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one month on T!! ive been working out and have even more muscle in my arm now!! its the first time i've been really confident about myself and im just. aauggh im really excited !! i picked up my next month of prescription the other day and i just !! i cant wait to make this post for two months to see if there are any more changes!!
#trans.txt#im really flourishing#ive even got morning shifts at work so i get out early and im going to bed at a normal time and like#its summer so im getting to see so much sunlight#i love my friends and my fiance and my robit wives more than anything and i know they all love me#my house is even clean !!!!! isnt that something#STILL in my sunlight era and im so grateful to everyone here#for partaking in it with me#i love the spaces im in and the space ive made for myself both online and in the real world#these tags got off track im just. im really happy okay#when i think of all the progress ive made in the last year i just. i love where my life is going
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chirpy, chirpy~ like father like son i suppose
2024-25 Media Day | 9.18.24 (x)(x)
and absolutely delightful that colby kept up the inside joke yeah babey nothing like our beat and our cats opening up preseason hockey by being chirpy
#paul maurice#matthew tkachuk#florida panthers#2425#preseason#absolutely kills me paul came back and immediately chose violence#coach paul maurice is certainly rested and refreshed#his frenemy dynamic with george really kills me everytime#old men at the retirement home squabbling#are they friends? are they enemies? do they still hold a grudge over bingo night last tuesday? who knows!#george going “i tried...” and paul immediately going IT WAS GOOD#this just in paul ran into the canadian wild with no cell service so he didnt have to face george more news at 11#colby droning what matthew told him to say is so funny to me#im not sure when colby decided to part ways with fhn and when he brought it up to matthew#but its terribly adorable the way he went oh well now you HAVE to pay the stanley cup champion maffhew tax#since you can write bad things about me now#the little smile that blossoms on his face when the consequences of his actions flourish#once again he really has our beat trained
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can i be sappy for a sec and say i love trolls. i watched the first one in cinemas almost 10 years ago (god) and loved it a lot, the sequel came out at the wrong time for me personally but i rewatched it recently and wauv what a banger. when i saw the trailer for bt i was like oh. we’re doing the lost sibling plot this soon huh😬 i’m still kicking myself for not watching it while it was still in theaters (right after my bday too sigh) but i’m a firm believer everything happens for a reason. i had to go like half a year being lowkey obsessed with the movie without having watched it, and then finally watch it and become fully unhinged. i don’t engage w/ fandom much beyond posting my art nowadays but somehow i made a friend through this movie, someone i’ve only known for a couple months by now but idk sometimes you just click and it’s as if you’ve been besties your whole life🥰 THANK YOU CADENCE FOR THIS CUTE CLAY CARE PACKAGE which I can’t believe arrived on the very last day of this year, i’m so excited to have a clavocado keychain (lovely art by vampireflowerarts thank you again i’m still obsessed) on my wallet and to drink milk outta my trolls mug every day💕 i’m having fun and life’s too short to not be a little cringe
💚THANK YOU I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!💚
#trolls#dont be fooled im obviously biased but i do love the movies like the franchise as a whole#littol floyd…… hes like blehh HES SO CUTE need to put him on a hotdog#ive got something cookin and if it happens im celebrating with an ikea trip to get meatballs and a shelf for everything#ill finally have a nerd shelf……#trolls aside for actual life update i love my wife IM SO PROUD OF HER shes got so much cookin yall#im so blessed to see her flourish and so so proud of her💘#im so thankful for my family and friends and everything good in my life i really am lucky eventho i complain a lot#uhm i think thats all. it doesnt feel like new years at all but it is so
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#this question is very hard for me to answer so obviously I have to torment everyone else with it#cause like. like I can really see the potential in either answer. both are feasible#I will say. most realistically. to me. edwin first charles harder#because I think…..I think the reasoning behind the other way around usually tends to be about how edwin absolutely was slower to bond and#open up in general whereas charles hit the ground fucking running#but i don’t think that particularly applies to their romantic relationship#if you mean ‘fell for’ in a general sense rather than a romantic one then yes 100%#but that’s not what im talking about here#I have a few different reasons but generally I think edwin fell first because like… the way he attached himself to charles and accepted him#as his person and etc is so unlike him to