just how deep my love and desire for you runs.”

It’s safe to say, the coffee had been forgotten that eve, its tuffs of grey diminishing as the heat between two hearts illumed

Whose reaction would you like to see next?

[Isaac] [Theo]

[kriiistinuhh]

Floof drawing strugglessss

[cosmicfaeriewitch]

Being out on my own in a big city for my work trip was really good for me, mentally speaking. It pushed me out of my comfort zone and showed me how capable I am of being on my own and genuinely enjoying it. It's got me feeling a little more excited to grow the fuck up lol. Soonish..I wanna move out on my own. I've been wanting to for years but couldn't forsee how it would happen bc of money. If I choose to move up in this company I'm with, I'd be making enough to live on my own and be comfortable doing it.. its just the friggin responsibility that would come from moving up scares the shit out of me. I dont wanna have to be someone's boss and deal with people's bullshit and have to be available for them 24/7. I would essentially be saying goodbye to a part of my life. But am I willing to make that sacrifice, to be able to live on my own and finally move into this next phase of my life? Perhaps. However.. there are so many things I would miss.. like just having a garden for instance. Its not like I could afford to get a house and plant a garden like I get to with my mom every year. But I could have a container garden like I have in the past or grow tons of indoor plants. Its just... gardening has been such an essential healing tool for me..saying goodbye to that would break my heart. But its necessary to move on. Ugh I'm just weighing the pros and cons of taking on more responsibility and doing more of this Adulting shit. A part of me really wants to move on and continue to grow.. another part of me wants to stay here just a little bit longer. I'm torn!! In time I'll figure it out.. but if I wait too long the opportunity will pass right by me. UGH YOUNG ADULT STRUGGLESSSS

[ladym-17]

A non-comprehensive list of things I want to see from Ms. Marvel

Note: As I said, this list is non-comprehensive, partially because I think of new things all the time. Also because my memory is terrible and I will definitely forget to add things. 

Also, this list is in no particular order other than stream of consciousness and will include spoilers for G. Willow Wilson’s Ms. Marvel Comic Run (is that how one refers to it? I don’t know how one refers to it, I’ve only ever read the Ms. Marvel comics).

Also, also, this is in no way a type of list where it’s like they have to do this or else I will be disappointed. There are like one or two items like that but those are also things like I would like this character to have a comic-compliant personality and also not be a terrorist so they’re not like big asks and it would be really weird if they were not fulfilled. I am so excited for this show, like I feel like my heart will burst or I will burst into tears every time I think about it -- it might be unhealthy but welp.

Anyways... the list! 

-- Zany side characters. They don’t have to be specific characters from the comics, but to me, Ms. Marvel has the kind of feel Spider-Man has where she’s the neighborhood superhero. The neighborhood knows her, and she knows the neighborhood. Kind of like the LARPers in Hawkeye I just think it would be great if there was a recurring character or characters who aren’t superheroes, aren’t like the person you think of when thinking of who will the heroes get help from, but they are! If I was looking at a specific Ms. Marvel comic character, I’d love to see Harold the World War 2 veteran who’s in a retirement home and ends up saving baby Malik on his motorized scooter. He’s a good lad. 

-- Aamir the dork. This is the oh I would like this character to have a comic-compliant personality etc. request. He is just such a wholesome dorky dude in the comics, and I think it would be fantastic to see a young, very Muslim man, on mainstream television and he’s... wait for it... not a terrorist. He’s not radicalized he’s not radicalizing anyone, and he’s just fantastic and loves his family and also his faith and is figuring out how to adult. Honestly, I’d rather we just keep Islamic terrorism out of it but... we’ll see what Marvel does. (full disclosure I have no idea what the plot of this show is/will be, I’m just very excited).

-- THAT’S MY WIFE. On the note of Aamir the dork, I want him to have a that’s my wife moment. I don’t know if it will be in this show specifically -- because again I know nothing -- as Aamir and Tyesha could be getting together in this show and not already married, but Aamir has a great that’s my wife moment in the comics when she’s leading a protest and I would love for him to have a similar moment.

-- Tyesha and Aamir being cute. I don’t really care what stage of the relationship they’re in but I think seeing a very traditionally formed marriage working and being this mutually loving and both parties are equal is something we don’t see often and I think we should see it sometimes. 

-- The Hillman-Khan family dynamic. I just love this dynamic so much. Tyesha being an older sister to Kamala. Gabe and Kamala being like... are we in-laws? What are we? Eh, it doesn’t matter let’s help each other anyways. Like... Gabe full-on becomes a temporary superhero for Kamala in the comics (along with other people) and I think it’s fun and cute. Even the Hillman and Khan parents who come from different backgrounds and aren’t sure how this works but still coming together for their children’s happiness... A+

-- Gabe being an agent for chaos. He doesn’t have to be the chaotic liberal atheistic hooman he is in the comics, nor do I think he will be (if he is in the show at all but Tyesha definitely is so he might be), I feel like Marvel might shape him a bit more to fit the plot, but like... I still want him to have a spark of chaos whatever his beliefs are. Gabe is chaotic good incarnate. 

-- Religious romance strugglessss. Considering we have three potential Kamala Khan love interests in the cast (Bruno, Kamran, and Kareem) I think it’s safe to say there will be a romantic sub-plot -- or plot-plot -- it’s a coming-of-age story and that makes sense. And I want Kamala’s potentially conflicting feelings of her heart vs. what she’s been taught to come into play. I think it would be great for kids to see oh, that’s normal, that conflict is normal, and here are some things we can do with that conflict, and yeah... I just think it would be cool.