do with literally anyone- especially at the point where they first met/the first years they knew#each other. charles just seems to have hit him as something very very special and irreplaceable quite quickly for him to open up the way he#did and change and flourish into a fully realized person because of how safe and worthy charles made him feel#he took to charles with an unusual amount of ease and trust and I think that says something about how charles struck his heart Early#whereas with charles… yes on one hand he did stay on the mortal plane largely because of edwin and absolutely would’ve been impacted by the#tender act of mercy that was edwin reading to him as he died so he wouldn’t be scared. that’s absolutely what got him to trust edwin and to#want to be with him and protect him and so on#but charles would still do that and be like that under intense platonic circumstances I think#but most importantly I just think charles fell harder. when he fell is less important to me here- more important is that by GOD that boy is#down so fucking bad and outright SAYS IT in so many ways that he doesn’t realize– the sheer amount he restates how he’s content so long as#he’s with edwin. how he doesn’t want to be anywhere where edwin can’t follow. would and Did go to hell and back for him. believes him#to be the kindest and most incredible person he’s ever met. prioritizes him above anything and everything. etc etc etc#that’s not to say edwin doesn’t feel a similar amount of devotion– but charles just. really loves him with his whole person. loves him as a#fact of his existence and a piece of his very soul#idk man. it just feels like he is so incredibly smitten and he doesn’t even know it.#like I said though I can see both options and give reasons for both options so this question EATS at me I GENUINELY don’t have a super#strong feeling either is absolutely correct. it’s so difficult to answer they’re both so smitten and have such a history and GRAHHHH#payneland#dead boy detectives#rambling#polls
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making a fursona is fun but getting to retire an old traumatized time capsule of yourself and make a new, happy, grown version of yourself is so fuckin nice.
#chocolate milk had very short hair and a very bad attitiude. very sad and angry guy#lovely belle is cheerful and bright with a cane and long hair like me =')!#growing my hair out and finding out its actually really wavey and curly was magical#and its so integral to my health getting soooooo so so so much better mentally and physically#bc for most of my life my hair was grey and kept very short and got insanely frizzy if it grew out#right up until our wedding i was buzzing my head consistently but after i realized what the root of my health issues was#my entire life changed!#my body type changed my my face shape changed my hair color changed i wasn't in 8-9 level pain every day anymore#lifes GOOD now i feel insanely healthy. id always assumed i was going yo die young and never know why#but instead im going into my 30s flourishing in a way ive never experienced in my life#AUGH making a new fursona was so needed and im so happy w the design#sorry to gush it's important to look around and recognize how far youve come! sometimes! so!
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MY FAVOURITE GIRL!!! I headcanon she cuts her own hair and Sharon has given up on begging her to go to a hair dresser. Lil portrait, a haircut and y2k dress over jeans look♡
#my art#fan art#south park#sp shelly#shelly marsh#ive tried to post this 3 times god really doesnt want shelly to flourish#i keep on posting stuff ik wont get me notes but at least im free#what can i say i love troubled and negelected older siblings with strong daddy issues and no self esteem
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Hello! Since this blog doesn't see much activity nowadays, I wanted to say two things: 1. How are you? You were one of the people who inspired me to dive into SAGAU in 2022 and captivated me endlessly with your writing style. Your writing immersed me in what felt like a fantasy world in the best way—rife with possibilities, danger, love, and so much more. It propelled me to new heights and made me wonder what it would be like to be more than the reader, to wield a pen and use it as the brushstroke to paint all kinds of worlds, creatures, and characters.
On that note, I'll follow with the second thing: 2. You are one of my biggest inspirations as a writer. Because of you and others, I've spent the last two years writing and creating like never before in a way I didn't think I was capable of. I have an AO3 and a Tumblr blog, mainly dedicated to posting my musings in a "stream-of-consciousness" format for narrative purposes. Because of you, I've grown—as a person, friend, and writer. Because of you, I made countless memories I'll cherish for years: sharing and building stories with my friends' group chat, roleplaying, making AUs, etc. Because of you, I did everything I thought I couldn't: I fostered my creativity and cultivated it to plant what is now a thriving garden regularly visited by my friends. It has helped us bond immensely and provided me solace in my darkest hours.
Because of you, I wrote my first book on Wattpad. I hopped onto a wild, emotional, and unforgettable rollercoaster that saw my interest in watching movies and reading literature be re-ignited for the sake of inspiration, have a taste of fandom culture via Steven Universe, Genshin Impact, Murder Drones, and several other games and shows that have undoubtedly and irreversibly changed my life. Because of you, I made OCs, I discovered YouTube movie recaps, and now I can write a pretty good summary myself!
That is to say that I'm wholly grateful to you, Eros, and everyone else who led me down the path of the writer, supported me throughout with their comments, memes, stars, and kudos, and generally showed enthusiastic interest in my work. I wouldn't be here if not for you all. I hope your ship of life continues sailing smoothly, as has mine, after years of turbulent weather and unpredictable storms that threatened to throw us overboard if I hadn't held on to others (and myself) for support.
May the new year bring you joy and prosperity, and hey, what do you know? Maybe I'll write something for SAGAU someday. The only reason I haven't taken the plunge yet is because of how inactive (for lack of a better word) the community there has become, and I don't know what I would write. Ideas, anyone?
Anyway, I've talked for long enough. Keep up the good work, Eros, and remember that in someone's (my) heart, you are still held dearly as an inspiration. Even if the golden age has long faded, we will always have our memories to keep us company: "Don't cry because it ended. Smile because it happened."
it is unfortunate that the collective sagau fandom has kind of died out, honestly. its what got me really into writing as well (which i feel like i have to mention @/nicebonescomrade for being the writer to get me to make my first sagau blog. one of the other og's and also a phenomenal writer). im glad it had such a large impact on you though!! that makes me really happy bc ive always been self conscious about my writing and writing style ngl, though i never grew out of it bc it worked for me. i can't imagine stories like books as a movie in my head like some people (literally head empty) so i lean more on actually putting more feeling and description into my work to compensate. it gets a bit wordy but it helps me write bc i do not plan anything i just start writing based on vibes.
sagau downfall was definitely inevitable (and a part of why im super inactive) but im happy with how it turned out anyway bc of how big the fandom is and how many people turned to creative hobbies bc of it. its nice to know i at least had some kind of impact myself KJHKDH i wouldnt consider myself one of the "big" sagau accounts by any means so its a bit of a surprise ngl um. looks around.
i genuinely just spend most of my time these days printing out random fics when i get the urge (once in a blue moon, 99% of which are in my draft vault), playing whatever game caught my fancy this week and playing genshin because it's still a black hole i will never escape from! honestly maybe one day ill come back to this account for real instead of sporadic posting but uhhh. probably not unless a new big au pops up again.
#asks#wiltingmemories#give me a minute im not crying you are#ego boost x2000 /hj#i didnt think i really inspired anyone I DIDNT EXPECT 2 SEE THIS IN MY INBOX EVER </3#this is so late im so sorry i do Not touch this blog like at all anymore#i ditched it for discord w bones and appear once a year like ive been summoned via sacrifice#still laying on the floor 24/7 thinking abt miss furina de fontaine and the tsaritsa nothing has changed there though#is it that obvious that english was my fav school subject LMAO#i loved essay's ate that shit up#am i yapping again? FUCK#i have to go adopt my 463rd low ar player now or im gonna get EMOTIONAL and for your guys sake no one wants that#throwing myself back into genshin like slamming into a brick wall#bc if i think abt this ask for longer than .5 seconds i will start eating drywall (/pos)#do i ever shut up? no#its my brand#obligatory check out smaller writers note everyone i am Not Asking#wish u a very success and flourishing in ur writing u have my blessing. bonk.