-- Sheikh Abdullah generally being cool. Side note here some of these actors including Laith Nakli who plays Sheikh Abdullah got tattoos to commemorate the experience and honestly, his comments about it are kind of exactly the kinda vibe I imagine for the Sheikh. He’s a religious man. He’s intelligent and he has experience, and he also fully knows what Kamala thinks is the end of the world is... just not the end of the world. She runs in panicked about how she’s kissed a boy, and he plays around with her panic only to invite her for tea and a talk. He’s an important resource for her in the comics, a close family friend, and also a source for guidance, and I hope he’s that for her in the show as well. Or at least is portrayed more 3-dimensionally than just a strict old man, though he can be that too at times.

-- A diverse range of elders, in general, being cool. I think in mosques and religious settings in general and also Pakistani/general South Asian culture there is a lot of reverence given to elders. And I want to see the elders being cool. By which I mean I just want to see the elders. I want to see the strict ones, the competitive ones who compete through the accomplishments of their grandchildren, the ones who are nice on the surface but are... are they gossiping behind your back?, the ones who’re just happy to be there, the ones who are genuinely so proud of the youths in their life, and.... the one I want to see the most... the ones who we know are rooting for Kamala (or Ms. Marvel!). I want to see the really genuinely kind ones, who may not know her that well but are still praying for her (for religious aunties/uncles, that’s the best gift they can give). I’m just imagining that line: Ms. Marvel puts herself in so much danger... every day I pray for her safety (but you know like well-written) and it makes me feel warm bubbly tears and I want people to see that. (If Marvel doesn’t I might end up writing a fanfic for that one, or if you want to, please do).

-- Girls being friends. More specifically, Zoe's character growth. They’ll start with her being the mean girl but then I hope we at least see the start of character growth in the mini-series. I want to see the sparks of the girl who has a crush on Nakia and comes over for Muneeba’s samosas. 

-- Women who wear the hijab being empowered. There are so many women in the Ms. Marvel comics who wear the veil or variations of it and still kick butt and lead protests and are involved in worldly matters and break the meek stereotype. I want that to continue. 

-- Diverse Muslims. Kamala doesn’t wear the hijab, Nakia does. Aamir is a lot more traditional than Kareem. And I want this all to be okay and accepted in the context of the show. I want their diverse beliefs in the interpretation and context of their faith to be okay, especially because it means in the real world, more people get to see versions of themselves on screen. 

-- Cool outfits. I know we have a shot of Kamala in a shalwar kameez at some point (it looks like a wedding -- maybe Tyesha/Aamir?), and I want that and maybe some more. I want South Asian clothes on people looking beautiful, like royalty, and I want that in the context of the show. AKA if they were ever going to have a Hermione moment with Kamala, I’d like Kamala in South Asian clothing. Because I want people to see these outfits as beautiful but also not just exotic one-offs, which is why I do become more excited for the potential wedding scene because then we’d have many people in many pretty outfits. 

-- The dupatta (did you know that has two ts??? I didn’t.) on the Ms. Marvel outfit coming into play. It’s like Edna Mode says, no capes. And the dupatta isn’t a cape, but it sure as heck has the same consequences as one. So I want it coming into play at some point, either as a choking hazard or as a potential weapon, or both. Both is good. 

-- Shang-Chi characters and Kamala moment together. This is like pipe dream, I hope it happens at some point level hope. I’d just be really excited to see the Asian superheroes on screen together, some lovely solidarity, maybe a joke in there with some random passerby being “Hey it’s the Asian Avenger” to Shang-Chi (because that’s absolutely something a passerby would say) while Kamala is right there (me being salty about how some people just... don’t realize South Asia is included under the Asian umbrella? Never), and they just look at each other in confusion and it’s funny. But on a bigger level, Asian solidarity, a new face of Marvel where both the adults in the room and the kids in the room can be POC, also fully canonically possible because it's Marvel and both characters in question have a connection to Capt. Marvel. And also Katy and Kamala? Imagine if Kamala told Katy she liked her pants, unprompted. I think I would scream. Also, Kamala has totally seen the bus video. 

-- Kamala Khan being a fangirl. Like self-explanatory, but people being excited about things??? The best. A teenage girl being excited about something portrayed in a positive light? Absolutely. Fanfiction portrayed in a positive light? Please. I just love this part of Kamala so much. I relate to it so much. I relate to Kamala, in general, a lot, but I digress. 

Y’all, I’m so excited. 

[basku-w2019]

internet friend strugglessss

Being homesick for a person is weird. When you aren't longing for a place but a specific hand to hold, you don't even know if you can call it homesickness. But the longing in the same.

It's a feeling of loneliness, but I can't call myself lonely. I am waiting to meet you, to see you at a crossroad and wait for my world to change.

I think I am homesick for you.

Being homesick for a person is weird. When you aren't longing for a place but a specific pair of eyes, you don't even know if you can call it homesickness. But I guess if you are home...

[kjewlz]

If you’re not gonna be useful then at least don’t make people lives harder cause you’re miserable.

Daily strugglessss

[hendriwhyn]

2020, full of strugglessss.