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This is probably just the high of finishing season 2 talking, but like. Can we get whoever did Arcane to do a DMC reboot show? Maybe as a reboot of the reboot? Or at least a sequel?
Like, just. People who love and respect the source material/preboot! But can also take that and craft something good based on those source materials that kinda does its own thing! And is actually good!
Just. My kingdom for some good character writing for DMC stuff. Preboot and reboot, tbh.
I'll be honest I kinda like...idk perhaps I'm in the minority but I don't really want more extended universe dmc stuff? Like I'm firmly in the 'I don't want a DmC2' camp and I'm also not particularly jazzed about the upcoming anime. IDK like more official works on the reboot in particular for me over the years has just become something I'm not interested in. I've spent a lot of time with the material and I've put thought into how I'd like for it to be followed up and I'm just...so confident it would not at all be what I want and it'd leave me disappointed and with a lot of work that would just now feel pointless.
I do, however, realize most of the fandom hasn't been making a like 250k prequel about Kat and Vergil that's been stuck in development hell and would probably not be bothered by any of this asdfghjkl
I do think it'd be interesting to see what Fortiche could do with Devil May Cry, any of the Devil May Crys. Though I'm not sure what they'd do with it given how much less...complex it is I guess? Not that the story has to have as many moving parts as Arcane for Fortiche to do a good job but still. I do think, though, with the new Netflix anime and Fortiche focusing on their own projects and new Riot projects that them doing anything for anyone else is not very likely (very much a shame I'd have LOVED to see what they'd do with Warcraft. The story of Warcraft is so ripe to be cleaned up, fixed up, and released in a comprehensive and coherent way, like the Warcraft cinematics team are incredible themselves but I'm still pretty sure there's only a handful of them. Warcraft just has such good meat in there that I'd really love to see someone else pick up and put together)
If I were to get my dream project from Fotiche on DMC/DmC I guess what I would like is either a much more slowed down and polished soft remake of what we get with the reboot. Like a version of it that really gets to take it's time. Though it would lose a lot of it's campiness asdfghj for good or for bad. For the preboot I mean there's a lot there with the preboot if they wanted to just go through the whole brother saga. Like across the board for both preboot and reboot, given Fortiches focus on writing complex and intense family dynamics that we see in Arcane, it'd be interesting to see how that'd play out in their interpretation because at the end of the day both Devil May Cry's are about like family bonds, both born into and forged, and what loyalty we do or don't have to those bonds and legacies. I think either would definitely be a good series, in the very least.
It's a bummer though as I'm like...really not confident in the new anime and would much rather have this asdfghjk
#fab talks#fabtalks#my dream project however is the spiderverse team doing infamous second son like how they approach art and animation i just think#as well as grief narratives and what not like idk i just think it'd be a match made in heaven i think they'd do a stellar job#but uh they need better labor practices first#ask#the first time i saw season one though all i kept thinking was 'this is what wow needs' like wow has some good meat and#ideas that are so weighed down by all the nonsense i'd just really like love to see a more unified vision of it because like a lot of the#issues outside of ones that exist in like all fantasy stories more or less is the fact this is a story that's been told over like 30+ years#at this point with so many different authors with so many different opinions and conflicting understandings of the ramifications of like#what they are writing at various points that someone coming in with one solid vision would be great#im not sure who would be the best to do that though? like i mean i know how i would like to clean it up asdfghjkl but idk if blizz would be#willing to allow any company and writers team the freedom to do what would be needed to do that i mean that was the issue with the movie#they wouldn't allow him enough freedom so at times you'd get these peaks at a better movie or attempts to fix blizzs writing but none of it#was like allowed to flourish due to 1) how much stuff they had to put into the movie and 2) how immobile blizz was being about the material#but uh no one asked about wow asdfghjkl no one asked about this at all im on a completely random side tangent asdfghjkl
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ive written out a current dream team for pkmn black (oshawott, chandelure, galvantula, mandibuzz, krookodile, ???) but im realizing most of these seem like late game options which tbh is maybe a good thing because i dont want to give up my stupid little guys that soon :(
#nightmare.pkmn#i really want my cottonee to go to the end with me bc just looking at her makes me happy#and i don't already have a grass type listed in my final set up#however i also know that i like NEED a fighting type because there's an ice gym i think?#like i'll have chandelure by then and if not i'm hanging onto my pansear for a while but like#i dunno. i do have a timburr named pitbull which is pretty cool but my cottonee.........#i think im content to let my herdier sit in the box so long as it evolves again i want cookie to flourish#the rest of them i do love in my soul but i have no qualms with relinquishing them#its just like. gen 5 has too many of my favorite pokemon my late team is not just a want its a Must
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but also real talk the ending is nonsensical politically. like…the game about corrupt judiciaries and subverting british exceptionalism and authority figures that betray you ends by just appealing to a more powerful benevolent authority figure?
#not to mention the moral quandary of ‘what do you do when prosecuting someone beyond the law due to their privilege’ never flourished#because the game never put its protags in a position to make morally difficult decisions#also ryunosuke having the least personal stakes in case 2.5 really showed lol it felt like everyone was more invested than the mc#IM DONE HATINNG IT WAS A GOOD GAME. mostly.#dgs#dgs spoilers#tgaa#tgaa spoilers
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incredibly lame train of thought because of course i would still be troubled for many a reason (just like many others) even if i was more "on my own" so do not think too hard on what this means but i do get a sense of stupid "jealousy" when observing others situations and the selfish pondering occurs which is along the lines of "if i was an only child what would i be doing?" "what if there were times where i only thought of myself?" "what would it mean to live more for myself?" truthfully probably badly in so many ways. but i cannot help but think, briefly, about all sorts of random aspects that would be cause for an entirely different life. though none of it is to say im a miserable person at my core, my life is full of genuine joy and passions. funnily "i wish i was somebody else" was always a thought i would have when i was very little, and the idea that there could be all sorts of different versions of me, had this or that been a thing, was very horrifying. i was glad that i was me, who was nice, and liked art and wizards and minecraft and dolls and music as much as i did. well, i think id like to have a day sometime soon where i do nothing but listen to music or put a movie on loop and draw and draw and a bit of playing in the mud as well
#i really wish that i could live in a situation (which no. does not literally exist) where i could have “different feelings”#i love my siblings. of course i would like to be in their lives. also? perhaps i should not ignore the desire to “do more” to go out and se#whats out there#it feels terrible. like it can only be one or the other! but im very smart and know it is not that strict#so much of it hurts and will be very difficult but i am very willing to actually see for myself#there is good already ... and id like to experience all there is i know i want. so much joy and so much that will be easy and new and nice#and in no way a betrayal to all before and now. chances i want to take chances. though i must say ive just been in the process of#“getting to a place where i can take chances” which is silly but very real. there are distinct thresholds i will pass#(positive thing)#and i will continue living in whatever way makes the most sense to me#Flourish. hooray!#delete soon obviously. journal leaking onto tumblr blog. quick break before continuing with my going ons. Ahhhhh!
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i am so very at peace right now. i always like to write about when this happens bc like. peace is such a rare thing. im taking little moments lately to appreciate when things are nice so i can hold onto them when things arent so nice. but like. little things like the sun shining through my window onto my houseplant fill me with such joy. the house being clean and smelling nice. breakfast being tasty. my friends messaging me. the start of a new month! summer is always such a good time for me... im going to appreciate summer every moment its here.
idk i think im just rambling a little but its my blog. i can do that.
#neon.txt#vibes#in my romanticizing the little things in life era#i'm flourishing im thriving im going to the gym my skin is clear and my work schedule is MUCH better#i love everyone in my life and everyone who spends time with me on this blog#i love my fiance and all my f/os w all my heart <3#its taken me a long time to get here. but now that i am here i've never been happier#it really DOES get better the posts werent lying#also my houseplant is a sweet mint named jerry. if you even care
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rip the current afc richmond coaching staff bc roy, beard, AND nate????????? oh i know they're unhinged
#they're an AMAZING team but they are not well lmao#i love ted we all know i love ted so much I HAVE TO SAY THIS bc people think i can be a ted anti#BUT IM NOT#but imagine how the team can really flourish having roy as a head coach....not that ted was necessarily a bad coach but#you know. roy knows the team and he knows the sport. yes he's mentally unwell but come on
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every combat episode I am reminded what a clutch build Fabian has
#babbling#battlemaster manoeuvres AND blade flourishes AND 'I burn a spell slot on Fandrangor' im gonna bust a nut#also Emily casually dropping a 4th level smite this episode??? hot#multiclass paladins you'll always be famous#i really just needed to get this out of my system because i feel like one of the only d20 fans that actually enjoys combat episodes
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god i have GOT to do a little doodle of rollo to celebrate the fact i scrounged together JUST ENOUGH gems and JUST ENOUGH luck to get him for my 100 pull pity!!!! THE BOY.... celebration worthy.
#i like em mean i like em cranky#skelly speaks#skelly plays twst#i wasnt sure if id respond fantastically to the masquerade event. there was so much hype.#you know how sometimes a thing EVERYONE says is good ends up really not vibing.#but no. it was worth the hype. it was really that good.#i do wish it had more allowance to play out and flourish but i honestly have no gripes. very quality!#i cant believe i missed it the last time. twst im sorry baby i had Depression
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i do think its kinda funny when i see someone in the year of our lord 2024 talk about vocal synth music like its all gone downhill since like 2010 because like dont get me wrong i love a good niconicodouga-ass 2008 ass vocaloid joint BUT also like. the past couple years have had the most fascinatingly creative and expressive uses of vocal synthesizers ive ever heard in my life DJFSKHJDFS dont write it all off just yet!!
#usually i only see that from people who havent actually listened to any vsynth music from the past 15 years so i understand why they got to#that conclusion. and also usually theyre people who didnt listen to much vsynth music in the first place LOL they just dont know#but it is still a little funny. brother there are things beyond your wildest dreams if u just look#like some personal highlights: the stuff by rinri - particularly their use of the meika girlies#dont carry our memories away is LIFECHANGING the whispers. the spoken parts. the BELTS#plus the haunting and unrelenting instrumentation. fantastic song#and naisho no pierced's propose + birthday + gift sort of trilogy of songs. gift especially has been unreal#again the dynamics of soft intimate whispers to belts but also those fuller high notes with edges of growlyness.#plus the songs just generally rock. and those LYRICS. absolutely intense like physically painful and frightening like#yearning and codependency and possession. and the tuning and production just amps it up more#OH and slave.v.v.r has been doing crazy things for even longer but i only started getting into his stuff recently and holy shit#love eater is like. the scariest vocaloid song ive ever heard not because of the lyrics. but because of the tuning#im like. scared. i cant stop listening to it. the heavy synthesized breathy main vocals and whispered harmonies plus the VOCAL FRY#i didnt realized vocaloid5? i think? has a vocal fry option built in i heard? thats crazy#but specifically in love eater the fry and growl is amped up so deep and loud and clear compared to everything else it like#emphasizes the artificiality of the voice while also amping up the expressiveness#its awesome. and on the older slave.v.v.r songs i heard i will hit you 8759632145 times with this piano. also so fucking cool#addicted to that song. 1) its a great jazzy rocky piano tune with this piano flourish at the end of each phrase that sounds fantastic#but also 2) the lyrics are insane. using kanji to write english??????#people are doing wild ass things with vocal synths rn you guys#this isnt even getting into some of the really unique synths themselves too. adachi rei is awesome i love that shes just like#the perfect inbetween of sample based and reconstruction based vocals. shes a sample based synth#but her samples were drawn by hand LOL shes like dectalks granddaughter to me.....#a really good use of adachi rei is iyowa's heat abnormal/heat anomaly/whatever its called ITS AWESOME thats what it is hjrkfdgfd#i think the fact that vocal synths can be so realistic and clean and noiseless out the gate now has made people really stop worrying#about like. realism all together and looking more into expressiveness. omg vocal synth modernist movement
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